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Oh, your f/os are so in love with how you look. You don’t even have to do anything special! No amount of makeup, specific clothes or hairstyles are needed for them to view you as the most attractive person they’ve laid eyes on. The way you captivate them so effortlessly never fails to make them feel butterflies, and it’s all simply because you are just the way you are 💖
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v1ctimplagued · 6 months
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“ got yourself into quite the predicament there, haven’t you ? ”
memes. / always accepting.
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 The smell of his own blood is nauseating. It is so strong that it manages to dampen out the smell of Steve's magic which was only proving to irritate Billy further. "Are you just gonna talk or clean me up?" His head is cocked to the side, eyes flashing bright with the annoyance looming there but it's not directed at Steve it's mostly for Steve. He could do it himself but he much rather have Steve do it. He's so fucking pissed though - another prick givin' him a hard time that needed to be roughed up to learn his lesson. They bothered Steve, they bothered Billy—it was that simple.
"You got some potion back there to make all the pain go away?" His brow is rising slightly and his grin is masking the furious storm that is threatening to make him go find who else might have a problem with the witch. "Or you know, a kiss might do."
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impishsensei-a · 7 months
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@katikis asked: "i'm not a good person." angsty prompts pt. 1 || accepting
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satoru frowns a little, brows furrowed as he thinks of how best to respond to toru without seeming like he's dismissing toru while reassuring them that they're being ridiculous about that. just by virtue of them technically being one and the same, satoru knows that can't be true. satoru doesn't think of himself as the perfect moral person, but he knows he's not a bad person. he has other people's best interests at heart — what makes toru think otherwise about themself?
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❝ i see. why do you think that, toru? ❞ no matter what they say, satoru can't imagine that it would justify toru's claim about themself. still, he wants to know so he can find away to assure them that's not the case, while also being delicate about the matter. he's never been the best at dealing with others feelings, but who best to try and raise your spirits than yourself, right?
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cfr749 · 2 months
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20 questions for fic writers
tagged by the wonderfully kind and lovely @coraclavia. If you haven't checked out her work, go do it right now!!
1. How many works do you have on Ao3? 19
2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 354,235
3. What fandoms do you write for? The Rookie!
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Beneath Your Beautiful... queue Isn't it ironic by Alanis Morissette 😬
Want You to Stay
However Do You Want Me
One Time Thing
Lucy's Little Secret
5. Do you respond to comments?
I absolutely try to, but sometimes I get behind. Tbh I usually want to respond the minute I see one come in, but don't want to scare anyone lmao. But I read every single one, often multiple times. And you might just get a response from me two years later 😂
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Oh man... I think this has to be We Built Sandcastles, because I have yet to give it an ending and it hurts me too. I'm so sorry. 😭
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I'm gonna go with However Do You Want Me... what's happier than banging on an airplane to save the world?
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not really... thankfully, 99.9% of the interaction I've had on my fics has been positive and that's a testament to how wonderfully supportive this fandom is of its creators 😭
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yup... the horny kind? Lol... queue Lovin on Me by Jack Harlow. I am pretty vanilla, and I do usually focus a lot on the emotional aspects over the physical. I also generally prefer writing the foreplay over the actual tactics of banging, but I try.
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
Lol... well... one time when I was 13 I may have written an AU where Justin Timberlake and Nick Carter were normal boys attending the same high school 😂...
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Thankfully, I don't think so!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? 
I don't think so, but any time someone does comment on one of my fics in another language, I am just honored and blown away that they found it entertaining enough to work through the language barrier.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! Want You to Stay with the amazing @poppypickle. I will always be so thankful that the Chenford fandom brought us together, and so grateful for that creative experience. Truly one of the coolest things I've ever done. ❤️
14. What’s your all time favorite ship?
I think Chenford still holds this crown.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
We Built Sandcastles, but I actually haven't written anything I've truly given up on. I still think about this universe and write down bits and pieces here and there. I'm also still working on Beneath Your Beautiful!
16. What are your writing strengths?
Weird reality TV AUs? Sexual tension? Feelings?
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Probably too much exposition / time in the character's heads spelling out their motivations vs. letting readers come to their own conclusions.
I'm not always consciously aware of it in my own writing, but sometimes I suspect I'm a little sappier than what I'd normally I prefer to read.
Also I'm slow and sometimes leave my readers hanging for extremely long periods of time (I'm so sorry).
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Depends on the context, but, for me, I'd have a hard time without a native speaker to consult with. No strong feelings against it though.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
BSB + NSYNC
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
I'm going to go with one I haven't mentioned yet, which is Cruel Summer because that fic was utterly batshit, came out of literally nowhere, and was so much fun to write!
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Thanks for the tag, Cora!
I am tagging @poppypickle @queseraone @goodgirlssayiloveyoutoo @rememberthismomentx @thisnightissparkling089 @makeitastrength and @summerongrand (apologies if y'all have already done this and I missed it)!
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Imagine melting into your f/os embrace after you’ve had a long, rough day. With their arms wrapped securely around you, you feel you can finally take a deep breath and relax. At least for a little while, all the worries from earlier fade away.
