#this is a pretty bad first attempt

[moeblob]

Marin is just the town's cat. She can be found lounging about in the sun and knocking stuff off of roofs (it's not her fault if you put stuff that high up). She arrived in the town on her second life and then just. Opted to never leave. She gives a lot of people nicknames (such as Ren is Renke to everyone else and he will throw a punch if anyone else tries calling him Ren)... and despite her willingness to help people, she is very respectful of secrets. If she sees things she shouldn't "know" then that's fine, she won't tell anyone. So everyone in town lets her do whatever and wherever she wants.

#my characters #even though the nine lives is supposed to be like a cat cheating death with dexterity n stuff #thats not the case with marin shes just straight up allowed to live nine lives #her first life ended pretty early but her second life was lived to its fullest #she quote died end quote of old age her second life and then her third was shorter at about 30 years #so being on her fourth life and having lived in the same town for an immensely long time she really does just know people #shes happy to be around people if they dont get in her way of relaxing so... people just let her hang around #and since everyone knows that she knows everyone they consider her hanging around as good fortune #since no one will want to attempt anything bad around the cat who watches everything #her favorite color is yellow btw shes just a good lil cat girl

[mxriviera]

Cog-toon like toon au bellringer is DEFINETLY a fox and you cannot change my mind they literally go ring ding (like a bell) in the game and they're all over the UK. so bingbong british boy is totally one of them.

#theyre both sneaky and social and BRITISH #also my first attempt of drawing bellringer looks pretty bad #toonblr #toontown cogs #toontown corporate clash #bellringer #benjamin biggs #bing bong #or in this case the ring ding

[krisget-thebanana]

Oopsies my hand slipped and I drew this

#FINALLY gave into the urges and drew them. sorry guys the mental illness won this time #tbf i’ve been deranged about this pairing for almost a year now i think i have a right to indulge myself after so long #GOD this is embarrassing to post. my sense of shame is too strong to be posting cringe art of my godawful ships even on here #if you hate me for drawing this don’t worry i’ll go die in a hole after posting this!!! #just kidding i’ll actually probably draw more even though i find it embarrassing #death note #death note fanart #mello #mihael keehl #soichiro yagami #soichiro x mello #mello x soichiro #soichello #<— some of you may want to filter those last three tags considering that i post about them semi regularly #if you don’t know how i’m pretty sure you just go settings —> account —> filtered tags and put in whatever tag you want to filter #chara’s art #first time drawing soichiro and i draw him at the most difficult angle possible. why did i do that to myself #i mean it’s not bad for my first attempt but he looks. thinner?? then i intended??? #mello’s face looks off here but i had fun drawing him #anyways happy new years. i spent the last few days of last year and the first few hours of this year drawing this #what an amazing and productive way of spending that time #new years resolution is to go outside and touch grass #i can’t stop writing in the tags. i think it’s because i’m hesitating to post this lmao #oh my god whatever just shut up and hit post

[yourbrat]

Made these today 😌

#not bad for my first attempt at these #needs some bigger beads I think but the acylic rounds are pretty big already so iunno #personal #mine #earrings #jewelry #cat #cats #cat skull #skulls #oddities #osteology #taxidermy #vulture culture #gothic #alternative

[tanglepelt]

Dp x dc idea 88

The GIW successfully invade the infinite realms. The Fenton parents were more then happy to provide weapons. Anything to deal with the awful body snatchers.

Danny was revealed, the GIW brought evidence of him being phantom to Jack and Maddie. They two vow vengeance for their dead son.

Danny barely managed to escape with his half-life and fled to the realm. Only for war to happen.

The GIW don’t even have to win battles. Just place anti-ecto bombs strategically in the realm. They can’t win actual battles.

Those in the realm keep disarming them. Some go off, only enough to damage little sections/haunts. If the realm goes the entire multiverse goes. The infinite realm connects every universe and afterlife.

With how unstable the realm becomes the universes are just getting way more natural portals.

Danny and Danielle get caught in an explosion. Just in time for a portal to open and drop them in dc. Without the ambient ecto from the realm the two are forced back into human form.

They run into Constantine. Total coincidence he definitely wasn’t investigating the influx of portals. Danny can feel that he had been in the realm before and is desperate to get back. He panics and info dumps on John.

Now as the two are drained. He can’t tell they are ecto-beings. The assumption the JLD come up with is the two are children from the attacking universe. Obviously they didn’t agree, as the two are adamant that they have to get back and stop dp before every dimension is destroyed.

Now the JL and JLD have to get back into the realm and help stop the destruction of every single dimension.

