#so perhaps maybe just 1

[nightswatchdisbandmentera]

Jon becoming KiTN in Winds (specifically) would actually be bad as far as themes go

#hot take of the day y’all 🌚 #idk if I’ll write about this more in depth one day but…… #jon is going through a traditional hero’s journey - perhaps almost very literally #he is currently at the lowest point of the journey which is where the hero faces his toughest mental and maybe physical battles #winds will be his innermost cave (like a gaze into the abyss) + ordeal step which have to happen before his reward (apotheosis and boon) #so unless grrm wants to paint him becoming kitn as his lowest point thematically which could mean jon knowingly usurps his siblings #-because let’s face it him being robb’s heir while valid still comes with A LOT of issues- #there’s just no way his ascension to the northern throne could thematically be good for anyone but most of all him #I tend to think that jon will be tempted -this will be his gazing into the abyss part instead of the usually accepted theory #that he just doesn’t do anything at all for the whole book- and that is what will create the most believable narrative tension in his arc #but he won’t go through with it and will ultimately choose to sacrifice himself AGAIN #pulling back from the abyss before it’s too late #so yeah his kitn prospects for winds don’t look very good….sorry to say guys :( #but if we talk about king of WINTER…that’s a different matter yes? 😀 #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #jon snow #preparing to be excommunicated from the fandom in 3 2 1…

[angst-is-love-angst-is-life]

Having Oliver Queen be the one to comfort other characters when in situations because he hardly ever got any in his five years and he wants to make sure no one else has to feel that way

#this was very poorly worded #sorry #I’ve done this from day 1 #maybe this is wildly out of character but it’s ingrained in my writing DNA at this point #also he generally just has the most experience out of everyone so he knows how to help #really need to rewatch Arrow though #feels like his characterization is slipping through my fingers rn #luckily I don’t write him very often so a full binge can wait #my posts #side fics #oliver queen #am I perhaps projecting my ‘older sibling-ness’ onto him? perhaps #but he is also an older sibling #so it’s valid #free therapy #arrowverse #arrowverse fanfiction #also unrelated but I need to challenge myself to write a whump fic without Barry as the one getting hurt

[blooky8]

writing is so hard partially because i can only recall in detail several episodes, others have been fucking erased from my mind or something, for example i dont remember the plot of "future brain" at all, i'm looking through my notes on the episode and like can someone explain wtf i meant by that😭😭😭

#i've been sitting with this weird phrase for 5 minutes and i think i'm recalling something #perhaps it has to do with my thoughts on brain preferring pinky over someone sane and equally smart as him #bc it's just a way to control his environment like he wants to control everything else #this is the only one that matters tho #having someone faithful and trustworthy around #the fact that pinky is kind of dumb is also important bc #1) brain does NOT want competition & someone bringing him down #2) a smarter person would fuck off not even after one day with brain bc hes a bitch #i have so many thoughts on why pinky and the brain are still a thing #like why do they stick together so well; EVEN when taking the well-developed co-dependency into account its pretty impressive #a lot of them are not expanded enough to draw a good conclusion tho #maybe i'll save that for another post #patb #pinky and the brain #yakking

[rithmeres]

genuinely these panels are going to make me ugly cry

#i'm not back for real yet i think i want to stay away longer. i'm just here to put more things in the queue and answer messages #i really enjoyed trimax vol 4 idk something about it was less miserable than 1-3 #might have been the first volume that i wasn't grimacing the entire time i read it. or maybe i'm just desensitized now. #unironically this prayer is soooo beautiful to me. give us this day our daily bread. not bread for the week not bread for a year #just enough for today. #lately when i've been praying it just looks like #please for the love of god please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPL #things are not looking good for the community house.. lots bureaucracy with the city. and the church that funded us is falling apart #i don't know what i'm going to do if we get shut down it's the one thing in my life that's worth anything #all those kids... where are they going to go. who is going to help them. where is the neighborhood going to get their food. #in two days it will be the anniversary of [REDACTED] and i am so so so scared #just sat in my room today and fruitlessly scrolled thru jobs im not qualified for & tried not to think about thinking about killing myself #i don't WANT to kill myself i don't want to think about it i hate thinking about killing myself i will never ever kill myself or even try #but there is a demon or perhaps a ghost or evil wizard that tells me there's an easy way everything can go away. and it's A STUPID. BITCH. #please do not reply to this post i know you all mean well but i just don't think i can handle it. #talking about it i mean. and hearing people say nice but empty things. #i just wish i had someone to sit next to me. #personal #i don't want to go to church tomorrow :( it all feels so fake and i do not ever feel fed.

[takiki16]

A Fine Chain

UPDATE: Chapter 13/?

