#please I want him so bad😭😭

[xulips]

new experiences with you

#TOYA4..SAVE ME TOYA4.... #please i miss him so badly where is he.. #i wanted to draw sdsc to show how much i miss him #oh but this is also kind of a #scrap #so i'm not finishing it sorry😭 #project sekai #prsk #vivid bad squad #toya aoyagi #aoyagi toya #akito shinonome #shinonome akito #an shiraishi #shiraishi an #kohane azusawa #azusawa kohane

[cupiidzbow]

For your s/i monkey trouble, you could make a silly AU where your s/i it's the monkey and k0ng and thw others are humans! Idk sounds cool :]!! Maybes

FUNNILY ENOUGH the original reason I made a monkeysona was to do a swap AU! 😭😭 i don’t think i was super comfortable with my art style yet when i thought abt it originally but after u sent this ask my mind was racing with thoughts of it so I couldn’t help but to doodle a couple of things 😭😭

#LIKE THIS IS EXTREMELY CURSED but doodling their human designs was so fun I’ll admit 😭 #i wanted to be a brown capuchin monkey but I realized they’re really small #so can you please suspend ur disbelief when u see me be a rlly big brown capuchin monkey 🫶🏽 #LIKE I WANTED THE TAIL SO BAD. idk i like my Design i though it was cute 🥹🥹 #wanted to have a lil snaggletooth <3 #ALSO i had no clue what to do for dks outfit why are you wearing a torn muscle shirt and a tie I hate him so much #( said with love) #self ship #self ship art #doodles #🦍🏄‍♂️🌊 #🦍🛢️🍌 #swap au! #draws! ✏️

[tomurakii]

My last post about bloodweave was pretty negative (though necessarily so imo) so I wanted to talk about the little things about the bloodweave dynamic that I DO like and want to see more of in fic (under the cut).

- the orb means Astarion can't start their relationship transactionally. Gale can't give Astarion blood, and also can't have sex with him (and presumably would refuse casual sex anyway). How would the relationship develop without Astarion being able to rely on the give-and-take, forced instead to just trust Gale will watch his back? Astarion isn't a plans guy, I imagine having to come up with something on the spot (considering none of the other companions are reeaaaally an option either) would lead to a lot more emotional vulnerability as he tries to take a route he has much less experience with. Not to mention that the flirty and standoffish front isn't exactly going to endear him to Gale, who approves of the capable, loyal, and righteous. How long can Astarion pretend to be invested in Gale's wellbeing before it becomes true?

- they both have bad ascension endings, but different natural outcomes. Gale is considered the more morally upstanding one, but in their solo states (without the player's influence) Gale will go through with ascension and Astarion won't. Would they goad each other on? Gale disapproves of Astarion's ascension, using arguments that could apply to himself about the personal sacrifice and loss of the soul. Would Astarion flip them around, become defensive? Their dynamic could mean the power hungry character ending up discouraging the pursuit of godhood, or the two of them hurtling over the edge together. Or, maybe, Astarion encouraging Gale to ascend and having to trust him to return.

- they're the party members with the most life experience, and they're also both pretty well-educated (even if Astarion's law qualifications may well have expired by the events of the game). He spent his time under Cazador sewing (like Gale in his Baldur's Gate epilogue) and learning languages (of which Gale knows four). They have enduring common interests beyond their circumstances. Gale can help Astarion rediscover the latent nerd potential he lost when he died, and lord knows he would love to pick his brain for a first hand account of the mid-to-late 12th century.

- Astarion recently regained hope for his future when the tadpole freed him, Gale recently lost all of it. While act 1 is a continuous series of positive discoveries for Astarion (tadpole frees him from cazador -> ceremorphosis is held off by the dream visitor -> tadpole can be controlled), Gale's life gets worse with time as his treatment stops working. It's a dynamic that could give Gale hope, force Astarion to practise empathy, or put them completely at odds.

