#my two babies i am so so happy for them

[c2-eh]

this 🥰🥰

#how lewis is looking at carlos 😭 #my two babies i am so so happy for them #jesus this is serotonin for sunday #carlos sainz jr #f1 #scuderia ferrari #lewis hamilton #canada gp 2022 #he is also proud of him like we all are

[strawberryteabunny]

package arrived ૮ ෆ ´ ˕ ` ෆ ა ♡

#lolita fashion #baby the stars shine bright #oldschool lolita #sweet lolita #victorian maiden #classic lolita #egl fashion #mine #actually two packages lol but they arrived close together so I’m doing one photo #thank u melon I love the dresses and will be taking the vm one on my trip <3 #the baby pop-up book is honestly one of the prettiest things I’ve seen it’s so gorgeous #the seller of the vm macoto tights included the maroon tights for free!! not something I would have picked for myself #but it’s a very sweet gift and I’ll probably wear them #since I wear a lot of red/darks in the autumn/winter #very excited to go through the baby catalogues! will check if there’s any I should scan and upload to lolita archive #very happy to have new colors of headdresses! and am eagerly anticipating washing the green skirt… #it is SO yellowed rn it’s going to be a completely different color I bet lol

[anonymouscheeses]

I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜 #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔 #gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨 #my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️ #im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

[aroanthy]

being gay and aromantic is wild because people will accuse you of hating gay people because you (checks notes) wish people would be a little more critical of romance as a patriarchal structure. the thing is that rgu literally does this, it examines and interrogates how romance is a patriarchal structure. every time i talk about aromanticism in rgu people get very upset about that, as though aromanticism impedes queerness— i did not realise we were still doing exclusionism so bare faced. every time i talk about aromanticism, people get upset. im not even talking about it in relation to the show, instead making a general throwaway post about the weight that people afford anything that deals in Romance, and i get told that rgu is a romance and i should cry about it. like. what? rgu made me realise i was aromantic. i was already gay and that gave me the final piece of the puzzle.

to be gay and aromantic does not mean you Just Have Friends (? what does this even mean, let’s unpack this statement at a later date): to be gay and aromantic means myriad things for myriad people. it means queer sex, it means queer connections that aren’t defined as ‘romantic’, it means queer attraction, it means queer understanding. nothing about this devalues romantic queerness, though i must say that every time i post about aromanticism someone has to qualify my words with a statement about how romance is cool too. and sure, it is, but you can maybe understand how that’s exhausting when you actually want a meaningful conversation about your identity. anyway aromantic people i love you aromantic people and gay people i love you gay people (i am both. godbless goodnight)

#it’s funny bc when i was a small baby i got sucked into an exclusionist wormhole #so im perfectly familiar with shit people say about aromantics #rgu helped me years after id already unlearnt that shit by pushing me to see something id been neglecting for forever #i watched 32. ‘oh im aromantic’. finished the show for the first time. got into a relationship two days later #put of dealing with that realisation until an entire year later #now it’s been three slutty years of being happy #and im making this post because i AM happy #i love being aromantic and i love being gay and i love being both of those things #i want to talk about it always. i want people to understand the ways you can experience things if you open yourself up to them #but you know #this isn’t so much my utena sideblog as it is the sideblog to Me guy who has only seen utena #my identity is like at least 70% utena. and i love it. and i have never struggled to love it #it’s everything to me. gah anyway swagever LOVE AND LIGHT FOREVER ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #dais.txt #dais talks aspec

[charliescharming]

Did I start this during my last hour of work at my job yesterday? Totally. Did I continue today and made this incredible background that im in love with ? Totally. Did I finish today? Totally

So here it is Arthur Leclerc <3

#f1 #formula 1 #formula 2 #f2 #formula two #formule 2 #arthur leclerc #brother of charles lerclerc #charles leclerc 16 #charles leclerc #fanart #i lied i said i would take a break but inspo hit me yesterday and i started to continue writing my fanfic yesterday at work as well #so here is baby arthur leclerc :3 #arthur leclerc fanart #if theres stuff am not happy with and ill see them only after posting you hereby cannot see those details

