#maladaptive ninja

[nardos-primetime]

Protip: if your family sucks adopt a new one in your head. Preferably turtles. You don't even have to be there. Just imagine them.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #maladaptive daydreaming #maDD #actually maDD #coping hours boys

[maladaptive-ninja-returns]

I Don't Miss You At All (ITA One Shot)

Loki x Reader Avengers The Office AU (Slowwwwww Burn)

Warnings: tears, trauma, therapy

Word Count: Thank you Tari for being such a nice friend. For reading all that I blurt out here. Thank you for being my reader and supporter even though I have been so inconsistent as a writer and as a friend.

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"Looking for something?" Your attention is brought back by the gorgeous olive-skinned lady in her late forties sitting before you. "Hmm?" is all that comes out of you while you are biting the dead skin on your lower lip. "You were looking around for something on the ceiling and-" she points at the French doors opening to the porch outside with the pen in her hand- "the doorway." Your crinkled brows relax and go up a little. "Oh. Right. It was...I was looking for cameras." Now lady furrows her brows even though she is smiling at you. "It was on involuntary." You shrug casually. The lady does not react. "I am used to cameras in my vicinity." you try to summarise. She opens the notebook in her lap. "Nothing negative. Just a project my father has going on." Now her lips make that straight line and you suddenly feel like you've failed a test. "So there is an entire crew-" "Miss Y/N, breathe." she tries to calm you down.

You breathe in, hold the air and let it out slowly, taking in your surroundings again. The beige-coloured room is well-lit- thanks to the abundant sunlight coming through the French doors. You sit on a cream-coloured velvet sofa, wearing your oversized shirt with a happy Tony Tony Chopper eating candy on the front and a pair of blue mom jeans. "So-" the lady starts, seeing that your nerves seem better- "why did you come in today?" "Doctor I-" "Jane. It's Jane. Please call me Jane," she urges with a smile before settling on her cream sofa. "Okay...Jane." You nod.  "So, tell me why you are here today." Pressing your hands between your thighs and letting the warmth seep in, you feel your chest tighten. The air that goes in to help you form the words suddenly feels heavy in the lungs. Your eyes seem to betray you a little too. You smile, trying your best to let your facial muscles close your eyes as much as possible and wipe away the moisture by some miracle. But they fail. A tear falls down your cheek, falling right through the smile. "Because I'm not okay," your voice croaks. Your shivering hands try to wipe away the tears that now seem endless. "Sorry," you whisper an apology. "It's okay," Jane soothes you, pouring a glass of water from the jar sitting in front of you on her coffee table, "let it out. That's good. We're halfway there already because you are aware you are not feeling okay. So, no need to rush. Crying is also a part of it. It is okay to cry." You gulp down the water in seconds before pouring yourself another round. "Okay," you announce softly, nodding in Jane's direction. "Take a minute if-" "No, I'm good," you confirm and settle back down in your seat with a sigh. Jane's eyes smile their kindest smile at you. "Okay. let's begin."

"Yeah-" you nod- "so, it's been a few weeks now..."

The six am alarm starts to buzz on your phone and before the alarm tone can even begin to ascend, your fingers are stopping the buzz. There is no point in the alarm when you lay wide awake in your bed in the dorm room, your eyes looking at infinity in the sky outside as they have watched it break from dawn to a proper sunny day. The constant throbbing in your head has become a part of your existence now. You lay in your bed for another hour and you would have laid there for two more had Yusuf not knocked at your door. "Y/N! We have a lecture in twenty minutes. Please tell me you are still not sleeping." You have heard him, but your body lays in bed, still looking at the sky. Yusuf knocks again. Silence. "Okay, I'm coming in," he shouts, "you better be decent because we cannot miss today's lecture." You groan and crinkle your nose when Yusuf pulls you up by your arms. You protest, not wanting to attend today's lectures. But Yusuf's begging techniques seem to be your weakness. Deodorant under your armpits and a change of shirt later you are sitting through the day's lectures, pretending to write in your notebook. Everything around you is on the move- the professors, the students, the assignments leaflets, the laptops, even the bugs crawling on the class's windows outside- while you sit in one place. Nothing seems to grab much of your attention. Except for that one whiff of jasmine, lily and a mix of spices that sometimes travels through the air and fires up the wrong wirings inside you. Some days it just makes your heart race up a bit, making you short of breath for a while. On other days, you sweat through your body, unable to breathe, looking for the washroom to run into before crumbling down in there. Today it makes your hands shiver. Your back can feel the cold sweats coming in. "I'll just come back," you mumble to Yusuf and rush to the washroom from the back door of the lecture hall. .

"All good?" Yusuf's concerns are always transparent. "Yeah. I think the dinner from last night was acting up." You smile at him through the lie.  More lectures start and finish before it is time for lunch. "Don't feel like it," you declare, "not hungry." "Have some juice still," Yusuf presses, already having brought you a glass of fresh pressed juice. "Dude, that shit's expensive," you state before sliding it back to him. "I can't. I don't feel so good." But Yusuf does not give up. You take three sips before your stomach begins to feel the nausea. You sit in the grass looking at the endless stream of students going about their day with no thought going inside your brain. And then you see those pair of green eyes. Your heart starts to race again. Only to find it is someone else. But it is already too late. The tears have begun to form. And it is starting to get hard to hide them. Taking out your earphones and plugging them in, you press play on a random tutorial on how to make rice in ten different ways and lie down on the grass with your eyes closed. Some days it works.

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It's four in the evening and you have volunteered to get dog food for Yusuf's pitbull. You have your car now to drive you through the city, a second-hand ocean-blue Honda.  Your mind knows that dog food is an excuse. But no arguments are made. You sit in the city traffic, waiting for the light to turn green. Some random radio channel is turned on in your car. You have never bothered to set it up before. They start to play a familiar song.

Wind blows Blew me to where I belong It was you A home I came into the night

The cold sweats start again. It gets harder to breathe. The light has turned green but the vehicles in front of you are not moving. You shut down the radio and press the horn into infinity. Your car revs and breaks into a spree, only stopping at a spot where there aren't any eyes and you can finally hit your steering wheel as much as you want before you break down into an ugly cry. Two hours pass before you text Yusuf you cannot find the specific brand of dog food and return to the campus. Parking your car near your department building, you walk to the dorms. It's a thirty-minute walk.  Sometimes you feel like you hear the familiar soft British accent on your way. Your chest feels the heaviness again, but your brain simply makes it for another student on campus. You don't have any more tears left to shed for the day.

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Back at the dorm, you stand under the shower for ten minutes doing nothing. The shirt and PJs you had on last night are what you wear again. You come down to the dining area to see if you have any appetite. You smile at the familiar faces that greet you. You know your smiles are growing weaker every day. But there is nothing you can do about it. Salad. Soup. Bread. Pasta. Fruits. Ice cream. A tiny leaf of lettuce. A finger-sized slice of bread. Two pieces of penne with barely any sauce on them and a slice of apple. That is all that goes onto your plate. Even the lady serving you is concerned for her favourite student who used to leave the dining hall only after stuffing down two huge servings of everything. You sit on the table in the corner right by the window. It is a cold spot so no one ever prefers to sit there. Even as you sit down to eat the contents on your plate, you are not able to finish the bread and the pasta.

