#the mortifying ordeal of being known if you will

[mothingness]

I beg for interaction and conversation but the millisecond anybody makes an attempt to approach me I crawl away like a feral cat while clutching a cross to my chest at the demon who has appeared before me

#literally my discord bio is asking to dm me an animal fact #but I didn't think anybody would actually do it #closed the tab in self defence #defence from what you may ask?? #heh......... #well... #the Terrors #the mortifying ordeal of being known if you will #my rambles #man Ive gotta shut the fuck up sometimes #text post #its past my beddy time

[txrdish]

the moment doctor who showrunners use the names theta and koschei on-screen is the day i can die peacefully. imagine an emotionally charged scene between the master and the doctor then suddenly one of them drops the academy nickname on the other. it can go 2 ways

either the other gets all "you don't get to use that name on me, they're dead." or they crumble over the name and just. Breaks Down™.

(bonus points if it's in front of a companion)

#the mortifying ordeal of being known but you've long since reaped the rewards of being loved #and now you suffer the consequences of being loved by the other through painful memories of when everything was fine #rtd what are u waiting for bring my pookie master back we need it #the master #the doctor #doctor x master #thoschei #doctor who #theta sigma #koschei #dhawan!master #simm!master #gomez!master #missy

[sentientsky]

good omens fanartists, i love u most ardently. good omens fic writers, i would commit arson for you. good omens shitposters, i cherish and adore u. good omens angst meta-analyzers,,,my therapist knows your names

#this is a lie bc apparently I can’t properly submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known EVEN IN THERAPY #hi alex. hi fells. hi emma. hi zoey. hi ineffableteeth #i love/hate u all. I’m simultaneously high fiving u and also chucking u into a volcano #other meta analysers this also includes u i hate u and love u and would fight god for you also #crowley #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable husbands #ineffable wives #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens meta #good omens fanfic #good omens fanart #michael sheen #david tennant #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #gomens #neil gaiman #ineffable divorce #azicrow #gomens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens shitpost #shitpost

[diosapate]

htn ch. 16 / htn ch. 31 / ntn ch. 24

#anyway its all the mortifying ordeal of being known #like most augustine lines ‘I know you like i know my own soul’ is incredibly profound yet delivered in the rudest way possible #harrow the ninth #nona the ninth #comparatives #the locked tomb #augustine the first #pyrrha dve #palamedes sextus #camilla hect #aust.txt #tlt

[originalartblog]

Detective Murase survives and lives through the events of Storm Bringer. He learns (most of) the truth about his brother, N, and Chuuya, and doubles down on bringing Chuuya to a world of light, feeling somewhat guilty and responsible. Chuuya finally goes along with it.

Chuuya, out of the PM but without a group to latch onto, shadows Murase during his work, and quickly faces the limitations of the system supposed to bring justice. He starts doing "vigilante" work, helping Murase "conveniently" find evidence, and acting indifferent when culprits that had to be released "mysteriously" go missing.

Murase is not stupid, but there's no stopping this overpowered teenager who's angry at the world. He needs an output, a purpose, and, well, there's this detective agency employing ability users they've been working with...

#'rimbaud adopts chuuya'/'verlaine adopts chuuya' murase was already trying to take chuuya under his wing and have you SEEN the stage play??? #and that's right it was an elaborate ada!chuuya au all along #this angsty teenager cannot be limited by the law! he's never had to follow it before! #fortunately we know an ex-assassin with dubious ethics who wants to help/protect people and for it will bend the law to hell and back #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd murase #bsd detective murase #bsd chuuya #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd fanart #bsd stormbringer #bsd storm bringer #stormbringer #ada!chuuya #the murase au #nawy's doodles #nawy's comics #biting my nails anxiously <- tried to do something genuine instead of a funny joke (mortifying ordeal of being known)

[ahotknife]

when cameron frye stared into that painting until it turned into nothing and the director was like well it's a metaphor see he thinks the longer someone stares at him the more likely he is to turn into nothing. the closer you get to pointillism the less it looks like art and the closer you get to cameron the less he looks like a person. and this was about Ferris Bueller's Day Off btw. what the hell was that

#lucinda.txt #mortifying ordeal of being known except you want to be known but you know it's just a big old mess

[sunpdf]

liv ullmann, changing // ocean vuong, on earth we’re briefly gorgeous // hana shafi, gaze // tim kreider, i know what you think of me

#liv ullmann #ocean vuong #hana shafi #tim kreider #changing #on earth we're briefly gorgeous #gaze #i know what you think of me #the mortifying ordeal of being known #perceived

[wispforever]

exalt

#Naruto #Kakuhida #Hidakaku #Hidan #Kakuzu #something something hidan lives his life in extremes #something something doesn't know how to regulate his emotions #he either loves something or hates it #you either have to die or you can never leave his side #in this way everything Hidan loves is made into a god #do it. obsess until it kills you #you want to you want to so bad #deify the love of your life instead of admitting you had nothing before him #when idolizing someone is easier than submitting yourself to the mortifying ordeal of being known and loving them normally #I am normal about Hidan #i AM NORMAL #when the only way you can express your love is by putting people so far above you it reinforces your abysmal self worth and keeps you #at arms length inherently #thus making it impossible for closeness and intimacy to exist thus keeping anyone you love from hurting you ever #YOU WIN HIDAN #YOU WIN

[vaguely-concerned]

heartbroken yet deeply entertained by julian's repeating pattern of 'all I want is to be close to someone and for them to truly know me :(' and then whenever it threatens to actually happen he goes 'oh that's too close to knowing me actually I uh. need to skip town/planet/galaxy/dimension right now immediately very sorry about all that my bad goodbye'

