#projection? i don't know her

[sprout-fics]

I think I'm going to re-write this to be more fluffy because it's turned into a big old pile of angst and I can't really handle it but- another teaser of the Soap fic before I go back and start over:

"I was…scared, Johnny." You mutter into him, and your fingers curl into his shirt, clutching the fabric that smells like him. You refuse to lift your eyes, refuse to look into his gaze. If you do, if his steel blue stare meets that of your own you fear he'll see the weakness in you, see the rotten core of you that should glint in the sun and yet withers within the brilliance of his touch.

"Oh hen." He murmurs, and he sounds heartbroken somehow, sad, and it picks at you in a way you can't describe. It feels sourly like disappointment somehow, and that thought along makes you curl further into him, needing a place to retreat and yet reaching out to him for sanctuary.

When his hand settles in your hair you swallow a sob, fail to contain a shudder at his arm encircling your waist, at his tender embrace of you and all your sorrows.

"You're safe." He murmurs, and it's enough to make a small cry tear from your throat, raw and wounded.

It hurts.

It hurts because you hate him seeing you like this, hate how much you lean into him despite the fact that you shouldn't want this. It hurts because you want him to hold you, to say your name again in the way only he does. It hurts to admit you need him, that you've been ignoring the fact it was always, forever, only ever him.

#soap x reader #johnny soap mactavish #john soap mactavish #john soap mactavish x reader #mw2 #mw 22 #reader insert #projection? I don't know her

[attleboy]

not tadc art BUT i just realized you guys have never seen the giant ceramic lps i made in senior year of high school and i need to show her off like look at her... my darling girl... posing with the original i based her off of for size comparison

she is very obviously made by human hands [lumpy] but that is part of her charm and you cannot convince me otherwise

and since her head and body are separate, she can turn her head in all directions just like the real deal!!

okay that is all. you have seen her now back to your normal programming

#i made her for a project where you had to size up a small household item and i was like would a toy count and they told me to go for it #also don't make fun of me for she/her ing a sculpture the original lps was my favorite as a kid so she is very much a full being to me #littlest pet shop #ceramics #my art #btw don't expect more ceramics i had a lot of fun with this but i have not had the time or resources since to do anything like this #anddd if you know me irl and recognize her uh. shhhhh .

[shih-na]

Quick dark type trainer Miku sketch I ended up coloring

#a consistent artstyle? I don't know her #fanart #pokemon #artists on tumblr #sketch #my art #hatsune miku #pokemiku #project voltage #vocaloid

[eldritchparasol]

#welcome home #welcome home project #welcome home fanart #welcome home art #Welcome home Ms. Beagle #Ms. Beagle #I don't know what's up with my motivation lately #I really love her apron and would love to find one like that... #I might sketch up a human interpretation of her because I love her design and it would be really fun to design a human version. #Whelp back to my cave I go! (and I'll be back when I get my motivation back again.)

[beanghostprincess]

Finding hilariously ironic how most of Sanji's perv jokes end up being extremely trans-coded to some extent only because the joke is longer than it should be.

The "guy with a woman's body" joke has been a thing for ages now, but it usually ends after the "haha I have booobs" joke. Sanji extends it to "I want to stay in this body forever. It feels right. I don't want to give it back". Which could still be read as some perverted stuff, but I don't think any man would agree with that. No matter how much of a pervert he is. Because usually being perceived as a woman is something they refuse to go through although they like being in possession sexually of a woman's body (a type of excitement Sanji actually shows, not by being that much aroused by it but being comfortable with it? Which is... A different approach to the joke).

Sanji has made the typical "going into the girl's changing room/bathroom" joke a couple of times, but in Egghead he goes all the way to be extremely frustrated about not being able to do so? And it is obviously different than wanting to keep Nami's body forever. It can still be seen as frustration for not being able to see girls naked. But. But. The fact that the length of the joke increases? The fact that it's way longer than it should be for an average "haha boobs" joke? You know what I mean.

Not to mention his whole arc during the time-skip and how a simple (both transphobic and misogynistic, by the way) joke, goes all the way to show us that Sanji is indeed comfortable in more feminine clothes and environment, until he's pretty much forced to snap out of his fantasy to go back to the crew. But he wasn't having a bad time at all. And it is intended to be a joke, but it's... Longer than it should be to be considered only a joke and to not pay attention to it.

This isn't meant to be an analysis of any kind because if it were I would've worded it differently and would've mentioned how his childhood is also extremely trans-coded, but we all already know that. I just find it extremely funny how all of these jokes that intend to be directed at straight perv men are actually too long to not be taken into consideration as something deeper than a joke. But, aha, yeah, these are just jokes and definitely not proof of Sanji's perception of gender and his issues with it.