[felizusnavidad]

honestly it feels so good to be home with my entire fam

#i just made them laugh and it feels amazing #it's been a while #also excuse me #i made my sister watch in the heights last night and she loved it so much #she was crying like a baby #and she said the music is so good #(and she literally hates musicals) #she was like “alright so can we watch hamilton now?” #and so we did #and she absolutely loved it #and she said she understands now why i am so obsessed #and she even told our parents today that i made her watch hamilton and she had so much fun we are going to see it live next year #guys i am so happy #i missed them all #i'm so glad i get to spend two weeks with them ❤️ #but sincerely can you hear me?*

[fionnaskyborn]

THE IPOD IS WORKING

I REPEAT

THE IPOD

IS WORKING

#OKAY CONTEXT A FEW MONTHS AGO I BOUGHT AN IPOD CLASSIC‚ THE A1238 MODEL FROM 2007 TO BE EXACT #ON THE FLEA MARKET FOR THREE EUROS #THIS BAD BABY IS CAPABLE OF STORING EIGHTY GIGS OF MUSIC ON IT #TROUBLE IS‚ I WAS IN TOO MUCH SHIT TO GO LOOKING FOR A CABLE I COULD ATTEMPT TO CHARGE IT WITH #(the people at the flea market in my hometown are usually very honest about whether or not a piece of tech is working but i'll always have #my doubts until i see for myself) #TODAY I FINALLY MANAGED TO BRING MYSELF TO GO TO MY FAVORITE TECH STORE AND AFTER SOME DIGGING THEY ACTUALLY FOUND A 30-PIN CABLE #(it took them a while because the younger of the two dudes who were in the shift didn't exactly know what he was looking for. he brought a #package to the older guy and he said ''that's a samsung cable.'' in his defense‚ that cable and the actual 30-pin are incredibly similar in #shape so i don't blame him lmao‚ it was an honest mistake) #and i plugged that bad boy in tonight and NOT ONLY IS IT GIVING SIGNS OF LIFE (CHARGING)‚ IT SENT ME RIGHT TO THE MENU SCREEN AS SOON AS IT #GOT TO A CERTAIN PERCENTAGE!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #NOW I FINALLY HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO GO THROUGH MY ENTIRE YOUTUBE DOC AND EXTRACT EVERY SINGLE SONG I'VE LISTENED TO IN THE PAST THREE YEAR #(that's as far as they date the watch history logs‚ sadly - they start deleting them after some point so everything before late 2020 is los #to time‚ but fortunately enough there is PLENTY left!) #CAN I GET A HELLLLLL YEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #logs #I AM IMMEASURABLY HAPPY ABOUT THIS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[whentherewerebicycles]

also I KNOW that all my college and high school friends are not actually announcing pregnancies or births at a higher rate than usual I’m just more hypersensitive/attuned to this kind of news than usual but also sometimes I feel an uncontrollable rage in my heart towards these people who are 1) getting pregnant for free and 2) getting pregnant, period. I recognize this as an irrational and unfair emotional reaction! it’s not like these people can help being straight and/or having uncomplicated pregnancies! but also I can burn with suppressed rage and grief about it!!!

#a college friend just announced the birth of her first baby and I am literally in tears of rage and grief about it #even as I am also happy for her! great for them! #like the heart can hold both I guess and this heart sure is busy holding both #I’d be closing in on the end of the first trimester #and instead I am just: nothing #I think the hardest is going to be if my SIL gets pregnant. like I already felt murderous rage when she wasn’t drinking at a dinner #it’s like TOO close you know. I feel crazy with anger about it and I know it’s not fair or kind #and for some reason the money stuff just muddies the waters further #like it feels like I’m just pouring thousands of dollars down the drain every month and all I have to show for it #is one fewer fallopian tube than I started with #and maybe it’ll take them a while to get pregnant but they’ll be doing it for free with two incomes #i just have a childish stomping-my-foot reaction to it sometimes #like the universe owes me anything #I think I am going to start the foster parent online training modules this weekend sigh #I’d like to have everything ready to go or in progress so that if I try for 3-4 more months with no success #I can at least begin the slow painful pivot faster #blah blah pregnancy loss grief #IUI tag

