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koulakoukoula2003 · 2 years

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📍Erwin visits Koula’s Lair (Continued)

Erwin hummed in what seemed like acknowledgment and headed towards the door before stopping abruptly, turning back at them and standing to attention. Sharp, posture rigid and unshakable.

It was clear that in an old life that the blond was once a commanding general. Someone revered, feared, worshiped almost.

It was subtle, the way his head raised up and his gaze at the pair fell beneath his nose. It was as if they disgusted him, the way he mouth pressed into a hard frown. His stare was icy and the pair felt a chill run down their spine. Their smiles melted and trepidation plagued their stomachs.

Erwin’s silence only lasted a minute, maybe less. But it felt like ten. The brown noise of the electrics and the flickering buzz of the overloaded sockets heightened the sense of untold darkness and hidden horrors that exuded from him. Erwin was terrifying like this and yet, eerily attractive. The unknown, the untold, a walking bottomless abyss.

Erwin inhaled sharply and quickly before speaking.

“Before I go, It would be ungentlemanly to leave you without a gift. It should be arriving in a few seconds.”

Suddenly, one by one, monitor by monitor the power cut out. The sound of entire mainframes and appliances shutting down. Extraction fans cutting out abruptly. Loud crackling from the plugs and all the bulbs in the vicinity exploding, entire space plunged into darkness. Erwin pulled out a small but powerful camping lamp from his coat pocket and placed it delicately on the table besides him, switching it on.

“Your wit and cheek reminds me of my Clare. Not quite enough bite though and certainly not nearly enough guts. But I do like someone who isn’t afraid of me and something tells me that deep down you both might be. That’s good. Fear is good. It keeps you sharp. Sympathetic pathway shocked into action. All those hormones flooding your system. Scrambling to protect you. I wondered what would happen when it was triggered and just as I expected, you didn’t flee, you certainly didn’t fight, you both froze. Like some deer in headlights.”

Erwin continued

“Antisthenes words stick with me always, ‘Pay attention to your enemies, for they are the first to discover your mistakes.’ No truer words have been spoken.”

Erwin stuffed his hand into his other pocket and pulled out a wad of unmarked cash which was sealed in a vacuum plastic. He tossed it to the pairs feet to which Slav scrambled to pick it up.

“That should be enough to revamp this space, get some new equipment since all of it is probably destroyed by this little gem my good friend Armin made for me.”

Koula’s heart sank as Erwin placed the small but weighty black box into Koula’s hand

“Any idea what it is Miss Kyriaki?”

“Yes.” Koula sounded dejected.

“Of course you do. What is it Miss Kyriaki?”

“A compact EMP.”

“And what do EMPs do, Slav?”

“They scramble and destroy electronic devices within the intended vicinity.”

“Exactly. Well done.” His voice was a little condescending but his eyes and smile were genuine. The conflicting personas confused the hacking pair . “Incredible piece of technology. Absolutely marvellous. A stronger charge would’ve set this place a light. Terribly piece of equipment.” Erwin clicked his tongue and smiled softly.

The artificial light making his features more pronounced. A face hardened by life but every inch was infact, ‘handsome’. It was the only word that Koula had on her tongue.

Erwin continued. “Knowing you both, you’d have backups of backups of backups. So I know this is only a slight inconvenience for you. I just wanted to show you two that I am willing to do absolutely anything to protect my family.” Erwin drawled sincerely as he put his leather gloves on. “Politics and allegiances be damned. That’s what I want. It’s all I want, and I’m willing to eliminate anything that will get in my way.”

Erwin drew closer and with his left hand tucked a loose hair behind Slav’s ear and ran his thumb across their lip. He watched as they become flustered. Closing their eyes and relaxing instantly, Slav leaned ever so slightly into Erwin’s gloved palm that rested on their cheek. Koula was so focused on what Slav was going through, envy almost consuming her, that she didn’t realise the blond man pull back her hood and repeat the same actions to her.

“To think that some of the people who are the bane my Clare’s life are as beautiful as this. What a terrible waste?” Erwin said as he delicately dragged his finger across her jaw, her cheek, her nose. Koula daren’t close her eyes, though her hardened glare softened.

She couldn’t help but bite her lips, swallowing, hard, to lubricate her drying throat. She cursed herself as her stomach flipped, the feel of leather against her skin and his touch, intentional but gentle.

“Curious things.” Erwin said softly before sighing and stepping back. Contemplative look on his face before scoffing and shaking his head.

“I’ll be in touch.”

And with that Erwin left but the thick cloud of desire he left, lingered like nuclear cloud, rending the pair speechless.

HOLY SHIT BROOO YOU WRITE SO GOOD mdwjegijdfrekj actually u write better than me AHAHAHAHA the "unknown, the untold, a bottomless abyss" had me like:

so good bro 👏👏👏 I'm thinking imma make Koula a lil more stubborn, cuz I really am stubborn af irl AHAHAHA tagging: @slavanimesimp @nathalunalune @dassmyname @shrekisshrimpthesimp @soaringmirror @nighttimescribble @ushiwhacka @tonaken

Koula didn't know whether she was aroused or enraged. The very thought of it made her even angrier.

She kicked the floor powerfully before grabbing a keyboard from the table and slamming it against a monitor with enough power to knock it on the floor and crack the screen.

"Not enough guts?!?! I'LL SHOW YOU GUTS!"

Slav cringed as she watched her partner ruin a few more monitors and keyboards and punching the walls. That wasn't the first time Koula had lost her temper. Koula pulled a lever, turning on a generator that began to produce power again.

"We need to turn on auxillary," Koula pulled a suitcase from beneath their desk, settling it on top and opening it, revealing a laptop inside. She connected it to the generator and it powered up. She started typing. "I'm going to set his smart car on fire. Have it explode to his face while he's driving."

Slav's eyes widened and she rushed in front of her. "Wait! K! Think this through," Slav slammed her hands on the desk, trying to draw her attention but it didn't really work. "He is a man with a wife and child. We can't kill him!"

"I'm simply ridding that poor family of a monster,"

"Think about it!" Slav insisted. "How's Clare ever going to find out about what he is if he's dead? Killing him would be doing him a favour. You'll only make him a martyr in her eyes. In everyone's eyes!"

"I get it," Koula stopped typing for a moment. "He doesn't understand. He doesn't know what poverty feels like. He cannot appreciate what he has so he's seeking for more."

Koula's hands clenched into fists.

"Power, power, power, everybody's so obsessed with power, money, material wealth, followers, it's making me sick. What happens when you get that power? What happens when you're worshipped and everything you want is handed to you on a silver platter? What's the point of life if there's no struggle to achieve? He is an empty man, just like all of them."

"That he is." Slav nodded. "But you have to hand that to him. He will do everything to protect his family."

Koula frowned. "Bullshit. If that was the case he wouldn't seek for more than what he has," Koula looked up at her partner. "Burn the money," she stopped typing. "I will not be bought and sold. Burn them. We'll rob a digital bank instead. We've done that before. If you wanna keep them for yourself then fine."

Slav smirked. "Hot or not, I will not be bought and sold by him either." She tossed the money in a can and she lit a match, tossing it in the can as well. The money started to burn but neither of them paid any attention.

Koula started typing again and Slav's eyes widened. If the Kabal killed Erwin now, that would mean war. That could have even been Erwin's own wicked plan. To become a martyr in the eyes of his dear wife and then she would have a renewed sense of duty and motivation to keep hunting down the Kabalians. Killing him right now would be the end of it all.

Slav grabbed her hands stopping her from typing anything further. "If you kill him now, you're no better than him."

Koula's eyes widened and she stopped. She was right. She would become just like him. She would fall right into his trap. Koula pulled her hands away from the keyboard.

"Fine."

Slav grinned. "Let's rob that bank instead."

Koula smirked. "Hell yeah."

#the kabals #kabal multiverse of madness #the kabalians #keep up with the kabalians #kabal lore #kabal kronicles #the kabal #kabal chronicles #AHAHAHA #ERWIN OWES TO SLAV NOW #this man's so hot when he's being a manipulative lil bastard #istg i'd do anything for him #loml #bro nat u write so good like wtf #pls make this into a book imma be the first to buy it

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teamnick · 3 years

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Thank you for the tag @eleincanti @lena-haloways 💕💕

Tag 9 people to learn more about their interests!

MUSIC

fav genre? rock

fav artist? Alanis Morissette, Tame Impala, M.I.A.

fav band? Depeche Mode, Muse, Queens of the Stone Age, Jamiroquai, Aerosmith, Placebo, Hurts...

fav song? Only happy when it rains by Garbage

most listened song recently? Work song by Hozier

song currently stuck in your head? Power over me by Dermot Kennedy (I return to this song every 2 months)

5 fav lyrics?

“I was doing fine without you 'Til I saw your face, now I can't erase”

“I'm only happy when it rains You wanna hear about my new obsession? I'm riding high upon a deep depression I'm only happy when it rains”

“And if you’re under him, you ain’t gettin’ over him”

“It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take And who would've thought, it figures“

“I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart”

BOOKS

fav book genre? Historical fiction, Crime

fav writer? Agatha Christie, Ken Follett, Gabriel García Márquez, Jane Austen

fav book? Cien años de soledad

fav book series? HP, Century Trilogy by Ken Follett

comfort book? A Pál utcai fiúk, Abigél (apparently I’m comforted the most while reading in hungarian...hmm)

perfect book to read on a rainy day? Jane Eyre

fav characters? Ron Weasley, Lizzie Bennet, and tho I’ve still not finished Six of Crows, I know that Matthias Helvar can do no wrong ever and imma fight anyone who disagrees. So yeah he’s a fav now I guess. ✌

5 quotes from your fav book that you know by heart? (I’m gonna cheat - I know exactly zero Márquez quotes by heart lmao and especially not in English)

“Madly in love after so many years of sterile complicity, they enjoyed the miracle of loving each other as much at the table as in bed, and they grew to be so happy that even when they were two worn-out old people they kept on blooming like little children and playing like dogs.”

“Pietro Crespi took the sewing basket from her lap and he told her, “We’ll get married next month.” Amaranta did not tremble at the contact with his icy hands. She withdrew hers like a timid little animal and went back to her work. “Don’t be simple, Crespi.” She smiled. “I wouldn’t marry you even if I were dead.”

“The only difference today between Liberals and Conservatives is that the Liberals go to mass at five o’clock and the Conservatives at eight.”

“He wasn’t only a fierce lover, with endless wisdom and imagination, but he was also, perhaps, the first man in the history of species who had made an emergency landing and had come close to killing himself and his sweetheart simply to make love in a field of violets.”

“Death really did not matter to him but life did, and therefore the sensation he felt when they gave their decision was not a feeling of fear but of nostalgia.”

TV AND MOVIES

fav tv/movie genre? drama (when can I think about this word without hearing P!Chris pls)

fav movie? Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind

comfort movie? Much Ado About Nothing

movie you watch every year? Love Actually

fav tv show? Succession

comfort tv show? Road to Avonlea

most rewatched tv show? Road to Avonlea :)

ultimate otp? I’m full on my Helnik high right now 💙💙💙

5 fav characters? Matthias Helvar, Nick Blaine, JJ Maybank, Noora Sætre, Charlotte Ritter

Tagging @thescorpioracer (never gonna give you it up) @kachoobu @tidemakar @bittersweetglories @soon--soon if u wanna!

