#not tma

[eliias-bouchard]

there are like five rules to life and those rules are

1. eat 3 meals a day & keep a snack on u

2. always have a non alcoholic drink with you

3. never trust anything you think about your life after 8-9pm, if you’re getting close to your sleep time but not at it yet, or if you’ve been awake for a while

4. do a little something for urself every day

5. interact with a Beast at least once a day (human, feline, canine, lizard, bird, etc)

and the secret 6th rule:

6. if you can't do all of those rules, just do the ones you can

#not tma #house goals #idk this is kinda what i've been running on for the past couple months #it rlly works #absent hall of fame

[congregation-of-the-spiral]

thinking about writing a jmart fic inspired by my original story. would y'all read it or nah

#the storys about a woman who finds herself in this weird ass forest #where the longer youre there the more it strips you of your identity #until all that remains is your core motivation #your bare essentials #and it warps your body to better reflect that #like i have a character who was a huntsman who had to resort to cannibalism when he and his hunting buddy got trapped in the mountains #so now hes like this Grotesque Beast who hunts other people who wander into the forest #and i love him sm <3 #anyway #so the woman is trying to find her way back home to her wife before she becomes one of them #but no ones ever escaped before blah blah blah whatever #and im having a hard time actually writing it #since its something from scratch #like theres just A Lot #i have characters and the setting but im struggling to balance a plot b plot c plot etc #so i figure i might just rope my hyperfixation into it to let it Do Its Thing so i can actually have like #a first draft #at the very least #idk #would yall read that? #not tma #helix speaks #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jonmartin #jmart #get this to 10 notes and I'll do it #i don't need a lot of convincing #it's prolly gonna happen #soon as i figure out how i wanna rework characters and plot points

[agnes-come-back-challenge]

i dont think we talk enough about cecil's personal character arc

year 1 cecil is brainwashed. he fully supports the government, and i dont think he's even aware that he has a choice. except, he is aware that some people dont trust the government, and he hates them. think about steve carlsberg -- sure, cecil's dislike of him stemmed from a different reason, but it manifested as contempt that steve was going against what everyone was supposed to think. i love year 1 cecil, but if he was anywhere other than night vale he'd be incredibly conservative

but then Strex takes over, and his blind devotion to night vale's previous government forces him to learn how to question authority. once he gains that skill, it doesn't disappear, it just goes dormant. it comes back when he learns that the Dog Park is the entrance to the Desert Otherworld. iirc, he actively wants to break one of night vale's biggest laws; people are not allowed in the Dog Park.

By year 5ish, he's very unsure about how he feels about the government. He clearly disagrees with the decision to execute Hiram McDaniels, but when the Angels first start to petition for their existence he's against them. He's been told his whole life to think a certain way, and he's been re-educated when he thinks 'wrong', and so he's completely lost when it comes to thinking for himself. It isn't until Josie dies and reality begins to disintegrate that he fully breaks away.

Just. idk. Cecil was not always the resistant, free speech supporting person that he is now. he was very much a product of a deeply fucked up town, and the whole show has been about him becoming his own person

#i am thinking thoughts #i have so many #not tma #wtnv #welcome to night vale #cecil palmer #cecil gershwin palmer #snail does literary analysis

[thevoidcannotbefilled]

Hey, tma/gp fandom who also like dungeon meshi. Question.

Can Chilchuck be considered a twink?

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #chilchuk tims #not tma #ngl this question is here 90% to cause chaos

[iseeyoujon]

A reminder for everybody who forgets to take care of themselves: Go eat a decent meal and get some water if you haven't recently.

Anyway, guess who just started shaking and realized he'd had nothing but a few muffins and an energy drink today.

#it's 9:30 pm #you'd think i would've felt hungry or thirsty before this but you would be wrong #my shaking hands messing up my rotation in a game clued me in to my mistakes #i'm a mess #jay nonsense #not tma

[eatingrosescollab]

Some of y’all have never gotten too high. It can make you sick lol. It’s not sexy when you throw up 😂

“What if they make me smoke until I can’t move and then we have sex 😍😍” ummmmmm idk about that buddy.

