#sweet despair cher lloyd

[rogersstevie]

#sweet despair #cher lloyd #music #Spotify

[sannisideup]

sweet despair

All it took was one moment for her whole world to shatter to pieces. 

She didn’t want to ever believe nor accept that one person, that he, could affect her so much. She didn’t want to give him the power to destroy her.

It hurt so much. 

She could feel the pain in her chest, like a weight that never refused to leave. She could feel it in every breath, a never-ending agony. 

She still couldn’t face her best friend on account of how similar they both looked. She couldn’t face looking at someone who had red hair that was ruffled just the same because he had taught him to do so. 

She didn’t want to hear his laughter only to find it attached to a different person. He had hurt her, but she still wanted him to stay. 

She didn’t expect that loving someone would hurt so fucking much.

Before Hogwarts, she had spent her childhood watching movies with princes and princesses. Watching happily-ever-afters. She had seen how happy her parents’ marriage was; how great love was. His parents’ love had only further convinced her that love was indeed very real and very beautiful.

Oh, how very wrong she was.

When she had fallen in love with him, she was absolutely taken with his playfulness, the way he refused to take life seriously, the way his smile lit up his eyes, making him look incredibly beautiful. 

When she had fallen in love with him, he had taken her on unimaginable dates; she had never laughed or smiled so much in her entire life. He had shown her the world, in technicolor.

When she had fallen in love with him, he had showered her with gifts. It was nothing over-the-top or expensive. In fact, they were small trinkets made with love rather than wealth. Once he had given her a necklace that was charmed to turn warm whenever he touched the second half of the half-moon.

The necklace had turned ice cold a long time ago.

When she was in love with him, he had treated her with utmost respect and love. He had looked at her like she was the most beautiful woman in the world. He had promised her once, that he would never, ever, ever hurt her, because hurting her hurt him, too.

When she was in love with him, he gave her toe-curling kisses that weakened her knees and brought tears to her eyes. He made her scream in pleasure like no man ever had; he loved her like no one had.

And then he came home with hickeys all over his body.

She had kicked him out at first. 

It was a mistake. She wanted him back, with her. It had only been a month, he would still want her. He would still love her.

She wanted him to stay. He didn’t.

It broke her heart.

She watched the months pass. 

And then one day, he showed up with a blonde girl on his arm, a diamond ring on her left hand. He had a bright smile on his face, his eyes lit up with unadulterated happiness. 

She found the necklace shattered in tiny pieces.

When he had his first child, a little girl with bright, blue eyes, she had felt the air leave her lungs, as if it was her last breath.

She sobbed in the hospital bathroom as her tears splattered onto the tiled floor.

When she found herself watching the father and daughter play on a broom, her little pigtails blowing in the wind, her childish laughter echoing in the air, her heart squeezed with the reminder of a future she had lost. 

She had bought all the children a going away present before they left for Hogwarts for the first time, but she found herself unable to look his daughter in the eye.

When she came back after her second year, her eyes filled with admiration for her, the war heroine, she found herself looking away. 

She couldn’t face his child, if it wasn’t hers, too.

When he was forty-three, his body was ravaged with an incurable disease that left him bed-ridden and magicless. 

She found herself sprawled in the middle of the night at the St. Mungos Medical Library researching his disease. She didn’t know how else she could help without completely losing herself in the process.

When his body was lowered six feet under, her heart was beyond repair.

She finds herself reaching out to his daughter, wanting to see admiration in her eyes again. 

It is finally time to let him go.

One mistake it's all it really takes To take my breath away Go on put the knife in Run away, don't need you anyway Although I wish you'd stay Go on put the knife in

~ sweet despair, cher lloyd

773 words

ok so this angst was a whirlwind of emotions, hoenstly. it’s inspired by the song sweet despair by cher lloyd. as u can see the story quite literally parallels the set of lyrics ive indented up there. 