All while trying to keep the only two who know how to make a stable portal from jumping into every unstable portal that pops up. The portals are only staying for mere seconds and getting shorter each time but increasing in amount formed.

#dp x dc #dc x dp #dp dc crossover #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #justice league #bad parents jack and maddie #jazz and crew in my mind are dead #the JL and JLD may get attached to these gremlin children #despite there frantic and desperate attempts the two would definitely still be sassy #dp universe defintley gets destroyed #or at least planet earth destroyed #Danny and Danielle get relocated #they are still human after all #the two are defintley covered in bruises and wounds when they first showed up #I’m pretty sure john has walked back to esp from the afterlife #so I’m this he would of had to have gone through the realm #for plot purposes missles don’t work #maybe after the first attempt technus managed to find a way to stop projectiles from entering #it’s too big of a problem to not involve the JL much to johns annoyance #maybe the GL get involved #it would make being a cop hard if the entire universe was dead #Danny ends up transforming the minute he is within range of ecto #the JL and JLD were. or expecting that #he didn’t have the meta gene. #the ran blood work and medical test. with permission #there was no signs of mutation as he literally drained himself dry #idk maybe he saved a hero in the process #Danny and Danielle are tired #let them get help

[manofthepipis]

One thing that I’ve been thinking about is a possible route(?) this story could go, and that is Spamton’s trip to the Ambyu-Lances’s office. And boy do I feel bad for the Addisons because it’s gonna be hell on earth for all of em. Spamton has the mentality of a feral cat and this feral cat is going to the vet in the first time in forever. I don’t think Spamton is a big fan of large syringes, and when you have one of those chasing you down because well, look at him. He’s a walking talking corrupted program. If masters his glitches like Survey says, I can totally see him glitching through the doctors to make his grand escape™️. I feel like all the Addisons are gonna have to be here for both moral support, as well as making sure that he doesn’t attack his doctor. (Maybe they’ll sedate him a little? I know that’s what some hospitals do with rowdy-er patients LMAO, but then the Addisons have a whole new problem on their hands because now Spamton is high as a mf kite or something 😭) the last time I was under anesthesia my doctor said I wouldn’t stop laughing until I burst out into uncontrollable sobs and then I immediately blacked out💀

god a trip to the doctors office would be hell in a handbasket for this guy ;v; because he 100% has the energy of a feral cat finally being checked out

though i think once he gets closer to the addisons he'd agree to go, just to see if he can be set back to normal (spoiler alert: he can't cuz fate has handed his ass the bad luck card from square one) but he immediately regrets it and the addisons have to calm him down

them sedating him would probably be the best course of action as to actually get ANY results (because he will bite and attack on instinct hfjkkdjfkks)

though i feel if i were to write an ambyu-lance scene in the future this is how id imagine it would go:

#im a giggly hysterical laughing mess under anesthesia until im out #but i can 100% imagine spamton in ur experience #like hed be uncontrollably laughing sobbing glitching just the whole board of emotions until- bam- hes out #but not without a couple escape attempts first #but also my hcs about his corruption is truly it cant be reversed #and that the man on the phone changed him in a way that no darkner can help- at least in their world #a lightner thats like very good with computers and code could fix him maybe but then again hes pretty fried #its not entirely a bad thing infact id feel hes been like this so long that going back to the guy he once was would even mess him up more #thats just my lil take on it like im a fan in healing but not completely-going-back-to-the-way-things-were-type thing #maybe thats just irl bias like after going through something traumatic and everyone expects u to be like u were but youre not #but again your changes aren't bad just as long as you're healthy and healing and happy #thats why i keep his hair black in my fics :D also bc he thinks he looks great with the different hair color which he does #oof these tags got outta hand srry anyways thx for the ask!! i loved this idea so i hope u dont mind i doodled it fjjfhfjkkfhhsj #asks #my doods #fanfic

[silbeni]

QYICK POST EXPLAINING SOME THINGS. ryoma's stupidly tragic backstory... HEED the tws