[eliathynfer]

Here, have a low-effort Selena and Liam drawing, enjoy

Open the image to actually see it in higher definition cus tumblr’s a BITCH

I’ve edited this post three times and it’s 8am and I haven’t gone to sleep yet

#romance club #arcanum #romance club arcanum #liam salisbury #romance club selena #selena x liam #i love these two so much I’d sacrifice my firstborn to let them have a happy ending #don’t take me too seriously on that cus I actually love babies #you know what #I’m gonna replay this shit and buy every single diamond choice #next diamond rush will be all about these two #Jesus I love this story so much #I’m gonna cry when it ends #i actually already am crying #my art #fanart

[chickie-birdies]

Hello, it's been a while!

Today I accidentally acquired two baby Wyandottes

#so here's the situation #a friend of my mom got 6 chicks but can only have 4. so she asked if i could take two of them #but i want to move out in the next year or so if i can and I'll have to leave my chickens behind in my mom's care #i already have 12 which is already too many for her to care for without me #so i said sure I'll take the babies BUT I'll be looking for a new home for them #luckily my sister's friend wants more chickens so she said she'll take em #great! except when the babies arrived i found out my mom didn't mention that I won't be keeping them #so now i feel bad giving them away #what's more I'm pretty sure one is a cockerel and the home i was sending them to eats their roosters #so now i feel doubly bad bc these chicks' previous owner clearly loves them and was happy that i was taking them #so HOOOUUUUHHHGGGHHH okay #yes hello conscience you win. I'm keeping the babies #for now! #i have another home lined up for some of my chickens when i do move out so i guess it's fine if i add two more in the meantime #i am also going to give a couple of my hens away next month to the person i was going to give the chicks to #probably margaret and penelope and maybe one other but idk yet. it's a hard choice :( #they'll be well cared for but I'll miss them #oh btw these chicks were named tofu and dumpling by their last owner and those are cute names so I'll probably keep them #whew i am exhausted after all that

[bunnyb34r]

Okay finally rested enough to talk ab the craft show!

So for YEARS this one has been heaaavily coveted by many crafters and has been hard to get in, but always told that it's worth it. That you'll make your table cost back in like two hours!

Yeah no... had mom not made wreaths, we would have lost money... Anyway super super dead at times like absolutely no one walking around, just the vendors getting up and shopping bc they could. Then it would pick up but you would get maybe 2 interested shoppers out of every 10. 4 if you were lucky.

People adored the boo boo bunnies and cat toys and I sold the most of them. So now I have to make more cat toys 😭. It's not the amount of effort it takes to make them, I love making them. I hate stuffing them with catnip 😭😭😭 but that's why people (and cats) love them. Also need to put bells on them bc people really like the ones with bells, which I stopped doing bc several people kept asking if I thought their cats would eat the bells... like you can cut it off man idc sgdggdgd once you buy it it's yours idc if YOU eat it if that's your thing just give me my dollar

Have to make a card for the bunnies bc it's hit or miss on if people know what they're for (you pop em in the freezer and hold them to a small "boo boo" and use it like a little ice pack, or you can pop out the reusable cube and use ice. Either way it's a cute little ice pack.

Only my one cousin bought any handwarmers 😭 and her wife had to pay me in $4 worth of quarters sgsgdggddg I was like take your time you could pay me in pennies and that'd be fine too (had a little kid pay me 25 cents for a slap bracelet in various coins and it was so sweet 🥺)

My mom posts our shows on her fb so that family and friends can show up to support us, and the first time since we've been doing these, we had 3 groups of family come in!

But that wasn't always a good thing...