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bitchinbarzal · 7 months
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What are the Barzals up to: Bad start
With the Isles having a sub-par start to the season, and the Devils crumbling without Jack and Nico, Mama B and Mathew are feeling stressed out and down.
Thankfully, baby cuddles can help make them feel better. So, they’re just at home right now, soaking up all the lovins their babies are giving them.
It’ll get better.
No because queue Ivy & Ryry trying to make it all better 🥺
“It’s not your fault daddy”
“Mama you’re helping them get better”
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exosongtournament · 3 months
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And that was the end of round 2!
Our WINNERS are:
Tender Love Oasis The First Snow Tempo Artificial Love Love Me Right Let Me In Gravity Lotto Lucky One Growl Universe What is Love Obsession What If.. Heart Attack Mama Overdose El Dorado Monster Baby, Don’t Cry Electric Kiss Been Through Call me Baby Trouble Sweet Lies Black Pearl The Eve Wolf Going Crazy Playboy
The LOSERS are:
Twenty Four Sign She’s Dreaming Transformer History Coming Over Fall Hear Me Out Ko Ko Bop Miracles in December My Turn to Cry XOXO Regret It Ya Ya Ya Sing For You Jekyll Ooh La La La Bad Dream Forever Boomerang Don’t fight the feeling TACTIX Lovin’ You Mo’ Damage Dancing King Thunder For Life Private Party Paradise Cloud 9 Lightsaber
Some stats:
Our eliminated albums are:
For Life
Albums still in the running:
Exist, Countdown, Miracles in December and Overdose are barely scraping by with 1 entry each!
Mama, Obsession and the Universe with 2 entries!
The War and Don't Mess Up My Tempo with 3 entries!
Ex'act with 4 entries!
XOXO with 5 entries!
And in the lead is Exodus with an impressive 6 entries!
The top three biggest winners:
3rd place goes to Electric Kiss against Tactix with 83.1 % of the votes!
2nd place goes to Been Through against Lovin' You Mo' with 85.7% of the votes!
And our number 1 iiiis *drumroll*
Love Me Right against Coming Over with an impressing 88.2% of the votes!!
Our closest races were:
In 3rd place we have Oasis just barely winning over Sign with 53.1% of the votes!
In 2nd place we have Sweet Lies crawling over the finish line against Thunder with a measly 52.6% of the votes!
and our SMALLEST winner iiiis *drumroll*
The one and only, memeable, ever-loathed and loved WOLF with ONLY 51.5% of the votes against Paradise!
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Im setting up the next queue now!
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frankie-bell · 8 months
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It’s nice to find another person that actually likes Mika. I think she’s a really wonderful, honest, and realistic character. To boot, you ship her with Gino who I love. I would LOVE to see Mika get some healthy lovin’. Since she is a smol spicy bean, her size difference with Gino would be pretty cute. Since Gino likely had to move away when he joined SAD, they would probably be on the phone quite a bit. I’m sure they would have sexy phone time pretty frequently. Finally, I’m a sucker for domestic fluff. Gino does need a place to stay when SAD comes back to Tokyo.
1. Size difference
2. Phone/ video sex
3. Morning/ sleepy sex
Ooh, three great choices! And I love the rationale behind each one. Added, added, and added to the queue.
#GiveMikaHealthyLovin2023
But seriously, it’s awesome to know I’m not the only one who adores Mika. She’s such a fantastic character, and she deserves so much more love and respect than she gets from this fandom.
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thekinslayed · 30 days
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Hi Bella! I’ve just read your Aemons fics, particularly, You Adored Me Before, Forget-Me-Not, and Give You My Lovin’.
I have to say there is something so immersive in the way you write the story. I don’t know how exactly to describe it but it’s as if I am in the room with them. My favorite has to be Give You My Lovin’. Don’t get me wrong, they’re all wonderfully written but there’s something about Modern!Aemond that’s so in love with his girlfriend.
Aemond is also a bit of a tragic character in my opinion, so seeing him thrive even in modern AUs makes me happy. 💚 💚 💚
hi!! thank u so so much this is so sweet 😭😭😭 Give You My Lovin’ was totally not on my list but i just had a strong inkling to write it one random afternoon lol
i definitely agree that aemond is quite a tragic character, but i’ve always thought he would be such a romantic at heart when given the chance! and that’s what i’ve been exploring with my work so far (also im just down bad) :) thank u sm for the love, and i do have a modern!aem fic in my queue! coming next week 💋
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hoosbandewan · 4 months
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Sweet baby jesus - here we go again.
Look if whoever it is really that butthurt over a post I suggest they take a look in the mirror and have a serious word with themselves.
Theres far too much toxic drama happening on here lately, lets not bombard people with unnecessary hate anons. Most of us here are here for the Ewan lovin and I personally don't want to see another creator being driven away by drama.
Remember WE love Ewan and appreciate his talent. Let's all take a deep breath!!
Honestly. We're literally all just here to enjoy Ewan and the characters he plays.
I've been largely quiet when it comes to "fandom drama," even when I know it's the the wrong thing to do because I just want my blog to be a fun, happy place full of Ewan content. I'm here to be a positive force and to create lovely gifs and make friends.