#tag game

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sortavibing · 3 years

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hi!! i'd like to request a haikyuu matchup? if thats okay lol so i go by rain and tbh im unsure about my pronouns but i go by she/they i think. i have shoulderlength brown hair but im dying it soon, i wear glasses and have my lip pierced,im 5'5" and uhh im biromantic and again v v unsure abt the whole ₛₑₓ stuff lmao my ennegram type if group 9 though idk what that means and im infp and a ravenclaw,, i rollerskate! (badly) and knit, crochet, sew etc and i love to read!!!! my starsign is leo and i love the arcade, cities (im from a v v rural area so i find it exciting), swimming, music and tbh my dream job is working in a book shop or a library and i know SO much useless information n i tend to just sah random facts that pop into my head sometimes,, i kin yamaguchi and kinda asahi? uhh im a really picky eater which is kinda embarrasing😳 my love language is physical touch and words of affirmation,, the only things i really look for in a partner is if they're okay with taking it slow? is that a thing? trust is big for me bcus im insecure about like everything lmao but i dont tell many ppl and have a hard time opening up but im working on it i only tell ppl stuff if i rlly trust them,, i think im more of a listener than a talker but occasionally i'll just go OFF talking abt a random youtube video i watched or smth,, uh and like every single year i start a bullet journal or any sort of journal and i set it up so it looks rlly nice then i never use it again???? idk why its annoying asf

i'd like a romantic relationship pls bcus valentines day is coming up n im feeling lonely😌🤚

tysm dear!!!! also apologies bcus i feel like i overshared a bit too much im so sorry i either say nothing or too much lmao but i hope you have a good day/night!!!! also remember to eat/drink/take ur meds if u have them

ack hello! thank you for requesting! i’ve been swamped with requests recently so sorry that i wasn’t able to get it to you sooner! you seem so sweet omg- also i aspire to learn how to rollerskate, but like i know imma just fucking die because i don’t know how to stop🤠 also, there is no need to be sorry, all the information really helped me make it more personal :) anyways, here’s your matchup!

generating matchup...

matchup: complete

i match you up with akaashi!

one of the first dates you went on with him was pretty chill, and you guys just explored tokyo, finding small pastry shops, looking at the cute things in stores, and just enjoying each others company while being able to walk around the city. he offered to pay for everything (like the gentleman he is), and in the end, he bought you a little keychain to remind you of the date.

he loves to listen to you talk about the most random shit ever, and he always knows when to put in his opinion to keep the conversation going. akaashi thinks whatever you say is fascinating, and he is really happy that you are comfortable enough to open up to him about the most random shit, or a real problem that is bothering you.

he is also more comfortable with taking it slow, since he believes trust and understanding is the most important parts of a relationship, so he will never force you to anything that you are uncomfortable with, no matter how small the action is. he will always remind you that he is there for you, and to never worry about disappointing him, because he is just happy to be dating you.

akaashi once took you on a date to a roller skating rink, and he was actually really good (of course he is), and he tried his best not to laugh at when you fell, but he failed🤠 after that, he was sure to help you, and after the end of the date you actually got pretty good at roller-skating, and akaashi just pretended that he didn’t laugh the first time he saw you fall.

he will buy you romantic books that remind him of you, and will write cute little notes in the margins, saying things like “this scene reminds me of us”, or “you are way prettier than they are”. and he really likes when you talk about the book you recommended with him, and he will get especially happy if you mention the notes.

since you like physical affection, akaashi will always be holding your hand or at least locking pinkies while you guys are together. he loves to know that you are there, and he will always have a slight blush on his face when you take his hand first. if he’s feeling extra romantic, he will kiss you on the top of the head, and just watch you get a little flustered.

akaashi knows that you are a picky eater, so he will memorize everything you don’t like to eat, and if you guys are ever going anywhere to eat, he will make sure that you actually are enjoying your food, and will always order something that fits your taste for himself, just in case you don’t like what you ordered.

he will do a bullet journal with you as well, and would match the aesthetic of yours, so you guys can have cute matching journals. akaashi would definitely write about you, and if you ever ask to see what he wrote, he will get a little bit flustered, because he doesn’t want you seeing him being too sappy, but if you ever convince him to let you read it, it’s literally the sweetest thing ever, and you want to keep it forever.

if you guys are apart for a long time, you guys will trade songs that you think remind you of the other person, and you and akaashi will put the songs into a playlist, so you can listen to it if you guys are ever missing each other. akaashi listens to the playlist a lot, though he will never tell you just how many times.

overall, you guys are so cute together, and akaashi will always be there to listen to you ramble, boost your confidence, and just look out for you whenever he can. he just wants to see you happy, and he is really happy that he can be the person to cause you to smile most of the time.

i hope you enjoyed!

#haikyuu #haikyuu matchups #akaashi #akaashi keiji #haikyu #haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyu headcanons #haikyu imagines #akaashi x you #akaashi headcanons #akaashi imagines

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wcsted-blog1 · 5 years

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this is a long and somewhat emotional follow forever , as i feel it’s genuinely the most MEANINGFUL one i have done so far ?? like genuinely i did tear up a little writing this shit so . . . i just want to thank you all not gonna lie , simply because you guys are the best , and i mean it with all of my heart , some of you quite literally STOPPED ME from giving up writing as a whole without even realising , because yeah , early january i did think of quitting , i was so close to , it would’ve taken a little push and i would’ve quite literally deleted this and all of my previous accounts , but i can tell you right now - i am SO GLAD that i did not. it’s all because of you !!

please CTRL + F AND SEARCH FOR YOUR USERNAME , IT’S FASTER THAN SCROLLING LMFAO

to be fair this follow forever is just an excuse to be able to thank you guys publicly. some of you already know how much i appreciate you , with the random I LOVE YOU ALL’s in group chats or just me genuinely being an annoying cunt and bugging you 24/7 , some others i’m may be more shy about or i just simply admire you from afar , - and regardless of whether we talk or not , if you’re on here it just means you’ve somehow helped me , to not quit , stopped me from doing so as a whole , and have helped me to keep doing this thing i’ve been doing for almost five years now. i have to say it would’ve probably been one of my biggest mistakes to just QUIT , so i am here to T H A N K Y O U , for inspiring me , for helping me grow as a writer , for helping me with my english ( which you all do ) , for dealing with my ass , for everything in general.

i feel as if this is the longest follow forever i have done in my life but really it doesn’t matter. this is here to show how much i appreciate you guys , to just thank you for absolutely everything. i’ll stop here and move on to the little paragraphs some are more personal others are more general ones but , whatever the case is you guys warm my fucking heart seriously.

* // ⊰ @pcrscphonie . ⊱ to the titsiana to my cumriana . . . emily , E M I L Y - what the fuck would i do without your ass ?? like i’m serious ?? i swear talking to you gives me life - genuinely , you make me crack the fuck up on a fucking daily basis. i don’t think i’ve laughed so much in a long time really , so i owe you BIG TIME. not gonna lie i’m fucking glad i managed to drag your ass and get you to join discord , because what would we now do without the sexting gc , our daddy akshay and the bonetown / house party calls ?? ;)) i don’t know but whatever the case is i am WET writing this ( bc i’m tearing up , pls stop being so dirty minded i swear ) . thank you for talking to me after that shit episode i had on a night out , or dealing with my annoying ass on a daily basis , what can i say ?? i actually fucking love you LMAO , as i said you’re the titsiana to my cumriana on a side note i genuinely think that your writing BLOWS my fucking mind , like - lowkey you’re definitely a ) one of my favourite people to write AND talk with and b ) one of the nicest and most talented ones on this hell of a fucking site. so yeah , thank you , thank you and THANK YOU BEBÉ.

* // ⊰ @wavesborn . ⊱ la bestia a mi bebesita . . . yadira , Y A D I R A , hostia PUTA done coño empiezo ?? meeting you has been one of the highlights of my year so far , and i am lowkey SERIOUS. our calls ?? me staying up until 3 - 5 a.m sometimes just to be talking to you , is literally one of the BEST THINGS EVER , even if i am not even alive the next day. and yes i might be a full on nerd but you know you love it ;)) GRACIAS por todo chica , te lo juro de verdad, i mean it when i say that you’ve quite literally saved my ass , you’re one of the people that have resurrected my muse for roleplaying in general. you’re an angel , literal eres un ANGEL tia , y no cambiaria nuestra amistad por NADA EN EL MUNDO. you’re one of my favourite people on this site , whether it is to talk or write to. eres la mejor colega , y me cago en todo lo que se mueve por que va en serio , ERES UN ANGEL CHICA. thank you for being one of my best mates , i really fucking love you. like stefan adores you too , we both adore you for reals afiashdgaiosi QUE HARIA YO SIN TI TIA. you’ve been one of the MAIN reasons for me to not have given up on writing in early january. you’ve pushed me , inspired me , have made me think creatively in different ways , and have made my muse reach new limits , which is DOPE AS FUCK. GRACIAS POR TODO , LITERAL QUE TE AMO.

* // ⊰ @giaawritess . ⊱ un angel pero de verdad colega . . . gia , G I A , look you’re genuinely i just don’t even know where to begin with , one of the BEST people i have ever met in my life. you’re an angel ( YOU LITERALLY ARE THO YOUR VOICE ?? OMFG LIKE ACTUALLY KILL ME , YOU SAW IT YESTERDAY , ME AND STEFAN FULL ON FANGIRLING ABOUT YOUR VOICE MATE AHSFOASHDGOIAS ) one of the kindest people i have ever met. you genuinely blow my mind in so many ways , like i look up to you so fucking much ?? it’s crazy really. when i tell you that i wish i were in the USA i literally mean it because you’ve just done so much for me the past three months , *// i’m crying now i- // you’ve been there for me , you’ve made me laugh like an idiot , fangirl the fuck out of myself with your singing , but you’ve also genuinely been one of the best things that have happened to me this year. literal , i look up to you so much ?? you’re like a bigger sister to me , 100%. thank you for being here , for existing , for just being y o u. like for reals gia. i just want you to know that if you ever need ANYTHING i will be there , because i want to give back - you’re an angel i swear , like a r e a l angel. MUCHISIMAS GRACIAS POR TODO , GRACIAS POR SER TU. TE QUIERO TANTO.

* // ⊰ @fircytragcdy . ⊱ plz don’t put me in the box of shame for this i sWEAR i ain’t a mess ( okay i might be but fhasiodghoashdg ) . . . lucy , L U C Y , idk how you deal with my annoying ass but , i genuinely am thankful as fuck for being able to write with you ?? but there’s something else i have to thank you for as well which is TEMPTING ME to return to indie , like - actually come back , and it took you nothing to convince me ?? from you first hand experiencing my drunk texting in the morning to writing - like you probably think i am a mess let’s be real , which i am but y’know , . . . i’m just here to say that i appreciate you A LOT. your writing blows my fucking mind too , like guao is this talent ?? if you write a book please link me , bc i’ll defo buy AND read it mate. whatever the case is , you know you’ve got me here no matter what , if you need anything - imma be there !! you ARE one of the most talented people on this site , your writing is GENUINE quality , and i’m just blessed to be able to write and talk to you fam. i just wanna than u for everything like legit , my messy ass is thankful AF. thank you for writing with me but also for inspiring me , because literally you’ve also helped me regain my muse , and just been one of the ones that stopped me from giving up on writing. thank you mate , for reals. GRAZIE MILLE , 4 REALS , GRAZIE MILLE.

