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outsidereveries · 10 months
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— r u next?: how the girls will do and if they don't debut, where they will go?
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JIWOO
She will do really well. She knows what she's capable of and she will be satisfied with her perfomances. She will have the ambition to debut. She might be good dancer. I see she has some ideas for dance moves? There's apparently missing information somewhere however. She will go far, maybe to the finals? If she doesn't debut, of course. I saw she won't but honestly, energies can change always.
R U Next? seems to be her last chance to debut and if she won't succeed, she will give up. She might be depressed for quite some time because of it.
FUNA
i don't have permission to share how she'll do.
If she doesn't debut, Funa will still find somewhere to debut, perhaps in smaller company. She will doubts herself and her abilities. She will be dissapointed in herself about how she did then there. She really wants to debut under HYBE.
• MOA
The ambition and determination she has for perfoming is there. However, she overthinks a lot. This might lead to balancing her working hard with her overthinking. It looks like it's habit of hers that can greatly affect her dancing. Because of it, she might be eliminated earlier than expected.
After the show, if she doesn't debut, I see her traveling? I am sure she won't be back at home as I see she will receive another offer. It might be different from what she's expected and she will eventually accept it. I think of HYBE's American project?
CHANELLE
i don't have permission to share how she'll do.
If Chanelle doesn't debut, I feel the energy is similar to Moa's. However, I see she accepts it more like a fate, she reacts to this more positively as she will be determinated to do her best. Also something about American project (involving HYBE)?
YUNAH
She might have issues with her mental health. Although she will do really well and many opponturities will come to her, she might chicken out and fail at some point. She isn't aware of her abilities and talent, she could doubt herself a lot.
If she doesn't debut, she will realise what she missed. She might blame herself a lot. Nonetheless she will receive also an opponturity for her to debut somewhere, in a group.
MINJU
She will do really well and work hard. I don't see any praises for being ex-YGE trainee, so she might be ignored for that?
If she doesn't debut, she will change companies and debut somewhere else. There will be an offer that she will accept.
JEONGEUN
She could be overwhelmed mentally. Nonetheless she will do well and her appearence there will change her life. There will be many opponturities for her to come. It seems that she's aware of everything surrounding her.
If she doesn't debut, I also see her debut somewhere else, possibly with someone else. Maybe as a duo? It will be out of sudden and shocking. There is missed information for me to possibly be revealed in the future.
MOKA
She will do also well. Her being there is achievement to her and she will focus on the teamwork, getting connections and gaining new friends. It will be impactful to her.
If she doesn't debut, she will be sad at first and will feel dependable. Nonetheless there will be also an offer to her that I believe she will accept.
JIHYUN
She will do also well (like the rest of the girls). However she also have overthinking tendencies? She will be with Hyewon a lot. It feels like she's close to debut. Again. And she's working to finally debut.
Similar as Jiwoo, if Jihyun doesn't debut, she might also give up, but for a while. There might be an offer for her if she doesn't debut.
RUKA
Similar as Jeongeun, she might be also overwhelmed mentally. Everything will come too fast. Despite that, her ambition is there and will do as best as she can.
If Ruka doesn't debut, she can choose anything of the offers she will have. It looks like the offers are at least 2, so no matter how she will do, many companies will want her to debut with them! She might feel she has no choice though.
YEWON
Honestly.. She's anxious about how she will do. Even though she will do her best, she feels alone. Does she have any friends there? Nonetheless, she will do really well and with responsibility! She will feel she's revived!
If she doesn't debut, she's optimistic her time will come! She might stay under HYBE as a whole, or will take rest before changing companies. She's not in rush.
JEEMIN
Like many girls, she has ambition to debut! She will also focus on the teamwork (like Moka). Her being in the show will change and transform her life being on the track.
If she doesn't debut in the show, I also see her waiting to debut with HYBE. There might be choice for her where she will stay? Perhaps there's also missing information too.
— girls under 18 —
HYEWON
It looks like she didn't have any choice. Was she rejected from many companies after being on that project? She wants to debut a lot and she know this can change her life. After all, it's her choice to be there. It feels like an achievement to her too. It's more focused on that she has no choice but to try again rather than how she will do..
If she doesn't re-debut, she will still be an idol. She will receive an offer that will accept, probably in a group.
YOUNGSEO
She also is anxious of how she will do but despite her feelings, Youngseo will also do well.
If she doesn't debut, she might also give up as she will be dissapointed in herself.. I see her with her family.
YUISA
Her perfomance is more focused on the opponturities she will receive. She is talented and accepts this as her new beginning. By that i feel she will also do well.
If she doesn't debut, she will receive many offers, so she will stay in Korea and debut.. somewhere.
WONHEE
i don't have permission to share how she'll do.
If she doesn't debut she will be really sad that it didn't worked out. Despite her feelings, there will be a shocking offer, perhaps from big company?
HASEUL
It looks like she recently came there. She is relaxed and pretty much doesn't care how she will do. By the bottom card, she will do great.
If she doesn't debut, there will be uncertainty of what she wants to do. She might doubt herself and her abilities but despite that, she will still receive something (an offer).
IROHA
She is also talented and will do really well. There's missing information here?
If she doesn't debut, I see her giving up and going through another path.
IRIS
Her behaviour might be indecent and will lead this to possible scandal. She might have no choice but to leave. and my pendulum said that she will probably debut..
Despite her behaviour, there will be delays to whatever she wants to do in the entertaiment industry. She will have no choice but to change her career path.
HIMENA
She can do well, however quite decent compared to some others.
If she doesn't debut, she will still work as hard as she does. I see her staying in HYBE but she will be frustrated about her debuting, it might happen later than she wants to. This can lead to mental health issues.
SEOYEON
Although she will do quite well, there's issue. I see the drama will be between her and Iris. She's the victim, guys.
If she doesn't debut she will be sad but she will get through it as there will be an offer that she will accept.
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ENA
She's just too anxious of how she will do and this might lead her perfomance/s to .. her not doing that well.
If she doesn't debut, she might receive an offer that might make her paranoid before answering. The offer will be shocking to her.
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mysticheathenn · 1 month
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What Kind Of Love Do You Need?
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Hi, Hexlings!
This pick-a-card reading is a Patreon All Tiers reading about what kind of love do you need. This can be romantic, self-love, platonic, or even familial.
This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help.
Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition.
Extended Patreon Includes:
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Pile l:
What kind of love do you need? Tarot: The Lovers, Ace of Cups, Ace of Pentacles, 6 of Wands, Hanged Man, & Page of Swords.
Romantic. "I want a real love, dark-skinned and Aunt Viv love, [Redacted Part Of Song], That leave a toothbrush at your crib love, And you ain't gotta wonder whether that's your kid love"- J.Cole & Real Love by Mary J. Blige played in my head as I was shuffling pile l. You are in need of a healthy love. The kind of love where you both celebrate each other's wins and even losses, being each other's cheerleader, a shoulder to cry or lean on when life knocks you down, a love where there are no games just pure love, communication, and peace. There is a heavy sense of peace and fulfillment for you, with the kind of love you need. You probably have dated people who wanted nothing but to waste your time, and energy, or even unfortunately use you. You are now working on yourself and if you aren't I feel a glow-up is coming soon where you do work on yourself to help manifest this kind of love into your life because you want a partnership. A true soulmate that was ordained by stars (God, Allah, etc) themselves. There will be no confusion with this kind of love. I'm hearing Greenday- Broken Boulevard but only the part of " I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone" I feel for some of you those who aren't working on themselves yet you have some ways to go before this kind of love comes into your life. You may still be hurting from your previous relationship or if not still hurting you're in the energy of "Everybody ain't shit and you're better off alone." For others, it's not too far but it's also not going to show up tomorrow the window I am intuitively feeling is within the next two years. This is a long time coming for you pile l. I can feel it's something special. Patreon Post Link
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Pile ll:
What kind of love do you need? Tarot: 5 of Pentacles, The Fool, The Hierophant, Ace of Cups, Awakening.
Self-Love. Singleness. Adventure. You are in desperate need of some self-love pile ll. You have been on a wild ride when it comes to allowing others into your life whether platonic or romantic and it's time for you to go into hermit mode for a while. The Tiktok audi "Be by yourself, get to know yourself" which is said in an island accent is coming to mind. You need to figure out who you are pile ll. I feel you have some sort of sense of who you are but you aren't sure if this is actually you or the you that has been crafted by social media, others and their idea of you, or your survival mode you where you crafted parts of yourself and chose the "safe" is to show others who don't like to see your full light because it dims there. There is also a need to let go of some people in your life. I didn't ask Spirit who because if this part resonates you should know. It's typically the first two names that popped in your head when you read the sentence but it's time to let go of people who are not good for you or add any kind of value to your life. Not only getting rid of people but getting rid of the old you. It's time for you to walk into a new light where you are glowing, thriving, and enjoying life how it is meant to be enjoyed instead of barely getting by day by day. You were meant to shine and not follow what everyone else is doing. You were meant to be authentic pile ll. Figure out who you are. Do things you never thought you would never enjoy and do them. Learn some new skills and hobbies. Take an Eat Pray Love trip even if it's just a trip to New York, Miami, Atlanta, Los Angeles, or even fucking Houston Texas if that is more your speed. Get out of your comfort zone. Shed your survival mode personality and shine. It's time for a new adventure. It's time to release this old story you keep playing over and over and start something fresh. What are you waiting for? Patreon Post Link
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Pile lll:
What kind of love do you need? Tarot: 5 of Cups, Queen of Swords, 10 of Wands, Knight of Wands, 3 of Pentacles.
