#so I don't really know about mm

[somerandomdudelmao]

Have you seen Mutant Mayhem yet?

Nope

#And I'm not sure if I want to #bc apparently it has some..gross scenes? #i don't know #that's just what i heard #And Leo/April? #uuuuhhhhhh ._. #I quitted watching 2012 bc it had gross scenes and turtle/human ships #so I don't really know about mm

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it... #I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀 #irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living... #just the ol regulars yknow? #and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want? #I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what? #whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate? #so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it? #that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

[raiiny-bay]

my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

#ts4 #simblr #once again i don't know how to tag this so... #i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig #2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz #only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually #ik i've said it a million times already but #i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year! #i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh #like. i have a list #i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point. #probably gonna do some writing here soon ish. #i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas #i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year #edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk #making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too #i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao #idk why i just hate making story posts #lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok #n e way #i rambled. sorry. bye lol

[averlym]

whshdfhfjf.,,,

#close up!! because i firstly Did Not render them with such insanity in order for tumblr's lack of general resolution to make it blur #look at all the lines!!! teehee i still really really like this style of digital painting it's super super fun to do!!! and also secondly #because i went back and added a tag ramble and as i seem to often be doing??? lately?? reached the 30 tag limit and went 'hm ok how else..' #anyway the tag essay on that one is now up and talks about the artwork generally and miscellaneous thoughts!! that said. i need a space to #ramble about beatrix at Length because look you don't draw and paint etc a character for like ten hours without having a lot of thoughts #anyways ! i digress terrifically. tag rambles are more like trains of thoughts masquerading as subways and you get on and it's unfortunately #a rollercoaster track. but this is My Blog and i can do Whatever I Want as long as i don't hurt anyone <- affirmations!! also Harm Principle #lately it's been like *kicks up feet* *opens tumblr tags* *treats it as own personal journal* and tbh Good for me!! anyways back to beatrix #fun fact ! the thing that pushed me over the edge to go watch the musical after looking through the tumblr tag was a very specific poll. #and the fact that the winning option was blue hair and pronouns made me double over laughing so hard i had to go see the source material #mm i feel like lately the academic Context has been tossing me essentially into a blender HAHA ;-; so everyone in adamandi is to some extent #a Mood. but bea-specific (haha be specific)(sorry!)(wow this is the same reaction mechanism of my friend who points out innuendos)(...) #i think it's the wanting to prove herself. like from the whole abuela etc thing there's proof here she's got a Stable Support System of sort #and instead what beatrix continues to do is push themselves. 'i guess u could say i'm married to my work? god that's depressing' // no one #here to enforce that // abuela tells me to rest says i'm constantly stressed and i'll just get depressed like before but i still have to try #like. that shred of desperation that pushes you to the brink to neglect yourself (well i guess physically but also your morals..) and like!! #the whole 'lose half your soul thing' proves she's self aware!! like they know what they're doing is super dubious yknow! but they're still #they're still doing it even if it goes into conflict with their morality system in a way and then they justify it to themselves (see pt 1 #of ghostwriter) and the whole wanting to achieve at all costs Despite the self awareness. (i think? this aspect also applied to quincy. but #thoughts on him will come later). more beatrix specific also is the fact that they genuinely adore their work.. 'i just love it here where #you know they'll be printing forever and you are just part of it' because that does kind of resonate with me. also the being behind in the #competition is real!!! i'm maybe talking about Art as a subject because that same drive for it exists on my good days i think. even #even when nothing seems to be going right and you've ended up at the back the intent passion inherent in what you do is still there!!! #the genuine. care she has for reporting. is so !!!!! to me... other beatrix thoughts include 'why reveal yourself at the end' aka vincent's #'u should have stayed silent u had a smart plan' like rip to them but i would not // it feels with bea's complex character i can't imagine h #her Not doing that. like the guilt is real i guess. and i am running out of tags but! smth also about her fervent hope or smth that she'll #eventually get to where she wants. and the resilient determination.. 'i won't let their deaths be pointless there's more good i'm gonna do' #they're so so real for that. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing; seeing myself reflected in aspects of characters like this.. but it's #it's there regardless. smth smth just make your peace with the person you are ig!! tldr beatrix campbell my beloved. hehe #adamandi

[vanaglcria]

I'm so blessed to have so many incredible writers as mutuals. I get to come online and just devour all your posts and they bring me so much joy.