Actually I exceeded the tag limit crap I'll rb w a continuation after I shower

#speeding thru this cos i gotta shower #tw physical abuse #tw suicide #i think those cover everything? #tw abuse #okay #so ryoma was sent away when she was 14 to live with her uncle living in Japan #Ryoma is originally from Puertorico (giving myself rep ay) but her parents didnt like handling w her compulsion with things being backwards #her fascination is something psychological but I dont want to give her a official diagnosis since Ryoma's case is so specific #it mostly harmless (like physically) but it gets in the way of her daily life and its really hard for her to make friendships. #but she can live just fine with some extra help and therapy #enter. The worst man ever #Ryomas uncle used to be pretty good to her when she first arrived but it slowly got worse and worse until it went into abuse territory #his life just went downhill and he took it out on Ryoma #Ryoma was very dependent on him so they just. dealt with it #it got so bad for Ryoma that she attempted to end her life by jumping off a tall building. she survived #but the injuries from that healed poorly and now she has permanent damage from that #besides the uncle being violent towards her he was also very controlling. shutting down her hobbies and dreams #he didnt like that Ryoma was friends with josuke and the gang but at that point Ryoma didnt care and went out anyways #dealt with the consequences #anddd then Ryoma was sent to a 'mental health retreat in the mountains' which was a actually. supernatural horror thing. ill talk abt that #one day #the place caught fire and Ryoma went back to discover all of her things are gone bc her uncle thought she would never come back #And then proceeded to make her life hell until THE incident #where Josuke and Da Gang witnessed ryomas uncle beating her up and ! the cops were called #he was taken away and Ryoma went to the hospital... everyone was so shocked #they had no idea something like this was going on and Ryoma always acted so cheerful #timeskip to the trial. since Ryoma is able to turn her memories into film she has Loads of evidence #ryoma is living w rohan. very nice of him #methinks joseph provided Ryoma w top lawyers too... everyones looking out for her

[shepards-folly]

not tagging this properly cuz its just concept sketches but I have a bad habit of deleting my art and I like these first concept doodles so well up they go

#shep arts #i didnt really do any color balancing for these first pass designs so ragh not 100% on the colors but i like these 2 #I did do winged designs for everyone this go around but tbh finley and florence might end up wingless #i really like them as just a deer/faun and a cat hybrid respectively #florence would absolutely wear like cosplay wings though…. like specifically a pair that he made himself thats shitty but he’s proud of. #gonna be honest I don’t know shit about actual like colorza lore or whatever besides their names. I just went insane abt the concept lol #i love designing pretty much the same guy several times… #anyway other notes for future design attempts… ‘m considering making frey a dragon… #i do like the concept of skeletal wings or idk i think I usually draw them with clipped wings cause something something headcanon #cant remember why exactly but my designs are inconsistent as hell anyway lol #uhh considering giving phil some angel stuff… cause phin is a demon and I do love things like that… somthjn somethin opposites #ACTUALLY WAIT I HAD A WHOLE THING ABOUT THE OPPOSITE COLOR ONES #angel n demon / good n bad / peace and violence (<- phil and phin) but i think both of them get to be morally complex as a treat so yeah #black cat and yellow bird (<- florence and fletcher) [i think they had sun and moon imagery at one point too??] #and uh tbh i forgot finley and flynns… i think it was something about like nature (finley) and technology (flynn) #frey and pheo… death and life… decay and bloom… ugh their colors aren’t opposites but out of the rainbow they’re both outliers

[james-stark-the-writer]

5 episodes into Deadloch and this show is so much more fun when it isn't trying to pretend like it's not copaganda like genuinely a really fun mystery and executed super well and then the lib-ish politics of the show keep popping in like "hey fuck the gender binary" and "hey queer people don't murder, we get murdered" and "hey our lead is a lesbian cop" and it's like shut the fuck up already my god. like you're bringing up all these issues you're clearly not gonna fucking reckon with because you can't by the nature of the show unless this ends with cops getting abolished in australia so like what are you doing here, you know? like in the first few minutes of episode 1, the lead lesbian cop finds ACAB spray painted on her neighbor's garbage cans and we just haven't gone anywhere with that, it's not like used to critique the system or anything, and her response is just to get it cleaned up. so like. it's just kinda infuriating.

#james talks #deadloch #Michael Schur did this. B99 is a fun show but jesus lord it has done such irrevocable and incomprehensible damage to shows like this. #like i'm not even saying that shows shouldn't reckon with issues like this. it would be irresponsible NOT to but like oh my god guys. #what is the end goal here? #like truly genuinely what are you planning on achieving with these remarks if not to constantly remind the audience— #that the protags are complicit in the oppression of the people who they've been hired to defend and in reality are ineffective & unnecessary #like they're doing a pretty decent job of showing just how bad & broken the system is and that's like kinda cool but at the end of the day— #it's kinda inherent to the genre to be copaganda and your attempts aren't mitigating it. #they're making it worse bc you keep reminding us how woke you are. #i will say though as far as i am aware (my knowledge extends as far as tertiary facts and Jennifer Kent's The Nightingale)— #the representation of First Nations People/First Australian People and the colonizing Australians is actually pretty well done. #like the racial stuff here IS nuanced and interesting. the rest is... distracting at best. #anyway it's a fun show so far and there's a lot of lesbians in here and it doesn't feel particularly TERFy so far so feel free to watch it #the mystery is genuinely fun. i just don't love the constant 'hey we're so woke guys' reminders #anyway cool that it's a show by women with 3 women leads and a majority queer cast of characters that's talking about land back and stuff #like there is fun to be had here but i know by the nature of it that the buildup can't go anywhere or lead to anything so it's just annoying

[hopkei]

Random Fanta photos (17/?)