MORE SPECIAL MENTIONS BUT I’M IN A HURRY AND I DON’T HAVE THE TIME RN TO WRITE A HUGE AS PARA FOR EVERYONE FIHASDGHGSAIOPDG I WOULD THO , I SWEAR I WOULD.

* // ⊰ @rosychvrms ; @nightinqale ; @prcsopa ; @trcnscendant ; @svnflowcr-s ; @darlingstm ; @hvneymoons ; @dvstedgold ; @emptygcds ; @vuotriste ; @alittlewickcd ; @antisopa ; @pcrscphonie ; @wavesborn ; @giaawritess , @fircytragcdy *ik if i forgot peeps on this section but anyways i can’t remember the urls rn i’m just a crying emotional mess rn tbfh . ⊱ this is a special thank you to y’all . . . we might’ve chatted , we might’ve written , done both or neither of these , it doesn’t matter. we all were a part of the same thing , the same universe for several months. it’s why you are on here , because someway or another , seeing you on my dash , or getting to write with you whenever i was logged onto @bloodcvrsed , you managed to inspire me and bring back the muse i was on the verge of losing ( and giving up ) . it’s why i gotta thank you all *and i’m definitely missing people but i can’t remember the urls , so if you see this it’s also aimed at you* because you just stopped me from quitting the one thing that i’ve been doing so many years , and really it would’ve been one of the biggest mistakes of my life. i just want to say thank you , THANK YOU FOR STOPPING ME , FOR INSPIRING ME AND FOR BEING THE ONE OF THE MOST TALENTED PEOPLE I HAVE ENCOUNTERED ON THIS SHIT HOLE THAT IS TUMBLR !! THANK YOU GUYS SM ; ILY.

AND THIS IS A SMALL SECTION BUT AN EXTREMELY MEANINGFUL ONE .

* // ⊰ @thefineartofbitchcraft , @serialqueen , @chrysalvsm , @artofbeingperfect , @wildtm . ⊱ to you who have stuck by my side for so many years . . . i have MISSED YOU ALL , so fucking much. i’ve missed writing with you , talking to you , just being here online. i almost made the mistake of quitting this thing , indie - which yes it’s a hell of a site and yes it’s quite literally full of drama *which is what almost drove me away* but to be fair , i am glad that i was able to see what i almost gave up on. it would’ve bee one of the BIGGEST mistakes i’d ever had made , quitting this - i’ve known you all for AT LEAST a year , with some of you guys i’ve been writing with since 2016 - that’s almost three years , considering i began writing mason in september of the same year - some of you i began writing with on this account , and whatever the case is - YOU ALL have inspired me , you all have made me fall in love with writing , back then , now - all over again really. being back and writing with you guys again made me realise just HOW MUCH i missed this , i missed you all , it made me realise why the past Y E A R i had been unhappy on here but also why my muse had been falling apart , because i wasn’t doing what i wanted , because i made a decision to please someone in fear of losing a friendship. i was unsure on how to turn back as soon as i realised , that i had made a mistake - and i am sorry for that , because - i know some of you missed mason as much as i missed writing him with you - i owe you this apology , and you need to hear it , that i missed this , that i missed it all. - so i am sorry. i’m here to say THANK YOU for having stuck with me for YEARS. i’m actually glad to have you all here i ain’t gonna fuckig lie.THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE , FOR JUST BEING SO SWEET AND GREAT AND ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TALENTED Y’ALL. i genuinely LOVE you all so fucking much it’s C R A Z Y. you guys , i am so glad to be back - i am SO FUCKING GLAD TO BE BACK. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU.

#*// 𝕲𝖚𝖈𝖈𝖎 𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖘 𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓’ 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖎𝖘𝖘𝖚𝖊𝖘 | ooc ; cryingkim #( ʏ'ᴋɴᴏᴡ ; ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀs ʙᴏʀɪɴɢ ᴀs ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴋɪᴍ | .ooc )#*// 𝕲𝖚𝖈𝖈𝖎 𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖘 𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓’ 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖎𝖘𝖘𝖚𝖊𝖘 | follow forever ; cryingkim #( ᴘʟs ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪs sᴍᴏʟ ʙᴇᴀɴ sᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ; ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ | .promo )#// honestly yo guys deserve the fucking world.#// like for reals. YOU DO.

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tsukkeirock · 5 years

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30 questions challenge

Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, answer the questions, tag 20 people

Thank u @hystericalroger for tagging me!! 💕💕💕

1. How tall are you?: 5'2-5'4 I'm not sure haha but it's in that range

2. What color and style is your hair?: I have really dark hair, shoulder length and i have bangs that are growing out hehe i look cuter with bangs so yea

3. What color are your eyes?: A dark brown, nearly black i guess but there's a bit of brown

4. Do you wear glasses?: Yep! I have astigmatism basically :> I'm not really blind but things get a little blurry if i don't wear them

5. Do you wear braces?: Yes!!! And I am in immense pain right now because i got my wires again yesterday and found out that I'm really gonna have my 2nd or 3rd molars removed by surgery this summer so yay :') send help pls huhuhuhu

6. What is your fashion style?: 80s-90s Art hoe ish. Basically just mom jeans, striped shirts, ribbed tops,mens sweaters, sometimes art socks and vans or converse :> but i mostly wear shorts right now because it's really hot in where i live

7. Full name: I'm not gonna put my full name here but my second name is Martha and that's kinda where i got my online name which is mat hehe

8. When were you born?: July 20 '01 :> i nearly have the same bday as brian uwuwuwu oh yah guess who's gonna be legal this year yeet

9. Where are you from and where do you live now?: I'm from the Philippines and i live somewhere in manila ahahaha

10. What school do you go to?: I'm not gonna say what school specifically bc there's multiple branches of this school so Im studying in St Paul University so im a paulinian basically :'))

11. What kind of student are you?: I'm a really quiet one ahaha like i don't really recite and i have average grades and of course i procrastinate alot but I try not to and I'm described as 'masipag' I don't know how to translate this but it's something like productive in a way?? idk my filo mutuals would get it so ahaha sorry but I always try my best in school :))

12. Do you like school?: It's okay i guess hahaha there's just some subjects I don't like hahaha oral communication I'm looking at you

13. What are your favorite school subjects?: So I just finished 1st sem and honestly i don't really have a favorite but i like science, personal development, mandarin even tho it's just a club activity and literature haven't had the subject yet but I already like it hahaah

14. Favorite TV shows: Game of Thrones, Doctor Who, , NCIS, Brooklyn 99,Big Bang Theory, Orange is the new black, Hannibal

15. Favorite movies: I have a lot of faves ahaha but I'll list a few that I really like

Call Me by Your Name, Kimi no nawa, The Hobbit and LOTR series, Les Miserables, American Psycho, Studio Ghibli Movies, The Breakfast Club, Marvel movies and of course Bohemian Rhapsody

16. Favorite books?: I have some classics that are my faves like The Great Gatsby, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and Half Blood Prince, The Hobbit, The Picture of Dorian Gray and Ryunosuke Akutagawa short stories and Shakespeare's A midsummer nights dream and Sherlock Holmes stories and i have some modern faves like Lang Leav and Michael Faudet's works, To all the Boys I loved before series it's really good omffjkd, Percy Jackson and Magnus Chase series, Fangirl and Eleanor and Park

17. Favorite pastime: Sleeping lmao, playing the uke guitar and piano, reading actual books and fanfics, hanging out with fam and friends, eating and baking

18. Do you have any regrets?: Yes, a lot of regrets but hey that's alright

19. Dream job: I don't really know im still trying to figure that out but probably somewhere in psych, law or crime related careers

20. Would you like to get married someday?: Marriage is cool but i don't know yet but maybe, I'm still young and I barely date but thinking about marriage makes me anxious somehow?? idk

21. Would you like to have kids someday?: I don't know man, I like kids but having kids of your own takes full responsibility and commitment and I don't know if im ever ready for that so I'd rather be an aunt even tho im already one and have nephews and nieces ahaha

22: How many?: well if i were ever planning to have kids, maybe 2

I'd rather have cats and puppies as my children cough

23: Do you like shopping?: I guess?? I window shop most of the time and i buy food, books and stationary most of the time but right now I'm saving ahahaha

24: What countries have you visited?: I went outside the country twice and the countries I visited is Singapore and Hong Kong

25. What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?: I had very few nightmares and most of them happen when I have sleep paralysis and I'm not really scared of them about but I had a dream where it kinda made me anxious and I woke up sweating and i couldn't breathe properly so yah I don't remember much of the dream but it did made me freak out when I woke up

26. Do you have any enemies?: idk?? There's people who thinks I'm annoying but they're not really threatening like heck we fucking spilled tea we had a freaking tea party with some friends so none i guess

27. Do you have a s/o?: nope! lmaaoo I wish but hey self love comes first ;) but srsly tho im so lonely date me pls

28. Do you believe in miracles?: uuuhhh not really I'm a bit of an atheist so no

imma tag @whoevenisgalileoos @heyyyydee @queenrogerina @doing-allright @sneakydeakyy @drowsyroger @bensroger-tay @ben-hard-on @marshzzellow @moonvinyls @dancing-deacon @ddeaky I don't really know who to tag so hahaha just want to get to know u guys a little better ahahha yall don't have to do this btw hehe

#tag #tag game #wuwuuw this is fun lmao

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sebongie-loves · 6 years

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soulmate!wonwoo

enjoy! < 3

everytime you think of something, in your mind, it’s not your voice but your soulmate’s

at first, you don’t really realize it

until you turned 5 and realized the voice in your head is a boy’s voice

but you didn’t even care that much about your soulmate like “let the time comes, it will come anyway why worry about it”

wonwoo in the other hand is always curious

why he got this kind of sign? how can he meet his soulmate? all he knew is their voice

but again, since they were a little, they didn’t really care about it

as they grew and hit puberty

wonwoo’s voice drastically changed

it’s the lowest, deepest voice ever

it all started with a raspy voice

so you think ‘ah he must be sick, maybe in a couple day his voice would turn normal’

and and and bAM

oh boy you have no idea how wrong you are

the next day you woke up and when you first thought to yourself something like ‘ah i don’t want to wake up’

make you wake up in a second and in cONFUSION

HOW

‘I THOUGHT IT WAS MY DAD G O D D A M N I T’

you love it though?

like you often sing in your head hey i can do it if yall can’t try it

and it gives you the most giddy feelings

you were a teenager so you tried those cheesy lines

‘i miss you i love you you’re beautiful’

and almost fainted : )

wonwoo in the other side

he likes, no, loves to read

especially when it feels like you’re the one who’s reading it for him

he is head over heels for your voice and dying to listen to it in real life, coming from your own lips

he wrote the changes in your voice

being a caring person he is, ofc he’d be worried when you catched a cold but hates himself for cannot be helpful because he knows nothing about you

wonwoo honestly more eager to meet you than you meeting him

the guy has a dream, which is being a singer

he loves to sing

and he puts you as his consideration

maybe you two will meet easier

maybe you will recognize his voice and contacted him first

his mind is almost full of it so he does an audition

he got casted, put in a group, and debuted as a rapper

everytime he got songs to memorize he’s secretly excited about it like ‘yes i’m gonna read this in my soulmate’s voice!!!”

but there is not a single sign of you contacted him which got him feeling anxious and frustated

especially when minghao, jun, and scoups met their soulmate

wonwoo tried to act all calm but deep insde he’s freaking up

when hansol who is younger than him found his soulmate he is like

“yEAH SURE F THIS IMMA PLAY MY GAME”

which turns out the best decision he’s ever did in his life

you got into a game

time spent for the game? uncountable

you play it during your free time, when you’re supposed to do something or sleep

normally, you don’t even play that much games but this one

it’s SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fun

at first you played using offline mode but one day

the discovery of online mode makes you even crazier

you woke up at night just to talk with your internet game friends

you and wonwoo met in that game

wonwoo usually doesn’t talk much during playing with stranger

but since he is frustated about the soulmate thingy

frustation took over his usually calm manners with stranger

so he acted like he knew this stranger for quite along time

you in the other hand also don’t talk much but when you hear wonwoo’s whiny annoyed frustated voice you almost dropped your controller

you stay quite for a couple minutes

“HEY I AM DYING HERE”

“I THINK YOU’RE MY SOULMATE AND RN I’M DYING”

wonwoo dropping the whole game thingy hE DOESNOT CARE ANYMORE

you two lost and moved to skype lMAO

“what’s your name?”