#✦ —— 𝑽𝑨𝑵𝑨𝑮𝑳𝑪𝑹𝑰𝑨 : ooc #/ it's 2am and i'm feeling sappy #/ this is about so many of you but like jizzlords / madefate / fizzarollitm / gctchell... #/ electriccapitalist / waywardsculs / zestials / diistortion #/ arachnaemboss / gluttonybound / hzbinsouled / fearedelight / k7tt1 #/ I COULD KEEP GOING. #/ y'all are amazing i love everyone's unique takes and how they make the characters their own and just #/ MM. I am blessed. okay goodnight. #/ (ps this is in no way an all encompassing list just some people i really love seeing and reading on the dash) #/ ( mal didn't make the list because we're literally married they know how i feel don't read into that >>)

[keeps-ache]

hm. i do not remember the screenshot being this big hfvsh

#wip #i like this one the best and also.. it might be the best one Lmaofhvs #[points] its the He #this is also very nearly the final product hvfhs #i'm just gonna colour them a bit and then leave it at that :) #(i'm doing an expression sheet again :3 :D) #i'm drawing each of these individually unlike how i did with the bl.s ones cuz his funkin Hair likes to catch me out hbvfsh #//anyway i've been working on this thing for nearly a week ??? #'keeps why' i have been. writing #i do So enjoy infodumping about this project hvfhs #plusss putting it in a little booky means people don't have to be bothered with me looping back and over myself lol :> #i just dunno where i wanna put it lol #wattpad makes the most sense.. but also mm i dunno hfhsh #i haven't really used it in forever... #oh i should update it though fr fr #/also Geeeeez what is happening to my writing HFH #like one day i can't stop overusing the world 'occasionally' and then next i sound sort of obnoxious overusing synonyms and stuff lol #though you know what it Has gotten easier to just get stuff down (even when my brain is pretty much dead !!) when i just ignore everything #i forget about hfvhs :D #cuz i forget like every 15th word and it screws w/ the flow but if i do [this] with a similar word for later it's so good :DD #/also why can i Never remember the word Conscience lmao #that's a little bit of a funny one to always be losing hvfsh #//anywho... woo.... :33 #i'm gonna go do my stuff now... and prolly sneak a soda.... and if i do i'll prolly be back ranting because that's what caffeine does to me #Loll #have a very empty brain recently. it Has been full of lovey doveyness tho so not bad not bad hfvhs :D #okay bbbye now toooodles ciaaaoo see ya .u./

[mintjeru]

art that appeals to an audience of me, myself, and i

chiluc week 2022 @chilucexchange

day 7 free day → equestrian au

open for better quality | no reposts | ID under the cut

[Image description: Two pages containing multiple drawings of Diluc and Childe respectively.

The first page has two drawings of Diluc participating in dressage. He is dressed in a formal black suit jacket, white button up shirt, white breeches, and black riding boots. He rides a chestnut horse whose mane is knotted for the competition. The horse carefully raises a foreleg on one side and a hind leg on the opposite side. There are also two drawings of Diluc when he was younger. He takes off his riding helmet after a competition and glances to the side. A few droplets of sweat drip down his face.

The second page has two drawings of a younger Childe meeting a younger Diluc at the equestrian competition. Childe stands in the audience and his attention is drawn to Diluc. He stares in awe when they make eye contact. There are also two drawings of a present-day Childe. One depicts him from the waist up, a hand raised to sling a navy suit jacket casually over the shoulder. He is wearing a white button up and breeches. He smiles and looks to the side. The other drawing shows Childe riding a black horse as he partakes in a show jumping event. His horse is mid jump, with its forelegs raised and its body about to clear a fence. Childe’s body is poised and snug against the horse’s back.]

#chilucweek2022 #childe #tartaglia #diluc #chiluc #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #doodle #i watched the spirit movie over and over when i was younger #i think that explains everything you need to know about me #and i don't think equestrian sports are too popular so you guys might not know what dressage is #show jumping is more well-known i think #mm ok so i knew i wanted diluc to do dressage #the thing is i know dressage uniforms are formal and just black and white #but i wanted diluc to stand out #so i was like ah yes. the color of his horse #my first thought was to give him a strawberry roan but i realized they're really light colored #so i went with a chestnut #as for childe i was debating whether to drop him into show jumping or horse racing #bc both seem to evoke adrenaline #i ended up choosing show jumping just bc i wanted to work w/ a dynamic pose (the jumping)

[is-this-tf]

Is it TF?

TF, as in Transformation, is a concept that can mean quite a few things to many different people- and when depicted in art or media, usually consists of some sort of physical or psychological transformation of one thing into another, often including the contexts before or after such a change occurs. 

