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aleksa-sims · 3 months

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Simself Story

I went to the young woman behind the counter to ask her for help, bcs I got lost and needed a phone to call N. As I mentioned in the last part, it turned out, the young saleswoman was Damien’s twin sister, Diana. I met her already 2 years ago at a Christmas party. She was there with her brother & I accompanied N. at the time. That party was organized by their coach.

Anyway, Damien’s twinsister and some other girls, who were also there at this party with their boyfriends, were pretty mean to me. She called me fat & ugly or something. I just couldn’t handle things like that. I was/am very introverted and lacked self-confidence. Especially then, I struggled a lot with that! However N. got really pissed, so we went home. And well! Now....she didn’t remember me, which honestly wasn’t a surprise to me. I’m like a ghost to most people.

Diana: That's odd. I have no idea who you are?... Anyway, Twinnie’s friends, are my friends too. But apart from that, I'm glad to help.

Me: Twinnie? Are you really calling your brother Twinnie?

Diana: Don’t you know the Twinnnie ice cream? Green & orange? Damien and I were addicted to it as kids. He always got green, Kiwi, I got orange. We loved that ice-cream. Perfect for us Twins.

Me: Yeess, Twinnie-Ice cream! My sister and I also enjoyed sharing the Twinnie Ice-cream.

Diana: Cool! What's your name? But...is there something going on with you two?😏... And when & where did we meet?

Me: Christmas 2 years ago. I was Nico's gf. I met you and Damien there at their coach's christmas party. I'm Aleksandra. And I'm with N. here, not with your brother!

Diana: Really? You & N., huh?... I've heard of you, I think?... Anyway, gald to meet you Aleks. I remember being... trashed back then. I was........ difficult at the time. So yes, there’s a lot I don’t remember clearly.

Me: Hm, same!🫤 I mean, I don’t drink. I did.... something..... else. However, I understand all too well what you mean. Still, you were pretty mean to me that night. You were mocking me. You called me ugly & fat! 😒

Diana: What? Oh nooo! I'm so sorry, Aleks. Ugh, I was such a bitch, damn it! 🤦‍♀️ ... Those.... rich girls, you know? I wanted to fit in. I did and acted as they did, to make them like me. But they were all so fake. I-.... I didn't like myself anymore. That's why I-... anyway. I'm so sorry. You're not ugly. You're actually really pretty.

Me: I... didn’t expect, that! And I thought those girls would follow you and do what you say?.... Agh, who cares. I don't give a shit about them. But thank you for your nice apology. I'm glad you're not really a mean girl. Is that why you dated David, that loser?

Diana: Pls don’t mention David. My brother's gonna kill me....David broke his wrist and Nico’s nose. 😄

Me: WTF?... He broke N.'s nose?🤨

Diana: Yes! I was there. I saw it! Nico’s nose’s been a bit crooked, since that fight between him & David. Didn’t you notice that?... But well, Nico got what he deserved. He also hurt David pretty badly.

Me: But Nico’s nose looks as usual... Agh, let's not talk about the past.

Diana: Okay!... I'm gonna call Damien to tell him you're here.

Me: Thanks. 🙁

Diana: They’ll be there in 2 minutes! They’ve already been looking for you.

Me: That means, N. trusts me.🙂 He didn’t think I left without him.

Diana: Huh?... What happened to Stephanie? Since when did you and N. get back together? OH, shit! 🤦‍♀️Sorry! Do you even know Steph, that weirdo? 😬 👉👈

Me: Yea, she's truly a weirdo. 😜 Our whole.... lovestory, Nico and I, is... a bit tricky. I’m pregnant! It’s Nico’s Baby. And I love him sm. I really do! I always did and I think he feels the same, but Stephanie.... agh, I hope Stephanie finally leaves Nico and me alone, FOREVER! Her brother married Melanie. Nico's sister. So Stephanie will always be....... there somehow.

Diana: Holly shit, you're pregnant? I can’t imagine Nico with a Baby! He’s just like Damien. They.... only have their damn soccer in mind. Their lives are all about this one thing, they don’t care about anything else.

