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kentosbabes · 1 year

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Hey!! I've been binge-reading your works bc they're all so good, and I especially loved the ex-bf Gojo fic💖Since you're taking requests, I was wondering if you could do something like that with Eren? Thank you in advance if you do end up accepting this!

Heyy tysm I'm glad you like them! Here are some Ex-Bf Eren headcannons <33

lil bit smutty

Ex-Bf Eren who still thinks about you non stop. No one he has met since compares to you so he doesn't even entertain anyone as he's so confident your the one for him. He even brought the same shampoo and conditioner you use just so he can feel close to you.

Ex-Bf Eren who messages you once a week making sure your okay. He knows you wont answer his message but the little seen under his message is enough for him.

Ex-Bf Eren who kept your recipe to your homemade cookies and spends his weekends trying to replicate yours. But no matter how many attempts they are never as good.

Ex-Bf Eren who stalks all of your socials and finds out what your doing and where you are. He's too nervous to go up to you knowing you didn't end on the best terms but he's content with watching you laugh with your friends at the bar, but he cant help but feel jealous and protective of you as he sees other men in the club eye you up.

Ex-Bf Eren who goes to the same club you go to every Friday night so he can see you, and one night when one of the men get too close to you and he can see the uncomfortable expression on your face he's there Infront of you shielding you before punching the guy right in the face and pulling you out of the club.

Ex-Bf Eren who just stare's at you as you shout at him about what just happened. He couldn't care less, he knows you see him every week, he knows you stare at him when he's not looking and he knows you haven't even touched anyone else since you broke up.

Ex-Bf Eren who's now pulling you in by your waist and putting his lips to yours in a slow passionate kiss. You dont protest and kiss him back melting in his grasp and he's smirking at how easy you give into him.

Ex-Bf Eren who has you moaning as his fingers rub on your clothed clit as he drives to his place. The cocky smirk plastered all over his face as he listens to your pleas 'ren please I c-cant' you moan. 'ma you've been ignoring me for months and now you want me to stop? you take what I give you okay?' you can only nod in response as he pulls up into the driveway of his mansion. 'that's my good girl.'

Ex-Bf Eren who happily wakes up in the morning with you cuddling into his side in only one of his hoodies. He moves you so your onto of him and traces shapes into your back listening to your breathes as you sleep.

Ex-Bf Eren who's making breakfast when you walk in rubbing your tired eyes. He rushes over kissing all over your face as you giggle in his arms. 'you still love me baby?' he questions. You know his possessive nature can take over but how could you ever move on from him? His green eyes filled with love as you place his hair in a bun before replying 'always'.

*I hope this was okay :) I made a part 2 here!!

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deadricslover · 9 months

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Relationship dynamics with SV5

here's my masterlist!

a/n: this is the first formula one post on my account! if you read my late night thoughts volume one, then you will know my love for f1

summary: just some relationship dynamics and scenarios with our fave <3

warnings: use of y/n...IM SORRY, language, mentions of sexual themes, long post?

pairings: fem!driver!reader x different eras!Sebastian vettel

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obvious x oblivious

the Australian Formula One race. It has always been one of your favourites to drive. It is clear why you have such a liking for it because you have so many happy memories from there. The time difference from your home country is the one thing you detest; it is impossible to wake up and go to bed at the right times here.

"last year's winner, how are you feeling" your teammate and best friend Fernando asks, nudging your arm and stopping you from what you are doing

"sleep deprived but excited. what about you? did you sleep at all"

"Very little. I watched a few of the films you suggested to tire myself out, but it didn't work" he responds in that all too familiar Spanish accent

you respond, "they were just too exciting" and you giggle a little. You two continue talking while you get ready for the upcoming race in the sweltering heat. Fernando says he is going to do some laps around the paddock to get some fresh air and invites you to come and you agree, needing to get out of the claustrophobic garage. You two are chatting about strategies and the meal you had the previous night until you hear your name being called. Lewis grabbed your attention since he hadn't spoken to you all weekend and wanted to ask you a few questions and say hello. You tell Fernando to keep moving and you'll soon catch up with him.

he agrees and continues walking until he gets to the red bull garage and spots Sebastian.

"hey mate, how's it going?" seb asks the world champion

"all good, man. what about you?" he replies

"good good. Ferrari are looking strong this weekend."

"yeah we are. this track really suits y/n's style of driving so I have high hopes for us this weekend." Fernando compliments, as soon as he says your name he looks over to you and lewis talking and seb follows his line of view to find you. seb secretly-- well, he thought he was subtle but infact he was the complete opposite, seb had a thing for you and Fernando always tried to get him to ask you out but he never had the guts to.

"yeah, she's great" he says, love oozing from him as he stares at your smile when talking to lewis and the way your hair falls.

"seb, seriously. I cant bear this anymore. please ask her out. you've got a hard on right now" Fernando informs the red bull driver

"what?!" he replies, looking down and seeing nothing and realising Fernando had caught him out.

"fuck off" Sebastian replies.

you look over to see Fernando and Sebastian talking and you smile and wave over, completely oblivious to the looks seb is throwing at you. this wasn't the first time though, seb had tried flirting with you before but you always thought it was friendly banter. you never thought Sebastian could have feelings for you.

"y/n's gonna be too tired this weekend anyway so you got off easy." Fernando tells him honestly. He wasn't wrong though, he could straight up say 'i love you' and you would just thank him. the jet lag kills you.

"another day or I swear-" Fernando starts

"okay, I get it. you want me to ask her out. I'm working on it"

"she is also just so oblivious to the signals you're giving her, so it's not entirely you're fault"

"thank you" seb replies sarcastically as he just now is realising that you're unbeknownst to his attempts.

another day... hopefully.

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bf who speaks another language x gf who is learning for him

it's widely known in the formula one community that Sebastian is infact German and German is his first language. for you, however, you don't speak German and you feel like him speaking your native language all the time is a bit unfair. so, you decided to get some lessons and watch some videos to try and learn some German for Seb. he doesn't know about this though and you thought it would be a nice surprise for him. you feel confident enough in your skills now to have a conversation with him. You both were at his parents house for dinner and German was being spoken here and there to accommodate seb's parents.