“y/n”

“y/n, explain to me how in the world you never found out about me do you ever listen to kpop like seriously geez we’re not that big but i’m sure at least we have one or two famous songs”

“WHAT”

“i’m wonwoo from a group named seventeen”

“MY SOULMATE IS A KPOP IDOL?”

google, being your good friend, assist you on finding out about wonwoo

he’s handsome, tall and that’s his voice singing and rapping..

the voice you always imagine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! ! ! ! !

okay so now you know everything about him and what does he know about you?

only your name : )

but it doesn’t take really much time to open up

wonwoo makes you feel like home

like, when you move places and you finally find the ‘right’ one

that’s him

when you feel low, he always say something like

“think something positive!! it’s in my voice, you can say stupid things if you wanted to!!”

the most frustating thing is

you two knew each other pretty well, endless voice calls and video calls but the tattoo you expected to got doesn’t appear

so you thought to yourself

it must be a myth

UNTIL ONE DAY

junhui appears on one of your video calls and you accidentally sees his tattoo

you freaked out

“wONWOO THE TATTOO IS THE REAL DEAL”

“IT IS HOW COME YOU DON’T KNOW”

“WELL I KNOW YOU BUT IT DOES NOT APPEAR?”

“WE NEED TO MEET TO GET THE TATTOO”

“....................................oh”

you calmed down for a second and rethink about everything

“i’m booking a ticket to south korea now”

“y/n cALM DOWN FOR YOUR OWN SAKE PLS”

what can you do you bought it already so now wonwoo is feeling guilty that his soulmate buying their own expensive ticket

but you’re like

“lol it’s fine just find me a place to stay and foods”

he picks you up at the airport

he teared up and like hugs you as he ran

“FINALLY”

“YES FINALLY”

and so, the tattoo finally appears

and you cried “oH MY GOD THE TATTOO APPEARS BUT I SWEAR I AM HAPPIER TO SEE YOU”

the way he hugs you is the reason why the press found out and stuffs

good thing the members know, but here’s a thing

wonwoo’s parents don’t know??????????????!?!?!?!

as soon as the articles are released, his parents called and asked him to bring you home

understandable tho considering he is pretty closed

but you two are so close just like there’s a tie between you two

which there is and it is the red thread of fate.

thank you for reading!!!

#seventeen #svt #seventeen scenarios #svt scenarios #seventeen imagines #svt imagines #wonwoo scenarios #wonwoo imagines #jeon wonwoo #wonwoo #soulmate!au #soulmate!svt #soulmate!seventeen #soulmate!wonwoo

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cvenir · 6 years

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it me, back again with another intro !! later tonight imma do at least THREE starters and THREE replies ( hold me to this i need to be hELD ACCOUNTABLE ) but i’m also dying to play some of my new babes so i will be introducing carmen rn under the cut !!

CARMEN MINSKY looks an awful lot like MADISON BEER. SHE is TWENTY and while they’re RESILIENT, they have a tendency to get pretty JADED. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to CARMEN by LANA DEL REY.

so as you can probably tell by her song, i’m bringing in a muse that is basically inspired by all of lana’s discography

carmen had a pretty rough upbringing –– she grew up with her addict mother in a trailer park in nevada where her dad would pop in about once or twice a year just to stay for a handful of days before peeling out again. even as a kid she never bothered inquiring about where he was always headed, she just kind of accepted that this was the way her family dynamic would always be.

she and her mother barely had enough for groceries every week due to her habits, much less the money for fine clothes, toys, books, or trinkets, so carmen found all of her entertainment from the outside world where she met a group of girls much like her that lived in the trailer park. there were four of them, all rough-kneed and dirty after exploring the woods near the park or walking on the abandoned trail, picking up items to collect and play with.

the girl group lost a member just before they entered sixth grade, as one of them decided it was time to stop playing with dirt and debris –– instead, she announced her intentions to turn the head of every high school boy, and then some. while the gang never fully got back together, carmen, along with the other two, hurried to catch up, finding the most revealing clothes they could at the local salvation army and prepping their puckers with birthday cake lip smackers gloss.

with ribbons in their hair and their skirts high, the group finished up their middle school years by proving that they were ready to blossom, regardless of what it entailed. always the looker, carmen solicited the attention of many –– mostly older men, unfortunately –– and her new aesthetic took her life in a completely different direction (which she considered a good thing, since she was on a path to nowhere). for a few years, she was able to keep any suitors at bay, focusing on messing around and flirting with boys her age ( she may or may not have enjoyed how they all seemed to fight for her attention ) but before she knew it, carmen was faced with the chance to help her and her mother out

while hanging at the local diner with her friends, an older man approached the fifteen-year-old and offered her all she could imagine in the world: the finest dresses, the best vinyls, even enough riches to lift her and her mother out of their current situation. without so much as a second thought, carmen entered a relationship with this man, hoping that all he might give her could fix everything. it was easy at first, all they would do is go out on town and she’d be allowed to get or buy whatever she desired –– all it took was some handholding, hugging, and the occasional kiss or two. before she knew it, what she offered was no longer making the cut, and her new friend made it clear that more would be necessary

carmen ended up falling out with her old friends and focused all her time on this new relationship; while it was abusive, incredibly uncomfortable, and she felt like she was giving much more than she took, she stayed because she convinced herself this was love and it was the best version of love she could get. by the time she was a sophomore in high-school and running low on motivation to continue with her life, her sugar daddy vanished, leaving her heart-broken and scrambling to pick up the pieces.

after a month or two, she felt like she couldn’t go on, so as a seventeen-year-old, she moved to california to try to pick up some cash as a model or actress. luckily (if you could call it that) for her, carmen had just the right look the entertainment business was looking for and she broke into the industry by storm. she became a star, highly sought after and much admired, but her life still felt empty. sure, she was making money, but not nearly enough to offset the cost of living and the amount it took to keep up with the image they created

so, while taking a long stroll around town early in the morning, she discovered an opportunity to make some extra cash: escorting. thinking it would even things out by reverting back to what she thought was her only talent, carmen became a high-end escort by night while struggling to keep up with her actress gig by day.

her spirit only lasted a year or two before it was broken entirely: she was completely fed up with selling herself out 24/7 and carmen just felt like she had nothing to offer that had not already been ruined. alone and vacant, she gave up everything she couldn’t carry and moved to the smaller town of kola, settling into a dingy apartment and finding herself a job as a cam girl, eager to pick up babysitting jobs on the side

so basically carmen is just very broken ?? but incredibly generous deep down, though it’s muddled by resentment and pure exhaustion bc she is very low on hope in humanity. she’s resilient but she’s also incredibly apathetic, so she’s just trying to get through life on what little faith she has left. tbh listen to any lana song on that is her aesthetic ok my bb

tbh i will do wc’s in her task but pls bring me anything for her!!! she is an open book w absolutely 0 connections lmao

#tw pedophillia mention #kind of ://#tw prostitution #fckit:intro #tw rape

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saveme-ruinme · 7 years

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Boyfriend Changkyun

A/N: requesteeeeeeed pls request things so i can write them just drop an ask and imma try and write also might end up doing the whole of monsta x at this point lmao also shout out to the staff for letting me bullet point on mobile bc editing the html for this shit on mobile was fuckin awful anyway leggo

An actual literal baby

Hes the maknae of monsta x so idk what u expect

Like at first hes all cool and chic and what not and it impresses the hell out of u bc the rest of his group (for the most part) are just rly fckin stupid

And then u get to know him and its like oh no hes weird af too alright cool

Also kinda shy? About being affectionate?

Like does that thing where he will hold ur hand or put an arm around u or whatever casually

And if u point it out will deny it like ’…. idk what ur talking about’ while still holding ur hand

Changkyun is just hella lowkey about affection especially in public so dont expect too much

He will do it tho if u ask its just that he will be redfaced and embarrassed the whole time bc hes a big baby

Except when u guys are at home and hes in one of those playful moods bc then he will smother u with kisses and hugs and dote on u

And ur sitting there like ’??????? Where is this coming from????? Who are u and what have u done with changkyun’

Also u gotta be okay with the rest of monsta x probably being too involved with ur relationship

Hes their baby boy so they have to watch out for him while also constantly bothering him

Like jooheons gonna buddy up to u bc changkyun is his hashtag best bro so he wants to make sure ur not fuckin around with him so he would be ur friend to accomplish this but will tell u straight up that hes lookin out for his bro

Kihyuns would lowkey about it like he will perform full thorough background checks on u to make sure ur not wanted by the cops or some shit idk

Dont take it to heart bc theyre just lookin out for their baby boy (honestly same tbh) but once they figure out that u actually care and love him then ur alright in their books

And their involvement somehow gets worse bc now theyre always making fun of u guys

Like wonhos life mission to bother changkyun so thats all hes gonna do and ur unfortunately another thing wonho can use against him

For the most part ur very :// about it until wonho is like hey u wanna prank ur bf

And they its ;P rip changkyun bc pranking him is fun especially if its a sudden prank bc that face he makes when hes surprised/flustered is funny

Works out fine bc he annoys the fuck outta u too

Honestly a fuckin weirdo tho

Like sometimes when u go to the dorms and walk in his room hes just in some stupid ass pose waiting for u

Ur standing there like ‘what the fuck’

And hes lying there with his toes in the air or some shit like 'ive been expecting u… lets get food’

Just go along with okay hes like that and its funny as hell

Likes to talk shit with you in english about the other members while theyre in the same room bc most of the time they dont understand what hes saying and u juat laugh bc once they find out hes gonna get his ass beat

Forces you to watch scary movies!!!

