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aacciorriptide · 2 years

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confession: sirius black x reader

summary: Sirius finally escapes the hell hole that is the black family home and y/n is too worried about him to care that she's letting her feelings for him show

word count: 1.1k

content warnings: mentions of parental abuse (not graphic), severe anxiety (?)

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Y/n Evans had been having some... conflicting feelings about a certain dark-haired, Gryffindor friend of her's for a while, and she thought she could control it, hide it long enough for her to get over her stupid little crush, because, there was no way that Sirius 'hottest guy at Hogwarts' black could ever like her back. No way.

So when he shows up, bruised, bleeding, moments from a break down at what was supposed to be a fun weekend at James' place, who could blame her for letting her crush show a bit, too worried to care, fretting and fussing over him?

———

It was a warm summer evening when y/n showed up at the potter's house with her sister — who finally agreed to come, with a lot of begging and promises of all of her chores being done by y/n for a month — and they were greeted with a pitcher of Mrs Potter's freshly made lemonade and one of james' signature dorky smiles.

And so they sat like that, remus' head in y/n's lap, his feet finding their way to lily, James and Peter sharing stories of the few days prior to the twins' arrival that they shared, warmed from the sun, full of Mrs Potter's delicious food.

Everything was perfect. Except one thing.

Sirius wasn't there. Everyone in the group knew about his home life, and how it could be pretty difficult to escape sometimes, but he always turned up eventually.

Sirius liked to act like his home life didn't affect him, like he didn't care what they said and did to him, but y/n worried about him a lot, and those few days at the beginning of each school year where she could see just how much it affects him, where he didn't really talk much, or flinched away from her touch before realising he was safe, still getting used to being back around people that cared about him, really hurt her. She hates seeing him like that. A product of a horrible, abusive childhood, with so much trauma, so hurt, let down by the people who were supposed to care for him, and love him. So, yeah, she worried about him a lot.

It was eating her up inside, wondering where he was, if he was okay.

There was a loud, eager knock on the door, and James jumped up to get it

"Padfoot, mate, what happened to you...?"

Y/n was starting to really worry now, it was Sirius, and he wasn't okay. It was all of her worst nightmares come true.

James quickly called his mum and she took care of him, cleaning all of his cuts and healing his broken arm in a spare room upstairs. She paced around downstairs, picking at the sleeves of her jumper — a nervous habit she's had for as long as she could remember, she picked at the sleeves of her robes nearly every time Sirius talked to her, the butterflies in her stomach only getting worse as a silly little school girl crush grew into something more, something serious — "Y/n, he's going to be okay," Remus said, in a soft voice, calming her, pulling her from her train of thought, he was the only one who knew about her crush apart from lily, and knew how much she worried, and was the only one who could calm her down.

———

Y/n raced upstairs as soon as she was told she could see him, quickly finding him, dropping to her knees next to the bed so they were eye level.

"I was so worried about you..." Y/n said, tears in her eyes.

"You're always worried about me. Why? Why do you care so much, y/n?" It wasn't much louder than a whisper, but it sounded so bitter, as if he thought he didn't deserve her attention.

"Isn't it obvious?" She asked, crying now, all the stress and anger leaving her body, just from being next to him, "I- I care about you — so much... More than I should... And seeing you hurt, Sirius, it - it destroys me. I hate seeing you like this, I care about you so much — I love you so much — and watching them hurt you — I can't do it anymore, Sirius, worrying about you, I- I can't do it......" She was babbling now, not thinking about what she said, her own words not registering, her filter gone.

"Hey, hey, y/n, look at me. Listen to me, you don't have to worry anymore. I'm not going back there. Hey, hey — c'mere," he pulled her onto the bed and wrapped his arms around her, the same way he had done hundreds of times before, but this... This felt different.

———

Sirius was slowly getting better, and he had asked y/n to stay a couple more days at the potter's with him. They hadn't acknowledged what y/n had said yet, but she could feel it coming. The prolonged eye contact, stolen glances that were probably new (that's definitely something she would've noticed before) the blush of Sirius' cheeks whenever their hands brushed together — all this build-up for one conversation that scared her so much.

"Er, y/n? Can we... Can we talk?"