For the purposes of this blog, the assumed pretense that the TF or TF-adjacent content depicted in posts on this blog being nonsexual in this manner is considered the default, and will be treated or engaged with as such unless clarified otherwise, but there are plenty of ways those who engage in TF art can enjoy it! There are many who consider it a paraphilia for themselves and commonly enjoy it as a sexual theme (as explained and described very well in this comic here), but it is also quite common for people to enjoy it entirely nonsexually, as well- perhaps exploring it under a lens of gender, as a vessel or narrative device to communicate themes, or just liking it as an unrelated special interest... TF is fascinating and alluring concept in itself, regardless of the ways it can be enjoyed and explored.

I made this blog because I love it when I see people unintentionally making TF posts on tumblr. I feel like it happens a lot and I think it's really, really funny when it does, by accident or not. Feel free to tag me in posts or send in questions asking if something is TF, and I'll give my honest answer as an expert in the field myself. 

Don't forget, words to live by:

Primary tags: #this is tf, #this is tf art, #unintentional tf, #intentional tf, #definitely intentional tf, #not tf

#this is largely a g//mm//ck blog so i don't think i'll be like seeking out actual TF art or stories to rb? or at least not that often #although i could from time to time or link some if i really Really like it #i dunno i'll decide later #(edit: i think i will on occasion‚ and i'm putting any i rb under its own tag- check 'this is tf art' for what i rb here!) #is this tf #tf #this is tf #not tf #transformation #these will like primarily be post i'm just rbing from my dash but if people send me posts i can rb those too #by the way! if you also want to reach out to me if i reblog a post of yours that you want me to remove tags from or delete the rb altogether #feel free to message me and let me know and i'll do that! #this blog was inspired by another is-this-(shhh) blog but i wanted to do something with one of my own interests #one last thing- transformers fans i am so sorry. #i don't care about regular people not wanting to see transformation stuff‚ these blockable primary tags i'm using for this blog are for YOU #it's weird‚ but i made it with love. #💜

[wraith-demjin]

I want someone that cares that I ate a really good muffin

#for context #I was telling my sister about how I get the pumpkin cream cheese muffin from starbucks on the way back from therapy #and that its really good #and she was so uninterested #she just went back to her phone with an mm and when I said you don't care she was like no it's just a muffinn #that completely fucked up my mood #I just want someone to care about the little things #the small things that make me happy #or sad or upset #or whatever even if it has nothing to do with them or they don't really relate or whatever #I don't know but yeah #I told my therapist about it today #I love my therapist so much she is the best ever #sue appreciation #also #pumpkin cream cheese muffin appreciation #because I love it so much

[thegardengrows-infrozenrain]

bitches be like "i'm a fan of [band] but anything besides their first 2/3 albums is just pop trash and really forgettable and i hate every song on the first few albums besides [tiny list] and honestly they've overstayed their welcome as artists and need to stop producing and if you like their first few albums/[specific album that is popular/unpopular] you're a tiktok fake fan who's only posing and pretending to like them"

like honey you're not a fan you're a toxic piece of shit

like yeah don't consume anything entirely uncritically but at the same time don't become an asshole who does nothing but criticize yknow

#this is about the mods in the Mother Mother discord #they jump in with their fucking opinions every time anyone mentions liking an album and they're just so fucking annoying about it #this also goes for MCR fans but we all knew that anywa #it's probably why we're never getting MCR5 #but yeah so the MM fandom has become surprisingly toxic as of late #especially after Normalize and To My Heart dropped as singles #but they're starting to get really hateful about the earlier albums too... D&C and NC are starting to be hated #and VGBT opinions seem really mixed #then again this is a discord server and from prior experience in fandom discords #they are fucking nightmares. i don't know why the absolute worst of each fandom is always in the discords but #they are for some goddamn reason. #nothing beats the EW server but then again m*tt and b*ng kind of fostered that culture #as did the appointed mods - particularly with regards to LGBT hostility it almost seemed intentional there LMAO #like matt honey at some point it stops being 'but shipping and headcanons is offensive/disrespectful' #and more 'anyone who isn't cishet makes me uncomfy :(' #and you crossed that line so many times that honestly i'm giving up on b*yond entirely at this point #pay's ramblies #tw discourse mention #tw vagueposting #vagueposting #band fandom #fandom sadness

[cellgatinbo]

Hi! I was wondering if you could let me know what type of 3d Printing software/printer you used to create those awesome versions of the eggs/cucurucho? I work in a library and my co-worker and I love what you made and were hoping to see if it's compatible with our machine! Thanks so much!

of course !!! i model them in the SketchApp free web version, which. isn't the best but it's free so y'know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ then sliced in Cura, and printed on a Voxelab Aquila C2 printer!

