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nateriverswife · 1 year

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What do you think a female near or mello, L, or light would turn out like?

Okay, this is an interesting question and I've always wanted to say something about this. Don't know if I'll answer your question in the way you expected, but I appreciate the input.

I study sociology and I don't think it's ground-breaking to say this but your gender, by default, without any external input, doesn't determine your behaviour. It's how you are socialized that does, which is influenced by how those around you think of that gender, their expectations, how they behave towards you, what they teach and show, etc.

So, if we take Light, L, Mello and Near as they are in canon, but just swap their genders, there would be no difference, because that's how they were socialized, even if they were women. They would still think and act the same.

But if we take the attitude towards women of those around them and don't consider 100% their canon personalities, then things change a bit. However, there are too many variables to consider: the position of women in the world, how they are treated, and how they are looked down since birth, their specific situation, what people were around when they were kids, etc.

So, I'll skip some of the most important years for development, make a broad generalisation of their experience, pretend it would be roughly the same as in the canon and start after L’s death for Mello and Near, during Kira case for L and Light.

So, now, one by one if they were female, while the other are the same:

L LAWLIET

She would be the same as male L. She would still be an orphan raised by Watari (who doesn't seem to have any bias for men or women), so he would treat L the same as in the canon and L would still become the world's greatest detective, because no one would know her gender, and have all male L’s quirks, since social norms on how women are expected to behave wouldn’t influence her.

And I believe she would be able to distance herself from her gender when working, as to not make people suspicious of her identity. If she were to hear unwarranted comments on women from those she works with, I think she would either shut them down, but wouldn’t call them out on their sexism/misogyny but rather on the fact that their talking is pointless and does no good for the case, or just don’t care.

About her and the task force (just the main three, because I believe Mogi doesn’t give a shit whatsoever if he’s working for/with a woman or man):

Matsuda:

I don’t completely get the dynamics of L x Matsuda, so I am not going to say that, given canon, it’s more probable for him to fall for her, because she’s a woman and we’ve seen how he behaves towards Misa and Sayu, since those are entirely different situation. I think, thought, that Matsuda would be less vocally doubtful of her and more incline to forgive any harsh words she might reserve him. I also believe he might make comments on how it’s impressive “for a woman” to reach that status, but without any malicious intent, because he doesn’t realize what that implies.

Aizawa:

I really love him, I do. But I also believe he might comment on her behaviour, how that’s not lady-like. Other than that, I can’t really tell you how he would act, because we mostly see him interact with men.

Someone pointed out that he had a fight with his wife, in which he ended up injured, possibly pointing out DV. That happened once and it’s not really confirmed, but if it’s true, then it might have an impact on how he behaves towards her and would be a little more lenient, because he might be afraid that she would get physical with him, especially after seeing her beating up Light (in this scenario, she does).

We don’t see him having that type of behaviour with Misa, because she isn’t the violent type physically, while female L would be.

I already talk too much about his dynamic with male L, and how I love it, and I think it would be 100% better with female L, because I love women. I don’t have much to say about that lol, and now I am thinking about a possible scenario in which, if the DV allegations are true, female L might be the one to help him through it. Quite wholesome and I would do anything to see that happen.

Soichiro:

He is already quite close to male L. He would reserve her the same treatment but his "father-figureness" would be amplified by ten. He has a strong protective feeling towards his daughter and wife, so if he gets emotionally close to female L, he might try to convince her to do less reckless stuff and might doubt more if her actions are appropriate, but out of protection and not because he doesn’t see her as capable. He seems to judge people on character and not gender. He doesn’t say that Sayu can’t be Kira because she would kill someone and then cry her eyes out since she’s a girl, but because she is kind-hearted.

Also, let’s not forget that L is a young adult that has only Watari. How do you think he would feel seeing this young woman without any parents around her for a year? He’s a family man, after all. An old man who isn’t even around most of the time, in his eyes, might not fill that void. He would definitely catch himself thinking of her as a daughter for a second, like, “what would I do and say if she were Sayu?... Wait, but she’s not. Why did I think like that?”

Moving on.

Light would see her as easily beatable. When she demonstrates to be extremely skilful, he would lie to himself saying that’s luck, and when he manages to get her killed, he would only see it as a confirmation of what he had believed throughout the whole thing.

The last thing that comes to mind is that L would have to deal with Misa’s jealousy. Misa would be less homophobic; instead, she would develop some misogyny and act very bitchy towards L, because not only she is going to arrest Light, if she finds out he's Kira, but she’s a woman who could steal him from her, even though she has literally no reason to believe so.

There would be a one-sided feud, in which L would only try to help her understand that she is no way, shape or form interested in Light romantically. Misa would not believe it, so L would have to insist, and that would be very annoying and hinder her work.

MELLO

Since her past and Wammy’s house experience would be the same as male Mello, the personality would be quite the same. It’s after she leaves the Wammy’s House that things are different.

It’s harder for a young girl to get to that position in the mafia, even if she’s skilled and proves that. She would get them to respect her, but it would take a lot of time and effort. I honestly don’t know enough about the mafia members, but the woman we see in the panels seems to be more like a trophy to be displayed than anything else, so that's my baseline on how they treat women inside the group.

Now, the question is, did she join a crime organization, or did she form it?

In the first case, there’s nothing she can do about it, and, after the initial dismissal, she would need to do some extreme act or show how extraordinary she is to get under their skin and get them to trust her. After that, I believe the group would treat her more or less like they treat male Mello. Probably, they would be more protective, because, even though she would have his same body type, she would still be seen as physically weak. I am also afraid that some of them might try to get intimate with her.

In the second case, I believe she would get more women on the team, because she would realise their actual potential that no one in the Death Note universe sees.