But whoever these anons are are some seriously bad apples who are spoiling the bunch for the rest of us. I have only been here since, like, October, and I have been watching this already small fandom slowly fading away because people keep getting driven away just like you said.
My blog has basically been running almost exclusively on a queue for a month now because I simply do not want to be online.
The constant stream of weird behavior and negativity in this fandom is unlike anything I have ever seen before and I have been on Tumbr since 2009.
Anyway, anon. Sorry about my rant. I agree with everything you said and I love you. ❤️
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quinloki · 6 months
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Hi that’s my brain right now thanks
byeeee
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I'm barely able to sit on the other ones that I finished, but that one was just too close to my Marco-Lovin' heart to wait for it to pop up in the queue.
Certainly worth the wait XD but I'm glad to have shared at least one before the appointed time lol
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impishsensei-a · 8 months
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katikis asked: “ you can’t protect any of them. ”
"i know," satoru says, and it's rare for his expression to become so serious. what toru says is true, though. no matter how much he tries to train his students, no matter how prepared everyone is, there is always this inevitability that mistakes will be made somewhere and they'll meet their demise. even the strongest among them slip up along the way. he's all too familiar with his own shortcomings, and he's the strongest.
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"doesn't mean i can't try, though. i don't want to lose anyone else. not on my watch... and i know that's ridiculous to aspire to, but i kind of have faith that maybe one day it'll all be enough... it'll all be worth it in the end. don't you think so?" satoru has to believe it. he'd probably lose his mind if he didn't.
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lumieiracreations · 1 year
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~Raptor Lovin~
This was the last and biggest slot in this queue and I couldn't be happier with it, feels so magical!
HEY I COMPLETELY FORGOT THIS SITE EXISTS BUT YOU DIDN'T MISS THAT MUCH CAUSE I'VE BEEN ON AN ARTBLOCK FOR MONTHS WOOOOOOOOO
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artificialqueens · 11 months
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🏳️‍🌈 WeHo Trans Nights: Chapter 2 (Bianca Del Rio / BenDeLaCreme ; Multi) - Imafuckinglibra
A/N : Listen, this is once again just pure smut with a smiiiiidgen of plot. This mini series is just trans characters getting some good ol’ lovin from other trans characters and this week it’s the boys’ turn. Like last time the art for these guys will be up next queue pinky promise, k bye.
“Bet if we get you a drink, you’ll do it in one take,” Ben tried to lighten the mood with a reassuring hand on Roy’s shoulder.
They were in the small dressing room of their local comedy club, each preparing for their respective sets when the club promoter asked them to film a short reel for their next lineup. 
The usual who, when and what they’d be doing song and dance. Ben had seen Roy film a million of these before, but this was his first hosting gig and he was already cracking under the pressure and presumably a severe case of imposter syndrome. 
Unable to even pull himself together to film a simple video, let alone go out and face the crowd of drunk Wednesday night patrons after he bombed his opening few jokes. 
“Hey, it’s okay,” Ben tried again, this time sitting closer, trying to genuinely comfort him. “C’mon tell Uncie Ben, what’s yacking your yums?”
“It’s yucking,” Roy corrected, finally cracking a hint of a smile. “Yucking your yums, and that’s not what that means.” 
“Attaboy!” Ben patted his back. “See, you do have it in you to be helpful.”
“Oh fuck off!” Roy pushed him. 
A gesture Ben knew to read as his own unique little way of saying he appreciated him.
Roy was one of those work friends that had just never quite crossed the border into ‘real friends.’  They ran in similar circles, and were friendly enough, but they never spent much time together outside of the club.
Still, having his cranky confidant was a comfort — that miserable face he always looked for as soon as he walked through the door of their usual club.
“Spit it out, why are you all,” Ben waved his hand in the air, “brooding?”
“Brooding? I- fuck you, I’m not brooding.”
“You’re always brooding,” he rolled his eyes. “But this isn’t your usual brooding, this is a new self-sabotaging brooding.”
“Why don’t you—“ Roy sighed, pursing his lips into a relenting frown. “Ugh…fine, I kind of did something…” he thought it over but gave up. “I don’t know.”
“Oh god,” Ben reached for his imaginary pearls, eyes wide in horror. “You finally killed Joslyn. I knew it, I knew you’d snap one day I just didn’t expect-”
“Would you quit it? I ditched Shane’s party to go have sex with Kylie, okay,” he admitted. “And hey! They’ll never be able to pin that Joslyn shit on me, I know how to hide a body.”
“Oh you’re right,” Ben stood up, pacing the room. “It’s horrible. It’s worse than I thought! Oh my god, Roy,” he stopped to look Roy in the eyes. “You had sex with a beautiful woman and now your life is over.”
“Will you shut the fuck up!” Roy hit his arm.
“Why are you pouting about hitting the jackpot?” Ben came to sit on the counter in front of him, waving his palms in the air.
Roy flashed a shit-eating grin, adding, “Multiple times.” 
“Oh my god,” Ben dropped his hands to his sides. “Get out of my face before I forget I used to like you…How was it?” Ben suddenly asked. His curiosity had gotten the better of him.