Me: Um.... I know, but N. doesn’t want his life to be....just about soccer. He never wanted that! He always tried to find a balance. And he never really talks to me about soccer. He doesn't want to. And ngl, I'm glad about that.

Diana: Maybe that’s why he likes you so much? You are his balance. But still, N. & a Baby??? Damn, I hope this works for you two.

Me: Yea, I'll.... do my best. 🤷‍♀️(😞)

Then suddenly Damien’s and Diana’s dog (Tinka) came running towards me. Their dog was so happy to see me. She got really excited. But why, I asked Diana? She was sure, Damien told her to look for me. So cute their dog. Her name's Tinka. 🤭 Who would name a dog that?... Diana used to be a Tinkabell fan. 🤣🤭

Just after Tinka, Damien & Nico also arrived. They both looked at me... sadly? They seemed so worried. I was kind of ashamed. 😞

Nico: You ok?

Me: Now, yes.... I'm so sorry. That was really stupid of me. I had no reception near Damien's house. I called Ana. A FaceTime Call. That’s why my battery went down so fast. My phone died. I even left my umbrella somewhere. I was totally confused. I was afraid you thought I went home without you.🙁

Nico: I was rather worried you might get a panic attack and be alone somewhere. I guessed you got lost. Everything looks the same here. Those small pathways, the houses....

Me: I just shouldn’t have moved from the main road leading to Damien’s house, then I would definitely have found back.

Nico: I'm glad you're ok. I’ve really imagined the worst scenarios. Looking for you, Damien & I saw 2 overtrunded trees near his house. You’ll see when we go back. We really thought something might have happened to you.

Me: Ugh, shit. I'm so sorry.... But... are we ok now?

Nico: Um.... let's go home. Now it's all fine.

He hugged me and we went back to the house. Nico seemed depressed. Something was not okay. I felt so bad about him. So I told him, I didn’t want to go home. I wanted to stay with him. But he just said I should rest a bit. I was so broken from last night. We slept some hours in Damien's bedroom. We were really just sleeping. Nothing happened between N & me. He was distant, he didn’t even kiss me or anything. Which is totally unusual and strange for him or us. Tbh... it worried me. I was insecure. That’s not how we both imagined our date.

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iwannabangchan · 2 years

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Hi! I just saw your requests is open, yay!!

Can I please request that the reader experiences their 'first time' with either hyunjin or lee know? (You can pick).

Pls make it fluffy, smutty & filled with love.

Thank you xx

Sweet

Pairing: Hyunjin x virgin!Fem reader

Word count: 1.8 k

Content Warnings: Smut (minors dni); Unprotected sex; Kissing; Dry humping; First time; Mutual masturbation; Fingering; Oral (F); Tears; Swearing; Creampie; Fluff (I tried lol)

A/N: Heyy friend! Thank you for requesting ^-^ Sorry for the wait, Everyone (my laptop broke ._.) but while I was on hiatus I thought of a new concept that I would like to try. You guys may or may not like it, but I'd love to see what you think so stay tuned for that! Requests are still open, as always. Lots of love,

~ ♥ Li ♥

//2:49//

Hanging his house keys on the wall, Hyunjin slung his duffle bag across his body. ‘Tired’ wasn't even the word to describe how he felt as he walked through the door. And with dance practice, studio recordings, and hours of endless meetings being a part of his daily schedule, working and living in the same city didn't change the fact that you would often spend days without seeing each other; almost like being in a long-distance relationship-without the distance. He usually spent nights in the dorm, but not tonight. Tonight he wants to be with you.

You were tucked under the covers, sleeping soundly when Hyunjin entered the door to your bedroom. Keeping his clanking and unzipping to a minimum, he undressed himself and wrapped an white towel around his lower body. He unclipped his wrist watch, silenced his phone, and placed them gently on the dressing table. Completely exhausted, his only desire was to slip into bed, next to you. He had been thinking about you all day, yet he couldn't send a text to check up on you. Guilty.