- Astarion's all-encompassing desire to reclaim his life could be inspiring to Gale. Moreover, I imagine seeing just how passive Gale is about his death would infuriate him. To have so little regard for his real, mortal, free life? It's a great source of angst, and also a great starting point for Gale to start wanting to live again. Because after learning about Astarion's past he would agree, he'd recognise how much value a mortal life was supposed to have. He'd think himself ungrateful or impolite for entertaining the idea of throwing it away when Astarion would give anything to have what he had. This would lead to guilt, and potentially self-loathing, unless someone was there to help pick up the pieces.

- If Astarion meets Oblodra before Gale's act 2 romance scene, (or for a fanfic plot, just before Gale is confident enough to confess) they most likely won't have sex until the graveyard scene in late act 3 (or the post-ascension equivalent). It means that rather than the fuckfest we so often see from bloodweave fics, the relationship is almost entirely a slow-burning, emotionally intimate affair. I'd really love to see that play out, the progression from semi-horny yearning on both parts as the orb keeps them apart, to two love confessions that are followed by the both of them experiencing non-sexual intimacy for the first time in years. I doubt Mystra was one to hug her chosen, after all, or hold their hands.

I just love a bg3 ship that forces the characters to take different actions than they do in canon. It makes me feel like I'm developing a broader understanding of the characters, you know?

#perhaps I will write a bw fic. since from the tags of my other post it seems like a lot of people want less-explicit work of them #and i (as the number 1 gale understander /s) have a dif perspective than a lot of bw writers (largely astarion stans) #im workin on a gale/illithid tav postgame whump based on one of my other posts first tho. which could be a chara study for him #and the nature of (this version of) bw is that it puts astarion out of his comfort zone more than gale. so id want to have a good handle on #gale so that the bw fic can focus on the astarion character study rather than me finding both characters kinda finicky #hmm. hmm #but regardless PLEASE PLEASE everyone is welcome to write fic based on/incorporating these and tag me I wanna see em so bad😭😭 #bg3 #bloodweave #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate #astarion x gale #baldurs gate 3

[clover-46]

the writers on here making the miguel fics need to remember his fangs inject paralytic venom hes not a real vampire it was just a joke in the movie 😭

oh but i still want him to bite me don’t get me wrong idgaf if they have venom 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

#the copious amounts of smut i’ve seen with this man and the fangs is crazy #y’all need to tone it DOWN wheres the fluff omg?? #there’s like so many smut x reader fics clogging the miguel o’hara tag and people can express their creative liberties or whatever but it’s #getting CRAZY #like why is almost nobody talking about his character and writing an analysis on him #AND WHY ARE SO MANY FICS WRITING HIM TO BE SOME FERAL AND MEAN BEAST #firstly it’s feels racist to write a brown latino man that way. #second it feels fetishiz-y with how people only sexualize the fuck outta him and talk about nothing else when it comes to him #to add onto that people are drawing him with a MUZZLE on #at first all this didn’t really register in my head as bad but after seeing so much i see it 😭 #also some spanish speakers have said people are using incorrect spanish when writing dialogue for him and thats kinda funny #don’t use google translate please 💀 #miguel o’ hara #spiderman 2099 #across the spiderverse #i also saw someone say miguel would not be a good partner or something and i just know you didn’t pay attention #and i wont go into why because its spoilers but we have seen him be soft and happy with someone he cares about it’s just trauma that has #made him mean and depressed #he was obviously projecting onto miles in the movie when he acted like that let’s be fr #why am i writing a novel down here idk i just wanted to talk about it a little #i love the smut (trust me) but pleaaseee don’t start being fetishize-y

[skitskatdacat63]

I would commit murder to see the interview these pictures are from

#im feeling very monza 2011 today i guess!!! #nah but seriously PLEASE I WANT TO WATCH THIS SO BAD #I NEED CONTEXT FOR THEIR INCREDIBLY AWKWARD HUG #let me describe these photos for you bcs they are all just peak vettonso: #the first one where theyre smiling and looking at each other 🥰🥰🥰 #and the second where theyre both smiling at the interviewer(?) #third and fourth i describe as: twink about to pounce #like seriously seb what is he talking about that is making you look at him like you want to eat him #fifth is sending me like ITS SO AWKWARD AND I LOVE IT #just my fav thing about 2010s vettonso where seb is so excitable and touchy and etc #and nando is like: i dont want to be here rn get him off me DJKFLGL #stop it Fernando. i know you want to. #and then last one idk i really like it. you guys know how i feel abour chairs. #i guess to me theres something about how differently they're sitting #like seb is more open and relaxed and Fernando is a lot more curled up and small #ANYWAYS WHERE IS THE VIDEO OF THIS 😭😭😭😭 I NEED IT #this actually adds to my bafflement abt their dynamic at this gp #bcs this is how the race wknd starts off and isnt it truly wonderful? that fernando then says 3 days later: fuck u my boy #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #2011 italian gp #we do a little bit of f1