#i KNOW these are just jokes but i'm just saying that increasing the length of a joke doesn't make it funnier it just makes it canon and real #the only one i consider to be a reach is the bathroom thing tbh but the other two??? sanji in the time-skip and punk hazard??? peak trans #also his whole backstory but we already know why that's trans coded #like-- finding extremely funny how so many cis straight dudebros keep wanting to project on him when sanji is sooo made for the queers #i am sorry but that's my bisexual genderfluid traumatized cook don't touch her #one piece #black leg sanji

[seaweedstarshine]

“They engineered a psychopath to kill you.” “Totally married her. I'd never have made it here alive without River Song.”

Sources: Let's Kill Hitler, Diary of River Song: My Dinner With Andrew, Closing Time, The Husbands of River Song, Diary of River Song: The Furies, Diary of River Song: Animal Instinct, The Ruby's Curse, Time of the Doctor

#I don't know if this makes sense but I'm having fun #this is not an attempt to assign meaning to 'psychopath' but to explore how river relates to the identifier in relation to her trauma #and obvs not trying to equate implications of what river does with kovarian- rather examine how the abuse shaped her #river song #doctor who #ive got so many ideas for these and im wasting my 'time off' making gifs instead of taking advantage of #the ability to ignore work emails to get done other massive work projects. oh well #you know what. since this is my second media set in a row ima start tagging them like so- #edits by seaweed #words by seaweed #madame kovarian #crispy!master #the master #I deliberately didnt include the psychopath lines from Picnic at Asgard bc im saving it for a set about River as a demiurge :D #oh and I'm saving 'my bespoke psychopath' for a possible yowzah post surrounding 'two psychopaths is too much for one tardis' line #is SO much easier to do this to express my thoughts than writing words. you don't even KNOW how many incoherent essays in my drafts #okay ima get back to work #and then sleep

[fudgecake-charlie]

cosmic harbingers!pearl brainrot YET AGAIN. i literally cannot stop thinking about her!!!!!! an official-ish ref for her outfit and a very old WIP piece that I’m not gonna get round to finishing. I will do some complimentary grian drawings some time! I hope!

I’ve also been thinking a little bit about false’s design and much less on martyn’s but! They both have a solid place in the AU (mumbo too! gem also a little!) and have their own plots sort of worked through. subject to change since this AU has flipped its vibe like 3 times since I first started it.

#as always i love getting asks so i have a better reason to talk about this AU <3 dw if you don't want to though #not tagging her because miss moon has no reason to see this /lh #art out the oven #cosmic harbingers AU #i’d love to make more substantial content but knowing me it's probably not that likely #hey if i give up on trying to write this project i might dump it all somewhere who knows! #[scheduled] #(pacing myself a little so it's not too radio silence! and also it's 4am.)

[theminecraftbee]

okay now that i'm no longer trying to keep a project secret from certain people i can complain publicly about a thing i've been losing my mind about:

why the fuck is the evo wiki like that.

listen. i know. i know fandom wikis being decent entirely relies on whether there are people who both want to obsessively categorize things enough to fill out the wiki, with the free time to do that kind of obsessive categorization, and the desire to manage it all as a wiki. believe me, i know. but please i'm just trying to do research please, please at least bigb's page was just Entirely Empty so i knew i had useless information and just left. why the fuck did the mafia's page, by contrast, have this:

a sentence that is actively LESS USEFUL THAN IF IT WERE NOT THERE.

and then grian's page - GRIAN'S. GRIAN'S. THE ONE PAGE I THOUGHT MIGHT HAVE A SHOT OF BEING FILLED OUT. JOKE'S ON ME I GUESS.

BECAUSE IT HAS THIS????? I'M LOSING MY MIND. WHY ON EARTH IS THE WIKI LIKE THIS. WHY IS IT THIS BAD. PLEASE I'M JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT EVERYONE'S RELATIONSHIPS WITH JIMMY AND MARTYN WERE PLEASE,

anyway thankfully i had friends who could help me with their own knowledge and who also found the evo recap but in conclusion i have been being driven mad by this for weeks, thank you for coming to my ted talk.

#evo smp #wailing and screaming. why is it THIS BAD #and like i know. i know fandom wikis can be very abandoned. #it's not like the hc wiki is actually all that good either (especially for less-watched hermits) #but this feels like 'bad because abandoned and lots of blank pages' and more ACTIVELY TRYING TO UN-HELP ME #ITS MAKING ME CRAZY #anyway. ANYWAY. i can FINALLY do this rant publicly because this project had to stay secret until today but now it can be public #.......which is to say hi i'm writing an evo thing don't worry about it. #anyway. the only vaguely useful page was the watchers one and even that one didn't have much detail in the places i actually wanted it #this is a call to action for any evo fans who really like wikis i guess? mostly i just wanted to share these two screenshots #because like. look. me having trouble figuring out who salem was because her page is blank is one thing #getting a 'i can't bother' in the ACTUAL TEXT OF THE ARTICLE is another #once again: thank god my beta found the recap.