He groaned as he turned to the ensuite, sighing as he smeared some toothpaste on his brush. Passing by his reflection on the way, he pulled the handle of the glass shower door, stepped in, and washed the day away. Feeling the hot water against his body instantly relaxed him. He'll make it up to you, somehow.

Hyunjin lifted the covers and climbed in, snaking his arm around your waist and shifting even closer to you.

“Jinnie?”, you called, your voice slightly husky.

“Oh, sorry babe. Did I wake you?”

“Mmh, it's okay,” you caressed his hair as you turned to face him, “you didn't tell me you were coming”

“I thought I'd surprise you”, he whispered, leaning up to peck the corner of your lips. His lips were so soft and...minty? You returned his kiss, pulling him in by his neck to meet you halfway.

Lips still connected, Hyunjin laid back as you pushed off the bed to straddle him. Your kisses became breathier as you found yourself grinding your core onto him. Hyunjin kept his firm hands on your waist, subtly guiding the motions of your hips and making a mess in your underwear.

Every passing second became increasingly difficult to ignore himself growing harder under your touch. However, Hyunjin never took it further than kissing and dry humping because that's what you were comfortable with; but at that moment, you wished he could read your mind- to know how you were desperately longing for his touch and his body. But of course, he wasn't telepathic.

You broke off the kiss to sit up, unable to look him in the eyes.

“Why, is something wrong?”, he asked, sensing your uneasy demeanor.

"Actually, um. You know I love you, right?”

“...Yes. Baby, why am I getting the feeling you're gonna tell me something bad?” He smiled weakly, although you were starting to worry him.

“No, it's just- I've been thinking and…”, your voice trailed off.

“And…?”, he echoed, sitting up as you were.

“Jinnie, I-I think I'm ready,” you said, swallowing a lump in your throat.

“For sex?”

You nodded. He slid his arm around your waist to pull you in closer, “Are you sure?”

You nodded again, finally mustering the courage to maintain eye contact. You tried to appear calm, but on the inside, your stomach was churning. Why you felt nervous, you weren't too sure. Yes, this was your first time, but this was Hyunjin. Your Jinnie. The guy that made you feel safe and protected when you were together.

“No, I need to hear you say it. Do you trust me?”

“Of course, I trust you, Jinnie. I do.”

He flipped you back onto your pillow and crawled on top of you, spreading your legs open before laying in-between them. He leaned in to plant kisses on your jaw, trailing down your neck and causing you to jerk your head away, snickering.

Hyunjin lifted his head to look at you in confusion, “What?”, he chuckled lowly.

“It tickles”

“You're so cute,” he parted your lips with his, slipping his tongue into your mouth. You took your hand to palm his neglected boner that you could feel pressing onto you. “No, no, no,” he stopped your hand, kissing you on the cheek, “Tonight is about you, my love.”

Hyunjin stood up and pulled his shirt over his head to reveal his tanned, toned physique. He gently tugged your shirt, (which was really his), hinting that he wanted it gone. You lifted your head, taking it off completely to expose your bare chest to him. He traced a line of kisses from your stomach to the crevice of your breasts where he could feel your heart beating fast.

He started taking off your pajama shorts along with your panties, sliding them past your thighs, down to your ankles, and tossed them on the floor. He teased you with his warm breath as his face was only inches away from your core. “Fuck, Baby”, he groaned as he dipped his head in-between your legs leaving wet kisses along your inner thighs as he got lower and lower with each peck. “...you look beautiful under me”.

“You ever play with your pussy while I'm gone?” Too shy to reply, you nodded in response. “Yeah? Show me.” Slowly, you lifted your hands to your mouth to gather saliva onto two digits, although you were already wet enough. You shivered in pleasure as you pushed your fingers as far in as you could. “I need you to stretch yourself so it won't hurt as much, okay?”

“Okay.” Stretch myself? How painful is it gonna be? Ultimately, your concerns quickly subsided when you saw him get up from the bed.