Everything else – her relation with Near, Lidner and Matt – would be the same. The only thing different would be how the fandom would see all of this, which would be… Not nice, given how they acted with Misa in the beginning and how many already see male Mello. Probably they would see her as actually inferior to Near, driven mostly by emotions and not logic, who decided to sacrifice herself because she realised she couldn’t win, that she was horrible for seeing the Kira case as a game, and that what she did to Takada was even worse and that given her the blanket was common sense, and not as act of not seeing women as tools. However, they would still think it was stupid of her, of course, but that would be a recurrent argument against her.

I also think the fandom would draw heinous ass fanarts about her and L, because they would see the similarities or something, and spin it in a weird way. I don’t want to think about it, honestly, but that's the feeling I get.

NEAR

Pretty much the same situation as Mello, but with SPK. I don’t think its members have any biased towards men or women, but I feel like Near would have a harder time convincing the Head of the FBI and the President of everything she had gathered. After that, the work would go down as we have seen in the canon, except for the fact that the President would be harsher in his actions when he stops supporting the SPK.

If I remember correctly, Light finds out Near and Mello’s genders on Oct. 15, so pretty much at the beginning of the second part.

Near would definitely be looked down by Light, more than he would do with female Mello, because the latter, seen as more emotional than Near, would be more difficult to control and would mostly exasperate him. I honestly think that Light would doubt Near until the end, because he generally sees women as inferiors and thinks he can get away with whatever, especially after years. He would use her gender as an excuse to make the task force not believe her and it would make him think that she might be easily manipulated. He would also have a harder time believing that he’s cornered and that he lost.

Female Near would behave pretty much exactly as male Near. However, if she hears Light talk down on her, and it's implied it's because she's a woman, she wouldn't refrain from calling him out.

LIGHT

This is a bit complicated. Soichiro explicitly stated that her daughter would never date a cop. I think he did it because it’s his daughter, so, in my opinion, that would make things difficult for Light to get close to the task force or L. Soichiro would still believe she might be Kira, based on her character that is the same as male Light, but he would not like the idea of her having to work so closely to Matsuda. He might accept it at the end but would clearly make sure Matsuda doesn’t get near her.

Her gender could worsen Soichiro’s relation with L, especially if he beats her up like he did with male Light, but I don’t think Light might start the fight, because, in the canon, he takes into consideration Naomi’s body, when thinking about the possibility of physically fighting her, so that characteristic of him still exists. Light would think it is not worth it, and I also believe she might use her gender as a way to convince the task force or whoever that she is just an innocent weak young woman who has done nothing wrong and got wrongfully accused by L.

This would definitely piss off L and he would want to call her bullshit out, but he would realise that that would make the task force side more and more with her, which is not favourable. In private, he would tell her to cut the act, while she would act confused and all, but, other than that, L would have to change his attitude towards her, if he wants the task force to believe him. They already don’t entirely trust him in the canon. Imagine if Light was a woman, seen as weaker, who manipulates others using the stereotypes associated with girls. L can’t just go after her full force and his actions be labelled as the one of someone who simply hates women. He would want to, don’t get me wrong, but he would know that it’s not a good move.

And I say that Light might use her gender, because Wendy is said to do that, so I do believe that if Ohba made Light a woman, she would be the same. Also, I think it’s an advantage to use what society imposes on you, namely the idea that women cannot commit that level of evil for reasons that are not related to romance. Light doesn’t even have any love interest that could push her to the limit, so there's that.

I like to believe that Light would kill people based on the wrong they do to women, aka if they are misogynists, incels, redpills, etc. But if there is this pattern, L would realise that Kira could be a woman, and that’s not good. She might let live those who aren’t very sexist but would carefully plan how to kill the ones who are vocal about their hatred for women, so the reason they died would seem to be an accident and not directly connected to their beliefs.

When it comes to Misa, she is not interested in women in the canon, so I don’t think her obsession would border into romantic, but she would still be very obsessed with Light. Obsessions don’t necessarily have to be amorous. Light, even if she likes women, would still treat her the same as male Light did, because she would still see everyone as inferior. She wouldn’t kill misogynist because they hate women, but because she is a woman and her ego is directly affected by it, so she wouldn’t empathise with Misa at all, just because they share the same gender.

So, that’s my opinion. I don’t buy into that whole trend of completely changing their personality based on their gender, because that’s not how it works. If you wanted an answer like that, you should’ve added details on their experience and environment in their childhood and teenage years so I could infer on how they would’ve grown up.

Anyway, I really hope you liked this and gave you a new insight, idk lmao.

#thanks for the ask!#death note #l lawliet #mihael keehl #nate river #near #mello #light yagami #death note headcanon #dn.general #dn.inbox

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dirt-apple-productions · 1 year

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for the ask game, let's switch things a bit up: Soichiro, Matsuda, Aizawa and Mogi

Soichiro Yagami

My opinion on this character: Man, poor dude. He was such a good person and all he got for it was pain.

OTP: Soichiro x Sachiko! I actually made something cute for them as an outline for Judas.

Platonic OTP: Soichiro x Matsuda. He’s such a good, patient mentor to poor Matsu!

Unpopular opinion: Soichiro was a good man who did his best. Stop with the “Soichiro Yagami’s A+ Parenting” tropes! It takes responsibility off Light’s shoulders and blames Soichiro for something he gave his life to stop, which I find honestly really shafts him a lot.

Something I wish was canon: Soichiro learning the truth right as he died of a broken heart. It would be so poignant. But I like the canon death, it doesn’t bother me.

Touta Matsuda

My opinion of this character: Sweetie pie deserved better. What a precious optimist who did his very best. Amazing character arc.

