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f4llingtoyou · 9 months

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summer heat (min ho x reader) The summer heat is almost overwhelming, but you think that Min Ho makes it bearable.

wc: 0.5k an: it’s too hot!! i’m coping by writing about min ho. also this is very not proofread so be warned

The summer heat clings to you like a second skin.

Even the faint stirring of the rickety fan propped up on a stack of books in the corner of your room feels oppressively warm when it ghosts over your exposed skin. Your window is cracked open, and the sounds of the city spill across the walls like a song you can’t quite remember the words to.

With each breath you drag out, your chest feels thick and heavy. You’re acutely aware of the sweat dripping down your neck with every movement.

Maybe you’ll go stand in front of the fridge. Or lay down on the cool tile in the bathroom.

As soon as you roll across the tangle of sheets on your mattress, a warm hand wraps around your waist and tugs you backwards.

A whine slips out of your mouth and you shove at Min Ho’s arm halfheartedly.

“It’s too hot, Min, get off me,” you groan, throat scratchy from exhaustion. You can practically feel his fingertips bruising themselves into your skin in bright red.

“Don’t leave,” he grumbles back, grip tightening, and your exasperation melts into affection as quickly as the glass of what used to be ice soaking rings of perspiration into your bedside table. You’re weak when it comes to him - you always have been.

The tension seeps from your body and you resign yourself to the embrace of your boyfriend.

There’s a rustling noise, and then he’s pressing kisses to the damp stretch of skin across your shoulders where the collar of your shirt has slipped from. A gasp floats from your mouth and sinks into the balmy air.

Every kiss sears itself into your skin, and suddenly everything is far too hot - the stagnant air of your bedroom, his lips on your back, the swoop of your stomach when he gently sinks his teeth into the curve of your neck.

It’s burning you up from the inside out. You don’t think you mind though, not when it’s him.

One of his hands toys with the hem of your shirt while the other slips dangerously farther up your body, his palm tattooing itself onto your ribs from the heat.

“You’re not hot in this?” Min Ho teases, pausing for a moment, and you throw an elbow backwards halfheartedly to hit him in the chest.

Your voice comes out far too breathless for your liking. “You’re not helping.”

“You wound me, sweetheart,” he says like he’s not in the middle of sucking bruises into your skin (that you’ll definitely have to cover up before work tomorrow).

“Can’t we do this when the air conditioner is fixed?” you huff, even though you’re practically melting into his touch like you’re starving for it. He chuckles and the vibrations ripple across your skin. Despite the heat, you shiver.

“Wanna kiss you,” he says simply, sleepily.

You can’t really complain, not when it feels this good.

“Fine. But you’re buying me ice cream for breakfast,” you mumble into the sheets, eyes drifting shut. His lips curve into a smile against your skin.

“Anything you want, darling.”

The summer heat is almost overwhelming, but you think that Min Ho makes it bearable.

#min ho x reader #xo kitty x reader #☆ my writing #☆ xok - minho #SORRY IVE BEEN MIA i was on a trip!!#i will try and post more frequently for now #working on a 5+1 and an angst fic #and ive started to draft out the smau :)

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qeggyinjail · 4 months

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happy new years and happy holidays from jyyyuuugooo

#nanbaka #fanart #nanbaka jyugo #jyugo #art #I AM SO SORRY FOE THE LATE POST NANBAKA NATION #this is to make ip for it #I’ve been more active on my persona blog #and instagram #which is occasionally cool art sometimes #@shokosriver #but not much nanbaka !!#i have this fear that my posts not related to persona on insta will flop because ppl don’t care much #like if you’re in one fandom you have to balance the posts between each one #kind of stressful #do you get me???#can anyone give advice please in tags??#THANKS GUYS!#trying to post more frequent

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fumifooms · 6 months

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Marcille & Chilchuck contrasts & similarities

