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random-twst-things · 8 months

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Question - of all the characters, who: doesn't know twst isn't a dating sim, knows it's not but aims for it anyway, knows and suffers, and doesn't know - just vibing? Feel free to add more categories

Oooh! That's an interesting concept. I had to think about this for a while bc I wanted this to be the most accurate I could make it. And I'm SO sorry this took so long, I got busy with school and first semester tests I'm so sorry 😭

Contains: Tiny(very tiny) bit of possessiveness(Malleus) angst(?)(idia, jamil, azul, cater, sebek) most certainly some spelling mistakes here and there (English is not my first language I'm srry 😭)

Doesn't know twst isn't a dating sim:

Riddle: Did you really think Riddle would even know what a dating sim is? Absolutely not, especially not with the way he grew up. He has no idea why he loves you (he does, he's just in denial) he's so shy trying to pursue you, he has this act he tries (tires) to put up but it's so easy to see the effect you have on him. He's not as strict on you about the rules as he is the rest, he seems to have developed a soft.

Trey: (I'm so sorry, I don't know much about the guy 😭) Gentleman. That's its. Ty for coming to my TED talk. Okay, but srsly, hear me out on this; He's a whole gentleman when he has a crush. He definitely uses his great baking skills to his advantage with you. He definitely sees how others look and act around you, I mean, who wouldn't when it comes to you. Wanna learn how to bake? He'll gladly teach you and take this as a chance to get to know you even more.

Ace(1): I honestly don't think he'd know twst isn't a dating sim. He's mosy definitely smug about being close to you, after all he is your best friend, right? Bro thinks he has rizz but he's just a fumbling mess when he tries it just makes him look clumsy (sorry ace)

Deuce: he's so sweet. He's glad he's one of your best friends and get to be close to you without worry. Part of his delinquent side does come out a little when it comes to you, it's not directed to you! Not at all! More like directed towards those who did you wrong and didn't even try to say sorry. Don't worry, he won't do anything to reckless! He still wants to be an honor student after all. He's gonna do his very best for his mom and you.

Ruggie: oui, he's hard to tell on what category. He likes you. He likes how you are. It never bothered him one bit that your home was semi broken. God, the things he would think and want to say to you (He's romantic like that yall), but he's too shy to actually say (yall he's making me blush eeeee)

Kalim: he's too busy hanging out and being happy with you he doesn't even notice. All he knows is that he loves you and wishes to show you the world (see what I did there? Eh? Eeeh?) He's not at all shy about the compliments he gives you, he's really creative with them, tho. Invites you to every single one of his parties and makes you take home as much food as you want.

Epel: He's going for you most definitely, even with all these people. He does his very best to look strong and manly in front of you, that it's cute. He doesn't really mind if you call him cute or pretty, if that's what you like, but he's still gonna act (only a little) like he hates it, but he never tells you to stop.

Floyd(1): Two words; good luck. This guy will not try to hide his favoritism with you. He will not hide his desire to steal you or keep you from the rest. His very (very) open about it, too. It doesn't even matter if he knew twst wasn't a dating sim. He's still gonna be the same. You don't mind his (bone crushing) hugs? He's allowed to squish you? ....you shouldn't have said that bc now every time he sees you he squeezes you so tight he cracks your sore muscles like those chiropractors on TikTok.

Jade: hmmmm (good luck, again) He's a gentleman, but in an offsetting way, yk? He's the silent one. The type to smile when provoked and just bc, it's hard to tell the difference but its there. He's a watcher. He knows almost all of your special interests (Don't ask how he knows that). Putting the creepy aura behind, he's a nice guy (?) He'll most definitely rant about his mushrooms to you. You don't mind? You like hearing about his mushrooms? Oh my.... good luck

Malleus(?): I feel like he does, but doesn't at the same time? I don't think he knows what a dating sim is, but he notices the way the others act and look at you. He notices the way things seem... different. But he isn't one to back down when something precious to him is to be taken away from him. He is a dragon, after all. (Not that he'd let that happen to begin with, you'll love him dearly in the end....won't you?) Talks to you about his gargoyles, all the different facts. You dont mind the long talks about it? Youre asking to know more?? Oh great sevens....

Silver: (AWWWWW) he's so sweet. He tries so hard to show he likes you but in such a subtle way that it's hard to catch on it even notice. He's a gentleman at heart. He loves how understanding you are of his sudden sleepiness and tiredness and don't get angry at him for something he can't control as much as he'd love to. You wanna watch over him while he sleeps? Why? Oh, so nothing harms him when he's asleep? Oh dear... His heart is beating so fast he might not even be able to sleep now (he does anyways, but with tinted cheeks)

Knows it's not but aims for it anyway:

Leona: he's the type of guy to somehow always know something you don't expect him to know. Anyways. The dude could care less if the game wasn't designed to be a dating sim. He's still going for it in his own way. Unlike the past, this is something he can't give up on. you're something he can't give up on. But oh, is this man so so smug when he uses you as a pillow.

Vil: it's either Rook told him or he figured it out on his own before Rook told him. Even if twst wasn't meant to be a dating sim with love, he will turn zero into something like he's always done. He will by any means do his utmost and his best to pursue you all while being himself. He cherishes the moments you have alone when he's giving you advice on how to take care of your skin. The small and soft lingering touches when he teaches you how to apply moisturizer correctly.

Rook: Okay, he's bound to find out twst isn't a dating sim. He's a sharp guy. Even with the knowledge of knowing twst isn't a dating sim, it isn't going to stop him from pursuing you. He himself finds this situation funny with how many hearts you've captured even with twst not supposedly being capable of that. Oh? How did you know he was watching you? You could feel him? Oh dear trickster you sure do know how to pull his heart strings.

Floyd(2): Good luck once again. I couldn't decide whether he knew or not. But! Same situation regardless. Instead, tho, he's a bit more.... more him? He's gonna find this all so much more hilarious and funny.

Lilia: This cheeky old man most definitely knows. He's seen dating Sims and knows what they are. Just bc twst isn't designed to be a dating sim doesn't mean he can't aim for it. He's not at all shy when it comes to pursuing you. He's been alive for hundreds of years, what's there to be afraid of?

Knows and suffers:

Cater: (I'm so sorry, I had to 1.0) cay-cay gonna slay-slay, more like cry-cry. I feel like he's a "2nd male lead syndrome" type of guy, yk?? It's a bit hard to explain, but yeah. Anyways. 2nd male lead, we all know how that ends, don't we? (Hint: tears) He's cautious when it comes to love, hes scared of it at times. He does know he loves you but he's going to watch you being happy instead. He wishes you the best, truly! (he hates the little feeling in his chest when he says those words bc his words and actions say their happy for you, but the little feeling in his chest says otherwise)

Azul: he loves you, he really does, but would you? He knows he isn't the ideal guy. He knows he's done some shady things. And most of all, he knows (thinks) that with all these suitable people for you, he'd never be considered a choice. So he's content with just watching you from afar living a happy life. Every time you enter the lounge he finds himself between wanting to hide away or catering to your every need but he knows that if he gets any closer to you it'll just hurt more in the future.

Jamil: He's a smart guy, he knows. He also knows that he doesn't stand a chance with all these suitors going after you. A prince, an heir, a model/actor, knights, etc. He'd like to think he did stand a chance, but standing next to them, he can't help but let his insecurities get the better of him. But, oh... when you offer to help him with his chores he can't help but think that maybe... Just maybe there's a chance.