"Aus diesem Grund werde ich deinen Vater nie wieder kochen lassen" (because of this, I am never ever letting your father cook again) seb's mom tells him and the three of them laugh and so do you, seb looks at you confused and asks

"you don't need to laugh if you don't know what we are saying, basically she said that-" he starts but you cut him off telling him what she said

"she's never letting your dad cook ever again because he destroyed her favourite dish" you inform him and he looks at you lovingly but also even more confused than before.

"how did you know what that meant?" he asks

"I've been learning some German for you. did I get it right?" you answer

"for me? you didn't need to do that, darling" he replies placing a hand on your thigh and drawing shapes on it to show a bit of love.

"it's unfair that you're always speaking English for me, so I need to return the favour"

and with that he couldn't keep his eyes off of you the whole night. for you, it's nothing much, just showing appreciation. but for him, it's everything, the fact you were willing to learn a whole new language just so he could feel a sense of home. he appreciates it more than you know.

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chef bf x gf pro taster

you have spent the whole day with one of your dearest friends who moved away a couple of years ago with her boyfriend, but now, she is back in town as they broke up and you offered her a place to stay until she gathered herself and found her own place, of course you had ran this past Sebastian and he was also okay with it as he knew how close you two were even when she wasn't physically with you. you two just got home from collecting her from the airport and getting lunch while seb was out also doing his own thing.

the aroma coming from the kitchen as soon as you stepped inside was unbeatable, Sebastian had spent the evening cooking a lovely meal for the three of you to eat when you got home. you show your friend to the room she is staying in and then make your way down to the kitchen to see seb. you enter the kitchen to see his back turned to you and he was stirring a pot.

"what are you making" you ask appearing next to him.

he informs you what he is making and the sides he is preparing also. he takes the spoon out if the pot full of the food and blows on it to cool it down before placing it in font of your mouth to taste.

"taste it for me? be careful, it's hot" you say before blowing on it again and taking a bite. it was delicious.

"seb, that's so good" you compliment

"I try" he replies smiling

"is this what it's gonna be like living with you guys for he next couple of weeks?" your friend comments entering the kitchen to find the two of you.

"she is my professional taste tester, I need her opinion" he replies to her and we all just laugh it off and eat dinner which was unreal. if Sebastian failed as a driver, he could have been a chef and would have been a renowned world famous one too. not that he wanted that but he sure could have been.

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overly affectionate x blushes easily

seb is the most affectionate man you have ever met, he always must be showing you love in some way, whether it's holding your hand, bringing you flowers, letting you decide what movie to watch, he just wants you to know how much he appreciates you. he also notices and takes into account, every little thing you do so he can incorporate that into his daily life.

for example, this f1 season had started out great, but a couple of races back, Ferrari had gotten some new upgrades to the car that didn't work and have been jeopardizing your performance. They assured you and Fernando that they would work out and to give them time and experiment different tactics that suits this particular upgrade. Needless to say, you were not looking forward to this race at all. you hear your name being called from the front of the garage, so you walk out to find seb in his racing suit, ready to go but with a t-shirt saying I heart you but with your initials and racing number. you could have kissed him right there but wanted to keep the pda away.

"seb that's so sweet, I love you so much"

"anything for my favorite driver"he replies which makes you blush

"that's a bit biased, don't you think?" you reply while he grabs your hand lightly in his

"I don't care" he smiles

despite you trying to avoid pda for the cameras, you don't care in the moment, so you kiss him. just like you said you wanted to. To be completely honest, with Sebastian you don't really mind showing a little bit of pda because you care for him so much. he just brings that out in you, he brings out the best in you.

the gesture replays in your mind and you start to blush just thinking about it, seb's lips against yours and his hands around your waist add that all add to that blood rush.

"awh, you're blushing." seb teases as he pulls away

"stop" you whine slightly embarrassed at how easy it is for him to get you to blush. again, seb just really brings that out in you.

seb hums in disapproval as if to say no way and places a kiss in your hair whilst keeping you close to seal it all in. you make a mental note to snap a photo of him in this t-shirt to brag to your friends about how much better seb is than their boyfriends....kidding obviously....

------------------------------------------------- I have a pt. 2 if you guys want it!

#deadricslover #f1 #formula 1 #Sebastian vettel x reader #Sebastian vettel fluff #driver x Sebastian vettel #Sebastian vettel imagine #formula one imagine

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spaceagebachelormann · 1 year

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psst you should totally write me some connor bailey dating headcanons because im super special and u love me

DATING CONNOR BAILEY

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you were probably just like

minding your own business

and this kid comes up to you and starts rambling

you’re like “okay…..”

he finally introduces himself and you become friends!!!!

connor seems like he gravitates toward readers…… so you were probably rlly into reading

okay um anyway!!

you become rlly close with him!! to the point where your inseparable

one day he blurts out he likes you without thinking

you return his feelings!!

okay now that i’m done explaining how you got together i can explain the other fun stuff

you’re also rlly good friends with alex

also his love language is physical touch <33 subconsciously has a hand on you at all times

like youll be sitting down minding your own business and you’ll feel a hand in your hair

don’t push him away he’ll keep doing it to be a bastard 😭😭

probably have that funny kid x bookworm trope

HE THINKS YOURE THE SMARTEST PERSON EVER!!!

you could have -17 IQ and he’d come to you for advice with anything

sleepovers with him are a must

he drools in his sleep. i don’t make the rules

at these beloved sleepovers he says something like “put on a horror movie i won’t be scared”

yeah he’s shaking super hard afterwards

CHARLOTTE LOVES YOU

connor “my mom loves you more than she loves me” bailey

she asks him how you are every day

you get sneak peeks at whatever he’s writing <3

always asks for constructive criticism

you never have any to give (yes he’s that good)

he’s the type of bf to be completely head over heels obsessed with his s/o

like if someone is rude to you in any way whatsoever he will destroy them

he seems like he’d doodle you on his work

like the teacher will be grading it and they glance at the corner and it just has a lil drawing of you and “y/n <3”

also also also he has that “anything for you <3” mindset

he loves you sm

comforting him after alex stays with their grandma in the land of stories

OH AND COMING WITH HIM ON THE TRIP TO GERMANY

talks the whole plane ride

also he falls asleep on your shoulder but pretends he didn’t

100% tells you bad pick up lines

is super proud of himself when you blush or are slightly affected by them

also he’s a terrible flirt

he starts out confident and ends up rambling about how pretty he thinks you are

the one time he flirted successfully you flirted back and it threw him off guard

in the 3rd book during his calls???? calls 😭 with alex using the glass/mirror he tells her all about you

she’s like “that’s nice :)”

she internally DOES NOT CARE but thinks it’s nice to see connor so excited about someone

on weekends you have to drag him out of bed and outside so you can go on walks and eat flowers and stuff

