#sometimes i like it here <333

[rosyfingereddawnn]

omg dorothy wizard of oz moment <333

@missnoirr

#sometimes i like it here <333 #tiana hi this is also for you <3 #syd speaks!

[inamagicalhallucination]

my toxic trait is i get really annoyed when ppl make atsushi and akutagawa's relationship about dazai

#like damn let them be their own individuals #not to say we should deny dazai's influence on them especially on how akutagawa's resentment/dislike towards atsushi is stemmed from him #but like does every post about sskk have to be like “and then dazai-” #and i hate the trope that implies that dazai manipulated sskk to have romantic feelings for each other #in general i dont like how ppl sometimes make dazai all knowing other than viewing him and his plans with any nuance but ya know #i'll say “atsushi and akutagawa love each other becuz-” and someone will be like “and then dazai-” like no get him out of here #also im really into the idea of aku letting dazai go at least to some extent and i dont like when ppl like have him hold on to dazai #like they never let him move on from dazai??? #like u could be like “aku stops worrying about dazai becuz he realizes he has value” and someone will be like “and thats when dazai finally #acknowledges him and the years of pent up frustration adn the abuse aku went through are finally justified <333" #to add: i dont care if you do like this becuz i dont engage with fanwork that has a differing opinion from me with malice becuz i am not a #child #im just commenting my own opinion about it becuz its something i dont like #like u know i can say i dont like kiwis but that doesnt mean u have to dislike kiwis and r a horrible person for liking them #its like a minor annoyance at best

[l3viat8an]

Ro why out of all the obey me characters did you choose Levi as your favorite character? 

Choose??? Sugar, you think choice was involved? Nonono!!- ya see Levi actually hit me over the head with a copy of TSL, dragged me back to his room and ranted about his anime collection ‘n Ruir-Chan for 3 days straight. That was it… that’s when I fell for the loser jsksjsk

I mean- I thought it was obvious I post from under his desk lolol

Bad jokes aside tho- I hated Levi when I first started playing, thought he was the most annoying character in game. ‘n at some point he just…grew on me.

I didn’t even realize he was my favorite character until one of my friends pointed out that I only talked about him…and that I wrote a 5000 word character analysis…about him. Honestly I’m still not sure what it was about him that I liked so much at first. I just know I wanted to know everything about him or wanted to dissect him. That’s kinda it XD

Tho- I’d still dissect him if I could. maybe I’m crazy over pathetic, loser characters helsphsksj

#and when I finally admitted that I liked him I realized he’s a little too relatable (sometimes) #and now here we are!!!!- #almost 4 years later and I’m still obsessed with him #anon! #levi <333

[averlym]

"bad decisions, that's alright; look, i'm still alive"

#&juliet #if you saw the old version of this... no you didn't #anyway. &j posting now... made this into what i like to call a public transport wip #in which painting on phone with fingers commences! usually it happens to doodles that get coloured and i want to clean up #idk about the colours here though... that said it's a livable error #smth smth reminders to not feel so scared... many many paths. #be less afraid of messing up? just live life? many many paths #one of my key takeaways from this show was along those lines #sobs.. if that isn't the premise of the musical huh? juliet is so young and has her whole life ahead to live... #still so much ahead of her- so what if she Didn't kill herself? #<holds tightly> many routes. many routes. i am young and have my life yet to be lived. #also this comes from the joint bit near the end where angelique sings to juliet #!! also just realised that the nurse and juliet's hairstyles parallel each other... such a cute detail.. #// sometimes the stuff i make is really just because the themes resonate at this specific point in life.. #i think it's getting more self-specific! tbh every time i catch myself creating for Myself specifically i go <333

[cupidzrock-net]

im a bloody rena enjoyer <3 [ temp. ]