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Back in your dorm room, you sit in the dark on your bed for about an hour before your phone rings. It's Tony. You look at the time on your phone. It's time for the usual call. You switch on the study light to accept the video call but your fingers never touch the accept button. Finally, you accept the voice call, putting it on speaker. "Hey, sweetie," Tony's voice greets from the other end. "'Sup," you greet back, not truly matching the enthusiasm. "How was college today?" "It was fine." "..." "..." "Okay. Cool. How's that car doing?" "Doing okay." "Because I can send you a better-" "It's doing okay." "...okay," Tony's voice goes down an amplitude, "that's good to know. So...did they have anything good in dinner today?" "Same old." "Did you eat?" you can hear the concern in his voice. "Mm-hmm." Silence. "Are you in your lab?" you finally say, wanting to prevent any more questions that you did not have the strength to answer. "Yeah. Working on a special suit right now. For a special someone." There is a pause for a moment. "Can you...can I hear you work? I have to work on an assignment and I need some sort of background noise to help me get it done faster." "Oh, okay." The amplitude is a little better now.  You lie down on your bed, your legs bent close to your chest, keeping your phone next to you. Tony goes on with this work, chatting with Friday. You continue to listen to him, never consciously feeling the tears fall from your eyes, wetting your pillow. Bruce joins Tony sometime later. You don't know how long has it been since you've been lying there. But you can hear Bruce tell Tony it's two in the morning so they should call it a night. "Y/N, sweetie? You asleep?" Tony whispers through the phone. You say nothing. "I guess she's asleep. Good night, goose," Tony hums before ending the call. You do not wish for the sleep to come, for it has not visited you for quite some days now. But the fear of seeing a familiar face when you fall asleep is also the reason you do not want slumber to hit you. But it comes tonight. Bringing with it reasons you are going to feel the numbness, the hole in your chest, the cold sweats all over again tomorrow.

Loki only visits your dorm when you are not there. You are gone early from the room because you have an eight am class today. The room reeks. Used tissues lie on the floor, below the study table, overfilling the dustbin. There are half-eaten packets of chips sitting on the desk along with half-finished cans of soda. Your hoodies, sweat pants, shorts and undergarments lie in a crumpled mess in the cupboard as well as the laundry basket. He opens the windows first- noticing the dead succulents on your window sill that Yusuf has brought as a 'dorm-warming gift'- before getting to work. He clears the trash, cleans the floors, disinfects the desk, changes the bedsheet and duvet, and replaces the dirty laundry with clean ones. Taking one last look at the room, he makes sure to leave your clothes just as he had found them to not raise any suspicion. He replaces your bottles and mugs with fresh water, praying that you will drink as much as possible. Then he leaves.

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He disguises himself as another student to watch you from afar. Sometimes he catches you lost in a thought in the window of your lecture hall. On other days he sees you looking at the void while sitting in the campus grounds. It is visible you have lost weight. Your eyes have bags under them. Your signature smile that went up to your eyes is not there. Twice he has witnessed you rush into the washroom with great urgency, and both times he has stopped himself from following you, for multiple reasons. Both times he has waited outside in the corridor, pacing back and forth. Both times you have come out with a freshly washed face, red eyes hiding behind spectacles and a smile for whoever greeting you in the corridor.

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He keeps a good distance whenever you walk back from your department to your dorm building. The way back is dimly lit and you prefer to walk alone, no matter the time. Sometimes he watches you stop abruptly in your path. Sometimes you sniffle and wipe something off your face. Other times you take your phone out and look at something on it for a long time before closing it and resuming your walk.

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He avoids the nights. They do not bring the best of him. Because they are not the best for you.

"Jane, is it? You do realise I would not be here had those two baboons not tricked me into walking into your office on the pretext of an emergency." Loki huffs and rubs one hand on his face while the other rests on his hips. Jane purses her lips and shrugs in agreement before sitting down on her sofa. "Must have been an emergency for your friends to bring to a clinical psychologist, right?" Loki chuckles sarcastically. Jane is unbothered. "Oh, Miss Clinical Psychologist-" Loki's eyes have nothing but pity as he looks in the doctor's direction- "you are talking to a thousand-year-old being infamous for the art of manipulation. So, no offence, but I am pretty sure I can diagnose myself better than any doctor on this planet. Let alone this galaxy." This time Jane is the one chuckling. "I am two hundred per cent sure no one has the knowledge of psychology on this planet as much as you. And I take your word for all that you said. But-" she takes a tiny remote from the coffee table in front of her, points and clicks it to the opaque window separating her room from the reception outside, revealing Peter Parker and Scott Lang pacing the length of the reception hall- "for the sake of those two worried souls, why not humour me for...twenty minutes? Not to mention, even the best of psychologists need another experienced person to help them out in desperate times." Loki looks out at the two figures who have no clue they are being watched. He can't hear but Peter is saying something to Scott with a look of anxiousness, to which Scott simply keeps his hands on Peter's shoulders for a moment, telling him something, and finally taking him into his embrace. The window goes back to white. Loki comes back into the room. He is lost in a thought for a moment. "Well played, Jane," Loki announces in a mumble. "Had it been any other day, I would not give a damn about any of this." Jane simply gestures to the seat kept for Loki with both her hands. The God sits down and sighs.

"Why do you think they are so worried about you?" Loki raises his hands in defeat. "Beats me." Loki notices Jane has not touched the dairy kept in front of her. Neither her pen. She simply sits there for the God to elaborate. After a prolonged moment of thought, and the presence of zero judgment on the doctor's face, Loki gives in. "It's their friend. She...and I are not on speaking terms anymore." Loki's voice has gone soft. Jane nods. "Is their friend not your friend?" "...she was. Till she confessed that she liked me." Loki huffs the 'liked' part as if it were an insult. "Okay." Jane nods, adjusting herself a bit towards to edge of the seat, interested in knowing more. "Nothing more to it, Jane," he points out, averting his gaze, "she's gone...a bit far so we don't see each other much." "So, you do see each other." Loki takes in a long breath, furrowing his brows as if trying to push something away. "No. I go see her. She is staying in the city. I-" Loki's gaze goes down to his fingers that have started playing with the velvet on the sofa- "check in on her. Sometimes." "Why do you need to check in on her?" Even if that question is out of curiosity, Jane makes no effort to react in any way. Loki scoffs. "Because she is wasting away, Jane. A woman like her, who is capable of changing worlds is wasting away in a box half the size of the room we are sitting in because she was rejected by the God she fell for." Jane pours herself a glass of water. "You still haven't answered my question, though, Loki." Loki looks at her in confusion. "Why do you need to check in on her?" She picks the glass up. "What do you mean- I just told you she is-" "Wasting away, yes. That's the choice she made. Why do you feel the need to go there?" Jade sits back with the glass still in her hand. "Because I am the reason she is in this mess." Loki cannot understand what is so hard to understand. Jade turns her head a little. "So are millions of other women after a breakup. Why is it so important for you to go back to her? You have already told her how you feel." Silence. The glass is sitting in her lap. Loki can feel an unnerving feeling in his chest as he glares at that glass of water.

"Because I love her," he finally admits. "Because I cherish her. Because she nearly died because of me." Jade does not speak in the silence that comes after. "Because it is preposterous to think I could ever be with her." The confidence and anger with which Loki had entered the room has dissolved into the sea of certain new emotions; emotions that seem to be taking over his features gradually. The previously poised glare has turned into a fragile pair of eyes blinking a bit faster than before. "And why-" Jane's voice is soft as it stresses her words- "do you think you cannot be with her." Jane raises the glass to her lips, drinking the water, giving the room a good long pause. At that moment, the God feels the rush of tears in his eyes, the onset of a slight quiver building in his lips, the shakiness of his breath as his throat tries to bring out what has been sitting inside that little boy for ages. "Because I'm a monster." his voice breaks as he looks back at Jane. "Because I don't deserve that love." He tries to breathe in to compose himself only for his throat to shake. "Because I am scared of not being worthy. Because I am scared she will find out it is all a facade and I am nothing but a spineless pawn. Because I have only been loved on conditions and am afraid to get hurt again." Tears fall frantically through Loki's eyes. He does not bother to wipe them off. Jane pours Loki a glass of water and hands it to him. "Must have been hard to say it out loud," she states. "I can assure you if you choose to sit with me to figure it out, it will be a bit easier than it is right now. It won't be a smooth sail, but it will hurt less. And you just want the pain to stop, don't you?" Loki takes in a lungful of breath. "I want it to stop." Janes nods in reassurance. "Please make it stop."

