#she let me ruin it <3

[redfleshbleu]

She was like a flower, of which I defiled

#my partner drew the mandala #she let me ruin it <3 #art #abstract #doodle #mandala

[tabithatwo]

two truths and a lie (yellowjackets 2.05)

we as a people have not discussed how mind numbingly otherworldly painfully hot shauna is in this scene please let us all take a moment and reflect

#I think it’s a joke when I say I’d let her ruin my life but like IM the joke #ANGRY DISAPPOINTED SHAUNA????? #ruin me <3 stomp on my heart <3 ignite my mommy issues <3 literally would do whatever she wants <3 it’s so serious <3 #shauna shipman #melanie lynskey #yellowjackets

[giantchasm]

Sack’s Random Kirby AUs #1: Perennial Bloom AU

Desperate to bring Sectonia back, Taranza makes a gamble after learning of Morpho Knight’s existence. Taking a bold stand, he travels to the Divine Terminus and summons it in hopes that if he defeats it he can resurrect the person he loves.

And Taranza does prove himself in battle, but Morpho Knight still refuses to grant his wish. It tells him that the cycle of life and death cannot be disturbed and that there’s nothing it can do. He must accept Sectonia’s death.

Taranza won’t, though. In an impulsive, last ditch effort, he makes an proposal that neither he or Morpho knight expected to hear:

“What if I offer up my own life!? You… you said you couldn’t bring her back because that would disturb the cycle of life and death. Could I… take her place? That way, it wouldn’t upset the balance.”

Morpho Knight, intrigued by his offer and impressed by his bravery, ends up presenting an impulsive deal of its own:

“Half of your life. Split your spirit in two and rekindle her soul. Your lifespan will also be cut in twain, but the person you love will return, having stolen much of your future from you.”

Taranza accepts, albeit under one condition:

“Return her as she was,” he pleads.

“I will remove the rot,” it responds. “The corruption will cease, but I can make no promises she’ll still be the person you remember after having experienced what she has. Her heart will return to her, but her memories will remain.”

Taranza’s frightened, but says that’s just fine. That’s… all that matters. That Sectonia is alive again, and that the curse he put on her is lifted.

As such, he willingly sacrifices half of his life. Sectonia returns.

She looks like she once did— like Joronia, that is. As she stares at Taranza, she’s frightened and confused.

She says she doesn’t know what’s going on. What… what happened? The last thing she remembers, she was…- t- there was that pink thing. She was fighting it. It…

“Killed you,” Taranza confirms. But he reassures her it’s alright. She’s back now. He’s been trying to save her for a very long time.

Staring at him, though, she’s even more confused. She remembers attacking him. She remembers hating him. Why?

He explains her corruption— just what the mirror did to her. He describes her becoming a tyrant who not only went on to terrorize Floralia but who treated him with abject cruelty. She remembers everything.

She’s horrified. Horrified, and a little angry. Why… why would Taranza try to bring her back? After being abused— seeing her become a monster? Why would he bring her back, knowing she’d have to remember that? Knowing she’d look like this again?

Fingers stretch. The shape of her eyes shifts. Fuzzy brown skin and orange horns remain, but golden wings burst from her back.

In a voice that isn’t hers, she screams:

“Why would you do something like that!?”

A pause. She freezes up at the sound of her own voice. She stares down at elegant fingers, quivering.

“What- what’s going on!? What did you do to me!?”

The Mage Sisters and Hyness are surprised when Taranza returns with the person he was hoping to save— they had no hope he’d succeed… and that surprise only grows when they realize he’s carrying her. She’s unconscious, and he’s screaming and crying about something having gone wrong.

Hyness’s hypothesis is that it has something to do with her nature as a parasite. For years she existed as a Frankenstein’s monster— an uncanny yet beautiful monster made of other peoples’ sewn together parts. Now that she’s ‘herself,’ again, her body has no idea what it’s supposed to be.

He, Francisca, and Flamberge take her inside to try and wake her, then calm her down. Zan Partizanne is put in charge of supervising Taranza in the meantime.

The minute they’re alone, she asks him, point blank:

“What did you do?”

Taranza plays dumb, saying he has no idea what she’s talking about, but Zan isn’t going to fall for it. She says that she’s familiar with death, and that there’s clearly more to this story than Taranza is implying. There’s no way Morpho Knight just brought Sectonia back. Taranza made some sort of deal with it, didn’t he?