Yesterday in the Dunmeshi Discord we talked about narrative foils and I ended up writing a lot about my fave duo so. Informal character analysis time. I give some in-depth interpretations on aspects of Chilchuck’s character near the end as well, not just analyzing their characters in how they contrast each other

Marcille and Chil are so foils to me. "Has experienced loss through death and now clings onto the people around her and is overly interested in engaging in social gossip" vs "has experienced loss through rejection and now refuses to open up to anyone until socially starved", like both are responding to their experience with loss in fully different ways, socializing and trying to learn all she can for the short time she has with others but trying to keep digestible enough that she’s not too attached if she loses them, vs refusing to socialize so the problem stops before it begins but eventually unable to resist the pull that comes with being a social creature. Like I guess what I’m trying to say is that Marcille engaging with social gossip could be a shallow way for her to vicariously experience social relationships if she feels like forming deep bonds is unsafe. Family is a core motivation and value for them but in different ways. Both want to keep the status quo but in different ways.

Divorcee who avoids love wether it be in the people around him or thinking about his own (past?) romance vs hopeless romantic that idealizes love without herself having been in a relationship or even in love herself as far as we know. Emotional constipation vs emotional intelligence. Streets savvy vs prestigious academic, field experience vs book smarts. Crass vs prim. Overbearingly social vs private to a fault. Never externalizes his feelings and to a degree represses them vs wears her heart on her sleeve and her feelings on her face. They start out underestimating each other in different ways, one by assuming his age and the other by undermining her skills, experience and willpower. Both seeing each other’s motives as somewhat skewed (money and research of shady magic respectively) but growing to respect them.

They also both seek approval and validation from others, unlike Senshi and even Laios who don’t seem to care about outside perception as much, Marcille worries early on that she’s not helpful enough and slowing the party down meanwhile Chilchuck is almost always trying to prove a point early on that he’s capable and mature. Coincidentally enough, Chilchuck’s approval was both the catalyst and the key to resolving her arc about it in the mandrake chapter, meanwhile besides Senshi Marcille is the one whose perception of Chilchuck gets the most changed over the course of the whole manga. Something else notable is how they deal differently with their races being judged, while Chilchuck reaffirms himself as a proud half-foot, Marcille hides her half-elf nature and is embarrassed of it when it’s revealed. Something subtle yet interesting is also how they both are shown to prefer lying in a way that makes them look bad rather than admitting ignorance on something. Chilchuck says that he cheated on his wife and that’s why she left rather than just saying that he doesn’t know why she did. Marcille in the mandrake chapter says that she has used a dog to harvest mandrakes (thus killing it) before while in truth she never has, and everyone including herself is like "That’s horrible… The poor dog!"

Their dad dies. Chil is like "Hm. Cool. Anyways he died doing smth he loved right so haha lemme drink myself into an early death bed too yolo 🔥🤟" vs "He died and it shattered my world and I must devote all my life to wiping death out of existence".

"I am going to knowingly shorten my lifestyle through unhealthy habits actually."

Problem solving approaches

One thing I love about them is how they have complete opposite approaches to problem solving. Besides striving for workers’ rights and job stability for halflings with an union, he’s very "laissez-faire". He won’t do the righteous thing just because it’s the right thing if he doesn’t have an incentive or a safety net, like going to save Falin. He doesn’t chase after his wife to talk it out and make amends, he gives her space and either hopes she’ll talk when she’s ready or figures that he shouldn’t try to do anything about it. He doesn’t mention the mimic he noticed to the others to not make a big deal out of it and hopefully it won’t come up again. He’s a "if the glass is half-full that’s fine enough for me, I don’t need things to be as good as they could be" type, a "leave it alone until it figures itself out" type.

Marcille? Marcille is idealistic and in-your-face. If there is an issue you better believe Marcille will address it and try her hardest to fix it, will talk it out and attempt to understand & strive to make things as best possible for everyone involved. She will FORCE you to talk about your FEELINGS wether you like it or NOT. Leaving it alone? Keeping things as just okay when they could be great instead? No no no no no, that’s not right, she’s going to try and fix it now. She will make you stand up and fight for the best that your life could be, to be honest when something bothers you and do something about it, will make you stop suppressing yourself because you’re scared of things getting worse.