ALSO IF YOU CAN BAKE/COOK HED LOVE YOU FORVER

LOVES YOU ALSO IF YOU CANT COOK

you could give him something so burnt it’s just a black rock and hed eat it like it’s the best shit he’s ever tasted

this ones for you liz <33 because your great at fashion (and he is not) he purposely wears atrocious outfits just so you fix them for him

“did you do this on purpose?” “now why would you think that”

side eyes you without knowing it

it’s actually really funny

you look over and hes unsubtly side eyeing you

doesn’t know he’s doing it until you make eye contact or start laughing

so um he can’t bake but he can cook basic foods

and always brings you something he made a few times a week

overall he’s a jerk but he’s a sweet jerk <33

#mars writing 🧈#the land of stories #tlos #connor bailey #connor bailey x reader #x reader #liz 🌹#mars silly little mutuals <3

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running-with-kn1ves · 2 years

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Im glad that you liked my recent ask, it’s a bit eccentric but that’s what make it fun! at first i wanted to make him fall for her after a weekend or so, but now thinking about it he could fall for her after a serious meetings. at first getting to know each other at first (scientist requested. just the basics). he forces a few things that arent so necessary for her to get pregnant, like acting as her bf. spoon feeding her food , carrying her around, present during her doctor check ups. She was like ”do you really have to be there 😅” ”yes of course 😤”. she tired not to think much about it. shes a struggling college student trying to get by and (lets Call him Jonas,) Jonas is far from ugly looking. she tries her best not to get attached to him and ignore the butterflies in her stomach when he takes care of her. she mostly likely has abandonment issues but is a hopeless romantic at heart. she cant help swoon at domestic behavior. He’s frustrated at her unwillingness to fall for him. where he comes from if a male is effectively able to display his upmost ability to be the best provider, carer, protecter, hunter, fighter and lover all the females would swoon and be at his feel especially with charming and attentive personality and good looks. he's perfect!!! why cant she see that?!!? its not that she cant see that, its that she doesn't have the time right now. despite the fact they want each other theres things from the other part of their lives thats disturbing and chances of them being able to be together. but it wont stop Jonas tho….😩

Awe I love that. He seems to be more of a do-er rather than a thinker, but still mildly thinks things through when it counts; he just shows his intentions through actions rather than words. Thats so sweet tho, kind of being like a pre-boyfriend before actually obtaining the boyfriend status (at least, in her mind; I'm sure jonas has already thought past that stage lmao.) You'd think like most *sperm donors* (?) they stop being present after the deed is done, so I'm sure she's confused. But to him, he's got his intentions spread out.

And while he may be perfect in all aspects of physiological status, he's still not at the point where *she* can let him in so easily like the rest. This is kind of like the ideal couple imo. Hunky werewolf guy ready to take over dad role, perfect in nearly every aspect while she finds love to be appealing, and sees his perfectness, but can't fit him in her life quite yet. Jonas seems like the stubborn type though, so I don't think her position will stop him lmao. It seems like the perfect chase, because there's enough chemistry for them both to want it to happen and are drawn to each other, but life aspects are in the way. I wonder how things will work out once the kid is born though? or if Jonas decides to support her during college in order for her to finally allow him in her life as more than just 'the guy who provided the sperm.' He doesn't seem to give up so easily.

#kn1ves rants #writing #werewolf #knives rants

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baddiesphew · 10 months

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So we (me, my auntie, and her wanna be thug white boy bf) were at the lake last weekend camping. My auntie went 2 days before I did because I had work. Her bf went the next night and came back mad because she wont give him pussy. Lol (shes told me he cant fuck and has a little dick, and i know shes capping on the fact she has no sex drive becaue she flirts with me and i get her honry enough to question her morals quite often) Well she's out there in a blue top, white bottom bikini with her booty cheeks hanging out, by herself with dudes camping on both sides. She was geeking on addys as usual because she like to get fucked up in the woods. Well we were on Adderall, half a k, and she was on liquor. But with her bf standing right there she said "*my name specifically* look at my tan lines. And had her bottoms pulled down so far i could see the start of the split of her plump ass white pussy lips. Like I could see the whole pussy minus the place I want to slide my nephew cock inside of. Her bf standing right there watching me see My auntie pussy didn't say nothing😆😭 it was perfectly bald and super white compared to her sunburned belly. Her lips did look slightly rosy. So I wonder if she was fucking the neighbor campers, because she loves to have a good time and do drugs. I still pray to God almighty in the name of Jesus I get to make love to her country southern self and nut in her pussy after I watch 3 blackmen fuck every hole she has. She has only ever been with white boys too🫠 she has been hiding low-key the fact she is talking to a black man on fb. I trained my ex wife to go black so now I'm working on my backwoods super country fully white raised dont date black men southern Belle daddy's girl aunties sexual desires and supposedly really tight and wet pussy fucked by #blackcock #bbc #blackkings #whitewomensgod #reparations #blm

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mulebits · 3 years

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i got 2 major tests on my birthday this is not helping my mental health and stress.