OTP: Matsuda x Sayu. (And for those people who’re inevitably going to beat me up verbally over this, she’s 19 when he expresses affection for her and there’s no indication he had a relationship with her when she was a minor. You can debate if it’s healthy, but given that Matsuda by then was a close family friend, I frankly have no issue with it.) I also like Matsuda x Misa, but not as much as L x Misa. L challenges Misa as a person more than Matsuda does (sorry, Matsu).

Platonic OTP: Matsuda and Soichiro!

An unpopular opinion: Matsuda is not stupid. He’s very earnest and even smart, and quick-thinking as well. I think the reason everyone was so annoyed with him was that they were very high-strung in general given what they were dealing with.

Something I wish was canon: Matsuda becoming Sayu’s boyfriend after the show. He’s so much older than her, but I think they could bond and find solace in the wake of Light’s death.

Shuichi Aizawa

My opinion on this character: He reminds me of Simon Peter. He’s the temperamental one who struggles with trust issues, and he’s the only member who’s married aside from Soichiro himself. I really like how L fired him so he could go be with his family, even if he was a jerk about it.

OTP: As he’s married, Aizawa x Eriko.

Platonic OTP: Aizawa and Ide!

Unpopular opinion: L did the right thing, even if it came off the wrong way to Aizawa. L struggles with loneliness and so he was pushing Aizawa away so he wouldn’t be forced to let him go later. That’s how I’ve always seen it. Oh, and he looks like Kramer from Seinfeld.

Something I wish was canon: More of his delightful baby! Please!

Kanzo Mogi

Opinion of this character: ultimate malewife. You go girl.

OTP: I actually see this guy as entirely aro-ace!

Platonic OTP: Soichiro, Matsuda, and Mogi as the tag trio.

Unpopular opinion: His lack of dialogue gives him more personality than a bunch of dialogue would have.

Something I wish was canon: Mogi being a nanny. What is this man doing as a detective?!

#death note #kanzo mogi #soichiro yagami #shuichi aizawa #touta matsuda #ask #opinion

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grelleswife · 4 years

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In these times of quarantine, I want to do a better job of promoting fellow writers, especially when their works are underrated.

This week’s Spotlight Saturday goes to the Death Note fic Survivor’s Guilt. The poignant one shot beautifully depicts the progression of Sayu’s and Matsuda’s relationship as they grapple with Light Yagami’s death and attempt to move on together.

Many thanks to @luanna801 for the recommendation!

Author: Lise

Rating: Teen and up

Pairing: Sayu/Matsuda

Link here!

Have recommendations for fics and/or authors who deserve more love? Feel free to inbox me!

#other people's fic #death note #sayu yagami #matsuda #spotlight saturday #sayu x matsuda

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dino-robin-x · 6 years

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The final Chapter of Bittersweet Reunion has been posted! Check out my Matsuda x Sayu fic on: https://archiveofourown.org/works/12364293/chapters/28124064

#matsuda touta #Death Note #death note fanfic #Sayu Yagami #Matsuda x Sayu #sayu x matsuda #matsuda #first fanfic #archive of our own #ao3 #writing #story #happybirthday #precious cinnamon roll

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icannotweave · 7 years

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death note aesthetics: sayu x matsuda

#death note aesthetics #sayu x matsuda #sayu yagami #matsuda #death note

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ellestrade · 3 years

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Bonus:

Here's some doodle dump (Crossover between KnY and DN) + more fanart for @pyreneese 's fanfic 'Sing to Me' :D

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Sfx: (The first image)

Sayu: む (Mu)

Matsuda (top left): らいと~ さゆ~ (Raito~ Sayu~)

L: あなたはさゆですか? (Are you Sayu?)

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roselevesque · 4 years

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With how the internet is, I imagine one innocent soul in a dark corner of the web writing L x Kira fanfiction once the investigation picks up and unintentionally sparking a cult following for the ship.

Depending on who out of the core cast discovers about this first, this could blow up in a number of different ways...

#lawlight #l lawliet #light yagami #death note #dn #misa amane #ryuk #matsuda touta #soichiro yagami #watari #l x light #l lawlight #death note manga #raito yagami #sayu yagami

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hebescus · 3 years

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let's be real if i watched dn the first time i heard about it (i was 11) i probably would still be rooting for light but turned 180° to L after i saw public opinion, hates near and misa's guts, pretends to simp on characters i dont even find attractive, despises lawlight, 'L is innocent 🥺', and stands with the most annoying takes. that, or i would be a hardcore kira did nothing wrong supporter who would fight anyone who disagree.

#11 yo me cant calm down 😭#i probs would ship sayu x matsuda and stands with ryuzaki persona take (i'm sure 11 would like this take so much its concerning)

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lawliet-should-sleep · 6 years

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DEATH NOTE EMERGENCY

yall

L and Naomi don’t have a ship name ????

lawliomi???

naomiet???

TELL ME IN THE TAGS WE CANT JUST TAG L X NAOMI

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cat3ch1sm · 3 years

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🍃| hello, everyone! im simplysober (also @simplys0ber on this app) and bc i have no life i write smut. mostly death note stuff and maybe some other stuff as well? idk we'll just see how this pans out:)

🌿| without further ado let's get into my first smut- light yagami x female reader. light wants to throw I and the task force off his trail so he recruits you to help...

🌳| heavily inspired by @sugarylawliet <3 im literally basically rewriting their story bc i loved it sm and wanted to try something like it<33 this idea is not originally mine!! it is @sugarylawliet !! go check them out rn

🍈| ft. comments from ryuzaki

💚| reader is a friend of light's that is very familiar with the task force and ryuzaki- although they are not familiar with you.