Friendship.Self-Care. There is this feeling that you pile lll are the type that likes to do everything themselves without bothering anyone. You may also like to say sorry a lot even when you didn't do anything as well as just not tell people how you are really feeling going through your struggles alone. Please stop. If you have people around you who truly care about your well-being please do let them know how you really are doing. There is nothing worse than having a friend going through things in silence and later on axe themselves off (speaking from experience). You do not have to suffer in silence pile lll. There are people in this world who would or do care about you and your well-being and want to take the load off of your shoulders. Stop being the strong independent cap that social media keeps trying to feed people with the whole grind and stay silent. Stay silent when it comes to goals until they happen, not your well-being. For others of you the kind of love you need is self-care other than taking better care of yourself this is more so having to do with your skills, abilities, and even your career. Some of you want to do more in your career whether it's at the job you are currently at, in the same field, or wanting to do something differently and this is the time to do so. Start learning and sharpening up your skills. Even sharpening up your mind whether it's reading more books maybe by Robert Greene on Mastery or Art of Seduction, learning languages, or whatever it is that you want to do to sharpen your mind ow is the time to do so. Patreon Post Link
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Pile lV:
What kind of love do you need? Tarot: Ace of Swords, The Hermit, Awakening, Page of Cups, 3 of Cups
Singleness. Self Love. You may have been drawn to pile ll because they have received a similar reading to what your reading is about to hold on being by yourself, yours is just a little different. Pile ll reading was more so on finding themselves and getting to know themselves while your pile is more focused on loving yourself. Loving who you are and who you have become as a person because I feel a sense that it wasn't easy to become who you are today. You had to fight along the way to become the person you are because many people have probably tried to turn you hard, cold, assertive, or just overall mean and you had to fight to maintain a little bit of kindness, compassion, and some love you feel for others because you know that what others say and do to some people is not a reflection on you but them it's how you respond that is a reflection on you. This is a season of celebrating who you are and loving every inch of yourself. Whether you have body fat, a temper, watching weird shit, whatever it is that others try to put you down for and you somewhat have allowed to let those thoughts creep in this is your time to rebuke them and go forth in loving who you are and what you like. This is a time to go inward and really hone in the ability to not waver on what makes you you. Basically setting boundaries more so for yourself than for others while still remaining loving and kind to yourself. Your pile may also be a bit short like pile lll because it's quite straight to the point with no extra messages. The love you need is the love from yourself. Loving everything about you. Whether you hate your skin tone, voice, body, your interest, whatever it is embrace your flaws, embrace the many things people have been trying to put you down for, and let your beacon shine bright. You were meant to be who you are and nobody else. Don't let the ugliness of the world change who you are. Patreon Post Link
Thank you for liking and reblogging my readings. I always appreciate you guys on here and on Patreon.
Stay Safe and Be Blessed
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ninjaturtlemaniac · 2 months
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Part 6 Trolls Headcanons/ Theories/ Thoughts/ Ideas
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Trolls - having an egg on the way is known as an 'Eggnancy" 😂
BroZone - when the brothers weren't sure how to reconnect, they ended up playing rummy together.
Bruce - has attempted to set up John Dory on a date with Brandy's sister.
Bruce - kept having kids because he and Brandy wanted at least one daughter. When they finally had LaBreezy they decided to stop.
Bruce - learned to surf to get Brandy's attention when they first met. Ended up falling in love with surfing before Brandy fell for him. 😁
Clay - the Putt-Putt Trolls didn't have a sad book club as they had no books! After the reunion Clay was very excited about the vast new collection of books he could get his hands on!
Clay - finds out that he was Poppy's favourite Brozone member when she was little and doesn't he just boast about it any chance he gets!
Clay - for Clay to finally forgive John Dory, JD agreed to perform for the brothers+Poppy and Viva in ONLY the funderdrawers. "Do you feel like you're having 76% more fun yet John? Cause I am!" *Camera snap*
John Dory - he doesn't let it show but his ears are constantly twitching to check for danger, a side effect of living in the wilderness alone for so long.
John Dory - sworn off ever having children.
John Dory - pretty scrappy at self defence, can hold his own when boxing.
Floyd - did a few red carpet appearances during his solo era, he felt very out of place. @ssippingwaterfalls 💕
Floyd - after the Mount Rageous incident he gets a little bit reckless without realizing it. He has an "I just survived death so cliff jumping isn't scary anymore' kinda attitude.
Floyd - can read palms and tarot cards.
Branch - Kismet were the ones that originally got him hooked on ring pops.
Branch - learns phrases in other languages to build relationships with subgenre tribes of Trolls. E.g the K-Pop and Reggaeton Trolls.
Branch - started building the bunker while he was still living in the group home with other Trollings.
Poppy - wishes that Branch would initiate physical contact more often.
Viva - calls the older brothers Mr.Bruce and Mr.JD (Clay told her to)
Rhonda - when she was a baby she was more like a big suitcase than a vehicle.
Bonus
Cooper - is actually smarter and more capable than he let's on (quote from Brooklyn 99, "If people knew how smart I was it would be harder to control them.")
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direquail · 4 months
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My specific read on John is not that he's a nice guy, either. It's that, like any good character (specifically a tragic character, which, TM has said that he is modeled on a mythical tragic hero, so) he has a flaw that dooms him. And what that means is, when he has the choice to change what he's doing, that flaw either prevents him from taking the option he's aware of, or prevents him from being aware that there is another option altogether.
And so as a writer, what I look for are moments where either:
something good about a character becomes an excess that harms themselves or others
we receive information that shows a persistent blind spot a character has
we look for times when a character gives their view of the world/a situation and it Does Not Match Up with reality, or is hinted that it doesn't
we look for evidence of something simmering under the surface that clashes with their outward, agreeable presentation
What fills that role for John?
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Yep.
When this first pops up, it's pretty easily dismissed as yet another layer on the falsehood he's propped up. Admittedly, he's been doing it for ten thousand years, so it's probably got a few layers to it.
However:
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This one, to me, gives us a hint about what John is blind to: That his friends see his vindictiveness and his failings and that they could still love him. This is where it crosses into tragedy, for me; where his own inability to forgive blinds him to the capacity that other people have for generosity--and so, to a world where "justice" means more than "vengeance for the dead".
And this illuminates the whole chain of events that leads him to that climactic scene in Harrow the Ninth, telling Mercy that she never would have forgiven him anyways:
John is, at heart, deeply angry--like most characters in the series, and like a lot of people who grew up in poverty, especially if they managed to escape it. He also has some deep sense of justice, and deep sense of judgment.
So we have this cycle of related emotions and ideas: Justice, judgment, outrage. And a human measure of selfishness, amorality, double standards, etc.
In one situation, this allows him to throw himself completely into the cryo project, something that (if it hadn't been sabotaged politically) could have made a difference to humanity. He brings in people who work to make it even better, who demonstrably want to make the outcome as just and humane as possible. It's also implied that this is part of why he received those powers; "I chose you to change."
(And, I'll be honest, one of the other things that I see that chafes me is the implication that there was nothing about John to recommend him to the Earth. I'm actually of the opinion that there was; she chose him, and I don't think she just rolled a d100 or drew a card off a tarot deck and called him up. John is also still a human, flawed person.)
Then, the situation changes. It's no longer an issue of dedicating expertise to solve a problem; this is a political issue, and specifically of rich people using their resources to shift outcomes towards the one they think will benefit them the most, that will secure their survival, explicitly at the expense of everyone else.
And their strategy is, profoundly: short-sighted and unnecessary (pooling resources would help create a better outcome for everyone, including the rich, by reducing global trauma and preserving more of the systems that already structure their world); bigoted and uninformed (many rich people think that the world has to be a certain way, generally that the world is violent, competitive, dog-eat-dog, etc., and someone has to be "on top", and there will always have to be a loser, or lots of losers); and utterly cruel, unjust, and pointless.
And John--John, who grew up poor, who grew up aware of the despair around him and the injustice of his position and more than likely made use of that anger to achieve what he had up to this point--John is so angry.
Because they're all the same. They're all the same. It's the same song, over and over again, no matter how stupid and pointless and unnecessary. He is certain, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that it doesn't have to be this way. He passes judgment.
But John is losing to them, because he doesn't have the resources they do. He can hate them and fight them all he wants, and it doesn't matter, because he's nowhere near in the same league as they are politically.
And then, after the cryo project is cancelled, he gains his powers.