Idia: he most definitely knows, I mean, look at the way they all look at you!! He knows and suffers with the thought that he'd never stand a chance. You're being pursued by all these SSR characters!!! Surely you'd never pick someone like him when you could do so much better. He'd stuff himself in his room even more (if that's even possible) He'd avoid you even with his tablet. Every time he rejects the offer when you invite him to play video games he hates himself even more. Stop giving him false hope... Please

Sebek: (I'm so sorry 2.0) Malleus. That's why. His master, he can't seem to accept that his master would aim for a human like you, but he's hurt. He doesn't know why he feels that way. He doesn't understand why his chest hurts when he sees malleus and you interacting in such a way. (He'll begin to understand after a while, WHILE) once he realizes why it hurt, he is distraught. He won't show it, but you can see the subtle changes in his composure every now and then. He knows he has to let you go. He feels as if he has lost you. Lost something that wasn't even his to begin with and never would have been.

Doesn't know and/or just vibes:

Crowley: Dudes clueless

Grimm: he's just confused as to why everyone is after his henchmen. He doesn't know what a dating sim is either.

Ace(2): he's having the time of his life seeing you struggle with all this. He has absolutely no idea why so many are after you, but he's just gonna watch as they all struggle. (He knows why they are after you, after all his best friend in kinda cool, but he'd never admit to that) also has a laugh with watching riddle try (don't tell riddle he said that tho)

Ruggie(2): another that's gonna have the time of his life with this. Laughing like the hyena he is, watching the struggle (especially Leona's struggle 💀)

Jack: He's just vibing. This whole situation is a mess, really. He watches out for you most of the time just in case. (*caugh* floyd *cough*) He's a bit worried for you ngl so he wants to teach you self defense just in case, if you already know how to handle yourself thats great! (*cough* floyd *cough)

Bonus

He does know and tries to be supportive

Ortho: he knows. His brother told him in his ramblings, and he noticed that idia is thinking smth negative. He tries to encourage him in every possible way to just try, that is a chance, but nothing seems to work.

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pawzofchaos · 4 months

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MORE TD EPISODE PREDICTIONS FOR 7 AND 8

SPOILERS //

-I WAS FUCKINGG RIGHT!! COOKING/BAKING CHALLENGE!! I really hope it's like a "choose a partner to bake with! And then it's the SUDDEN DEATH ROUND"

-Erm "special guest" for episode 7? It's most likely either scary girl or some Gordon Ramsey ripoff, BUT I'D LOVE FOR IT TO BE AN OG CAST MEMBER LIKR OWEN OR DJ OR ZEKE♥️ or Ripper's nonna idfk

-I waht ripper to surprisingly be like super mega good at cooking IK EVERYONES EXPECTING HIM TO BURN WATER BUT I RLLY WANT HIM TO WHIP UP SOME FANCY RESTAURANT ITALIAN DISH

-Axel will probably catch a squirrel or smth in the woods, cook it and call it dinner

-more Raj and Wayne moments. Now that Bowie's gone I wanna see Raj being more independent and Wayne supporting him

-more Priyaleb lead ups and moments... Caleb is srsly thinking abt her more and more and falling 4 her

-more cringey ripaxel moments they're kinda like cocaine, terrible but addictive

-speaking of that (🤓☝️), i don't want this to be true AT ALL but I'm thinking that the ripaxel double elimination might happen.... I WANT THEM TO DEVELOP MORE ANF MORE AND I WILL ACTUALLY START CRYING IF RIPPER LEAVES BUT IVE SEEN SO MANY PPL SAY IT AND IT MAKES THE MOST SENSE ☹️

-either that or some random ass combo like Wayne and MK

-or if it isn't even the double elim episode and some other single character gets out

-that bear in episode 6 is revealed to be scary girl in a bear costume 😱

-DAMIEN AND ZEE FRIENDSHIP MOMENTS AGAIN 🙏 they were funneeee I really hope they partner up again and Damien confidence arc continues ("I am going to win this challenge! NOBODY CAN STOP ME!" "Whooo sweet dude! You go! *slurps soda*")

-MKulia vs Raj and Wayne I rlly wanna see them shit talk each other

-I really want the fact that Ripper participated in cheating with his team is brought up again, seeing as Axel hates cheating

-more ripper and axel I'm sorry,, but I'm growing so used to them I think if they break up I will have a mental breakdown (⬅️ emotional issues)

-going back to the challenge I kind of hope it's different, in the way that maybe they have to catch their own food and then prepare it from scrap in the kitchen (Axel you were right bby)

-it's like Nailed It, Chef Chris and special guest are the judges and these ppl make disaster dishes out of wild animals

-Zee's gonna ruin shit for Priya and Caleb in ep 8... and then they might vote him out 💔

-Interns talk

-someone says slay or pookie or smth

#this is more like an unorganized journal than actual good predictions it’s so all over the place #idk let’s see if I’m right party hat emoji #mike says shit #text post #td #tdi #total drama #total drama new seasons #tdi 2023 #total drama reboot #total drama 2023 #predictions #total drama predictions #screaming IM SO EXCITED #last Monday was a nightmare though the files couldn’t get leaked properly #cant wait for that again

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flowerisevil · 1 year

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The life they gave away | FemOC Hightower x Harwin Strong,

summary: when will they can do it again?

a/n: English is not my first language so expect for grammatical and typographical erros (I'm not joking srsly my english is not great).

warnings: angst love, age gap, arrange marriage? (not really sure if I can call it like that)

Being the oldest daughter of the King's Hand is very exhausting at a young age she has to learn how to be a "decent" girl, she always read books, learns new things, study history, and everything because that's what her father wants.

"Agatha" she looked at the girl who called her, her younger sister Alicent.

"The carriage is already here, Father want our presence in the Keep" she explained again as they ride the said carriage.

When they arrive at the castle Alicent was immidiately drifted away from her she said she's gonna look for her bestfriend Rhaenyra, the princess of the realm. She walked around the castle being here always when she was a little girl she already knew the route around the castle.

She walked inside the kitchen and saw a lot of servants there preparing some foods, her eyes scanned the room and looked for someone she knew here, Romilda the oldest cooker here.

"Romilda? what's with all the food?" she asked while giving her the book she asked for.

"Oh it's for the knights Lady Hightower, the Queen Aemma said that we should give them snacks for today it was an urgent order so were being quick" she said and go back to work.

"I will help" she said and started to do works some servants protest but she still insisted, she have nothing to do here her father is still in a meeting, and her sister is with the princess, so instead of just roaming around why don't she help them?

She baked breads and cookies she used her late mother's recipe that she thought her before, she gave Romilda one of it to taste test.

"Agatha this is delicious" the old lady compliment making her smile reach to her eyes, she was flattered as the other maids tried it and they all agreed.

"Thank you, it's my mother's own recipe" she said and started to bake more.

She wiped the sweats forming in her forehead, she loves baking but god she didn't expect this amount of bread to be baked but she can't complain she asked Romilda of how many possible bread she have to bake and she happily agreed when the lady said a specific amount. After baking all of it she put it all in a big container.

"I'll come with you, please" she begged.

"Ask your father first Lady we can't let you out the castle without his permission" Lucinda nodded and run fast until she reached the council meeting room.

"I would like to talk to my father please" she said to the knight that was guarding the door, the knight nod and opened the door letting her in.

All eyes turned to her as she entered the room and whispered to her father.

"Father I will help the servants to give foods for the knights in City Watch, please let me come with them" she pleaded. Otto gave her a familiar look when his answer is a no, she nod in defeat and was about to leave.

"Let her Otto so she can also see the City, you're daughter is no kid anymore" She heard the King said.

"She's still a young girl, your grace but if that's the king's order I will allow it, you can go" Agatha smiled widely and muttered a thank you to the King.

She was smiling from ear to ear, and walked back to the kitchen she told Romilda that her father already allowed her and the lady happily guide her to her carriage, Agatha also insisted to bring breads with her in the carriage.

Her ride was quiet but deep inside she was so excited after eighteen years she can finally see the City she grew up on. But sadly she can't explore it, after minutes she heard a knock in her carriage it was Romilda, they have arrived at the City and where the knights took there rest for some minutes. She helped them put the foods on the table that was served she can see some of faces are shock probably some didn't recognized her or some are surprise to see her.