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My mom's cousin brought her daughter and granddaughter, and they talked for awhile and eventually mom's cousin bought a wreath (thank god). And she was like "oh my god this is so beautiful!! 😍" and complimented my stuff as well (but my stuff is more geared towards kids/parents like the boo boo bunnies, so she didnt buy anything from me agdgdgdg)

Then my cousin (not the handwarmers one) came and I used to really love her/she was my favorite cousin... until she moved back to the state and I realized goddamn you're super annoying and have 0 social awareness (in a THE ATTENTION SHOULD BE ON ME! and a never really thinking ab the situations she puts people in when she does shit, way. Not a "I am incapable of grasping social norms/social rituals"/"I cannot control how loud I'm being/why what I say might be considered rude" way.

Anyway she fosters dogs and has 4? Of her own, anyway she always has at least one dog with her at any time. Doesn't matter if you were attacked by one when you were a small child, or that you only have cats, it's a small dog! You're gonna like this one!!

She takes them into the grocery store too 😑. Anyway she brought her foster dog to it and ofc everyone kept coming over to see it and every fucking time she would canvas this dog like "his name is Bob. He goes up for adoption in two weeks at [shelter she volunteers at]" to every goddamn person who walked by.

"But Mar, doesn't that mean she brought customers to you?"

Nope! She and her dog blocked customers from my table bc they couldnt fucking get in with the people cooing at the dog and figured eh I'll skip this one, there's 100 vendors here.

Doesn't mean that every person who skipped would've bought from me, but none of the people who came up for the dog bought anything or so much as looked twice at my shit anyway. 😑

She did tell our cousin to meet her there though bc our cousin's wife is a photographer and she was gonna take pics of the dog at a nearby park. Didn't mention AT ALL that we had a booth, so they didnt really bring a lot of money, they thought they were just gonna say hi to us real quick then go.

My cousin's wife was like YOU DIDNT TELL US THEY HAD A BOOTH HERE?!?! OMG LOOK HOW CUTE!!!!! and they bought 2 handwarmers from us 🥰. And we gave their son some stuff for free as a gift (plus bc they ended up staying for like 2 hours and that shit is only so fun for a 7 year old for so long. But it was more so just Handwarmer Cousin staying to talk to my mom for most of it while her wife, son, and Dog Cousin went shopping/canvased Bob around. But I like HW cousin still so it wasnt bad sgdggdgd I just half listened to them talk while I took care of customers. Sold 1 ornament (the whole show), some cat toys, and I think another bunny, in that time lmao)

But the whole time Dog Cousin was there I was like 😐/🙁 instead of my fake customer service smile bc that smile only lasted until the second person she canvassed Bob to and that was approximately 30 seconds.

She didnt even consider buying anything, or say anything ab our table. Only when my mom asked her if our prices were reasonable. To which we got a "yeah." Then immediately back to Bob. 😐

After they left I went to walk around and goddamn there was nothing really good there except two crochet tables which had little plushies but nothing that jumped out at me.

Did trade a tooth pillow for a small tombstone shaped bar of soap of about the same price with another vendor sggdgdgdgd which was odd but nice

Anyway here's hoping my cousin wont come to the next/last show and that we find fun stuff at that one to buy sgdgdgdg

#it was nice to see HW cousin and her family bc theyre nice people. i mean i dont really know her wife and son well bc i didnt go to the #wedding bc of AID (wanted to go though) but god every time Dog Cousin and i interact i like her less sgdgdggdgd #marquilla #really wish we sold more but im hoping having two tables will help at the next/last one bc it is CRAMPED #but thats bc i forget my inventory list and am like cramming to make ornamenta and well... no one likes them i guess :/ #for the next one i just need to make cat toys and maybe more bunnies (i wanna find blue baby washcloths but im cheap shdggdgd ill check #marcs again. otherwise it's the soft long earred bunnies) #kids really love to buy the cat toys bc theyre 2 for $1 bc i use them to use up scraps and left overs and it's so cute to see them #pick through and then triumphantly hold up their choices. even better when i offer them a tiny bag and they get so happy like :0 ! #didnt expect the post to be so long but whew