\also like pls dont find this unhealthy longing & obsession “cute” or “goals”; it’s toxic af. no one should be in lvoe w/ someone for yeaaaars after o.p. has moved like srsly. u should at least try to move in, that’s what’s emotionally healthy but basically this is angst for a reason & i just never want to become dependent on anyone so much so that i start to lose myself just ufck no

IF YOU’RE HURTING THE WAY HERMIONE IS IN THIS FIC, TALK TO A FRIEND/FAMILY MEMBER/THERAPIST DON’T TORTURE YOURSELF I MEAN SERIOUSLY. YOU DESERVE THE BEST THIGNS IN LIFE!! :)

& that seriousness aside, whyst the fuck did fremione not happen?????

p.s. if u havent heard sweet despair by cher lloyd go listen to it, homie. aite thanks (also i rly dont use the word homie like that but i felt like it so whatevs)

p.p.s. i couldn’t have ever written something this good if it wasn’t for @anievul who i consider an angst-reading queen. like legit, she has read so much angst, and is super picky about it, so like she’s the bomb.com. thank u for all ur help!! <3

#breakup #fremione #fred x hermione #hermione fanfiction #fanfiction #harry potter fanfiction #angst #harry potter angst fanfiction #angst fanfiction #hermione angst #fred angst #fred weasley angst #fremione angst #longing #angst longing #hermione longing angst #fremione longing angst #fremione longing #sweet despair cher lloyd

[breakmyheartwithlyrics]

Cher Lloyd- Sweet Despair

#my edit #cher lloyd #sweet despair #lyrics #sorry i'm late #lyric edit

[fosterthelyrics]

sweet despair / cher lloyd

#cher lloyd #sweet despair #song lyrics #lyric edit #all caps #typography #pastel #purple

[dailyladylyrics]

Tell me what did you see in her 'Cause I've been living in sweet despair

Sweet Despair, Cher Lloyd

#cher lloyd #cherlloydedit #clloydedit #lyricedit #typoedit #sweet despair #sorry I'm late album #ouredit #by bailey

[sadgirl-w-darkness]

Escapa, no te necesito de todas formas, pero desearía que te quedaras

Cher Lloyd - Sweet Despair

#cher lloyd #sweet despair #citas #citas en español #canciones #cita de cancion

[mary-and-james]

I don't really know what's in the cards of life All I really know is my tears won't dry tonight

Cher Loyd - Sweet Despair

#cher lloyd #sweet despair #life #Lyrics #song lyrics #my life #tears #song quotes #song quotations #song quote

[pretend-writer]

Sweet Despair (Sam Winchester x reader)

Summary: Y/N has been keeping a secret from her boyfriend, Sam. 

Pairing: Sam Winchester x reader

Title Reference: Sweet Despair x Cher Lloyd

Word Count: 1.2k words

Warning: mention of death

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Sam still doesn't know.

There's no way I'd tell him. He wouldn't understand, he'd be so confused and then he'd eventually leave me. I just know he would.

I trust him with all my heart, Sam is so pure and sweet which was one of the million reasons I was in love with him. The relationship between us was so great, I didn't want anything to ruin it. There's never a day when I always want to be a hundred percent honest with him but how can I? He'd think I'm a freak.

The smile he flashes whenever Sam would hold my hand as we walk to class together doesn't fail to make my heart full. But knowing what I'm hiding from him and how he would react if he knew breaks my heart even more.

I was scared how different he'd feel about me once he finds out the truth and everyday that I hid it from him, I knew it was getting worse.

Days went by since I've been overly thinking about it and now Sam started to suspect something; he knew I was off and there was something on my mind. Being the kind sweetheart he is, Sam would always check up on me. I'd lie and tell him I'm fine.

I wasn't

All the small kisses he'd leave on my forehead made me feel even worse; the guilt grew in me each time. Especially now that Sam knows something was off with me.

"We've been dating for what, nearly three years right?" Sam and I have practically been attached to each other since the start of our college years. "I can tell when you're stressed. Tell me what's wrong."

"I'm fine Sammy."

He looked me in my eyes, knowing that I was quite the opposite. I could tell that he was plotting a way to break me to telling him what really was going on. "Is it professor Dr-"

"No, it's not about classes." Both of us having issues with our law professor, that was Sam's first guess. "Are you going to keep guessing?"

"If you're not going to tell me, then yeah. I'm going to bug you until I know what's bothering you." Sam answered a little sternly this time, he was serious about finding out the truth.

Shifting my eyes away from him, I looked around the room. I knew that Sam wasn't going to stop asking questions and I didn't know how else to escape from this situation.

"Is it something I can help with? Is it about me?"

"I-it's not about you and no, you can't help me."

Sam took a deep breath, overly thinking all of the things he have done in the past few days. I hate that he thinks it was something about him, even when I said it wasn't. I hate that he thinks all of this was his fault.

"Trust me, it's not you. Just don't worry about it, okay?"

"How can I not worry, Y/N? You're practically not with me even when I'm sitting right next to you. Your mind is elsewhere everytime, everyday." Sam sighed, eyebrows furrowed as he stared at my sad face. "So tell me, I'll help every way I can."

