#puts hand on window

[firingbeams]

you seem very cool and all around pleasant to be around tbh

it's all thanks to viewers like you 🫰

this being anon makes me feel some ways

mostly curiosity about why you felt like you had to be anon to send it

love u......... take care..................

#puts hand on window #it's snowing #but not where i am #just in the imagined world where i'm in a winter home reading this peering through the window occasionally to look for a sign... #i don't have a winter home #but imagine if i did

[golyadkin]

I cannot express enough that if your reaction, as a hobby artist, to not getting that many notes on your art is to say "maybe I should just stop doing art altogether" you need to stop posting art to tumblr

not necessarily forever, not even for long, but just stop putting your art on here and start doing it for you again, remember why you enjoyed doing art in the first place and stop relying on the attention of faceless people on the internet for your enjoyment of your hard work

believe me, I get it, nothing crushes the artistic soul quite like labouring for hours on a piece only for it to get like 10 notes, so you need to find your own source of joy in the act of creation and a lot of the time that means making art and not showing it to anybody

#not art #listen #for real #this is not about any one person because i've seen posts about it from a bunch of people #you think i post everything here? buddy i dont even post half my stuff here #every drawing you see is preceded by five more just like it #that never see my cursor close to the save button #i have a sketchbook i draw in regularly that i do'nt show to a single goddam person #i make cutout art from gels i steal from work and stick them to my windows and do paintings in my living room just for me #because that it the only way you are ever going to be able to retain your original love of art #is by doing it for the sake of doing it #not for the sake of seeing how many people stop and stare #anyways i'm sorry if this sounds terse #but i'm so sick of seeing artists put all their self-esteem and happiness in the hands of a blogging website #stop selling yourself short by measuring your self worth by how many reblogs you get and what people say in the tags #your artistry and your happiness are worth more than that #if you're an artist for a living that's another story #but even then #even then #anyways sorry i'm done ranting

[realnielsbohr]

one day...someday... i will do art fight

#every year i think abt doing it and then its almost july and im like shit nvm! #i also just. dont have time #maybe next summer #puts hand on window #ben talks

[mayhemspreadingguy]

“I need a father. I need a mother. I need some older, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God, but the sky is empty.” ― Sylvia Plath

#The Chosen One #anakin #anakin skywalker art #anakin skywalker #anakin skywalker fanart #sw #star wars #star wars art #mayhem art #my thanks to magnusbae for helping me choose the perfect quote to fit with the art <3 #also this time I feel like saying a word or two about what I was going for with this one #lately I find myself gravitating toward the ideas of Anakin in religious context #this one was inspired by statues and stained windows of praying saints and it is the beginning of my religion themed sw art #some other wips are in the owen already so hopefully i will finish baking those someday :) #but more about this one #I wanted to capture the immense burden that was put onto Anakin's shoulders by being labeled as the chosen one by the Jedi #he was made into a symbol representing the hope of the prophecy #he stands surrounded by people. people with expectations. people who lay their hopes in his hands. who gaze upon him. who celebrate him #yet he stands isolated. lost. #deified. pushed towards his own downfall #he's searching for his path. he's searching for guidance #for a shoulder to lean on. to cry on. after the loss he has suffered and for the torments that are yet to come #he's exeptionally strong yet so fragile and vulnerable

[insanelyadd]

Oh I am so Mad. I was watching a video where someone was going over Papyrus lore and theories they had read about and he brought up the Knight Papyrus theory and he said he heard it from a video on youtube and for a half second I thought he was going to mention my video BUT THEN HE MENTIONED SOMEONE ELSE ENTIRELY WHO HAS NOT SPENT LONGER THAN 6 MINUTES TALKING ABOUT THIS THEORY ACROSS THE TWO VIDEOS WHERE HE'S BROUGHT IT UP?? And then this person implies that that youtube theory person CAME UP WITH THE KNIGHT PAPYRUS THEORY???

WHAT

#papyrus #knight papyrus #deltarune #*puts hand on window frame and looks outside* man

[sunforgrace]

dean “reacts in new, interesting, fucked up ways to losing cas” winchester and they’re telling me that has nothing to do with nothing in the finale after cas literally confessed his romantic love the act of which was his moment of true happiness and subsequent sacrificial death. haha okay

#did anyone try the consciously choosing to pull that trenchcoat out of the water fold it up and transfer it between each new car #putting it in the trunk from car to car just keeping it until the moment he puts it back in cas’ hands i thought the transferring the #trenchcoat between each non impala car was lovely #orrrr the time his brain literally rewrote his memory. because the reality of cas choosing to stay behind in purgatory rather than #going with dean was more painful than a memory where dean failed to save him and cas was reaching out to him desperately. and he couldn’t #save him. that he NEEDED to remember it that way to cope. #and then seeing cas on the road and at the window (I’m so cold I’ve come home) and fully believed he was seeing visions of him. #FROM DEEP MOURNING ENTIRE ARC TO COWBOY TIMES. and this time it’s pretty much fine you guys don’t worry about it. #after a love confession which. is literally the death of him. the act of loving dean in that moment and doing so openly both his true #happiness and his cause of death. which he chose. okay! #surely dean ‘very capable of being normalcore about castiel the angel’ will experience no rammys from this #(also by fucked up I don’t mean wrong I mean he does not do well it is not a good experience for him)