The thing about anger and judgment is that the deeper it runs, often, the more invested the person who holds that anger in themselves is in not seeing what they hate in themselves. E.g: John has conceptualized the people he's resisting as fundamentally unjust, cruel, amoral, and bigoted. There's a very good chance--to different degrees, depending on the person--that becoming aware of similar traits in himself might wake up those feelings he has towards those other people--aimed at himself (that is, cognitive dissonance). He can't see the things he's passed judgment on in himself and function. He's not like them; he's trying to fix things, to bring about justice.
Of course, there's justice as in "living in a just society", and justice as in "justice for the dead". But that's a later realization, because right now, everyone is still alive.
So John hides those parts of himself; from himself, from other people. So thoroughly he can exclude it from his consciousness and pretend it doesn't exist. He thinks no one sees the real depth of his own rage, his own cutthroat pursuit of a solution. And then, when he can't pretend it doesn't exist, he can still pretend to be the man he thinks they need him to be. He can "fool" them. He can say--he's trying. He screwed up. He doesn't know what he's doing.
And then, Casseiopeia says, No, actually, we know you, and we know you're horribly vindictive. And we're on your side--we're on the same side--our fight is your fight--and we love you. But your drive for revenge is seriously limiting your ability to imagine and create a living, just world, and that's what we're fighting for. Remember? That's what we set out to create.
And John's brain can't quite handle this; he can't imagine that they could actually see him and still be on his side. Because he couldn't see that and still be on his side. He can't forgive; he can't imagine forgiveness.
He can't see the things he's passed judgment on in himself and function.
And, by this stage, in some ways, it's already too late to change course. But this is one of several "come to Jesus" (no pun intended) moments where John could become aware of alternatives, or could change his behavior--and doesn't.
And I think this is where we get that self-awareness from, the thing that makes him creepy and tragic but also infuriating: He is aware, but apparently that's not enough to stop him from being his worst self--so is he just pretending to be moral? Capable of making different choices but choosing not to? And the weird statements he makes later:
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This is, imo, not a power-hungry dictator who genuinely doesn't care about the cost of his throne, or a gleefully predatory abuser. This is a dude who's committed to a course of action and doesn't feel great about it. This is a guy who has violated his own sense of justice and has to live with it.
This is a guy who set out to save the world, killed it, and now the only thing that's left to him is to avenge it.
And like, from a mythology standpoint, that is exactly what the Erinyes are, like the Furies and Alecto. They are not the justice of Apollo or Athena. They are screaming for blood. They are hunting their quarry to the ends of the universe. They are chthonic.
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Again: This isn't what Cassieopeia or Christabel said to him. This is what John has said to himself. This came from him. This is a reflection of what he believes.
And it encapsulates, exactly, why he erased their memories. Why he took away their agency.
The difference between him and many, many people is he had the power of a god and no one to check him when he was struggling with his own worst impulses. And then, he created a world where no one could, not just because then he could do what he wanted and pretend to be kind and loving and moral, but so that he would never have to lose the love of the people he needed.
Because, unfortunately, he still needed them.
It just took ten thousand years for the lie to unravel.
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kayohart · 6 days
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VIII Strength - Yellowfang
In this tarot card, you will see a woman who calmly controls a fully grown lion. What is captivating is how gracefully she controls the lion. She is calm and collected, which is representative for being in control and disciplined, especially in times of great adversities. Her holding the lion shows vourage, and her control of the lion without being too rough also shows love and compassion. The lion is a symbol of courage, passion and desire which are very much part of the feelings that are necessary for survival. But if these feelings are not put in check, they can lead to our eventual destruction.
Also featured: Brokenstar
(I decided I wasn't too satisfied with my own handwriting oops, so I decided to switch to text)
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pinkinsect · 14 days
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for people who have NOT read/watched blue lock in full:
wanted to make one of these too so. i will update with the correct answer when the poll concludes
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trolagygirl2022 · 5 months
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2nd Masterlist
aespa:
giselle's thoughts on being the least popular member
karina's views on jisoo and vice versa
astro:
eunwoo future spouse
ateez:
san fs
san future spouse appearance
yunho ideal type
how will the public react to san's fs
blackpink:
industries thoughts on jennie's "laziness"
jennie's thoughts on the idol
lisa and frederic
bts:
jimin and jeongyeon
dream academy:
will manon debut
will samara debut
dream academy environment after samara's controversy
potential dream academy lineup
dream academy check up
potential beef between manon and the dream academy girls
enhypen:
sunghoon and wonyoung dynamic
jungwon future spouse
jake as a boyfriend
how does sunghoon act around his crush
jay ideal type (tarot)
sunghoon future spouse
ive:
wonyoung and liz friendship
kep1er:
why does w1 mistreat them
hiyyih's thoughts on ive and vice versa
kiss of life:
future success
lesserafim:
sakura's thoughts on her bad singing
sakura potentially leaving
do yunjin and sakura clash
newjeans:
how does mhj feel about the backlash she gets
male and female idol perception on haerin
nmixx:
why did jini leave nmixx
p1harmony:
keeho's thoughts on the group+other stuff
riize:
wonbin future spouse
who's sabotaging riize (done august 9th)
seunghan as a boyfriend
sohee and the other riize members
riize member reading
riize member thoughts on seunghan's behavior
trainee a:
why did they disband
stray kids:
leeknow future spouse
leeknow future spouse (updated ver)
the boyz:
juyeon ideal type
zerobaseone:
gyuvin ideal type
matthew ideal type
hanbin ideal type+type of boyfriend
ricky as a boyfriend+ideal type
will zb1 be permanant
mtl for long distance relationship
ricky future growth
ricky and hao career reading
zhang hao's thoughts on fatou
zhang hao future spouse
sung hanbin future spouse
ricky and wonyoung
other:
kq future gg
hybexgeffen gg (done july 25th)
will the iland 2 gg be succesful
is sm planning a survival show like a2k
what's up for kpop in 2024
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cozycottagetarot · 1 year
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First Impressions Reading
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Notes--
Hey, it's been a while!
I've been MIA for practically a year due to work, poor health, and school. Thankfully, I've recovered from the aftermath of working that job, I'm still figuring out my health, but my studies are almost officially over leaving me with time to get back into tarot reading once again (yay!).
I've kind of changed up my reading style so if you're familiar with my old readings I'd love to know what you think of this style vs my old style. I don't think it's that different, but who knows.
Anyways, I think that's all the housekeeping for today. The usual disclaimer is at the bottom, enjoy your reading!
Pile One
Hi Pile One! So just an fyi, I feel like what I’m picking up on in this reading is multiple first impressions? I know that doesn’t sound like it makes any sense. But your reading I feel picks up a lot on your person’s past at first and then a romantic/companionship first impression later? Like a friends-to-lovers kind of thing.
Right off the bat I feel like your first impression of your future spouse is startling. As I’m shuffling the cards are jumping out, I’m get startled, I’m trembling. But it’s not necessarily in a bad way. Looking at the cards, the ‘vibes’ are complex. The cards flip over but stay hidden in the deck. Oddly enough, it’s not the cards with negative connotations, but positive ones. Like your person hides the better parts of them… maybe in the name of vulnerability.
When you meet you can sense they're healing from something upon first impressions. Your person may have walked away from a lifestyle that many would desire or some kind of association with wealth that was actually killing them from the inside out. From your first one-on-one interaction, you can tell that the wild inside them that’s had to escape and survive gets triggered easily. It may show up in their work or their self-talk. You can see they’re trying to fight their inner battles, but they may need a friend to help them do so.
You may meet them at the end of a significant period of healing for them when they have to face the heavy stuff of their past. You may feel like their perspective of life, be it all of it or one aspect, isn’t very fair. I don’t want to say they have a pessimistic view of life in general, but maybe their life in particular. To you, one bad thing happening doesn’t mean the end of the world but for them it does. Initially, you might not think they care to hear what anyone has to say but that is untrue. They might simply be off in their own world as most of the people on the cards are looking down or turned away, yet their cards symbolise openness and communication. For some of you, your person may just be shy and it’s easy to pick up on in your first meeting.
When the time comes to show interest in a romantic/companionship relationship, they might approach the subject gently. They’d want to be your knight in shining armour (as in they want to take care of you even though you can handle it yourself), but they recognize that as much as they’ve made progress, they still have some healing to do. Once they’ve gone through the darker stuff, they have a much lighter energy to them. You can see it in their appearance, habits, speech and general demeanour. You may notice that they are more spiritual (by your own personal definition). For some you may drift apart briefly (a couple months) and when you reconnect you gather that they’ve become dedicated to growing and nourishing their peace. You may also pick up on a wisdom that they’ve gained from their healing journey.
Pile Two
Pile two, I am loving you person’s energy! This person is calm, cool and collected. They’re not one to tell out all their secrets and they are 100% in their power. There are a lot of hands in the cards as well as imagery of fencing to enclose something. Your person may quickly and easily give off vibes of being guarded as people may chase after them and what they offer.
Your person gives off vibes of being hardworking and they definitely are. However, you can tell they work so hard one of the first thoughts to cross your mind will probably have something to do with “they’re gonna burn out if they don’t relax”. Them burning out isn’t something that happens often tough and when they do, they hide it well. People, yourself included, may wonder how this person can juggle so many things at once so well. They’re resilient and indulge in their many tasks in moderation, even when it means pissing someone off. They know their limits and that’s something that will be evident to you when you meet.