🍀| hope you guys enjoy! and i take requests, any at all except non-con/underage/inc3st. which i think should be obvious lmao.. enjoy, ily<33

light yagami x reader smut

"Light, this is gross," you told the tall, brooding student next to you as the both of you walked beside one another to Light's house. "You really want the task force and L to see us-" you cut yourself off and assumed a disgusted expression as the gravity of the idea hit you once again like a bucket of ice water to the face. "I feel like there are so many much better and way less weird ways to throw the task force off of your trail."

"It'll only be this once," Light assured you, not meeting your eyes but keeping his gaze firmly ahead, eyes dark and narrowed as usual. "You know the majority of the task force and how they operate. They need a reason for me to be so paranoid about someone coming into my bedroom- and the dirty magazines aren't doing the trick; I can tell. But if I'm bringing a girl home- it's believable, and if you're in the room with me while we're 'messing around,' they'll feel like it's an invasion of privacy because you're a woman."

You wrinkled your nose but made no further comment on that as you made the turn around the corner to Light's house. "Ryuzaki won't. He'll keep watching us, invasion of privacy or not."

"Not if he's outvoted by every other member," Light countered, finally facing you. "And this needs to be really convincing. I can't have L keep getting in my way. It's unethical, inefficient, and frankly, it's aggravating." He lifted an eyebrow at you. "You know your script, correct?"

You sighed, mentally searching for another excuse- but found that your mind was empty concerning that matter. "Yes, I know what to do. If your mom and sister are home, we say we're going to study. If they aren't home, we proceed as planned." You rubbed your temples in exhaustion and rolled your eyes. "Please stop asking. I can't believe I let you talk me into this when we aren't even dating."

Light smirked at you, making your face grow a little hot. As Light's house grew closer and closer, you dropped your shoulders and groaned.

"I feel like a pornstar already," you muttered with displeasure. Light chuckled beside you as he lifted a finger to his lips and unlocked the front door.

Light stepped inside the house, you right on his heels. He motioned for you to stay put as he surveyed the house- no noise or movement. Nobody seemed to be home- Sayu was likely still at school while Mrs. Yagami had probably gone out to run errands- good. That would make getting you upstairs without being interrogated a lot easier.

You and Light began a normal conversation, discussing mundane things like school and some chatter about the recent events concerning the mass murderer Kira. You weren't talking about anything that would arouse suspicion in anybody watching you right now. You could practically feel L's wide, baggy eyes on you- and you knew there were probably hundreds of cameras and listening devices in the house.

At the task force headquarters, L cocked his head at the screen, his expression betraying nothing. "Light Yagami has arrived at home," he announced in his usual monotone, and with interest, Soichiro and Matsuda gathered around the screens. "And he has a girl with him." L watched your grainy image on the screen as you talked and laughed with Light, intrigued. The gears in his mind were already turning. "Perhaps now we can find out what he was trying to hide so adamantly."

Matsuda startled. "Hey, maybe she's what he was trying to hide! She's kinda pretty..."

Soichiro shook his head. "Don't be ridiculous...he wouldn't hide a possible love interest from me." His eyebrows furrowed. "Right?"

You and Light trailed up the steps and down the hallway to his bedroom, setting your bags gently down against the wall in a neat line.

"Tell me," Light suddenly said aloud, "do you believe that I am Kira?"

L jolted. Huh? Why was Light saying something like this out loud to you- you weren't familiar to L. Maybe Light was just thinking out loud? It seemed normal for something as big as this to bother someone Light's age so much that he started saying things out loud... but it wasn't a Light thing. L was finding this whole thing with you weird already- but he had promised Soichiro that he wouldn't let his theories and suspicions run rampant. For now, he would put that in the back of his mind.

You arched a brow at him, crossing your arms across your chest as he took a step toward you. Your back was to him, but your peripheral vision was ridiculously clear- he was easy to spot. "No. Should I?"

"Maybe you should."

You jerked around in surprise. "Huh?"

Your face almost ran straight into Light's, and without thinking, you backed up instantly with a small gasp- but before you could fully turn away, Light took you by the waist and threw you so roughly to his bed that breath actually escaped you before Light's fingers began to dance over your stomach and sides, starting to tickle your exposed skin as your baggy black T-shirt had been lifted up and now only covered your bra.

"Light- Light, no, p-please-" you pleaded between giggles, squirming desperately to escape his grasp, legs writhing. Light only shot you a self-satisfied smile as his eyes darkened with lust- a very new expression to you as you two had never been more than friends.

You kept begging and wriggling and noticed Light was deriving pleasure from seeing you wriggling helplessly beneath him- you could tell- and it was then that you knew he was going to absolutely ruin you.

Remembering what the plan was and suddenly recalling the cameras that were definitely in the room, you fought off the ticklish sensation on your skin, taking a second to gather some air, and cupped Light's cheeks in your hands, bringing his lips to yours firmly. Light deepened the kiss as he slowly stopped tickling you and began to massage your abdomen sensually where he had just tickled you, making you gasp and then moan lightly into his mouth, your body suddenly going limp.

L's eyes squinted as he leaned forward a little bit. "I suppose that is to be expected- he's giving us a reason why he's so careful about his room being entered." Your moans were faintly audible on the monitor as L blinked expressionlessly at the screen- much in contrast to Matsuda and Soichiro, who had either averted their eyes or covered them and were both blushing madly now.

"I don't think we should be watching this," Matsuda mumbled in embarrassment from behind the hand he was using to cover his eyes.

"Agreed...perhaps we should give them some privacy, Ryuzaki..." Soichiro muttered, staring at the ground intently to try and divert his attention from what was going on over the cameras. This was not something he wanted to witness his son doing.

"I know this is likely quite awkward," L told Matsuda and Soichiro, glancing at each of them in turn, "but if this helps us get one step closer to catching Kira, it will soon be worth it."