[jackpotsadmon]

shit like kizuna and distant blue sky are going to be the fucking death of me man

(long kizuna and pokemon rants in tags + a lot of emotional rambling and spoilers)

#digimon n pokemon were my first two animes and like. i hold those memories very dear to my heart #i loved both of these btw i am holding back tears i just saw distant blue sky i love ash man he’s just. like he’s just some guy i love him #he gives off this kind of childish joy that made me love pokémon in the first place when i was little . like baby etke would sit and watch #the gengar episode from the first season on repeat SOBBING #i don’t have to say why kizuna one hit KO’d me do i? /lh #mini rant actually because it’s been an . Hour #agumon and gabumon were so and are so important to me as characters . the point of digimon partners in season one is that they are there #to be a mirror to what their partner needs to accept and overcome. gabumon never gave up trying to make matt feel loved and helped him stop #repressing his feelings and agumon and tai gave eachother things to live and fight for!! that’s why agumon’s speech about life in 02 gets me #because he has had to fight a lot. but he did it all because he had tai and tai had him #and i think what kizuna missed the mark on was that it wasn’t that tai and matt didn’t need them or want them anymore. #it was that agumon and gabumon helped them get to a place where they don’t need that mirror anymore. #it sucks and i wish they hadn’t left but like. i think that’s the point #like we’ve all had shit that has helped us grow and cope and learn and when we leave it or when it leaves us it feels painful. it sucks #but you realize how much that thing really helped you become a better person #christ this got personal and ranty. anyways i’m still emotional about kizuna #kizuna’s ending wasn’t happy. but you could tell in the credits that even if they didn’t have their partners anymore #the lessons they learned from them is still there #digimon #gamma’s static #pokemon #digimon last evolution kizuna

[jedi-bird]

Went and bought two large bags of potting soil and one regular size cactus/citrus mix. Used all of it in less than an hour. Replanted the geranium that came from my grandparent's house, finally planted my last rose, got the elephant ear tuber into a pot, and replanted all of the lemon bros (aka the Deke Squad) and the orange/grapefruit hybrid my partner's aunt gave me. Being outside for a bit today felt really good. It was a pleasant distraction.

I also did some sorting out this morning and found my old ikea bear; decided to keep him out and have him one of my old Rogue One shirts since they don't fit me anymore. I think it suits him.

#adventures in gardening #the yard still needs a lot of work but some of it has to wait #my partner needs to help me break down the old basketball hoop that fell down two years ago #unfortunately we can't use the bulky pickup option this year because my mother in law claimed them all #but at least i can get it out of the way and we can sit outside and enjoy the evenings once we move it #I've never had an elephant ear before and I'm excited to see if i can grow it #it'll be green and white speckled if it does #my partner's grandparents grew a lot of them so they insist they're easy #need to order some bonsai wire for the lemons since i want to train some of them #I'm so happy that five of them are still alive though realistically what am i going to do with five lemon trees lol #but they're my babies and i love them #still need to drill extra drainage holes in the raised bed and then buy a ton of soil to fill it for the succulents #also need to drill drainage holes in the pots for the indoor plants so i can finish transplanting them #it's good to have goals lol

[shiningstages]

Getting White Day Tsukasa first try, and seeing the newer cards on JP, really makes me wanna write fanfic again..........