“What?” 
“How was it?” Ben shrugged again, his face felt a little darker red than normal, hoping to live vicariously through Roy’s escapades.
“It was…um…“
“Wow, you’re even speechless. That good?” 
“Well, she-“ Roy’s voice broke into a laugh.
“What?” he interrupted him, “she came over and over and called you a god?”
“Not in so many words but…” Roy raised his eyebrows knowingly.
“Roy,” Ben sighed, digging the back of his knuckles into his eyes. “I hate you. I literally…hate you.”
“Wait, weren't you at the party?” Roy sat up straighter, his hands resting on Ben’s thighs.
 He was, but he didn’t particularly feel like talking about it. 
“What did Shane look like after we left? Was he pissed? It was right around when Trixie and Jinkx start—oh,” Roy flinched, pulling back and giving a sympathetic smile. “I forgot, sorry.”
“Oh it’s so fine,” Ben lied, the rise in his voice betrayed him. “But I don’t know, I just stayed till Jinkx showed up and then it got a little awkward.”
“Right,” Roy nodded, and Ben braced himself for the usual pity everyone showed when they talked about his decade long relationship ending. 
“Don’t change the subject.”
“I’m not,” Roy’s pitch rose. “I just, I don’t want to talk about the whole deal with Shane or Kylie. It’s…” he frowned. “It’s complicated. I would rather just ‘brood’ and go find someone else to keep me warm for the night, I guess.”
Ben felt a little twinge of guilt tugging at him, suddenly unsure how to respond to this display of genuine human emotions from a man he thought was half robot. 
“I get what you mean.”  Ben reached out to pat his shoulder. “Since Jinkx and I broke up, I’ve tried reaching out to them just to talk it out, but it’s a weird feeling to have feelings for your friend…you feel me?”
“You are so annoying,” Roy rolled his eyes, grinning ear to ear.
“I know,” Ben nodded, happy to see Roy’s shoulders straighten out again.
“Be honest,” Roy sighed. “You’re not upset because you saw Jinkx at the party with someone new. It’s because that meant you couldn’t get laid, right?”
Leave it to Roy Haylock to be sympathetic in the most roundabout way possible.
“Can’t even try to deny it,” Ben shook his head, his lips pursed in disappointment. “Seriously, I’m so pent up I even winked at my toothbrush.”
“You’re kidding,” 
“It vibrates.” 
Roy’s head flopped backward, laughing louder than he’d heard him in a while.
“It’s bad, Roy. I’m desperate. Yesterday I went to a sex shop and the guy asked how he could help me, I said just give me anything that takes diesel.”
“You’re so stupid,” Roy wiped some tears from his eyes. “Ah…fuck.”
“We can’t all get the hot blondes, can we?”
“Oh please,” Roy huffed. “I’ve been just as dry as you since the party, so don’t try that shit.”
“You mean you’re not all exclusive now?” Ben decided to pry for his own self-satisfaction.
“You know I don’t do relationships, they’re just…not my thing,” Roy shrugged. “I like getting my yums yucked and that’s it.” 
“But I thought-” Ben stopped to frown at the shitty joke Roy made. “I just thought, since you-” 
“You can have sex without dating, Ben,” Roy interrupted with a dry tone. “You can even just have sex with friends if you don’t feel like looking around, it’s fine. Just don’t do it too often; apparently that leads to feelings.”
“Gross.” 
“Horrible,” Roy smiled. “But you know I’m right.”
“I know it’s just, I’ve been with Jinkx since before I transitioned. I haven’t had to date in a decade and it feels a little uncomfortable explaining all this,” he gestured to himself, waving his hands over his body. 
“Hm,” Roy nodded deep in thought. “Yeah, you are abhorrent to be around.”
“The phrase is terminally delightful, I’ll have you know.”
“I prefer you just terminal,” Roy smiled the same fake gotcha grin he gave to hecklers. 
Ben wanted to throw back another zinger but his mind had gone blank. He quickly took another sip from his drink to avoid Roy seeing him stumble.
“Is that another reason why you sleep with friends?” A lightbulb went off over Ben’s head.
“Not exactly,” Roy drew his words out as if he was considering a good way to answer. “But it does help — IF they already know. Adore and I were friends, but she didn’t know the first time we had sex and that was a whole mess.”
“Uh-huh, yeah, right,”  Ben shifted his weight from one foot to another, building the courage to ask. “So um-“ his voice cracked. “So what’re your plans after the show?”
“Nothing yet…” Roy’s dimples deepened into a knowing smile.
“I mean…we both know and we’re not particularly close friends so there’s no risk of it being weird and, you know, it might not be so bad having another option if your bed ever gets too cold.”
“Is that an invitation?” Roy stepped closer.
“Maybe.”
“Ben?” 
Ben looked up, “Yeah?”
“I want to hear you say it first,” Roy smiled, leaning closer to him. “Are you asking to go to bed with me?”
“I could be?” Ben flinched, suddenly too embarrassed to say the words. 
“That’s just maybe with more steps,” Roy grinned. “Yes or no baby.”
