what do you mean youre technically a detransitioner cause of terf bullshit?
it's a v long story but i detransitioned for a couple of years when i was 16/17, for multiple reasons but mostly because i fell into the blaire white/kalvin garrah chamber of "you have to be This way to be trans otherwise you're not real".
i was already Deeply insecure about myself and my 'passing' and i was led to believe that i couldn't want to wear makeup or skirts, and i couldn't choose not to have bottom surgery, and i couldn't do anything but bind for 12+ hours a day to the point that my ribcage is still misshapen. basically i thought that if i wasn't suffering enough doing 'feminine' things, i couldn't really be trans, so i should just go back to being a girl and suck it up.
the terf bullshit is because i'd seen a lot of terfs/detransitioners talking about the 'dangers' of testosterone and how it would turn me into a horrible ugly evil monster and how there was nothing worse than wanting to be a man. which combined with 'you need to fully medically transition to be valid at all' creates some very dangerous and upsetting feelings to cope with.
it also came from trying really hard to put myself in a little box before i realised that my sexuality/gender are very fluid and it's FINE for me not to have a label and just do whatever i want. when i was 19 or so i went back to using they/them (and eventually he/him) and changed my name again because even though i like doing 'feminine' things, i don't want to be seen as a woman.
tldr: i was conditioned by transphobic/terf rhetorics to think that i was being trans the 'wrong' way so i couldn't be trans at all, so i believed i must actually be a girl if i still wanted to do 'feminine' things. nowadays i am a transmasc who does feminine things because i don't give two shits about what any transmed prick thinks of me anymore.
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i think it's kind of offensive to try to make holocaust denial about trans people but idk
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At this point, gender nonconformity is about what the person says their experience is.
If a woman with a beard or a man with lipstick and a mustache says they're gender nonconforming, then they are! If a woman with short hair or a man with long hair says they aren't, they aren't! And that's not even getting into the awesome nonbinary, abinary, genderqueer, intersex, and general genderfuckery that may both be and not be conforming.
So much of what is even considered gender conforming or gender nonconforming is based on a world of exclusion. When we start defining one's conformity with whether they fit into white cishetero perisex standards or not, we play into the idea that there's only a very narrow window of what is considered worthy of time and thought.
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You've seen "excluding neurodivergent people is ableist" and now understand "neurodivergency is disability" but now get ready for for this one:
Neurodivergency can be disability but not every single neurodivergency is, actually. Yes, even those who technically could qualify for a diagnosis under the DSM or ICD may consider their neurtype to be beneficial to them, actually. And some neurotypes can be adjacent to the DSM and ICD without actually falling into them!
Neurodivergency can be disabled but in the way all squares are rectangles but not all rectangles are squares.
The people seeing themselves as more abled for a neurotype that's disabling to you are not your enemies.
Break free of your chains, stop letting the DSM and ICD, the biggest perpetrators of ableism, define us and our communities.
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I'm too excited about them to finish before I post them, Janey is coming but for now, here's the geek squad before the disease
(the betas)
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My autism superpower is being able to connect every single song i listen to to just roll with it blood in the bayou with minimal effort
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thinking about an ask i got when i was 14 that has stuck with me forever because it was like. accusing me of lying about having bi4bi parents. why would that be anything even remotely interesting enough to lie about
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I forgot to post this like a month ago when i actually saw spiderverse, so whoops. (ID under the break)
[image ID: the doofesmirtz nickel meme and it says “if i had a nickel for every time i saw a movie that used the multiverse to explore how the younger generation copes with suffering differently from the previous generation and specifically looks at how that affects POC and people who are othered from those closest to them, while using the complexity of parent-kid relationships to emphasise the otherness and has a character with a motif surrounding black holes and bagels and was also one of the most phenomenal pieces of media i’ve ever witnessed, I’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.” end image ID]
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You ever get lulled into a false sense of security during the first two thirds of a kid's movie that's good with a serious plot but mostly a pretty fun time, only to have the entire final third tear your heart out, chew it up and spit it out, crush it into even finer paste beneath its heel, and add the fine powder your ribs have been turned into by the sledgehammer it whammed you with as a seasoning?
Anyway Nimona was great, 10/10 would recommend, I was crying on and off for what probably totaled 20 minutes of tears.
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Ok so spoilers for the invincible atom eve special
love how her whole storyline is about how she's weird and not normal and then they make her the NORMALEST girl possible, like how do they make her THAT autistic as a child and then have her?? grow? out of it??? how do you fumble a neurodivergency allegory that hard??
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For a movie featuring basically zero explicitly queer characters, Across the Spider-Verse was pretty fucking queer.
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Pop punk is THE babytrans guy music genre. I've been relistening to my favourite bands that I basically worshipped when I was 13-14 and like ...that's so me !
Yeah I feel like a loser ! Yeah I just want to stay in my room forever and listen to music too loud ! Yeah I hate my parents ! Yeah I feel like nobody understands me ! Yeah I'm scared I'm gonna be stuck in a town that sucks forever ! Yeah I get a crush on every girl I meet !
It really hits all the sucker feelings, so good to embrace the moody idiot inside.
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Gender Envy
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There are many valid critiques that can be made of the Doctor Who 60th anniversary episodes but I also want to take a moment to appreciate the fact we got good trans/NB rep and a storyline involving someone being content to just live out their days with their best friend.
In a climate where the UK Government still refuses to acknowledge asexuality and aromaticism as sexual orientations, where every day they make it harder for trans people to exist, where they are desperately trying to return to the days of Section 28 (don't say gay) and refuse to ban conversion therapy...
... it was just pretty awesome to have RTD and the entire cast and crew raise a middle finger to all the homophobic/transphobic/racist assholes out there and create something incredibly queer in one of the most watched TV shows broadcast on one of our biggest broadcasters.
I don't know about anyone else but I really needed that.
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