She roamed her eyes around and it was settled to a big tall man he was talking to someone, she scanned him he's wearing a knight armor and a sword on his right side, he looked so scary like someone who you wouldn't want to mess with.

On the other hand Harwin was talking with his brother gathering information about the daughter of the King's Hand.

"Fuck off Harwin" Larys said completely annoyed because of his brother.

"Come on brother, I just want to know her"

"Does it look like I have talked to her? Also if you want to know her go talk to her but I will warn you, Otto is not an easy guy brother" Larys reminded him, he only rolled his eyes.

He's not scared to approach her he just don't want to scare her off.

He looked for her and saw her talking to Romilda a cooker from the Keep she was also helping her with the foods, she took the container from the old lady and happily brought it on the table, everyone ate and laugh and saying thank you to the servants, she looked at Agatha and saw her looking at the baked breads and cookies, she kept looking at it and back to the people.

Agatha was nervous, why does no one was eating her breads and cookies? she continues peeling the skin of her fingers, she turned around and stayed inside her carriage she decided to just stay there until they go back.

A hard knocked startled her inside, she opened it and saw Romilda narrowing her eyes at her.

"What are you doing here? The people are looking for you!" Romilda scolded.

"They do?"

"Of course they said that your pastries are delicious" Agatha jumped out off the carriage like an excited kid and fixed herself before walking to the people waiting for her, everyone complimented her.

"This is great my lady!"

"Truly one of the best cookies I ever had"

"I could eat this all day and still ask for it"

And a lot more compliments, she felt appreciated and welcomed, her father told her baking is a waste of time but she didn't believed it and continue doing it because to her baking and the cookies she made is a memory of her late mother to her.

"Thank you, I'm happy that all of you liked it" she said and smile.

She see some knights inviting other people to eat with them always offering her pastries to them,

"Now I need to know what's the recipe behind this amazing cookies" she slightly jumped when she heard a voice behind her, it was the knight she saw earlier.

"Oh! it's my mother's recipe, Ser?" she trailed waiting for the familiar guy to answer her,

"Harwin"

"Ser Harwin, I learned it from her" she added, Harwin can't help but to admire her smile, eyes, her entire face actually.

"I'm Agatha by the way" she introduced herself trying to be friends with the knight.

"I do think a lot knew you, you're father is the King's Hand" he said and took another bite on the cookies he was holding, her cookies was really great that's why he immidietly told everyone to give it a bite.

Agatha just smiled at him and turned around helping the servants again.

"I would stay away if I were you, Otto will surely wed her to some high Lords" He glared at his bitter brother beside him.

His eyes followed her as the girl entered the carriage.

"If she looked back means were gonna meet again" he thought to himself.

And she did looked back.

She smiled sweetly at him and waved a goodbye, Harwin did the same he waved back like a kid to her, she is an amazing woman.

Harwin watched her climb up to her carriage and wide smile was plastered on his face he can see the disgusted look his younger brother's throwing at her but he didn't care.

The god must really love him because they make his dream come true, it was night when he decided to visit and hunt some wild animals in the forest, he was eyeing for that white horse but it ran away he go after it but it lost in his vision.

"Fuck" he muttered to himself, he panicked when he heard some twigs rumbling sounds like he has an accompany.

He followed the source of the sound and suddenly it stopped.

Agatha was walking around the forest to gather some fresh air but she felt like someone is following her, getting alerted she hid from the big tree and wore her hood there she saw a man coming out from the dark, she took her dagger and tackled the man.

She pushed the guy to the ground before pointing the dagger in his throat.

"Who are you and why are you following me?" she asked, she can't clearly see the man beneath him cause other hood was too big for her head.

"Lady I'm sorry to-" she realized who's the voice from and instantly took off her hood both person was shock.

"Harwin?"

"Lady Hightower?" they both said at the same time.

She moved away from him realizing how awkward there position was, she fixed the dress under the long hood and Harwin also did the same, shame covered her whole body and just walked away.

Harwin followed her until her reached at the very end of forest, it was a cliff Agatha sat there making her legs swing.

"It's dangerous for you to be out here" Harwin said sitting beside her.

"I just want some fresh air you know, it's been a rough day" she smiled her eyes was glistening from the tears that's forming on the side of her eyes.

"You know people say I'm a great listener" he jested and acted fake proud about it, she laughed at him.

"Why? Has anybody already open up to you Ser? or it's a different thing that you're hearing?" she joked back she tilted her head to the side, teasing him.

"You'll never know" he answered and they both laughed together, her eyes disappear everytime she laughs which is an odd thing because her eyes aren't that small.

When their laughs faded the lady sighs.

"My father, he wants me to go in the North and wants me to be a nun which is I don't understand! He wants Alicent to be wed to some high lord but for me he want me to be a fucking nun? it's not like I hate them but I don't want to be a nun! Sevens my father is so weird, when I told him I don't want to and that I want to get wed and be a Queen or a high born wife he laughed at me" her strong features soften as she remember the words her father gave her.

"He said I'm not pretty enough for a lord to marry me or asked my hand in marriage, he said I'm not pretty as my mother nor my sister...." she said almost turning into a whisper.

"What the fuck is wrong with her father?" Harwin thought, every knight was literally drowned to her beauty when she arrived at the City he have to threaten some of them to not make a move to her so he can have her for himself only.

"I really wanted to be a Queen someday you know, I want people to look up to me, respect me I know it sound silly but still...I also want to help them, the people.... " He adored her reasons but Harwin lost his hope in her words, being a Queen is something he can never give to her, he's a heir but not a King.

"It's no silly even I want to be a King though it's impossible but who gives care? we dream what we want" he tried to cheer her gladly it worked the girl beamed at him.

Harwin and Lady Agatha shared a lot of bonds the next few days, they shared a lot of information about themselves and Harwin couldn't be any happier finally Agatha knew and acknowledge him, he knew a lot of things about her, she loves baking, reading, and painting she also has a great voice.

Meanwhile, Agatha is also happy about the accompany the knight is giving her, she loves how carefree Harwin is something she could never be, the knight awakens something inside her that she never recognized but whenever she's with him she somewhat felt happy.

The love between them grows as time goes by and they're not the only person who took a notice about it.

"So you and Ser Harwin?" Alicent teased her, they're in their assigned room and prepare to rest but her little sister had invite her in her chamber.

"What about him?" she asked while turning the pages the book she's gonna read for her, her focus was interrupted when the door of her sister's chamber opened and revealed the princess; Agatha stood up and bow her head for respect.

"No, there's no need" Rhaenyra chuckled and held her shoulders slowly pushing her down to sit again, and then the two young girls started poking her.

"You never told me there's something between you and Breakbones, hmm" Rhaenyra teased and poked the sides of her waist and Alicent did the same.

"There's no something between us Rhaenyra" Agatha said not looking at them but just at her books as soon as the playful smile appeared in her lips the two other girls squealed and giggled loudly, she panicked a bit and sign them to stop.

"Do not make any loud sounds we might wake up the whole Keep" she reprimanded the two.

But even herself she can't help but to feel her inside from thrilling, Harwin was truly handsome but it's not only his looks that made her like him, despite from her nickname he was a gentleman and seems like the perfect type of a man who will submit to her, to his lover. The idea of a man being dedicated to her makes her inside beam.

"Both of you should rest, Queen Aemma wouldn't want to know that the princess is late for her bed" She reminded them, and leave the room

She was walking through the empty halls to her chamber when a hand grabbed her arms and dragged her somewhere, she looked up to see Harwin wearing his city watch uniform.

"Where are we going?" she asked.

Harwin didn't answer until they reached outside the castle Harwin pushed a mystery door and it revealed them somewhere near the lake.

"Can you walk more?" Harwin asked her with a wide smile in his face, before she can even answer she heard Harwin whispered something under his breath before carrying her in a bridal style.