(There is a space between “fully functional” and “sickly high” where you’re a little loopy and giggly and sex feels amazing which may be more what you’re looking for. But being basically catatonic feels super gross. Please take care of yourselves!!!!)

#take it from a stoner #not tma #intox kink #intox cnc #weed intox #forced intox #intoxication kink #intox play #intox fantasy #intox k1nk #intoxication play

[aaahhhhh-a-docuseries]

Call me Medusa the way my head makes them hard as stone

#not tma #shitpost

[theskywaslookingback]

#personal #polls #not tma #anatomy

[nyxofthelonely]

Cats are home cryptids - @iamnotoriginalphil

#best friends #not tma #irl life shit

[thegaynessarchives]

Made a shitty stellar firma ytp what am I doing with my life pls appreciate it this took forever

#not tma #stellar firma #stellar firma rusty quill #stellar firma podcast #ytp #Youtube

[gengar-neutral]

For the next 9 weeks, I will not be shutting up about the last of us tv show. This fucker about to be my entire personality.

#last of us #last of us tv show #personal #not anime #not tma #pedro pascal #hbo last of us #hbo tlou #tlou

[eliias-bouchard]

sign that reads "good times with scar"

sign slightly below it that reads "sniper enforced"

#is this anything #gtws #gtwscar #good times with scar #goodtimeswithscar #hermitcraft scar #hc scar #scar hc #scar hermitcraft #hc gtws #gtws hc #hermitcraft gtws #gtws hermitcraft #not tma #hermit men

[confoundedpangolin]

hate limb static. feels like there should be a million tiny flies buzzing around and flapping their wings against the inside of my skin but no. it's still. the cognitive dissonance of feeling like a sack of flittering sand and then my skin is just. not moving. what in the fuck

#pangy post #not tma #but tma to me #this was made to be a flesh post okay #let me feel the horrors in my body #not like that #you know #i love anatomy like gay sex #tma #the flesh tma #tma the flesh #the magnus archives

[agnes-come-back-challenge]

being post op but not allowed to take my bandages off is so surreal. My chest is flat? yes. But it's also a secret. Hope he's doing ok in there 🙏 😔 👍 godbless

#not tma #not wtnv #personal #ok to reblog #top surgery #trans #transgender #transmasc #ftn #genderqueer

[wildgeese98]

You know what would be really funny? If a bunch of influencers suddenly got really into beanie babies. They'd start doing videos searching for ones they want, buying up rare ones. This would then inspire a good chunk of their audiences to get into beanie babies too and starting buying them up. The rise in demand especially among people with a lot of disposable income would then drive up the price. Then suddenly people who hoarded beanie babies in the 90s thinking they'd someday be worth a lot would finally be proven right. YouTube channels dedicated to finding rare and special edition beanies would start popping up. Prices skyrocket. Nana's plan to retire on the money from selling her princess Diana commemorative beanie baby acctually works out.

#no joke i feel like this could actually happen #it happened with Pokemon cards and furbies to a lesser extent #beanie babies #not tma

[eatingrosescollab]

bro lately I keep thinking about how it feels like something inside me is incredibly close to snapping, and when it does I’ll end up on a psychiatric hold somewhere, and I can’t afford that, so then I feel even closer to snapping, and when I do I’ll end up on a….

I cannot be autistic and work in my job. They’re forcing us onto the phones and the moment they do I’m going to have a breakdown, I feel it. It terrifies me. But I don’t have another job and the job market is hell and I can’t afford to be unemployed—

And if I quit I can’t file for unemployment and I can’t afford to be unemployed—

And I’ll lose my insurance, so I’ll lose my access to meds, so whatever snaps will also fucking explode.

And stress -> more seizures -> exhaustion -> no energy to apply to jobs -> more stress -> more seizures…

I can’t fucking do this anymore and I have no choice but to do it.

#not tma #personal #rant post #cw mental health #cw mental illness #cw mental hospital #actually autistic #actually epileptic