He says he did no such thing. She tells him if that’s the story he wants to tell, then it’s fine, but she just wants to warn him: miracles don’t come for free.

(Rich, coming from her.)

Eventually, Hyness and the others are able to wake Sectonia, and by the time Taranza’s arrived, she’s calmed slightly. She’s still clearly unnerved, but says they explained everything to her— both what’s likely going on with her and how much he suffered in her absence. She apologizes for ‘lashing out,’ saying the last thing she’d want to do is seem ungrateful.

Taranza, of course, tells her it’s fine. He’s just happy she’s back.

…But is she happy?

Morpho Knight was telling the truth— she’s no longer cruel and self-obsessed, however Sectonia has been changed nevertheless. Traumatized and trapped in a body that’s always seeming to shift between two forms she despises, she’s not only crushed by guilt, but left with no idea of who she is anymore.

She… doesn’t deserve to be ‘Joronia’ after everything she did, does she? Taranza insists she does— that it wasn’t her fault, but it does little to convince her. She can’t stand the idea of being ‘Sectonia,’ either, though.

When he asks her what she’d like to be called, she says he can refer to her as whatever he’d like. She doesn’t care.

For the time being, they settle on simply ‘Nia.’ If she can no longer envision herself as Joronia— ‘beautiful spider,’ but also doesn’t wish to be Sectonia— ‘beautiful wasp,’ then…

Well, that works.

Taranza and ‘Nia’ return to Floralia, but aren’t able to stay long. As soon as the denizens realize the totalitarian queen has returned, they riot. She and Taranza are forced to flee to Popstar— more specifically Castle Dedede, leaving behind the only home they’ve ever known.

From there, they settle into a routine of sorts, with Nia attempting to adjust to being alive again and Taranza trying his best to help. This is easier said than done, though. Not only does Nia have the aforementioned identity issues, atrocities committed, and body dysmorphia to deal with, but she’s volatile and prone to lashing out. One moment she’ll be in a panicked rage, and the next she’s started to weep. She tries to remain stable and come across as content in front of Taranza, not wanting to tarnish his happy ending, but even that’s difficult sometimes. She’s very, very confused, frustrated and afraid.

She begins donning a mask at all times— unable to bear looking at the sight of herself regardless of which face she wears.

…Still, it’s not all bad. She starts to get to know the friends Taranza has made in her absence, and while some of them make her feel envious, she’s grateful for their presence.

She’s grateful for his presence as well, trying her best to make amends as they awkwardly attempt to repair their relationship and figure out what exactly it should be now that the dust has settled. Are… are they allowed to love each other now? Should they?

While initially Taranza’s friends are happy for him, the more of them that find out about the sacrifice he made to make this dream come true, the more he’s criticized. He’s told he’s done something self-sacrificial that he can never take back.

He says he’d never want to take it back in response, but they warn him that if Nia learned what he did, she’d be crushed. And not only that, but with the way he sometimes hears her cry at night…

Even he has to wonder if he actually did this for her or for himself.

(^ Unfinalized designs for/doodles of some messed up bugs)

#kirby #taranza #sectonia #queen sectonia #joronia #kirby of the stars #hoshii no kirby #hoshii no kaabii #i have…. way too many kirby aus. i figured i may as well finally share some of them #this is one i’ve been rotating in my head a lot recently #i <3 sectonia’s mentally unwell swag #there’s a lot i didn’t talk about in this like how she interacts with the rest of the kirby cast #her fascinating and impulsive attempt at having ‘revenge’ against the mirror world for ‘ruining her’ #and how the au actuslly ends but #i figured this was a good enough crash course on the concept #if anyone has any questions about how specific things go in this or any other au though just let me know! :3 #i love talking about my ideas

[nashdoesstuff]

“Sometimes, I wish I could be a normal kid. Then I’d be able to go out without getting threatened and blamed for someone else’s mistakes, and I could live without having the constant thought of wanting to be like him.”