Ben’s eyes darted around nervously, finding it hard to keep eye contact or focus and his throat too dry to respond he grabbed Roy’s cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss.
“God yes,” he finally breathed. 
“Wait,” Roy pulled away. “You mean you want to do this right now?”
“Is that a problem?” 
“Not at all,” Roy leaned in, teasing him with another kiss. “You just didn’t seem like the type.”
“Maybe I’m broadening my horizons,” Ben moaned when Roy’s fingers ran through his hair, mentally rolling his eyes at himself. “Pretend you didn’t hear that.”
“Already?” Roy teased.
“Toothbrush.”
“Right, my bad.”
All tension left his body as Roy pressed him against the counter, his thigh between his legs pressing his packer against himself.
Roy’s hands traveled over his body, first caressing along his jaw till his lips replaced them, kissing his neck while his slender fingers whispered down his arms, leaving goosebumps in their trail. 
“Is this okay?” Roy asked when his hands rounded Ben’s hips, giving his ass a firm squeeze through his jeans. Ben nodded. “Use your words, tell me what you want.”
“Can you keep going?” Ben asked, reaching for Roy’s wrist to bring his hand towards his zipper. 
Roy smiled against him, licking a tender spot along his pulse point. “Then what?”
“Then, um-” Roy’s fingers slid down into Ben’s jeans, brushing against his dick. “Yeah, that.”
When Ben started wearing those foam packers built into his underwear at the start of his transition, he did it just because of general laziness, but now it gave Roy such easy access to his target that he couldn’t help but wonder if that was part of the design. 
“Wait!”
“What?” Roy abruptly stopped what he was doing, watching him first with panic then relief as he reached over to lock the door next to them. “Smart.”
“I know,” Ben smiled, wiggling his hips closer to Roy, “But we have to be quick, I have to be on stage in 10 minutes.”
“No, you don’t,” Roy pulled his fingers out to give them a good sloppy lick, “Alyssa’s on, you have at least 30.”
“That would be so much funnier after you finger me,” Ben noted. Cringing at his own brash words. 
“Oh is that what I’m doing?” Roy teased, pulling on Ben’s waistband so he could get a good view before he demanded, “ask nicely first.”
“Pretty please?” Ben felt like rolling his eyes, he wasn’t used to having to beg like this, but he kind of liked it.
Roy, still holding back his waistband so they could both watch, slid his wet fingers back between his thighs.
“Fuck!”  Ben gasped at the relief, forgetting momentarily where they were.
Holding onto the countertop a little tighter for stability, Ben rolled his hips up, grinding his dick between Roy’s flat fingers.
“Oh, that’s so good.” 
“Yeah?” Roy teased him a little longer, his whole hand sliding up and down Ben’s slit. 
His middle fingertip just barely applied any pressure to his entrance but it was enough that Ben could feel the coil in his stomach turn.
Ben reached for his wrist again, guiding his hand back further till Roy got the message.
“Do you want one or two?” he asked.
“One,” Ben swallowed a whimper as Roy’s finger worked him open. 
It felt amazing; the heel of Roy’s palm pressing firmly against him every time he’d curl back inside. All the while Roy watched him with intense focus, biting his lip.
“Faster,” Ben panted, his ass sliding lower off the counter to accommodate easier access for Roy. “But-but let me kiss you.”
Roy leaned in, pressing their bodies together, catching all his moans in his mouth just in time as he curled his finger inwards a little more forcefully, applying more of that intoxicating pressure.
He felt like exploding, like the only thing keeping him grounded was Roy, his lips against his, his flexing shoulder muscles that he clung onto. Even the digit he rode so thoroughly. The thrill of knowing they could be caught pushing him even further. 
Roy gave one more deep push and without warning he burst, all his muscles clenching and releasing over and over. Desperate to hold onto the feeling a little longer he clung onto Roy tighter till he could compose himself.
He waited for Roy to pull out, but instead, he carefully continued his original pattern, just slower. Even the palm against his dick eased up on its pressure, essentially holding him in place till his legs felt stable again.
“That felt really good,” he spoke in his normal tone again. Feeling a bit embarrassed for his reaction. “Thank you.”
“I’m glad,” Roy smiled, pulling his hand back. “But I have to go wash up before my set. We can pick up after, if you want?”
“Really?” 
“Of course,” Roy shrugged. “Didn’t think that’s all I’m leaving you with, did you? I have a reputation to uphold.”
“You’re not powered by diesel are you?” Ben laughed sheepishly, his face still glowing red.
“Nope,” Roy shook his head. “Last I checked just good ol’ Fireball.”
“Well then,” Ben jumped off the counter and zipped up his pants. “Let’s go get you some more!”
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They were already making out as they entered the apartment, lazily exploring one another's bodies. Tender kisses while fingers spread through hair, down collars and shoulders even as they walked towards the couch. Only stopping when Roy’s calf hit the coffee table.
“Would-would you like something to drink?” Ben asked through their kiss. “Glass of water? A snack? Maybe an hors d’oeuvre?
“No thank you,” Roy smiled against his lips, dragging out another slow kiss. “But I really,” another kiss, “really I appreciate the hospitality.”
