#so it literally just came out of nowhere

[asakurahaos]

me the past few days, especially today after finding out i cant see my therapist anymore: i have to run away like srsly just get away from here and like go around the world on my own at my own pace and just find myself and my purpose i cant be here i need to go

random live tiktok shoved me in: 'now were doing a reading for aries, in this year youre going to find a new thing for yourself and become a leader of some sorts, and will do this by traveling to many places, youre going to go around the globe on your own and make your own way and find your life path and calling

BITHCJ THE FUKC DONT DO THIS TO ME

#i dont believe in horoscopes or tarot or anything of the sort #but this was all i could think abt this afternoon and she just appeared and like.. said all of it out loud and abt my sign?? #like. bro. #i want to do all of this and hearing it made the need to go worse but also gave me hope i would do it #i dont rly wanna do it alone tho cause seeing the world without anyone to share it is lonely tbh #also no i was not previously on the side of tt that focuses on readings #so it literally just came out of nowhere #and i wasnt talking abt my thoughts anywhere else #things like this happen to me often tho #thinking about something and it appearing out of nowhere.. i guess this is one of those times.... i manifest stuff??? #(idk if thats the right term but ive seen it used and kinda sounds what ive been doing my entire life #)

[another-goblin]

2.1 Spoilers

So let me get it straight.

Ratio's thought process was: "Aventurine clearly has problems. He isn't being very reasonabale about his own life and well-being. He's about to confront his tragic past. He will find himself in a very dark place (literally and figuratively). Clearly, the only thing that can save him in his darkest hour is a note from me saying that I personally care about him (and I'll decorate it with a cute little owl)."

And it worked. Exactly as intended. 

#honkai star rail #my stuff #hsr 2.1 spoilers #hsr 2.1 #hsr spoilers #dr ratio #aventurine #sun literally starts shining again immediately #I mean they probably came to know each other quite well #during the planning of that “betrayal” #so it didn't just come out of nowhere

[everykabuto]

#see the issue is i feel like that isnt the main problem with kabuto here lmao #I've been gone for so long but ahem. as a kabuto scholar- #i feel like kabuto's main issue is that he was forced into this position by literally every outside force around him #the leaf village tried to kill him. he had no choice but to stay with orochimaru. after orochimaru died he had -nowhere to go- #but at this point in the story kishimoto doesn't want to acknowledge the problems with ninja society that led kabuto here #and that's why this explanation falls so flat to me #the most kabuto gets is itachi saying ''well it wasn't all his fault'' but not elaborating on why #and itachi is the one that is seen as in the right for making the decision to kill his entire clan in the name of upholding the status quo #so kishimoto can't outright blame kabuto's problems on the leaf village. so instead some reasons are thrown out here #that genuinely make no sense to me #and itachi claiming kabuto reminds him of himself also doesn't make much sense to me #because itachi always came across to me as incredibly sure of himself. always knew who he was and what he needed to do #which is... the opposite of kabuto #and itachi's explanation doesn't make it make sense to me. #kabuto had an amazing arc and this little summary from itachi here just ignores all of it to make up something entirely different #just in my own opinion at least. #naruto #kabuto #kabuto yakushi #mangacap #everykabuto #fourth shinobi world war: climax #chapter 587

[lloydfrontera]

male authors, writing m/m friendships: their bond will develop through hundreds of chapters, we will get to see each stage of their budding relationship, they'll constantly be in each other thoughts, their first instinct will always be to reach for the other, their first worry will always be the other's safety, they'll spend every minute of the day together, they'll be complete opposites and yet perfectly compliment each other, they will put everything they ever loved in risk just to keep the other safe, they will give their life without hesitation to save the other's, they will fight and argue and tease and joke around but they will always be at each other's side at the end of the day, they will plan to spend the rest of their lives together, sharing the happy moments and the hard times, the idea of being without the other being unthinkable, the thought of being always together coming naturally, as easy as breathing.

the same male authors, writing m/f romance: she'll like,, smile once at him and he'll start thinking of marrying her and having children with her idk