Fandom: Jupiter Ascending

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Beta: @gallifreyburning

Relationships: Jupiter Jones/Caine Wise

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Light Dom/sub, Power Imbalance, Royalty, Slavery, Collars, Leashes, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Don’t copy to another site, Dark

Summary: Caine Wise, disgraced ex-Skyjacker and convicted criminal, is suddenly inducted into the service of the enigmatic Queen Nea-Seraphi, mysterious new Recurrence and puzzle to the Entitled social circle. While figuring out the boundaries of his new station, worrying about his old commander, and nursing old wounds from his court martial, Caine finds himself slowly being drawn into the confidence of his royal employer. What could Her Majesty possibly want with a defective splice?

For this chapter I highly recommend a soundtrack!

And also, perhaps, a visual aid 😈😈😈

#jupiter ascending #a fine chain #jupiter jones #caine wise #jupiter ascending fanfic #ja fanfic #michael giacchino #i am SO FORKING PROUD of this chapter you guys #the first draft came out in an absolute fever dream. i pounded that puppy out at 2am and sent it straight to gallifrey #not realizing that PERHAPS. JUST MAYBE. not all of my Beloved Readers will have obsessively rewatched this film as recently/frequently as I #the end result was a LOT clearer and better visualized but HOOOO BOY that sure was a fugue #i have never written that fast in such quantities in my life. i have no idea what hit me #but BEHOLD. MY ODE TO THE CHICAGO CHASE SCENE!!!1 #also for a random bit of trivia the 'code in' scene was lifted straight out of a random memory of the bourne supremacy #Youtube

[hes-a-tough-kid]

I’ve been thinking a lot about how Spider felt when he hit puberty and started growing facial hair, making him even more different to the Na’vi. I wonder if he hated it.

Also the inherent tenderness of a boy trusting someone else enough to help him shave for the first time… something about it makes my chest hurt. I really tried to capture it in Foreign Body but there’s so much more that I wish I’d left space for.

#is this me admitting that i might go back and add even more content to my already published and completed fic? perhaps. #spider socorro #jake sully #avatar 2 #idk why im posting this im just feeling so soft for spider growing up and battling with his… foreign body (ba-dum tss. i am boo’d off stage #but fr the way he tries and tries and tries to assimilate and his inescapable humanness is a constant reminder of his incongruity with #pandora… like he cant be truly na’vi and growing up he is presented more and more evidence that he will never be #im still turning the Spider as an allegory for second generation immigrants thing in my head… the draft post is getting a bit too long tbh #but i just cant shake the feeling that he struggles with this foreignness a lot- ESPECIALLY knowing his parentage (father) #anyway here are a couple of drawins from the pages and pages of spiders i have in my sketchbook #for me and and maybe 1 other person who thinks about this stuff 🙃 come get yall juice (cricket sounds) #theyre not very good but im really enjoying being nobody out here #so i can post my bad drawings and run away 😌 #i'm trying to learn to draw please be kind <3 #kid’s post

[spamlets]

“the iterator is a whole structure not just its puppet” yes but have you considered i want to take them by the hand and lead them to see the sunrise for the first time, high above the clouds where the rains can’t hurt us, and they can see the dawn of a new day illuminate the cans of their brothers and sisters in colors they’ve never seen before

i just think worm off the string is a little neat… im self aware and know this wouldnt make sense in reality but i just think that.🧍

#rain world #rain world iterator #stal shitposts #shitpost #im only half joking i just think maybe i want to take five pebbles by the hand and show him the sunrise 1 (one) time and perhaps maybe #he would reconsider committing rot #taking moon and gently guiding her from her corpse and showing her the wonder that is the beginning of a new cycle because she #deserves something good for once #taking both of them and leading them towards outer expanse and showing them. gourmand #gourmand can make ghem food #ignore the fact that they dont have mouths just pretend that they can eat and are happy ok #they can be the weird metal slugcats of the colony #its 4 am and i am sad over calculators never getting to see the sky #5 am actually #god i need to be awake in 3 hours im so fucked

[darknymfa-art]

Couple of Fusemon I sprited over the last few days for a personal project. Nowhere near done but I lost steam so I'm gonna leave it at this for a bit, figured I might as well post these guys. They're Electric/Flying, Rock/Ghost, and Poison/Flying, in turn.