#i do not want to have a breakdown on my bday #this is homophobia #geez junior year fucking sucks #forgot to eat lunch so i cant go and get something until 2pm #i have so many missing assignments to do its not even funny #at least i have therapy tomorrow.#txt #shut up frankie #ok 2 rb #*screams into a pillow*#cant wait to get misgendered on my bday cards /s #my bday is friday but im not really looking forward to it.#my bf has to work so i cant see him this weekend

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izzystinyhands · 3 years

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The saddest thing abt my only friend in town barely speaking to me anymore is ill wait all day for my boyfriend to get up to talk to someone but they work 8am-4pm so i dont really get to talk to them until after midnight either bc of timezones so i really do spend all day like

#my dad also works all day n when he gets home goes n works some more #n then at 8pm just wants to watch tv n chill so i cant really talk to him either #lol and i told my friend i literally dont see anyone anymore n she goes oh i know i only see my bf now lol #no bitch i literally dont see anyone your boyfriend is still someone #would probably suck less if u like replied to me every now n then but yk its whatever #rhys also has their own shit theyre dealing with so we dont talk as much now #which is fine i understand but i just wish we weren't so far apart n i could like visit every other weekend #shit just really sucks right now

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toadcircus · 4 years

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sunday nights suck now bc i have to come 2 terms with the fact i dont get 2 see my bf til the next weekend for 1 day then not see him for a whole week again lol shit sucks

#little bony horribles #its 20 to 5 in the morning and mr peck getting me thru it but i need 2 sleep boyyyyy #cant wait 2 move out and live w my bf tho like its going to be wonderful i cant wait #i luv my friends but need 2 live with him like its just got 2 happen #the way our jobs are rn means he has weekends but i have sunday and 2 week days so that shit doesnt work #and im so happy when i see him but barely get to see him i cant wait for him to be there on all the mornings and all the evenings #i love him more than anything else in the world

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chickenkooks · 6 years

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Gosh. I love reading about the things you do with your boyfriend. While I'm jealous, I also have hope that maybe someday I could find somebody compatible with me. Cuz girl, it's hard!

I LOVE DOING THOSE THINGS WITH HIM i really do hope i dont come off as like “lmao look how good my sex life is ha ha ha be jealous of me” but i just see it as i dont really have a lot of ppl in my life i can be honest about my sex life with AND I JUST LOVE TO TALK ABOUT IT like i cant really go into explicit detail with my friends bc its weird lmao BUT DAMN DO I WISH YOU ALL HAD THIS I AM SO HAPPY I DIDNT KNOW U COULD BE THIS HAPPY IN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE REALLY my last boyfriend i thought i was happy but now its just too real with how happy i am so thank u for being happy for me u guys

#THIS MORNING IN BED BEFORE HE WENT TO WORK #or maybe it was last night #i cant remember #he told me he was excited to go back home this weekend #BECAUSE HE WANTS TO ASK WHAT HIS FAMILY THOUGHT OF ME #AND HES HOPING HIS MOM WILL SAY SHE CAN SEE ME WITH HIM FOR A LONG TIME #I HOPE SO TOO IM SO FUCKING NERVOUS THOUGH #WHAT IF SHES LIKE #'idk alex shes a bit of a strange match for u i dont KNOW'#and he listens to her #AND BREAKS UP WITH ME #IF HE DUMPS ME ILL BE SO FUCKING SAD LIKE #I DONT LIKE TO THINK ABOUT IT #the downside to being so happy #is that once u lose that thing thats making u happy #u get really fucking depressed #i had a rough week the week my ex broke up with me #i cant even imagine #IM NOT GONNA THINK ABOUT IT #my bf has told me TWO TIMES NOW #hes wanted to say 'i love you' to me #hes not quite there yet and neither am i #but like after good sex or when i do something really weird #and idk what that means exactly #we say 'i loke you' to each other lmao #but my hearts gonna beat so fast the day he says it for real #t:ans #q

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watermalon-sugar · 4 years

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request: i loved the 90s bf harry headcannons can u pls do a 70s one 💗💗

a/n: thank you so much!! I'm really happy that you like. hope u like that too!

being a young couple in the 70s with harry.

• your parents don't like him very much at first because he has his ears pierced and some tattoos.

• you two have a bunch of friends that hang out together almost all weekends.

• he works at a bakery store and you go by all the time just to give him a little kisses.

• everyone thinks that you two are so cute and shouldn't hang out with that kind of friends you have.

• but no one knows (because of your parents of course) that you two are the WORST

• literally!!!!!

• you guys smoke a lot of weed in his basement, in his car, everywhere that no adults can see.

• the CLOTHES!!!!!1 jesus christ you guys are THAT COUPLE that dresses so fucking cool

• and you wore all that colourful makeup, twiggy eyes and stuff;

• and harry wanted it too. and you do. he's so handsome with makeup i canT

• he likes to uses your earrings

• go clubbing A LOT

• always dancing together catching all eyes of the club

• "honey, i have to tell you something" "what, baby harry?" "I think I like boys too"

• wow shoked

• "no way;;????? and i like girls too!!!!!!!"

• he boughs you fashion magazines

• he says is for you but he reads them before you do

• a lot of kissing in the morning smelling all the alcohol and weed you had last night

• he always sneak in to your room to sleep with you. you do the same in his.

• you always bought him a lot of records. he loves it. he have a whole collection and he likes to hear them with you

• maybe he has one just for when you guys have sex

• LED ZEPPELIN BLACK SABBATH PINK FLOYD ACDC

• you guys LOVE THOSE BANDS A FUCKING LOT

• matching bands shirts all the time

• he picks you up from school and all the girls are like "oh my god he has a car and he so handsome"

• but you're not jealous because you know this boy has only eyes for you

• talking on the telephone when you can't see each other but your dad yelling you to hang up soon bc you don't pay the bills

• roller disco!!!!!!!