[africanamermaid]

Not me as somebody who crochets on the reg getting criticisms/unwanted comments about everything I make:

"You always use the same colors" :/

Me: can't help it I'm a thalassophile and therefore I must always use beige, khaki, turquoise, teal, aqua blues, whites of all shades. Let the coastal creations commence!

"Nice bag. You know, that looks perfect to use only for holidays like Easter"

Me: ...my coastal bag is to be used every time I feel like it. What are you talking about.

"Those oceanic colors don't match with your current outfit so don't use it."

Me: it's not about what looks nice TO YOU but what feels right and fun to use FOR ME.

"Why don't you add (whatever) to your creation. It'd look great if you add (whatever). And, how about next time, you actually use a leather bag bottom instead?"

Me: I don't want to.

"You sure can't take a comment or a slight criticism. Why are you like this?" :/

Me: you sure can't mind your business.

"Why are you doing 2 projects at once. Finish one and start the other I don't get it."

Me: oh you sweet summer child ohohoho...you just don't understand the mind of a crocheter do ya?

"You know, if you make something for somebody it sure won't be coastal themed or whatever. You have to try something different."

Me: who said I'm making anyone ANYTHING? They don't want to pay the correct price for a hand-made creation so that won't be happening. Anyway, ONTO THE COASTAL THEMED SCARF!

#crochet #crocheting #knitting #knit #fiber art #fiber arts #yarn #yarn crafts #yarnlove #crochet art #usually those criticisms and comments come from my mother #lol #other people in public while I'm working are shocked that people still crochet #they're all OMG THAT'S A LOST ART EVERYBODY LOOK #mom on the other hand is all wow can't you try to idk do something else like use more pinks and purples #or my favorite: when are you gonna finish your last project #my mom even got mad at me once at one of my projects and said I didn't raise a daughter to look like a clown so #don't make things that won't match with your wardrobe #🤪🤪🤪🤪 #family members get weird when they notice your hobbies #btw my mom doesn't have hobbies #she says she doesn't need any #she says Jesus is her hobby #that's fine but Jesus was a carpenter you know #Our Lord and Savior DID stuff on the side y'know 😂

[fairyroses]

— SMALLVILLE, "Accelerate" (2.21) & "Wrath" (7.07)

+ bonus:

#someday I want to make a really comprehensive 'morally grey lana' gifset but god knows I don't have the time for that right now lol #but for now here's this #given this show's piss poor track record with continuity I'm actually shocked that these s2 and s7 scenes complement each other so well #(the 7x07 convo had to be edited down but I kept the most important/relevant bits) #smallville #smallvilleedit #svedit #clark kent #lana lang #lex luthor #clana #dcmultiverse #sv 2x21 #sv 7x07 #my gifs #lana always knew that she wasn't perfect and she was right to worry about what would happen once clark finally realized it #but he just wouldn't listen to her #and when he finally saw the real dark ruins of her soul... he flinched #because the lana that clark thought he loved was really just an idealized image that he had projected onto her #and that's why their relationship was always doomed to fail #even though they technically stayed together after this (which was a baffling writing choice tbh) they were never the same #also I just need to point out that lex is obviously trying to save his own life in the bonus gif... but he's also RIGHT #lex knows better than anyone what it feels like to topple off the pedestal that clark kent put you on #and I think he really was trying to save lana from the same fate #btw I didn't include his next line but it's 'you might not want to admit it but we understand each other' and that's just... whew #real 'I've seen you in all your fucked up glory and I know that you're just like me' energy #(sorry I'm clearly still thinking about that post that I reblogged last night lmao)

[adhdtsukasa]

tan tsukasa is very valid and very cool however. please hear me out on pale white tsukasa. both tenmas are extremely pale and they thought it's normal but then they met toya and went Hey. this isn't the average complexion isn't it. and tsukasa now has to deal with everyone in his troupe being tanner than him and while with emu it's understandable, he loses his shit just looking at nene and rui doing so without any trouble

also for shits and giggles he's built like a victorian child To Me. he's got that pretty boy swag instead of the handsome boy swag and is the most fragile looking person ever to the point people on the street think he's anemic. on the leaders first meeting kanade thought she finally met someone who gets how it is living like she is built but then saw tsukasa doing his journey choreography and just went silent

#i have personal skin colors hcs for wxs if you ask however #i'm white so i don't think i'm a good person to talk on this topic #and is tsukasa actually anemic? Who Knows #i'd say yes but it'd be just an insane projecting (<- an anemic tsukasa fictionkin) #ri says things the tag #wonderlands x showtime #tsukasa tenma #he's like emu with her insane strength but with yet another flavor of it please see the vision

[moghedien]

when I tell you I would commit federal crimes for Michiru's backstory from her pov....