#pokemon #pokemon fusion #pokemon hybrid #fusemon #dark art #fanart #sprite #pokemon sprite #fakemon sprite #anyway the goal was to make fusions that weren't just Pokemon 1 with bits from Pokemon 2 stuck on #but idk how well I succeeded on that considering that two of these follow the anatomy of one component pretty closely #eh I like them well enough so they'll do #is the Pelipper/Arbok fusion perhaps a little Too abstract. maybe. do I care? no. #also backsprites are my hell. I do them so rarely that they're extra difficult #I ended up redoing Pelipper/Arbok from scratch because I hated the first take so much #to be fair I do really like how it turned out now. much clearer and a lot more personality #pokemon sardonyx

[thefirstlioveyou]

a..hahahahah..

#so you guys know of those 1/6 st figures coming out… #after a while of debating #i may have #maybe #perhaps #dropped #a couple of dollars #wallet slipped #card fell out #magically started typing my information #and clicked purchase #there is indeed a possibility #IM SORRY IT JUST LOOKS SO COOL #i just didnt want it to sell out and then i’d regret it #will byers is coming home #im gonna get mike soon #just imagining a #giant ass will byers sitting on my shelf

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!! #it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33 #it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer) #my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh. #my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done! #INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!! #truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking? #i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps #BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!! #also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun. #im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!! #i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!! #i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today? #like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.) #(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH. #ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl #really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;) #then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit #okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!

[istherewifiinhell]

Seeing dumesh abt aut lau and its like guys i dunno i think this dude as a mental fortitude to which most of us only dream of.

#some shit #dumesh #not posting to be seen and dunk on takes in a tag i dont go in. #so hopefully i dont gotta over specify i dont means hes not #i just mean. he very much does yell [and punch] at the person who was 'suffering' his friendship #or forcing the little social manipulation liar guy [<3] to just say what the fuck he means #I dont think hes getting social embarrassment the way [gestures at website] lotsa us do. bdbdhfbf #most ppl he happens to annoy DO. voluntarily consider themselves his friends. <3 #dumesh is like maybe perhaps a story about very odd people doing and experiencing unpleasant things but 1. thats life #2. they haveeee a good time in the end #cmonnnnnnnn #if the only uncomfortable situations ur seeing are the ppl suffering lau/monster eating. THEN IDK. idk sounds like a u problem

[opens-up-4-nobody]

the good thing about asperger's no longer being a diagnosis is that it's just called level 1 autism spectrum disorder now. i know i probably shouldn't be poking around in the mental health of strangers online, but as an autistic person myself, your struggles resonated with me. ever since i've been able to accept, understand, and begin to provide myself accommodations for my autism, my mental health has improved tremendously. autism is also co-morbid with oodles of other conditions, so it is definitely possible to have autism and other conditions that may have overlapping symptoms

It's funny, I was diagnosed, accepted it, over analyzed and rejected it, subsequently forgot about it entirely, then when the only helpful counselor I ever had brought up the idea I was like: Oh yeah! That makes sense. And went through the same process over again. I will say, having someone point out that something might be inhibiting my ability to interact with people was extremely helpful. Because I just thought I was really bad at it and processed it as a point of failure (which was intolerable). At one point she said "You don't have to do things you don't want to just because you feel like you should" and I think about that a lot. That should have been obvious but it was like she slapped me with a fish

#i used to pretend to be a person a lot more. now im just like im too fucking tired to not be anything but myself #ill wear whatever weird patterns i want. ill avoid all eye contact and say whatevers in my head. bc usually its nothing #harmful. perhaps a bit blunt but usually in a way thst makes ppl laugh. with me or at me idk but whatever #ill be as weird as i want. i wear fucking white moon boots around everywhere lol. ay now im just being defensive bc #these r the things my sister would make fun of me for lol. point is im probably autistic and overthinking it #but in the past few yeas when the obsessive compulsive behavior started to become a more and more obvious problem i was like hm maybe its #something else and my brain restricts even the words i use in the context i use them so i became no longer allowed to say oh yea im #autistic. which is annoying. thr malignant force that is my obsessive compulsive tendencies. which again im not allowed to name bc its not #allowed without an official diagnosis bc thats how my brain work 👍 #level 1 autism sounds Hilarious tho. the teired heavens of autism. ive only ascended to level 1. allegedly. #god. my brain. y do i have to plausible deniability myself. its like im waiting for someone to collect evidance and make an arrest bc of #messy liguistics. ay ay ay. there r 2 wolfs inside me. one is trying to drown the other lol #unrelated #me when i have to b around ppl: actually im an insect person. an alien studying humans. watch them go #but no no im not one of them. im simply an observer

[muu-kun]