Communication seems to be a big factor in how they make an impression. For pile one *spoilers* it appeared that one of the ways they get their impression from their person was based on what their person was saying. For you, it’s how they say it. Your person has excellent communication skills and has prominent leadership vibes. They may work in a position that requires them to lead multiple groups or teams, or at the very least, you can see they have the qualities of a good leader.
First impressions for you most likely show this person is well off, and honestly a bit of a person of desire. They don’t pay people much mind though. You can tell if you want their attention you have to show you’re genuine. People either want them in a romantic sense or for the material things they have to offer. For some of you, they may work in finance as a manager for company accounts.
Some way somehow, you may be able to tell they’re crafty… in a clever sense and/or as in literal crafts. They’re creative but in a practical sense. This person is the type of person who gathers ideas from EVERYTHING and can make an inconvenience work for them. You may also gather that they’re someone always looking for a way to improve themself.
From the first conversation(s) with them you can tell they think about their legacy and what kind of impact they want to leave behind.
Pile Three
Your first impression of your future spouse is less about them specifically and more about the general feeling.
I think for many of you, this person might come into your life when you’re least expecting it. They feel fated… You’ve got the Wheel of Fortune so it’s like meeting this person was going to happen regardless. They most likely will feel like the start of a new beginning. It’s not a prominent feeling, but you will be able to recognise that something inside you shifts.
Your person is someone who upon first meeting changes your perspective. For some, they may spark the desire to improve in some format. They may be older and/or wiser, but you can tell it came from hard work and hard life experiences. Yet there’s a gentleness to them, as though all the things they may have endured only made them softer. They may seem too good to be true. You or they may be going through a transition in life. An unbecoming, I hear. Some of you might need to make a decision and this person helps influence it.
Your feelings/impression of this person— You can tell this person is respected. They’re level-headed and a good communicator. They’re someone you can connect with on many levels instantly.
I feel like there’s not much to say about this person. It’s kind of a 'when you know, you know' type of situation. Meeting them is like an exploration of yourself as well as them. Generous and gentle, they may do a lot of volunteer work. There’s a homeliness to them and an unspoken strength. They’re someone you can lean on.
I know I’ve said it already but the energy of this person feeling like & being a fated new beginning comes through very strong.
They could also signify a fiery romance, adventure and passion. The energy they exude resembles letting loose and not caring what someone thinks. They may influence you in this way, inspire you to be authentically you. From the first meet, they’re a leap of faith.
No specific thing comes to mind because last minute I got the lovers. Just a heartwarming feeling for you all about this person.
Also, they’re physically attractive, not just by your standards though. Most people would see them and agree they’re pleasant to look at. (Someone tell me if that’s how they interpret physical attraction as well lol).
Pile Four
*Minor Language
Okay so meeting in a kitchen or the medical area immediately jump out at me. Of course, that’s not the only scenario in which you could meet but it definitely comes through the strongest. For some of you, this is someone you know and have been trying to outrun for a lack of a better word. You may think you’re polar opposites but I don’t think you are. Taurus energy comes through strong, so they may have strong Taurus placements. You and your person may be similar. But there’s definitely that vibe of ‘oh great, you again.’ kind of enemies to lovers.
Brief story time to help you paint the picture. The 'polar opposites but not really' remind me of my sisters. Both of them are a Taurus. They always clashed when they were younger. Sister A would complain about Sister B as if she didn’t do the same exact thing Sister A was pissing her off with. It was equal parts annoying and amusing. However, now that they’ve kind of ‘separated’ and both reshaped themselves in new environments, they’re closer than ever… but they’ll never admit it willingly. If you’re still with me, hopefully, this will help make the rest of the reading make more sense.
So I had to redo your reading because I couldn’t interpret the cards clearly the first time around. However, I was definitely picking up on the whole enemies or at the very least ‘mutual nuisances’ to lovers first time around. I had also picked up that this could be an LGBTQ+ relationship for a few of you.
You most likely have a prior impression of this person or you two just don’t click upon meeting. The first scenario comes through strongest so that’s the one I’m reading, but of course, interpret as you would like. In the situation where you meet again, you may be frustrated with them initially, but you two have to come to peace, most likely for a business endeavour or something career-related it seems.
I see you keeping your eye on them though. They seem trustworthy but you know what they were like in the past. If it’s a completely new person, you can pick up that they may be a bit of an ass. You might be very in your head about them after your ceasefire and at some point have to take a step back and assess yourself. Some of you might know this person from as far back as childhood. You might notice this person has actually grown a lot and come to the realisation that you have to hold them to a new standard.
Some of you, you may be jaded towards this person because they broke your heart. You may be exes or there may have been a third-party situation where they chose something else over you. It could be a person that was the third party, but it feels like it was you or an opportunity and they picked the opportunity over you. Maybe the same opportunity leads to them coming back to you better.
Your new forming impression of them seems to be one of reluctant admiration. Whatever successes you see them with now, they’ve worked hard to earn and you can see it. It’s in their work ethic the effort they make in how they carry themself. You’ll notice how intuitive this person is and/or how fast they think on their feet. They’re mentally agile and can handle what is thrown at them quickly and with ease. They could be very creative and adaptable or they may inspire creativity in you.
Disclaimer: All readings and tarot/blog games are for fun and entertainment purposes only. It is in no way meant to act as or replace professional advice of any kind. You know yourself and what’s going on in your life best so I ask that you trust yourself above all else. Finally please take only what resonates from the reading which may be some of it, all of it, or none at all.
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servantofthefates · 8 months
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Does your tarot deck trigger you?
Do the cards' images bring out some painful memories?
The urgent solution would be to use a different deck.
I recommend the After Tarot by Lo Scarabeo. Each card shows the author’s version of what happened moments after the scenarios in the Rider-Waite.
The broken heart in the Three of Swords is now bandaged and ready to heal.
The corpse in the Ten of Swords is now being carried to its final resting place.
The Hanged Man is now drinking water, offered to him by a good Samaritan.
Most harsh cards are made softer. But they still retain the depth of the original material. The concept is lovely, and my own copy is very dear to me.
But the ultimate solution I would offer is meditation.
Tarot, in my faith, is an instrument of the divine to help us become the best we can be. So it would be best that we are not fearful of or repulsed by any card in our deck. Not even by the challenging ones like The Devil and Death.
The aim of meditating is to acknowledge your pain and realize why it is there in the first place. Doing so is always the first step to letting go.
I would advise that you, or whoever is facing this difficulty, take the time to…
Retreat to a private place, where you can feel completely safe.
If you can, dim the lights, turn up the air conditioner, or play an instrumental song to help calm your soul.
Hold the card in your hand… and just look at it.
Be vulnerable. Ask yourself why the imagery or the meaning upsets you.
Does it remind you of the death of a loved one? An illness you suffered? An abuse you survived?
If you feel like crying or even screaming, go ahead… You are surrounded by energy that only wants to help you… Your deck exists to serve you.
It may need to be done more than once. Maybe every night for a whole week.
Or until you can look at the card without feeling a heaviness in your heart. 🌹
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undeadmagick · 27 days
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Jörmungandr Guide
I've been posting a bit about the World Serpent and figured I should make a whole guide on him. Jörmungandr was the second deity that I began working with. And as he is a being with little information, despite having a major role in Norse myth, I find it difficult to easily devote myself to him so here's some advice for others! (Note: Most of the offerings and associations are UPG. This is what I have learned from my experience with Jörmungandr.)
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Name: Jörmungandr (Yor-Mun-Gan-Dur). "jǫrmun" means "vast" or "immense". "gandr" is a little uncertain in definition but generally understood to mean "magic", "wand", or "beast".
Other Names: "Miðgarðsormr" meaning "World Serpent" or "Midgard Serpent". In Skaldic poetry, he can be seen as being referred to with some variation of "Reistr Jarðar" meaning "earth-twist" or "earth-curl".
Family:
Father: Loki, The Trickster God
Mother: Angrboða, Mother of Monsters
Brother: Fenrir, He Who Dwells in the Marshes
Sister: Hel, Goddess of Death
Main Myths: Thor lifting Jörmungandr disguised as a cat, Thor's fishing trip, Ragnarök
Common Misconception: Jörmungandr is neither evil nor the cause of Ragnarök. Jörmungandr is a neutral being who is the personification of rebirth and change. He is a warning of Ragnarök beginning, not the reason. Ragnarök is a fated event, always meant to happen. It's important to note that Ragnarök is not the END but the end of the world that WE know. In the myths, there are deities, like both Odin and Thor's children, who survive and begin anew in the new world which will be repopulated. Rebirth is core to Jörmungandr and it should be noted in his myths, besides Ragnarök, it is Thor who finds Jörmungandr. Jörmungandr is described to be an ouroboros who remains wrapped around Midgard, minding his own.
Past this will be UPG(Unverified Personal Gnosis) unless marked with an *, in which case, these symbols are mentioned in his myths.