[isaidonyourknees]

I’m probably VERY delusional

But

What if it’s tech…

#from the back it sort of looks like him #I’m just delusional #I want him to be alive so badly 😭 #the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch season 3 trailer #star wars #please let tech be alive. please let tech be alive. please let tech be alive. please let tech be alive. #tech #tbb tech

[gunsatthaphan]

🫠🫠🫠.

#only friends #only friends series #firstkhao #forcebook #neomark #lookjun bhasidi #gmmtv #PLEASE TELL ME YO’S BAR IS NOT CALLED YOLO #hdjdhdjdh #I’m screaming #they all mean so much to me #you don’t understand #😭😩😩 #also with every picture I see of San I feel so bad for him #he just seems like a poor innocent boy who loves music and wants to be Ray’s boyfie #and instead he gets dragged into the ray-mew-top-boston clusterfuck from hell lmao #it’s okay my sweet boy 🥺 #you’ll find love I promise #I hope #lmao

[geo-bby]

How we feeling Beatles people?

#tbh I’m anxious #biopic #like… not to sound like a beatles fan (stfu that’s exactly what i’m going for) but there’s just so much nuance to the four of them that you #like. REALLY need to know the beatles in order to do this right #i’d hate for them to be sugarcoated for the purpose of making their story more inspiring or positive or whatever #like no give me the drama! let the normies know about ringo’s raging alcoholism and all the pettiness from all four members after the split #and please for the love of GOD don’t lean into the whole ‘quiet beatle’ thing for george. with peace and love that man didn’t shut the fuck #up sometimes #we love him for it!! #the casting also worries me…. manifesting that whoever’s in charge of all that understands the ethereal beauty of the beatles in the 60s #also please please please don’t let them be a bunch of sexist dick heads about yoko. no she did not break up the beatles 🙄🙄 #but for all my worryong i’m equally excited i think. because if they do these right they have the potential to be really cool : #i’m only so anxious because i want this to be good so bad 😭 #the beatles #thoughts

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Vincent Price - The Web

#vincent price #the web #film noir #1940s #hes so cute #bicon #so tall so broad so bisexual #fuckkk #hes so sexy #the way he looks at him... #i want him so bad 😭😭😭😭 #who gave him the right #whooooo? #oh hes beautiful #i wanna sip #just a crumb #please #vinny p #horror #old horror movies #vintage #movie #actor #handsome #gif #gifs made by me #gif set

[mo-ok]

🎉 Toku x Birthdays 🎉

Day 4 - Chinese Zodiac

🐂 Ox ~ Kuro Kishi Hyuuga 🐂

#tokubds #gingaman #super sentai #hyuuga #OK LOOK. THIS IS THE BEST COINCIDENCE TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME LMAO. #not only am i an ox - i am a fire ox #and wouldnt you believe it my boy my precious precious boy Hyuuga just so happens to be a fire powered cow fella sooooooooooo #i couldnt not make this about hyuuga #it was written in the stars #every time i think about hyuuga (often) my ability to not be annoying is TESTED #he's my favouritest guy ever and i have a great deal of thoughts about him #he makes me want to smash glass and then calmly clean it up #he's such a SOFT character and it makes all the bullshit he goes through hurt SO BAD and i 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #please watch gingaman #its very good #and it has hyuuga in it #also his gokaiger episode is very good. a real nasty punch straight to the guts #like #do you think it hurt? having bullblack's powers taken from him? did it feel like he'd died all over again? IS GOTAURUS OK ABOUT IT??!?!???? #idk go away dont look at me #me in the middle of the night: do you think Gotaurus missed Bullblack or do you think he saw enough of him in hyuuga that it wasnt so bad #my wife: 🫥🫥🫥

[wakanai]

i want fyodor to live so bad..