Rêve is from the AU by me and @denieatsart

Sister post to this

#nash’s dibujos #it would be really nice if tumblr didn’t RUIN MY DAMN QUALITY #anyways #this is my blorbo from me and deni’s au! #she’s my little silly <3 #rêve (dream) #i have some extra doodles i might share later wee #nashdoesstuff #nash’s shenanigans #utau #utmv #this piece does require context but i’ll let y’all brainstorm for now

[hopeinthebox]

bangtan top 5 💜 i was tagged by the loves of my life @kithtaehyung and @cordiallyfuturedwight in what i can only describe as an assassination attempt of a tag game. anyway i blacked out several times throughout the process but here we are

tagging (affectionately i promise): @somebodydoeslove @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @monismochi @huhfeatjhope @kimchokejin @hoseeok @avizou @kimtaegis @taechnological

#brief breakdown: yes i am a spine breaker supremacist #and you are KILLING your MOTHER #ego. self explanatory. masterpiece #baepsae has had me by the throat for years and she's never letting go i fear #dis-ease!!!! prod. brasstracks my beloved #and so many could have made it here but i had to give no.5 to halsey for starting this whole thing for me. ruined my life. got to respect i #big love to ryen and kayla for putting me through this sophie's choice assignment <3 #check back in two hours and this will no doubt change dramatically #tagging some loves - apologies if you've already had a go <3 #and if you want to put yourself through this trauma feel free to say i tagged you 🫡 #i was going to exclude solo songs but then i didn't <3

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight baby love

#if u are one of the like three people I need to respond to rn … forgive me for I am mentally and physically exhausted <3 work was bad 2day #also Greta if u post anything after I go to bed pls don’t let it be josh I can’t deal with fomo rn #anyways……….. #I applied to go back to college today so #that’s funny #I always said I would rather die than go back to school because college is a scam but we are in some absurdly desperate times <3 #so yeah #and I have like. 4 jobs I need to apply for #I’m so stressed and overwhelmed lmao #oh and #have I told y’all I’m moving back in with my parents ?? #yeah #they’re building me basically a studio apartment in the basement so that’s fun and funky #but I’m conflicted because as excited as I am for the weekend because no work #my roommate has been gone for a week and comes back this weekend #and I have to tell her I’m moving out when she gets back 🧍🏻‍♀️ #which. under normal circumstances would be fine #but with my roommate ….. there are not normal circumstances #so yeah I’m very stressed !!!!! and my job makes me want to jump off of a cliff on a daily basis so I truly have not been able to rest lmao #I really need to stay with my company for a few more months because I have so many trips coming up but it has fully ruined my mental health! #anyways … if u pray please pray for me rn LMAO I’m going through it 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #on a more happy note I see my fav band again 2 weeks from today :) #I get to see my Franniiiii <333 I love and miss her so bad #shoutout to anyone who read all of this LMAO #also I had a background check today for job purposes and the guy who did my fingerprints was very cute !!!!!! THAT WAS SCARY

[righteous-pines]

The last living relative of the great Pinestar. As his granddaughter, and as an extremely talented young warrior, in her own right, great things are expected of Alpineknoll. Only time will tell if she will fulfill this presumed destiny, but thanks to the careful rearing and training of her grandmother, Graypelt, she shows great promise towards her destiny.

#I love her so much #righteous pines #clangen #clangen oc #lion’s art #my art #pineclan #alpineknoll #she’s THE nepo-baby I ADORE her. Only time will tell who she will become… #For any curious her mother and father never existed in game #She just looks similar to Graypelt. Whom I have yet to post but believe me she’s coming soon! And also has the brown #Around the shade I imagined pine. So. I decided that her father was a loner (which is ok as long as it’s basically just a sire situation- #(-in Pineclan. They hate cross clan relationships but loner clan relationships are more blurry. Because loners can be converted <3 #Or simply ignored. Kept out of the territory #away from borders. But the other clans… they’ll always be there. Trying to ruin those innocent kits with their poisonous rot #How dare they lead them astray? That’s why that’s SO much worse. (To them) #You’ve let them steal your devotion away. Who are you really devoted to? Starclan? Or him? #Anyway! It was a sire situation so it was cool. Then her mom died like immediately in a battle with one of the other clans #Proooobably holly? Maybe spider since I actually do have someone playing for them #And grandma Graypelt raised her ever since. Mentored her too since she wasn’t her literal mother. That’s allowed #And this pompous mean girl with a massive weight on her shoulders is the result! #warrior cats #warrior cats oc

[no-context-nonsense]

Sorry it's late, I was deep in reorganising a room no one uses while letting the dishes and laundry pile up