Personality: Personally, in my presence, Jörmungandr is a very intimidating being. Not because he is purposely trying to scare those who interact with him, but because he is very firm and can be distant in his words. Very forward in his wants for you, he provides advice and doesn't demand anything in turn. Jörmungandr is not one who holds your hand to guide you. He is very much a being who wants to see you take charge in life. He cares less for physical offerings and more devotional acts that are beneficial to yourself. He wants your pursuit of change, your ambitions to thrive, your pursuit of life in general. While other deities may provide a familial bond with those who work with them, Jörmungandr is very much a stoic mentor who is waiting for you to show your efforts.
What you may learn with Jörmungandr: How to set and enforce boundaries, how to be comfortable with change, how to accept change and move on, self-confidence, self-care, how to take charge of your life, learn shadow work, learn ocean magick, learn runes, healing past traumas
Colors:
Black
Silver
Blue
White
Green
Animals:
Snakes*
Oxen*
Cats*
Fish
Wolves*
Elements:
Water*
Earth*
Fire
Crystals:
Clear Quartz
Black Obsidian
Black Tourmaline
Amazonite
Aquamarine
Moonstone
Tarot:
Wheel of Fortune
Death
The World
Six of Swords
Physical Offerings:
Seashells
Sand or rocks from the Beach
Sea Water
Storm Water
Snake-Related Imagery
World/Earth-Related* Imagery
Eggs
Snake Skin
Runes (Jera, Algiz, Laguz)
Lotus Scents
Water Lily Imagery
Ouroboros* Imagery
Devotional Acts:
Meditate to Ocean sounds
Light Incense
Pursue your goals
Shadow Work
Clean your local beach
Donate to ocean preservation charities
Donate to climate change prevention charities
Build emotional and mental strength
Honor his family (Loki, Hel, Fenrir, Angrboda)
Practicing protection and cleansing magick
Wear snake jewelry
Adopt and care for a snake/reptile
Share your meals with him
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Hi, love your twst theories! And while I adore the idea that Meleanor's trapped inside the Magic Mirror (as she could still be alive) do you think it's possible that it's actually Levan who is trapped there - as well as being Crowley simultaneously?
When I read that OB!Malleus's voice sounds like Levan I thought that of the ones we've heard so far he sounds most like the Magic Mirror but higher or Crowley when he speaks seriously but lower. What we have seen so far is that when a person Overblots, their voice becames this multilayered cagophony (expect for Malleus). Could it be that Crowley and the entity inside the Magic Mirror are both parts of Levan and his soul has been fractured into two through Overblot, and his real voice is somewhere in the middle of the frequency of these spectrums?
It could work as a way to reference how Diablo was turned to stone (but didn't die, as in the book "Maleficent's revenge" he is able to break from his petrification) in the Sleeping Beauty. If Levan was able to trap his Shadow in the Mirror (or himself and allowing his Shadow to stay on the outside) it could be that this is why he is associated with STYX.
It would also give this sort of duality that could bridge Diablo from the og animated movie and Diaval from the live action film (both starting with "Dia", as in "ディア・クロウリーDia Kurourī"), Miyamoto-san's role as adult Simba in the Japanese dub of the Lion King, as both the Noble King of the Pride Rock and the weirdo hobo living in selfimposed exile (probably not relevant but I thought it's funny that he did not reprise the role in the sequel film in which Simba is seen in the role of the overprotective father of the Main Character Kiara, but does return for the animated show the Lion Guard, in which Simba is portrayed as a much more hands off parent) and both the upright and reversed meanings of the Magician in the Tarot deck.
It could be that Crowley doesn't even know/remember who he is, if we take in to account that in Jungian psychology Shadow represents the parts of your psyche that you wish to repress, and only by accepting it can you start to heal and solve the crisis in your identity (as has been the case for the Overblots so far) and by keeping these parts of himself separate and Levan is unable recognize and reconcile his past.
Hello!! Ahh, thank you so much, I’m happy you like my theories! \(//∇//)\ This is such an interesting ask- and a bit of a tangent haha, but I enjoy the theorist side of TWST so much because of how theories are always growing and fluctuating. One core theory can branch off and create so many different ideas, so there’s always inspiration to go around and new ideas to explore.
The idea of Levan’s Overblot breaking his soul into two is such an fascinating idea ahhh!!! \(//∇//)\ This would be an amazing way to explain all these differing aspects of him. For a long time now, I’ve been a believer of the theory that Crowley is in a very unique state of Overblot, just barely teetering over the edge while also managing to survive this long. I wouldn’t be surprised if it meant that being in a catastrophic Overblot state for centuries on end has indeed meddled with his soul in this manner.
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Levan being trapped in the Dark Mirror is also such a good reference to the live action Maleficent, when Maleficent’s wings are stolen. Meleanor considers Levan to be her eyes and limbs, which could also mean her wings. Maleficent’s wings are seen in this glass cage, but are still very well alive on their own. Levan being Meleanor’s wings means he could be the one trapped behind the glass of the Dark Mirror 👀 If this part of Levan is trapped, I think it could also explain how Crowley keeps referring to his “wings” as if they were a physical part of his body, while also simultaneously not seeming to have them.
It reminds me of the line in Maleficent when she says to Aurora that “I had wings once. They were strong, but then they were stolen from me.” Levan was a top general and a diplomat. He was a strong and capable man, and is rumored to have even faced the Dawn Knight himself and survived, whereas Meleanor perished. It makes me wonder that when Levan left Meleanor, Eggleus (lol), and Lilia to battle at the fort, if something akin to an Overblot happened. Parts of him being fractured and “stolen.” 🤔
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I’d also like to point out that the manga specifically shows Crowley in the prologue speaking to the Dark Mirror…without his mask. His voice is the prologue is one of the very few times where his voice deepens, and has no hint of his typical flamboyant personality. Perhaps Crowley not having his mask is a representation of these fragments of his soul coming back together? :0 There’s also a very interesting TWST trailer that has Miyamoto speaking, presumably as Crowley, but his voice is deeper than we’ve ever heard Crowley’s character speak before. Perhaps this is his “true” voice as Levan, and thrus similar as Malleus? For anyone else who wants to know more about the upright/reversed tarot card for Crowley, I made a post explaining it all here! ^_^ that’s such a good point of how Crowley can be both the upright and reversed when you consider him being Levan as well!!!
Also AHHH the Jungian psychology!! 😭💖💖💖 this is such an amazing point, especially regarding the Overblots. I’d like to think that primary part of who Levan is the one trapped in the mirror, while his shadow, Crowley, is the one who exists on the outside. Overblots amplify the negative or surpressed traits of a person’s personality, to the point of nearly killing other characters from how caught up they get in their own negative emotions. Crowley is always criticized for his own ego regarding his “kindness,” of how he can be unreliable and a very fleeting presence.
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Levan has been referred to as “kind” (with the same word in Japanese that Crowley uses), and Lilia claims that Levan gets constantly praised for the simplest of things that don’t really deserve it, primarily by Meleanor. I wouldn’t be surprised that through Crowley, these traits of Levan were amplified, giving Crowley an ego for things he didn’t really earn, and praising himself for his kindness. Like a remnant of how Lilia and Meleanor excessively praised him.
You make such an amazing point about how if the shadow and the person is separated, that Levan/Crowley cannot recognize and reconcile with his past!! Absjxjs I was a bit of a persona 4 fan back in the day, but it essentially feels like that, of having to confront this shadow of yourself to reconcile your misgivings. It’s the same thing in TWST, where this harsh but necessary confrontation with this darker side of themselves is what saves them from succumbing to their Overblot.
Also andjxjsbdbs the point of Miyamoto’s role as Simba!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣 It’s…quite fitting, actually! 🤣 we gotta love Levan’s self imposed exile through a weird birb man like Crowley 🫡💖
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This was an amazing ask, thank you so much for putting this into my brain! 🤣💖💖💖💖🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛ I adore this idea so much, and I feel like your points helped me explain some of my visions for the whole Crowley and Levan situation haha \(//∇//)\ I’d like to make fanart illustrating this idea, I just love it so much. Thank you so much for the wait in answering this ask, and for taking the time to write this! Have a good day! ^_^ 🫶🐦‍⬛
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— babymonster possible final line-up?