He could feel Ben relaxing into his touch, growing more comfortable in the way he was kissing him back, releasing that anxiety he held. 
Roy went to work removing Ben’s shirt, unbuttoning the god-awful rainbow button-up he wore. He could feel Ben’s breathing change but when he reached the last button, he felt his whole posture tighten.
“Huh,” Roy stood back after letting the shirt drop to the floor. He reached for Ben’s chest, gingerly feeling around his collarbones and the top of his pecs; anything not covered by his undershirt. “Well, I’ll be damned.”
“What?” 
“Nothing I just-” He shook his head. “I love a bitch who shaves their chest but not their pubes.”
“Oh. My. God.” Ben rolled his eyes, breaking into a relaxed laugh again. “Watch it,” he said, taking hold of Roy’s chin. “One of these days I’m getting you a muzzle.”
“You know you should wear just this more often,” Roy noted, paying no mind to Ben’s idle threats, tugging at the hem of his white tank top. “You look great in it.”
“You think so?” He blushed.
Roy didn’t answer; he let his actions speak for themselves, pulling Ben’s body against his own so their bulges pressed together, kissing along his stubbled jaw, his neck and down his clavicle. 
As much as he wanted to use his teeth and mark Ben’s pale skin, he didn’t want to put too much on him too fast.
Till he pulled off Ben’s shirt and saw his exposed torso, instinctively he reached for his sides, pulling his chest closer to suck on the skin near the center of his sternum. His teeth grazed the soft flesh, nipping delicately when Ben coughed.
“Um, could you be a little more careful around,” he circled his chest, “there? It’s still a little…unpleasant.”
“Gotcha,”  Roy skipped his chest, instead traveling lower to his belly, kissing below his belly button where Ben came alive. 
It was like a switch was flipped; Ben’s hands on the back of his head gently nudging him lower till Roy got the message. 
Roy helped him backwards to lay down on the corner sofa where he could more easily remove Ben’s jeans. 
The little whimpered breaths escaping Ben’s lips every time Roy’s hands touched a new part of his exposed skin made him almost too irresistible. 
He took his sweet time, making sure his nails raked up and down his legs whenever he’d remove another piece of clothing, especially his underwear. 
Ben’s hips practically bucked up on their own when he finally settled between his thighs, his fingertips dancing around his hip bones, over his belly and his rapidly rising and falling chest. 
Watching his body language intensely to gauge when he’d had enough. 
“If this is payback for heckling you during your set that one time,“ Ben sighed, sitting up on his elbows so he could see what was taking so long.
“Not at all,” Roy shook his head, following Ben’s eyes down to where his fingertips were playing with his haphazardly trimmed pubes. He kept getting so close to his dick but never close enough, no matter how much Ben’s hips tried wiggling closer. “I just like taking my time so I know what feels good.”
“What if I just tell you what feels good?” Ben snarked, more annoyed this time.
“Where’s the fun in that?” Roy’s tongue brushed against him, earning a long awaited moan, his deep voice practically vibrating through Roy’s body. 
“I see your point,” Ben swallowed, holding Roy’s head with the back of his hand. His hips riding against his face more with each deliberate flick of his tongue till Roy was satisfied enough spit had worked its way down. 
He gave another long, flat lick for good measure before working a finger in, tip first, steadily curling it inwards till Ben melted into nothingness.
He kissed along his thighs, sucking in bits of soft flesh as Ben fucked down into his finger till his moans turned ragged. 
“Oh, f-fuck!” Ben exclaimed, falling back into the sofa when Roy took his dick in his mouth again, sucking on it the same way he’d done his now bruised thighs, all while pressing a little harder into his g-spot. 
When he hollowed out his cheeks Ben was practically shaking, his knuckles tight on the blanket underneath him, and just when Roy started to feel him clench around his finger he pulled out. Leaving Ben practically weeping.
He knew it was a little cruel, but that was half the fun — feeling Ben get desperate. The way his body writhed under his touch was too delicious.
“Impatient?” 
“You have no idea,” Ben panted, catching a little giggle in his throat, his eyes still shut tight. 
“Here, can you keep yourself busy for a second while I grab the rod?” Roy asked, guiding Ben’s hand between his thighs.
“Sure.” Ben sat up, holding back from touching himself too much and spoiling the fun while he watched Roy. “What’s the rod?”
“It’s the,” Roy dug a black satin bag out of the backpack they’d dropped on the floor when they walked in. “The thing that makes me uh, erect. Unless…do you not want-“
“Oh!” Ben blushed, catching on to what Roy meant. “So you are actually going to-“
“Fuck you?” Roy smirked. “If you would like that, then yeah.”
“Hm-mh,” Ben nodded enthusiastically, clearly pleased with this turn of events. “I’d like that very much.”
“I mean,” Roy momentarily lost his train of thought as he watched Ben take his little solo session further, sliding his hand down to use his own wetness as lube to jerk off with. “Oh don’t do this to me,” he growled, palming himself through his pants, finding he was the one growing desperate now. “God I want to fuck you.”
“Better hurry up then.”