#fanfic #fanfiction #nonsense #making shit up #steddie #saturdaycryingclub #archive of our own #stranger things #cilantro #coriander #on everything #ruining bestie's day #that and being surrounded by unappreciative dickbags who don't deserve to be near them #eddywow #Impressionable Young Minds broke me and I only made it to chapter 3 #thanks to lihhelsing for the fluffy recovery fic #tentacle kitties #and the unhinged graphics we make for those we love #also I made a friend irl and she's lonely so if there are any lesbians out there looking for a golden retriever gf let me know #did you make it this far Kit? #because SURPRISE CUDDLE ATTACK #I know you hate it but it's imaginary so chill #I just think you're wonderful ok you idiot? #compliment insult sandwich

[figuerockfaeth]

I NEED TO MOVE OUT NOOWWWWWWW

#i woke up at 3 pm bc this was my 1st day ‘off’ in forever #and when i went to grab something to eat our back door was fully open and my car was nowhere to be found #cat* #so i freaked out and started looking outside but when i realized she wasn’t there and my roommate also wasn’t recently outside #i knocked on her bedroom door and she was like ‘oh sorry i was asleep do you want me to help look’ #YES i want you to help look what are you talking about #eventually i found her bc my cat is the best girl in the world and never left our yard- she was in the crawl space under the house #but not only am i pissed she let my car out then took a nap #but we don’t live in the safest city in the world and while we were both sleeping our door was fully 90 degrees open #so now not only do i feel like kevin (cat) isn’t safe here but I don’t feel safe sleeping here anymore #the lease is up in july and i finally get to leave #this girl is a random roommate my former roommate found to replace her #and the whole process/experience has been awful #i just have to survive 4 months #during the summer i might keep paying rent but fully leave and go live with family #bc my school isn’t in driving distance of any of my family #now i’m thinking about asking someone if they’ll take kevin for a couple months bc im so sorry about her #but my dad has a dog that doesn’t love cats and my best friend is allergic and my mom lives in another state #personal #delete later #also this is unrelated BUT every weekend without fail she does laundry at an insane time in the morning #and our washing machine is the loudest washing machine i’ve EVER heard #and of course it’s right against the wall of my room #not hers #i only get two days a week to sleep past 630 am and she almost always ruins it

[ff2-soda-pop]

i dont wanna go into graphic design i dont wanna go into graphic design i dont wanna go into graphic design i dont wanna-

#sorry hi my mom mentioned Again how the only thing i should think about going into is graphic design because 'you're good at art!' but like. #i fucking refuse to turn art into My Job because i refuse to turn my fun for-me thing into a stress thing. it will ruin everything if i do #and my mom doesnt Get That and keeps trying to force me into graphic design #and shes forced me into way too many Life Choices i didnt get a say in and i already feel like i have very little control of my future so i #NOT letting her control this one too - cons is that she doesnt fucking care :) #anyways hi welcome to thing thats been building up in my head for like a year(?) and that sooner or later im gonna snap over <3 #vent

[comradecowplant]

so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.

#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS #youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao #i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol #to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting #she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3 #anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel #THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now #telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this #so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly #turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly* #shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds... #but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you 🤷‍♂️ srry 2 b a freak like that #also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to #so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings #gender into conversations that it does not belong in #'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks #she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america... #girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!! #i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine #ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies 🥵 while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found 😘

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

so i made the mistake of reading seema anand's the arts of seduction and istg i will destroy any person who comes within a ten feet radius of me i WANT A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND.

#raj shitposting #i am waiting to just kill a man and steal his girlfriend at this point. #this woman has ruined ao3 for me. #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW!?!?! #istg i am going to have the most unhinged dreams of my life for a week now and it's making me feral. #her entire book is like that one really gay ass post i made about giving my hypothetical girl a bath and it's titillating ugh. #i need a girlfriend who uses 3 different scents in all her erogenous zones to drive me crazy so bad. #i need that thing she talked about that shit with jewelry i want that shit- she talked about grinding with a jingling kamarbandh on. #WITHOUT LETTING THE LITTLE BELLS ON IT MAKING A SOUND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. #that is the most feral shit i have ever read fuck i'm gonna be so rich- jfc i'll buy my girlfriend all the fucking kamarbandhs she NEEDS. #KAMARBANDHS ARE SEXY AS THEY ARE YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO PUT THIS IMAGE IN MY BRAIN HOW TF AM I GONNA LIVE- FUCK IT I WANT A WIFE. #I WANNA GET MARRIED. #GET ME A FUCKING WIFE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