"Ah- I can walk Harwin" she raise her voice, the knight just chuckled he continue to walk until they reach at the top of a mountain, star was visible in the sky and the moon is full and bright..

Agatha was astonish of the scenery in front of her, she slowly sat on the grass she didn't mind if it will stain her dress, she looked around and saw Harwin looking up and admiring the beautiful sky too.

He looked so fucking beautiful the stars reflecting in his deep blue eyes is ideal, his long curly hair in a half bun, his strong posture everything about him is flawless, that's where she realized she have fallen in love with him, Ser Harwin "Breakbones" Strong, the strongest knight in the Seven Kingdoms, the man she dreamed of.

"Harwin" she called him, he turned his head to her and walked closer to her he stopped few feet away from her but Agatha walked closer, closing the large distance between them.

"Thank you" she said and smile and small tear forming in the side of her eye, only now did she feel that she was important to someone, that someone see her, know her truly.

"You deserve more than this to be truthful" Harwin tried to kiss her forehead but Agatha grip her collar and sealed her lips to him, she can feel how Harwin froze, she caress his hair to calm him.

And there under the moon, not only the gods but so are the stars and the moon itself witnessed their love for each other.

"Someday, if the right time comes I'm gonna marry you and make you mine" Harwin whispered between their passionate kiss.

"I'm already yours" she answered.

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Day passed Agatha was happy with Harwin but they need to keep their love between the two of them I mean that WAS their plan only if the princess and her sister aren't that so smart.

"I never expected the both of you to be together!" Agatha hushed the loud princess.

"Princess Rhaenyra, Lady Alicent promise me you will keep this personal, me and Agatha still need time" Harwin explained, the two girls nodded understanding him.

Rhaenyra stood up as soon as her personal shield, Ser Criston Cole called her the knight said that her father is asking for her audience.

They all watched as the young princess walked out of the garden, Agatha insisted on going with her since she will also have to talked with her father.

Harwin and Alicent was left at the garden the girl coughed to gain Harwin's attention, when he looked at her she exhales and spoke

"Ser Harwin I trust you with my sister please make her happy" she said with a smile but the smile was something else like she's...... sad?

"You're sister makes me the happiest man on the whole Realm and I only intend to give back what she deserves" Alicent was amused by his words Ser Harwin truly is one of a kind man, no wonder her older sister fell for him, Alicent know that her sister will need Harwin, one day she will have to left Agatha and do a duty her father want.

Alicent can't help the tear that escaped her eyes, she instantly looked away while wiping the tears off her.

"Lady? Are you alright? did I say something wrong" Harwin grew worried but she just shook her head.

"No no I'm just happy for my sister" it was a half lie, that's not the reason why she's crying but she was happy for her sister.

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Agatha was walking back to her chamber not planning to go back at the garden to meet her lover and sister, she immediately closed her door and locked it.

She didn't mean to eavesdrop the small meeting between the King, her Father and the Princess, the Queen is now dead, she's been dead for three days but the King didn't have the courage to tell the people and her daughter, she died from a childbirth..

She was worried for Rhaenyra but also sad because the Queen has been a great mother figure to both her and Alicent, she heard a soft knock in her and opened it, it was the young princess Rhaenyra, the girl immediately hugged her tightly and breakdown to her.

"Mother's dead...." she whispered, her cries are followed with Alicent's footstep as soon as she saw Rhaenyra crying she already know that she have heard the sad news.

Alicent wrapped her arms to hug her bestfriend, they both entered her room and comforted the grieving princess, after couple of hourd passed Alicent called by their father she excused herself to both of them before leaving.

"How are you feeling?" Agatha asked as she stroke the white hair of the princess, she sat up and wipe her tears.

"I am not okay but both of you are here so it's more great you two bring so much comfort in me..... especially Alicent" the last word almost sound a whisper but didn't go unnoticed by the Lady, she was no blind and it's clear as sky the little romance that her sister and the princess is having, from leaving and entering their chambers together with smile and loving stares at each other, from always looking out for each other, the hugs, small hands gestures, teasing small kisses, it all connected to the older Hightower, they were inlove with each other romantically.

"She's special to me.., Alicent" Rhaenyra said and grabbed her hand squeezing it.

"I can't help but to fall for her, she made me feel valid, and loved though my father never failed to show love to me but hers is different, Alicent- she's...... she's everything to me" the princess added, Agatha can almost see how her pupils gets bigger while confessing her love for her sister, and slowly a loving smile formed on the princess' lips.

"I am inlove with Alicent...and she feel the same way we've been hiding our relationship for almost a month" she confessed.

Agatha knew from the start, just as she said she's not blind nor stupid or maybe the two young girls are just too obvious.

"You both deserve each other and I am happy for both of you and I will do everything I can to protect you both, it just saddens me that I have to hear it from you and not from my own sister" she faked sad and dramatically held her chest like it's hurting, Rhaenyra laughed and softly smacked her arm.

Agatha was happy that these young girls have found themselves and their happiness.

But women aren't free to love who they want in a society that's lead by men....

"No I can't do that!" Alicent shouted to their father as she reject him.

The King's Hand, your father Otto Hightower have always lust for a higher position, even his current position now didn't satisfy him and the only position who's higher than his is the King.

So when he realized he can't have it perhaps one of his future grandsire can, that's when he called for a family meeting in their tower.

"You do must I say! I am your father-"

Alicent and Otto are fighting in front of her, she just her father as he offer your younger sister to "comfort" the sad King til it leads to something but of course her sister rejected him, she can't do that to the princess, her secret lover.

"I can't do it father I can't!" and that's where Otto grow tired convincing her sister and turned to her.

She is his last chance....

Otto didn't want her to be the Queen he always saw her as unworthy because of her weak attitude but truly her father never knew her and her desires for the high title, her plans for the Kingdom, everything.

And she's not going to lie, her father's plan will lead her to somewhere and if lucky she can be the next Queen which she always dreamed of, she knew how much she wants to be the Queen and now the opportunity is in front of her, she have choices.

First she can reject his father and her father would let him, let's say Otto kind of favors her more than Alicent when it comes to this decision weird yes but what can she do? and then her younger sister is forced to do what their father wish, second, accept it.

And she choose the one she would benefit, the second one.

With that she can be the Queen and she can protect Alicent and Rhaenyra she will make sure that they will have a happy life while their young and she can help the people who need needs help.

The kids in Flea Bottom, families there and women who endured all kind of abuse just to survive their daily lives......she wants to help them and to make it come true she have to be the Queen first...

"I'll do it but in one condition" she said.

Alicent looked at her older sister and shook her head trying to say that she doesn't have to do this but Agatha already decided, she will do this one way or another.

Otto let her do what she wants she said that she would make the King marry her but not by bedding him, she would never stoop that low. She will go to the King's bed and comforted him give him sweet words saying how brave he is.

She knew the King, she knew how vulnerable and sensitive he is, she knew what the right words to use for him to like her, she will made him feel valid, understood, and more.

"You're greater than you think My King" Agatha said and rub his back, he just got into an argument with his brother again and Daemon insulted him for how weak he is as a King.

"A great father and a King the people couldn't ask for more do you hear me?" she caressed both side of his face and make him look at her.

Viserys is a great man she would not deny it but he is weak to be a King he's soft heart, his lack of strategies on everything, and vulnerability is his weaknesses.

"How can you still see me like that?" Viserys asked.

She was lost in his eyes not because it was beautiful but because she can almost see Harwin's eyes on his, she was lost and her mind completely went to him.

To her love....

But she didn't let that mess this up, she smiled sweetly at him "Because that who you are and you deserve all the love a person can give you..." she said.

She hoped her words brought comfort to him because she really want to comfort the sad King but she also wished it worked on him.

And it did.

Later Viserys talked with her father and asked for her hand in marriage of course her father agreed instantly.

The news was delivered to her by her sister Alicent she smiled to her, Agatha turned around at her as the tears starts pooling to her eyes.