#where my bloody rena enjoyers at ??? #anyways UHMM YEAAHHH #saw this art meme and was like !!!!!!!!! need to do this w rena.. #my design she has like freckles ermm a septum piercing :333 and is a bit on the chubby side bc fuck you and it's cute !!!!! #but the chubbiness isn't shown here so rip to that </3 #septum was mainly based off of a cosplay i saw on tiktok from one of my fav artists/animators... found out she does cosplays and wow?? #her rena cosplay is soooo <333 i love it sm #and i noticed the septum and 1. she looks gorgeous 2. RENA LOOKS GOOD WITH A SEPTUM HOL UP #my design is also a silly animal design bc it's easier to draw for me :sob: i struggle w humans #but i've getting better overtime as the months go by !! #fanon rena > ?? honestly... had to go through the rena tag and do multiple takes and look through what i saw repeatedly??? #just the same as canon rena... tbh u either see scary rena or cutesy rena #sometimes both in one piece and omfg>>> fav arts ever #scary rena's tend to have more rendered pieces involved.. didn't feel like rendering tho BUT THOSE ONES R SOO GOOD>> I LOVEE #rena ryuugu #higurashi #higurashi no naku koro ni #higurashi when they cry #my art #tw blood #oh btw next satorika monthly art is coming soon !!!!! possibly in a few days or next week #also wanted to add my pride hcs but forgot/didn't feel like it > she's bi and trans/nonbinary tyvm

[zukkaoru]

wait omg daylight savings tonight.. we lose an hour of sleep... guys it's the one day a year where i can maybe pretend that i managed to sleep in

#sorry but i do like the spring time change better than the fall one. the fall one always messes me up SO BAD #but in the springtime. sometimes i can wake up at 7 instead of 6 for one singular day and it's a beautiful feeling #literally tho the spring time change takes me like one day to adjust to and the fall one takes WEEKS #everyone is like 'but in the fall you get an extra hour of sleep!!' no. you don't understand. #i just have to be awake for an extra hour. i can't get 'extra sleep'. i can't even get ENOUGH sleep. #meanwhile in spring. since i already don't get enough sleep. i don't really lose an hour of sleep; i just lose an hour of being awake #anyway sorry to all of you who will be suffering. but i'm going to be busy pretending my sleep schedule could be fixed <333 yayayay yippeee #hello grace here

[asmo-cosmetics]

it would make me so incredibly happy if fans of the arcana would realize that tumblr posts by the devs are "canon" the same way dumbledore being gay was "canon" which is not at all

it's fine if you like their posts and ideas but unless they put those ideas textually in the game they are no more "canon" than tumblr posts by you and me. fiction belongs to the readers and it's really embarrassing and sad how many of you are willing to accept the same random headcanon bullshit that we were all mocking jkr for even before she went completely insane.

it's not transphobic to say that asra is not canonically nonbinary. what is transphobic is building up a queer playerbase with the promise of representation and then offering them your idealized society where binary trans people are invisible and nonbinary people are barely paid lip service (most of the characters that are canonically nb are evil. the chamberlain isn't really a character and nazali is canonically misgendered multiple times).

&inb4 "but you can tell asra's nonbinary because he's short/small/feminine/wears dresses" how many times do trans men have to tell you that making these design elements on a male presenting person automatic shorthand for "nonbinary" is transphobic. how many times do we have to remind you that using someone being small and "girly looking" to indicate that there's no way that person could be male is extremely harmful to not only us but like almost all queer men. seriously. like if julian or muriel put a dress on would you take that as "proof" that they were nonbinary? exactly foh.

i love this game but even if it's not malicious the devs suck ass & the way some of you shamelessly dickride them is genuinely mortifying . find god or at least some self respect

#wank // #fandom wank #as always i do not accept arguments rebuttals etc on my post you will be blocked #the way all of the tumblr shit is listed on the wiki as if it is canon is really getting on my nerves of late. anyway how are you all #also honorable mention to the bullying problem in this fandom <3 especially towards lucio fans <3 #the arcana #like i am literally afraid to post headcanons on here sometimes because this fandom is incredibly mean <333 #me: actually i hc nazali as a trans guy #and i don't think we should assign characters from an imaginary world analogous real-world nationalities or religions #people from Arcana Tumblr™: wow this is literally violence

[lovebloods]