• you always do waves on your hair and he's always like "do it on me pretty pleasee" and of course you do

• he has a long hair ok ok ok

• driving together for nowhere in particular

• stopping and laying down in the car to see the stars

• you share a collection of sunglasses

• LOVING STAR WARS

• you're always afraid to get caught in act by your older sister but you do it anyway

• because sex with him is everything let's be honest here

i probably used a lot of that 70s show reference and im sorry okay i cant help it but i hope you like it anyway (*＾3＾)/～♡

(guys, if you wanna ask me to write something, please be clear like that one. otherwise i can't do bc i won't understand)

#harry styles #harry styles imagines #harry styles imagine #harry styles headcanon #harry styles x reader #harry styles x y/n #harry styles fic #one direction imagines #one direction fic #one direction headcanon #harry styles headcanons #imagines #fics

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bakuraryxu · 3 years

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yes this is my blog yes yes i will cotninue to post tmi things

yesterday i found out a family freinds daugther was assualted by a pedophle 3 years ago. she was terrified to tell anyone because he threatened to kill her. she was 8 at the time. she told her dad and he told my brother who told me and mum, bcecuase he was devastated. we all were. ive known this girls parents since i was little, and to hear abotu this happening. man. its heavy

my crackhead niece has started doing this fun thing where she self harms and calls all her grandparents to rustle up some drama and someone calls the ambulance. she wont answer the door. she’ll hide from the ambo, then they call the cops to break the door down. they go inside, find her and her crackhead boyfreind hiding, take her to the hosputal, and then she leaves the hospital before she sees a doctor. this has happened twice now. i heard she was at the hospital again yesterday bc she asked mum for uber money bc she didnt want to wait in the waiting room?

idk what shes thinking. like obviously shes NOT but u know what i mean? also we suspect theres some DV with her bf but she insists shes breaking things in her apartment and hurting herself. i dont know.

she hounds for money. not me i blcoked her on every platform and its great. but she does it to my nephew so often, daily even. its suhc a pain because he then asks me for money to send her

she like. is so desperate for attention but cant possibly conceive of any way to get it except say shes going to hurt herself or say shes going to try and kill herself. the drama is always at MAX LEVEL with this one its exhausting lol. i love my nephew very much but his sister makes me want to cringe and like not claim her as family u know

brodies made friends with this kid who is from a DV situation. idk details except his mother took him and left at the end of last year and now they have nothing. she works but i met her briefly and i thnk she has an intellectual dsiability... ma reckons its an aquired brain injury. the kid is ok i guess but hes a full on gross dirty little teenage ratbag and i THINK he has a crush on me and its SSJFKJDSJHKkjkjkfj hes too much. its too much.

im seeing my dad next weekend. my freind and i are going on a roadtrip to his town and we’ll see him. im looking forward to it but im nervous too

i REALLY want a german shepherd puppy. or a little poodle pup. im really clucky its starting to become a problem and im hoping a puppy will be a bandaid type solution for me

i think im falling into a naruto rabbit hole and it sux but its great too.

havent lifted weights for a few days. not quite a week?

my knee has started bugging me again. i slack off on the exercises the physio gave me for 2 days and it botheres me i mean jeez.

im behind on my thesis. im anxious about it.

hmmm i think that might be it .

#aheem heem. whimper

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notyobabygirl · 3 years

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🏒 ugh I am so so so happy your boyfriend is an angel, you truly deserve it!!!!! So I use to have an internship and everything trying to be an adult but I truly HATED it!! Like fully despised going probably like 3 weeks in lol so after like 2 months I quit it and I basically told my parents I didn’t think working was for me. Now that’s dramatic I know but like they laughed it off and haven’t said anything else to me about finding a new job or internship or anything so I’m just living life hoping they don’t wake up one day to tell me to get my shit together hahahaha I also think they are just letting me do whatever at 22 because I travel a lot anyways usually with friends or my boyfriend or my family. I’ve been spending a lot of time with my bf until he gets really busy with everything. What do you find fo be the hardest part about long distance?? Would you ever move to Colorado? Would he move to you? I hope you have so much fun with him while he’s there!!! Love you pretty girl!! ❤️

HIIII!!!! yes i have so much to update you. well first ya my job fucking sucks but like i cant complain because i come up with a new excuse, not exaggerating, every single week and take off thursday and fridays. like couldn't tell you the last time i worked a full week lol. today is wednesday and im taking a half day and off tomorrow and friday to go see my boyfriend wee!!! so he came last weekend to see me and left on sunday and im flying to california tonight!! im super excited. honesty the hardest part of long distance is just missing him. we talk on every platform you can think of and facetime all day and i trust him 100% so its really not bad. but the good news is that i think he might be moving to nyc for a little! and by little i literally mean acouple weeks but still i would be so happy for us to be together. his brother lives in nyc and has a free room so he would stay with him and ill always be in nyc so we would be together all the time. ill update you on the trip and everything!! how are you and your boy? give me an update! xoxoxoxo ily

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alex-fucking-dempsey · 4 years

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SPOILERS FOR 13 REASONS WHY SEASON 4 EPISODE 1: WINTER BREAK

i was high almost the whole time this is a reaction ig sjsjsjs

Clay is narratating baby boy

Who tf died?

I called it monty fucking lived I FUCKING *flips tables*

So winston shut the fuck up if alex fucking goes to jail 🔪🔪🔪

Monty is horrfying omfg also the way hes talking abt the racial system

period tell him clay

aYO WHAT THE FUCK CLAY??? Is monty alive???

Clay looks so good shut the fuck up everyone

Dylan Minette pls sir get in guts

Clay is going insane lowkey scared

I miss Ryan Shaver n Scott Reed, end post

CLAY PUT THE GLASS AWAY MF

clay is too pretty im-

i hope tyler is okay ;-;

They are dating iM IM SORRY????

i just realize wtf is sheri? Where has been😭

clay lowkey reminds of tony

Tyler :(

tyler and clays friendship>>>

"ass shoes" - jess

Shes MOVING????