[aromanticduck]

#halloween #school #christian school #church school #polls #the church school i went to when i was little handed out 'no trick or treaters' flyers to put up in your window (which my parents ignored) #but none of us got in trouble for talking about halloween #it seemed like more of a formality than anything

[rayandgay]

our skyy 2 x bad buddy II a tale of thousand stars

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#bad buddy #our skyy 2 #our skyy 2 x bad buddy #atots #1000 stars #bbedit #atotsedit #patpran #phutian #nanon korapat #mix sahaphap #bl drama #bl series #thai bl #thai drama #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramasource #my gifs #me internally screaming #as soon as pran put his hand out that window 😭 #those are my 2 boyss

[rpfisfine]

dear god

#his inner thighs...committing suicide bc there wasnt a camera angle for the window #also aleksa eating the chicken nugget and like looking down at it & immediately thinking 'i should share this with alex.' #and then handing it to him & alex putting it into his mouth in the most whorelike manner ...oh my god..the pain is AWFUL 😂 #triija im finally ..yeah #ididathing #boy boy #alex apollonov #aleksa vulović

[crimsongrimoire]

happy birthday wrio. turkey ain't the only thing getting stuffed

#crow.txt #genshin #snippets #wriolette #suggestive #not yet actually. but it is later whatever #monsterfucking #wrio gets to have his cake (see dragon neuvi) and eat it too (get dicked down by the hydro dragon) #wrio keeping his hands to himself until neuvi says he can touch him bc he doesnt want to do something wrong by mistake #but at the same time vibrating at a frequency that could shatter windows bc he wants to TOUCH. SO BAD. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLE #neuvi: i can show you...... it might be somewhat off putting though....... #wrio so consumed by lust hes nauseated: i think i hauve covid. #and neuvi is UNAWARE #wrio: haha woooow youre sooooo tall..... please break me in half #neuvi: what does he mean by that... i hope i dont scare him off

[ace-no-isha]

the best metaphor for luffy is a color the world didn’t know existed cus wow he is a whole new dimension of beautiful the world needed painted over itself. he is unimaginable until you see him with your own eyes. he is brilliant and warm and god i just can’t find words for him. he made a blind man wish to see again just to see the shade he added to this world. i adore him

#he is so many things #i have a different metaphor for what luffy feels like in every post #he feels like a sunrise that brings the city alive #he feels like a bit too big bonfire #he is everything warm and magnetic and intimate and world shifting #he is so beautiful #i love him so much y’all i wish i could give you a window into my heart that was bigger than my words #putting my heart in your hands every time you see a post about luffy cus i just love him so much #one piece #luffy #luffy one piece #monkey d luffy #monkey d. luffy #mugiwara no luffy #one piece luffy #op luffy #mugiwara #luffy op #isha speaks

[widowshill]

vicki finding roger reciting dover beach like if u agree

#464. #context what context. #come to the window‚ sweet is the night-air! #THE WAY SHE PUTS HER HAND ON HER HIP IT'S SO CUTE! #➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink. #➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows. #video. #me knowing what happens after this but refusing to perceive it: they're in love with each other #that's her poetry nerd <3 her dark academia boyfriend <3

[sysig]

One better (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Blood #I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0 #Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread #Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers #Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha #The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax! #Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!! #It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!! #Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u; #Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to - #Until it comes to his eye #Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/ #It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh #For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear #It's so sad ;; And so well done <3 #And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl #Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :') #Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it #Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone? #''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really #Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔 #That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :) #I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol) #I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers! #Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally #Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose

[isthatovid]

from sleepytown: a southern gothic childhood with codeine by donna tartt 1992

#i always think about this. donna tartt dreaming of jesus coming to take her away…… #if you haven’t read this full essay / short story it is really brilliant. i also recommend her one about high school cheerleading and 1984. #put my head through a window shut my hand in the door #donna tartt #issy.txt

[michyeosseo]

I do not care what other people do with their lives– I want you to live.

Li Bing Bing and Zhou Xun as LI NINGYU & GU XIAOMENG THE MESSAGE (2009) dir. Chen Kuo-fu, Gao Qunshu

#cmovie #the message #li bing bing #zhou xun #风声 #can i put gifmaking in my cv now? #been wanting to try my hand at the template sets #and what else better to feature than li jie and xiaomeng's story #put a pin a third of the way because i got unsure of the consistency #women framed in windows to reveal their relations #to think that this was all research for the honey lee-park sodam remake #bound to be an unhinged trajectory whether or not they follow through #today there's been promotions for a tony leung spy film #shuying jie and zhou xun jie are both in it as well and those stills were a dose of deja vu

[circus-clownn]

what deer do i remind you guys of? (doesn't have to be specifically a TYPE of deer, you get it)

#basil go boom #mutuals please #puts hand on window dramatically