Which, you know, both methods certainly have their pros and cons, but they’re very complimentary in that way. He grounds her into a more down to earth mindset and teaches by example that it’s okay if things don’t necessarily work out and moving on is possible and not necessarily miserable, while she encourages him to not give up so fast or stay quiet on things that bother so much. He soothes and she emboldens 🔥 Funny, because you could have thought it would’ve been the contrary, which is not untrue either, but he’s the "has experienced the harshness of life and has settled for something comfortable but modest" while she’s the "wants to make the world better and goes to great lengths to change it while still trying to find herself & uncomfortable with some aspects of life like loss".

One overly focuses on dealing with issues by changing things around her while the other overly focuses on only changing himself.

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Chilchuck leaves things alone if he thinks they’re best left unaddressed or thinks they’ll work itself out. Like the mimic he didn’t tell the group about but it backfired later. Like how he didn’t chase after his wife or seemingly tried to contact her at all. Like how he prefers not to dig into people’s personal issues in parties and be left alone to deal with his stuff on his own as well.

Meanwhile Marcille is overbearingly in-your-face and loud and "if there’s a problem we’re dishing it out right here right now. Your wife left you?? And you didn’t try to get her back?? I am going to write out a script and a plan for you to apologize and please bring these piles of presents."

She’s secretive about her fair share of things as well but she’s very proactive. While she seeks to research something that’s a core motivation and life goal to her + save someone she deeply cares for Chil is there for his job and to get money and "hey if something happens I’ll have done my part. I took you guys here now you guys figure out the rest and fight the monsters or something". They both like to have a say in the strategy, Chilchuck moreso as time goes on, but Marcille involves herself much more into almost everything.

Espescially early on, they’re always sticking by each other judging Senshi & Laios together and being like "Am I seeing this shit right. They’re crazy right? Tell me I’m not the only one here with common sense" and forming a 🤝 relationship over it and considering that, it sometimes feel… Contradicting? How they also have a lot of conflict together over time about how different they truly are. But it’s interesting and nice to see how even though they do have arguments it always gets resolved pretty promptly, like they’re truly hashing it out as equals and then when that’s done they’re back to being on the same wavelength. The exception would be Marcille taking a long time to come around on Chil being old, but arguments and debates like the one on dark magic and if it’s okay or wrong to use it, which was pretty serious and not just banter? They came to find a middle ground or at least understanding, and it didn’t seem to lower the respect they hold for another afterwards.

Chilchuck’s repressing habit

I do think Chilchuck has a repressed thing where he doesn’t WANT to think about it about his feelings sometimes, like with his wife- and maybe with his father? But the way he was so casual and nonchalant about his father dying has always struck me. I’m not sure if this is a "my feelings on my father were mixed and complicated at best" thing or a "I just don’t want to spend time thinking about it" thing or something else, but it gives food for thought.

When it comes to alcohol there’s this saying where an alcoholic parent will have 2 kids and one will grow to be alcoholic too while the other will never even touch a drop of alcohol and both when asked why will say "I watched my father". Chilchuck is def the first I think. He gives the vibe of "An alcoholic parent puts a strain on familial relationships?? Pshh, my father was and look at me! I turned out great!" Which is something I’ve heard irl lol which always makes you go like 👀 yes indeed you’re perfectly well-adjusted and haven’t been affected by your father’s alcoholism at all it’s clear as day. On that topic, Chilchuck’s family, both currently and when he was a kid, are very interesting topics to theorize about with the hints and cues we have, how his wife truly felt and what happened for her to feel unappreciated enough to leave, how distant is he from his daughters if they haven’t seen each other in the same year either and Flertom was the only one to send him a letter? But that’s a topic for another day