"You can't."

"Why do you know that I can't?"

"I just do."

He rolled his eyes, biting his lips as he brainstormed more reasons. I could tell he was getting frustrated by the minute. "Did my brother contact you?"

"Dean hasn't called or anything like that." I fiddled with my jeans, getting nervous that Sam was asking too many questions. "It's about me okay? So you don't have to worry about it, I'm fine."

Sam brought his face closer to mine, observing me and my expression. He reached for my hand and squeezed it, "I'll always worry. Just know I'm here for you, baby."

His soft, gentle voice must of had an affect on me because next thing I knew, tears were falling from my eyes. Crying was the last thing I ever wanted to do, especially since I rarely cried in front of Sam.

"Baby-" Sam scooter closer to me, holding onto me as he rubbed my back. Not being used to see me cry so often, he panicked as he tried to comfort me.

"I'm s-sorry, I'm sorry." It struggled to come out of my mouth, "I just can't do this."

His grip loosened, trying to comprehend what I have said. "You want to break up with me?"

Quickly facing him, I shook my head. "No, of course not. You're the best thing that's happened to me. But you're gonna want to break up with me."

Sam smiled in relief, hearing that she wasn't going to end the relationship with him. He then lightly brushed his thumb under my eyes to wipe away my tears. "Nothing is going to change my mind about the way I feel towards you."

Naive, I thought to myself. It was cute and sweet that he'd love me unconditionally but Sam didn't know better. He didn't know my past. The truth about who I really am.

"You know the nightmares I have constantly? The monsters that's always haunting me in my dreams, trying to kill me?"

Sam nodded silently, waiting for me to continue on with my story. "Those aren't dreams, it actually happened. I'm scarred because that's how my parents died, not some car accident."

"What are you mea-"

"Monsters aren't real, right?" I chuckled, laughing at myself knowing I sound stupid. "Well, surprise because they are. My parents were on a hunt and got killed by demons, actually."

"Your parents were hunters?" Sam asked. It was weird to me that that was his first response but at least he didn't look at me with disgust.

As I slowly nodded, I took a deep breath. "Yeah, its hard to explain bu-"

"I come from a family of hunters too." Sam's eyes widened, "Uhm. I didn't want to be one which was why I came here."

Biting my lip, I furrowed my eyebrows. "You know I don't meant hunters as in shooting animals in the woods, right?"

Sam laughed as he saw the worried expression on my face. "Yes, babe. Vampires, werewolves, you name it."

A huge sense of relief flushed throughout my whole body, the anxiety that I was living with for a long time was all gone. Sam must of seen how tense I was, he grinned as I exhaled.

"Wow, I actually know someone that I can relate to." Sam intertwined his fingers into mine, "I'm really sorry about your parents Y/N. My mom died from a supernatural cause too."

I frowned as I placed my hand on his cheek, caressing my hand against his skin. "You never talk about your parents, Sammy."

"Well, it's kind of hard to talk about them when it's all about the supernatural." Sam said, "That was all you were worried about this whole time? Telling me that you came from family of hunters?"

Playfully, I hit him on the shoulders. "That was all!? Are you kidding me!?"

"Ah, okay okay. That is a pretty big deal." Sam laughed with me as he hugged me from the side. "For me, I've always wanted to escape it. I don't like the hunting life and I sort of want to forget about the past."

"Yeah, I get it. I've tried that over the years but it's who I am. I can't hide that."

Sam kissed me on the cheek, "You don't have to hide anymore. We can both be honest now."

"You're right, no more secrets."

#sam winchester x reader #sam winchester one shot #sam winchester fic #supernatural fic #supernatural sam one shot #supernatural one shot

[sammy0927]

Official playlist for Only You:Teen Wolf Rewrite!! :)

Hey Guys! I am finally going to be posting chapter one of my Teen Wolf rewrite tonight or tomorrow . :) I am so sorry it has taken so long, I literally work everyday, all day. Here if the playlist that I suggest you listen to while you read my rewrite. Thank you guys so much! 

Plain Jane by A$AP Ferg 

Shabba by A$AP Ferg 

Never Close Our Eyes by Adam Lambert 

Set Fire to the Rain by Adele 

Burn the House Down by AJR

Weak by AJR

Let Me Down Slowly by Alec Benjamin

I’m Yours by Alessia Cara 

Missing You by All Time Low 

Fear To Feel by Alvarez Kings 

I Found by Amber Run 

Greedy by Ariana Grande 

Hands On Me by Ariana Grande 

Someone To You by BANNERS 

Mine by Bazzi

That’s It by Bebe Rexha 

Can’t Get Enough by Becky G.