"Um, yeah. Yeah, okay,"

"About... About what you said, did you mean it?" Sirius asked, looking so fragile, like he could break down crying at any second.

"Yes, I - er, did. I meant everything I said, Sirius. I love you — and I have for a long time. Honestly, I'm surprised you didn't notice..." She trailed off, mumbling.

Sirius seemed to suddenly become very interested in the floor as his face grew crimson. “...Oh.”

“‘Oh’? That’s it?”

“Well, what with you rather I say?” He got defensive all of a sudden, “That I’m in love with you? That I love everything about you - like your smile, or your laugh? How nice you are to everyone, no matter who they are? Or the way the tip of your nose goes all pink when you’re cold; because I wish I could, y/n, I really wish I could. But I don’t want to put all of that on you. I would just be a burden.” His silver eyes looked so miserable.

“You - are - not - a - burden!” y/n cried, poking his chest softly, “I will not allow you to talk about yourself like that, okay?”

“But --” he started

“No. Sirius, I love you so much, and nothing you say will change that. God, it feels so good to finally say that,”

He smiled. Not the cocky, confident one he gave everyone else. No - the small, soft one that he saved for her. He snaked his bronzed arms around her and pulled her in for a kiss, his lips soft against hers, his tongue --

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me!” The pair snapped apart at james’ arrival. “Couldn’t you have waited til’ christmas? Now I owe Remus ten galleons!”

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mcwerewolfblack · 6 years

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Chapters: 9/9 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Léon | The Professional (1994), The Big Lebowski (1998), Batman (Movies - Nolan), Wonder Woman (2017), Darkest Hour (2017), The Theory of Everything (2014), Bram Stoker's Dracula (1992) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Minor Sirius Black/Knox Harrington, Minor Remus Lupin/Dracula Characters: Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Tony (Leon The Professional), Knox Harrington, Maudie Atkinson, Jim Gordon, Ares (Wonder Woman), Sir Patrick Morgan, Winston Churchill, Professor Dennis Sciama, Dracula, Norman Stansfield Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Same Performer in Different Roles, Vanishing Cabinets, Someone Tell Harry Never To Shop At Borgin and Burke's Again, Werewolf Remus Lupin, Gay Remus Lupin, Godfather Sirius Black, Godfather Remus Lupin, Harry Potter was Raised by Remus Lupin and Sirius Black, Canon Divergence - Post-Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Anniversary Gifts, Dark Magic, Kissing, Alternate Selves, Flirting, Remus And Sirius Are MaRrieD, Post-Sirius Black in Azkaban, Remus Lupin Needs a Hug, Idiots in Love, Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, Crossover, Crossover Pairings, Bisexual Sirius Black, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Homophobic Language, Cough Stansfield Cough, Implied Sexual Content Summary:

When Harry gives his godparents a stylish cabinet for their anniversary, nobody knows the dark magic it holds. When Remus and Sirius decide to fool around in it, they're transported to different universes, where that man passing them looks exactly like Sirius... then Remus... then Sirius again. How many universes can they survive before getting back to their own in one piece?

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ao3feed-jily · 2 years

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THE MARAUDERS and the time they survived

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2lLHcp6

by ChrisTheHuman

This fanfiction is about the marauders & co's years at hogwarts, (and beyond?) but they don't (all) die, there will probably be plenty of angst tho, so not to worry my fellow angst addicted readers.

Words: 44, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: James Potter, Remus Lupin, Marlene McKinnon, Mary Macdonald, Sirius Black, Peter Pettigrew, Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black, Bartemius Crouch Jr., Hogwarts Students, Hogwarts Staff, Walburga Black, Orion Black, Fleamont Potter, Euphemia Potter, Lyall Lupin, Hope Lupin

Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black/Bartemius Crouch Jr.

Additional Tags: Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Secret Passages, srius likes to throw things, no I won't elaborate, James loves muggle stuff, peter is the secret casanova of hogwarts, Regulus LOVES mac & cheese, Barty starts a year lower than Regulus, Barty gets time turner, Time Turners (Harry Potter), Not Canon Compliant, 10 questions, that one will make sense I promise you

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2lLHcp6

#ao3feed #fanfic #Harry Potter #Jily #James Potter #Lily Evans #Lily Potter #Lily Evans Potter

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