He slipped down his sweatpants to reveal his erect length; never lifting his gaze on you while you fingered your tight hole, squelching sounds now filling the room. Hyunjin spat on his hand and stroked his thick girth with his moist palm. You arched your back and bit your lip at the sight of him teasing his thick length, precum shining on his tip.

He pushed your hands aside and wasted no time in diving his tongue onto your clit, licking the bud back and forth before taking your whole cunt into his mouth.

You gripped onto his hair for dear life as he slurped your essence with his lips: a euphoric sensation you had never experienced before. His big hands clutched onto the sides of your trembling legs to keep you from trapping him in. You moaned out loud as you pushed your hips to grind against his tongue. Your legs continued to twitch as he stroked his slick tongue between your folds. "I cant-uh! I can hold it any longer!" you panted, throwing your head back into the pillow. He rapidly removed his lips from your pussy, causing you to groan at the loss of contact.

He got up to position his tip at your entrance. As he rubbed your slit back and forth with his tip, he could feel you suddenly tense up. “WAIT!” you tried to push away in sudden panic. “Wha- what’s wrong?” he questioned with wide eyes.

“I-I’m scared,”

Hyunjin wiped a fallen tear with the back of his hand “I've got you, babe. Just relax” he said as he positioned his tip back to your entrance and you gave him a nod signaling he can enter.

“Take a deep breath,” you did as he said and he carefully pushed in, groaning at the feeling of your tight walls sucking him in. Hyunjin took his time with you, as if he were handling a valuable piece of fine china. Nevertheless, the sensation of him pushing into you felt incredibly painful. Another tear ran to your temple when he fully bottomed out “Ah-it hurts!"

“Shh, I’m here baby”, he reassured, wiping another fallen tear “I'll go slow,” Hyunjin said as he pulled out and pushed in again, getting deeper with each thrust. Hyunjin pushed his needs aside and focused on keeping his strokes calculated and slow, focusing on making you feel as little pain as possible.

After a while pain suddenly turned to pleasure and Hyunjin's slow strokes against the ridges of your walls made you see stars. “Harder” you begged “Please”

“You're doing so good for me,” His eyes moved down to watch how your breasts bounced with every thrust. “You sure you can take it?”

“Fuuuck! Yes just like that!” you dragged out as Hyunjin increased his speed while gripping onto the sheets next to you with both hands to keep himself up. He watched you struggle to keep your eyes from rolling to the back of your head. You let out high pitch moans, unable to control yourself as he continued to fuck you deep and hard.

You looked down to see how his cock quickly disappeared in between your legs with each stroke.

Hyunjin's grunting with every thrust into your pussy made you clench tighter around his throbbing dick. Your orgasm quickly hit you and your legs shook around his body and he brought his hand to your legs “Now spread your legs for me. Fuck, Y/N! That's it.” Moans continued to spill out of your mouth with every deep thrust into that spot inside you never knew existed. You chanted his name as he continued to fuck you through your high to chase his own.

Hyunjin’s rhythmic thrusts became sloppier as he felt himself getting closer. Sweat dripped down his furrowed eyebrows, sticking hair to his forehead. “I’m gonna fucking cum” he growled, throwing his head back in pleasure. “Where do you want-” “Inside! Cum inside me. Please.” he continued his rapid thrusts until he eventually stilled, emptying his load and groaning into your lips.

“How was that?” Hyunjin asked as he got up to grab a damp, warm towel from the ensuite. You were grinning from ear to ear, gazing up at the ceiling. “Perfect”

"Mmh, you were amazing, sweetheart," Hyunjin whispered as he carefully wiped you down and landed more kisses to your neckline, earning him a loud cackle.

He slid his arm around your waist and slowly let sleep drift him away. “Let's just stay like this for a bit” he slurred, exhaustion audible in his voice.

He'll make it up to you. In the morning…

♥ Thank you for reading ♥

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fe-fictions · 2 years

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You still have Dimitri fics ??? Can u repost one pls ? :)

(i do have that one dima and byleth simultaneous confession ;3 )

If you had thought that you would be able to help him to the light, you would have done it years ago.