This is what she wants right? to be the Queen? then why the fuck she is crying?

Well maybe because of the fact that she just realized that she will have to leave Harwin, even though her marriage with the King is pure political Agatha wants to be a dutiful and faithful wife.

"Sister I'm sorry...." Alicent hugged her from behind.

"I have to talk to him"

"Can I ask you something Agatha?" She looked at her young sister and nod "If you love him then why are you doing this? You could just say no to our father and you know well he will be okay with it and force me to marry him instead but you didn't"

Those questions was repeated to her now, but now it was the love of her life who's asking.

"Why did you offer yourself if you can just say no?" was the exact words that leave his mouth.

She wanted to protect Alicent and Rhaenyra is one of her reason but she have a specific reason why did that.

She also wanted to be a Queen....

It's was her dream, it's what her heart wants, she loves Harwin so much other than everyone but he's no King, it sounds selfish yes but being in her situation where men decides for your fate is exhausting, with this marriage she can get away from her father's order and she can even help women in the realm.

She want to rule, to have power, for people look up to her, for people to listen to her. She wanted all of that and Harwin can't give that to her.

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"I need this Harwin you know that" she said and pulled his hand to place it on her cheeks.

The soon the news reached his ears he immediately went to her and they both went at the top of the mountain where he brought her. Where Agatha first felt the love that Harwin have for her.

Of course Harwin understands her, he knew how much she wanted this what she would trade to be the Queen, he just didn't expect that this day would really come.

"I will always wait for you" Harwin reminded him, his eyes starts to water but the strong wind wipe it away.

"Don't.... please....you have nothing to wait from me I'm never coming back to you"

"Why? I can be your mistress if you want, please there's always a way Agatha" Harwin begged and cupped both side of her cheeks.

"I love you Harwin please know that"

"Then why are you doing this to me?"

"Want is different from need, I need you but I want to be the Queen and I chose to where I can do something"

The silence covered them, her hands on his shoulder while his in on the both side of her cheeks. Harwin was staring at her, her eyes that's covered with teard and sadness, her lips that has a small comforting smile.

He love you and he will understand every decision you make, he wants you to be happy even if it means that you have to leave him.

"I do not deserve your love..." her chuckle turned into a sob as she stood up and starts to walked away.

It's the truth she didn't deserve his love, he will give up anything for her but she won't do the same, their like an asymptote line,no matter how closer they get fate will always find away to separate them.

While Agatha thinking she doesn't deserve his love nor anyone's love Harwin didn't think the same instead he thought that maybe if he showed her his love for her then maybe it will be enough for her to stay.

For her to choose him...

"You deserve everything Agatha you have give every part of yourself to everyone, you also deserve for someone to give you a part of themselves and I'm willing and will always be willing to be that person" Harwin said and kissed her forehead.

That was the most saddest form of touch they both felt.

No matter what decision Agatha will make Harwin will always love her, with or without something to return.

"I really want to think it that way but I just can't....I't doesn't feel right maybe because some people just really don't deserve to be happy like genuinely happy and unfortunately I am one of them" The day she and Harwin became together she thought she can finally have a genuine and happy life because after years finally someone loved her, a love without needing to return for it, a love without needing to give back but maybe all of that was just a thought.

Maybe the gods forbid her for being happy if is so what did she do to deserve a such thing? why does she have to crave for power and not love?

"I'm sorry.... really I am, I want to come back but I can't anymore I wanted this Harwin I want you to know that there's no one to blame on this not my father, Alicent or even my betrothed" she added.

Her betrothed...

Harwin thought that words will be refered to him someday, "Agatha's betrothed".

"Did you regret meeting me?" Agatha asked suddenly. She wanted to know, did he? after this would he tell himself that maybe of both of you didn't crossed path this wouldn't happen?.

"No, and if in different times this would happen again I would still always choose to cross my path with you because I love you, I love everything about you, your kind souls, eyes, smiles, lips, words, I love your decision whether it's right or wrong I love you Agatha so no I never regretted every single thing we had" With his words Agatha broke down.

She hurt him and what's worst is she can't do anything to mend his pain.

She can't say anything other than sorry because that's all what she can do right now, to apologize to him.

"In different time I am begging my love, next time if we ever cross our paths again choose me..." Harwin softly said and hugged her.

He was now crying cause he knew after this everything they have will be thrown away and forgotten, he will go back as a knight and her will be his Queen.

"I will my love, I will" she only answer they both stayed in their place afraid that if they pulled away no one in between them will know when they can do this again

#harwin breakbones #hotd fanfic #house of the dragon #harwin strong x reader #fanfic #harwin strong imagine #daddy harwin #harwin strong #ser harwin x reader #ser harwin strong #breakbones #hotd x reader #harwin strong x oc

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luci-z-wont-shut-up · 2 months

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Episode 2

Bro snow in the desert is not actually that wierd

Bro. Bro u srsly need to rethink ur tourism program like what the fuck. FREE RADON FOR EVERYONE

I'm sorry but as soon as he said "it changes colors" I immediately envisioned a fuckin. Caramelldansen cloud XD

OH SO IT KILLS PPL. O K A Y .

Bro if literally Existing in Nightvale is so dangerous, how does the population stay afloat. At all.

Sounds like just a normal day in the post office tbh. Also Racist Magic Guy is starting to grow on me. His oblivious stupidity and self-sure incompetence have captivated me.

Honestly a floating cat in the men's bathroom sounds like the least abnormal thing so far. Cats are just Like That™️.

"This message was brought to you by Coca-Cola" yeah that tracks X'D

"Because all of us are normal" bombastic side eye. Criminal offensive side eye

Ah so the secret Boy Scout cult has finally achieved immorality. Good to know. Just another Tuesday ig. Also d a r k s c o u t XD

WAIT "Sign-up is automatic and random" um wat. Hi what. Does. Does this perchance have anything to do with the Ominous Helicopters

This man has *clearly* never been a father. Or had siblings. Or cousins. Ever. Maybe *don't* bring children near the Caramelldansen Cloud of Carrion?

...oh so they just have straight up dragons. Ok. Dragons who commit insurance fraud? *throws hands up* why not

"McDaniels was pulled over for speeding last night" UM SIR how big was that car?!? Actually ykw nvm it prolly just had a pocket dimension or amthn this is fuckin Nightvale why am I trying to use logic

Okay #1. Secret Dragon Society that's actually Not That Secret is kinda cool, #2. WTF DO YOU MEAN STOP SIGN IMMUNITY. like don't get me wrong I *understand the temptation* but also why would you allow dom3thing so profoundly stupid and unsafe as a r e w a r d for

... for being an Alert Citizen. Ok. Ok I guess I can kinda see where they're coming from. Maybe. [Didn't sleep well last night and I'm tired so sorry if my commentary's getting lackluster]

Also stamp system for being compliant with the secret police. Yeah that's not sus at allllll

Bro I wish I could schedule my workplace to be Unknowable some days. Dot Day sounds... ominous, for a number of reasons but more so their implications than anything actually ominous, yk?

[I need sleep]

Bro I would NOT pay $5 for a music lesson like that, let alone $50

"Bake sale proceeds go to blood space war" okay invader zim

"Wednesday has been cancelled due to a scheduling error" XD honestly w my terrible sense of time that just sounds like a normal thing to me

Tfw a your perfectly good ice cream outing is inturupted by a dead lion dropping from the sky

[Continuing this like 3 weeks l8r so sorry for the Commentary Continuity Disruption Leik Woah]

Uhhhhhhhhhh so in the weeks I've been gone I threw myself back asswards into TMA content [so yes v much Spoilers First Bc I Had No Patience] and? I am. Very much getting a Smirke's Fourteen vibe from the Carrion Cloud. Also is Mr radio man. Like. Okayyy??!?!?

