#shut the fuck up I'm crying

[daddy-joel-miller]

"Frank is the flowers, and Bill is the soil." -Nick Offerman

#is their plan to fucking kill me? #i am beside myself #nick offerman #murray bartlett #bill x frank #the last of us #hbo #cordyceps militaris #shut the fuck up I'm crying #joel miller #pedro pascal #ellie williams #bella ramsey #anna torv #gabriel luna #tess servopoulos #tommy miller #bill #frank #tlou hbo

[wyn-n-tonic]

RUTINA WESLEY IS PLAYING MARIA??!?!?!?!?

#shut the fuck up i'm crying #i cannot explain how much i love her

[il-predestinato]

Max: "I always thought that if I would make it to F1, Charles would also make it. You can see already from a very young age the really strong drivers. It's never been a surprise to me that Charles is sitting here. [...] It's not a surprise that we are sitting here together, I think.

Charles: "When you are young and in karting, F1 feels so far away. We knew that we were very fast because we were already competitive in karting. Whenever we changed categories, we would always be competitive. It's amazing. I have really, really good memories - [laughs] although memories that were less good became really good with time. Then you get older, and you look back at moments that maybe you didn't enjoy at the time - that are very funny. It was good times."

🎥: post-qualifying press conference, 2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix

#charles leclerc #max verstappen #lestappen #SHUT UP #I'M NOT CRYING #WHO THE FUCK AM I KIDDING #WE ARE ALL CRYING #* #interview #post qualifying #las vegas gp 2023 #fave

[crappymixtape]

in preparation for joe's birthday coming up, here's a little blurb about tauruses that just makes me want to cry and melt and snuggle with him forever 😩

Tauruses are the human equivalent of moss. A handmade wooden chair. They are normally satisfied with the way things are. They embody stability. Sitting in a patch of grass admiring the breeze. When everything else seems to be falling apart, Tauruses are a rock of dependability in an oasis of calm. Practical knowledge and experience is their modus operandi.

#shut the fuck up #i'm crying #joe keery #happy birthday joe keery #i love his mossy vibes #i will also happily sit on him like a handmade wooden chair tyvm #this is beautiful #<333 #djo #joe keery djo #djotime #djo music

[dixidin]

Jumping up and down in the air after I saw the new tommyinnit video I support this man's call out era

#WE ALL KNOW WHAT SKIT I'M TALKING ABOUT #AND PLS IT WAS SO FUNNY IM CRYING #shit the whole video was amazing #also dream is being such a man baby about this like💀 gtfo of here man #inniters after seeing the new video: AND THE CROWN GOES WILD‼️🗣💯🔛🔝💥💥💥💥 #everyone after seeing dream like a bunch of tweets criticizing tommy: AND THE CROWD BACKS UP🤨😶😒🧍‍♂️ #also skeppy don't think your bitch ass is doing anything good just shut up💀 #ALSO PHILZA FUCKING MINECRAFT 🔛🔝 MVP ISTG #this whole situation is so crazy but so hilarious. Ig tommy really does make stuff 100% funnier😁👍 #dream situation #tommyinnit #WE LOVE YOU TOMMY RAAAHHH

[jtownraindancer]

Ace's TURИ for Burn Rewatch: Thoughts of a Free Man [Part 2]

#just an appreciation post for Edmund's adorable face while listening to Abe's speech #and the following fight #so many smiles this episode!!! i'm crying; that's my guy!!! #burn gorman #major hewlett #edmund hewlett #edmund my Dearest 🔭 #my beloved starboy 🌌 #turn washington's spies #turn #amc turn #my gifs #man i need a tag for burn now fuck #the burn collection #hello! i am deceased! #fucking cutie pie #shut up ace

[moongothic]

Do wanna say, I am actually really curious how Iva-chan would feel if the Dragodile Divorce went REAL BAD

'Cause they didn't know the two were in a relationship at all, right. (Otherwise, like, if Iva-chan knows about Crocodile having a kid then surely they'd realize that would've also been Dragon's kid and like. Understands that's Luffy etc) So as far as Iva-chan understands the situation, Crocodile may have been secretly slightly involved with the Revolutionaries for a period of time, had a kid out of the blue, transitioned, and either immidiately broke ties with the Revs entirely and fucked off to Alabasta, or kept on assisting the Revs in secret (possibly monetarily, being a sugar daddy and all 💰🐊💰) for however long in secret, only to pretty much betray them out of nowhere by attempting to take over Alabasta 17 years later Either way, surely Ivankov would've been deeply confused by this turn of events, right? Like what happened to him, why would Crocodile do any of this?