Light broke away from your lips, making you whine just a little bit- but then moved toward your ear and hissed, "Remember, L is watching- so be sure to give him a show."

One corner of your lips turned up as you nodded covertly in agreement. "That means you'll have to be a hell of a director," you whispered back, tongue running over your top teeth.

Light raised an eyebrow in an "Oh, really?" manner, and leaned in to nibble on your ear slightly, eliciting a tiny gasp from you. Then he lowered his head to kiss and suck on your neck- which he was surprisingly and maddeningly good at.

His hot tongue tracing across the sensitive skin of your neck along with his wet lips kept your light moans consistent as you rolled your head back. "Light... don't stop, please..." You weren't one to beg, ever- but God, did his mouth feel good.

"I can't believe you're already such a mess," Light remarked with a smirk, planting a sucking kiss on a certain spot on your collarbone that made you jolt. He noticed the new reaction- and started to swirl his tongue around that area, slowly torturing the spot with licks, sucks, and kisses, making you cry out. "Ah- ah, Light- please don't stop, please.. "

To patronize you, Light sucked one last time on your skin, which was now turning into a shade of reddish-purple- a hickey. He then pulled away, making you exhale shakily and then blush, knowing how out of character that was for you. But you were too out of it to explain yourself.

Light made a goading pouty face at you from above you, and you had to avert your gaze, flustered. "Aren't we a mess," Light crooned mockingly, running his index finger down your parted lips. You were now stretched out vertically on his bed, still fully clothed- which was what Light intended to remedy next.

Light slipped his hands under your abdomen, running his hands up your stomach and making his fingers wiggle every once in a while, tickling you again. You only whimpered when you felt the tickling feeling return, and Light rolled his eyes at you.

"And here I thought you were the tough one- but you're more sensitive than everyone." He chuckled, and you wanted to deny it- but there was no point.

This wasn't acting anymore.

Light swiftly slid your bra down your back and off of your body, your shirt following close behind. Light took a brief second to look over your exposed chest- and smiled. "Well, aren't you pretty," he cooed, and he took his finger and began to trace circles around your nipple, hardening it almost instantly. Then he gave the same treatment to the other one, and it responded the same way.

"Okay, now can we turn this thing off?" Matsuda groaned, covering his head with his hands and rocking back and forth. "This is getting seriously uncomfortable, Ryuzaki..."

L did not respond, only continued to examine the footage like it wasn't displaying what it was displaying.

"I take it that's a no," Soichiro mumbled, still keeping his bespectacled gaze firmly on the ground. "It is bad enough you suspect my son of being Kira- now you make us watch this?"

"Look how your body responds to my touch," Light purred, shifting so that his lips hovered over yours again, only inches away. "It already knows that you belong to me." Without warning, he dropped his head down above your breast and began to move in circles around it with his tongue while also massaging both with his hands.

"Mm- Light!" you cried. You had never had someone do this to you before, and the feeling was new yet intoxicating. Light looked up from your chest to flash you an infuriating wink, and with that he continued on, alternating from one breast to the other with his tongue and occasionally sucking on the nipple as well between his teeth.

"Oh my god, Light..." you groaned, pushing your chest further into his mouth. You placed your hands in his hair and wrapped his brown locks around your fingers. "Feels so good...please..."

"You're so needy... I didn't know this side of you existed," Light commented, his eyes glimmering seductively as he suddenly gave your right breast a hard squeeze and making you jump. Then he let go of your breasts and lifted his head to begin leaving light kisses down your stomach and thighs, making you shiver and your legs start to curl up- but Light forced your legs back down and apart, removing your black shorts without a second thought.

All you were wearing now was your underwear.

Your panties were skimpier than you usually wore- all of your clothes were modest and didn't reveal much skin. But, since you hadn't had much of a chance to do laundry lately, this pair was one of your last ones: black and lacy and so small it was more of a thong than a pair of underwear.

Knowing you probably wouldn't last very long if Light made it to your most sensitive area, you placed one of your thighs over the other, attempting to block Light from reaching there. "Light, I-"

"Spread your legs," Light ordered, bending down at the foot of the bed so that his head was in between your legs.

Your eyes narrowed in defiance, your stubborn side coming to light. Being ordered around wasn't something you could even pretend to be fond of.

"No." You sat up, glaring at Light with furrowed brows. "You can't-"

But before you knew it, Light had grabbed you by the neck and slammed your body back down to the mattress, his lips brushing yours ever so slightly after you hit the bed. You gasped, instinctively bringing your hands up to Light's wrist; your eyes widened at the rough and unexpected gesture. You made a lame attempt to wriggle from beneath Light- but obviously, no such luck. When had Light been able to pin you so easily?

"I suppose I'll have to take matters into my own hands, then, it seems," Light observed casually before you felt his hand leave your neck and begin to slowly and lightly trail down your exposed thighs, making you shiver as his hands finally came to a stop right above your panties. Light made no further move, hovering there to watch you squirm.

"I really don't like you sometimes, you know that?" you informed him contrarily, propping your upper body up on your elbows to look directly at Light, whose head was in between your thighs. You could feel his hot breath in between your legs, making your own breathing a little unsteady.

"You'll like me a lot more after I'm finished with you," Light replied smoothly, his voice dripping with lust. Then he hooked a single finger around your panties, pulled them to the side, and plunged his tongue into your wet folds.

"Oh-" You fell back onto the bed, the rising annoyance in your chest dissolving and turning into pleasure as you felt his hot tongue running over your most sensitive place. Light's eyes looked up to gauge your reaction, and apparently liking what he saw, he began to lick up and down your slit.