yeah i am back at these theories brothers and sisters (i mean, friends)
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this is an experiment of mine when i ask about everyone the question “will they debut in babymonster” three fucking times
first try
ruka: eight of cups, knight of pentacles • three of cups
pharita: four of swords • six of wands
asa: seven of pentacles • strength
ahyeon: four of cups rx, ten of pentacles, knight of pentacles • ten of cups
haram: five of cups • eight of swords rx
rora: seven of pentacles rx, knight of cups rx • eight of pentacles
chiquita: the devil rx • king of wands
from ruka to chiquita, the roughly answers: yes, i’d say yes, yes, i’d say yes, no, most likely no?, yes
certain yes: ruka, asa, chiquita (ik that chiquita’s answer might be controversial interpretation of mine)
uncertain yes: pharita, ahyeon
it looks like this answer is no: rora
strongly no: haram
second try
ruka: two of cups • justice
pharita: the high priestess • the magician
asa: four of pentacles rx, the hanged man • death
ahyeon: three of pentacles, page of wands, six of wands • five of wands rx
haram: the emperor, two of cups, justice • ace of pentacles
rora: temperance • queen of cups
chiquita: the hanged man rx, four of pentacles • ace of cups
from ruka to chiquita, roughly answers: yes, 🤷🏻‍♀️, no?, yes, i’d say uncertain but only because of the previous readings, yes, no
certain yes: ruka, ahyeon, rora
🤷🏻‍♀️: pharita
uncertain no: asa
uncertain?: haram
no: chiquita
third and last try
ruka: page of wands, temperance • queen of cups
pharita: the star • two of wands
asa: the fool, ace of cups • four of pentacles rx
ahyeon: two of swords rx • strength
haram: page of wands, temperance • queen of cups
rora: ace of swords • nine of wands
chiquita: the magician rx, the high priestess rx • eight of wands
roughly answers from ruka to chiquita: yes, yge want her but it’s her choice if she wants to, i’d say yes, yge isn’t sure if they want her as baemon member, no?, most likely yes, 🤷🏻‍♀️
certain yes: ruka
most likely yes: rora
it’s up to her: pharita
uncertain yes: asa
uncertain answer: ahyeon
uncertain.. no?: haram
🤷🏻‍♀️: chiquita
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overall the roughly answers are:
ruka: yes - yes - yes
pharita: i’d say yes - 🤷🏻‍♀️ - it’s up to pharita herself
asa: yes - uncertain no - uncertain yes
ahyeon: uncertain yes - yes - yge isn’t sure of her debuting there
haram: no - uncertain - unsure no
rora: probably no - yes - probably yes
chiquita: yes - no - 🤷🏻‍♀️
my honest interpretation after asking:
ruka is obvious she will debut, but her debuting won’t be that much talked at all. she might not be congratulated that much (8 of cups, first ask). it’s obvious that she will be determined for babymonster (knight of pentacles, first ask) because it’s her passion (two of cups, second ask).
yge wants pharita to debut as babymonster member, but why she isn’t sure? she might want break from idol training (four of swords, first ask). is she tired from this already? unfortunately, i don’t think we will know (the high priestess, second ask). the offer is still there (the star, third ask) and sooner or later, she will have to choose (two of wands, last ask’s bottom card).
asa however.. wtf is going on? at first there’s the wealth card (seven of pentacles, first ask) and out of sudden there’s materialistic things (four of pentacles rx, second ask)? or, or suspense/delay? (same card) it’s killing her that she has to wait (the hanged man, second ask). in the end there are beneficial and very food cards (the fool as her debuting, as new beginning and ace of cups as the happiness because of it) but the bottom card is making all this shit questionable. does she wants to earn more as monthly salary? it feels like she will debut but at the same time it’s so odd that four of pentacles rx is here, you know? will she be mistreated for her actual profits?
i think as much as yge wants ahyeon, at the same time it’s uncertain if she will debut with them (two of swords rx, third ask). while she wants to debut (three of pentacles, second ask: accept it as group card) and there are good cards for confirmation (ten/knight of pentacles, ten of cups: first ask; page/six of wands, second ask — ten of cups, strengthas bottom cards in first and last asks) there’s just more (first ask: four of cups rx, second ask: five of wands rx) that it’s just outside of her debuting. yge might favor ahyeon a lot.
haram is the only one whose answer in the start starts with strongly no (five of cups: leaving, being disappointed • eight of swords rx: her having difficulty with it bc she realises that - first ask) but after the second and third ask the answer has totally switched. i have two options:
1. she won’t debut and the second and last ask is just why she won’t debut - the third ask is even out of touch
2. haram might be restricted for some reason but the emperor in the second ask doesn’t make even more sense because there’s power
honestly bc of the previous readings about them i did i am leaning towards the first opinion.
rora is the other one who in the beginning had kinda negative answer. even though her cards were weaker as an answer, the answer might be uncertain as a whole because of the first ask: does someone in yge doesn’t like her? in previous reading i saw something about her that she possibly did. is this why yge is divided? in the other asks it looks like she will debut but there will be challenges for her behind the scenes.
i think something happened between haram and rora in front of yge but i cannot be certain. i feel she’ll debut.
chiquita however, was she anxious for the final result? i felt she become more peaceful inside herself
looking at all cards, i don’t know if she will debut as babymonster member tbh. the third ask is just blocked, you know?
in my conclusion
certain to me lineup: ruka, asa, rora
up to the trainee: pharita
yge currently decides about: ahyeon, chiquita
definitely no: haram
if yge is divided between ahyeon and chiquita, it’s really that uncertain. i want to bet on chiquita to be honest, but the cards are more pessimistic than ahyeon’s. realistically i believe ahyeon has more chances of debuting as babymonster member (this is if yge wants strictly 4- to 5-member group).
options according to my cards’ answers:
1. ruka, pharita, asa, ahyeon, rora, chiquita
2. ruka, asa, ahyeon, rora, chiquita
3. ruka, asa, rora, chiquita
4. ruka, asa, ahyeon, rora
5. ruka, pharita, asa, rora, chiquita
6. ruka, pharita, asa, rora
7. ruka, pharita, asa, ahyeon, rora
8. ruka, asa, rora
this isn’t what i’ve expected :(
before asking why i want to bet on chiquita debuting: it isn’t because she’s underage but because yge isn’t sure of the way they want to treat ahyeon. i am afraid to say that she might be treated in similar way as jennie favoritism-wise, and not only, i can fee already she’ll have probably the most individual activities in the future. it’s not because chiquita is 14. it’s because of how treated will be ahyeon and her actual potential.
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mysticheathenn · 3 months
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Who Are You Meant To Be?
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Hi there! Remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement seeking professional help.
Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition.
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Who are you meant to be?
What is stopping you from progressing?
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Pile l:
Who are you Currently? (Tarot: Page of Cups, 2 of Cups, King of Wands, The Wheel, 3 of Wands, The Magician) This pile feels like my go-getters pile. Whenever you want something you will stop at nothing to go out and get it. You have a lot of fire and water in your pile of cards meaning you are empathetic, caring, sensitive, and loving.  You are a natural giver, wanting the best for those around you, and love to see the best in people even when they show you their worst. I think some of you this is your downfall a little bit. Maybe you like to ignore the red flags and bare your soul for people who wouldn’t do the same for you. You are also a wanderer and explorer, always wanting to know more about the world, your passions, those you care, for, just anything you have a curiosity for you want to know more. Maybe you’re even a huge daydreamer and for some of this can also be your downfall. It gives me 500 days of summer in the scene where Tom has his fantasy in his head of how he wants things to go vs how things actually go and is crushed even though he knew his fantasy was a slim shot he still felt it could have happened. Extended Reading on Patreon (Who are you meant to be? What is stopping you from progressing? & Advice)
Pile ll:
Who are you Currently? (The Priestess, 5 of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, 9 of Pentacles, 7 of Cups (reversed))
Pile ll I just want to give you a big hug because you are the type of person who doesn’t fully believe in themselves. Some of you feel that you don’t even deserve nice or great things. For some of you, I feel someone like a toxic family member, friend, or ex-partner planted these thoughts in your head while for others I feel you slowly started to develop these thoughts yourself. The scene in Black Swan where the mom says “What happened to my sweet girl? And Natalie Portman’s character says “She’s gone.” For those who resonate with this life has hardened you. Maybe you used to be optimistic about life but life and those you met along the way really did a number on you. Some of you may even not see the beauty in life anymore or even the potential that you may have because you are just so low in the dumps. Some of you may even deal with severe depression and anxiety. For some of you, it's passed down, for others it's due to your circumstances like being unemployed, lacking money to live life without constantly surviving, etc. Please be easy and nice to yourself, life may be hard but that doesn’t mean you make it harder by giving up on yourself and life. Remember you are not your circumstances, mental illness, or what people think of you. Your current situation is just a pit stop, not a life sentence.
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Pile lll:
Who are you Currently? (6 of Swords (reversed), Hanged Man (reversed), 8 of Swords, The Hierophant, 2 of Pentacles)
Some of you may be drawn to pile number ll, only a few of you but pile lll you feel trapped. Stuck as if you don’t know who you are, where to go or be in life. Some of your are possibly afraid to be your authentic self maybe.I feel some of you may have chosen the pile in another reading I did a week or two back where I slightly spoke on a similar issue. Some of you may also be drawn to pile number l as well because I see people pleasing as well amongst a few of you but overall, what I feel currently for you is you aren’t sure who you are. You remind me of this video I once saw about how people are out here with personalities from the internet because they can’t think for themselves, so they follow the masses in hopes of stumbling into something and I get that feeling for you pile ll. You aren’t sure who you are, what you want to do with your life, where you want to go, what kind of people you want around you all you know is that where you are currently isn’t what you want anymore. It reminds me of the SpongeBob meme where that fish goes through life living day by day the same routine in and out just miserable because they lack passion or some sort of direction. For those who don’t know what I am referring to here’s a link to a YouTube clip of the meme http://tinyurl.com/2jutee6y . Maybe some of you are going through the motions of life unsure of how to live because you follow the influences of TikTok, friends, and family, but I feel some of you are slowly starting to see that not even the material you soak in and people around you are actually living or know what the f*ck they are doing or want in their own lives. They are just sheep following the machine to the slaughterhouse because they feel it’s what they are supposed to do.