#fantastics from exile tribe #fantastics #seguchi leiya #jr exile #jpop #randomfnt #so leiyataso!! #the absolute cutestttt #i love leiyas signature #the other day i decided to attempt to crochet myself a version of his member goods heart bc i love it soo much #and if i cant order it i will make it myself!!!!! #the first attempt was very bad and too big but the second attempt turned out pretty cute i think :)) #esp given how much i just had to make up orz and im not that good at crochet #i like it tho and i obv couldnt sew on leiyas signature so i gave it a fantaro mouth🥰 #i attached a keychain and now its hanging by my bed to bring me the warmth and joy of leiya

[minty-bunni]

I still wonder about how the end of 9th Grade Slays got explained to Vlad's school, law enforcement, and a few other groups

Edit: Nelly referred to it as a horrific accident in Eleventh Grade Burns. So I guess they really did go with the random freak accident story.

#the chronicles of vladimir tod #9th grade slays #book #spoilers #i think I figured out an excuse that would keep people out of trouble #but it is also pretty ridiculous and/or dumb #granted vlad is a teenage boy and teenage boys do dumb stuff #a freak accident while goofing off is easier to explain than attempted murder #tcovt #i mean it isn't the first time teenage boys goofing off got blamed for a hospitalization and/or almost death #a character in the slayer chronicles 100% blamed a freak accident involving a tree branch for something #and falling on gardening tools for another #these slayers and vampires are very very bad at coverstories/lying/covering up vampires existing

[aesthetikins]

genderqueer alt dogtier jade harley accessories/fashion

biohazard earrings kandi cuff the wolf you fed

moon chain belt hyena face mask gay dog

queer animal club large white ears pride chokers

#homestuck #jade harley #fictionkin #homestuck kin #jade harley kin #alt fashion #kin fashion #not a request/just for fun #sundew spotted #this is my first attempt at a post like this and i havent written html in YEARS #im pretty sure the links work but if i fucked it up oops my bad

[messyhairdiaz]

Did I ever tell you guys in the summer of 2021 I wrote a 23k word fake dating fic and then never posted it because it was really bad lmao

#I swear I’m not being hard on myself it’s genuinely bad #it was pretty much the first real attempt at buddie fic outside of a small handful of scenes here or there that had no plot #and my characterization was. not good #and also it had been so long at that point since I’d been consistently writing that it was also just not well written #and to top it all off I had never written anything even half as long at that point #so yeah. it’s bad. never seeing the light of day lol #I might reread it soon and see if there’s anything worth cannibalizing though

[undermostcorgi]

the media which consumes your entire soul at age 12 will forever be a part of you. this is an unavoidable consequence of living and you have to accept this fact. no matter how old you get, no matter how long it has been since you last saw its smug face peeking out from the bushes as it follows you, no matter if you think you have outrun it for good and that you're finally finally safe and you hardly even remember it exists anymore and your brain knows a few brief moments of true peace, it WILL catch up to you in your moment of weakness. and listen you don't want to hear this but sometimes this is necessary for your mental health. you will on instinct want to reject it and run away again but sometimes. sometimes you just need to watch that old show or listen to that silly song or read that weird book again as an adult and it will hurt you a little bit in various little ways but it will also heal you a little bit. you can call it nostalgia you can call it connecting with your inner child or whatever you want but just listen to me it WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TOO AT SOME POINT AND YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED FOR THIS (i am forcibly dragged off the stage by security)