Bc hes a shitbag and loves terrorising u but also lowkey loves it when u hide against him

Honestly just tries to be an asshole and get on ur nerves but it backfires when u turn it against him

Like I said before hes rly shy about affection so he was rly shy about gettin down and dirty with u

Took you a long time to make him comfortable about having sex with you

You had to take things slow and work up to things and kinda baby him a little which is fine bc u dont wanna rush him

It was cute too tbh bc he seemed so innocent and shy

But after he got comfortable he got weird

Not kinky weird just when hes tryna seduce u its weird bc he wouldnt outright tell u hes horny and he wants to fuck

Nah hes gonna make weird as faces at u from across the room or text u a whole bunch of emojis that dont make sense and takes u ten minutes to figure out

Or say some stupid shit to try and seduce that leaves u more confused than turned on

I mean it still works once u figure out what hes asking for just that afterwards ur like why dont u just come out and fuckin say or rub ur boner against me or some shit like a normal person

(He tries to rub his boner against u but u were sitting on the couch and he tries to rub against ur arm or smthn it was rly weird but u still sucked him off bc at least he tried right)

Its funny bc he will say some dirty shit or be the type to imply dirty shit all the time but as soon as you get serious about it hes shies away like no i was kidding

And ur sitting there like ur a fuckin baby always teasing him like that

Speaking of, tease the shit outta him when u do suck him off 10/10 would recommend bc he just doesnt know what to do

Not the type to boss u around in the bedroom at least not seriously bc hes so clueless and flustered so it doesnt work out well

I bet he likes to be told what to do tho and is probably a whiny brat about it too

Like u try and tell him to eat u out and hes like do i have to and likes to bicker with u until u have had enough and just sit on his face

Loves it when u ride him honestly even better when u tie him up bc he cant do anything but watch and hes all wide eyed watching u bounce on him

The worst honestly but hey hes down to experiment

You gotta warm him up to the hardcore shit but he would do it for you

See thats his thing sometimes he pretends to be all chic and cool to impress you

And other times hes really fucking annoying

But at the end of the day he just rly loves u okay he does and he doesnt know how to express it properly so this is what he ends up doing

Changkyun is always there for u too

If u text him he will always text back it might take him a while bc time differences but he’ll text u back and will genuinely listen to what u have to say

And if u miss him he will sneak out the dorms to come see u

Buys u food if u say ur hungry or buys u things u said u liked once and just gives it to u no questions asked

Actions speak louder than words kinda guy really

Or more like he talks with his actions more than his words bc sometimes he just doesnt have the right words to articulate how much u mean to him and how much he loves u

And he really does love u bc u love and accept him for who he is without question

You accept his weird side when hes bein hyper when hes happy or sad or serious or stressed you accept it all offering a haven where he can just be

That is why hes always trying to offer the world to u even if u dont want it

Changkyun is ride or die honestly

SO SUPPORT HIM HONESTLY DONT BE AFRAID OF HIS WEIRD SIDE OKAY HES COOL AND STILL SUPPORT HIM WHEN HES CLOSED OFF AND SERIOUS

BC IF U DO THAT HE'LL LOVE U FOREVER BUT DONT BE OVERBEARING JUST LET HIM KNOW U WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AND CHECK UP ON HIM FROM TIME TO TIME OKAY HE WILL SEE AND APPRECIATE IT I PROMISE

SUPPORT MONSTA X

#kreativewritersnet #kpoptrashtag #monsta x #i.m scenario #monsta x scenarios #lim changkyun #monsta x fluff #monsta x smut #monsta x imagines #monsta x fanfics #i.m changkyun #i.m imagines #i.m fanfic #i.m fluff #i.m smut #wtf this didnt tag properly the first time idk why #monsta x i.m

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ss-trashboat · 4 years

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Madkyyy, Ian and nate pls

ah yesssss ~

madky

Who offers their jacket when the other is cold? oh that’s def bucky. he keeps a keen eye on maddie for anything off, which includes when she gets cold. he doesn’t tend to mind being cold anyways, or he’ll purposefully wear layers incase she gets cold to give her one.

Who giggles uncontrollably when the other playfully picks them up? while the sight of maddie picking him up makes me laugh really hard, i think she’d be on the laughing end. bucky’s sneaky anyways so it usually catches her off guard and makes her laugh even more

Who compliments the other in front of everyone? i’m thinking both for this one. maddie more so early on in the relationship, but once bucky starts to feel more like himself again he gets more comfortable with both taking the compliments and giving them out in front of others (he had been more vocal with them when it was the two of them or around close friends)

Who is more likely to tell the other a pun and what is the other’s reaction to the pun? maddie started with them, being funny and slipping them into conversations now and then. then she created a monster once bucky learned more of them and now he dishes them out so often she just facepalms

When one of them has a bad day, what does the other do to help cheer them up? they both tend to give the other a bit of space to let them talk if they want, as they don’t want to get too invasive with the other to upset them more, but they’re around the other and let them know they’re there if needed

If they got to pick what one another wears for a day, what would one another wear? they really trust the other’s fashion choices and don’t really mind what the other wears

Who introduces their partner to their family first? How does it go? welp considering i’m fairly certain bucky’s family isn’t around anymore, this would be maddie. she of course would talk to her family first before even mentioning it to bucky, as she wants to give the heads up and make sure it’s alright. it would be for a holiday gettogether and she’d bring it up to bucky, him hesitantly agreeing to it as he knows she doesn’t see her family often and he wants to make her happy, and it ends up being a really good time. maddie’s grandfather served in the war with steve and bucky so they’re able to recount old stories and bond and it makes bucky feel more at ease being there

In a coffee shop AU, who would be the coffee shop employee and who would be the customer? i’m leaning towards maddie being the employee, as she has the perfect personality for a peppy barista, and bucky is the endlessly dead customer who works the night shifts and comes in for the pick-me up to get him through the rest of the shift/day

When they sit side by side, do they touch one another? For example, does one person has their arm around the other, do they sit holding hands, or linked arms, ECT. they’re usually always pressed against one another, or bucky will wrap his arm around her and she’ll have her head on his shoulder

What is a small thing that one another does to make their partner happy? they tend to get really cuddly when they see the other is in a bad mood, so they’ll just weasel their way into the other’s space and talk or tall jokes until they can get a smile

What would they do to celebrate their one year anniversary? they’d either go on a little trip to brooklyn so bucky can find places he remembers from growing up, like coney island and his old home, or they’d have an evening to themselves in the apartment, not really doing much but just enjoying each other’s company

When did they know that loved each other, and when did they first tell each other that they loved one another? iiiiiiii actually wrote out where they both realized their feelings were mutual so imma drop that here so y’all can read it. i don’t really know how long it was until they said it out loud, tho i feel like bucky would say it first, but yeah

Who likes to give the other hugs from behind followed by a kiss? that would be bucky, as he knows it’s one way to make her smile when she gets stressed out or is too involved in something

Who would make a playlist for the other person? What would be featured on the playlist? maddie would make him one. it would include some music from his time with some other songs she thinks he’d like included

Who would bring their partner on a romantic date under the stars? i could see either one of them doing it. they both like dates outside so they both would plan them.

ian/nate

Who offers their jacket when the other is cold? nate is usually the one with the jacket/hoodie cause ian is dumb af and never wears one so this would be nate, as he now carries two with him just in case

Who giggles uncontrollably when the other playfully picks them up? ian picks nate up to get him in a giggle fit cause he absolutely loves nate’s laugh and will do anything he can to hear it

Who compliments the other in front of everyone? they both tend to, but ian does more so to get nate all flustered and blushing cause he finds it adorable

Who is more likely to tell the other a pun and what is the other’s reaction to the pun? i can see nate starting it to irritate ian and get his bitchface, but then because ian is a competitive fuck he’ll start looking them up and they’ll end up having pun wars and wynn debates on moving out

When one of them has a bad day, what does the other do to help cheer them up? ian is always in a perpetual bad mood so this is really nothing new for nate. he’ll just cuddle up to him and tell really bad jokes to try and get even the slightest smile out of him. when nate gets in a bad mood ian tends to do the same with him, just in a more awkward way cause he barely knows how to function

If they got to pick what one another wears for a day, what would one another wear? nate wouldn’t care what ian wore, as long as he had a hoodie or jacket along with him. ian would put nate in a short sleeve shirt of some kind to show off his tattoos cause ian loves them a ton

Who introduces their partner to their family first? How does it go? welp. neither of them really have family, besides ian having maya down the road so. i guess ian then? and maya was around before ian realized they were siblings so i don’t know if this counts so. i dunno

In a coffee shop AU, who would be the coffee shop employee and who would be the customer? nate would be the barista who’s just trying to be able to pay hist rent with this second job and ian would be the regular who flirts with the cute pink-haired barista to get him blushing. and now i want this au

When they sit side by side, do they touch one another? For example, does one person has their arm around the other, do they sit holding hands, or linked arms, ECT. they’re a very touchy (not in that way) couple once they come out with their relationship, and in private before they come out with it, so yeah. they’re always cuddling or pressed together or with their arms around one another

What is a small thing that one another does to make their partner happy? ian will try whatever he can to make nate laugh, including buying bad joke books and finding out his favorite comedy movies. he’s also taught himself to bake (with wynn’s help) as nate loves baked goods. nate’s made a list of ian’s favorite movies/tv shows and he’ll dig them out and cuddle up with him to try and get him in a better mood

What would they do to celebrate their one year anniversary? iiiiiii don’t even really know. these two aren’t much of celebrating people, as they’ve really had nothing to celebrate before. they’d probably just take it as another day and then realize it’s their one year (if they make it that far and get surprised if they do) and just carry on with their day

When did they know that loved each other, and when did they first tell each other that they loved one another? they are both god awful with their emotions, more so ian, so i feel like nate would catch feelings first and just internalize them cause lol that’s his best friend. ian realizes a bit later that he’s starting to get feelings for him and then it sort of breaks him cause lol this is new and reaches out to maya and then they just. sort of avoid each other for a bit, as nate is afraid that admitting shit is gonna ruin their friendship, but ian goes over to his apartment after getting some courage from maya and just. kind of blurts it out and gets afraid nate is gonna slam the door in his face, but nate ends up kissing him and then they have a secret relationship for months

Who likes to give the other hugs from behind followed by a kiss? ian would def be the guilty one for this one

Who would make a playlist for the other person? What would be featured on the playlist? oh they both would. there would be songs they know the other likes, some songs they like, and some joke/comedy songs to make them laugh in case it’s needed

Who would bring their partner on a romantic date under the stars? ummm i feel nate would drag ian more so for this one, as nate loves being outside (he never got to when he was younger so he’s making up for it now), which leads ian to ask wynn and liam to teach him some constellations so he can talk to nate about them

thank you so much for asking! otp asks ~

#my ocs #oc: maddie #madky #maddie x bucky #oc: ian #oc: nate #ian x nate

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The Raven King: A Summary – The Plot Twist King

Shocks and revelations! Sassfests! Backstory awesomeness! Team spirit! The Josten Glow Up™! Me losing my shit! But most importantly – plot.

Sounds good? Then it’s time for Nicki to sum up The Raven King.

In 2013, now-renowned author Nora Sakavic blessed us with The Raven King, book two of the All For The Game trilogy. In this second installment of orange gay sporty murder shit, ex-runaway, part-time sassmaster, and all-time Exy nerd Neil Josten meets the Edgar Allan Ravens, a team that is exactly as dark and fucked-up as their completely unsubtle name suggests.

Especially Neil has reason to fear them: Star player Riko Moriyama, also known as That Fucker™, and his father Tetsuji are Neil's crime lord father's crime lord bosses and are exactly 0% fooled by his runaway act. However, as Neil is a 100% impulsive savage sassmaster, he consistently picks fights with them anyways, which Riko repays by revealing his true identity to Kevin.

But that's not all there is. Just when the Foxes' start to form some actual team spirit and real friendships, our heroes experience the shock of the century: At the Hemmick's family Thanksgiving, goalie, snarkmaster and court-approved maniac Andrew Minyard is raped by his long-time childhood abuser Drake. In his brother’s defense, Aaron rushes in and kills Drake - a ruse set up by Riko Moriyama.

In order to free his boyfriend teammate from the Moriyama-bribed doctors Andrew was sent to for rehab, Neil agrees to spend Christmas with the Ravens, which is exactly Not A Fun Time. There, he is tortured, abused, cut, burnt, tattooed against his will and generally made to look as if he had a fun encounter with a meat chopper. Bruised and beaten, Neil returns home to his Fox family and swears everlasting vengeance on The Raven Fuckers.