Chilchuck probably has such a complex…. Of like not being… Like allowed to take space I guess? And he does wish to affirm that right, he takes space and asks for it so very overtly, he formed a half-foot guild to demand better working conditions as one of the biggest examples of that. He grew up poor and undermined but he knows that he’s capable and someone worthy of respect and demands it, and takes every opportunity to prove himself. But on the other end, he doesn’t seem to want to keep his hopes up in general, like asking for something to be better is bound to fail, that it’d be too good to be true. He tries to keep out of where his job doesn’t need him, from a sense of efficiency that cuts down on unnecessary stops but also because he just thinks it isn’t his place to do so. It strikes me that it’s hinted that like… He doesn’t even really consider the possibility of going to his wife and trying to mend the relationship. Like it’s either she’ll decide to take him back on her own or he’ll be left out in the cold waiting, never knowing just where he’s truly at with her and if things are over for good. Like… Shooting his shot and making his case doesn’t even register as an option? Like he’s not worth fighting for, like whatever he did wouldn’t change her opinion anyways?

He def has a "life isn’t like a fairytale where everything goes well" philosophy where sometimes it feels like he just gives up on how things maybe could be better, especially interpersonally. Maybe it’s why he focuses on simple joys like alcohol instead of trying to keep up with relationships which can be complex and very fickle, in his own words. Something like alcohol is predictable, always there to fall back on, safe, gives him sensations without other emotional/social risks attached. Ironic for someone whose job is all about risks, but understandable

He contradicts even himself… Bro yes you’re capable, yes you’re great, yes you matter, now maybe speak about your feelings maybe??? Or do you not think your emotional issues deserve to get fixed and have closure???? Are you so used to being dismissed, overlooked and undermined that you think no one will listen even if you speak up?? And this recontextualize his "I’m not even gonna try and talk this issue out because I know (assume) that it won’t solve anything anyways" approach, doesn’t it.

"I must break my party members’ stuff or lie to them because if I just tell them my opinion and my feelings that I don’t want them to die they won’t care anyways and keep going"

In a way everyone is the glue of the party in different ways, Laios giving the group a direction and a plan, Senshi keeping them fed and grounded, Marcille making everyone more social and encouraging bonds to form, and for Chilchuck he’s the one most focused on actually keeping everyone alive I think.

Conclusion

Idk I’m not gonna repeat every point but have this as a parting contrast:

Guy with shortest lifespan possible who doesn’t mind knowingly shortening his own with an unhealthy habit, here for a good time not a long time, VS girl with longest lifespan possible who wants to lengthen everyone’s life, who focuses on how long she can keep something or someone rather than how happy her time with it has made her already. They’re both loud in their own way, and both are still insecure despite appearances. In a way, both of them focus on taking care of others while overlooking their own demons.

#Dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #marcille donato #character analysis #meta #Marchil #For the discord peeps i mostly streamlined things and yeah added a few things but prob not worth rereading #Sorry for posting less I’m still brainrotting just as much now I just do it more frequently on Discord instead lol #I have so many thoughts written down already I just dunno how to structure and post them. One day. For now I’m working on a marchil fic #Analysis

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sonego · 8 months

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i'm curious what's your deal breaker team when it comes to following sports blogs on here? like the person seems the coolest, funniest, sweetest, with correct opinions, supports another team you love, just someone you'd definitely wanna follow... but the thought of seeing so much of that team on your dash even if you can blacklist it and try to avoid it as much as possible is just too much?