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Thanks for checking out my reading. I appreciate all of you, until the next reading.
Stay Safe and Be Blessed.
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aisaariel · 9 months
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PAC : Anteactae Vitae
aisanakismet | tarot, intuition, channeling | july 23, 2023
important! Hello, this is a past life pac brought to you thanks to a lovely vita requesting for a pac on this topic. Please keep in mind that each pile is a general reading, so not every aspect of the pile will resonate.
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Piles go from left to right, top to bottom. Top row, from left to right is piles 1, 2, 3. Bottom row, from left to right is piles 4, 5, 6.
Deck used: Howl's Moving Castle Deck!
reminder! This reading has been quite difficult because the people on this blog have had a variety of past life experiences that are very different from one another, therefore making it harder for me to focus on one common energy. Please focus more on what you can take away from reading that particular pile! Though your past life might be different from one another, the lesson you may have to learn from your past life may be similar to one another!
Pile ONE
The Soldier. Some of you may have experienced lots of different hardships in your past life. I see that your whole life, you didn't really feel fulfilled in any shape or form. There is a loss of hope and a loss of the appreciation of life. There is apathy and a general sense of disappointment. Your life has been full of competition and battles, not being ensured any sense of safety. To you, your goal is to survive another battle and another day. You lost your sense of motivation long ago, and what motivates you to stay fighting is the love you have for your home and your loved ones. You look to your good times as a sense of comfort and find a reason to live on another day, fighting the enemy. Though, what do you get from the fighting, the loss, and the torture in the end? "Will this ever end?" you think. "Will I ever get to go back home again?" you think. You face a harsh and cold reality - one where you kill or be killed. You lived a lonely, lonely life. And as a result, in your current life, you might have a constant sense of fear and anxiety of being abandoned or leaving home. You might be very attached your home and your loved ones. You feel an immediate responsibility to care for those you love, but you don't understand where that feeling comes from. You may find that you make an effort to be courteous and caring, but lots of what you do for others don't go recognized, just like how the soldiers were regarded in the past.
Pile TWO
The Broken Soulmate. Some of you may have been well-off in your past life. You were outgoing and passionate, and many regarded you as a reliable and admirable leader. Those who worked for you always looked up to you and followed your orders because they had faith that your judgment would lead them to greater honor, prosperity, and stability. You were known for your leadership, your intelligence, your ability to be understanding even during situations where one may find it very hard to do so. Then, it happened - you met your Queen. You met your partner who was oh so charming and social. You could not take your eyes off of her (going by what i see; not meant to gender anyone). She kept you on your toes, she made you go insane, crazy. She turned you into a teenager who couldn't control themself. She made you blush, she lit you on fire when you thought that you would never return to your old self again. She turned you back into an immature young brat who liked to go out and play, joking around with friends and messing around. Every time she looked at you, it felt like she saw straight through you to your very soul. You knew it was true love - it was love at first sight for you. You pursued her. You loved her, you cherished her. You showed her what a great person you were with your wealth, success, credibility. With your honor and fame. You showed her that the two of you were destiny, guided by the stars, the universe, celestial beings, whatever she believed in. The two of you gave the vows of marriage and lived happily, that is, until a competitor/ other figure schemed the death of your love to break you, to make you fall. You thought that the two of you would live so happily together, but she left your side not long after. You couldn't protect her and the guilt killed you little by little. You were heartbroken. You lost a part of yourself the day that she left your side to the heavens. Therefore, in your current life, you might find that you can't really trust people in your surroundings no matter how close they might be to you. You always yearn to find that "someone" in life and you can't help but feel hopeful that there is someone out there waiting for you. You feel like you have to find someone, it's like your soul knows that you're meant to meet again in this life because you had wished for it so much in your past.
Pile THREE
My Love in a Distant Star... I sense young children in here. In your past life, you may have had a soulmate grow up with you in your childhood. It felt like when the two of you were together, the world didn't seem as frightening or impossible. The two of you were inseparable and everyone in your surroundings knew that one day, the two of you would end up together and live happily for your whole lives. The two of your had great teamwork, had the same plans and mindsets. The two of you were each other's place of security and comfort. The two of you knew that you both loved one another and promised one another to be at each other's sides no matter the circumstances. That is, until something unexpected happened. It was as if the universe was separating the two of you. There was no way out of it. I sense two maternal feminine energies. There is the mother of your soulmate ended the relationship between the two of you. She may have been unhappy with you for whatever reason. Your mother couldn't do anything to salvage the relationship. There was nothing you or your soulmate could do either. You were heartbroken. And so were they. Though in the end, you started anew, a new life in a new place, far away from where you had spent your days with your soulmate. Then one day, you look up at the sky. "My Love in a distant star, I wonder how lives thee. Though we weren't meant to be, living parallel worlds, I hope in another distant star, again we'll meet." In your current life, the idea of soulmates, twin flames, and such may have always interested you, itching the back of your mind in ways you cannot explain. You may have a feeling that your soul is seeking someone but you don't know who. But it seems like yours and your soulmate's souls dearly wished for a meeting in the next life. Look around and see if you meet someone that feels strangely familiar to you. The moment the two of you meet, there might be a sense of recognition.
Pile FOUR
The Pioneer. For this pile, your guides are saying that it is not time for you all to look into your past lives at the moment. We have two cards talking about the beginning of a new journey. Do you feel directionless? Do you feel like you don't know where you should be going in life right now? That is not without reason! You are gifted a sword to wield from the heavens, meaning you have been gifted a special skill or talent. Look into yourself and use your intuition. Where do your greatest strengths lie? Did you feel pulled to anything in particular growing up? Trust the pull. You are a pioneer, Pile 4. Use the divine gifts that were given to you and pave your way into the unknown! To add on as a side note, for this pile, we might have people who are relatively newer/younger souls. That isn't a bad thing! You have so many experiences that you are yet to experience. Buckle up and get excited for a long adventure!
Pile FIVE
The Unfulfilled Love. It seems like some of you had a complicated love situation going on in a past life! Some of you may have faced many different conflicts and heartbreaks in your past life. You may have had a person in mind that you regarded as your wish-come-true person - the person that you truly wanted to ended up with. However, life took its turns, and you possibly decided to settle down with someone else, thinking that that would provide you lots of stability in love and in finances. This is completely understandable - let me provide an example. In Twenty Five Twenty One, the main leads loved each other lots but chose not to end up with one another because of the realistic difficulties between them. The female lead lived a life where she felt neglected by her mom because her mom prioritized her career over family life. The male lead was in the same profession and showed the same signs that the mom did to the female lead, triggering her past memories and making her feel that the relationship just wouldn't be able to work out anymore. That is why, though the two leads loved one another, they chose to separate for the betterment of each other's lives. I think you faced a similar situation where you had someone you dearly loved, but you knew that the two of you being together would be unfulfilling for the both of you in the end. No matter how much you look at it, it just didn't see any way of working out. Therefore, you settled down with someone else and it did provide you the life you had wanted, opposite of the many trials you had to face in the past. However, you were always looking elsewhere - you were always looking at the one from your past that you left. You may have always regretted your decision to choose someone else. In your heart, you felt that you kicked away someone that you believed you were truly meant to be with. So in this life, Pile 5, reevaluate what might mean more for you. Would you go for someone you truly love knowing that the both of you will go through so many difficult trials together? Or will you go for someone you don't really love, but one that can provide you the life you need and want? This form of reflection is required on your part!
Pile SIX
The Thinker. In your past life, you were always a thinker. You always thought of the future, wondering what would become of you. You perhaps envisioned a future where you can be truly happy with a loving family and home - since that wasn't provided to you in your childhood growing up. You may have grown up in an unhealthy environment where you were always having sleepless nights full of stress and worries. All you may have wanted was just a small break from all the heartbreak and misfortunes, but it just never may have ended. As a result, from your childhood years, you always had wished for your future adult self to be at a much better place. However, from what the cards seem to be telling me, it seems like there were many delays and setbacks from you achieving your future dream. Perhaps it was because of a broken relationship with a past lover that you truly loved. Perhaps it was due to financial difficulties or an overwhelming amount of work. Perhaps it was due to a sudden death. Whatever it was, your guides aren't providing that many details on what your past life was like. All I can sense from it was that it was difficult and full of negative thoughts and feelings on your part. I just keep getting the sense that you dearly wished that you would never experience a similar life as your past life ever again in future lives. So in the your current life, you are asked to look at what makes you happy. What are things available to you right now that will lead you to a future that makes you feel fulfilled? Work hard towards that. The "you" in your past life worked so hard for it but couldn't achieve it. They're cheering you on in this life and hoping that you'll work hard towards something that'll make you truly happy because past life you understands how frustrating, angering, and saddening it can be when you're not allowed to have the life you want. Don't be afraid of others' judgment. Just go for what you want to do. Do what you love.