And that’s The Raven King for you.

Did I like it? Hell fucking yes.

Did I prefer it to the first book? Hell fucking yes.

Seriously, The Foxhole Court was wonderful, all good things in there, all the exposition a girl could want, but The Raven King was where shit finally, finally started going down.

There was PLOT. There were brain-mushing twists and jaw-dropping revelations, breath-stopping shocks and heart-clenching emotional moments galore.

This, as predicted last time, was the book where the arc of suspense picks up speed. It’s a basic - but effective - trilogy setup: The first book sets the scene, introduces the theme and the characters and gets the reader invested in the story. The second book dishes out the truly gripping plot points, keeping the reader at it and paving the way for the big finale. Finally, the third book is where shit truly goes down: Here, the last big twists are revealed and everything culminates in an epic finale.

It is Every Trilogy Ever, and it works like a fucking charm.

Personal highlights of this book include, but are not limited to:

THE FALL BANQUET SASSFEST. EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. I will probably never shut up about this ever. "Dan, I said please" honestly ICONIC.

"I don't think Riko likes me very much"

The second banquet, but for entirely different reasons - reasons being Neil's newfound guard dog attitude and my newfound tears

Renee’s backstory can I get a hell yeah

Nicky teaching Neil how to cellphone uhmmm sign me the eff up

THEY FINALLY HAVE TEAMWORK AND DO STUFF TOGETHER MY LITTLE HUFFLEPUFF HEART CAN'T HANDLE THIS

Thanksgiving. We don't talk about Thanksgiving but. Honestly that chapter.

The very last two chapters scared the crap out of me but honestly, they were so well-written and so amazing so suck it I'm including them here seriously they were so good

DADMACK

Same as last time, but updated: Opinions on characters!

Neil is still my son, but wow, introducing Son 2.0 in the Updated Version: Now featuring Facing Your Problems, Dealing With Shit and Actual Responsibility! With a guaranteed 20% less emo and 100% more awesome! Buy now, get one punch in the Raven jaw for free. No, seriously, Fearless Neil Josten is my favourite Neil Josten. He is right on the same level as Sassmaster McSavage Neil Josten, followed by Responsible Neil Josten, with Angsty Dramatic Runaway Neil Josten coming in last. (Sorry, book 1.)

Andrew has risen through the ranks of my favourites faster than mentos in a coke bottle. I LOVE HIM. Thanksgiving has cemented this. He is my small gay angry knife murder son and I will protect him five-fucking-ever. He is the main reason I am hella excited for TKM because Andrew!! Off!! His!! Meds!!! Imma pass out I'm so excited.

Kevin has definitely improved as well – the awesome 'I Have Adopted This Team And I Will Make Them Great, Suck My Dick Riko' scene, anyone?

Nicky has won back my heart for good by now - the Teaching Neil How To Phone Incident has definitely rid him of any and all past mistakes in my book. Also, he is the fuck precious and continues to bring sunshine into all our bleak lives.

Aaron has gained mad, mad sympathy points in this book. He suddenly has a PERSONALITY, you guys. Also, the Thanksgiving incident. THE THANKSGIVING INCIDENT. Anyone hating on Aaron from this point on can fight me. Also Katelyn is an a+ cutiepie.

My opinions on Renee, Matt and Dan are pretty much the same as before, if heightened by the reveal of all of their awesome backstories. An ex-street gangster, an ex-junkie and an ex-stripper all loving and supporting each other and being their own family?? Sign me the fuck up.

The only one I'm still kind of 'meh' about is Allison. Where's her backstory. Pls. I want it.

Wymack, Abby and Betsy are the Fox Parent Triumvirate, my opinion on them hasn't changed either. Also Dadmack!

And my opinion on Riko and his bastard posse should be clear. Kind of split on Jean (he's a victim etc etc, still doesn't excuse him imo, but maybe he’ll become more likeable later), but that's about it.

Let's take a look at some predictions I made last time, shall we?

They’ll deal with Seth’s death – some better, some worse pretty much exactly sums it up, go me

The banquet thing will happen and it will be hella awkward and hilarious and something Super Dramatic And Important will happen OH MY SWEET SUMMER CHILD OH MY OH MY

Neil will master the Raven drills Kevin is making him do and it will be EPIC so he did pass them apparently, but I actually had to read back on this to be sure, sooo - no epicness. instead: heavier racquets! when will Kevin chill, the answer is never

Andreil will continue having Important Gay Moments™ uhmmm hECK YES lotsa andreil in this book, ya girl is happy

The “Kevin and Riko know Neil” situation will not be addressed (!) (I’m expecting that to be in the last book, near the final epic smackdown) GIRL YOU WERE EXPECTING WRONG BAHAHAHA

Neither will we meet Neil’s father (again, last book) ok I'm sticking with this tbh

However, we will meet Tetsuji and shit will go down oh hon

Also, we’ll meet some Ravens I suppose, since it is the Raven King after all "WE WILL MEET SOME RAVENS, I SUPPOSE" oh HON OH HON

We will find out Renee’s backstory y e e e s

We will find out something – if maybe not everything – about the Minyard-Hemmick backstory Y E E E E E E E E S oh dear

Some more kisses will happen. I don’t care who kisses whom. Probably not Andreil (yet). Let it be Abby and Wymack. Aaron and his irrelevant girlfriend. I don’t care. Give me kisses. excuse you, "irrelevant" psshh, but yeah that's the only kisses in this book :(

And because I don't learn from my mistakes, let's do this one last time - Shit I Think Will Happen In The Kings Men:

HANDS UP FOR CANON ANDREIL I'm sorry, I know this is happening, tumblr told me :/

Will they kiss tho?? Will they have actual love declarations?? Sexy times maybe even????? WHO KNOOOOOOWS

I will love the USC Trojans 1000% if they are huffy puffs I will love them

Someone's gotta die who are we kidding

Hopefully no one of our guys

We will finally get that sweet Allison backstory (come on girl don't let me down)

We will meet Neil's dad. This cannot not happen.

Some championship shit will happen in which the Foxes either a) win or b) don't win but The Real Prize Was The Friendships We Made Along The Way

Nicky's bullshit dad will get the court case he deserves (if this doesn't happen I'm the fuck quitting)

Cats are probably important somewhere

Phew. That's it for this book, then. As always, thank you guys are so much for sticking with me through this. You are the backbone, the spirit, the motivation of this blog. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

See you soon with the third - and final - book. I am not ready.

If you like what I do here and you want to help me continue writing (still working on that laptop), please consider buying me a coffee! Thank you so much <33

#nicki reads tfc #aftg #tfc #trk #the raven king #the foxhole court #all for the game #two days late this time bc life is STRESS im sorry #come hmu in my ask box if you like these!!!#kinda unsure abt the format aha ha ha #ily all have a great day/evening/night

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Game of Thrones Season 7 Episode 5 Recap Pt. 3

WARNINGS: SPOILERS; not a D@€n€r¥$ fan; Jonsa shipper.

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8.- Back in Winterfell Lord Royce and Lord Glover are the North’s Mean Girls, talking shit about Jon to his back and regreating not naming Sansa QitN when they had the chance (OK as a Sansa fan I saw lot of my fellow fans were pissed that she got no credit whatsoever for retaking WF and that she should have been queen, I agreed that she deserved to get recognized but didn’t feel she wanted to be queen, but nevertheless it was good to see she has won her people’s respect after all she went through) Sansa thanks them but defends Jon’s claim in a very polite way. Arya watched all the scene, and she walks with Sansa to her chambers (Jon won that argument, good to know) that are her parents’s chambers while Sansa is like I warned Jon the North wouldn’t wait on him like Ghost (my shipper heart is pleased that they disscused this sort of things), Arya is clearly not happy about how Sansa managed things and Sansa being the observant girl she is immediately picks up on it and prompts Arya to speak her mind about what’s bothering her, because that’s what she did with Jon: she talked things through even if they didn’t agree on everything they were never afraid to speak clearly about it they loved and appreciated the other so much mere disagreements would never come between them. Arya is very different though and she is very harsh and unfair to Sansa,I understand her personality is different from Jon and Sansa, she is a more action type of person, she has taken revenge and now she is at home she can’t bear the thought of this people disrespecting her beloved big bro and her sister, the one she had a lot of friction with, just standing there and listening without screaming or hitting them, but Sansa is right she can’t do those things without repercussions, Arya is like there won’t be repercussions if you kill them (tell that to Robb) and Sansa (bless her soul) tries to explain the situation they are in, and how much Jon and the North need this people and that is much better working together than killing everyone (gosh now I really want Sansa to meet D) she gives Arya a reality check on how WF wasn’t just handed to them. Honestly Sansa Queen of everything 2kforever. Arya retorts in a very childlish way about how Sansa just wants to make sure people will accept her in case Jon dies, and Sansa is horrified that her sister would say such a thing (also I think she is horrified by the thought of Jon dying) and Arya keeps taunting her. No fuck I’m out of here, never wanted this Starkbowl stuff, didn’t wanted it with Jon don’t want it with Arya, why do the writers make her Sound like every Sansa hater ever???? Sansa does not deserve this (Dickon come back pls and sweep my baby off her feet in those amazing arms of yours) I understand Arya hasn’t still procesed Sansa’s changes and she loves Jon and hates to see people trash talking him but no sorry, Ned already had told her she and her sister needed each other even if they were so different, and Arya said she didn’t hated Sansa Back then, I just hope this nonsense is over quickly because I Love the Stark Sisters too much.

9.- So the magnificent plan of Tyrion starts with convincing Jaime to tell Cersei to grant the Suicide Squad an audience so they can show her the WW, and they will need to go to KL, Davos smuggles them and then goes off to find my boy Gendry.

My boy is Back on the blacksmith business, and Davos makes a joke about rowing (he is the daddiest dad of the 7 realms) and he is trying to explain their super amazing mission but Gendry is like dude idc I just wanna go away from this shit hole and fight some Lannisters on the way with my magical Baratheon Hammer like the one my daddy had.

#AtrueBaratheon.

Tyrion apparently convinced/payed to Bronn so he would take Jaime to creepy dragon basement, Jaime is clearly conflicted at seeing Tyrion, but still he listens.

Back on the boat some gold capes found their boat, Davos is a Master of manipulation and manages to fool them ‘til Tyrion shows up, fear not cuz Gendry puts that Hammer to use (he is epic guys) and Davos is practically signing those adoption papers.

10.- Jaime goes to Cersei’s chambers, she was talking with Qyburn and sasses the heck out of Jaime when he asks what was Qyburn doing there, anyway Jaime tells Cersei about his talk with Tyrion and the WW, Cersei is very dismissive (must be real easy when she hasn’t seen the Dragons or the WWs) but she thinks she can use this in her favor, also she is preggo (oh god why do I feel this is emotional manipulation or she is reaching menopausia?) they kiss and god Jaime stop.

11.- Our boat buddies are back on DS (traveling doesn’t make any sense what is time? What is distance? Who knows? No really jokes aside I understand they have to advance this plot fast as possible cuz they have only 2 episodes left this season) and Davos warns Gendry not to mention his dad or real name to King Jon, and that’s the first thing Gendry does!!! LMAO, this friendship is epic already (RobertxNed2.0) and Jon smiles for the first time in the south (dude he was almost dead all his time in DS but his bastard buddy shows up and he immediately jokes and laughs) this is my favorite bromance, and Davos is worried for this unruly sons of his (so he is Jon Arryn 2.0 right???)