But if the straw that broke the camel's back and shattered Crocodile's psyche was the Dragodile Divorce going really bad, either from Dragon not being that accepting OR due to things going violent over a miscommunication... How would Ivankov feel about that?

Keep in mind, we've only ever heard Iva-chan talk about Dragon with nothing but adoration and respect. They sincerely hold Dragon in such high regard, can you imagine how badly either revelation could change how Iva-chan's views Dragon? 'Cause like, sure if Dragon's straight then that's one thing, but lashing out at his loved one? When he came out? At what might've been the most emotionally vunerable time of Crocodile's life (between the transing and the baby and having to leave his son forever. Y'know. Heavy shit)? Yeah, frankly speaking, Iva-chan would be completely justified in slapping the shit out of Dragon and giving him some choise words. Perhaps even some 💉 Karmic Punishment 💉 to teach a lesson Feeling disappointed in Dragon would be an understatement. But even if The Divorce happened due to a tragic accident (of Dragon attacking the strange man he has never seen before out of instinct when going to see his wife and child), it's been nearly two whole decades. Have the two even spoken since then? Like presumably not considdering Crocodile didn't even know who Luffy was. So if they haven't spoken at all-- did Dragon ever apologize? Or was he that much of a coward he couldn't face Croc and take responsibility for what he did? If so, that is absolutely pathetic and frankly irresponsible considdering the feelings he would've left Crocodile festering with.

Like either way, I'm deeply facinated how Iva-chan would take the news. How that could impact their relationship with Dragon, as well as how they've viewed Crocoboy for the past few years as well.

Because suddenly Crocoboy didn't just go bonkers out of nowhere, abandon and betray the Revolutionaries to try to do something monstrous for selfish gain. Suddenly, it was Dragon who abandoned Crocodile and left him all alone for nearly two decades, believing obtaining an Ancient Weapon was the only way to take down the World Government. Countless innocent lives that perhaps could've been spared in Alabasta had Dragon just fucking talked to his ex--

Yeah. I'm curious how Iva-chan would feel

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Sorry my brain is soup I can't form a coherent thought rn #Something about the mental image of Iva-chan getting fucking furious at Dragon on Crocodile's behalf #Just #I'm not crying shut up #Like if there is a scenario where Dragon genuinely needs to apologize to Crocodile for however the hell he fucked up #I think Iva-chan taking Crocodile's side and telling Dragon that he fucked up and needs to take responsibility would be like. Important #'Cause I think Iva-chan might be the only person in the world who could get Dragon to apologize (considdering how long they've been friends #Especially because Iva-chan might be the person who genuinely understands Crocodile's feelings the best #(Depending on how his egg got cracked and whether or not Iva-chan needed to help with that etc etc) #All of this to say; the Dragodile Divorce really would be more interesting if it went Real Bad. It would impact so many more characters #Another familiar question: What would Kuma have thought of it? How about Sabo and Koala? #But yes Iva-chan's reaction is the one I'd be the most interested in. Especially considdering like. IDK I kind of thought they'd have... #...a bigger role in Kuma's backstory but they actually kind of didn't. Like their friendship was not that important in the end #And a part of me deeply feels like Iva-chan should have a bigger role somehow in the story. Like they should impact things more #And yes if Crocodad Real then that alone would add to Iva-chan's role a whole bunch. But that would be like in past tense. #How about how things are going to go down from here on out? Yeah

[rawliverandgoronspice]

The more time goes on, the more I think we (= westerners, especially white westerners) are just so fucking bad at guilt. I feel like guilt is among the most pernicious and dangerous emotions out there --not because guilt is literally deadly in isolation, it is an excruciating emotion but it will not kill you in itself, but because we have been trained to associate guilt with worthlessness (I partially blame christian values, the idea of impurity and sin --not to downplay, of course, the danger of a community judging you or being expelled from that community on the basis of being considered a danger to its other members due to the thing you've done that has been generating this guilt), and so we must, absolutely must, protect ourselves from simply feeling that guilt and processing its cold indifference washing over us, and we must do so through any means necessary. This can involve defensiveness, denial or reject of that guilt altogether so we are mentally protected from having to reevaluate ourselves and our place in the world, or can involve wallowing in and using it to self-harm --focusing on the pain and on self-hate rather than on what the guilt is telling us about ourselves and our heritage; blinding ourselves to it still in a twisted way.