#share in the tags or replies i genuinely wanna know!!#football #nico.txt #for me it's man utd. i just can't do it man #i follow two man utd fans but one hasn't been active in a while and even when they were it wasn't a huge amount of man utd posting at all #so i didn't even see those hideous men (not you marcus) most of the time #the other also isn't super active and more of an f1 blog when they are online so again it's not like i see much utd on the dash bc of them #both of these ppl are very cool and funny and since they're not v active/ the utd posting isn't frequent i can deal with it #but like i see a blog that seems GREAT in every aspect but they're a huge united fan who posts about them a lot? that's a no #beside them inter and chelsea too but i can be extremely honest? i never find myself wanting to follow any inter or chelsea fan lol #like i can't lie there are cool united fans on here but chelsea fans? i never see any chelsea fan who seems normal and nice enough #no offense 😭😭😭#inter eh i don't think there's many inter fans here the only ones i've seen are italians who don't post other teams (that i like at least)#so i literally have never found myself thinking 'oh man i wanna follow them but inter...'#it's united fans that fuck me up bc like there's this milan fan who seems v cool but their main team is united and sorry i just can't.#what are you doing following the best club itw and then. manchester united ?????? 😔😔😔😔😔#i talk too much

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wildpeachfarm · 1 year

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stolen kisses in midnight diners <3

#I feel like i never post art here as frequently as twitter im sorry #heres something ive had posted for like a week btu i wanna give more gifts to dreamblr because i like you guys #dream fanart #georgenotfound fanart #gnf fanart #dnf #dnf fanart #dreamnotfound #dreamblr #fanart #illustration #my art #digital art #mcyt #mcyt fanart #artists on tumblr

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communistkenobi · 6 months

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I’m curious if other communists have like a religious relationship to their political beliefs for lack of a better word? That’s not a good word to use but I don’t know how else to describe it. I’m solidly atheist but all of the feelings and emotions religious people talk about, revelation and spiritual connection to community and so on are all things I experience pretty regularly and I interpret those feelings as fundamentally communist. the way I take in and absorb information in particular feels revelatory in a religious sense. I’m pretty sure this is fairly common with MLs but I’m curious about it in general

#disabling rbs because I don’t want this to leave my blog #I’m using religious in a deliberately loaded way because I lack the language for alternatives #I joke frequently with my friend that communism is the religion of science but like I do unironically believe that lol #also not claiming marxism is ‘just another religion’ I do not think that’s true or useful to think of it in those terms #but if you take political theology seriously the belief in a socialist state is like the modern version of a desire for religious authority #anyway sorry extremely complicated things that I’m not remotely expanding on enough #I’ve just been thinking about it a lot recently #it’s like a totalising force in my life and shapes the way I interpret and understand the world and my relationship to it #I remember reading marx for the first time and in a very real sense I ‘converted’ to being a communist #I need to read more Benjamin because he goes into like jewish mythology and stuff in his work #but like him talking about the divine violence of the state made it click for me and is partly responsible for me making this post

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glimblshanks · 5 months

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In Room For Growth Mariner really does heavily imply that she'd finally do something to get herself kicked out of Starfleet if Brad's "Bold Boimler" antics got him killed.

#lower decks #lwd #marinler #beckett mariner #bradward boimler #sorry sorry #I don't mean to keep posting things about old seasons #but I'm rewatching everything with The Inner Fight goggles on now #Anyways it's interesting to me how in the context of season 4 #A lot of Mariners quippy one liners start to actually come across #as someone expressing very intense and frequent anxiety about death and abandonment #but doing so in a way that wouldn't be immediately obvious if you didn't know how much Sitos death effected her #like there's a lot of lines I laughed at when first watching the show #that now I watch them and I'm like 'oh no Mariner 🥺🥺🥺🥺'#like I'm actually sort of coming to the conclusion that she is - base level - more anxious and high strung than Boimler is #she just expresses that anxiety in a less obvious ways so the people around her don't pick up on it #might make a longer post about this once I've finished my rewatch

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aetheranswers · 1 year

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aether died :(

PAIMON: it's really sad...this just happens sometimes.