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#hiding this in the tags bc it’s kind of embarrassing and i need to get it off my chest #and i could journal about it but i just want someone to see me #sorry for being cringe <333 #but i don’t know what the hell i am like i don’t know if i’m even nonbinary anymore and that scares me like being nonbinary felt like coming #home after a long trip #and now i’m having all these thoughts about wanting to be a man? like near tears rn bc i want to be a guy but then when i think of actually #being a guy i freak out a bit #bc i like being seen as feminine too and i know that there are feminine men and they get treated so terribly #and i feel like all the men i see that i want to be like or look like are white! why don’t i see any black trans men like i feel so alone #and i’m scared to look/be openly trans bc there’s so much violence against people like us that it feels safer to just cosplay as a cis woman #even though i’m not #like i don’t want to be a boy but i want to be one and i absolutely don’t want to be a girl but i’d like to be seen as someone sometimes #it’s all very confusing #AND like i know i’m biromantic like im attracted to all genders and people #but im like? am i on the ace spectrum #bc i have a low sex drive am often sex repulsed and will sometimes ‘test’ #myself to see if im sexually attracted to people and most of the time it’s like #it’s like meh not really but sometimes im like sure but that’s rarer and rarer these days?? and like. tmi here but i jerk off and enjoy it #so i can’t be asexual right?? i tried looking it up but the articles just confused me #but then i also am like with the right person if i had a connection to them i wouldn’t mind having sex with them! but like. then i think #about actually having to be in a relationship and i’m like gross no but i think that’s just relationship trauma and fear of being #vulnerable #and like i know i don’t HAVE to have a label on my gender or sexuality but for me personally it helps to know What i am #and and i love butches so so so much and if i’m a man how can i love butches? like #it’s all so confusing #i feel like i’m 14 and going through puberty again

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

5 drinks to get to know me: (tagged by @goblinsbriide <3333333 luv u)

any kind of black coffee [iced/hot]: (whether that be an americano, french press, cold brew, brewed/drip coffee, straight up espresso, etcetcetc)

plain teas: ([fresh/looseleaf or teabag] ginger, green/gunpowder/genmaicha/boricha, rooibos, chamomile, lavender, oolong, herbal, etcetcetc)

water mmm mmm mmm

sweetened chai w/ milk [or alternative milks] : (ex. iced chai, masala chai [other ppls or my own that i grind from scratch every time hehehe], my kashmiri naanis kashmiri chai <333 [esp. if im drinking it while in kashmir !!])

[refer to the tags for the "5th" answer] sry not sry i am an indecisive bitch

#mehrtalks #im probably missing a bunchhhh of things but here u go #also i stopped drinking juice and soda/carbonated beverages over a year ago so if u had asked me this then -> #i wouldve prob included mango/pineapple/orange/apple juice <333 and 7up <333 and virgin pina coladas <333 #and coconut water and probably smthg like those mint drinks etcetcetcetcetcetc #also white mochas/hot chocolates and caramel apple spice !! and psl type drinks (from starbucks) were my luvs but i dont drink them anymore #oh and i would gaslight myself into liking iced caramel macchiatos (or just sweetened milky coffee in general) and tea lattes omg (but -> #london fogs still kinda hit ok) #also im not rly a matcha person so do with that what u will #oh and mango dragonfruits w/ water i was obsessed w for a hot minute omfggggg i would get trentas every day when it first released whoops #and pink drinks kinda BUT SPECIFICALLY FROM THE USA #OMG AND THOSE GUAVA DRINKS STARBUCKS USED TO HAVE WERE MY SHITTTTTT BUT I USED TO ADD MANGO PIECES AND SOMETIMES MANGO DRAGON BASE I THINKK #i always rant oops anyways bye

[ch3shire-rabbit]

Still procrastinating on posting the Canterlot wedding thing I’m sowwy

take him

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Do NOT repost, edit, trace, or use my art in any way. Thanks.