#loki x reader #loki x y/n #loki x you #loki fluff #mcu loki #marvel loki #It's The Avengers #The Office AU #Maladaptive Ninja Returns #avengers fluff #loki

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Anything is better than remembering the prison dimension ✨️🙏🏾

I swear, loud music & dancing paired with daydreaming has become my main coping strategy ✨️

#neon leons messy mind palace #turtle net #rottmnt #turtle net lore #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt fandom

[maddgical-boy]

i know we got para terms like fictpara and primpara but is there a term for a para that is both fictional and real? (e.g. a biopic, video game/show that heavily fictionalizes historical figures, etc) or do we just lump those paras under whichever term fits them best to us lmao

#mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt #i am back in the sw5 and sw4 grind but idk what to call those lil guys #mitsuki is i guess fictpara bc she's a fictional ninja but what about the others?? who knows #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming

[insomniac-dormouse]

I reeeeally like Rasey

A lot

Like with my whole heart even

Especially in 2003

But

With 2012

I kinda really really really wanna fix that hot mess of a love triangle

Polyamory is based and it would be so fun

If only I could do both in the same au

#but it’s not possible #… #maybe #probably #hold on #I’ll get back to this actually #au crafting stuff #tmnt rasey #tmnt au #maladaptive badinage #tmnt #teenage muntant ninja turtles

[i-loveducksandturtles]

I was genuinely crying so much yesterday over a F! Rottmnt scenario I made up in my head with my OC that I refuse to share because I'm pretty sure she's a marry sue.

#i never post marry sue ocs. i only make them in my head because they're fun #i might tone down her amazingness so that she isnt a mary sue and then ill post her or something #shes gonne be impossible to draw..... #the scenario had me absolutely sobbing. #maladaptive daydreaming #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles

[skeleton-in-a-hoodie]

In The Road to Hell, Yoshi is going to start off being such a cocky little shit.

Like despite growing up with his family already at war with the Kraang, he had a relatively happy childhood. There's definitely trauma there, and he starts off the au with some maladaptive copying mechanisms, but he's got confidence in spades and know he's a damn good ninja.

He's so excited to be allowed to go topside for the first time on his own. There's no uncles or aunt (who he adores, I can't emphasis enough this kid loves his parents) hovinering over his shoulder, no older sisters treating him like a little kid, or a younger sister he needs to watch. Like he can just explore NYC and have fun! And he meets Shen and makes a new friend! His first friend who he's not related to!

And then the Horrors TM start happening and the confidence gets knocked right out of him, and then Falco happens and rips every single insecurity this kid ever had wide open whilst adding in some fun new insecurities.

The Foot are in New York and the Shredder is hunting down his uncles and Yoshi blames himself for that, because if he'd just grabbed that stupid shuriken then the Foot would have never known they were there.

And that's before you get to all the secrets being kept from him, and how that's going to impact his opinion of himself and his relationship with his uncles, Leo especially.

#tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt au #tmnt ageswap au #the road to hell au

[janedoewriter]

Collection of Sebastian Stan and his characters

(mostly Bucky Barnes)

Originally Posted: 1/16/2023

Updated: 1/20/2023

Will be slowly updating from my likes

Masterlists

@hajimesh’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@jpat82’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@innaminitus’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@bolontiku’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@nev3rfound’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes and Sebastian Stan

@trashpanda-bucky Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@Heartopen-testiy’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@dabblinginmarvel’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@marvelfanfics1’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@world-of-aus’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes AUs

@mavsstar’s Masterlist: Sebastian Stan and other Characters

@pancakesfor2’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@maladaptive-ninja-returns’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@nekoamamori’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@revengingbarnes’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes and Sebastian Stan

@justfandomwritings’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@the--sad--hatter’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@lonelyandlovelorn’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@waiting4inspiration’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@capsheadquaters’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@banditthewriter’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@thorne93’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes and Sebastian Stan

@multific’s Masterlist: Bucky

@multific’s Masterlist: Sebastion Stan

@dr0wning-in-hell’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@iamnotoriginalphil’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@tokoyamisstuff’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes 

@yet-another-fan-girl9’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes 

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@notyetneedcoffee’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@picassho-18’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes and Sebastian Stan

@hela-avenger’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@holylulusworld’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@lovers-in-japan-reign-of-love’s Recs Masterlist #1 Master #2: Bucky Barnes and Sebastian Stan

@aestheticallywinchester’s Masterlist: Sebastian Stan and all Characters

@indyluckycharlie’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@itsanerdlife’s Masterlist of Series: Bucky Barnes

@itsanerdlife’s Masterlist of Oneshots/Drabbles: Bucky Barnes

@winterarmyy’s Fic Recs: Alpha!Bucky Barnes

@winterarmyy’s Fic Recs: Bucky Barnes

@tmpestuous’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@jobean12-blog’s Masterlist: Sebastian Stan and his characters

@buckycuddlebuddy’s Headcannon/Blubs Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@buckycuddlebuddy’s Oneshot Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@buckycuddlebuddy’s Main Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@becca-e-barnes’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@buckysdove’s Main Fic Rec Fic Recs #1   Fic Recs #2   Fic Recs #3 (DBF): Bucky Barnes

@bearsficrecs’s Fic Recs #1: Bucky Barnes

@delaber’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@metalbuckaroo’s Kinktober 2022 Masterlist: Bucky Barnes (AUs)

@goldenjo’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@buckycuddlebuddy’s Kinktober 2022 Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@assembletheimagines’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

@sj-ficrecs’s Fic Rec #13: Bucky Barnes

@buckyseternal’s Masterlist: Bucky Barnes

Series Masterlists

As You Wish Ma’am by @aescapisms: Bucky Barnes AU

Spring Solider by @fanfic-fangirl: Bucky Barnes

Once Upon a December by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Bucky Barnes

Love Cuts Deep Chapters 1 - 21 by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes

Let Chaos Reign Chapter 1- What Place Is This?   Chapter 2- Earth’s Mightiest What?   Chapter 3- Don’t Provoke The Bear   Chapter 4- People Of Earth   Chapter 5- The Man With The Metal Arm by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes

The Last Mission by @maggyme13: Bucky Barnes/Winter Solider 

Winter’s Mate by @maggyme13:  Alpha!Winter Solider

What have I done by @maggyme13: Bucky Barnes 

Ronly Friends by @metalbuckaroo: Roomate!Bucky Barnes

My Own Star on Hollywood Boulevard by @rookthorne: Rockstar!Bucky Barnes

Just the Way You Are by @draguta: DBF!Bucky Barnes

Breach by @darkmasterlistyouneveraskedfor: Bucky Barnes 

A Million Reason by @pellucid-constellations: Bucky Barnes

Greatest Neighbour by @maybepointlessthoughts: Bucky Barnes

Your Filthy Heart by @sweeterthanthis: Stepdad!Bucky Barnes

And They Were Roommates by @golden-barnes: Bucky Barnes

Security Check by @221bshrlocked: SecurityGuard!Bucky Barnes 

Day One: Fingers by @buckycuddlebuddy: TattooArtist!Bucky Barnes

All is Fair in Love + War by @tee-swizzle: Mafia!Bucky Barnes 

The Sergeant’s Heart by @foreverindreamlandd: 1940s!Bucky Barnes

Relationship Tutor Masterlist (series, completed) by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Faking It (multi-part, ongoing) - part 1 / part 2 by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

New Balance Masterlist (series, on hold) by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Mr. & Mrs. Barnes Masterlist (series, on hold) by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

The Killers Masterlist (series, on hold) by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Apartment 8C Masterlist (series, ongoing) by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Wicked Games - Completed Series by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Go On, Leave me Breathless - On Going Series by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Fuck up the Friendship - Complete Series by @summerofsnowflakes: College!Bucky Barnes