#i talk a lot <3 #tged #the greatest estate developer #ch 368 #LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK SIR #i remember the romance being sudden but this is fucking ridiculous lmaooooo #it came out of fucking nowhere!!! it's so shoehorned in there they almost cut off the heel to make it fit!!! #i don't think they've spent more than like.... 12 hours in the same room in all the years they've known each other.... what the fuck.... #and in fucking ch 368!! literally 40 ch away from the ending!! #less than 10% of the way to the end!!! i thought i was exaggerating when i said 90% of the novel had no romance but no!!! #i was fucking right!!!! #this is........ infuriating skjashdkdsf #to be clear i am not saying friendships cannot do everything i just listed here #of course they can!! more friendships in fiction should be like that!! but!!! you cannot write a friendship between two characters like tha #and then put one of those two characters in a romantic relationship with a completely different character #and not give it even a tenth of the attention you gave to the friendship and expect me to find it realistic!!! or compelling!!! #either give it the same level of attention or just!! don't include it!! #that's also an option!! just leave the incredibly compelling friendship you wrote be the highlight of the novel!! #let it be the most important relationship of the plot!! let it be the happy ending for those characters!! that's perfectly okay!!! #FUCK!!!! #i'm fine i'm normal i'm okay

[bleaksqueak]

While i work I've been listening to an LP of the Telltale Walking Dead Games (the ones with clementine, I do not care about the others lmao). Ages ago when I played these I was well aware/amused that part of season 2 takes place in Parker's Crossroads/Parker's Run because I grew up right next to it and the detail stood out to me. But I never caught the line of "We'll head to parker's run. It's just up the road from here" until just right now. So I had a sort of "wait, where the fuck are they supposed to be right now?" (search)

ARE YOU SHITTING ME LMAO So by process of elimination, since it's the only city with anything even remotely resembling a large home supply store, that would mean they're in my literal hometown. My tiny hometown in the middle of nowhere that's never in anything that barely anyone knows of. How in the fuck lmao

#shut up pu #random stuff #I guess Howe's would be our Co-Op #I moved away forever ago but my brain often still returns to that tiny town. the biggest city in henderson county. lmaoo #Did they just randomly pick a place on the map for the location... parker's crossroads/run surprised me but it's at least more of a thing #i'm upset with myself for never picking up on that before #sorry telltale but we never had a comic book store you have to go all the way over to the next county for that #also your geography's wrong it's east tennessee that has mountains #west tennessee is all hills #i'm being nitpicky but it's out of amusement #of all the places to end up in a zamboni apocalypse #my poor girl clem lucky she made it out at all #lmao I strongly dislike this series all BUT these games with clementine #and I love her so much #goes to show what a good likable character can do #anyway I'm upset that you don't get to go raid the dairyqueen in season 2 #maybe this is an odd thing to post about but I literally come from a #“the nearest starbucks is 40 minutes away” level of tiny nowhere town #and playing this game when it first came out only to realize this detail about a decade later made me spit my drink out

[soothedcerberus]

Yugi oh vrains huhH??

#just literally came out of nowhere #just started school but yet I’ve procrastinated so hard that I fixated on a random Yu-Gi-Oh! series I’ve never heard of #I promise you this will go nowhere I just like the small guy KWKMWNNS #do not follow me for Yu-Gi-Oh #sometimes you just Gotta like a small guy and then draw him a bunch and then never look at him again #ygo vrains #uhh ill make an official post when i have the art all done

[gummy-axolotl]

Hey guys if you haven't seen Centaurworld please watch it it's really good

#i watched season one over a few days as soon as it aired #and i BINGED season two the day it came out #its literally such a good show #the songs are GREAT #and i love the character designs #the symbolism and stuff is really good too #especially in the finale and the whaletaur episode #the nowhere king is dope as hell #ALSO!! ITS SO FUNNY #the jokes are genuinely hilarious #there are a few fart jokes here and there but honestly the rest of it is too tier #it was made by people who care #it doesnt feel forced or like. overly corporate-y #if that makes sense #sorry to ramble in the tags for a million years #its just REALLY REALLY GOOD #and you should watch it #it is on netflix :3 #yaaaayyyyy #okay regular tag time #gummy says stuff #text post #talking in the tags #Centaurworld #netflix #fandom #show recommendations