#I did not bother cleaning up properly so this is messy. Please do not mind the mistakes. #Kirby #Dark Meta Knight #Kirby and the Amazing Mirror #Crispy’s art #Meta Knight #Yeah <333 #You can probably tell where he is #I love making mirror world stuff #Brings me lots of joy #I feel like I’m putting too much thought into these characters sometimes #I put more thought into them than my own ocs 💔💔 #It’s maddening sometimes #Hee hoo we’re all mad here

[viikingwitch]

how often - if at all - does freya think about the fact that she is mortal and that her siblings are not and will presumably outlive her?

all day!! every day!!! even if she’s not actively thinking about it, it’s always back on her mind somewhere, driving her even more unhinged. she’s so angry because immortality was forced upon her when she was alone and didn’t want it – but the moment she’s back with her siblings, the moment that she gains something she wants to live forever for, it’s again taken from her ( she’s glad that dahlia is gone, ofc, but it still stings ). she went through hell and fought all her life just to get back to her family and she only gets a single lifetime – if that ( she already worries she can’t compare to a thousand years long bond they share with each other and it kills her just a little that she’ll never have that ). freya doesn’t fear death. not her own death, anyway, she’d die for her loved ones without hesitation. what she fears is that whatever limited time she gets to spend with her family will simply not be enough and that, once she’s gone, they will move on and she will be the forgotten dead sister nobody talks about again. she won’t admit it because she knows that’s not fair to her siblings but well <3 it’s there it makes her more reckless and only adds to her Martyr Tendencies. she pretty much decided that if someone out of them has to die, it’s better her than them because she’s mortal anyway and they’re not. and she will work tirelessly so they are basically in the best place possible when she must leave them once more she knows a lot of this is irrational too, but her trauma has trauma and tbh dahlia didn’t exactly teach her any healthy coping mechanisms. thus, tequila!

#floripire #about >> the world is a bad place and sometimes we have to do bad things to survive #ooc #// thank you for letting me ramble about one of my favorite MOST UNDERDEVELOPED IN THE SHOW freya topics <333 // #// also i'm not taking s5 into account here. just. a situation where they WOULD live long enough to outlive her <3 // #// no but for real the way they never deal with this? never mention this? freya has like one or two throwaway lines to keelin and that's it #// where is her freak out? where is THEIR freak out? ok i will freak out for them all //

[loves2spwge]

🐰 stan x 🦊 kyle 💙💚 commission from the super sweet and talented @lyse-474

uncensored ver

#south park #sp style #aaaaaa why did tmblr mute the colors!!!! #the little chibi bun stan was a gift 🤧 and i love him soooo so much!!!!! my fluffy wittle bun💙 🥺💘 #the details on this is insane i love zooming in on everything!!<333 #i think bun stan & fox kyle are kinda silly bc they switch but also even with stans high sex drive kyle is still super neeeedy #and also hes always one lick away from devouring stan but ofc he can never actually eat him bc he wuvs him sm and wants to keep having sex #and stan doesnt even know kyle is trying to eat him fr hjskhgjds and sometimes kyle has to hold back #LIKE!!! their facial expressions here are so gorgeous bc it fits them being so fucked out and in heaven<33333 #probably not even aware where kyle is biting ^_^

[bookishmuggleborn]

hello?🧍🏻‍♀️

#I'll write in the tags because uhhh- #idk #sorry for being gone for so long #I MISSED TUMBLR😭😭😭😭😭 #I'll reply to msgs/asks/everything in a while #thanks for staying around #and to everyone new?? idk why you're here but heyyyy hello #the last time i left was for some very random reason idk but those sem exams weren't so difficult that I had to get off tumblr??? #I would've returned last year around Jan but then I had to move out and everything was overwhelming and and and #I'll try not leaving again because it's so difficult to return once you see it isn't necessary??? #(I'm not using the right words but I hope it makes sense somehow) #ALSO if you've dropped by at some point then there's a good chance that it was noticed #thank you for checking up on me <333 #it didn't always feel like that but I was okayyyy #just too lost #lol #and btwww missing tumblr meant I would come back sometimes and stalk people/posts so my already-filled drafts are more filled now haha #all the notifications I'm going to drop will be annoying #bear with me :3 #AND OKAY what's with tumblr and its updates? #@staff are OKAY?? #what's this mess T-T #+ issokayyy if you didn't notice i was gone. HAPPENS <3 #(assuming you care) it's so much easier to not know you have to miss someone until they are back and you no longer have to do it

[bookwyrminspiration]

I'm combing back through my years-old screenshot folders, and I stumbled on this (a response to a Google Form I once did)

huh. I wonder who wrote that

!!!! I've actually drawn the emmett egg outfit Keefe since then!! Woah!! Can't believe I actually followed through! It's here, if anyone wants to see it.