AND NOW THE WEATHER

🎶Waitin for the bus in the rain in the rain in the waitin for the bus in the raiiiin 😎 🎶

Damn this is actually a legit bop I would make this new ringtone no question

(Don't get me wrong I fully expect this to have Lore implications later on but for now I'm just Vibin)

NOT SURE WHAT HAPOENED MY ASS

oh. Oh, Tapes, you say??? Well. *strokes imaginary beard*

What. The fuck? Genuine Life Advice? In my horror/weirdcore podcast? It's More Likely Than You'd Think. What. qhat even is this.

Ok so vanilla smell is Important.

This List is probably important but my brain refuses to hold onto any item in detail for longer than 3 seconds. Also "clear plastic binder sheets" made me laugh SO hard for some reason

Genuine question to anyone reading this, how much should I be paying attention? Like is this a Pepe Sylvia red-stringing sort of podcast where every detail is crucial later on, or is it more sort of a go-with-the-flow, Embrace the Absurdity sort of thing?

Why was that "Goodnight, listeners" so threatening?!?!?

*deep, deep inhale* ohhhkay

Next FUCKING EPISUDE I GUESS

#welcome to nightvale #welcome to night vale #is it one word or two?#wtnv #wtnv spoilers #LucizbulliesCecil #lucifanbabbles #zizistuff

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nofacedaywall · 3 months

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Tori✨

2005 born Cancer sun ♋.

Things I post 🩷

Study vlogs and food vlogs. But for some reason, my phone camera doesn't work well with foods (srsly, idk why).

Oh, and vlogs about my daily life (but only sometimes i.e when no one's with me and I'm free to shoot a vlog. Bc I think it's kinda rude to focus on my phone when I'm with them).

Shopping vlogs if my mom's isn't with me(which is a once in a lifetime. So don't expect this topic too much guys)

Stuffs that I baked or cooked. (Yes I can cook a litol bit)

Some scenery pictures if I think they're pretty and aesthetic enough to post.

Some pretty outfits I see when I go window shopping.

And I might reblog stuffs related to those things above.

Warning ⚠️

❕ English isn't my first language (although I assume that I'm kinda fluent)

❕I don't have a good camera. So, quality is not gonna be the best😮‍💨(saving money to buy a good one tho🫰)

❕I'm new to this content. So there's gonna be mistakes and stuffs like that. (Advices are very much appreciated in the dms🩷)

❕My accent is not the best either but I'll try my best‼️

-tori daywall

#vlogger #studyblr

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morgandria · 5 months

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Despite still being trapped in my eternal migraine cycle (srsly beginning to think it is actually eternal, now) I have managed to pull some holiday nonsense off.

Unlike last year, we have decorations up. Altars are properly dressed. I have managed a little baking (albeit mainly for J's work). I even cut some of our lovely cedar and blue spruce in the yard and put together a door decoration, as well as one for the kitchen. I am ridiculously proud of that blue spruce, a tiny sapling wedding favour of one of my brothers that is now towering over the front of our house merrily beladen with the upstairs neighbour's holiday lights.

At this point, I have a few things to make for gifts. I plan to make a jam tart tonight if I can fight my brain long enough. After that, if I don't get anything else baked it's fine. I need to figure out what my insides will allow me to eat for the solstice (probably nothing, if the last three weeks are anything to go by). But that's pretty much it. I know better than to expect more of myself.

We have plans to make a whirlwind trip through my homelands for Xmess, and have a few other events nestled amongst the rest of the holidays so I'll be plenty tired by the time that's all done. I'm always more than ready to hibernate a while when the New Year comes.

Edit: that damn jam tart is getting made...sometime. Not tonight. :(

#personal #winter holidays

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cloudynyims · 9 months

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Me!

I feel like I should introduce myself on here bc I've just been a lurker... so that's what this is ig

Hi! You can call me nyims :) it's what i like to go by online. i've always kinda known i've been into g/t haha. it's one of many interests that i have! some of those include:

gaming! I don't have as much time for it anymore, but I do still love playing videogames

ted lasso (listen I don't watch shows often. It's my favorite thing ever)

listening to music! not really any specific genres, but I tend to lean towards pop/kpop/some alternative and rock (drop music recs!!! no srsly)

baking! similar to gaming, I don't have as much time for that anymore, but it is something I enjoy

dancing! I do it all the time lolol

g/t but duh we all knew that already

okay now for some things that i'd rather not engage w/

fanwars (prefer not to engage)

NSFW content. it's fine if you like it, but that's not something I'm very comfortable w/.

racism/sexism/homophobia/antisemitism/bigotry. HARD pass. don't want that type of content on my page EVER. This is a safe place for all :)

vore (personal preference! not my fav)

If I think of anything else I'll add it. otherwise... that's it!

#g/t #giant/tiny #size difference #borrowers #g/t writing #giant tiny #borrower

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lemonhemlock · 9 months

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was tagged by @queenhelaenatargaryen - so sorry it took me ages to complete !!! but thanks for including me! 🎈

rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it.

APPEARANCE

i’m over 5’5” * // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

*i do not understand imperial. i'm 170 cm for the love of god

HOBBIES AND TALENTS

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing * // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

*i guess? unsure!!!

RELATIONSHIP

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETICS:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise (1) // i enjoy rainy days (2) // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me (3) // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season (4)

(1) countless times these past months!!! it's not fun lemme tell you (4) fuck no they always started chirping when i wanted to go to sleep & couldn't close the window bc it was too hot. srsly in my bird hate era (2) i mean yeah but only if i don't have to go outside. like. they're cool from a distance. watching. (4) kind of?? i love all except summer. hate the heat.

MISCELLANEOUS:

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

i'm not tagging anyone this time bc it's been too long & i don't remember who already did this or not

#lemonposting #tag games

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taeyamayang · 2 years

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hi pea! I’d like to send in a matchup request for the 365 days event please! if it’s ok, I’d like to request all 3 fandoms please!

my pronouns are she/they, and I have no gender preference. I’m an ESTP 7w8. my personality is pretty friendly and outgoing, and I love hosting small events with friends. I’m bubbly and chatty albeit very sarcastic and with a teasing sense of humor. I’m very easygoing and enjoy exploring places at random. it takes me a while to be vulnerable with people, and I only ever cry or ramble about liking someone to people I fully trust. I’m a bit prideful and also tend to deny having crushes, yet I’m also dense as a brick and can’t tell if people like me. I’m also prideful about my personal style. I’m a bit touchy and clingy when tired as well. my love languages are also quality time and physical touch.

I’m 4’11” with curly brown hair and brown eyes. my hair is shoulder-length and has reddish highlights. I like to describe my style as “I got 3 looks and that’s it: an ai yazawa character, dark academia, or terminally overdressed”. I also have a tattoo of a hand pouring coffee into a mug with a coffee pot above my right hip and a Dali painting called a couple with their head in the clouds that says I love you in russian on my left rib.

some of my interests include fashion, origami, indie and alt rock music, travelling, and baking. I adore vintage shopping and visiting art museums as well. some of my other hobbies include doing puzzles and diamond paint-by-number art.

some characters I kin include: nakamura rio (assassination classroom), faye valentine (cowboy bebop), tendou satori (haikyuu)

thank you so much and have an amazing day!

thank you for joining the event! i loooove your tatts and your curls sound gorgeous! i bet you're the type to get a second look :) therefore,

in haikyuu i pair you with:

Asahi Azumane: a giant fluff ball who's love language is looking out for the well-being of others. but srsly, i'm crazy about your height difference gsndhsd i think you two will look good together. i honestly feel like ice cream dates, hand holding, museum dates, and etc. will fit your vibes as a couple.

in jujutsu kaisen:

Yuuji Itadori: i'm going with my assumption/opinion that i think you're best with someone who's kind and caring by nature. in contrast to asahi, yuuji can withstand mentally draining challenges and is more out going. hence, i think yuuji is the best for you if you want to come out of your comfort zone. being with him doesn't feel like you have to constantly prove yourself, yuuji will make you feel valued yet at the same time motivated to become a better version of yourself.