I think it's also complicated to know how to manage guilt in a world where we're generally (as a whole) deeply powerless. It feels unfair to be called out about not doing enough when you know that pulling even mediocre heroics on your own will most definitively do almost nothing, hurt you, and be buried in a way that might be extremely unhelpul --not to mention, that it would actually hurt you in a very real and final way and lead to entirely thankless results, even if it was the morally correct thing to do. I do not want to pretend that it's not, very often, the results that awaits even serious and well-practiced activism --or even mild activism, major shoutout to everybody who got maimed or arrested or even killed on zero basis simply because they happened to be at or even near a protest, when they were not brutally attacked for no reason even outside of activism because an officer was racist or sexist or queerphobic or simply bored that day. There are genuinely good reasons to be scared.

So we feel guilt because of this fear, because of our isolation from any serious movement and the fact that we privilege our comfort over letting action taking over whatever else we have going on, and because fear and comfort knowingly keep us into inaction --or action that doesn't feel like enough, or that we feel doesn't achieve much of anything (which I think is never true: even giving someone a glimpse of hope for a second because we made an effort towards them is always always worth it in my opinion, it's not nothing and it's not a cop-out --of course it's not enough and we collectively need to find ways to do more, but it's not nothing and it should never discourage people from taking action --but I digress). But I think we start making a mistake when we point at this very real powerlessness as a shield from the guilt. Both can coexist. Both have to coexist. It isn't fair that some people are being forced to be courageous when we can afford to remain cowards. It is not even a moral judgement that condemn our souls forever, weakness is human and lack of individual reach against an overwhelmingly powerful and removed system even more so; it is a simple fact that we *have* to acknowledge if we want to take a clear look at the actual situation instead of camouflaging it behind self-justifying walls to give ourselves temporarily relief from that awful feeling. And I'm not saying it's not a constant effort, to keep those instincts of self-preservation at bay, or that some people don't have really good reasons that they cannot act more than through social media or miniscule donations or by talking about it around them, or being powerless to even do that without putting themselves into real and concrete danger --or that letting guilt in will be pleasant or even healing. It won't be. But it's also not the point.

Yeah, I get that it's hard to truly reckon with the fact that almost everything that made us (= westerners, especially white ones) is soaked with blood, imperialism, white supremacy, sexism, queerphobia, and a whole sweve of truly rancid ideologies that we cannot afford to passively accept as our lot. We were not given a choice in that legacy, and we don't have a ton of leverage over reorienting our haunted civilizations into something that isn't a horrible nightmare; but it is a fight that is happening right the fuck now.

I genuinely think guilt is a feeling we are not taught to handle in a healthy way; and because we have essentialist, pseudo-religious and punitive justice concepts terminally untangled with that feeling, guilt governs our politics and our private lives in the most rabid and unchecked way imaginable. But guilt will not kill us, unless we allow it to, and it will help literally nobody if it does. Guilt isn't evil in its soul-crushing pain as much as it is informative. Guilt is unbearable, unfliching clarity. But fever boils us alive because there is an infection that needs to be destroyed.

#thoughts #personal #not zelda #palestine #free palestine #guilt #cw self harm #(not graphic and really in passing) #sorry it's quite different than usual and it's a lot and I don't know if I'll agree with everything in five seconds #but I feel like we don't talk enough about the impact of guilt on our lives and psyches (and politics) #I am not great at guilt either (tho tbh I don't know many people who are) #but I'm trying to get better at simply... shutting up and Feeling It #I'm sure there's a way to face guilt that isn't destructive or self-pitying or generally useless #but I am.... I am so pessimistic about the future #not in a: let's all give up and cry but in a: we must fucking brace ourselves and look after one another #and put our foot in the sand right now because everything is unnacceptable and we need to acknowledge it much harder #if we let it fester it will only get uglier and uglier #and it doesn't mean we won't win or that hope isn't an absolutely essential component to it all #I am ultimately optimistic that there is an After to capitalism and imperialism and that brand of self-centered preservation and brutality #and this general oozing of toxic and unprocessed guilt #But #let's say that we'll all have to lead our own fights against it at some point #and I think that time should be right now #tl;dr imo there's no hope for justice and genuine resistance without facing guilt and resisting the urge to deny or fret against its ache #which doesn't have to equate with allowing guilt to rule us and use it as a tool of self-torment #anywayyyyy #saw a LOT of very weird reactions to the gaza genocide in my personal circles #some that really disappointed me even though they came from people I know to be better than this #so #yeah

[stairset]

Controversial opinion probably but some of y’all really gotta be nicer to “Boring Normie” Gays. Like I know a lot of you have a Preset Checklist Of Stereotypical Gay Interests and you expect every gay guy to check off a certain number of boxes to prove that they’re Queer Enough According To Your Standards but I promise you that just because a gay guy is like conventionally masculine doesn’t automatically mean he has internalized homophobia or that he thinks he’s Better Than Other Gays or that he’s trying to “assimilate” or whatever the fuck, it just means that gay men aren’t a fucking hive mind and are in fact individual human beings who often have different personalities and interests just like literally any other group of people.