[whumpy-wyrms]

i have a confession everyone. i am actually scared of caterpillars

#this came out of absolute nowhere but i just saw a video of caterpillars and got jump scared #i’m shaking in my boots #🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛 #AHHHH #THEY’RE SO…. #BIG AND ROUND AND HAVE GUTS THAT GO EVERYWHERE IF THEY’RE ACCIDENTALLY STEPPED ON OR EATEN BY A REPTILE #AND THEY’RE WIGGLE AROUND AND WRINKLY AND HAVE SO MANY LEGS #AND THEY HAVE WEIRD TEXTURESSS #AND THEIR EYEBALLS WIGGLE #OR SKMETHING #I SAW A SPECIFIC CATERPILLAR ONCE AS A KID AND IT FUCKING SCARRED ME #just looked up brown caterpillar with eyes and got jumpscared again oh shit oh fuck it’s so fucking gross and scary #anyway it’s called eastern tiger swallowtail caterpillars #specifically the brown ones because that’s the one i saw as a kid #and they do this weird defense mechanism by trying to mimic snakes by sticking out a disgusting orange thing from their face and wiggling #their head back and forth and it’s fucking scary it genuinely scares the shit out of me #so i guess their defense works LOLL #BUT EWWW SORRY FOR BEING HATEFUL TOWARDS CATERPILLARS BUT THEY ARE THE ONE (1) INSECT I CANNOT BE ANYWHERE NEAR #I LIKE SPIDERS! I LOVE TARANCHULAS AND OTHER BUGS #but caterpillars… it sounds like a shitpost but i’m being serious. i literally have no other fears besides needles and caterpillars #just had to get this out there

[rowenabean]

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#just saw a post that was like 'if you have religious or moral objections that stop you from providing certain types of medical care maybe #you shouldn't work in healthcare' (paraphrased) and... #what a way to look at the world tbh #like. they're talking about me i think - i am a conscientious objector when it comes to euthanasia #(which granted has come up exactly twice and both cases in a theoretical capacity only this is not a frequent request to me) #and... i am also a good doctor #last week i told someone that her weight doesn't matter to her health with receipts to prove it and she cried #no one had ever told her that before #and that was something that came from me specifically. that was something i would not trust all of the GPs in my practice - a practice of #excellent and compassionate GPs! - to say #i am verifiably doing good in my job that is coming from specifically who i am as a person #i cannot put that down when it comes to issues i care deeply about #fundamentally the fact that i cannot put it down is what makes me a good doctor #i think that's what i'm trying to get at #the reason that i do well by my patients is that i practice out of my values and my ethics #if i did not stand on that core i would not stand at all #so you can't have it both ways. you can't have engaged and active and compassionate healthcare providers without sometimes those engaged an #active providers having things they do not feel comfortable doing #and it is to everyone's service if they are up front about it and do not try to hide (i am suspicious of people who try to hide this) #i am literally figuring this all out as i type hence the v long tag ramble and also being nowhere near the post that started this train #(honestly in med school we talked so much about ethics as like. abortion! euthanasia! trans rights! and the ethics in practice is the littl #things. do you apologise when you mess up. how do you manage a consult with your patient with paranoid dementia and her child in the same #room at one time - or one by one bc that's fraught too. (that one's on top i had one of those today.) how do you act with grace when #you're a bit stressed and your patient is a bit stressed and the nurse wants to add five more things to your book. the day to day ethics is #SUCH a bigger thing when you come to actual practice.) #this is obviously entirely about me and leans on the fact that i largely do think i am doing a good job i am really feeling my own way #to a Thought. but i think to a certain extent it is generalisable

[haunted-xander]

hiii UHH genq your bio has “proship dni” but you drew venvan? im so sorry im not trying to start arguments im js a tad confused if ur a proshittee dni blog then draw venvan?

The only reason venvan could be considered proship is because some people interperate them as brothers. This is NOT what their relationship is in canon. The only "basis" for that in canon is Vanitas mockingly calling Ventus (AND Sora btw) 'brother' in kh3, something which is not only not meant to be taking literally (he is not saying 'brother' as in 'we are family' but as in 'we are intrinsically connected'. This is also why Sora is included) but also Ventus rejects that term wholeheartedly.