#the mortifying ordeal of being known is a game of dodgeball and man does this boy have superhuman reaction time #star trek #star trek ds9 #ds9 #julian bashir #partially brought to you by the carrington award debacle and just how well it works with the later retcon #'*cautiously pleased behind his trepidation* oh. recognition? :) *dawning cold sweat* oh. recognition' #jadzia it's very sweet that you did this but you. probably should have talked to him about this first huh #even aside from the genetically engineered skeletons in his closet lol #she said if you don't have gifted kid trauma from your childhood (little does she know) I'll give you some before you get to thirty

[alkimea]

boygenius - we're in love / boygenius @ fox theater pomona / boygenius - leonard cohen / boygenius @ coachella w/ muna / boygenius - we're in love / interview for KROQ radio / interview for rolling stones / phoebe bridgers - graceland too / boygenius - the record art cover / three of cups / boygenius - leonard cohen / boygenius - true blue / boygenius @ coachella / interview for NPR

or, a collection of boygenius things i'm feeling completely normal about atm

#boygenius #julien baker #phoebe bridgers #lucy dacus #webweaving #you wouldn't believe how much stuff i had to cut out bc this post was getting out of hand #and it is still ridiculously long #their three of cups tattoos and the true blue mv are here in spirit okay #something something the mortifying ordeal of being known #mstuff

[hamartia-grander]

Nothing more gut wrenching than when one character either literally or metaphorically can't see themselves and another character says "I see you" that shit is breathtaking bro

#The mortifying ordeal of being known but it's by a person who only loves and cares for what they see #A person who sees you so fully and chooses to love the worst and the best parts #Someone actively paying attention to you someone promising you that you are on their mind you're where their eyes go to naturally #Post inspired by me literally almost passing away when playing as Wyll seeing Astarion unable to view himself in the mirror go “I see you” #So many good pairings for this like.... #Wyllstarion #Adalice #Serennedy #chloenorth #Simarkus

[unseeleigh]

Scary keeps saying she has a tummy ache has me so sad. This poor girl is so cut off from basically any of her emotions and herself in general that she doesn't realize that what's happening is she's feeling Guilt. "This is making my stomach hurt worse" yeah I bet it does honey Link isn't letting you run away from what you've done

#leigh just noo #dungeons and daddies spoilers #dungeons and daddies #dndads spoilers #dndads #scary marlowe #scary baby girl i love you so much but you NEED to let people care about you #the mortifying ordeal of being known and yada yada #these people are your friends and family and you need to be able to Let them love you

[harunefrog]

I don't have much to say about this I just drawed teehee

#isat #in stars and time #i hate talking on the internet it feels like i failed even before i post the message or post #<- by the way related to this #im too shy to chat but i had a lot of fun playing gartic phone one the isat discord ^-^ #hopefully next time i can join when it isn't 1 am and i can draw on my tablet and not on my phone and do better #also I'm too shy to post this on discord #it's “the mortifying ordeal of being known” you know how it is

[dear-ao3]

hey now why can't people who work in / alongside f1 enjoy ao3. if you think about it, we are working in fandom ourselves, we've got to get an understanding of the industry somewhere

i never said you couldn’t ? what i did say was that it’s incredibly hilarious if you’re hinting at contract news to an ao3 blog (and a shitty one at that cause is this even an ao3 blog?) at that. like have fun enjoy your stay at the blog, but please don’t get fired for revealing information on my behalf

#i’ve never said you couldn’t enjoy ao3 my friend #i think it’s funny you’ve made it to my blog specifically #there’s a Difference #not a tag #from saph #yeah it’s a big blog I Know but i still think the mortifying ordeal of being known on tumblr.com is mystifying and always catches me off #guard #imma be honest if i see my own darn blog quoted in racing news i might scream #f1

[anglerflsh]

my favourite passtime is making up incredibly unaccurate armour designs. That's a lie my passtime is researching but this comes at a close second

#[.art] #is it even armour at this point? it's a chestplate with a mantella over it. It's armour to me. In spirit. #oh I dread to maintag this but my blog has to be organised or I get hives so I am in fact putting this in at least his tag #This was mostly an excuse for me to shade metal and draw armour but he's there as a character base because I wanted to put constellations i #Javert #les miserables #les mis #<- the- what was it. The mortifying ordeal of being known? me when I post art I did for fun in my free time #also this file is called knightvert. You should know this #also I got an answer about the constitution in place in 1820 and I regret to inform you that mister Valjean was probably elected lawfully #mostly because he'd been there for the minimum required year in order to be a citisen and be appointed by the prefect as mayor #or by the double decimal process if we go by 1799 law and not the 1814 charter. #not counting the fake identity but alas I do not believe proof of identity was required by law for that so. Dreadfully not added to the lis #which doesn't exclude entirely document forgery because I believe property law comes into the needing proof of identity? #But I've been looking at french law for three days and I need to not read for a week now So I'll check that later

[blueingsfairy]

i see you vs the mortifying ordeal of being known. i need fic writers to stop sleeping on this angst gold. you’re telling me that “i see you” are not the scariest words to tell a human person? i need more even if they are like funny/crack of human s/o reacting badly to that because have you seen how we seem to be terrified of being seen.

#avatar imagines #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #lo’ak #lo’ak x reader #neteyam #neteyam x reader #i see you #please don’t #the mortifying ordeal of being known #the only cultural difference that matters is how afraid you are of being known #avatar x human reader #spider socorro