Roy didn’t waste any time removing his shoes, his pants or anything else in his way. He did his best to slip his rod into his packer while it was against him. A little awkward at first with his jeans unbuttoned around his hips but he managed. 
And Ben, with his own sense of urgency, certainly wasn’t going to complain about his efficiency.
“Here,” Roy finally stood back in front of him again, handing him a condom and a small foil packet of lube. 
This felt different for Ben than he thought it would, a sense of calm and almost comradery with Roy that he didn’t think he’d feel with new partners. 
Maybe because of their years-long acquaintanceship, or the fact that he knew Roy understood how to work his body better than most cis partners would.
“Ready?” Roy asked, looking down at him, eyes hungry as Ben worked his dick, slathering it in lube. Roy’s chest rose with every stroke, finally showing his own signs of impatience. 
“Uh huh.” He nodded, rolling over on all fours with his ass in the air so Roy would have a better angle to work with.
“Fuck, just look at you,” Roy exhaled, admiring Ben’s slick thighs and wet pubes, spreading him open with his fingers.
“Oh for the love of…just put it in already,” Ben caught himself.
“Well well,” Roy smacked him on the ass, rubbing his tip around Ben’s entrance. 
Given everything else, Ben expected Roy to be brash and controlling, just blindly shoving it in. But no, he actually took the time with his hands on the small of his back to guide it in as carefully as he could till Ben was ready to push back.
Still, he couldn’t help but let out a whine when he felt the familiar sharp pressure wash over him. It had been so long since he’d been with another partner, it almost took him by surprise how different he felt. 
“More.” He reached back and tapped Roy’s leg.
Roy’s hips moved slowly, thrusting his whole dick in till it hit his ass before he’d slide out. Praising him all the way with soft touches to his body. 
The back of his nails trailing thin lines along his thighs and up his ass, grabbing a fistful to use as leverage to push back into him.
“Fuck you’re good at that,” Ben moaned, dropping his head deeper into the sofa cushions.
He was so focused on all the sensations tingling along his skin and through his body, he almost missed Roy’s breathing pick up, but once he heard it he lasered in.
Paying close attention to every sound that came from him till he couldn’t resist sneaking a peek, peering over his shoulder to catch a glimpse of Roy’s face.
He was beautiful, with his brows furrowed tight, eyes locked on where their bodies met, mouth opened as he let out deep breaths and hushed moans. Sweat beads collected on his chest, rising and falling faster.
Then he clocked it, every now and then he’d slip; he’d shut his eyes and try to catch his breath discreetly, his mouth contorting into silent curses as if he was holding himself back.
Ben couldn’t take it anymore, he nervously tapped back behind him, reaching for any part of him. “I..I’m gonna come…”
“Already?” Roy asked smugly, forcefully pulling Ben back against his chest, trapping him in his arms so he could pick up his pace.
“Shut up,” Ben groaned, guiding Roy’s hand to his dick. 
“Like before, please…like…” He croaked, turning into a ragdoll in Roy’s arms. “Like that…more like that…”
He had no clue how good it was going to feel until, out of nowhere, he couldn’t stop his hips from shaking.
The rest of his body tingled like he was about to experience the best out of control high of his life. Roy’s proud smile and own moans caught in the back of his neck as he pounded into him.
His hips slapping into his ass faster the more incoherent Ben’s cries grew till everything went into free fall. 
Any ability to breath or speak or even think was inexplicably lost on him. Like his whole body was being consumed by this deep pleasure washing over him.
He thanked God or whoever would listen for Roy’s arms still around him, grounding him as he slowly descended from whatever cloud he’d accidentally floated to. Talking him down with inaudible sweet nothings and kissing along his back. 
“Goddamn,” Roy sighed satisfactorily, carefully pulling out of him.
“I wouldn’t quite say you’re a god,” Ben curled his lip, “maybe god-like…god-esque.” 
“I’ll be sure to put that on my resumé,” Roy pushed him down into the couch pillows, back to his old self. 
“So do you use that thing on everyone?” he asked, now sitting upright when Roy came back from discarding the condom.
“Only if they want me to,” Roy shrugged, leaning down to kiss him tenderly, as if this was natural for them.
“And do they reward you for it?” He pulled their lips apart, unsure what else to do or say in the moment. 
“Only if I want them to.”
With his big puppy dog eyes still looking up at him, Ben reached for Roy’s half zipped jeans, sliding them off till he could step out of them.
“Do we still need this?” Ben asked, poking at Roy’s packer.
“Depends what you have in mind?”
“I can manage,” Ben smiled, running his hands towards Roy’s ass where he pulled off his underwear, making a mental note about the inside of his packer having ridges to grind against. “Close your eyes.”
Roy hesitated, but with a deep breath in he obeyed.
Ben reached behind him, fumbling with some of the blankets and pillows spread out on the sofa till he found his target.
Roy waited patiently, his lips twitching into a smile at the anticipation of what could possibly be waiting for him. 
“Oh…fu-uck,”  Roy moaned, his eyes shooting open when he felt something vibrate against him. “Dirty trick you pulled there, huh?”