The Match Masterlist by @babyboibucky​: CEO!Bucky Barnes

Ruin by @sinner-as-saint​: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Flowers and Plums by @stardustvanilla​

Single Fics: Bucky Barnes

The Target by @maiden-of-asgard: Bucky Barnes

One and the Same by @tarynkauai: Bucky Barnes

What a Waste of a Lovely Night by @tarynkauai: Bucky Barnes

Gravity by @heartopen-testify: Bucky Barnes

Gym Class Heroes by @heartopen-testify: Bucky Barnes 

Fall Apart by @allthingsimagines: Bucky Barnes 

Do you think Bucky likes scary movies? by @scarlettwitcher: Bucky Barnes

Fuck, Marry, Kill. Dean Winchester, Bucky Barnes, Geralt of Rivia by @scarlettwitcher: Bucky Barnes

Leave Out All the Rest by @chasing-classics: Bucky Barnes

The One with the Cooking Show by @ragnarachael: Bucky Barnes

The One with the Snowball Fight by @ragnarachael: Bucky Barnes

The One with the Original Coke by @ragnarachael: Bucky Barnes

Unintended Target by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Bucky Barnes

Compromised by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Bucky Barnes

Stitches by @write-and-wander: Bucky Barnes

Dodge, Roundhouse, Pin, Punch by @write-and-wander: Bucky Barnes

Care to Dance? by @write-and-wander: Bucky Barnes

If These Sheets were the States by @write-and-wander: Bucky Barnes

Pierce the Heart by @write-and-wander: Bucky Barnes

His Eyes by @write-and-wander: Bucky Barnes

If I took this Cigarette by @diaryofabeautyfiend: Bucky Barnes

Rough Night by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes 

 Bad Dreams by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes 

Don’t Feed the Flames by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes 

Under A Storm by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes 

Avenger Things by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes 

Under The Golden Lights by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Bucky Barnes

A Little Help by @mavsstar: DBF!Roomate!Bucky Barnes 

The Hunk in Apartment Twenty-Two by @kittenofdoomage: Bucky Barnes 

That Normal Thing by @kittenofdoomage: Alpha!Bucky on AO3

A Thorough Job by @kittenofdoomage: Alpha!Bucky on AO3

Cutting It Close by @kittenofdoomage: Alpha!Bucky on AO3

A Good Hard F by @kittenofdoomage: Alpha!Bucky on AO3

Heartbeat by @kittenofdoomage: Alpha!Bucky on AO3

One Foot in Front of the Other by @kittenofdoomage: Alpha!Bucky on AO3

Strategic Fit by @indyluckycharlie: Corporate AU!Bucky Barnes on AO3

A Piece of Me by @negans-lucille-tblr: Bucky Barnes

A Hopeful Tale by @justagirlinafandomworld: Bucky Barnes

Be Like That by @gimmesomebucky: Bucky Barnes

Changes by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork : Bucky Barnes

Dirty Name Game by @jobean12-blog: Bucky Barnes

Elevators by @gimmesomebucky : Bucky Barnes  

Enemy of My Enemy is My Lover by @peachyteabuck: Bucky Barnes

The Forever Collection by @drabblewithfrannybarnes: Bucky Barnes

Gentle Giant by @touchstarvedirl: Bucky Barnes

Goodbyes by @samthemarvelfan: Bucky Barnes

Grumpy by @angrythingstarlight: Bucky Barnes

Irreplaceable by @the-canary: Bucky Barnes

Just A Few Days by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork: Bucky Barnes  

Keep Your Hands Where I Can See Them by @angrythingstarlight : Bucky Barnes  

Let's Take Five by @chrissquares: Bucky Barnes

The Match by @babyboibucky: Bucky Barnes

 Night In by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork: Bucky Barnes

On My Tongue by @angrythingstarlight: Bucky Barnes

The Perfect Match by @jobean12-blog: Bucky Barnes

Pun Intended by @jobean12-blog: Bucky Barnes

Reputation by @startrekkingaroundasgard: Bucky Barnes

Sanctuary by @lokithealligator: Bucky Barnes

Silent Girl + The Winter Soldier by @kinanabinks: Bucky Barnes  

Sweet by @noceurous: Bucky Barnes

Sweetart by @onlyjamesbarnes : Bucky Barnes

Sweeter than Sugar by @angrythingstarlight : Bucky Barnes

That Be Some Good Buttercream by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork: Bucky Barnes

The Barnes Special by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork: Bucky Barnes

Toxic Love by @gogolucky13: Bucky Barnes

We Should Probably Fix That by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork: Bucky Barnes

You Found Me by @sweetlyscared: Bucky Barnes

Venus by @frostironfudge: Bucky Barnes  

Touch my Soul by @buckycuddlebuddy: DBF!Bucky Barnes 

Phantasmagoria by @crushedbyhyperbole: Bucky Barnes

The Moment I Knew  by @maybepointlessthoughts: Bucky Barnes

Good 4 U by @maybepointlessthoughts: Bucky Barnes

Games by @maybepointlessthoughts: Bucky Barnes

Out Of My League by @maybepointlessthoughts: Bucky Barnes

Rooftop Strangers by @maybepointlessthoughts: Bucky Barnes

You Are. Every Inch. The Fantasy by @becca-e-barnes: Bucky Barnes

Part of a Family by @onceuoponastory: Bucky Barnes

Alpha, Please by @kilikina34512: Alpha!Bucky Barnes

’Mega, Please by @kilikina34512: Alpha!Bucky Barnes (Kinda continuation of Alpha, Please)

Legend of the Winter Solider by @summerofsnowflakes: Demon!Bucky Barnes

Chemistry by @onceuponastory: Bucky Barnes

Look at how Good You Take It by @world-of-aus: Bucky Barnes

Not My Babe by @avecra: Biker!Bucky Barnes

Untitled by @gagmebucky: Bucky Barnes

October is it’s Own Magic by @authoressskr: Bucky Barnes

Take My Breath by @buckycuddlebuddy: Bucky Barnes

Pocket Angel by @buckyalpine: Bucky Barnes 

Sweet Dreams by @buckyalpine: Bucky Barnes

Just the Way You Are by @mellowsaturns: Bucky Barnes

On His Knees by @sweetsweetnuit: Hades!Bucky Barnes 

The sergeant's heart by @foreverindreamlandd 

Crazy little thing called love by @barnesjamcs 

An old friend by @carryonmywaywardbucky 

Saving grace by @barnesandrogersfanfics 

That time of year by @edelweiss-and-maple-trees 

Taste of whiskey by @thesoftestpunk 

S: sweet dreams by @buckyalpine 

F: just the way you are by @mellowsaturns 

F: good men and tea parties by @writingcroissant 

F + A: in every lifetime by @wkemeup 

F + A: hang loose by @imtryingmyfuckingbest 

F: operation get mr bucky and momma together by @golden-barnes

F + A: two kingdoms by @softlybarnes 

F + A: marry for power by @duuhrayliegh

F: there is no other love, it’s only yours by @mellowsaturns

My little love by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes  

A Was an Apple Pie by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Sticks and Stones by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Mac and Cheese by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

A Bid on Bucky by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Keep Me by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Little Bo Peep by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Little Boy Blue by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Morning Kisses by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Eyes by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Deserve by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Undercover Fiancés by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Repairs by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Comforting Kisses by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

First (and second) Kisses by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

The Same by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Dusk Till Dawn by @samingtonwilson: Bucky Barnes

Some Tender, Love and Care by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Bail Me Out by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Personal Protection Squad by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Fractures of the Heart by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Forever yours, B x by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

There’s Always One by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

With All My Love by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Dancing With a Stranger (The adventure of Mr. Grumpy and Sunshine) by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Thunderstorms and Rainbows by @summerofsnowflakes: Bucky Barnes