anyway I'm !!! whatever emotion a giggle is that you found my twilight rambles entertaining/endearing <33. to this day I still think about that ugly sweater and the black licorice--never once do we see her think about or mention black licorice in the rest of the series! it's literally a just that moment thing.

and I will always find it amusing that the reason bella agreed to marry edward finally was because they had a deal that if she married him then they could fuck. and she desperately wanted to fuck him. but edward wouldn't fuck her until they were married. kudos to everyone irl who wants to wait, I support you and your decision I just find everything edward and bella do to be the most hilarious thing ever and this is no exception. marriage fueled by teenage lust. did you know?? did you know that part of that agreement was that on top of fucking, edward would also turn her into a vampire? (as opposed to it being one of his family members, it had already been decided she would become a vampire. they had a vote at the dinner table. edward was not happy.) BUT! once they got married and fucked she was like...actually...what if we wait a few years. so we can have more sex? i can't be a vampire yet I need to keep fucking you. edward of course was ecstatic, because he didn't want to turn bella into a vampire (he's got this whole thing going on about damning her soul), except then bella got knocked up and needed to be vampirized so she wouldn't die. but like. if that hadn't happened. anti-vampirism sex.

I got off track, point is hehe that was me, I wrote the twilight ramble and I can't believe you've still got the screenshot <33

#quil's queries #kinda nsft #sometimes I think about the dinner table vote scene <333 #it's so silly #bella's like edward. edward i'm going to make your family vote on my mortality #and then they DO! #and they vote to keep her <3 #there's obviously more going on like how edward had just tried to end his life because he thought bella was dead #but I won't get into that here #tw suicide mention #( i will get into it more if you ask...just saying...*eyes*) #long post

[izloveshorses]

owning the little women 2019 score on vinyl is something that can be so personal 

#personal #little women #movies #idk what mr desplat put in this score but it's been. such a comfort over the past few years #in 2020 it completely skewed my spotify wrapped bc i listened to it so much asgdkhjfl #but it just came in the mail and <333 #maybe it's just been a hard few weeks but this was a good purchase ashjdlfk #i was like we need to rest on the little treats #and then i ordered this and was like :// irresponsible purchase :/ #but now that it's here i'm like oh we cried when we unboxed it maybe we needed this little treat asdhlkfj #anyway #packages are good sometimes #but also they use images of beth and jo on the beach as the cover and i'm like.... that's literally what i'm the most sensitive about

[didderd]

What makes Tourette's different than say, feeling extremely strongly compelled to do a stim? Like, sometimes I'm so overwhelmed with emotions I physically can't stop myself from stimming, or even start stimming before I realize my body is even moving, is there something that sets that apart from tics? [sorry if those are dumb questions! just curious, no need to answer -Your mutual too nervous to not ask anon]

Not a silly question at all! This is actually a very common question. 100% valid. :> (And whichever mutual you are, I hope u know that I would never judge you about it regardless. <333)

Stimming unlike ticcing is a self-soothing mechanism done voluntarily (to an extent). They can be subconscious, or very hard to resist, but they are not fully uncontrollable.

Tics are completely involuntary. There is an urge to do the tic that you feel before it happens, that rises until the tic comes out. They can sometimes be suppressed, but it's extremely uncomfortable and exhausting, and the urge will build until you do let out a tic.

Tics can also be triggered by overwhelming emotions.

Idk if I explained it very well here, so here is a video that goes into more detail: [video link]

I actually had the same thoughts when my Tourette's started surfacing. My stims started feeling less and less controllable, and after doing some research I realized that it was because some of them weren't stims, they were tics. The video I linked above helped a lot with that!

So I can't say for sure, but It sounds to me like you might be experiencing some tics, and I think you should look into it more! :>

#hope this helps <3 #if you need any support i am always here <333 #my stims still sometimes blend into my tics #like the urge to stim will trigger the urge to tic lmao #and sometimes i'm still not sure if something was a stim or a tic #how much stims and tics blend together is wild and confusing lol #tam ask event #tourette's awareness month #tourette's #tourette syndrome #tourettic #tics #stims #stims vs tics #neurodivergencies #neurodivergent #didderd asks #anonymous