"Ah, Light!" you cried as your fists clenched around the bed sheets, pleasure rolling through your entire body. How was he so good at this- you were only supposed to be acting out for the cameras, but you found you didn't have to exaggerate even a little bit; your toes curled and your legs quivered. If Yagami was acting, he didn't show it. "Light- god, Light, don't- Light, d-don't stop, please-"

Light momentarily stopped his tongue and peered up at you, lips parted and gasping. His lips spread into a smirk as he teasingly ran a finger down your vagina, rubbing your wet entrance a little, making you moan.

"You sound so pretty when you're moaning my name," Light remarked, his voice low and sultry. You didn't reply, trying to keep the sounds escaping your lips down. His eyes gleamed with lust as he once again opened his mouth and set back to work with his tongue now swirling around your throbbing clit, more sensitive than ever as you were very turned on.

"Ah!" Your mouth formed into the shape of an "O" as you gripped the bedclothes more tightly, pleasure overwhelming you and making you forget about your desire to keep the volume to a minimum. "Light- Light, oh, my god, right there, p- please don't stop, don't stop..." You sat up long enough to dig your nails into his brown hair, grinding into his tongue with your hips to relish in the ecstasy.

"Well, that's certainly something..." L remarked with some interest as he witnessed Light give you oral. "Light never seemed like the type... but not what I'm looking for..." He bit his thumbnail, still in his usual crouching position on his swivel chair. Not even looking at them, L addressed Matsuda and Soichiro, who were both now visibly flushed, a light sheen of sweat coating their faces. "Matsuda-san - you may leave if you wish. However, Yagami-san, I do need you here for legal reasons, but you can close your eyes and plug your ears if you wish."

Matsuda reeled. "Hey! I want to be useful- if watching this porn mov- I mean, very classified security footage means that I'm not just dead weight, then I'm staying put."

L turned his head to look at Matsuda emotionlessly for a few seconds, then turned back to the screen, not showing any signs of having heard the man. Matsuda stubbornly spun around in his own chair and faced the screen firmly, arms folded across his chest as he stared down the grainy footage, eyes squinted. But he couldn't prevent a dust of pink blush from fading into visibility on his face upon hearing your breathless moans.

Light began to flick his tongue over your clit faster while using two fingers to rub up and down your hole, getting them slick with your juices before sliding it into your tight entrance easily, then curling them to reach your g-spot; he began to rub it as well, moving back and forth.

You clapped a hand over your mouth as a brief jolt of pain hit you when Light's middle and ring fingers entered you, stretching your walls slightly- but it was quickly replaced by almost unbearable pleasure as you felt your pleasure center being caressed inside of you.

"Light! Oh, ah... " Your moans began to fade into whines and whimpers as the feeling began to build up, and your vision faded in and out from the overpowering sensations; your nails dug even deeper into Light's hair. "Please, more, don't stop, p- please don't stop, Light, oh-" You knew how desperate you sounded- and so did Light- but this feeling was absolutely amazing, and you genuinely didn't want him to stop.

Light withdrew his fingers, eliciting a whine from you, and winked at you mockingly before putting the fingers in his mouth, sucking your liquids off of them roughly with a smile. "Don't you taste good," Light hissed, sliding his tongue into your entrance and replacing his fingers. He twirled the hot appendage inside of you, licking your walls and hitting every spot that made you whine and shake.

Meanwhile, Matsuda's face was the color of a tomato, watching you get eaten out by his chief's son and moaning constantly. It didn't help that you were actually pretty either- it only flustered Matsuda more.

"Okay, this is me begging," Matsuda pleaded, folding his hands in a prayer-like position at L. "Can. We. Please. Stop. Watching. This?!"

"I thought you didn't want to be dead weight, Matsuda-san," L drawled, not even looking at him. "This is how you pull your weight. You will never be a good law enforcement officer if something as minimal as this makes you uncomfortable." But there could be pale shades of pink seen on L's pale cheeks as well as he continued to view the live security cameras.

You actually shrieked upon feeling his tongue within your body and arched your back so high it almost looked like you'd injured it; you whimpered uncontrollably and gasped for air.

But amid your blissful state, you noticed Light was pulling his suit pants down, and then his underwear, revealing his erect and very well-sized member- in fact, you doubted you'd be able to take it. You weren't a virgin- but this was definitely the largest size you'd ever been confronted with.

"L- oh- Light, I- I don't know if I'll be able to-" you started, words choppy and wobbly from the intensity of the pleasure Light was giving you- but he cut you off coldly.

"You will," he stated simply, before abruptly removing his tongue and spearing his hard manhood into you, wrapping his hands around both sides of your waist and hips to move you as he pleased.

First there was the expected pain of the stretching of your walls again, making you wince slightly- and then the pleasure hit as Light began to slowly pulse in and out of you, gradually picking up speed as you adjusted to the size.

"Shit-" Light swore as you felt yourself tighten around him, moving your hips against him with the movement of his hands. "God, you're so tight..." He groaned as he picked up his pace, grunting, which you found ridiculously sexy.

You only had moans and cries to offer in response as his manhood rubbed your g-spot at a much more vigorous pace than his fingers had. The pleasure had overwhelmed you a while ago, and with Light pounding into you, you knew that an orgasm was imminent.

After numerous pleasured curses from Light and continued whimpers from you, you felt your climax approaching, and by the speed that Light was moving, you knew that the same was likely true for him. Saliva was dripping down your chin as your lips remained parted and your face burned- you definitely looked like a mess.

"Light- ugh- Light- Light, oh my god, ah, I'm going to-" And at last, you came in sync with Light, his hot seed emptying into you and your juices squirting all over Light's cock with a loud cry of ecstasy, your vision going white and your whole body seizing. Light emitted a groan as he came himself and collapsed on the bed beside your also limp figure, both of you breathing hard. You could still feel Light's cum dripping from your hole and spit sliding down your chin in a sloppy mess- Light had, as you predicted, ruined you.