Run the World (Girls) by Beyoncé

you should see me in a crown by Billie Eilish

lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid

River by Bishop Briggs

Sodium by BONES

Angel With a Shotgun by The Cab

Drip by Cardi B

Ring by Cardi B

Sex by Cheat Codes 

Only You by Cheat Codes

Sirens by Cher Lloyd 

Human by Cher Lloyd 

Sweet Despair by Cher Lloyd

X by Chris Brown 

Fall in Line by Christina Aguilera

Arms by Christina Perri

New by Daya

G.O.A.T. by Eric Bellinger 

Lifer by Florida Georgia Line 

Heatwave by Florida Georgia Line 

Talk You Out of It by Florida Georgia Line

Lighthouse by G.R.L.

You Don’t Own Me by Grace 

Eyes Closed by Halsey 

Don’t Play by Halsey 

Gotta Let Go by Hollywood Undead 

That’s Me Right There by Jasmine V

Instruction by Jax Jones

Singles You Up by Jordan Davis

FurtureSex/LoveSound by Justin Timberlake 

Say Something by Justin Timberlake

Heaven by Kane Brown

Dark Horse by Katy Perry 

LOVE by Kendrick Lamar

King’s Dead by Kendrick Lamar

Woman by Kesha 

Brother by Kodaline

Playinwitme by KYLE

Teeth by Lady Gaga 

I Like Me Better by Lauv 

Boy by Lee Brice 

Molly by Lil Dicky 

Esskeetit by Lil Pump

Summer Fever by Little Big Town 

Secret Love Song by Little Mix

Lightning by Little Mix

Power by Little Mix

Freak by Little Mix

See Me Now by Little Mix

Everybody by Logic

Most People Are Good by Luke Bryan 

Battle Scars by Lupe Fiasco and Guy Sebastian 

HeartLess by Madison Beer 

Dead by Madison Beer 

Say It to My Face by Madison Beer 

Powerful by Major Lazer 

Girls Like You by Maroon 5

Moves Like Jagger by Maroon 5

Silence by Marshmello

There for You by Martin Garrix 

Lights Down Low by MAX

Pacify Her by Melanie Martinez

Training Wheels by Melanie Martinez

Gingerbread Man by Melanie Martinez 

Lose Control by Missy Elliot 

Let It Bump by Missy Elliot 

Gossip Folks by Missy Elliot 

Break You Hard by Natalia Kills 

Problem by Natalia Kills 

Rabbit Hole by Natalia Kills 

No One’s Here To Sleep by Naughty Boy 

Brother by NEEDTOBREATHE

Outcast by NF

Lie by NF

Beautiful Sinner by Nicki Minaj 

Buy a Heart by Nicki Minaj 

Bed by Nicki Minaj

I Wanna Know by NOTD

What About Us by Pink 

This Is Gospel by Panic At The Disco 

Movements by Pham 

Ball For Me by Post Malone 

Going to Hell by The Pretty Reckless 

Make Me Wanna Die by The Pretty Reckless

I Don’t Need a Man by The Pussycat Dolls 

Diamonds by Rihanna 

What Now by Rihanna

No Lie by Sean Paul 

Wolves by Selena Gomez and Marshmello

All My Friends by Snakehips 

The Last Time by Taylor Swift 

Dysfunctional by Tech N9ne 

Fairly Local by Twenty One Pilots 

Home by Machine Gun Kelly 

Capital Letters by Hailee Steinfeld 

Who Are You, Really? by Mikky Ekko 

Run Boy Run by Woodkid 

Iron by Woodkid 

Never Forget You by Zara Larsson 

Born Ready by Zayde Wolf 

Jet Black Heart by 5SOS

I Miss You by 5SOS

Youngblood by 5SOS

Want You Back by 5SOS

Love Lies by Khalid 

@supernaturallover2002 @deansimpalaqueen @southsiderepresent @cutiepiemimi13 

#teen wolf masterlist #teen wolf imagines #teen wolf #teen wolf preferences #teen wolf imagine #stiles stilinski #stiles stilinski fanfiction #stiles imagine #stiles stilinski imagine #stilesedit #stiles stilinksi imagine #stiles stilinski x reader #dylan o'brien #dylan obrien imagines #dylan o'brian imagine

[thatsabae]

{GITM} Salus - Chanyeol (mafia!au)

Here are some musics I use to inspire me writing! If you have any recommendation, I would love to know!