Make Me Forget by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

His Blood on your Face by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

I Say No by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Graduation Night by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Moodboard 

His Angel, His Sweetheart by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Pushing Your Luck by @summerofsnowflakes: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Don’t You Want Me by @summerofsnowflakes: Sugar Daddy!Bucky Barnes

His Most Prized Possession by @bucky-barnes-diaries: Dark!Mob! Bucky Barnes

Hail Mary by @traitorjoelite: Footballplayer! Bucky Barnes

Fly Me to the Moon by @khimili​: Bucky Barnes

Questions by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Safe Haven (Post Endgame Bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Rescue Me (Post Endgame Bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Longing by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Obscure by @sinner-as-saint​: Dark!Bucky Barnes 

All My Love by @sinner-as-saint​: Chubby!Bucky Barnes 

Santa and Sunshine by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Tempestuous Series by @sinner-as-saint​: Royal!Bucky Barnes

Biker! Bucky by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

To You by @sinner-as-saint​: Alpha!Bucky Barnes

Spark by @sinner-as-saint​: Firefighter!Bucky Barnes

A Sweeter Place by @sinner-as-saint​: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Eye For An Eye (ceo!bucky series)  by @sinner-as-saint​: CEO!Bucky Barnes

Hundred and three (birthday special) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

All Yours (professor!reader x uni student!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​

Predestined (series) by @sinner-as-saint​: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Hostage Of Your Eyes (series) by @sinner-as-saint​: Mob!Bucky Barnes

Love Made Me Crazy (ceo!bucky/mob!bucky series)  by @sinner-as-saint​: 

Fire On Fire by @sinner-as-saint​: Firefighter!Bucky Barnes

Another World (series) by @sinner-as-saint​: Alien!Bucky Barnes

À la folie (hc)    by @sinner-as-saint​: Prince!Bucky Barnes

You Know Just What I Need (spoilt!brat bucky x head of security!reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​

Twilight Moments With You by @sinner-as-saint​: EX Mob!Bucky Barnes

You Bring Me Home by @sinner-as-saint​: Mechanic!Bucky Barnes

Power Over Me (ceo/soft dom!bucky x sub!reader series)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

You Were Made To Be Mine (pirate!bucky x mermaid!reader series)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Too Young To Love You (chubby!bucky x reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

My Favorite Kind Of Night (camboy!bucky series)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Safe and Sound (Bucky Barnes x librarian!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Unleashed (doctor!bucky x reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Take You Like A Drug (biker bucky barnes x reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Poison Paradise (fratboy/biker bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Let Me Love You (ceo!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Wreck My Plans (mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

‘yes daddy’ (sambucky x reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

my sweet love (uni student!bucky x professor!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

‘till we bleed out (vampire!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

purpose (mob bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

The Unseen (hades!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

we can’t stop, we’re enemies (bucky x avenger!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Crawling Back To You  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

I am your fall (mob!bucky x ex-spy!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

War of Hearts (prince!bucky x dark fae!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

I saw you and I knew (biker!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Come Home (soft mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Night Hours (Mob!Bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Yours To Wield (Mob!Bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

My Salvation (Police Chief!Bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Wherever You Stray, I Follow (demon!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Into Your Arms (mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

the first time (beefy!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Ruin (mini series) (mob!bucky x innocent!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

my home for all seasons (bucky barnes x hades!Reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Fall Apart  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Good To You (boyfriend’s dad!mob!bucky)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

pretty boy  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

birthday boy  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

king in your story (viking!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

you next to me (punk!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

you’re no saint  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

sub!bucky w/ mommy kink  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

like a villain (bucky x avenger!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

wanna be yours (uni au) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

quickie w/ mob!bucky  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

soft like winter (dark!mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Crossfire series (mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

middle of the night (bucky x avenger!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

meddle about (mob!bucky x babysitter!reader) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

cuffing season (beefy!bucky uni au) by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

we can make it till the end  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Capital Letters series (COMPLETED)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Single Fics: Sebastian Stan

Dating Sebastian Stan would include... (1/3) by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Sebastian Stan

Dating Sebastian Stan would include... (2/3) by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Sebastian Stan

Dating Sebastian Stan would include... (3/3) by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Sebastian Stan

Imagine having not one but three men being head over heels for you by @aestheticallywinchester: Sebastian Stan

Convergence Of The Twain (Professor Sebastian Stan)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

As Long As You’re With Me  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

De Trop  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Nobody Does It Like You Do  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Ardor (Artist! Seb)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Drabble #1  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Drabble #2  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Drabble #3  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Drabble #4  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Drabble #5  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Limerencia Series.  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

I Think He Knows (Headcanon)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Adore You (Professor! Seb HC)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

You Can Be My Full Time Daddy (sugar daddy! seb HC)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Professor! Seb HC  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Jealous! Seb HC  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Teacher’s Pet (professor!seb x reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Lover (innocent!Seb x Mob!Reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Predestined (ceo!seb series)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Daylight (ceo!reader x personal assistant!seb)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Strawberries & Cigarettes (Frank x Reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Afterglow (mob!seb x surrogate!reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

King Of My Heart (devil!seb)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Cherries and Wine (sugar baby!seb)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

illicit affairs (mob!seb)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Take It Off (mob!seb hc)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

His Obsession. (mob!seb x housekeeper!reader)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

All For Love  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

Somebody Else (cherry!seb)  by @sinner-as-saint​: Bucky Barnes

[mixelation]

i’m rereading homemade dynamite and i was thinking ... between the hellpit and deidara blowing up two out of three fields that they go into kakashi's probably made the connection that it was deidara who blew up the ROOT tunnels ... i was wondering whether kakashi asked the sandaime or anyone else about deidara's suspicious origins though?? like even at the beginning fresh in the hospital post-team test?

tbh i originally meant to have kakashi as just a cameo, so i haven't completely decided how much he actually knows/suspects yet. kakashi DEFINITELY knows there's something deeply fucked up about deidara's origins, but i don't think he's actually done much prying. a lot of ninja have fucked up origins, even within konoha, and i think actively trying to look into those origins generally lands you in trouble with someone. :P he MIGHT if he thought deidara were an active threat to konoha, but so far deidara is just his adorable phenomenally destructive student that his cute kouhai weasel may or may not have the world's most maladaptive crush on !

#fic: homemade dynamite #a lot of people have asked if kakashi is suspicious and the answer is #yesterday i watched someone with a phd do something that 100% contaminated their experiment and i just went #you know what. that isn't my problem.

[maladaptive-ninja-returns]

LOKI's POV Part I

Loki x Reader Avengers The Office AU (Slowwwwww Burn)

Warnings: Loki's side through the lens

Word Count: HAPPY BIRTHDAY @tarithenurse.

MASTERLIST in bio, darlings. Tags are open (check bio)

The familiar wall of the 'BTS room' came up on the camera with the lone empty chair in the front. There was a slight movement behind the screen before the frame took in the face of Javier. His usually beautiful blue eyes seemed to lose some sleep while his olive skin looked flawless. Running his hand through the brown curls over his head, he sat down on the chair and took in a deep breath for the camera. "Hi there! I am Javier," he signed with a tired smile on his face. "As you may already know, I am one of the people behind the cameras here in the Avengers facility." He wanted to continue signing but a thought made him pause. His features were lost in some invisible maze for a moment before he came back. "A lot has changed here," he slowly began again, "and things are not how they usually were. So…" his long fingers hung in the air for two seconds before coming back. "I compiled some of the footage that I was strictly told not to let out. Well, more of a threat to not let these out. But I don't care anymore." Javier shrugs and gives a faint smile. "I'd rather have this come out than-" he paused, bringing his hands together to intertwine his fingers. He eventually sighed and rubbed his palms on his face before getting up and coming closer to the camera and clicking something to make everything go dark.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

A footage comes up, of the very first day when everyone is busy chatting, properly introducing themselves despite having met on the battlefield before. You are there too, a little reserved but never without a smile for anyone who comes up to talk to you. But the camera is focused behind all this lively chaos at the lone figure by the fridge. Loki. A glass of wine in one hand, he is observing minutely every little thing happening across the room. More so, he is observing your interactions with everyone and how you come back to cuddle with the little stray pup every time you get some alone time. Loki is practically leaning on the countertop next to the fridge all the while slightly amused by how you always come back to drown your hands in the lush fur of the baby. .