#asks #before i got my own i printed a bunch of stuff from a public library printer so that's cool :D #i don't really know what info's necessary so if you need more let me know #oh also it's scaled in mm so the eggs (no legs/accessories) should be about 4cm tall and cucurucho's 10.5cm tall

[dadbots]

August… time to get spooky.

#dadbots.txt #this has been in my draft for... almost a month. Yikes. #I’ve been dissociating hella hard these past months or something. swear I don’t remember time moving this fast. maybe it’s just me tbh. #idk what to say about July other than… boring? not much happened and I don’t really remember it if I’m honest. just. mm. shrugs. #best way to describe it LOL #been sleeping a LOT lately and I think it’s fatigue again. was it like anything before? no. not at that rate (yet) but just. #where you wanna sleep and sleep and sleep type of fatigue. you never feel rested and just gotta sleep it off kinda. #just one of those moments yknow. #it sucks. all I’m doing is letting the days pass me by and ‘missing out’ on living life when I could be enjoying it. but I lost interest - #- in doing so for months - years now due to personal health matters. And whaddya know - it came back again. after months of healing. #I'm pretty pissed as it does feel like a slap in the face. but you win some - you lose some. Gonna try and fight through it. #I wrote something at the beginning of august but that got deleted. Had a breakdown and thought huh. what a great way to start the month - #and now it's almost september. Just like that. What a month it's been. Stuck on what else to say but that really. #don't want to keep talking about depressing stuff as that's what i used to do and realized hey. maybe you should stop doing that so often #and not use it so casually in humor and/or stuff. Even though I reblog vents here n' all. but yknow. #maybe it is hypocritical. but that's not the point. Just want to reflect and see if i've changed since coming back to the web after a year. #not like it's going bad. just wished this year was a bit more optimistic. Last year was rough & i'm afraid this year will be another repeat #though I did come out to a family member this month and that was like a punch to the gut. Considering my status with them and all. #won't get into that. for now let's just say i'm not too close with them. An impulsive choice on my end but hey. it went well. #and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really? #shocking. I'm still not over that moment. Probably one of my biggest achievements this year. #I'll update this if anything else comes to mind. none of this make sense and that's ok. clearing my mind right now. #let's see what september has in store for me. Hopefully it'll get better as things slow down w/ winter on its way. #hope y'all enjoyed your summer. 🖤🤘🏽

[lilyflower06]

With all the Mutant Mayhem hype going on right now it kind of makes me confront how I personally I feel about the movie and how much... I don't care about it...

Like! It's not like I hate it by any mean, I'm glad people are getting new turtle content! It's just... I'm actually not the biggest TMNT fan...?

Like, aside from Rise, I'm not particularly super into the other shows or movies. I've watched almost all of them, and they're good! But just... they're not really for me...

If I can be completely honest here for a second. They are great! I had a good time watching them! But I also never want to see them again duifjvjedifkg.

Rise is a mayor exception in this tho! The show it's so different from the rest of the iterations, and that's a good thing for me since that difference kind of, accidentally, end up hitting every single box for what makes me love a cartoon so much!

I think I've rewatched the Rise show and movie more times that I can count! fhsgdde.

And from the trailers alone I'm still not super sold on MM. Mostly because it feels like more of the traditional stuff we get from TMNT...

I'm going to watch the movie, of course, and I'm sure I'm going to enjoy it! The same way I enjoy the rest of the TMNT franchise.

But idk man...

I miss Rise....

#My TMNT hot take is that 2003 and 2012 are mid and that the 87 show is better kgkfkfivkhlgo #This situation kind of reminds me of how I feel about the Persona series #(ironic considering p3 remake it's going to come out soon and I feel very similar) #Like... I like P4 and P3 #Especially P3 #But it's still no where near as much as I like P5 #Mostly because I just like the characters and the conflicts they have more in that game #Goro Akechi alone makes me love P5 a lot #Despite all the problems I have with it #I just feel like the bad stuff in the other games is so much worse and so much more annoying then the bad stuff you get in P5 #Which it's still bad #But not as much #Granted the bar is vary low with the Persona series #(My Persona hot take here then it's that I like the P3 movies better then all the P3 games combine dhdkkgbs) #Anyways... #Emm... MM looks neat and cute and I'm definitely going to see it in theaters to support all the people that worked on it #But I honestly just care about Rise #I really don't care much about the other iterations and I doubt this movie will change that #I know it sound petty #But like I said #I'm not a big TMNT fan #So idk #Also does anyone remember that leaked storyboard of one of the scenes from MM that came out some months ago? #I remember watching it thinking it was just fine... #But who knows #Going to try and keep positive tho #Maybe I will like MM a lot more then I'll give it credit for rn #rambles