#[ sorry so long bw posts!! busy time of year. hopefully more frequent this summer :) ]#aether #kokomi #gorou #paimon #genshin ask blog #genshin impact #ask blog #[ also do you guys prefer multi panel responses like this doubled up or all in one continuous post? like one pic per line ]

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emile-tb · 8 months

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so where’s the old men yaoi

I’m lookin right at you @sprucinator3000

Anyway, the old men yaoi will be soon-

#tsp #the stanley parable #this is all /lh lol #completely unrelated—I’ve started school again! and Senior year is a lot more busy than I expected😭#so I might not be able to post as frequently as I usually do without straight up collapsing #sorry y’all :(#answering asks #emiletb ramblings #my art

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wildflowercryptid · 4 months

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kieran seems to unfortunately be joining my collection of faves that get treated real fuckin weird by parts of their fandoms for being ppl who exhibit their struggles with mental illness in less than appealing ways.

#the other big faves that fall into this category are bernadetta von varley from fe3h and shane from sdv #they're both fairly popular but i also see ppl say the wildest shit regarding them #like i've seen ppl say they wanted to see shane suffer more which is ????#yeah he's an asshole but that's a wild response to have to someone being rude to you i'm sorry #one of the major reasons why i haven't been frequenting kieran's tags is bc i keep seeing takes that make me side eye the poster #like why are some ppl wording their posts like kieran's a horrid person i am begging ya'll to chill #kinda sucks to see characters you relate to bc of how they exhibit their mental illness be shat on bc of it idk #sorry i just needed to ramble about this for a sec #mj.txt

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mizolekisser6969 · 3 months

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#havent been here in a while #hi i’m back #I might post more frequently heres some new art..I’ve progressed a lot in a few months..happy 2024 #splat series #splatoon #splatbands #splatfest #front roe #namida splatoon #wet floor splatoon #mizolesplatoon #mizole #ichiya splatoon #michiya #michiyasplatoon #idk how to tag sorry

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kalofi · 4 months

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Your buggy design is so excellent because not only does he have that „Has a good amount of body fat but you also KNOW he’s fairly strong and muscular“ kind of Strongman physique, but I also can see him being the type of guy who people don’t expect to be as agile as he is. Like, even without chopchop powers. People see him and think „I’ll just need to move faster than him and tire him ou-„ and they already got hit with a pretty nasty fakeout right hook. Not even mentioning how surprisingly fast he can move, even if lots of said movement is him trying to run away from something and accompanied by silly noises. You look into one direction for one second and see something approaching, before turning to look at him only to see a Buggy shaped dustcloud and realizing he’s already half a mile away from you.

🤡 💨

(Also I don’t know why but I love how your Shanks looks almost the opposite. Someone who’s strong and physically fit in some ways but also sounds like… someone tapdancing on a bag of potato chips every morning when he gets out of bed and stretches. It’s all just really good shit I gotta say)

this is such a beautiful analysis of how i draw them im nodding in agreement as if im not the one who depicts them this way. so true bestie sooo so so fuckin true. right on the nose (HA!)

basically my thoughts for buggy when im drawing him are “i will make this guy into someone who i am so attracted to” and thats basically it. i want that fat boy. also yeah hes strong to me like he detaches his arms to use as body part “canons” but im under the assumption that he’d still have to be able to pack a decent punch himself if he wanted to deal true damage w his devil fruit. kind of in the same vein of how i believe robin is so lowk jacked bc i think her flowered limbs are only as strong as the originals. anyway buggy works on toon logic as you said with the dustcloud. it may seem impossible for him to pull off but if its funny enough for the bit well he can do anything he sets his heart to. i truly believe this

as for shanks well yes i dont have much to say you laid it out pretty perfectly. that guy does not have a graceful bone in his body he lumbers and grunts and scratches his ass . hes like a mountain beast or some sort to me. hes strong and fast but you’ll know when hes coming hes not much for subtlety. buggy values his means of escape and i think with his devil fruit comes a certain elegance to it if i can be so forthright. well whatever i think im just in love with that clown and it affects the way i percieve him maybe im crazy

#sorry i responded so late to this tumblr is hatd these days #but i miss u guys i want to b more active i do…..stay with me #well i love shuggy i think its obvious by now from how much ive posted about them #zolu will never be topped but i do contemplate those two old men frequently #kalofi’s asks

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