So the very next day? Week? Who knows? They depart, Jorah gets a sad goodbye with D, and Jon a very awkward one, for real D is tryin to flirt and Jon says 'good fortune in the wars to come’?? Wasn’t it the same thing “The Sword of Morning” told Ned before they fought to death??? I mean one can clearly see Jon can’t wait to get the fuck out of Dragonstone, D makes goggly eyes at the boat (Jon) while Jorah turns back makes puppy eyes at D, and Jon is pushing harder to go as soon as possible.

11.- Back on the Citadel, Gilly is reading (I miss Shireen so much, she would have been so proud) some stuff of a Maester obssessed with registers, and discovers a prince Ragger (Imma call him that forever, thanx Gilly) got an annulment and married someone else in Dorne. We all, know this is about fuckboi Ragger Tupperwere and his rightful wife Elia Martell princes of DORNE, so you tell me this fucker not only humilliated her publicy on Harrenhall’s tourney but also re-married in her homeland?? And made her children bastards???? Seriously most of you don’t know how hard it is as a PoC and specially a WoC and watch this stupid bullshit where a woman of color’s suffering and humilliation just serves to further a white character’s (Jon Snow) storyline, while Raggers gets this beautiful memory lane stories about him singing the Poor, and people justifying his selfish bullshit with OMG he didn’t Love Elia he did it for true wuv!!! Miss me that bullshit who said Elia loved the bitch??? Yet still beared with dignity all the awful stuff he did, not only that but her and her children died (awful, awful deaths, not in a battlefield glorified as a song ones) scorned and set aside by Rhaegar while he was protecting new wifey and his new white super speshul babe.

I am beyond angry at this.

Anyway, Sam doesn’t care (nobody does really, they don’t even say her FUCKING name) cuz the maesters just won’t listen, so he steals some books and fucks out of the Citadel with his family.

12.- Yeah so in WF Arya is the worst spy ever following LF around, and he is purposefully as shady as he can be, Maester Wolkan gives him a copy of a letter and LF very loudly thanks him in Sansa’s name, he get’s the letter inside his chambers and goes away, Arya enters his chamber and finds the letter you know that one Sansa was manipulated into writing to protect her dad and the rest of her family, and Arya buys it. Honestly I am too empty now to care, Arya got played by a obvious stupid scheme but I can’t find the enrgy to care about all this drama.

13.- On Eastwatch, Jon and co. Talk with Tormund, who talks about the Dragon Queen and the one who fucks her brother (tha made me laugh a lot cuz Jon’s uncomfortable expression and Gendry’s smile) and he is frustrated cuz why didn’t they brought Brienne??? Jon’s smile is amazing and I am glad he is among people he is comfortable with. The moronic plan is laid, and Tormund is like well we are not the only ones who wants to go beyond the wall Tormund takes them to the cell, the Bannerless Brotherhood is there, and everyone hates each other suddenly, but the Hound hates everyone and makes them shut up, Jon frees them and they go to their stupid ass mission.

———– *sigh* Yeah so this is all, next week (May the gods help me) I’ll try to stop being so repulsed so I can Watch the next episode.

#Game of Thrones #7x05 #recap part 3 #anti daenerys #to be safe #dachi rambles

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1-100 pls 🌹💕

BABE. oh my god. okay here we go, it’s gonna be long!!

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more cereal than milk I think?

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? I love winter and everything about it, I’d rather be cold than hot

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? post it notes, receipts, I’ve used flowers a few times, really anything that’s in reach

4: how do you take your coffee/tea? tea with a little bit of milk and honey, coffee depends on the day? typically with a lil bit of vanilla creamer. when I make my ‘fancy’ coffee at home with frothy milk on top I always top them off with a dusting of cinnamon

5: are you self-conscious of your smile? always

6: do you keep plants? ye! I have a succulent/cacti terrarium, some sunflowers, jasmine, african violets, tomato plants, hanging planters, and a few more I forget the names of!

7: do you name your plants? not the ones I have currently

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? I love ink. I haven't been able to paint with ink in a while, but the movement of that and watercolor are just.. freeing? I dunno how to explain it. that and drawing using ink, every mark you make is permanent and I just kinda zone out when doing it

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? aight listen. my future s/o is gonna have to deal with this a lot. shower? singing. car ride? singing. cooking? singing. y'all aint getting a break even if I sound like a dying cat

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? primarily side and stomach!

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? I cant think of many at the moment but uhhhh. hmm. a few guys and I play a game together and I run the group (in rdr2), and we don't let people join it if their horse’s tail isn't braided so we’ll hunt them down and kill them instead

12: what’s your favorite planet? neptune looks beautiful

13: what’s something that made you smile today? the fact that you wanted to know more about me

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? lots and lots of plants, kinda modern, a few fish tanks, smells like lavender and coffee

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! mars has the biggest known volcano!

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? stupidly basic, but chicken parmesan

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? I’ve always wanted to impulsively dye it some shade of blue just for a few weeks

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. I got ridiculously drunk off tequila at a house party and was given my first mojito, thought he picked leaves off the tree out back and threw them in so I dug them out and threw them around the yard in disgust. I have a very vague memory of this but they always give me crap for it

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I have a couple! one is my bujo where I keep lists of things like self care ideas, favorite movies and books, quotes, friend stuff, etc. another I use to draw in and like to recreate van gogh sketches, others are private

20: what’s your favorite eye color? y'all ever really see brown eyes? oof

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. I don't have this?

22: are you a morning person? I could be if I woke up next to the right person

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? netflix binging, reading, aquarium shopping, walks with my dog in the woods, making stupid pancakes, and league with a babe

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? it takes time for me to trust people, so probably all my life at some point with a girl. as for family? no

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? I’ve locked myself outta my place a few times and had to go through the window

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? several pairs of sandals and slides!

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? just regular mint?

28: sunrise or sunset? watching the sunset on a blanket in the grass with a girl I care about

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? her voice gets a lil louder and she talks fast when she's excited about something and its flipping adorable

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes.

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I love fluffy socks and patterned socks and ones with dinosaurs and stuff and I love socks so much, don't sleep in them though

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. we played a drinking game based off how we did in a split screen game, one drink for every kill, got v drunk that night

33: what’s your fave pastry? I love baclava but I’m horribly allergic to walnuts

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? I still have it! my dad went down to south carolina a lot and I was, and still am, very much in love with alligators. I think I was six or something but he came home with this giant garbage bag and was moving it like there was an animal inside and when I opened it, it was a giant stuffed alligator. he's currently sitting on my bed, but seems a lot smaller now

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? I really wanna get into using thicker paper for letters with pressed wax seals and pressed flowers

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? I don’t really focus on individual bands too much tbh, I bounce around a lot within genres. anything happy and country atm

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? I’m tryna keep it cleaner, better habit to make myself get into

38: tell us about your pet peeves! people smoking around me (I don't care that you smoke whatever, I just ask you don't do it around me bc it makes me feel sick), a group of people that takes up the whole sidewalk going incredibly slow, people that cut me off in traffic without turn signals, people who f around in the tsa line and don't get ready then stand there for ten minutes taking everything off for the scanner and hold us up, “there” and “their” and “they’re” misuses, etc. jeez, didn't realize I had so many and that's not even all of them

39: what color do you wear the most? blue?

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? I love my claddagh ring, my mom and sister both have the same one and we all match. currently not wearing it bc it was like 100 degrees F then other day and it burned my finger?????

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? asoiaf!!!!

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! I like this lil coffee shop about half an hour away, every drink has an individual and funny name and the workers are nice

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? I honestly can’t remember, but I could really go for this right now

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? uhhhh it’s been a bit? lotta stressors recently

45: do you trust your instincts a lot? I try to, should've listened to them regarding some stuff and I didn’t

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. what do you call a blind dinosaur? a do-you-think-he-saurus.

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? broccoli

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? santa and the dark, no on both accounts now

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? no, I just use apple music

50: what’s an odd thing you collect? I dunno about odd, but I keep seashells and shark teeth I find on beaches

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? somebody to love

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? uhhhh I’m bad at keeping up with when these come out but probably the “wait was anyone going to tell me ___ or was I supposed to find out in this ___”

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? I haven't seen these sorry!

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? my dad

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? I honestly cannot think of this right now

56: what are some things you find endearing in people? when they get excited about something, when their eyes sparkle a bit in sunlight, when they’re touchy (only certain ones), compassion, weird hobbies and interests, etc

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? it’s an experience. listen with headphones on high or don't listen to it at all

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I guess I’d be the wine mom bc I don't drink heavily too often with my friends cause I’m usually the dd, vodka aunt would go to my friend S cause hell she puts that shit away fast

59: what’s your favorite myth? I love greek mythology

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? sappho

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? a lil cat bank that grabs a coin with its paw and drags it into the box and a potato, respectively

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? not usually

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? I kept all of my books on a shelf before the move but idk what imma do with them now bc I have no room for a bookcase so they're kinda messy rn

64: what color is the sky where you are right now? pale blue and cloudy

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? a friend who moved away a few years ago, I miss her

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? oooooh. hmm. lots of blues and pinks and purples with lil twisty brown vines?

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? I love them, 10/10, perfect.

68: what’s winter like where you live? we either get 3 feet of snow overnight or a dusting, there’s no in between

69: what are your favorite board games? I cant remember the last time I played a board game??? I liked the game of life and monopoly when I was a kid

70: have you ever used a ouija board? nope

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? whatever happens to be in the cabinet!

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? I have the memory of a goldfish

73: what are some of your worst habits? letting people get away with things they've done to me, being too lenient with people that make me uncomfortable, etc

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. they’re such a good friend and we have enough years built into our friendship that we can go a few weeks without talking and be right where we left off. they’re kind and caring and ready to help people when they need it

75: tell us about your pets! my cat is an 8 year old lil grump, but he gets so freaking affectionate and lovey too. he knows when I’m anxious and will come up and sit on my chest and purr. my dog’s a ball of jumping energy, she's always excited and happy, she’s only 2 so hopefully she’ll mellow out. then my clownfish are flipping adorable even though they try to bite my fingers when I’m working on the aquarium

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? unpacking and socializing with family

77: pink or yellow lemonade? pink lemonade

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? I don't care about them really, but the facebook minion memes passed around by moms gotta stop

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? one of my exes surprise got me flowers sometimes, while the relationship just didn't work that was a cute action

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? they’re kinda beige-ish? I just moved here and I don’t wanna repaint them

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. hmm. one of my friends’ eyes are like the leaves on the forest floor, an assortment of greens and browns blended together with the occasional fleck of gold when light filters through the trees

82: are/were you good in school? I’m okay? In high school I was in honor classes and stuff and I've made the deans list a few times in college so far, but honestly I think I’m just average. I have a lot of issues with math and it’s why I couldn't go into one of the fields I was considering. I get overwhelmed quickly

83: what’s some of your favorite album art? tbh I don't look at this kinda stuff but I know kesha’s rainbow was good?

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? ye! I want a small humpback whale on my left inner wrist, they mean a lot to me and I finally got to see one in person just last year. then I have some scars on my thigh I’ve been tossing around the idea of getting a tattoo to cover up, but idk if I would or what I would get

85: do you read comics? what are your faves? no sorry! I always wanted to when I was younger but I got psyched out by guys who would say they're not for girls who I never took advantage of the comic shop a family friend owns

86: do you like concept albums? which ones? I dunno what this is and I’m too tired to google it but imma guess its about music? to which I say I’m v bad at keeping up with everyones stuff

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? the princess bride, star wars, lord of the rings, the sound of music, indiana jones (NOT crystal skull, it sucked), jurassic park, and a lottttt more.