#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc ) #( hi my brain still isn't quite here.........i think i need genuine alone time to Really recharge but i'm not gonna get that #work has really been piling on the hours; and next week is all closing shifts #but thinking about tsukasa saki toya found family / friends stuff..........how toya in any au would also just have connections with #EVERYONE ( this white day and jp white day cards ) #akito and mizuki with tsukasa could be a huge bickering found family in a royal au........people please explore this more #the angst that could also come from mizuki going on a journey to find toya / saki / rui but also feeling like she doesn't belong on it #like in the sense that; while she wants to make sure rui is safe; she knows she probably can't change what he's become #and what if that's for the better in order for rui to find his own place and live his own life?? who would she be to take that from him?? #the tsukasa and mizuki talks that come from them both knowing rui; but at two different angles.......... #akito solely on a journey just to rescue toya; not initially caring about tsukasa's connections to him but then slowly growing fond of #Story Time; “only i truly know toya” says the man that's now grasping at any mention of him #realizing other people can have......well Other People in their lives that they share different experiences with #or that are just as impotant of bonds or experiences #i wanna call it “the folly of knight tsukasa” since he's just. so connected. #of course his main trough line is saki. stayed with her no matter what; doesn't want to stop doing that #but now seeing her with different views as him and striding on her own.......who am i to stop her from happiness part2 #there are no concrete thoughts here; just thoughts #kind of like knights ( tsukasa / mizuki / akito ) versus outcast alchemists / magic ( toya / rui / saki ) #maybe magic banned..........or perhaps Dangerous magic #saki being so close to nature and strong healing magic; but her sickly body makes it so hard on her #some royal “she should be in the palace” / tsukasa “no she needs to have tea parties with her friends; not starve her body for you” #some royal “many blinking emojis” #toya having like dark magic that he's never really learned about / awakened until his father puts so much stress on him #rui ( royal researcher ) helping him control it but also wield it ( for himself and toya ) #toya's dad upon finding out sending him into death; tsukasa helps with an absolute exile / run away type plot instead #tells saki to go with toya so he can keep her safe and out of the royal's minds #the king gets injured by frantic akito and mizuki thinking he's offed their best friends #king uses this opportunity to put out a public manhunt on his son since he wanted him dead anyways #tsukasa freaks and gives up his honor to chase after toyaruisaki

[newervegas]

KILIAN FITZGERALD — casual in the capital QZ before his disappearance | formal / workwear / “university” in the capital QZ a member of the governmental body | post disappearance, convinced single-handedly for fedra to abandon the denver QZ.

picrew

#oc: kilian fitzgerald #vrs: the last of us #t: picrew #leg.ocs #hehehe baby boy. <3 #yes i am happy you asked besties the scarf IS light blue for olga thx for asking hehe <3 #i am also saying he may be set up with minerva but im also not at all saying he could be available hehe #(im also thinking santo for minnie post p*erry and also saying she’s available too hehe) #HELLO HI so i had a wicked migraine the past two days and slept it off today and now i feel better ❤️‍🩹🥀🥹 #chronic illness my beloved and detested ✨😵‍💫😖 #so i bring to the beloveds he ! olga as far as she’s aware he’s deceased? #by the time she sees him again she’ll have been happily involved with dearie logan for a bit by then <3 #and he would have as well! in fact the point of his disappearance was so that she would find the happy ending she deserved 💞💞💫😌 !!!!!! #so i think as well that adrián gianna and alaias father will have stepped down from fedra AG as well though rn gia and alaia don’t know that #he grew jaded as kilian did and dipped hehe <3 good for them ! #i think also that gigi leaving him put A LOT into perspective? #i mean they were already going to divorce prior to the outbreak but nonetheless u know? i think he still loves her u know? inch resting ! #kilian would have been slated for politics and had been prepared from it from birth <3 #and he was the best friend of yori and his best man at his wedding to gianna just before the outbreak <3 #I NEED TO WORK ON OLGAS TIMELINE bc i have a bit of ideas of the timeline of their relationship? before the disappearance? #she was there in the capital before they left for seattle and she and him meet actually at yoris wedding to ondria maybe? #I APOLOGIZE IF THE TIMELINE HERE IS LIKE ???? im still working things out sozjxjhx but! dear boy! m’love! #he likely said he was the new AG and requested them to leave the qz as it was under his jurisdiction hehe …. swindle them bestie!