"Clay-cray" "clazy" the way i wanna marry Jessica

The way im high as hell the monty illusions i hate em

Alex dad >>>>

The only cop i stan

quick break: black lives matter.

okay Tony serve the looks

Where has justin been

ZACH MY BOY I LITERALLY LOVE HIM

PLEASE SIR LET ME LOVE YOU

ohhhhh justin was OHHHH

Okay but im zach showing up eveeywhere high as hell

justin n clay >>>>

Matt >>>>

jess n justin >>>

god i love this show sm sm

WE BITCH WHO IS WE

tony = tylers mom

Zach n alex stay a million feet apart for no reason

wAIT THIS DUDE

did he replace scott where is scott fuck u

US??? BITCH YOUR NEW GO AWAY WHO IS US

cookies: stan

alex is so nervous

oMG TYLER N NEW GUY HAVE VEEN CHILLING

I love zachs vibes

AGAIN WHO TF IS WE ANI SHUT UP

oh new guys name is charlie sisjsj

oH MY

justin what ;-;

you know what you tell her honey :(

I feel you lowkey jess :(

mERRY CHIRSTMASSSSSS

oh no ;-;

iF ALEX IS BEIBG LINKED BACK TO THW MURDER BY THIS STUPID COP IMA MD RIOT

alex looks so good rn sir pls

everyone: alex dont say anything

alex: SO FUCK YOU-

why does bill looknso diifferent

winston: mourning over his bf :(

winston needs to stoo being weird

Justin n clay getting new phones so sweet

Clay looks so good in that pic ;-;

why does everyone look so goddamn goos in the season wtf

hEY QUICK MF QUESTION DOES CLAY FUCKING DIE 🔪

ani n jess would make good friends with Sheri :(

I am one of the few who does like ani ngl

Justin serves looks sir pls

i swear i lean toward women but yall 😭the men in this mf show

Clay quit being awkward

I want ani and jess to live together

she best see her mom every weekend

sHE SAID: HER CURFEW IS 5 MF 🔪

does ani not like clay????

Yall jess best not be starting a forest fire

I forgot ani and bryce were fucking

ani is thicc lowkey

Yall i have work im upset

Is that the same whisper sound from assassins creed

WTF JESS SEEING BRYCE SCARED ME JESUS

ayo what the fuck?

yes jessica you fucking tell him

wtf is metal detector gonna do bro

I hate boland anyways

wINSTON QUIT LOOKING SO MF SUS

Estella is so pretty

Who is she Jess??

What???

Im confused

Zach >>>>

zach breathes and im all "wow so hot"

is no one going to college???

wINSTON GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM TYLER 🔪🔪🔪🔪

you getting cut if you are mean to my boy

thank god for ani

Fuck winston this lil mf gives me the heebegeebes

justins going to college imnso proud

oh shit winston is fine tho

also wtf do you mean it can kill you ima mess this mf up

wHY DID JESS GO BACK WITH- ANI PLEASE SHUT UP

okay ani pls dont call clay out (she wants a knife to her face)

poor clay has to pretend hes okay for everyone else

Im tired of seeing monty beibg a creep

Ani: *whispers* clay no wait-

LEAVE ESTELLA ALONE PERIOD

fuck off yall bitches

yEAH CHARLIE YOU TELL HER

who the fuck ONG

RHATS MONTYS SISTER WTF

monty n hannah n bryce: haunts ppl

CLAY GO RUN UP ON THOSE MFS

yall mfs really wanna box HURT CLAY-

OMG CLAY IS SO HOT PUNCH THAT MF

ani n clay: know who killed bryce

Also ani: THEY DONT WANNA BELIEVE HE KILLED BRYCE

im sorry???

tell ani clay :(

wINSTON DONT FUCKING TOUCH TYLER I WILL WHOOP UR MF ASS 🔪🔪🔪🔪

zACH N ALEX ZACH N ALEX EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP

alex: worried abt alex

zach quit being mean to ur bf

zach is being so inconsiderate eat ass bro

HES GONNA TAKE ALEX OUT OKAY NVM I LOVE HIM

:( they still wont take them back annoying

justin dont-

Snitches get stitches end up in ditches qnd get no bitches bro you know the code

okay clay dont get all pissy bro

that was a weird transition

EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP IM LITERALLY I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES ITS SCOTT OH MY GOD MY BOY

i had no idea he was a senior why didnt they say that

oh ny god this explains the absence of ryan then ig but i miss scott more than anything ong

This confirms clays in love with scott i dont make the rules

LOOK AT HOW SWEET SCOTT IS BEING ONG EVERYONE I LOVE HIM FUCK

clays jeans >>>

i was expecting hannah tbh not ani

omg no clay :( u cant save everyone- it would have been more powerful coming from hannah lowkey disapointed

clay is finally getting help, proud

Clay looks so fine omg im sorry but he looks great

everyone in this seasn is looking so fine wtf

Winston is so pretty :(

he rlly liked monty my heart lowkey is broken

wHAT THE FUCK ZACH

the WAY ZAHC JUST SAVED ALEXS LIFE

WHAT THE FUCK

IM SO CONFUSED

HE JUST KISSED HIM

ZACH SHUT THE FUCK UP

no :(

Im going to sob

I have a feeling theyll kiss again and itll be on zachs volition

The anxiety i havfor alex

Also lowkey zach kissed back

the fucks i give ima write so many fics istg yall

brb ima go get high rq

they are gonna trace it all back to clay im so nervous

tyler best keep his mouth shut

Clay is so funny sjsjsjs hes so scarcastic like okay emo edge lord

season 2 is still superior i stand by that statement

#13rw #scott reed #clay jensen #zach dempsey #alex standall #justin foley #jessica davis #13rw s4 #13rw s4 reaction #cels spoilers #13rw spoilers #zalex #:(

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miniyrds · 3 years

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As long as they don’t follow your blog, you could outline it anyways. Venting can be scary but it can also be healthy and provide some catharsis in the midst of all of this. You know, get the metaphorical weight of your chest

I've tried writing this a few times bc my brain is annoying and I keep forgetting things and then over explaining lol

thank u for the excuse to write out my problems on the internet

side note: I tell this humorously now and I know that I could've done things a lot differently, but it still messed me up quite a bit

this can pretty much be broken into several instance so to speak

incident one:

me and my ex-roommate and our two suitemates moved into an on campus apartment in the spring of our 2nd year. I am in my 4th year now. The semester started and we were all really excited to live together with a kitchen. ex-roommate proposed that we alternate cooking for everyone (this only lasted one month). but... ex-roommate’s bf was always over eating our food. this became more of an issue to one of my suite mates but I was fairly annoyed by him being constantly around. anyway, we decide to tell my ex-roommate that we didn’t think he should be over as often etc etc

ex-roommate left for a few hours and came back only to sit us all down and cry about how having her bf over made her feel better bc adjusting to living in an apartment was really hard and there was nowhere else for them to go (he lived in his own room in a different dorm on campus)

we dropped the situation

incident two:

in like February/early march I had gone to bed early while my ex-roommate, her bf, and our suitemates watched a movie until like 2 am. one of my suitemates shouted goodnight and woke me up and I couldn't get back to sleep. ex-roommate and bf then decide to spend the night together...intimately...while I am right there.