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? impressionism, post impressionism, and expressionism

89: are you close to your parents? ish.

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. I absolutely loved st. malo in france. I need to go back. it’s a giant walled city on the water and it’s just beautiful. I sat and watched an artist on the street for a while and bought two of his paintings afterward, gotta figure out where to hang them in my new bedroom. the air smelled amazing, it rained a lot when I was there but I still loved it and I wish I’d had more time to really explore than I did

91: where do you plan on traveling this year? I wanted to go to sri lanka to see my family but I don’t think it’s gonna happen, but I’ve got my fingers crossed for pennsylvania cause reasons

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? cheese is life

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? I braid it overnight and wear it down during the day!

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my dad a few days ago

95: what are your plans for this weekend? I think I’ve got another family party to go to? feel kinda done with my fam rn though

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? I literally just installed 2 years worth of updates this morning, so yeah, I procrastinate updates quite a bit

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? idk what the first thing is but the others are scorpio and slytherin!

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? oh wow I can’t remember, but imma say yes? I wanna hike with my dog at some point

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. somebody to love, la mer, and some others

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years into the future. I hope that future me is happy and comfy with someone she loves surrounded by their plants, aquariums, pets, and love.

#this was #so long #youre adorable ily #lack of emojis due to typing on my computer #oof #answered

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💛💜💚💙💟💌💓💝💘💕ღ:❥:♡:❤ ( take your pick ) for both ships!

send me a ship with a heart and i’ll tell you — ( accepting )

❤: who is more affectionate in public? in private?

dasom&taewon: hA, listen,, right here these two dorks are wild af. at first, aka when it’s fake, they are both super affectionate and do the most dumb things just so people think they are real. in private rip, neither at that time. once they become something boi oh boi, yikes, i feel like taewon would take the lead tbh, dasom can live without skinship so it wouldn’t matter for her, she’ll be chill af.

hyunwoo&hana: as friends i feel like hyunwoo did all sorts of things, hand holding and sht, he did all the things and that’s prob one of the reasons hana fell for him first, bc he grew up like that, he can be touchy. if they become something else i feel like hyunwoo would be quite shy tbh, bc of how things happened and how his clueless self pushed her away he’s afraid to do something wrong, rip. he’s very settle man, he’s shy bc like she’s his best friend and sht. idk if hana would take the lead but for what i see, hyunwoo wouldn’t.

♡: who is the bigger romantic openly? secretly?

dasom&taewon: neither. that simple man. just like, these two are fucking hopeless. like, dasom is so stubborn and lowkey so resentful she wouldn’t try to be romantic if the first time she did it he a) laughed or b) it was messed up, like she would go full no romance mood. rip him. i really don’t see taewon as romantic tho, dasom def beats him man. openly, i bet taewon does stuff when they are still a fake relationship. lol.

hyunwoo&hana: i feel like both are romantic, hyunwoo would def get her flowers and leave her tons of notes around her house so she cheers up. he would gift her books and chocolates and a perfume and everything ok. this boi would try to be romantic bc she deserves it. and i feel like hana would appreciate it and lowkey be a lil romantic, even if it comes out more secretly than openly.

❥: who is more likely to plan something big for valentine’s day?

dasom&taewon: tbh,,, again if it’s fake both would go huge, prob taewon beats dasom because he has more connections to use at his favor. if they are real tbh, maybe taewo n does something. dasom can be caprichious af, like give her flowers and praise her on that day or she’ll be full silent treatment for a week ok. but dasom wouldn’t do anything too big, she’ll just spend the day wuith him, if he’s busy on set maybe make some muffins and hand them to the staff as he works and such.

hyunwoo&hana: um, rip me. tbh, again, prob hyunwoo goes all out and messes it out, but he tries i swear man. he always tries. when they were friend he would buy her goofy balloons and stuff like cute cheap stuff.

ღ: who is more likely to initiate hand-holding in public?

dasom&taewon: um, both? dasom probably like, she doesn’t mind it, it’s easy an d WAY better than those awkward kisses lbr. as a legit couple again dasom, it helps her stay chill bc all the pap and photographers can freak her out, so holding his hand makes her stay focused.

💕: who is more likely to make huge declarations of love in front of other people?

hyunwoo&hana: hyunwoo does so many cringey things, pls safe hana from this boy. if he proposes man i t would be so wild and in front of SO many people like NO JOKE,, rip hana. but again,, he would use the excuse that he never expressed himself so he’s making it up now.

💘: who developed a crush on the other first?

dasom&taewon: probably dasom, she hates herself for it. and denies it ok.

hyunwoo&hana: rip, hana.

💝: who spends more time (possibly overthinking) what presents to get the other?

dasom&taewon: um, tbh, i feel like tae goes ham, like he prob gives her some DOPE ASS PRESENTS AND SHT LIKE DANG BROTHER ME TOO,, dasom definitely overthinks like, he is so snobby and picky and she doesn’t have a lot of $$ to help her out so she STRUGGLES okay,, prob ends up not buying him sht.

hyunwoo&hana: both, they are soft and always overthinking random things like that. i can see hyunwoo asking everyone he knows for help only for then to pick a random thing or the opposite (someone guide this kid into a relationship guide ok),, hana probs spends a lot of time thinking about what he would like as well so def both.

💓: who initiates most physical contact?

hyunwoo&hana: um,,, depends? tbh,, idk, hyunwoo can be so dumb but he’ll def take her hand and stuff, i guess both to an extent?

💌: who is more likely to send cutesy texts to the other?

dasom&taewon: neither unless they are trying to be embarrassing lbr

hyunwoo&hana: he would seend all the compliments,, wooo, but i think both would be super cutesy in texts,, hashtag soft

💟: who spends time reading their zodiac compatibilities?

dasom&taewon: ain’t nobody got time for thAT,,, i mean,, i guess dasom can be a lil into that but legit they are not a match,,,, but lmao imma check and see IF they are,, expect a message from me

💙: who is more protective?

dason&taewon: um, wow, it depends. who’s rhe most jealous? dASOM BSH WOULD KIL L OK,, besides taewon and his player charisma probably makes her set herself on fire bc let s be real,,, bOI HAS SO MANY PEOPL E ON THE LIST buuut yiKES,, anywa, protective itself, tbh it depends, i gues s both? idk, they are protective about their images?

💚: who tends to get sick more often? who is better at taking care of the other?

hyunwoo&hana: i see hana getting sick and hyunwoo not knowing what to do with himself like ‘wtf, what is soup how does one do it, can ramen help wtf u need actualy food okay um ill buy it’. i think hana can get sick more often and she def knows how to take care of people, hyunwoo is A MESS like boi doesnt know what to get ever, pls help him. but i mean, since he also knows her he can at least get some stuff right

💜: who said “i love you” first? or, if neither has said it yet, who is more likely to say it first?

dasom&taewon: um WOW,, okay these two treat their emotions as a competition or as a sign of weakness therefore i have no idea. like dasom has more possibilities but tbh she knows taewon so she wouldnt want to say it. she prob screams i t at him while they fight then goes to the bathroom to not have to see him again like f u mood u know?

hyunwoo&hana: hana,, meaninfully, like idk what that spelling is, but hana, is wayn more aware of her emotions, i se e her being able to say it but if she’ s too shy hyunwoo can say it first but like after a hundred years of blindnes this BOI OBLIVIOUS AF

💛: who believes in soulmates?

dasom&taewon: um neither lbr. wow,

hyunwoo&hana: hana prob, idk but she gives me the vibe, ,, i can so see it happen ing ok woooo

#( limd otp: even if it's fake )#( namh otp: can't you see that i love you )

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Yes I’m feeling better now queen :) thanks for the well wishes!! I also realise that with the amount of ‘!’ That I use makes me sound like an old lady but I’ll never stop...I need it to convey tone and message. Sometimes I hate socialising but people are also cool??? A deathly debate

I’m a firm believer that you can kill anyone with anything If you try hard enough. When I was little (maybe like 7?) I hit my auntie with a spoon and I cute her hand :,)

What does magnesium even tho?? A quick google search would answer my inquiry, but I’m a lazy asshole, so I won’t.

OKAY I WONT NO WORRIES. I hate when self help book authors sound entitled bc it’s like they’re looking down on the readers. Like “haha I can help myself but u suck, buy my book”

The “I have anxiety, Richard” sent me oml

We are in this weird limbo of nothingness. We are the two things combined but we’re also not. We are the perfect vessel for chaos and depression. And military scouting in the US ig

I SWEAR PLS WATCH THE PERFORMANCE I BEG YOU ITS SO GOOD. Imma send a link

Also, I gotta tell you even if u don’t know much marvel but my friend and I were doing a google slides to see which Kpop idols would be each avenger and I FOUND AND EDIT OF CHAN AS CAPTAIN AMERICA (the guy who was slow dancing in the video I sent a WHILE ago) and I DIED BC CAPTAIN AMERICA IS MY FAVE SUPERHEROE (along with black widow bc I’m gay)

Oh also, speaking abt gay, I came out to my parents today :D now I have freckles underneath my eyes bc of crying

Also, tell me abt NCT (whichever unit is your fave) for the K-POP group tag ask!!!

I am glad you are feeling queen !! Also you are talking to a person that overuses "!" AND even puts a space in front of them so <3 its all good <3

you sound intimidating but i am also in love w you. killing someone w a spoon ?? an amazing idea. people are really cool and interesting but some of them just get on my nerves to the point where i would absolutely smash someone w a spoon

i have no idea what magnesium does but supposedly its good for you ?? 😩😩 im too lazy to google.

EXACTLY THATS THE REASON WHY I HATE SELF HELP BOOKS LIKE ?? YOU AINT MY THERAPIST. SHUT UP.

I THINK I ALREADY SAW IT ?? IF IM NOT WRONG ???? IF ITS THE SAME ONE IM THINKING ABT THEN IT WAS SO GOOOOD OMG WIG FLEW BUT I'LL CHECK JUST IN CASE

Marvel sounds so fun but i am bad at movies😔

oh i am so proud of you for coming out !! did it go well ?? tell me abt it if u want :( happy pride month baby

AND NOW FOR THE KPOP GROUP THING i am choosing dream bc they are my ults

my first bias: mark. i was simping for him even back im august when i knew shit about nct so,,, your current bias and why: huang renjun bc he is just-- idk he seems safe. friend shaped. i see myself in him a little too much sometimes. for some reason my heart is just so full of him. favorite song: dear dream is v special to me but atm i really love hot sauce tbh. favorite mv: ridin' !! i love the concept. or rainbow if track videos count bc its aesthetic and pretty. OTP: nomin/renhyuck/rensung 🥺 member you think has the best smile: jisung 🥺 or jeno 🥺🥺 OR CHENLE. all of their smiles are so precious. favorite choreo: DIVE INTO YOU DJDKDK ITS SO FUN. favorite era: hot sauce duh. do you own any merchandise: no but im buing the hot sauce album soon 😎 have you seen them live: no:( favorite voice/singer: hyucks voice is just ✨✨✨✨ but also renjun ??? chenle ??? vocal kings. favorite dancer: mark is underappreciated as a dancer. but also jisung and jaemin >>>>>

#💌ask #fa💫

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