[kalevalakryze]

Welcome To The Family

I'm on a roll tonight, here's one more! also, this will get back to being a primarily mature fic soon, I'm just vibing on depressed Bo-Katan era and way too in my feelings rn, and I still want to follow the plotline of mando s3 loosely, so it'll get spicy again shortly

#bo katan kryze #the armorer #bo katan x the armorer #the mandalorian #nitearmor #star wars #take off your helmet #the mandalorian season 3 #bo katan needs a hug #modern au #band au #this chapter is a filler #kind of #until it gets gay again #me handshake bo writers #lets ruin her fuckin life #except I'm not a bo writer #and she's gonna get all the hugs

[phoenixcatch7]

Lmaoooo okay so MAJOR story spoilers ahead-

But I just finished the crisis at hyrule castle quest line (after thorough googling that I wasn't going into the final boss, of course) and went back to the landing where everyone gathered to discuss what to do next.

It was all very solemn and thoughtful, everyone theorising and letting it sink in how incredibly dangerous ganon was, and then purah and riju are like 'omg there was a sixth sage maybe we can find whatever they've left behind maybe it can help us' and then Link IMMEDIATELY speaks up like 'oh yeah about that I've already found her. Yeah she's fine she's going to help us. I've also got the master sword too by the way'.

Everyone was SHOOK. I got praise and amazement from all sides. Purah was like 'ALREADY???!! And you didn't think to TELL ME??' it was great.

Never felt more like canon link in my life. I've got a screenshot of everyone's :O?! face. Going to be riding that high for hours XD.

But it's very impressive that I managed to procrastinate so hard I managed to skip about three major plot lines just by squirrelling my way where I'm not supposed to be purely by accident lmao.

#totk spoilers #<- MAJOR ONES #loz #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #totk #loz totk #loz tears of the kingdom #Purah: I can't believe what we're up against. And how hard it must have been! But you're so calm and collected about it! #Me: aw thanks keep talking ^^ #Purah: you're really a wonder link. I'm amazed by what you can do! It's up to us now! Let us help you!! ✌️ #Ngl finding the thunder head heart door was pure. PURE chance. It was night and I couldn't see the arrow head on links bow #Pouring rain and thunder. Somehow managed to blindly claw my way to the top of the ruin and spent ages trying to find out what it was #At the very last second before I left I slipped on the side of the wall and fell all the way down. Straight onto the shrine. #Eventually gathered the hearts and came right back to do the whole thing. No idea it was supposed to be a triggered quest until now LMAO #But fr everyone was so shaken after ganons vision and link was just standing there like 🙄 he's already had a dozen of them XD #'pig man should have gone into theatre. Tryna play me with zelda when I know full well where she is. your precious phantoms were RUBBISH' #Seriously don't worry about the fight if you have the vows and decent armour I posed so silly and took several attacks to the spleen #And it did absolutely NOTHING. Several photos of link with phantoms furious heads in view and I lost MAYBE 3 hearts total. No anti gloom!! #I will say the image of broken doll zelda dissolving into gloom smoke will probably traumatise link but what's one more lol

[crowscroll]

It's been three? four? days and bg3 has TAKEN OVER my life

#niko speaks #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion. #specifically astarion #hes so babygirl #i want him to ruin me #i let him drink my blood and my sis was like #WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU #but a couple hours previous she encouraged me to #kiss the dying mind flayer #which i think is worse #she doesn't understand Hot Traumatized Vampire Man

[majimassqueaktoy]

The Majima saga in Kiwami 2 was actually evil because now Makoto /knows/ Majima was hot. Like she already lost him all those years ago but now she also knows he has washboard abs and a beautiful face.... evil.

#let her cheat on her apparently loving and doting husband with the fucked up yakuza!!!!! she earned it 😭 #au where she doesnt cry on the plane but rather gets up and is like LET ME OFF THIS FUCKIN PLANE LET ME OFF THIS PLANE /RIGHT/ FUCKIN NOW #shes been nothing but nice and accommodating her whole life let her be selfish and ruin everything for some dick!! #anyway yeah <3