#remember those anons a few years back who said i have straight/''not like other gays'' vibes cause of like my fucking music taste or whatevs #yeah this isn't about that but it's a good examples #but yeah when people who aren't gay guys talk like this it's just obvious they don't like gay guys period #cause 99% of the time they hate more flamboyant gay guys as much as they hate the ''normie'' ones #and when other gay guys talk like this i'm just like okay we get it a masc guy rejected you once and you're still salty about it #cry me a river #shut up tristan

[svtskneecaps]

shut the front door the red wool meant seeker. in hide and seek. cellbit gave pac and mike the red wool.

"you're the seekers. come find me"

#qsmp #am i stupid. is this obvious to everyone around me. unclear. #i'm gonna cry tho lol what the fuck cellbit #block game brainrot #shut up vic

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things. #i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

[sundaeserenade]

hope everyone's having a good saturday night, i'm fucking livid because i'm planning to go see a friend in california next week, and my mom wants me to install a tracking app on my phone when i'm fucking 31 YEARS OLD

#IM ALSO CRYING?? wtf can she do to me #i live on myown. i pay all my bills #i own my own car. i pay for my own phone like?? #sorry?? you want me to do what??? #“i'm worried i need to know where you are” #nah nah nah. shut up. shut up #i'm so fucking mad LMFAO

[elitehoe]

Charlotte smiling from the floor at Rhea while she celebrates her win in the ring pls 😭😭

#you can see how proud she is of rhea #shut the fuck up I'm gonna cry #charlotte flair #rhea ripley #soph tuning into wwe #wrestlemania lb

[thereyloarchives]

"the ReYlOs aRe CrYiNg"

Can people stop talking about us and leave us alone please. Like.... I just ship these two characters and wish the last movie did the romance arc justice.

Like... that's it.

Whatever was supposed to happen didn't. And we can mourn whatever version of the story we would've preferred happening and leave it at that.

#the reylos the reylos!! they cry!! #shut up I'm exhausted #this is exhausting #however many the fuck years go by and we're STILL getting shit on for liking a ship like its some moral failing #there are asshole fans in every fandom I do not claim them I am just sitting in my little corner of the internet reblogging art #and before anyone gets on my ass I also hate the direction they took finn and poe in the last movie ie sidelining and spice running

[dukeofqueers]

so, the dd2 ending huh

#shut up percy #dragon's dogma 2 spoilers #dd2 spoilers #i'm going to fucking explode alvarus my boy my perfect boy oh god oh my god. i can't <== max affinity #i have a lot of feelings and cant articulate any thoughts. just crying for 20 min straight #somehow we found an ending that fucks me up more than ddda's #ty dragon's dogma for maintaining my trauma for a decade without fail #i need my wrist to quit hurting so i can draw leander and alvarus

[froggyrights]

are you leaving? sorry for asking :/

Not sure yet :') being in this fandom takes such a huge toll on me when shit hits the fan that i cant really justify to myself staying and being invested in the same capacity as I have been. However I love my mutuals and this community too damn much to just up and leave completely 😭 for now im gonna take a break from tumblr and just give it some time. I could never leave tumblr fully though I fear I'm a yapper at heart so maybe I'll just end up posting about whatever. I really don't know ! I'll figure it out !!

#Don't really want to talk abt the whole situation on here I'm not the person for that #But yeah you all will hear from me again god knows I am incapable of shutting the hell up #And I want 2 say i truly consider dtblr to be my favorite fandom I've ever been in despite all the (very low💀) lows #You all are so incredibly funny and creative and kind and I really am so thankful I got to be a part of it all #When I think abt the friends I've made I could rlly just cry I love u all so much !! #Okay now it sounds like I'm writing a fucking eulogy DORRY ITS NOT THAT DEEP IM JUST NOT LOGGING ON THIS WEBSITE FOR A BIT GODDAMN #Like for all I know tomorrow I'll be like damn it wasn't really that serious and reblog dnf sucking cock or whatever #I'm joking^. It would probably be a frog picture #OKAY whatever I'm rambling I'm just gonna go and log out of my account on here CIAO #asks