It is the next day and the 'happy to help' coming out of you has shut some part of Loki down. The camera is still zooming into his face as he is suddenly lost in some calculations thrown by your sunshine of a smile- while the world is moving past him but he just standing there by the kitchen island with his arms across his chest and a big furrow of his brows. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

At Bruce's lab, the camera records his starry eyes as he explains to you how the universe works and you are hung up on every word of his. And once he leaves the lab, for a breather, the camera follows him."No one's looked at me like that," Loki is speaking more to himself than to the camera. Once he realises that, he looks at the camera with a straight back and a puff of air blowing out through his mocked laugh. "What is wrong with this human?" he casually points at the lab before getting his eyes stuck on you through the glass partition. Again. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

In the night, the camera seems to be out on the balcony, right outside Loki's room. Zooming in, you can be seen standing outside Loki's door with Thor before you walk away with a smile and Loki slams the door in his brother's face. Turning around, Loki walks towards his bed and the camera pans in to show him carrying a plate with a freshly baked lava cake. The God jumps onto his bed and lies on his stomach, keeping the plate in front of him as he digs into the lava and lets his mouth savour it with the biggest smile on his face. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The CCTV catches you falling asleep on Loki's shoulder as he reads you the lore in the library, making Loki pause and look into some invisible void in front of him. "As much as I don't want to-" he brings his hand to brush your stray strands away from your face and lock his fingers under your cheek resting on his shoulder- "but you might have to hear an earful from Barton if I do not move you away from me." He gently brings your face to rest on the sofa's headrest instead, and barely a second later, Clint barges in, waking you up and forcing Loki to lock eyes with the one camera that followed the hawkeye in. The God just gives it one tired look. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The camera is panned in onto the large glass of orange juice Loki is pouring for himself. "Why should I be bothered by how she feels? She would have eventually found out one day that she was adopted." He brings the glass to his lips to sip it like tea. .

The God is lifting weights in the training room without much difficulty. He is more focused on something else. "Do you think she got hurt because of me telling her she's adopted?" He squats and comes back up in the camera's frame. "Because it's not great news to be told, from personal experience." He squats again and the camera can see the door open and a figure entering the room. Loki comes back up. "But that should only be a sad thing if her adoptive parents are not good parents." He thinks out loud and squats again. The camera focuses on the figure still standing at the doorway. It is Sam standing there in mild shock. "Is this dude deadlifting Seventeen hundred pounds like it's nothing?" the man exclaims to the room. .

"So what if her parents are not good enough," Loki huffs to no one in particular. The camera pans out to show the rooftop garden having the most luscious-looking fake green grass but a one hundred per cent real vertical garden. Loki sits in the middle on a lounge chair as he sips a screwdriver and puts his sunglasses on while he basks in the bright sun. "Everyone has screwed up parents," he is finally talking to the camera, "the world is not always soft and warm. She should grow up. And we all know what does not kill you makes you stronger." He nods at himself in satisfaction and goes back to sipping his drink. .

"I did get stronger. But at what cost?" It is night-time and Loki lies on the rooftop, higher than that garden. The camera seems to be sitting next to his lost figure; the figure that is staring at the starry sky, swimming in them for some answers. "Not to mention I did almost die," he whispers. "And I cried every night when I survived that wormhole, wondering what I had done wrong to make my biological parents hate me and my adoptive parents loathe me." There is a moment of silence in which the camera zooms in to show the glistening eyes of the God as he does not take away his gaze from the view of the universe above him. "Do you think she feels that way too?" he whispers. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

At the Pepperoni wedding, Javi's camera is constantly pointed at Loki and you, and usually, you both are near each other. Often When Pepperoni finally kiss, the camera is fast to turn and find you in the hooting crowd, smiling with tears welling in your eyes and no one but the God looking at you with just a spec of longing in his eyes. And Peter and Scott look at Loki, hooting and clapping- sometimes smacking each other in the chest in excitement- with heart eyes. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The single cement block in front of the tavern holds Javi's camera when the frame records Venom devouring one of the perverts. "Javier!" a voice comes from behind the camera, making the device shake as if startled. Loki's face comes into view with quite the lines of worry running down his forehead. "I told you to call me as soon as you found Y/N! Where is-" He hasn't even finished the sentence when he hears your scream coming from the van in the parking lot. His head whips in that direction and his eyes turn dark. Within a snap, he is right next to the van, in between you and the lowlife thug. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The camera is recording a familiar figure sitting by the kitchenette counter looking down on the drawing of a chibi Loki on a napkin. With a sigh, the figure puts the napkin back on the counter and stands up. "All right, magic Mike, you can send me back on my honeymoon now," he announces before a sparkling circle opens to a beach and our man walks away. A few seconds later, the elevator dings open and the camera zooms in on the figure of Loki still in his formal attire- though a little crumpled- walking in. He is heading for the dorms when his eyes land on the counter. Taking a few careful steps, he tilts his head at the site of the drawing on the napkin. He stands there for two minutes, staring at the little version of himself, quietly breathing, never moving. Finally, he picks up the napkin and takes it to his room. .

The next morning, the camera is up early and recording outside Loki's room. One can hear the shower running when the frame quickly records a once-over of the beautiful room before finally landing on what it is looking for. Right next to the open window, on the study table, in between the fluttering pages of the justifiably bulky epic Mahabharata is a carefully laminated napkin of a chibi Loki being used as a bookmark. Javi records the bookmark in the frame at an aesthetically pleasing angle, taking him and a half minutes. Once satisfied, the camera is zoomed out to take in Loki's daunting figure standing next to the study table with eyes that spell murder. The camera nearly falls from the boy's hands but Loki does not flinch. He stands there, his arm resting on the French window while he looks down at the camera. "You tell anyone about this, your little cameras won't be the only ones I shut down permanently."

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The camera records you walking across your college campus with an unusual- but convincingly threatening- gait. Once you turn the corner to the desolated parking lot in front of the swimming pool, a shimmering wave of golden light changes you into Loki. "Men are disgusting," the God announces with such force as if he had been holding it in for a long time. He turns to the camera. "Javier, you are assigned to follow Y/N around campus, right? You make sure that worm David stays away from her. He does not seem to have good intentions for her." The furrow in his brow is a serious one. "And if he does try to do something that, let's just say you would not do to Y/N, you contact me. Do you understand, Javier?" The camera keeps panning on Loki while the God is lost in a two-second thought before looking at the lens with judgement in his eyes. "Did you hear what I said? Then repeat it to me."