#reminder that fyodor quoted what Jesus said on his death at the cross #“Eli Eli Lama Sabachthani” (my God my God why have you forsaken me?) #so what if fyodor resurrects/comes back to life after 3 days? is this foreshadowing? #please i want him to live so bad :( we barely even got to know his character. he was just “smart guy who's on par w dazai” #like we dont even know his ability or his depth or anything #like i just want to see him be fleshed out more as a character ok? #😭 #bsd #bsd fyodor

[artheresy]

HSR LEAKS

IM GOING TO LOSE MY MIND IF THIS IS TRUE (though it could very well be wrong or mistaken as it is super SUPER early)

WYM UBATCHA WYM HUAIYAN??? WYM HUAIYAN WYM HUAIYAN HAS A GRANDDAUGHTER AWWHH 🥺🥺!!

Okay, this still seems to be incredibly early but I am gonna cry myself to sleep if this is true, HUAIYAAAANNN If we get to see him in 2024 I will ascend, I was thinking I’d have to wait like two years or smth for him but if we get to see him, I will LITERALLY leave my body

And I’m still not over grandpapa Huaiyan 😭❤️❤️ God I am so not prepared if this ends up being true

If it’s not true, no harm no foul I was originally expecting him not to show up for a while I can handle the wait, but if it is true? I will be found dead somewhere from the impact of witnessing him

Very curious how he’s going to end up in comparison to how he is described in the certain readables he’s featured in so far bc it’s not a lot of characterization but it always portrayed a certain image in my head

#RAAAAHHH #where are my huaiyan lovers #my huaiyan waiters #we must all grab hands and hope #i am dying #PLEASE LET HUAIYAN BRING ZHUMING LORE DROPS WITH HIM IF HE REALLY DOES SHOW UP #PLSSS #i need zhuming lore drops so bad #(would love a singular yingxing mention from him too but i understand if they dont end up doing it) #just give me zhuming lore at the very least 😭 #AND IM NOT OVER STILL THE #GRNDBABYYY #Ugh i dont know how to process all this #as much as i want it to be true im prepping myself for disappointment in case it isnt true #huaiyan #hsr leaks #honkai star rail leaks

[whenthegoldrays]

💡

#do y’all remember Nice Smile Guy???? #I wanna set him up with my friend so bad #but I told my parents and my mom was like “plEAse that guy doesn’t want to get married” which like. how do you know that mom #did he tell you?? no you just assume that #and I’m not kidding they’re like perfect for each other #and I already asked her if she minds a younger guy and she said she doesn’t so #I just need to get them at a dinner party together #but aaaaagh #what if he really doesn’t want to get married #though I cannot lie I feel like even if he doesn’t he’d change his mind if he met her!! #she’s so pretty and funny and kind #and she loves to travel and so does he!!! #and I think they’re very similar in their goals and ideals #and he’s handsome and hardworking and has this very specific special gentleness about him #it would WORK I’m tELLing you #(and it’s not even a big age difference it’s like 3 to 6 years) #(I’m not sure about his exact age but he can’t be that much younger than her) #SO YEAG #not me shipping real people 😭 #elly's posts

[frecklystars]

I’m so sad I won’t be able to watch the Oscars until I’m home from my trip in the third week of March ☠️ the whole world would have seen I’m Just Ken by then and I’ll be left behind 😭😭

And it’s not just “wah im gonna miss a show” bc I don’t rly care about the show itself necessarily. This is my main F/O and I won’t be able to see him but other ppl will. I have felt so disconnected from Ken. I’ve gotten a handful of inbox messages where ppl say “oh i have him call ME his sweet girl now because of your comic” or ppl will tag my ship art with Ken as “oh that’s ME and Ken” and it hurts. I’ve said multiple times I’m not comfortable sharing F/Os but ppl just? Don’t care?? My self insert isn’t somebody for you to project onto, holy shit why is that so hard for some ppl to comprehend