finally, in tokyo revengers:

Draken: damn, i feel like i paired you with the softest boys from each series lmao. anyhow, i think you and draken will click right away. draken is the type to slowly build a relationship based on trust. it may be hard to get to know what he is thinking (since he is a bit closed-off when it comes to his thoughts) he will make you feel loved through quality time. i hc draken as the type to give love through spending time with the person they love or to pull an effort for them. sunset by the city shore could be your favorite date spot with him or perhaps the tattoo shop near his place could be too! ;)

masterlist | hq.list | jjk.list | tr.list | event list

#haikyuu!!#hq matchup #hq events #azumane asahi #haikyuu asahi #asahi matchups #jujutsu kaisen #jjk events #jjk matchups #jjk yuuji #yuuji itadori #tokyo revengers #tokyo rev events #tokyo rev matchups #tokyo rev draken #draken matchup #draken #ken ryuuguji #pea.event

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euphoricfilter · 1 year

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hi hi 🎀 how's it going 💭

i'm currently procrastinating on my school work .. love that for me lol. also so sorry i don't think i addressed this last ask !! but thanks on the compliment in regards my web development class stuff :3 *hugs* (honestly i'm not that smart .. if it wasn't for book n instructions, i wouldn't have a cLUE as to what the hell i'm doing 😭 lmao)

omggggg speaking of jimin- did u see the hardware teasers . did u SEE them?????????)$&1; this man is beautiful like gtfo

but yeah u said it perfectly honestly. it's refreshing to see them so relaxed n open with themselves and yes there still 'here' per say, but just knowing the inevitable after their promotions are done is the sucky n scary part yk :( but ofc i'm still going to enjoy our time together til 2025 💕 we're in this bangtan sonyeondan borahae business for life 💯🫶🫶🫶🫶😤💢

also random question but am i using my emojis right 😭 ??? ik ik dumb question but hEAR me out. do u ever feel like ur not updated with the times- like with jokes n stuff?? like idk sometimes i feel like i'm still stuck in 2019-20 stan twitter humor help idk &)/-)6/;(/7/@3)😭 and it's weird it's like i can understand the jokes but i can't make them or use them myself??? like ik how these emojis "🏃‍♀️🚶‍♀️" are used / implied when other ppl use them but when i attempt to use them i back out. i just feel like i'm using them wrong 😭😭 lmao. does this make any sense??? idk idk this so stupid, i'm stupid. don't mind me

oh wow i didn't how much when into baking brownie from scratch ! i'm so used to doing it by the box n calling it a day lol. but it definitely sounds interesting n fun tho, i might have to try it out someday. and also i think ur brownies still sounded super scrumptious (even more so with the strawberry milk) ! so still kudus n praise to u for seeing it through and ur baking smartness :3 🌸 like i sad before : it's ALWAYS a good time when talking sweets. y u h

yay glad to hear everything worked out !! i hope u have a fun and safe time :) and dw i'm sure you'll find something to do before then hehe*

also off topic, ik we said it's okay but srsly sorry all my asks are always so long n probably have a bunch of typos 😭 i can't shut up and it shows pls lol

- 🎀 anon

it’s definitely going

YES LITERALLY I WAS OUT WHEN IT DROPPED AND IN THE CAR ON THE WAY HOME AND I JUST 😟 HOLY SHIT JIMIN??????? my brother please have mercy on me??

wait no because i literally feel the same??? i have like my small bank of frequently used emojis because whenever i see other people use certain ones i just 🧍‍♀️don’t know if the context is right with what i’m saying? if it’s any help i sent 😭 to my mum before and she asked why i was crying 😭😭 so i think you’re doing okay babes

i don’t bake brownies very often and i still took the easy route using the microwave instead of the double boil method 😭 i think one day i’ll perfect them but until then i’m gonna stick with cakes i think, or banana bread— it’s way easier 🥲

i had a really good time!!! i feel like ass this morning though LMAO idk if it’s because i don’t usually stay out that late but i woke up and felt so dead. it was extremely liberating though just walking through my compound at the end of the night, at midnight alone when no one was outside listening to music. it felt quite healing. and it was really nice catching up with my friend 🫡

#ask #🎀 anon

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emmythespacecowgirl · 1 year

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hello! if you do not mind, may i request a band of brothers ship?

i am very introverted and shy. i am a very quiet person and i often do not feel safe around people i do not know because of my past trauma and anxiety. i might look like a cold person to some who do not know me. but once i meet someone who makes me feel safe, i tend to talk a lot.

i am a very emotional and sensitive person and i care a lot, sometimes to a fault.

i get excited and find joy and beauty in the littlest things. i love kids and animals. i am a complete homebody but i love going on adventures and doing different things. i like hiking and spending time in nature. i want to learn horseback riding someday and maybe try skydiving.

i have a lot of hobbies. i like to write stories, ballet, baking, archery and playing a couple of instruments. i am obsessed with space, science and history. i also like to read a lot and i spend too much time researching random things so i have a lot of random knowledge about things.

i want to be an astronaut in my next life.

i am a very loyal person but once you hurt me deeply, i take a step back and i become quiet. or i disappear from your life altogether. i am learning to communicate my feelings more with the people i am really close to and trust. i tend to feel like my feelings don't matter but they do.

i just graduated nursing school and i am very nervous about my first job 😭

i also need to be well dressed when i am around people. cookies are my most favorite food and i absolutely despite bugs.

if you took the time to reply to this, thank you so much!!! 🥰

ok ok ok i had to do a double take bc i thought that i wrote this for a sec haha srsly tho we sound a lot alike!!

I ship you with:

Dick Winters from Band of Brothers!

ship theme song: Warm Foothills by Alt-J

an emotionally intelligent KING right here!

honey, this man is perfect for you!

he will stop at nothing to make sure that you're safe, protected, and full of cookies :)

ugh imagine it: you go horseback riding on your first date!

damn i'm so jealous

i think at first, most of Dick's friends would be like

"ayo she's so quiet"

but Dick would be like "ayo shut your faces respectfully, she's so interesting tho so i gotta know more"

and being the emotionally/interpersonally intelligent guy that he is

he'll find some way to your heart :)

and over time, he'll softly get you to open up to him

Dick adores your caring and sensitive side

also your ability to find beauty in anything

it's what gets him through the war

he's so glad that a person like you exists in the world

eventually he figures out the root cause of why you might be labelled as shy or quiet

Dick has seen firsthand what ptsd and anxiety does to people during wartime

and it breaks his heart that you deal with it as well

but he also thinks that you're the most strong and resilient person he's ever met

this man is super protective of you

he would never dare to shake your loyalty in him

and Dick is very loyal in return

if he's away from you for any length of time he will definitely plan a phone call to hear your sweet voice

or write you the most sappy sweet love letters

srsly i'm gonna cry

Dick also loves kids and animals!

it's why you two definitely own a big farm after the war

lots of horses, cows, goats...

i can assure you that if/when you decide to have kids together, he will be just as protective of them as he is of you <3

while you're stationed together in Austria you definitely go on some breathtaking hikes together

he thinks you're so dang talented, too!

he loves when you're playing your instrument

and you think nobody's listening

but he is

he loves that

he's kept the tiny little stories you wrote him for birthdays or holidays

they're kept in his upper left hand desk drawer ;)

it's on his bucket list to take you to the Smithsonian Air & Space museum one day

he thinks it would be so cute to see you staring up at all the planes in total wonder

when he has a spare minute Dick also loves to read as well :)

Dick totally thinks you could become an astronaut!