#; ♡ ; okay to reblog #muu has admittedly been describing is self perceived melancholy and isolation regarding it #as being comparable to the circle drawn around Sadness in Inside Out due to others finding his emotions to be Too Much in capacity #and that as such he has thus been persistently trying to make himself very very small in spaces #so that maybe perhaps someone would soon be able to reside in the circle with him just until he gets to where he feels he is supposed to be #muu has also stated on numerous actions that while he is adamant about self healing he is not necessarily of preference #to not have the assistance of peers and their feedback and he tends he show it most predominantly in asking them to hear Everything #about himself in the form of the big box because one he wants assurances at the end of it all but also because he Has to be explaining #his processes of thought and general state of where he is now to people so that they may go Oh so that why you do the neurotic shit you do #but it really be hard out here when you don't know how to self advocate for a persistently emotionally present romantic partner #you don't really have any friends and you are either God awful at making new ones or you don't want to try for reasons of either #feeling scorned past close friends of yours have left time and time again OR #because you don't know what version of yourself is the Real one or the Good one or the Authentic one so you avoid socializing #until you can properly answer that dilemma but in turn you've left yourself with 1 person to seek out and talk to #but with that comes the existential dread of either a this person is also going to leave me or #b I am in fact so totally codependent on them that it isn't fair to be my sole research for assistance that I ought to fend for myself #but what do you even do to fend for yourself when you don't even know how to Advocate for yourself?? #you devise a plan to shrink down and provide no indication to those around you that you are struggling with anything #that perhaps shriveling yourself down like that will allow for people to find you tolerable enough to be around #and that their presences will patch up every interpersonal wound in your system until eventually what you are faking has come true #; ♡ ; inner thoughts

[dreamerlynx]

had a great idea to make something for my siblings birthday in my minecraft world ^_^ they have a nearby area they’re settled in from a period in 2022 when I conscripted them into digging a chunk with me, so I picked out a spot and I’m making a small hedge maze leading to a Birthday Room where I’ll build some pixel art of their favorite Yakuza (game series!!!) guy :)

#the maze is done: there r two parts! #first u have to find the barrel with a key (lever) then the end chamber #I’m gonna do my best to rig a piston to open w the lever a 1 wide drop of honey down to the bday room #then I’ve got some local llamas I tamed and put cute carpet patterns on I’ll bring down #and I’ll put stuff like a cake w candles and fake balloons #and depending on how big the pixel art will be I’ll do one or more of their fav guys :) perhaps with added birthday hats #OOO and maybe I can rig fireworks down there??? Idk #I’ve got like a week and otherwise I’d just draw them something so yippee #lynx says things

[distraughtlesbian]

the student body of crimson beech high every 3 months when cas pulls up and starts exuding their vibes into the atmosphere

#i’m so sorry this book is so funny #like yeah cas’s lines are funny too but just everything about her even the serious stuff is SO. #imagine youre in high school and the manic panic hair dyed emo bitch shows up for 1 hour per business week #just to fucking whale on generic student number 3 skull emoji x1000 #like whoever the fuck wrote psycho on cas’s locker??? #what did she even DO 😭 #literally what do you have to do to get a reputation not just as a bad student but absolutely batshit insane on top of that #the other students don’t even really react when cas starts the fight in chapter one they don’t even try to help #they’re just like yeah same shit As Always…….bro it’s not even 7 AM and some kid is getting jumped in front of the new student #like does cas even own a backpack or do they show up just to not go to class and maybe commit a crime? perhaps a felony? #maeve speaks #choices #playchoices #immortal desires #choices immortal desires #choices id #cas harlow #cas x mc #cassius harlow #cassie harlow #caption doesnt make sense but you get it. you understand. #its like how in fantasy movies when the peasants see the dragon in the sky and its shadow engulfs the whole town #and they cant do anything except wait for it to land? #thats the crimson beech freshmen waiting for cas to get to her algebra homeroom class or whatever

[itoshi-s]

head empty just poly reonagi :( sigh

#i will write somethin proper for this sometime i know i will #just thinkin of going to a party w reo to meet his friends #you're maybe just fooling around a lil or perhaps in the very beginning stages of your relationship or sum #and all three of u end up drinking way too much #but something tells you that it's not just the liquor talking when you watch your pretty boyfriend whine into his best friends mouth #something tells you that it's not the v first time nagi has his hands all over him </3 NGGGHHHGHG #please i am not much of a shipper but reonagi is just.. SIGH #u cannot tell me they haven't fooled around w each other before they DID THEY DID !!!!!!!!!!! #they'd be the cutest boyfriends i love them so dearly #wakin up w them would consist of 1) nagi curled up to your side head on ur tummy and all #2) reo probably sprawled out on his back n pullin u to his side w his leg tangled w yours </3 UWAAAAH #they're so dear to me they come in a pack they do fr fr #★ ‧ ₊ after hours #reo <3 #nagi