Now when he calls me sweet girl in my fics/drawings I don’t feel anything anymore, I’ve tried making comics and I feel absolutely nothing from him, it doesn’t feel special anymore bc so many people keep self projecting onto my self insert as if she were an “x reader” experience. I’ve felt disconnected from Ken for a couple of weeks now and I’ve been trying so hard to feel good with him again but I can’t. I’m so numb. I don’t want to lose him and the fact that the self shippers who openly project onto my stuff will see him singing live, but I won’t, feels like another major step backwards away from him, if that makes sense. My ship with him doesn’t feel special anymore. I need these characters so badly, I don’t have anybody else if I don’t have my Ryan F/Os and I don’t want to go back to months ago when I had absolutely nothing to hold onto and I was fighting every day just to stay alive. I’ve had special interests completely ripped from me due to abuse and I can’t go back to feeling as bad as I did last year, I had never felt worse and I’m so scared of feeling that way again. I need my F/Os I need Ken and I’m so far away from him now I don’t feel his love for me anymore and it’s terrifying bc last year was the worst year of my entire life and I don’t want to go through my flashbacks and nightmares all by myself, I don’t want to go back to constantly planning my own demise when my trauma was so fresh and I had nothing to comfort me. I jolted awake from more ptsd nightmares today, which has been nearly an everyday ordeal for a year, and I wanted to think of Ken comforting me like I usually do but I didn’t have the heart to do so. I feel so unloved and replaceable the way ppl easily replace my S/I in all of my posts, I don’t believe he’d care for me anymore.

I keep having meltdowns bc the thought of losing F/Os all over again during a time when I’m STILL in such an unsafe situation shakes me up so bad and I don’t know how to solve this problem. I need him with me I need comfort from these characters but I don’t feel connected with them anymore bc I’ve associated them with a dozen other people. At this point I’m not really upset about missing Im Just Ken, im upset about the fact i just feel nothing whatsoever and watching that live could have helped a little but I won’t be able to access it until other people have already seen it, and it won’t feel special anymore. And my ship with him just in general doesn’t feel special anymore, none of them do, and I’m scared and devastated and I don’t know how to fix it

#vent #whatever I’ll just cry about it and delete this later #I don’t want to fucking hard block every self shipper who dumps their tags onto my posts but god. you just don’t do that!!! #it’s common courtesy!!! i can’t share f/os I’m fucking sorry I can’t bc then I’m gonna lose them!!!! and I lost *everything* last year #I can’t lose Ken too but I’m scared I already did #and I want to go offline but I can’t I have to do commissions 😭 because I’m broke asf I can’t afford groceries #I wanna rip my hair out #ppl who didnt follow me last year + didn’t see how bad I was doing May-July have no idea #‘I wanted to die I felt so bad I was unsafe and stalked’ is a fucking understatement and I lost F/Os who were so important to me #and the idea of losing Barbie/Ken scares me to death #I don’t want to go back to feeling as horrible as I was 7 months ago I can’t do it. i can’t do it but I feel him slipping from me #and I wouldn’t if ppl just!!! would stop!!!! tagging my OWN ART as their self ship!!! tagging my stuff as theirs!!! #putting ship tags all over my own posts that are personal to me my god please I’m so tired

[skitskatdacat63]

Fernando S1E2 - "Lost For Words"

#this episode was sad even if i knew the results(2019 indy500) #but i feel a little bad bcs i was constantly like 'if sad why so pretty?' #but like imagine setting up this shot 😭😭 #like 'okay okay ik youre sad abt not qualifying for the race BUT can you please stand in this exact spot so youre beautifully sun-drenched? #and i felt really sad at the end of the ep but on the other hand im just staring at the screen like #'....wow his eyes are like honey in the sunlight' SHDJKFKFKGLG #but man him still getting screwed by mclaren even after leaving f1 McHonda #after watching this i really desperately want him to get the triple crown so badly #like begging on my knees and saying please please please over again I REALLY WANT HIM TO SO BADLY #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #fa14 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #fernando(show) #Fernando s1e2

[coffie-bun]

You and I. Dancing in the moonlight. Kiss you when the mood's right👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

#i am not over this card #HES JUST PERFECT PLEASE I WANT HIM SO BAD😭😭😭