I send her a message the following Monday bc I debated for so long whether or not to tell her that I heard. I told her that I really didn't want her bf staying the night after I had already gone to bed (basically I just wanted a heads up. I didn’t phrase this well)

I ended up getting really paranoid that she was sneaking him in and I confided in my suite mate about this (bad move)

incident three:

a week after spring break, we are getting back from a late showing of Us. It’s after midnight and we can’t find close parking. My suitemates and I offer to walk with her and she says that her bf is gonna walk her back so she’s okay

I say “oh, is [bf] coming over?” (I swear. that’s it)

wrong thing to say apparently. when we get back into the room she starts tearing into me. I don’t remember everything that was said but it started with “do you hate [bf]” and went to

we all hate your boyfriend. he makes us all feel really uncomfortable and he has for the past two years. we just never said anything

you say a lot of hurtful things. if you even think that you said something mean, apologize no matter how much later it is

you hurt [suitemates] feelings by joking about [something]. do u think she doesnt tell me? we tell each other everything

is [ex boyfriend] abusing you? because it seems like he is *never brings it up again or checks on me* (he was slightly toxic but it wasn't thanks to them that I realized it)

“im shocked im not crying rn. im just so mad” (as im sobbing)

I spent the rest of the semester on eggshells around them. I left every weekend I could but that was difficult because I didn't have a car. my ex never stepped foot in my apartment again (cant say the same about her bf)

my ex broke up with me that summer and that hit me really hard because we were co-dependent on each other in the worst way and he said a lot of mean things. ex-roommate hung out with me one time and claimed she was ‘there for me’ and got me thru my breakup. (that award goes to my mom, thanks)

I didn’t move back in with them in the fall. that honestly changed my life

incident four:

I am now in a much better place but I still feel the need to apologize to my new group of friends when I think I said something wrong. (they constantly assure me that I don’t have to) (I apologized to my current roommate for joking about how she cooks ramen and she was like "nat I do not hate u for ramen”)

I am also constantly prepared for another callout. I know I wasn't perfect and I couldve been better about boundaries. I know what to do now should that ever happen again. I feel bad about how it went down

I was not prepared for ex-roommate to turn on one of our suitemates in a me-style callout

I don’t have the full story from both sides but from what I gathered they were all joking in their normal fashion (”___ is my favorite! no ___ is my favorite!”) when ex-roommate took it to heart. this led to suitemate being excluded the moment they were walking out the door etc etc

needless to say, she moved out

ex-roommate took to social media to say “those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it. friendship applications closed forever!” after she blocked my suitemate.

this is when I learned that ex-roommate sees nothing wrong with how she treated me. like 0 empathy. I have 2 sources that believe she doesnt feel any at all

a few nights ago she tweeted about my old suitemate and I sent it to her (like a good friend lol). this is when I learned that ex-roommate was always mad that I hung out with other people

conclusion?

this was kinda cathartic. It was more timeline than venting but I have no more real venting thoughts I realized. I've exhausted them. but I do take smug comfort in the random instances that bothered my ex-roommate. we didn’t work as friends or roommates and im still messed up from everything but at least I have really good new friends now :))

#I dont have any tags for this lol #I don't really want it to spread so enjoy

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strawberryspeachy · 4 years

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So on the last day of july i went clubbing

Almost immediately met a cute boy and he asked me to go to a hotel with him. I debated but ultimately went with him. He asked if i wanted to go on a date because fucking japanese assholes equate date with hotel.

Went. Hooked up. Then. He said he wanted to go back to the club because otherwise “it would be a waste of his night”

Yeah

So... went back.... watched him look for another girl. And felt like shit

Eventually a boy that was ok looking talked to me. I didnt ignore him and he got excited over me talking to him after having ignored other boys. I didnt intend to continue talking to him but he was so excited the entire time and was nice so i just stayed with him.

We left together and sat on some sidewalk and talked. I saw that both his arms had cut marks all over them

And as a fucked up person... i stupidly think that other fucked up people will be as empathetic as i try to be and my depressed friends back home

He told me some of his shitty homelife - apparently he doesnt have parents

He asked me to go to a hotel with him and i said no... so we went to eat instead...

He kept being overly nice (in words) told me that he works at an old folks home and that he wants to learn english and come to america and help me take care of my mom.... in a sudden way

Rationally im not stupid and know that was a line. But im pretty stupid in general

He kept asking me to be his gf and i told him id need to go on a date with him to decide that

I just wanted to say no but...

He didnt pay for my meal - ya im one of those girls that that bothers

We seperated and he continued to text my the next few days. We set up a date. He asked me to go to him in yokohama - an hour away from tokyo

Since id never been there i said yes. But this meant i had to pay an expensive train ticket

He did pay for dinner and afterwards convience store for me... mostly... asking if i had change

He wanted to drink at the pier and insisted i get a drink but didnt pay for it

And then took me back to his apartment

It ended up being fun

The next morning while he was showering i was just poking around at his stuff. Not actually looking for anything just curious about the things he has

I looked at his wallet (honestly to see the design but i also always wonder why japanese guys are so comfortable leaving money around who is generally a stranger)

And then. I found. Picture from a photobooth. Him amd soem girl. It was dated from a week before.

He told me the night we met that he broke up with his ex a year ago. But this picture looked very much like a couple

I asked him about it and he just said sorry and threw it in the trash (not a real trash. It could easily be taken out) he said it was from a year ago

After. Bit i took it out amd pointed at the date. He literally hummed and refused to comment ...but he told me hell only see me...

I shouldn’t take that as enough but i did and told him when i got home that ill only se him too. I told him i liked him - and to this point he kept saying he likes me over and over. He has not said it since this. Just said he was happy that i used his name.