[silvcrpanthera]

sherrystirred: To the one and only who holds my heart. People used to see me through glasses of grandeur, someone unreachable and so awfully sordid at the same time, and perhaps, they were right to an extent and for the longest time I’d thought it was all I was and would ever be — until you came with a picture. I suppose the universe works in the strangest ways, don’t you think? Putting us together, the two people who have been judged by others because of our outer appearances, as if we were standing before a thin glass and we were left for them to either idealize or ridicule. And yet, we were put together, all of those things thrown aside and we bonded with our deepest viscerality — you are beautiful inside and outside, my darling, but when we spoke through that wall separating us, my thoughts were immediately enticed by yours. How you spoke of your ambition and dreams with so much fervor and encouraged me to do just the same. How you would always be so patient and thoughtful of my mind instead of my looks. I remember how easy it was to talk to you, like a human being, and the one falling in love at that. Although we might have encountered hassles later and unfortunate losses — I don’t think when it comes to us, there is not a single thing that I regret. I was the happiest when we wed for the first time, the saddest when we had to bury the innocent hands that sought for us, and now I am the most delighted to be able to twine my life completely with yours again.

I spent months, weeks, and seconds growing more and more eager for this day, and after we exchanged our vows it is easy to say that this occasion is even better than the first one. It has always been you whom I pictured standing on the other side of the altar. I know you at times find that hard to believe, but I had never once ever dared to glance at another when it came to love, despite my noxious way of coping, it was always you who I wanted to see again. You often tell me you don’t think you’re good enough, but Ducky, hun, you’re everything and more to me. Your laughter spreads joy to my soul, the one that I thought had passed alongside our son, your happiness and struggle coat my life like a blanket. I care not for how hard things could be, we have gone through all of those together, and with the abundance of love that I have for you — I will do it all over again without even a second thought. I will forsake all of those ridiculous desires in order to be with you, and you only. You are that special to me, and there is no other person that can in the slighest cause me to feel this yearning yet at the exact same time utterly safe.

Everything about this union was perfect. I had thought I would be so composed and yet there I was, an emotional mess over and over, though I suppose that is understandable after everything that we had to go through. I am happy. I can say that with the most sincerity now, outloud, and it would not have been possible if it were not for you. I was a wrecked pile of shit who had thought I’d never be able to get a second chance to be the person that I had been before the shit hit the fan and yet here we are. We have gone through the impossible both as an individual and as a pair, but know that all of this would not have been plausible without you and your encouragement. It was amazing to see everyone here, and I had to keep glancing at our newest baby, and I noticed how entranced he was by everything surrounding him. It felt like I was in cloud nine, and I know, wedding ceremony or not, I will be able to continue to feel that way from this point onward. The biggest storms could happen to us and I can say with the utmost confidence that none would change the joy that I feel when I’m around the two of you. I am looking forward to all of our days spent ahead together — to wake up to the sound of your tranquil breathing and call you my spouse, without an ounce of hesitation. To raise our child together again, and memorize the times that we had with the one that we lost together. We had been broken into pieces before, but we have, somehow, managed to bring them back together and I couldn’t have been happier.

I love you, deeply, and endlessly. My love spanned through an abundance of years, and has never once faltered. Here’s to our wedding, and to all of the magnificent days together, my lovely star-seeker. 

@drvgonbvnny​

#&& SOCIAL MEDIA #s: i’ve memorized every line on your fingertips so come and show me the universe beneath your hold ( dusty & sera. ) #and here u go another pair of lovebirds of ours getting married and i'm so!!! #very !!! happy for them!!! #i have been incredibly not well with my health lately hence me going on and off but i could not miss today as these babies are finally marri #married* again and i have been so enthused about it #sera may have been my newest muse but i enjoyed all of those times developing them and esp #these two together. i adore this ship just as much as the others and i am happy that #you're giving dusty another chance knowing how much he means to you; #he's such an incredibly well-written muse and i had fun making histories and bgs for them and i love love how they eventually ended up #writing with you has always been a blessing and it takes me to places that i'd never thought possible but in a very good way #i enjoy interacting and talking about them and i'm hoping with this there will be even more time to do so #<3333 #QUEUED. #I HOPE THIS COMES OUT