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The camera sits right in front of the television screen in the lounge to capture you, Loki, Clint and Cassie in a serious game of Uno. "Uno," you declare, keeping down a Draw 4 card, "colour Blue." Loki gasps dramatically, bringing his hand to his chest. "How could you Y/N?!" Clint chuckles. "She got you good, Lolo." "How could you-" Loki draws a card from his pile and puts his Draw 4 on top of your card- "do this to Cassie?!!" You roar and Cassie groans, the little girl almost falling back on the floor. "Noooooo," she announces from behind her cards as she gently draws one from her pile and puts another Draw 4 in the arena, "how could she do this to Clint?!!!" Clint is simply blinking at the Draw 4s while the camera takes the liberty to pan in on the twelve cards he's already holding. "No, this can't be right. You cannot Draw 4 on another Draw 4!!!" Cassie giggles at the defeated expressions of Clint, Loki simply shrugs his shoulders for following the rules made by them girls and you guffaw in unadulterated elation, your happiness throwing you off balance into Loki's arm. There is a split second of eye contact, made by Loki with the camera before he regains his composure like a professional and sits there similar to a statue while your laughter has stopped making a continuous sound and is now just little breaks of a tiny engine of a toy train. Clint is throwing a fit. And your laughter is throwing you back till the arm you have fallen on grabs your back to support that unhinged cackle. No one notices the God's ears turn red when your hand smacks itself on his thigh for the overflowing hilarity. No one but the zoomed-in camera.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The lounge is empty thanks to everyone being out on a mission and with no one but Loki in the facility. Of course, the security team is doing their jobs in some security room but we do not care about that. Loki is sprawled on the sofa, his long stature barely fitting the already huge velvet seating setting. A camera is recording from behind the kitchenette island, panning in slowly to see what Loki is tapping on his phone’s screen. On zooming in further, the camera can finally read the name on top of the chat. V. Loki: How is Greece? V: It’s cool! Lots of white stones, lot of ocean, lots of beautiful babes… Loki: Sounds fun. V: But they don’t have jet sprays and their toilet pipes are too thin for toilet paper business. Major L Loki: …okay. Loki: I have a question for you… V: Shoot. Loki: Does your sister like precious stones? V: You can easily distract her with a colourful pebble bro Loki: …typing V: Or some food Loki: …stops typing V: I can list her favs if you want for $200. Loki: $50

V: Deal

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

The holographic clock on the wall shows three past twelve on the lounge wall when the camera swerves to the figure of Loki carefully entering the space from the dorms. The camera then turns away and focuses on the light snores coming out of you as you lay haphazardly on the sofa with the TV still running. The God plants himself on the floor next to your face as he whispers a spell into his right palm before putting the hand over your head. The lens records specs of gold originating from his hand to glitter and land onto your hair before seemingly dissolving inside the parts of your head he touched. Loki knowingly smirks at the camera. "My work here is done," he says to the zoomed-in frame as he gets up. The camera catches the shift of your body. Your hand grabs his arm to let your cheek rest onto his palm as you let that side of your face turn towards the sofa. Fear. Loki's eyes show fear for the first time. "Ahh," you whisper, a smile growing on your lips covered in drool, "so cold." The camera shifts between your sleeping figure and Loki's distressed brows as he tries to get his hand out from under your face. “No, Chichi,” you moan in your sleep, making the God pause, “that’s my blanket. Don’t take it away from me.” A deep sigh leaves Loki's lungs as he crosses his legs and sits next to you. Apparently, so does the camera. No matter how often he tries, your grip on his arm strengthens. And so, two hours pass for the God sitting there, given up now as he plays with baby hair strands on your forehead- his sulky face concentrated on turning them into the tiniest pigtails. The camera is already panned in on his face, his smaragdine eyes having a dim glow in the night as he studies your face. Lazily, his eyes move from your brows to your nose, then to your lips. Loki does not realise he has tilted his head, resting it on the little space on the sofa, facing you. The fingers from his free hand are running over the fine lines, the pores, the natural moles over your face, either counting them or giving them a boop. His eyes are locked in on your lips when they part to breathe and his fingers in close proximity of them, having paused just before coming in contact with your lips. His pupils have gone wide, wider than they usually do. His visible ear is turning red. Maybe he realises it too. Because within the next ten seconds, he whips his hand out from under your face and crawls a step back on the floor. His bewildered eyes are looking at you while his mouth is agape with some newfound surprise. Gathering himself- barely- he gets up and furiously walks back into his room. The same camera runs out onto the balcony and past the other rooms to halt outside Loki's French windows. The God has closed the door to have his back stuck to it as he slowly falls down onto the ground with his hands on his mouth in some silent prayer. The camera is zoomed in- enough to have a close look at Loki's face again. "This cannot be happening." the mic on Loki is still on. "How can you even think of her that way, Loki." And apparently, he is speaking to himself. "How can you think of-" he stops mid-sentence as his gaze returns from the infinite void to something closer. The camera pans out of the beautiful face to look at the little familiar box kept on his bed. "Oh, Valhalla-" the camera looks back at Loki- who is still staring at the box as he whispers to the room- "what are these new emotions."

#loki #loki x reader #loki x you #loki x y/n #loki fluff #loki smut #loki x female reader #marvel loki #marvel fluff #mcu loki x reader #mcu loki #It's The Avengers #Maladaptive Ninja Returns

[yanteetle]

SAME LIKE ALL MY THOUGHTS R LITERALLY THE NINJA TURTLES

NOTHING ELSE HAS STABBED AND INFECTED MY BRAIN AS MUCH AS THEM /POS

(I used to actually daydream while pacing all day bc of my AuDHD but then I got medicated and it made me rlly tired so now I just daydream abt the turtles in b e d)

UGH THANK GOD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE! I used to have really bad maladaptive daydreaming but I think therapy has helped me a lot with it, so now I mostly daydream when I get overstimulated and overwhelmed to cope. Sometimes it makes it worse, sometimes it doesn't but thankfully it helps me overall :D

#teets blockables

[insomniac-dormouse]

I want to make a tmnt 2012 au, but I can’t remember much of any of the five season I watched.

I wanna make a 2003 au, but I’ve only watched like 5% of the show.

Solution:

I bs my way through a fusion and hope it goes somewhere

#this’ll work out #I’ll be obligated to watch more of both now #I’m tricking my own brain into doing a thing #hehehehehe #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2012 #teenage mutant ninja turtles #maladaptive badinage #tmnt au

[colifower]

If ita doesnt go this way... :'(

@maladaptive-ninja-returns

(Jk ur story ur choice)

[tarithenurse]

Bucky Barnes Masterlist

Smut/lemons/nsfw/sexual themes = *

Mental health issues = %

Violence/gore = #

Always watch out for individual chapter warnings/content.Reader is per default female unless otherwise stated.

Series

Training day *

HoH!Reader. Reader is a new agent training with the Avengers and harbouring a crush on Bucky.

Chapter 1 || Chapter 2

One-shots

Mission abroad *#%

Inhuman!Reader. A mission to Italy forces Reader’s hand and despite of the success of the mission, she has a hard time dealing with what she’s done. Bucky helps her.

Splash

(Challenge for @welcome-to-fangirl-hell)

Drabble-esque. Sometimes being cheeky pays off.

Surprise *

(Challenge for @maladaptive-ninja-returns)

Bucky x Reader x Loki. Working for the Avengers gets Reader really close to her idols. Really close. No plot.

The right partner

GN!Reader. Drabble. Can also be read as Stucky! Inspired by Carol Emerald’s “The Ghost of You”.

To be seen

Reader is part of the Avengers but is not feeling confident in her role as a teammate. It takes a special effort from Bucky to convince her otherwise.

#Bucky #Bucky Barnes #james buchanan barnes #The Winter Soldier #Bucky x reader #Bucky Barnes Masterlist #Bucky Fanfiction #Bucky Fanfic #MCU

[felikatze]

Tora (Mini-Ninja): A ninja who believes himself to be a tiger instead of human. Described as "a bit stinky."

Why I like this dude: He was my favorite when I was like, 6. His gameplay style was fun to just NYOOM. I also thought he was a girl. I am aware that mini ninja is. orientalist as hell. but to be fair i WAS 6.

Rivka (Dream Constellation): Rivka is a maladaptive daydreamer who spends all day in the clouds. One day, a demon called Dreamer takes interest in her, and the two become friends. Dreamer's presence certainly lifts Rivka's spirits and brightens her dreams, but something has to be the price, right?

Why I like this dude: Dream Constellation as a whole is so soft and charming. Rivka embodies that dreamy floaty feeling of the art, yet she struggles with the reality she nonetheless inhabits. Her friendships with the various inhabitants of her dream world is very cute.