[frankmillerturnonyourlocation]

Taking a break from blog customization to take a long-overdue re-peek at dk2. Non-zero chance this is a nixon joke? Wrong time period but might be the right spot in frank's brain

#you know i think i'll grow to enjoy frank's writing more and more as i get older. like i think i've aged past the initial #'oh god he's drawing a butt' bad-faith reaction #like there's substance i want to get to that i don't think ive really given a chance in the past #lemme just skim nixon's wikipedia page it's been a while since apush #mm okay nah i don't think his policies match what the heads are talking about. authoritarianism and national strength no mention of foreign #policy AND stock market is rising lol. so probably not a nixon reference. so how general is this charicature #more to think about! #dk2 electric boogaloo #the sequel.

[luxrayz64]

I saw a post a while back responding to criticism of botw as being "a good game but not a good zelda game", and they responded with how the Zelda Formula was getting tired and stale and botw was a response to that, that it was meant to harken back to the original zelda game where it just drops you in and it makes you find everything on yr own. which like is fine and good and all but. you do know that the original zelda had 8 full unique (as unique as they could be on the nes) dungeons right. the original zelda game had dungeon items. they didn't need to take out one of zeldas defining gameplay aspects and replace it with the fundamentally inferior shrines and divine beasts. you can make a game non linear and refresh its gameplay without taking out one of the series' strongest aspects.

#I saw it ages ago and haven't really stopped thinking about it #there's no way you can ever try to tell me that shrines r superior to dungeons no way #shrines are short. dull. all use the same assets and same theming. theres no room to work on and develop concepts #some concepts r developed across multiple shrines but bc the order you find shrines in is different every time it still doesnt work #divine beasts r fucking disappointing. they're the actual dungeons but they're abt as long as a mini dungeon and as boring as the shrines #they at least have the set pieces of taking place on giant moving mechs going for them. but inside they're all the same #the bosses are visually all the same #you can make a good zelda game w only four dungeons majoras mask is RIGHT THERE. but mm also has sidequests and a strong story and #strong characters that aren't already dead that you actually give a shit about #romani ranch and the. I can't remember his name. kafe or whatever the fuck his quest was so interesting #the only quest botw has that comes anywhere near as close to it in quality is tarrey town and the actual GAMEPLAY side of that quest is- #just chop down trees and gather x amount of wood #like multiple people I know who played botw didn't even want to actually fight the final boss/only fought the final boss out of boredom #that's not good!!!! when people aren't invested enough in your story to even fucking beat it that's not a good sign!!!!! #mmmmm don't get me wrong. botw is a good game. it's fun to explore and traverse that world. its physics and chemistry systems r insane #but this is why people say it's a good game but not a good zelda game bro 😭 I want more than 2 types of dungeons #botw is a game im very conflicted on I think it's fascinating. but I've only played it thru fully once #anytime I try to come back to it it can never really regain my attention fully #some of that absolutely has to do with adhd but some of that also has to do with the fact that it's not a rewarding game to play- #for me after a certain point. I've seen everything there is to see and that's really the only compelling thing it offers #ocarina of time and twilight princess and majoras mask all offer me cool boss fights and compelling stories #THAT'S a reason to come back. botw I think I need another 5 years to forget everything about it before I can come back #that last point has more to do with me than an inherent problem with the game #... but it's still the only game in the series (that I've played) that has that problem #again. I like botw. it was phenomenal the first 200 hours. I hope tok is more like what I want from a zelda game though #need to stop putting the entire post in the tags goddamn #espeon cries

[birdmenmanga]

huh... did homecoming always suck??? or did I change as a person and now I just like right-hand man better???

#just thinking thoughts... #I was scared to reread rhm but it was pretty good ...? #whereas the pacing for hc was all off #or maybe I was just too antsy while rereading it #mumble mumble... I don't think I'm so hard on myself when it comes to manga... #but that's probably just because I'm better at drawing manga lol #eh I don't know it's like a similar skill set... #mm is it though??? #no yeah it absolutely is #here's how I write: picture it in my brain as a manga and then turn it into words #size of panels is correlated with how much narration/description there is #it forces me to do a lot of scene-setting that I would forget about otherwise #but back to the topic at hand. is my reishi bias really that strong #I think maybe it's because hc was LONGER. which means more space for error. and I couldn't stop looking at the errors LOL #me: jesus christ this doesn't make any sense says local guy who knew the premise was bullshit when he started #oh well... #part of me actually wants to delete hc LOL #but I won't </3 #I'm going to be so brave about having imperfect work available for the public to see