L lifted a brow as he surveyed you and Light's flopped-over bodies, his eyes never having left the screen. "Uh, they're done now, Yagami-san- although the girl isn't dressed yet; I suppose I will alert you when it is alright to face the screens again."

Soichiro grimaced, still facing the opposite direction from the TVs, and took a deep breath, pressing his lips together. "Th-thank you, Ryuzaki."

You both tried to catch your breath, the room filled with nothing but strangled panting from Light and occasional whimpers from you; your entire body was limp and exhausted from its mind-blowing orgasm; you felt like closing your eyes and going to sleep.

After a few more minutes of silence, you spoke, breathless.

"Light...that felt... really good."

With a cocky but warm grin, Light rolled over and kissed you on the lips, quickly reaching down and stroking your bare clit again just to tease you, making your legs jump.

"Ah- Light, please," you whined, earlier bravado gone, grabbing his wrist in a weak attempt to stop him.

Light chuckled, smirking. "You were a lot of fun-" he lowered his voice and whispered in your ear while nibbling on it at the same time- "you put on quite the performance for L. Good job." Then he reached down beneath the foot of the bed with a groan of exertion, and plucked your damp black panties from the ground, twirling the garment around his index finger tauntingly- and then he opened a drawer and slipped the piece of cloth inside, a faint smirk on his face the whole time.

"Ah." L murmured, placing his index finger on his chin thoughtfully. "So that's why he monitors his room so intensely. It certainly isn't what I expected- but definitely a valid reason to want to keep family out of your room."

Soichiro grimaced as he watched Light move back toward you. His studious, quiet, intelligent son kept girls' panties after sex- along with many other things Soichiro didn't care to know about. He wasn't even aware Light was sexually active! How much else had Light been able to slip by him?

Still in somewhat of a catatonic state, Soichiro muttered, "Well, he'd better not come to me for child support."

One corner of your lips turned up; you were satisfied as well with your... "performance." But Light had done a little too well- and now you didn't know how you were gonna walk home.

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Can you do a oneshot of L Lawliet where he is in a secret relationship with Light's twin sister and she finds out she is pregnant so she shows up at Task Force to tell L and just announces it to the whole task force but its L who announces he is the father.

OML I'm so sorry for the delay, Anon-san 😭😭

Lately I'm feeling so overwhelmed and in the dumps that I lost any sort of inspiration. I hope you like it thou.

TITLE: NEWS

pairing: L x Yagami!fem!pregnant!reader

warning: none.

«See you later mom»

«Be careful dear. You too Light»

«Yeah bye mom»

And the door was softly closed after that answer. The two Yagami twins, Y/N and Light, always left home earlier than their sister Sayu. Light had to take the train for the Daikoku Private Academy while Y/N was a last year high school student at the Gamou Prep Academy, where her twin brother attended supplemental classes in the afternoon. Actually, it was what her family knew. The reality was a lot different.

Despite the two twins had the same age, the same skills and the same perfect school report, Y/N had that extra oomph that Light hadn't. It was thanks to this oomph that ensured her a special, secret job. She was noticed by no less than the greatest detective in the world, L.

Y/N Yagami had everything L needed: intellect, slyness, excellent rhetoric. At first, they had a simple working relationship made of mutual respect and esteem. But as time passed those feelings changed.

Initially Y/N felt strange: L was this mysterious detective with an extraordinary mind and skills, she never saw him in person. She had the impression that what she felt for him was wrong: what if L didn't exist? Y/N was so curious about him that one of their online meetings, she couldn’t wait to ask him thatquestion.

«L, can I ask you something?»

« 𝚈𝚎𝚜»

«Why did you decide not to show yourself? Can you describe yourself to me, please?»

A long pause followed her question. Y/N didn’t know what to say (or to do). She had the feeling she crossed the threshold.

«𝙱𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝙻 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗’𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚢. 𝙸𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝙻 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛»

Such an arrogant person. Y/N expected an answer like that. So she gave up with her wish to see her crush' face.

Sometime later, however, the Yagami girl met someone. A pale, tall young man with a simple white shirt and faded jeans; his hair was moved by the wind and they seemed messy yet rather silky. He was standing there, at the top of the Tokyo Train Station's stairs, staring intensely at her, few steps higher than the girl. This man was blocking the way and Y/N was in a rush.

«Excuse me, I have to-»

«You're Y/N Yagami?» he immediately interrupted her and in the meantime he hid his hands in the pockets of that faded jeans.

«Who wants to know it?» Y/N replied defensive. Unlike Light, Y/N had good skills in many martial arts and she was ready to kick his ass, just in case.

«Me»

Y/N hadn’t the idea that in front of her there was L himself. He introduced himself as Ryuzaki but, for some reason, she couldn’t believe him. For her, it was like he had a good answer for everything as if he planned every single (and possible) question from the Yagami girl. That reminded her of…L. Everything about him reminded her of the detective.

Day after day this Ryuzaki started to appear more and more often in her life: at the train station, on her way home or after school. He told her he was studying for the entrance exam at the To-Oh University, that was why the two of them were seeing each other that often.

«I see, what do you want to study?»

«Criminology»

Y/N and Ryuzaki created a strange bond between them. The Yagami twin felt so at ease with him despite his particular (and rather unique) behaviour: she didn’t mind about the large amount of sugar he ate or the sitting position he took. He was so smart and brilliant…once again she thought about L.

It seemed like that Ryuzaki appreciated Y/N's presence too. He loved listening to her or analyse every single feature of her figure. She would find him staring at her such intensity that she would look away.

Y/N, however, had so much in her mind. She was so convinced that Ryuzaki and L were the same person that she felt so anxious around him. She had to know the truth.