#Feli speaks #Feli's Blorbo Brawl

[janedoewriter]

Collection of Tom Hiddlestion and his characters

(mostly Loki)

Originally Posted: 1/16/2023

Updated: 1/20/2023

Will be slowly updating from my likes

Masterlists

@lokishorns’s Masterlist: Loki

@starscreamloki’s Masterlist: Loki

@tarynkauai’s Masterlist: Loki, Tom Hiddleston and James Conrad

@hajimesh’s Masterlist: Loki

@jpat82’s Masterlist: Loki

@innaminitus’s Masterlist: Loki

@bolontiku’s Masterlist: Loki

Various Author’s AO3 Collab: Loki

@sabine-leo’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and Loki

@nev3rfound’s Masterlist: Loki

@Trashpanda-Bucky’s Masterlist: Loki

@cora-notovrloki’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and Loki

@marvelfanfics1’s Masterlist: Loki

@maiden-of-asgard’s Masterlist: Loki

@maladaptive-ninja-returns’s Masterlist: Loki

@Lokidokiimagines’s Masterlist: Loki

@he-is-chaotic-she-is-psychotic’s Weekly Smut Recs: Loki

@gingerwritess’s Masterlist: Loki

@just-the-hiddles’s Weekend Reading Rec: Loki and Tom Hiddleston

@nekoamamori’s Masterlist: Loki

@revengingbarnes’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston

@justfandomwritings’s Masterlist: Loki

@the--sad--hatter’s Masterlist: Loki

@lokidmyheart’s Masterlist: Loki

@lonelyandlovelorn’s Masterlist: Loki

@waiting4inspiration’s Masterlist: Loki

@thorne93’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston

@multific’s Masterlist: Loki

@multific’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston

@wewritesoyoucanenjoy’s Masterlist: Loki

@iamnotoriginalphil’s Masterlist: Loki 

@tokoyamisstuff’s Masterlist: Loki 

@ffangirlingsince2001’s Masterlist: Loki 

@domxmarvel‘s Masterlist: Loki 

@worldofmarvelfics‘s Recs Masterlist: Loki

@codenamewitcher’s Masterlist: Loki

@lov3nerdstuff’s Masterlist: Loki, Tom Hiddleston, James Conrad, Jonathan Pine

@bellesque’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston 

@notyetneedcoffee’s Masterlist: Loki

@picassho-18’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston 

@ragnarachael’s Masterlist: Loki

@hela-avenger’s Masterlist: Loki

@the-goddess-of-mischief-writing’s Masterlist: Loki

@fanfic-collection’s Masterlist: Loki

@iwriteabouttomhiddles‘s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston

@lovers-in-japan-reign-of-love’s Recs Masterlist #1 Master #2: Loki and Tom Hiddleston 

@shiningloki’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston

@lokispettigerr’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston

@loki-smut-library’s Masterlist of One/Two Shots Recs: Loki

@loki-smut-library’s Masterlist of Multipart Recs: Loki

@justagirlinafandomworld’s Masterlist: Loki

@lokisgoodgirl‘s Masterlist: Loki

@lady-rose-moon’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters

@holymultiplefandomsbatman’s Smut Masterlist: Loki

@holymultiplefandomsbatman’s Main Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters

@muddyorbsblr’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters

@lokidokieokie’s Fic Recs: Tom Hiddleston and his characters

@sarahscribbles’s Masterlist: Loki

@jobean12-blog’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters

@delaber’s Masterlist: Loki

@tomhiddlestonfanfic’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston

Series Masterlists

Lokasenna’s Masterlist: Jotun!Loki by @hajimesh

Enchanted Tale’s Masterlist By @anotherfanficblog: Loki

Canary by @melyalizarchive: Loki

Mortal by @bolontiku: Loki

Just for Fun by @unofferable-fic: Loki

Loki’s Happy Ending by @gingerwritess: Loki

Meet Me at the Chalet by @J-j-elby-writes: Loki

Protector by @lonelyandlovelorn: Loki

But Then You Came by @etherealwaifgoddess: Loki

Unforeseen Chasm by @thorne93: Loki

Lie to Me by @dearlazerbunny: Loki

My Little Mortal by @fanfic-fangirl: Loki AU

Poison & Wine by @hela-avenger: Loki Fake Dating!AU

Bound to Break by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Loki

Mischief, Meet Your Match by @the--sad--hatter: Loki

YNSAAAW by @maggyme13: Loki

Soulmate 21 by @maggyme13: Loki

A Snake’s Pet by @maggyme13: Alpha! Loki

Borrowed Time by @alwayssunnyinedensgate: Loki 

Of All the Places by @wrenhyperfixates: Loki 

To the Stars Who Listen by @hela-avenger: Loki

Small Time Witch    Chapter 1   Chapter 2   Chapter 3   Chapter 4   Chapter 5   Chapter 6   Chapter 7   Chapter 8 **   Chapter 9**   Chapter 10**   Chapter 11**   Chapter 12**   Chapter 13**   Chapter 14**   Chapter 15   Chapter 16**   Chapter 17   Chapter 18   Chapter 19**   Chapter 20   Chapter 21 (part 1)**   Chapter 21 (part 2)   Chapter 22    Chapter 23**   Chapter 24   Chapter 25   Chapter 26   Chapter 27   Chapter 28   Chapter 29   Chapter 30   Chapter 31   Chapter 32   Chapter 33   Chapter 34 (finale)   Happy birthday, Princess   Body Shots by @diaryofabeautyfiend

Sugar by @maggyme13: Loki 

Stained Lace by @dorotheajanegilmore (Under Wattpad)

Man of the Month by @muddyorbsblr and @mochie85: Loki 

Hostile F*cks by @lokisgoodgirl: Loki

I Have You by @lady-rose-moon: Loki

Clandestine F*cks by @lokisgoodgirl: Loki 

Little Lies by @darkmasterlistyouneveraskedfor: Loki 

The Witchling and the God by @space-mermaid-writing: Loki 

The Invade Me Chronicles by Various Authors: posted by @xorpsbane: Loki 

Single Fics

The Little Dove and Her Serpent by @luciilferss: Loki

Fade Into You by @tiredwritersworld: Loki

A Long Way Home by @cordytriestowrite: Loki

Home by @kashimos-hajime: Loki

You Found Me by @cumonbucky: Loki

Loki Smut Oneshots by @ohhhmyloki: Loki

Loki’s Perspective by @lowkeyorloki: Loki

Mind Games by @jadegrey711: Loki

Black Magic (Part 1 of 2) by @thesaltysocialworker: Loki

Black Magic (Part 2 of 2) by @thesaltysocialworker: Loki

Pet by @beeblebrox-be-damned: Loki

Intensity by @banditthewriter: Loki

Quarantine Loki (+Thor) by @scarlettwitcher

Heart of Stone by @yet-another-fan-girl9: Loki 

Panic by @yet-another-fan-girl9: Loki 

Beautiful Danger by @midnight-lightning: Loki

I’m Walking Here by @notyetneedcoffee: Loki

Illusions by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Loki

Fireworks by @write-and-wander: Loki

Mornings with You by @write-and-wander: Loki

Bite Me by @loki-hargreeves: Vampire!Loki

Always by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki

Passage by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki

Pieces of You by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki

Reflections by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki

On Set by @aestheticallywinchester: Tom Hiddleston

“Telling Tom a pun..” by @aestheticallywinchester: Tom Hiddleston

When We Meet Again by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki 

 Keep Up by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki 

Tell Me A Story by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki 

Not A Place, A People by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki 

Kisses Heal Most Wounds by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki 

The Grinch by @lovinglokilaufeyson: Loki

Complicated by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki

Bad Timing by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki

Bad Blood by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki

Time And Time Again by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki

Honour by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki

Petals of Rose by @bonky-n-steeb: Loki