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pardi-real · 4 months
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Tarot of Destiny / Chapter 14 - Happier Than Anyone Else
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Hanamaru: “Aight, then. Finally, just the 2 of us, huh… Let's get along as fellow grim reapers, my lord.”
> “Yours is reversed though…”
Hanamaru: “Yeah. As said before, my ‘Death’ card is in the ‘reversed position'... It seems to mean things like… ‘retry’ or ‘restart’.
Well, leaving aside whether this tarot fortune-telling is accurate or not, if it's to save you, my lord... I'll do whatever it takes. Hmm… look back at myself through this card and convey the feelings that arise from it to the lord, huh… 'Retry'... 'restart'....
Hmmm… Well, some parts of it might really apply to me.”
> “Apply to you?”
Hanamaru: “Ah, it might get a tiny bit serious, but... I had a rough life, much worse than now.”
Then Hanamaru calmly talked about his past. He lived as a bounty hunter in the eastern lands, angered a corrupt authority figure, and his hometown was burned.  It was the first time he talked about what happened before he came to the church orphanage.
> “That sounds tough…”
Hanamaru: “Well, you know how it went afterward, my lord.  I've always... wanted revenge against the angels. The ones who killed those kids five years ago... I wanted to avenge them so badly. 
Of course, I didn't let on how messed up I felt about it to the kids who survived.  I was seriously regretting it, like it was eating me up inside… I was so angry, I felt like dying.  But now, meeting you, becoming a devil butler and all, I've finally got the power to take on those angels.
It's something to be happy about, but sometimes I think... if you weren't in this world, my lord... I might have died trying to avenge them without releasing the devil's power.  I couldn't exact revenge without it.
So when I think about it... I'm glad you're here. Thanks to you, I can continue avenging the kids without being killed by angels. Wait…  Saying it like this makes it sound like you're just a tool for revenge. My bad. 
I didn't mean to hurt you… but frankly, before meeting you... I only thought about using you for revenge. Because back then... I had no idea what kinda person you were.
Remember?  When we first wore tailcoats and went to show ourselves to you... You were like... ‘I want you guys to be happy.’ You know… I'm pretty good at identifying scammers. So when I heard that, I became convinced and was like, ‘Ah, this person is really good.’
Of course, being adored by the butlers helps, huh? Yo! Look at this charmer right here! So, just like everyone else, I fell for you, my lord. I want to stay by your side forever... 
I thought my life would be just about hunting angels, a grim existence... But It turned out to be a pretty enjoyable life. Thanks, my lord.  And, let's continue to get along from now on. I hope we can be together for a long time.
So... Don't worry about the tarot's result. You could even turn it into tissue paper and throw it away.”
> “Y-you're right…” > “Can I, really…?”
Hanamaru: “Oops. That wasn't very butler-like. Oh well. I guess I really am unrefined.”
~ A little while later ~
Having received the feelings of all 17 butlers, I decided to think again about what Ms. Elvira had said about ’the way to be saved from an ominous fate.’
Teddy: “So, my lord... Have you come up with anything?”
Yuhan: “Lady Elvira mentioned, ’You have experienced the answer firsthand.' Is it possible that the answer lies in our shared experiences?”
> “I'm not quite sure yet…”
Hanamaru: “Well, let's take it easy. It's just a talk about fortune-telling anyway. Some fortune tellers even intentionally sell ‘comfort goods’ together with ‘anxiety-inducing predictions.’  It might be a loss to take it too seriously.”
Teddy: “But, both Mr. Berrien and Mr. Haures said that Lady Elvira's fortune-telling is accurate... I want to be optimistic, but I can't help worrying.”
Hanamaru: “Oh, right. How about this, then?  If the upright Death card is making you uneasy... Then, my lord, you can do a ‘handstand'.”
> “Handstand...?”
Hanamaru: “Yeah. If you do that, you'll become the Death card reversed, just like me. If we're both in the reversed position, you should feel reassured, right?”
Yuhan: “Mr. Hanamaru…  Please think more seriously about this.”
Hanamaru: “Haha, sorry, sorry. But don't you want to see the lord doing a handstand too?”
Yuhan: “Sigh... I definitely can't let my lord do a handstand, but for my lord's sake... Perhaps we should try anything. Well then, Mr. Hanamaru, please try doing a handstand.”
Hanamaru: “......Huh? Me?”
Yuhan: “Yes. If Mr. Hanamaru does a handstand, the tarot will change from the reversed position to an upright position, right...  That is to say, if there's a change in Mr. Hanamaru's fate, it means that handstands have an effect.”
Hanamaru: “......Yuhan, you…… ...You want to use me as a guinea pig?”
Yuhan: “Oh? Who was it that wanted to experiment with my lord?”
Hanamaru: “......Hey~ Teddy. Help me out here~.”
Teddy: “Huh? Oh, okay... Then... I'll grab your legs as you do a handstand to help you, Mr. Hanamaru. Alright, go ahead!”
Hanamaru: “Hey! That's not what I meant…”
I couldn't help but smile at the playful exchange between the three. It lightened my uneasiness about the ominous fate, and I started feeling a bit relieved.
Hanamaru: “Ohh. Seems like my lord is feeling a bit better now.”
Teddy: “That's right! Even if we don't find the answer now, there's no need to hurry!”
Yuhan: “Yes. We will protect my lord no matter what happens. You are an irreplaceable presence to us…”
Hanamaru: “Yeah. And of course not just because ‘you can release the power of devil butlers.’ You've brought us many other, more precious things.”
Teddy: “For us, my lord is more precious than life itself! Please don't forget that. From now on, we will protect you and live by your side, my lord. So... There's nothing to worry about.”
> “Thank you, guys”
All the butlers were trying to make me feel less anxious, promising to protect me no matter what. Their powerful words… little by little, made me feel at ease.
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9800sblog · 10 months
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mingi tarot reading
persona vs personality
do I have his energy permission to do and share this reading? 2 of cups
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mingi said he has a clear division, that in public he sells a fantasy and a performance.
in front of cameras, bosses, fans and other celebrities
in general, he likes to be impressive and because he's so inspired by hip-hop, he wants to look like a bad boy, a player, like he's trouble. he likes to look messy, like he isn't trying hard, that he's naturally that cool, he shows off money and possessions very casually, to not look like he cares, he has no cares. but he also likes the story of a small guy in a big world, he only tells the struggles he's already survived and fixed, this way, he shows how strong and powerful he is. I think he gets a bit embarrassed in front of cameras still, because he's actually trying a lot and planning and thinking and researching (he said that privately he's a nerd and a loser kkkkkkkkk). with the queen of cups, he likes to show that he's in control of his emotions and sensitive to others' emotions, polite, nice and likeable, charming. with bosses, mingi likes to be a fun presence that reminds them of a problem child, I think he enjoys being taken care of and getting away easily when he actually has big trouble. ateez doesn't seem to have many celebrity friends (or any friends except for themselves) and it's basically what we see on camera. but he likes opportunities with successful people to exchange advice and learnings. in work events and ceremonies where he is around them, mingi likes to be calm, self composed and look successful, a quiet type of success. now, when around fans, he tries to be funny and quirky and look open minded and non judgmental, so they can feel comfortable with him. there's also the classic boyband fantasy, where every fan is special, the love of his life and he wants you desperately, only you! it doesn't seem he enjoys it, with the king of swords reversed + 8 of pentacles reversed, he thinks it's manipulative and gives him a bad reputation, it's easy money and disrespectful to himself, to the fans and the special people in his life. the other cards say he's often bored, apathetic or just sad when interacting one on one, but it's just how things have always been done and he doesn't have the power to change it alone. it seems that he wants to be more honest, but he can't, he said "it's hard to be proud of yourself when you do such putrid work".
casually, at home and daily
mingi is really traditional, he likes being home and I don't see him going out at all, a homebody for sure. he is introspective and reevaluates his life and decisions, figuring out if they actually match with him on a real level. he's got a strong sense of right and wrong, he's quite lazy and overly dramatic. his faith plays a big part on him and his mentality, and he is thoughtful, he likes to learn from anything. he's such a sentimentalist, he romanticizes a lot, he's get very attached to things and people, and is probably the type to take many casual pictures and videos to watch his memories in the future. there is this one person mingi feels very close to, his true best friend, who he is very intensely emotionally connected to, he spends a lot of time with them, like a lot, from morning to night and then in his dreams, that's very sweet. he likes to be around this person because he feels grounded around them, and that's when his energy feels actually relaxed and comfortable. when around them, he is vulnerable, dedicated, attentive, detailed, easily accesses his shadow and works with them to fix it, this is a very safe energy and environment, I really like it, I'm happy he feels like that. it almost feels like therapy, but it's better and easier, he's a very healing presence in this energy, very comfortable and unbothered. he seems to still be obsessed with things from his childhood and love things that the target audience is children, it's lighthearted fun, he said.
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