After that i went to okinawa for a few days. He told me his sim card broke and he doesnt have wifi unless he goes to a convience store (as an excuse to text slow)

I got back the next week and stayed home all week from a yeast infection that i think he gave me. When he barely responded i told him that

Then he responded continuously telling me that i just got it on my own and hes healthy so it wasnt him

That weekend i went drinking with some friends and messaged him. He responded immediately and i called him. Asking when his phone got fixed. He told me the day before

Then he told me he has pink eye and sent a picture. He said he cant go out of his house because of it

The next week was my birthday. He said hed be cured the day after and we could celebrate. Then he cancelled saying the doc told him hes still contagious

A few days after he sent me a picture of him with makeup on and contacts in saying he went to the salan. I responded immediately asking if he was still contagious and tried to call. He ignored me

I tried to call more throughout the day

Nothing

Over 24 hours pased so i used another account to say hi to him. After 2 hours he responded to the fake account asking who it was

And i flipped the fuck out. I told him a bunch of reasons why he sucked and that he did and fuck him

Then he responded to me with long messages. Many of which i couldnt understand (hes used incorrect kanji before that which makes translation strained)

His excuse was that he felt sick and slept for 20 hours (but he ignored me for over 27)and that he wanted to answer his texts in order. That he doesnt look at him phone much and then got mad at me for not being worried about him and instead getting mad

He didnt addresss any of my complaints like the fact that if im his gf i should be a priority

But because im a sucked i felt bad for trying to hurt him and apologized.... he said hed forgive me if i buy him an accessory next time we hung out...

Yeah. Red flags. I too if i had other options... would have said. Thats a weird way to accept an apology.

Also before (on that first date) when we talked about our bdays cause his was a bit before mine. I asked him what hed wanna do as a late celebration. He immediately told me he wanted yakiniku (an expensive meat meal) and clothes or accessorys from an expensive brand he likes...

So he continued to take over 24 hours to reply to me. With very small responces - he never asks me questions. I asked him to call the night before i went camping and he said he couldnt because he was too drunk from drinking with friends. I went camping and came back and got him on the phone. I demanded him to call and he said he couldnt cause he was tired from work and would the following day

I told him it makes me upset that he doesnt talk to me and that i constantly dont feel good because of him. He just said sorrry. I planned to say this is over if he didnt agree to meet me. But he agreed to a date the coming sunday... the day before i began work again. He said hed come to tokyo and and had a plan. It sounded fun.

Well come sunday morning.... he cancelled. He said he didnt have money. I tried to call him several times and he ignored me.

I confronted him in person. He got mad at me for it. Said he got some sort debt collection and got frauded... someone used his name to take out money and he has to pay court. He said he doesnt have money because of it.

I asked why he never tells me whats going on with him (because im dumb and beleive this... actually i dont. I hope hes being honestly and just has really bad luck but)

This time like last time i told him the way he treats me is how really awful boys who are using me and playing with me treat me. And i cant trust him if hes like this but doesnt tell me why

Well...i was there... i offered to pay for out date.... besides the 11 dollars it takes to get to him

He asked me to put 5 dollars on his train card.... it takes 3 dollads to get to and from where we went. He... mad sure no matter where we would eat it would cost 40 bucks - wanting to drink alc and such. It costed 43 dollars. He wanted starbucks but i kinda said no by saying i dont rlly like starbucks - but he still wanted to get a dessert - 3 dollars

And... he wanted me to buy him that aftermentioned accessory... a ring. He looked at very expensive ones... i... would not have paid for even as stupid as i am.. the one he got was 15 or 25 I forget which...

The thing is... if he wasnt actually... if i wasn’t comfortable being with him i woulda stopped this before... unfortunately. As usual. Despite initially not being attracted to him i really enjoyed his company and find him to be fun...

He said that we should go home at 8 i asked about going back to him place and he said no because hes tired and has work the next day. He knows i also do too. At the same time. And i tried to convince him and he kept saying no. Then i asked doesnt he wanna have sex. He said that we should go to a hotel. And i protested that hotels are expensive and his apartments free and just a cheap train station away. He said hes too tired and just wants to sleep at his apartment but hotels are exciting so hed be awake at a hotel.

He pushed them and i said at that point id be spending like 100 dollars on the day and he knows i also dont have a lot of money.

We awkwardly went to a manga cafe that was only 5 dollars but it wanted you to make a card that costs 5 more dollads. And then i got fussy because too much stress literally makes me lose control of my emotions.

It fucking sucks and i hate it. I have no fucking control over my emotions when my stress is bubbling (which it almost always is) and boils over.

I asked him if he can even pay just the 5 dollars and he said he has no money. I asked how hes gonna get to work with literally no money and he said his conpany pays for it (yea japanese conpanies pay AFTER you go )

We left. It was a bad mood. He didnt storm away from me even though i was basically crying in the street (i have had this happen with even friends. I start crying and they just walk away so even though it should be expected of someone claiming to be your bf... ya)

Anyhow i told him i just wanted to cuddle and talk and kiss

He looked annoyed but i guess he thought those wants were cute and looked for a isolated place

Because were in japan

Couldnt find one cause we were in a city and he again just started saying lets go home. That hes tired and not in the mood.

But we were in a quiet enough play.

And im bitching here but ill take a quick break to say i kept hugging him and stuff which he liked despite saying he was really embarrassed

He told me ealier ok that because of this debt thing hes gonna work two jobs

Which. Terrified me. The first guy I went on a date with in Japan asked me to be his gf and to move in with him and said he had to work two jobs for a month to afford to move so he wouldnt have time to see me. He told me his progress for two weeks and then ghosted me.

This boy told me hell make time to see me when i complained about not doing anything physical when i wouldnt see him again for who knows how long

Welp. Todays saturday and that was sunday. And while at first i thought he was trying because he replied to my messages in or at 24 hours for a few days. Its gone back to the 17 hours

And i asked him to talk on the phone

And he just said not tonight because after his current job hes working at home too

And because im dumb ive waisted my whole saturday waiting for him to reply and crying.

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