#heed my warning boy #it seems i am not well today #recently made the reluctant decision to revisit what was probably my VERY FIRST real hyperfixation #something that i don't necessarily want to mention by name right now because. well #its pretty objectively bad LOL like i dont think i know of ANYONE still posting about it or really proud of having liked it back in the day #i dont think it is as well known to the general public so it wont get me hunted down for sport even if i did name it probably hopefully #but for those who know its. probably not the best thing to be revisiting lmao (even though i think it might still be being made?? wtf) #but i felt i had to because i was about to start my period and was going crazy insane like you do you know how it is #and i randomly remembered a fanfic i loved and then remembered my fav character and how much i loved him #my actual first ever blorbo oh my GOD he was everything to me #so i reluctantly decided to rewatch “just the first few episodes” just to see how much i remembered and also to prove to myself it sucks #but surprise surprise: nostalgia and hormones are making me actually kind of enjoy it #and now i am suffering from fucking Catholic-like Guilt for not hating it which i think is pretty silly lmao #so im kind of posting this in an attempt to convince myself that its like. FINE and cringe is dead and all that #and that sometimes i gotta be nice to my little mentally ill brain and give it the junk food (bad media) it craves #ESPECIALLY when im on my period LMAO #anyway completely unrelated: why the FUCK do i still remember almost every single fucking word to the delicious tomato song SDHJFKSAJF #i hope no one actually reads this far in the tags bc i know that reveal will probably deal psychological damage to some of you LMAO SORRYYY #ok yeah posting this and then immediately going to bed so that the Haters cant reach me LOL SEE YA

[freaky-flawless]

Alright, finally set my shelf up, which gave me the chance to identify the problem children.

[Image Description: a photo of three undressed Monster High dolls, Toralei as Catastrophe, Campus Stroll Nefera de Nile, and Music Festival Clawdeen lying on a surface next to a bottle of Goo Gone.]

#monster high #monster high dolls #toralei stripe #nefera de nile #clawdeen wolf #i have gloves this time! #this toralei doll was my first run in with glue seepage right alongside picture day cleo #i tried the baby powder method on it worked pretty well at the time #shes one of the dolls ive had the longest and i feel bad for not taking care of it sooner cuz its BAD #nefera is also really bad and i knew that when i first got her #but i was too scared to take her out of her clothes for the longest #really wasnt that bad #now im just worried about her braid #clawdeen is honestly a mild case especially compared to them #there were a few other dolls who were kinda gluey and unfortunately theyd been treated for it before #so theyre seeping again which sucks #other than that tho i redid a bunch of ponytails with the new elastics i got and they all look so refreshed #after fixing these guys im gonna attempt some hair curling #wish me luck ✌️ #image described

[sysig]

Come back as a flower, spring Baby

Tala took it pretty hard. Makes sense

Hopefully, anyway. Live food that has the opportunity to hide can be hard to keep track of, so it’s possible they were stressed too... But at least that would be something familiar, not a big scary shadow to run away from

Even selfish, childish thoughts deserve a place to be recognized. There’s no utility in piling shame on top of grief

It felt really strange to logically know that they were gone but still believing so hard that I could somehow undo it, that they’d start moving again if I just did the right thing. Death really does strange things to the brain

#Doodles #Spider #Nhandu Chromatus #Tala #Vent #TW animal death #I haven't had a pet all of my own since I was very small - about Tala's age - and this was the first one that I was 100% responsible for #Bought and fed and cleaned and made their enclosure - everything mine for the first time #So it's also the hardest I've ever taken a pet death - at least in the past two decades so it might as well be forever haha #I was blaming myself pretty hard the day I found them - I'd been away for a couple days and when I finally checked they were gone #Gave me the kind of vibe of someone who's so alone that no one finds their body until [x reason] - as if no one cared enough to look #But mostly I felt bad because it looked like they had attempted a molt but hadn't even flipped over #Like they'd just given up - like they knew that it wasn't even worth putting in the effort #I think now that I've looked it up I know what happened - spiders get a lot of their fluid intake from their prey #And because they'd been in premolt they'd been refusing food - and while I spritz their enclosure it's not a very reliable water source #I'd been wanting to wait until they were a bit bigger before I put in a water dish because I was very paranoid about them drowning #I'd heard horror stories of people waking up to their Ts submerged as if they'd fallen in and couldn't pull themselves back out #I hadn't considered that the opposite was even a possibility - that was my mistake and I feel guilty about it #But it is at least the minorest of comforts to know it wasn't a lack of space to molt - maybe - that killed them #I still want to ask seasoned spider people but it hurts to think about telling them what happened #It didn't feel real at first. It took a while for it to sink in and the entire time I just kept waiting for them to move again #I really didn't want the first time holding them to be to bury them #I could think selfishly and hope that they were a male after all - that they wouldn't've had very long #But they should've been here for years #I really wanted to do better by them #In some ways it feels silly to cry so much over a spider haha but I really wanted to do right by them and to not be able to...