Their dynamic is, in canon, that of two parts of one person split off from each others and growing to become two seperate people (just like Sora and Roxas). Labelling their relationship as brothers is IMO pretty reductive of the complexity of their canon dynamic.

#also imo the whole 'brother' stuff in kh3 is just really weird for vanitas #he doesnt talk about ventus like that in bbs AT ALL and him just suddenly calling him thay came out of nowhere #even the 'venty-wenty' stuff sounds weird from him #idk i think vanitas is weird in kh3 in general so i find it easier to not take it literally #bc it doesnt make sense to me otherwise #anyway ventus & vanitas are not brothers and i think people shouldnt take vanitas calling him that so literally #if u personally interperate them as brothers thats fine! u do u! i can see how that can be appealing to people! #i dont personally though #asks #xander answers

[wakeupthemembersofbylernation]

It’s wild how so many people are fundamentally incapable of recognizing queer characters unless they explicitly say the words, “I’m gay” on screen

#like season 1 and 2? sure maybe you can overlook Will’s queercoding and believe it’s just a result of the bully’s homophobia #season 3 is a huge stretch but it’s hypothetically possible to believe will is just a late-bloomer or asexual #but how on earth do you watch season 4 and still genuinely have no idea will is gay? #and this is not a rare occurrence #it’s astonishing how many people you have to literally explain the van scene to cause Will’s sexuality never crossed their mind #you didn’t see him staring longingly at his best friend the entire season? #some people’s minds are so aggressively heteronormative that they assumed will had a crush on el #and even after noah has explained that will is gay 50 million times #people still are confused and think it came out of nowhere or they quickly forget #somewhere there’s a fan who doesn’t keep up with stranger things news and doesn’t really use social media #a fan who is the exact opposite of chronically online #who hasn’t heard about NOAH coming out let alone Will’s sexuality #who will walk into season 5 and be utterly flabbergasted when Will comes out as gay (let alone when Byler happens) #and they’ll say that Will being gay is a huge plot twist they never saw coming #and they’ll be 100% sincere #and that’s truly baffling to me #do people think shows just randomly include melodramatic rain fights where ‘it’s not my fault you don’t like girls’ is said for no reason? #do people think the show went out of its way to show wills rejecting the attractive girl in his class cause they were in a silly goofy mood? #I genuinely wanna know what goes on through people’s heads when they have no gaydar or media literacy #even today there are people who still think romantic stobin should happen and think that Robin isn’t really a lesbian #will byers #byler

[bookwyrminspiration]

???

GIRL WHAT!!!

#50 shades trilogy #<- I'll do all my posting under that so you can block it if you want #but like girl WHAT #this came out of NOWHERE #this is PAGE 13!! #'he does not look pleased' mr grey homophobic..? #literally what. what was this #for what #anyway just got started and I can already say: oh I can /absolutely/ see the twilight fanfic in this #and also. doesn't seem very well written so far. it may improve #but like. there is nothing here #its delightfully atrocious and I haven't even gotten into it! #all caps

[chadsuke]

Books Read in 2023:

Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 3 by Ryoko Kui (2016)

Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 4 by Ryoko Kui (2017)

She Loves to Cook, and She Loves to Eat Vol. 2 by Sakaomi Yuzaki (2021)

Crossplay Love: Otaku x Punk Vol. 3 by Toru (2023)

I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 1 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2020)

I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 2 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)

I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 3 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)

I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 4 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2022)

Midnight Radio by Iolanda Zanfardino (2019)

[ID: Covers of aforementioned books. End ID.]

#2023media #gigi.txt #dungeon meshi always killing it. having a great time #the tonal shift when they pull out her SKULL is so. #its good. its v good. #she loves 2 cook is literally best yuri manga of all time no crit allowed it makes me so HAPPY #i drop everything to read new volumes on my manga site #crossplay love is a silly delight i always enjoy that manga #i do highly rec it. its yaoi and yuri all at once and shenanigans #i'm in love with the villainess was... fine? #i honestly expected to be more enthralled esp bc i love isekai but i really wasn't #i don't really like the mc rae that much and i don't get why she likes her LI claire! i don't! #not that i see why she would hate her but i just. truly don't get what is going on in their heads much of the time #and i don't like the act rae puts on At All like they discuss it in text but i Don't Like It #idk. i've subbed to it on my manga site but i didn't find it gripping? #i'm hoping the light novel will grip me more. #also the fucking inc*st plot came out of NOWHERE that was awful i hope those characters never come back #anyway midnight radio was really good and made me cry #four semi-intertwined stories in a fantastic chromatic way

