i think i understand it now. i musn't leave the water, but i musn't drown. there is a place for anything and everything. it all returns to null, only to blossom again into different shapes. that's okay. it's countless seasons, countless phases. it wanes and waxes, ebbs and flows. you'll never be able to control it, but that's okay. the random fluctuations of the universe's shape are what keep it in motion. it's the world breathing in and out. if i decay, my matter will grow again in never before seen shapes. it's an infinite journey. of course you can't see the destination—you likely never will, and that's okay.
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hey y’all i just woke up a few minutes ago and looked outside the window and saw the bright blue sky and the warm sunlight and realized that at, at the core of it, life is pretty damn beautiful and, despite all the chaotic times that comes with it, i’m so eternally grateful to experience this and will forever cherish it with all my heart
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“It was like waking up from a coma with amnesia – but instead of being reminded of a happy life, the feelings of loss and pain stared at him, mistakes haunting him. He would never knowingly hurt Cas. But he had. The evidence had come from himself. The least he could do was understand how. Why.”
– THE PULL OF US by @shelikestv
♡♡♡♡♡♡ Linds!!!! I can only imagine what kind of journey writing this fic must have been, because reading it was an absolutely fantastic experience.. Now I would like to kindly ask everyone to read this fic, because it's so poetically written! Wonderfully angsty, too, with a well-deserved happy ending. *chiefs kiss*
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Anytime I get a rush of energy to be productive and learn new things and clean my whole house and get my shit together, I know I’m heading into a manic episode.
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i'm having thoughts about writing out a fic where for one day freshman neil wakes up in the future and future neil wakes up as a freshman like imagine the full spectrum of emotion freshman neil would go through who lived at a time where he did not KNOW andrew was interested in him and he wakes up in a shared apartment with him like 😯😯😯😯 and future neil stuck with freshman andrew on meds like wow i forgot about that part
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Daff has a nightmare and immediately leaves their house, finds a random tree, and sleeps in it, send post
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The worst part about long breaks is that I become totally nocturnal :/
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I wanted to get at least one more over out before I have to go back to working!
the cover this time is actually their past lives of Keith and Eclipse!!!
no i will not stop abusing the CSP rose brush on these covers
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ive seen some wandering isles content across my dash that makes it seem like theres some romantic vibes between ari and tâm. is that something you're excited to keep exploring in game? also who plays ari?
aj @/dykeryofficial plays ari! also this question is very fun and funky because multiple people in game have tried to insight check with pretty much this exact question and what they get back is either “tbh these characters don’t know either” or just, like, ~vibes~. ari has rolled insight into themselves to figure out what’s going on
are the ~vibes~ something i’m excited to keep exploring in game? absolutely yes! aj and i have more of an idea than the PCs do (the bar is low tbh) and it’s fun to see their dynamic play out and also evolve!
but if you’re asking me whether said ~vibes~ are romantic (and also tâm’s feelings, or ari’s? those are separate questions)? well, you tell me, anon <3
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