he agrees to take care of the kids and feed the dog while you circle the moon a couple times ;)

but seeing you work as a nurse during the war, Dick knows that you are totally competent

and the care that you give to your patients makes him so happy

the first time he sees you out of uniform, he was like

"dang! this girl sure knows how to dress! i like that ;)"

pro tip, Dick's favorite cookie is a chocolate chip cookie so please remember that ;)

#enjoy #my work #ships #the pacific ships #bob ships #dick winters

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elliotl · 2 years

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No matter what happens, I will be rooting for you. I'd bake you all the muffins in the world if I could<3 You're never a disappointment to me, not when you're someone I can have such lovely conversations with. I know since I'm not the one hurting you its not the relief you need, but I think by getting this far, and surviving this long, you've succeeded at far more than you'll ever realize. I hope the day you escape her unkindness comes soon - Baking Anon

this is so fucking sweet. im really sorry it took me long to answer even when i was online. i dont like answering the asks half heartedly. i fixed my internet issue today [yay for me i went outside]

bake me chocolate muffins pls 🥺👉👈thank you so much. srsly. i read this after and before exam <3 i teared up T_T

getting away from home is the plan. gonna give my exams again next year and gonna fly awaaaaayyyyyy

#asksv #baking anon

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macaronnya · 2 years

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Fresh(?) Impressions (12)

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Hello Enstarries~☆ Next is the other elite unit Eden! We're almost reaching the end and ofc only after I posted the last post did Tumblr decide to up the pic limit to 30....😑 I'm not gonna add the pic though, I'm too lazy for that. Lately it's so hot here where I am. This week was worst with 37°C during daytime and 19°C at nighttime. What even is this difference in a single day????😭 I literally got baked inside the car like bread. My pulls in Twst and ToT were really good though, amazing and close to a miracle even, and I got both cards I saved up for in relatively few pulls so I'm gonna take this heat as the price ><

DISCLAIMER!: Everything said here is for entertainment purposes only and not meant to attack anyone. This is not an accurate description of any characters but my subjective rambling for fun, so please don't take it too seriously. (Just to be safe, I'm kinda scared of elite idol fans) Also, you will hear me mention other games a bunch of times bc I'm that bad and uncreative at explaining and I'm still grieving A3!EN's shutdown. Eng is my 2nd (or 3rd?) language so there might be some weird grammar or spelling mistakes. And I write at 3 am usually.

Without further ado....Let's Ensemble!☆

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10/10 just for music alone. Not a single song is a miss (I'm gonna ignore the solo songs). I'll admit, I like Adam's songs less than Eve's and Eden's as a whole but honestly, the rest is just so good it's pulling the music as a whole easily to a 10. They vibe so hard I am S H A K I N G and if I learnt one thing from soundcloud, it's that I'm not the only one on that matter. (Srsly the comments under Eden's song on soundcloud sure are a.....different breed....) I like how they make use of their voices and goshhhhh their harmonies are always soooo gooooddd 🥲 I mean that's normal but they just do it so well!!! My fav songs gotta be Psyche's Butterfly with a whole universe as a lead and then Deep Eclipse but smth -Faith Conquest is also such a banger but then you also have Sunlit Smile or Trap for you AND THER-

The conept of them leading you to Eden, paradise in christianity, is pretty interesting considering their rather dark color scheme and uh intimate lyrics sometimes. And the fact that Hiyori and Nagisa, former fine members are now here in this supposed paradise in subunits Adam and Eve..... Makes you wonder if it's really Eden they're taking you to. Well, it's a very cool and smart execution. Their outfits are fancy suits just like fine but in dark and the underside of their coats correspond to their personal color. The gold accents, cravats and gloves give them a noble feeling. And just a small coincidence probably, maybe even a stretch, but the colored coat parts on top are shaped like diamonds! Neat. It's pretty alright but I'm not a fan of the hanging belts or whatever they're supposed to be.

They're one of the top idol groups and as such seem to have a more professional dynamic with eacht other from what I've seen. They hold high expectations of themselves and are very confident in their skills to reach those. Apparently former rivals with Anzu and Trickstar (so cute how it's canon she treasures them so much 🥺). They remind me of TRIGGER (Idolish7) and Quartet Night (Utapri) witt their rival thingie, "dark" aesthetic and music.

9.5/10 - woooowwwwiiiiieeeee

Nagisa Ran

A newborn duckling. Now, hear me out. It was very clear he was lonely for most of his life if he only recently discovered now how socialising works. With his dad being some world ruling mastermind that explains it, I guess. It doesn't seem like he has a (strong) opinion on anything since everything is new to him. Even himself. And Ibara is somehow the one he imprinted on, kinda? Idk why it's that guy and I'm kinda worried what he'll pick up from him but oh well 🤷‍♀️ I thought he'd have more of a demanding personality based on the group name, the covers and his appearance but nah. Interesting how it's only him whose color is based on his eye color and not his hair. Dunno what this means but I just wanted to mention what I noticed. His hair is as ⭐fabulous⭐ as Wataru's. He very much looks like some ML from a rofan webtoon, the white red-eyed version specifically. His voice is solid and deep, a normal but not boring voice. Actually very soothing, now that I think about it.

6.5/10 - interesting but still kinda boring not so little young swan

Hiyori Tomoe

IIIIIIIII HIYORIIIIIII~☆☆☆ Radiates confidence, optimism and somehow floral scent. He looks like the charming and popular second prince. I mean, I guess he is a noble. Thank god, he seems relatively down to earth, though. Has a mischevious air to him but only a little. I really love his appearance. Violet eyes are always beautiful but his specific green is just perfectly complementary (not in the sprite on the right, that looks like bleached lettuce). He reminds me of pistacchio ice cream 👌 His voice is higher than expected but very lovely, dynamic and powerful but not really stong. Like how an archer is strong bc they're agile and not really strong. You get what I mean? Very nice to see he's also earnest and prefers to be honest, that also requires a certain kind of strength.

8.5/10 - fun bestie to have

Ibara Saeguaa

Capitalist. I'm not saying that's his whole personality but I'm just saying.......👀 He's peculiar in that he has some experience in the military (I think??) and also wants to become rich by being an idol? Like, what kinda combination of backstory is this. It's like a sandwich consisting of tomatoes, chocolate and beans. All raw. Two faced, which the game insists on showing it outright lolol I mean, I guess he's very ambitious and at least actually puts in the work himself. He does look like the capable secretary that's actually pulling all the strings. How the hell did he get close to Nagisa???? I'd feel too scared to ever step into his room, fearing there's a dead body in the bathroom or smth. He has a strong voice but....it's soooo slimy and pretentious. Idk how to describe it any better than that. Even his purple is not pretty.

4/10 - Sussy guy I disliked the moment I laid eyes on him

Jun Sazanami

His voice is ssssoooooo prettyyyyy. That one note he had in Majestic Magic, you know the one, was just 🍰. Similiar to Hiyori but a bit of a deeper pitch and more....of a soft sea breeze rather than a floral breeze. He also looks just absolutely dashing, handsome and adorable; it's a beautiful dark shade of blue and yellow eyes are just so on point to that blue. It's like I'm looking at the night sky 🌠 On a superficial level, he's literally perfect. Personality is also pretty OK, though. His laugh was also sooooo cute??? I'm already kinda down bad for him.... I kinda thought he might be more wild like Koga but that doesn't seem to be the case. It might be weird for me to write only this much but I don't have a lot to say anymore about him.

10/10 - unproblematic chill sympathetic cute guy 👌

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Conclusion

I'm also about to become an Eden-P. Together with Knights and Crazy:B, these 3 units are my absolute favs when it comes to music. I sure hope the characters don't disappoint. Honestly, I can't wait to jump headfirst into the main story and then to the other stories. I bet the comedic moments are priceless and one of a kind with this kinda cast.

At this point, you know the drill. Comment if you wanna with care ofc and just have fun~ See y'all on the next post~☆

#ensemble stars #enstars #Eden #macaron rambles #it is in fact not 3 am yet #1 minute!!!

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