If you knew that guiding him to the trruth would have been this difficult, you would have done it much sooner. If only you’d woken up in time.

But despite knowing how Dimitri struggled and suffered, despite knowing how much he had changed, you were just glad to be able to return his humanity to him.

You were glad to bring him home, the war won, with your hand tightly held in his as you led him away from his tortured past…towards a bright future.

Your only regret was that you hadn’t a chance to tell him what you really wanted to, before you were overwhelmed by your army’s joyous cheers.

You were swept back to the monastery, your hands having left each other’s so you could participate in the festivities.

You didn’t expect to see the future king stepping out onto the balcony, safe from the overwhelming atmosphere of the victorious feast.

“Tired, already?” Dimitri’s voice floated from the doors, and you turned to find him standing there, a flute of champagne in each hand. He extended one to you as he joined you in the cool breeze, his hair billowing softly in the silent breeze.

“I can only handle so much, in one day.” You told him in a soft voice, “A lot has happened. I haven’t had enough time to process it all…it’s not something I can ignore for a party.”

“I know precisely what you mean.” He agreed with a slow nod, “I would love to enjoy the celebration with everyone else…but there is still so much to take care of. I cannot allow myself that luxury, yet. At the very least…I’m simply glad I can spend some time with you, after everything.”

“Me, too.” You smiled at him, before returning your gaze to the sky above. “It feels rather cold, tonight. As though we’re missing something.”

“We’re missing many things. Many people. It will be difficult to go on, without them…” He trailed off, frowning deeply as he unclasped his cloak. “The cold, however, it likely due to the chill of the night. This should help.”

You watched silently as he draped the thick fur over your shoulders, letting him clasp it across your shoulders. When he finished his work, he wound up closer to your side than before, the space between you practically nonexistent.

“Thank you.” You hummed, “But, you’re right. So many lives were lost…so many will be affected by our actions. I only hope that we can continue to affect them, but in better, more positive ways.”

“We will. We defeated the Empire together, and we’ll rebuild the kingdom…together. Just as we always have.” Dimitri assured you, his shoulder touching yours, now. “You know, I’m having trouble thinking of a battle where you weren’t by my side, helping me at every turn.”

“Perhaps you’ve replaced Dedue with me, in your mind.”

“Hardly. Everything between those five years you were gone…when I was gone…it’s all a blur. But before that? And afterwards? There you are. Every time. You never failed to be beside me.”

“And I plan on keeping it that way.” You told him earnestly, though you couldn’t bring yourself to look at him. You felt him shift beside you, and you swallowed, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “…That is…if you’ll have me.”

“Byleth…my teacher…my dearest companion…my beloved.”

You froze, eyes wide. When you looked up at him, his fingers took your chin, holding your gaze to his as though you were all he cared about.

“There is no other person I would want beside me for the rest of my days than you.”

“Dimitri…you…do you mean that?”

“With all my heart. And…I know I am not worthy of your love. Far from it. I still have much to do in order to fix all the mistakes I’ve made…to fully return from the monster I became. But if you’ll wait for me…if you’ll hold on for me…then I think I could one day become the man who is deserving of your love.”

“You always were.” You whispered, cupping his face with trembling fingers and drawing him into a kiss. Dimitri’s arms circled around your waist, pulling you flush against him. You could feel him smiling against your lips, biting back the laughter as the joy overwhelmed his soul.

You were feeling the exact same way.

“Byleth… I love you.”

“I love you, too. I…I-I can’t wait to see where the future takes us.” You whispered sweetly, kissing him once more.

“So long as we’re together…I can only look forward to the possibilities.”

#dimitri #byleth #fe 16 #fe3h #fire emblem three houses #dimileth #dimitri x byleth #fluff #confession prompt #proposal prompt #fe fictions #fe-fictions #f!byleth #fem!byleth #f!mu #just some gentle wholesome #need to get some after the gigantic angst prompt

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