[pokemonruby]

nintendo randomly dropping that a zelda movie has been in development for years smack dab in the middle of a tuesday afternoon was definitely not on my bingo chart holy shit

#i feel like realistically zelda is the only product of theirs that could translate well to live-action so i'm not upset about that decision. #the zelda team honest to god puts their all into everything they do for this series so i have a lot of faith that it'll be a success. #it'll be jarring to hear link speak though since i doubt they'll maintain his silent profile for the big screen #i'm curious if it'll be a totally original story or maybe based on the narrative of an actual game like detective pikachu? #if so then ocarina of time is the absolute safest bet. i think the narrative could be easily condensed into a 2-hour long film too. #SORRY FOR THE RAMBLINGS IT JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE. i was literally talking about this with my boyfriend the other week what are the odds! #zelda team i love you and everything you do. keep it up. #riley rambles

[bangcakes]

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#i think im so wacko nuts about him bc he literally came out of nowhere #like what are the chances we met in the first place.... #like ..... its one thing to meet in university right after high school ok but.... its extra weird when its both your 2nd career #and you're at community college #then find out you went to the same university at the same time but 2 years apart #then worked for a bit.. only to realize AT THE SAME TIME that maybe this career isnt for you and that maybe comp sci is It instead #then we end up taking the same electives. and we tend to sit in the same areas of the classroom #and we're both always early and end up alone before class and end up talking #or we both park in a similar place in the parking lot and end up walking together after class #and o ya getting the same grades. having the same gpa. LIKE WHERE DID HE COME FROM?????? #and then its like .... he reciprocates. like we're friends. im just. what the FUCK JDJDJJDJDJD #ya im just....... idk. idk. who is this guy JDJDJDJDJDJDM #i wonder too if he has the same like. 'what the fuck' feelings about me. bc idk its all so weird #if hes The Guy .... hes both different than i thought and yet exactly what i wanted. ya make sense of that HDNDJDNFJFNFNJFJF #god help me #personal

[guinevereslancelot]

most fucked up thing at my new job is there's only zero calorie sweeteners at the coffee station in the break room. three different kinds of zero calorie sweetener but no regular sugar because the assumption is that literally everyone is on a diet?

#is this because its a job dominated by women in particular??? idk #that's so weird #like sorry i can taste the difference and i prefer naturally occurring sugar from nature how is that not even an option #drinking nasty bitter af coffee bc i am So Sleepy but i refuse to use artificial sweeteners #they Do taste different and they're not even good for you im not doing that lol #also they got mad at me for telling one of the parents that we took one of the kids temperature and it was 99 and he threw up a little #when his dad came to get him yesterday and all of the other teachers were nowhere to be found #they were like tou shouldnhave had colleen do that #ma'am colleen went home before that and so did you #i should have left already too but waited bc the ratio on the playground was bad #anyway i did NOT say he had a fever i said it was 99 and to talk to the teacher inside #but the dad didnt yalk to her clearly then went home and scared the mom that he had a fever and threw up so she texted my boss freaking out #i literally just said he threw up a little and we took his temperature and it was 99 and to talk to the other teacher #which was all true and there was no one else there to tell him #anyway #apparently the person who had my job before me was a wacko who scared the parents with fake medical information or something #but that is not my fault and nobody told me that or not to tell the parents anything medical until this morning #ugh #also my supervisor is kind of a weirdo #she wanted to show everyone ~cute~ pictures of animals she has killed while hunting??? #and i said i didnt want to see #and she was like ~oh it's not dead yet in the picture~ #like okay but its dead now??? #she traps them first so its a cute little fox in a trap about to be killed 😭 #like wtfff #i know trappong predators is a reality but why take pictures like ohhh so cute then kill it #THEN show everyone the cute pictures like yeah isnt he adorable i killed him btw <3 #huh?????? #she has a bobcat tail on her keychain too she was giving it to the teachers and kids to pet like ohhh its so soft <3