«Ryuzaki, can you tell me something?»

«What is it, Y/N-san?»

«Are you L?»

The two of them were waiting for the train and Ryuzaki was standing (or "slouching" actually) right beside her. His dark hair covered the face and Y/N couldn’t tell what he was feeling or thinking. She was afraid that she crossed the threshold.

Ryuzaki smirked and sighed through the nose as if he laughed silently. Then he turned to look at her. «Yes»

He kept staring at her while Y/N got pale and returned the stare with wide E/C eyes. So she was right…he was L. The real L. She couldn’t believe that this man…with faded jeans and a simple white shirt…was L. The same L she started to love.

That was how their story began.

───────◇───────

Now Light was going to finish his last year of school together with his twin sister Y/N but something else what happening outside the Yagami household: Kira.

This person took the role of judge, jury and executioner of the criminal world not only in Japan. Kira was such a disgusting, immoral human being, Y/N hated him. Nobody had the right to play with other's life regardless of their police record. Light, however, didn't agree with his sister.

«I don't understand your point, N/N. The world would be a better place without criminals, you have to realise that»

«Of course it would be a better place without them, Light. But it's not the right method!»

«And what would be "the right method"?» Light asked her making air quotes with his fingers.

«Uhh…I don't know maybe putting them before a judge?» Y/N simply replied. «Kira is not the solution, Light»

Her brother was so different lately. Since this Kira appeared Light started to act strange, Y/N was the first to notice it. Not even her mother, father and Sayu perceived it.

Y/N was feeling strange too actually. After Ryuzaki's "confession" about his identity the two of them admitted their respective feelings. Y/N was so happy that Ryuzaki felt the same as her, she was so happy. Sachiko noticed it and asked her if her happiness was due to a boy but Y/N didn’t give her a proper answer.

Ryuzaki was investigating about Kira and he booked a suite at the Imperial Hotel and Y/N would pay him a visit from time to time. They talked, played, ate and even made love in that room. And it was since one of those times that Y/N started to feel weird.

«Let's not talk about it, alright Light?»

«Fine» her twin shrugged and kept walking home together. After a while they crossed a konbini, a Japanese convenience store.

«Wait Light, I have to buy something»

«Alright, I'll wait you here»

And Y/N ran inside the shop while Light started to read a book outside. She had to buy few things: a new set of pencils, chips and…a pregnancy test. Yes, a pregnancy test.

She had all the symptoms: swollen breasts, nausea, fatigue. And the fact that she missed the last period was a sort of final proof. But she wanted to be sure.

Once she payed everything Y/N left the shop and kept walking home with Light. He was looking suspiciously at her but he said nothing.

> TIME SKIP <

«Positive…it's positive» Y/N repeated in a whisper while looking at her pregnancy test. Her E/C eyes were still glued to the test when she heard someone knocking at the door.

«Y/N! I need the bathroom!»

«Me too!»

Light and Sayu were staying right outside the door, Y/N hoped they didn’t hear what she said before. She hid the test in the pockets of her jeans and left the bathroom.

«Sorry» and she ran downstairs. Light, once again, looked at her with clear suspicious and raised an eyebrow. Sayu took advantage of this moment to lock herself in the bathroom.

«Sayu! I have to go with dad, leave the bathroom!»

In the meantime, Y/N already left the house and was literally running towards the Imperial Hotel, where Ryuzaki had his room (and where the Task-force met L for the first time). He had to know it.

About ten minutes later Y/N arrived at the hotel and quickly went to Ryuzaki's suite. She was bouncing off the walls for the excitement.

«Ryuzaki!» she spread the door open and ran inside. She quickly reached him and made him turn towards her.

«What is it Y/N-chan?» he asked calmly.

«I have to tell you something!»

«And what would it be?»

«I'm pregnant!» she said smiling. It, however, faded quickly when she saw Ryuzaki's lack of reaction to that news. Was he…disappointe-

«What?! Are you serious Miss Y/N?» the young voice of Matsuda echoed in the room making Y/N distract from the man in front of her.

The Yagami girl noticed that her father's entire Task-Force was working in the same room as L and she didn’t notice them when she entered the suite. Excitement was replaced by fear.

«Uhm…well…»

«Congratulations!» Matsuda got up and walked closer to her with a kind smile on his young face. That smile cheered her up a little.

«Thank you Matsuda-san»

The rest of the Task-force congratulated to her too, they were all so happy about that news. The only one who didn’t say anything was L, the father.

Aizawa started to give Y/N some "parental" advices when L's suite room opened again revealing Soichiro and Light at the doorstep. Y/N didn’t notice it immediately and she couldn’t stop Matsuda from rushing towards his boss to give him that important announcement.

«Boss, did you know it?»

«What is it Matsuda?»

«Miss Y/N is pregnant!»

Silence.

Silence of a grave, to be precise.

Nobody dared to speak, to move, to breathe. It seemed only Matsuda wasn’t feeling that heavy atmosphere.

At those words Soichiro walked towards his daughter and placed his strong hands on her shoulders.

«Y/N, is it true?»

She gulped and swallowed hard. «Yes dad, Matsuda-san is right» her voice showed no fear, no embarrassment, no shame. Even if her family didn’t agree, she wasn’t going to give up that easily.

«Who is the father? Someone assaulted you?» he immediately asked sounding rather worried and serious. Y/N was going to answer when she heard some sort of mumbling from behind, where L was sitting.

«Did you say something, Ryuzaki?» asked Soichiro.

«I said, Yagami-san…» he took an ice-cream sandwich and divided it in two. «I am the proud father» he turned towards the policeman and licked the vanilla cream without looking away from the man.

Soichiro couldn’t see her but Y/N was smiling widely at Ryuzaki who smiled back for a mere second before

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