Check here Salus! 

LIKE I WOULD by ZAYN

fOoL fOr YoU by ZAYN

Why Won’t You Love Me by 5SOS

wRoNg by ZAYN (feat. Kehlani)

I Fancy You by Crush 

dRuNk by ZAYN

Lies by Marina and the Diamonds (the acoustic version, please)

sHe by ZAYN

Close by Nick Jonas (feat. Tove Lo)

Bermuda Triangle by ZICO (feat. DEAN and Crush)

None of My Business by Cher Lloyd 

Want You Back by 5SOS (acoustic version is good too)

Sweet Despair by Cher Lloyd

Jealous by Nick Jonas (feat. Tinashe) 

I Don’t Wanna Live Forever by ZAYN and Taylor Swift 

You and I by Crush 

TiO by Zayn 

The Hills by The Weeknd 

No Candle No Lights by Zayn (feat. Nicki Minaj)

#Well, basically everything Zayn says is included haha#

#masterlist #playlist masterlist #playlist #music #Salus #salus Chanyeol #exo #thatsabae #thatsabae masterlist #exo masterlist #exo scenarios #exo imagines #chanyeol

[mysticsrose]

tag games pt. 1

I was tagged by @newtinna and @leiaaorgana a long time ago, tysm!!

Rules: bold what you prefer and tag 10 people

coffee or tea

early bird or night owl

chocolate or vanilla

spring or fall

silver or gold

pop or alternative

freckles or dimples

snakes or sharks (neither)

mountains or fields

thunderstorm or lightning

egyptian or greek mythology

ivory or scarlet

flute or lyre

eyes or lips

witch or fairy

opal or diamond

butterflies or honeybees

macaroons or eclairs

typewritten or handwritten letters

secret garden or secret library

rooftop or balcony

spicy or mild

opera or ballet

london or paris (really can’t choose)

vincent van gogh or claude monet

denim or leather

potions or spells

ocean or desert

mermaid or siren

masquerade ball or cocktail party

Rules: We’re snooping on your playlist. Set your entire 🎶 library on shuffle and report the first 10 songs that pop up, then choose 10 victims.

tagged by: @roxanne-mortons , tysm!!

dreams by dua lipa

gonna get better by fifth harmony

obsessed by emblem3

new americana by halsey

sweet despair by cher lloyd

last christmas cover by ariana grande

centuries by fall out boy

sober by selena gomez

liability by lorde

rip 2 my youth by the neighbourhood

Tagging: @lahnister @oliviasdunham @mindfulelys @blackwidocw @tywinlcnnister

@lokiofasgcrd @lehsnherr @thriteenthdoctor @michael-langdon @thestral

#tag game

[ofhoseok]

@wangtabulous tagged me to do this!! thanks ^^

The rules are that you have to put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that come on. After you finish tag 10 people~ 

dreamin’ // got7

27 // kim sunggyu (infinite)

be i // b.i (ikon)

goodbye winter // day6

미친 듯이 너 하나만 // ftisland

morningside // sara bareilles

time machine // seo inguk feat. swings

guilty // gain

sweet despair // cher lloyd

wolf (chogiwaaaa) // exo-k

tagging anyone who wants to do this!! (but definitely tagging @nsmjoon)

#i haven't heard like over half of these songs in so long omg #these tags always expose the fact that i only listen to like... 2 albums ever LMAO #tag games #ariel says

[heartonanoose]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/77JKycd5MQdDHmw7XlGBAq?si=cTREvLIRTuGHvjHow6VA1w)

#FC;Aluzka #musings;That Bitch In The Mirror

[musicdeluxe-blog1]

sorry i’m late (2014) // cher lloyd

top tracks:

sirens

goodnight

honorable mentions:

blind your love

dirty love

human

sweet despair

m.f.p.o.t.y.

rate: “ ⭐⭐⭐  “

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/7tG9wuLLbhOx38KY9JBTU7

apple music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/sorry-im-late/836769025

#sorry im late #cher lloyd #cher #album #album rate #music #pop #spotfy #apple music

[fosterthelyrics]

can i request 'Run away, don't need you anyway\Although I wish you'd stay' on light purple from sweet despair by cher lloyd? xx

:)

#request

[girl-almighty-00]

Todo lo que realmente se es que mis lágrimas no se secaran esta noche...