#girl got psychic powers and super powers and the ability to transform into a cosmic super soldier with absolutely no help from a talking cat #and then got visions of the apocalypse coming to get everyone and the universe was like 'you fix this' #and the whole time she was having a seemingly unrelated crush on a girl from another school but keeping her distance for everyone's sake #then she finds out that her gay crush is actually someone she's destined to be with #but for that to happen she also has to go and uproot Haruka's entire life and make her give up everything she's ever dreamed of #but also if she DOESN'T do that the world is gonna end #and so she starts projecting into Haruka's dreams because she has to do SOMETHING #and she tries to meet with Haruka and confront her because 1) she does genuinely want to be with Haruka #but also 2) the world will literally end if they don't stop it #but even as Haruka is like about to gain the ability to transform and awaken she STILL stops her #because even wanting to be with Haruka and knowing that they need to be together #isn't enough to make her ok with ruining Haruka's life #I GO FERAL OVER THIS #sailor neptune #sailor uranus #michiru kaioh #haruka tenou #long post #sailor moon

[aroacewxs]

hey everyone do you ever think about how much of rui's love for nene is stored inside nenerobo

#project sekai #kamishiro rui #kusanagi nene #nenerobo #wxs rui #wxs nene #how nenerobo was literally created by rui because he couldn't stand to see her suffer #couldn't stand to see her lose that spark for theatre and music. #how nenerobo keeps track of nene's limits + boundaries + energy + social battery #how nenerobo just KNOWS what upsets nene and what may throw her off #because rui knows. because rui knows nene like nobody else does #+ i don't know if this is canon because i never found the source material but the self defense system that rui incorporated into nene robo? #when he found out that nene was staying behind after rehearsals to practice??!! ?!? uhahghhgh #he loves her so much it's going to make me sick. i need to consume a brick #also. to this day i still find it hilarious that nenerobo had a SALARY when they worked at phoeniland #the money went straight to rui so he could spend it on her upgrades #but still. the idea of it. cracks me up #like yeah let's start paying this incredibly intricate ai our employed show performer of 17 years made from scratch. #im sure this is Normal

[huntersapprentice]

happy Ena’s birthday day

#hatsune miku colorful stage #project sekai #ena shinonome #mizuki akiyama #I don't know what possessed me to make this aside from the constant swirl of 'mizuena is very bobxlarry' in my fucking head #I prommy I'll something more dignified for her birthday later. its 2am now and I just wanted to get this shitpost out #also wow my first prsk shipping post and its this #teehee!

[kawaiichibiart]

Since it's going to be posted this upcoming Saturday, I can't wait for Tsukasa to potentially join VBS on the best reaction to Vocaloids/Virtual Singers being real.

Because come on:

You can't say this ↑ doesn't match up with this ↓

Like....just LOOK at them:

Same fucking reaction

#tsukasa tenma #tenma tsukasa #akito shinonome #shinonome akito #an shiraishi #shiraishi an #kohane azusawa #asuzawa kohane #project sekai #project sekai colorful stage #hatsune miku colorful stage #proseka #prosekai #colorful stage #let it be known if we don't get wonderland miku dressed as mikudayo and tsukase beheading her to reveal #HATSUNE MIKU?! #i will be very upset i loved that part #i can't remember what the rest of wxs reaction to seeing the VS for the first time was like #but who knows #maybe nene will also join the squad of ''yeah that's appropriate reaction''

[sodidumb]

10/26/2022

IT MIGHT NOT BE HALLOWEEN RIGHT NOW (LMAO) BUT AHAHAH I STILL LOVE THIS DRAWING TO PIECES NYEHEHEHE

Vivids rule the world happy early halloween!!! (i say in *squints*.... march 10th (๑´ڡ`๑))

#GAH apologies for the really really light pastel once again #I still think it's cute tho but like- might have to zoom in a bit too see #don't zoom in too close I'm still bad at drawing homie pretend you don't see the mistakes #anhane #kohane azusawa #an shiraishi #fun fact: kohane is my favorite character in the game i love her so much i she i my daughter I she's so *explodes* #look at their cute outfits- ill be so real i love her first anniversary yellow side pony tail it's so cute #roblox free draw #roblox art #prsk art #prsk fa #project sekai #pjsk fanart #pjsekai #dawg i still dont know which tag im supposed to use but ill make sure to cover all my bases #art #digital art #happy halloween #halloween #YEAH LMAO it's definitely halloween right now #mouse art