“I know,” Ben blushed, proud of himself. With his free arm around Roy’s waist he pulled him down onto the seat, switching their original positions but this time with Ben between his legs.
He wasn’t much of a tease, preferring to get straight to the point and licking around Roy’s dick as soon as he got up close with it. Something which Roy, still rock hard and deprived of his earlier orgasm, greatly appreciated.
Roy was so lost in the moment he didn’t even pick up that Ben had reached for the packet of lube still next to him till he felt the cold sticky touch of the vibrator nudging around his core.
Normally Roy wouldn’t think twice about asking his partner to stick to his growth and avoid wandering hands or tongues. But after his encounter with Kylie he’d grown a new tolerance, some might even say fondness, for some experimenting.
Ben must’ve picked up on this as he asked, “is this okay?” 
“Yeah,” Roy gulped, finding his hips instinctively rolled up against the gentle buzzing of the toy. “But I think just, just keep that there.”
Ben followed orders extremely well, responding with glee to each hair tug or grunt coming from Roy, pleasuring him just how and where he needed it most.
“I’m so grateful you’re a better cocksucker than you are a writer,” Roy joked, grabbing a good handful of curly black hair so he could fuck his face.
“That’s it,” Ben pulled back, shaking his hand loose. He stood up, reached for the nearest piece of fabric and shoved it unceremoniously into Roy’s mouth before he could get another word out. “I warned you.”
Roy wanted to protest, but he was laughing too hard at the unexpected turn of events, ready to pull Ben’s underwear out of his mouth and throw another jab when he sunk between his legs again.
Hollowing his cheeks out around Roy’s dick, he swirled his tongue around the head, making him cry out in glorious ecstasy. He bit down into the underwear, feeling unexpectedly grateful for it as his hips bucked under him.
Pressing the tip of the toy he’d forgotten about against himself, causing a loud guttural moan he didn’t know he had in him. 
He looked up at Ben, frantically searching for his eyes to warn him of what was about to happen when Ben let his dick go with a loud pop. Flicking the tip with his pointed tongue instead.
“Oh fuck you,” Roy managed through the muffle of the fabric.
Roy was a mess. He could picture it, envisioning how pathetic he must have looked with his sweat drenched forehead, trembling thighs and clenched fists either side of Ben’s head as he rode him for dear life.
He was so close, right about to cross the threshold when the vibrations went from perfect to too much, overstimulating him in a way he wasn’t used to. 
“What do you need?” Ben asked, removing the underwear from his mouth. 
“This…it’s-it’s-“ he could barely form a sentence, feebly trying to reach for the toy but Ben got the general idea, turning it on a lower setting instead. “Yeah, that’s…it…fuck!”
Roy came louder than he’d anticipated, forgetting for a second about the person trapped between his clenched shut thighs till he heard Ben wince.
He let go, throwing his arms back either side of himself to grab whatever blankets laid under him when he felt the sensation change.
Ben, ever the fast learner, had shifted his technique; sliding Roy’s dick in and out between his lips while licking along the underside, easing him through the torturous sensitivity till he felt the knot in his belly tighten again. 
For probably the first time in his life, Roy was speechless, utterly out of a single word to say as he watched with strained eyes the way his dick disappeared between those thin lips. 
His mouth agape as he rode out the second wave till he couldn’t take it anymore. Unable to show any composure or even pretend to. His whole body shuddering uncontrollably as he fucked Ben’s face, whimpering broken commands and praises along the way.
Ben’s beautiful big eyes watching him with endearment he’d never noticed from him before.
“Jesus christ, that…that’s—“ He pulled out of Ben’s mouth, giving his dick a few more deliberate strokes till it stopped pulsing. “Fucking…perfect.”
Finally satisfied, he plopped himself down dramatically, arms stretched out above his head as Ben’s fingers massaged his thigh, caressing his sore muscles.
“God that was fun,” Ben surprised him by gliding his hands along his flexed abs, making his skin tingle with a strange delight. “Do…do you think we could, maybe do that again?”
“Oh we are definitely doing that again, goddamn.” Roy exhaled, a chuckle in his throat.
He could feel a wet spot under his butt, unsure if it was him or Ben’s spit from his sloppy blowjob. 
He ran his hand down his slit where they both watched as he pulled his finger back with a sticky line of his cum following out. “Jesus christ, I don’t think I’ve been like this in ages,” he laughed nervously. “I need a towel or something.”
“Oh my god, that’s so hot,” Ben said, watching him, practically licking his lips at the sight. 
“You like that baby?” Roy hammed it up, arching his back a little so Ben could get a first class view of his fingers spreading a mix of cum and lube around himself.
Ben reached over and with his thumb lifted Roy’s dick, gently rubbing the underside of it till it gave a weak twitch back to life. 
“I never realized how big you were,” he admitted, blushing slightly. “Real mouthful.” 
“Honduran.” Roy shrugged as if he hadn’t told that joke a million times, pulling Ben closer so they’d be straddled together. “Why? You are ready for a little more.”
He watched Ben pretend to think it over, eyes gleaming with enthusiasm as he nodded eagerly, “What’s another round between friends, right?” 
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