I have so many things I need to catch up on and respond to (I have severely neglected my email which is NOT good) so I apologize. I will get around to it this week I hope!
Old followers will know that this is the norm for me this time of year as I once again rally the strength to try and make the most of my severely neglected little urban hellscape of a yard. I mean, how do you recover from the knowledge that ALL of the native milkweed species you planted over the last 4 years has died, never to return? (I can’t stop being sad about this you have no clue, I had 5+ species native to the state!) All that remains is the common milkweed volunteers that have come up wherever they feel like it, and I’m obligated to let them do as they wish. Feels bad, man. I would have killed to see that purple milkweed flower.
Have spent the last 2+ weeks getting my veggie garden and containers up and running (still need to sow beans and more kale) and I’ve got more natives/ornamentals to go into my nearly cleared side yard. I’m really really REALLY hoping my new virginia bluebells don’t die with this heat/likely drought, but I’m pretty confident everyone else will come through okay. I mean, if the cardinal flower can come back for the 3rd year like a champ, what’s their excuse? (Dear self: be thankful, the cardinal flower likes you and you know it shouldn’t and that’s rad. Also the prairie smoke plant is starting to spread and that’s really cool. So is the hepatica. And your ferns are getting big and beautiful! So remember what’s working out, ok?)
I just want my little plot to be the hopping hot spot for all the local wildlife. It’s nice to see so many critters anywhere I look but I know I can do better and that requires A LOT of work. I’ll never be anything akin to a master gardener, but I like to think I’m learning a lot every day and working WITH nature instead of against it. Battling invasives is one hell of task. (Rot in hell, creeping bellflower!)
Now if only it would rain, and I can find a way to get a rain barrel setup! (No gutters in my back yard to access for rain is a major L...)
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THERE ARE STRAWBERRIES GROWING ON MY STRAWBERRY PLANT!!! I REPEAT, THERE ARE STRAWBERRIES GROWING ON MY PLANT!! I AM NOT A KILLER!!!!
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for the end of the year ask: 3, 9, 18, 21!
3) Favorite band I started listening to this year: Time is so fake and I'm having a hard time remembering artists I found at the top of the year vs which ones I've had for longer than that. Quite recently I found both Sleep Token and Scene Queen--I already talked about Sleep Token some on a song of the day, so Scene Queen it is! Hyperpop-metal fuckin banger songs: Pink Whitney, MILF, The Rapture (But It's Pink)
9) Best month for me this year: I think probably October. I always love Halloween (and this is perhaps slightly cheating, but my birthday is at the end of September, so by October I have all my presents), and this October specifically came with a lot of relief. Our cat Jo gave us a bit of a scare, but she got a clean bill of health the first week in October (please imagine three fully-grown adults crowding one very disgruntled gray cat telling her what a good bladder she has and what good work she's done not growing rocks in it this time). And my old laptop broke unexpectedly in September, so I spent a fair chunk of October marveling about the speed and coolness of my brand-new computer. A pretty good month all around!
18) A memorable meal: Thanksgiving! I almost said November was my best month but then I realized I was literally just thinking of Thanksgiving. I made a ham, baked mac & cheese, herbed mashed potatoes, squash casserole, onion casserole, green bean casserole, corn pudding, brown-sugar-glazed carrots, pumpkin pie, and a cheesecake, all from scratch in one day in one oven and we got it all hot (well. appropriately-temperatured. the cheesecake was chilled) on the table at the same time. It all tasted exactly as it should, and @kaylithographica came to celebrate with us, and it was the best day.
21) Something new about my room this year: My corner plants!!
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A couple of my pea plants got knocked over in yesterday's storm, so I went out today and got them hooked up again. A couple more are growing in ways that look decidedly non-optimal, but trying to disentangle their little feelers might cause them more problems, so eh. I'm gonna trust the process.
The bigger ones are over 2 feet now. They're so cool
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and NOWWWWWWWW dressing the fic up
hesitating at the fandoms stage bc Sentido had elements of both tristamp and trimax in it, but this fic is almost entirely trimax. it'd probably be misrepresentation if i tagged it as belonging to tristamp too. but i also dont wanna risk ppl missing my fic bc theyre using the tristamp tag as a general trigun tag,,,
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shoutout 2 spider plants: the most resourceful and understanding of indoor foliage companions.
i can take the World’s Longest Sadness Nap amidst circumstances that leave me too emotionally compromised to go into the household common areas for like a week and a half
and when i finally steel myself to confront the guilt of what i’m positive will be a roomful of super dead spider plants
somehow those magnificent bastards are all alive and actually look totally normal and fine and it turns out i’ve been melodramatically doomspiraling for several days now over nothing. 🙃🙃
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I got the Greek magical papyri book and boy is it nearly useless for my purposes :c . I wanted things like info about correspondences and lists of ingredients used by the ancient Greeks for Hellenistic witchcraft and shit because I want more traditional Ancient Greek things to use for my work with Circe, but 99% of the spells are like bodies of drowned cats and using the fat of a black ass and blood from a virgin goat, not really possible despite the fact I have lots of animal parts already. Don’t have things like that! Interesting, but I can’t really use it! A bit disappointing :c
Anyways, hello! I’m trying to be more active in my craft and figuring out how to make things feel right and more my style, as there are a lot of flavors of witchcraft that are very much not for me. I am part of a local witch FB group and have been getting familiar with things, and there are some lovely people that use language and have beliefs that I can’t see myself believing in. I don’t know what I would call myself as I’ve not practiced very much, I hate to use the phrase ‘casual’ but that’s kinda how I feel compared to others.
I am starting to work with Circe, as non human ‘shapeshifting’ (like mentally and in dreams of course) is my number one goal I am seeking and honestly always has been in general. Always wanted to not be myself! I’ve been getting good feedback and she definitely is the right person for the job c:
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