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#though i won't lie i do get overwhelmed by things i deem pretty way too much.
ectoplasmer ยท 2 years
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rainy looked at pictures of her f/os for too long and is on the verge of tears. normal thursday night activities
#LISTEN LISTEN. theyโ€™re just too pretty for me to handle okay#i think this is like a major red flag but i also do not care right now#i don't think it's just their looks or anything#though i won't lie i do get overwhelmed by things i deem pretty way too much.#(totally do not pace around the room aimlessly for five minutes straight after looking at fanart)/hj#but like. i think it has something to do with acknowledging/knowing about all they've been through???#like I'm seeing these characters and I've known they've witnessed and been subjected to some pretty messed up things. i've seen them-#-unhappy and angered and upset. by watching this series i've watched them go through a ton of heavy things in their fictional little lives#but it's seeing them portrayed as happy that messes me up. it's seeing them live normal lives and being displayed as peacefuf-#-and being seen as semi-normal for a moment that gets to me#like... they deserve to be happy. they deserve to have normal lives. they deserve all the things canon didn't really indulge them in enough#(or even at all in some cases)#i get so hyped up on the idea of them just being able to exist without worrying about the problems of canon that it gets to my head#and then i get all stupid and emotional because i'm a sad sap#i dunno. i just think they deserve a lot of things. it makes me happy seeing them receive normalcy so much so i-#-get teary eyed over it or whatever#something about just witnessing these characters in their entirety and knowing them from the inside out... knowing all the things they-#-faced and never got to get. and then you see them get those things through other twists of fiction and ideas from the fandom#it's instant serotonin okay </3#idk what the whole point of this post was but#anyway. normal rainy behavior. do not worry#rainy.file
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cupsofsuga ยท 4 years
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{ โš ๏ธ} WARNING - This is a yandere au, meaning the following may be triggering to some viewers. ย I am not trying to discriminate the boys in any way, this is for entertainment purposes. Viewer discretion is advised!!!
{ ๐Ÿ’} REQUEST - โ how do the boys act with their s/o during the pandemic? โž
{ โ˜•๏ธ} NOTE - i am not in any way trying to romanticize or glorify this pandemic. this is strictly for entertainment purposes. right below, i provided a link that lists ways you can help with covid-19::
https://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2020/03/21/how-you-can-help-during-coronavirus/?arc404=true
please stay home and stay safe!
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through the fog of yearning for summer, jin has found you, the child of aphrodite in autumnโ€™s oath
oh, the tender sound of fleshโ€ฆ itโ€™s like thunder under earthโ€™s surface
to love y/n is to love the nymphs that dream amongst the fragrance of weeping willows
to love y/n is to long for their sole attention, and much to jinโ€™s benefit, this global pandemic may have given him the opportunity to hog all the stardust held within the deity of his lover
with classes canceled, you both can spend eternity gathering tulips and wildflowers in the safety of your home
jin can taste laughter against his lips and the august rain of your divine infatuation
he can inhale the sun in your hair and the midsummer fruits on your skin
finally, for what seems like infinity in quarantine, he can breathe
now, to keep this daydream within the forest at constant, heโ€™ll rob any potential excuse of yours that involves not having your attention on him
of course, he would forbid you from seeing anyone outside the solace of your own residence
the faint idea of those heathens laying their ruthless hands upon your heavenly form and possibly imperiling you with this virus infuriates him to no end
even during the hours spent on online classes, jin will smother with resentment over the revelation that heโ€™d be required to spend several hours without your love
boredom and envy, two poisons racing like serpents through the maze of his veins
and he canโ€™t seem to sedate this burning jealousy, that is until the session ends and the grandfather clock sings itโ€™s euphoric harmony
oh, and when your attention is finally on him
petals splatter, lambs sing, the sun kisses the moon and the fruit of the earth flourishes
heaven is on earth, and besides, you never needed those classes, anyways
with perfect grades, perfect class, perfect reputation, jin could give you whatever your heart could desire
and heโ€™ll love you until the sun vanishes and the earth is reborn; until all stars fragment and our galaxy dissolves into dust
jin loves you and the blossom of july that follows
he loves you to death.
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โ”โ”โ” ๐Œ๐ˆ๐ ๐˜๐Ž๐Ž๐๐†๐ˆ
oh, how yoongi loves you...
to digest his own organs, to tend to the wounds of his garden
heโ€™d trade in his life for the fleeting chance of bathing in your moonlight
like the crumpled-up paper left on your table with the number of a pretty waitress scribbled on, the scrape of peach fuzz against naked skin under ocherous streetlights
you, y/n l/n, a stranger in the alps holds the dawn-tinted fragments of this young boyโ€™s soul
the resonance of your honeymoon-flavored voice, the liberation of the oceanโ€™s pearls as they sleep in your touch, your superlunary reassurance as you soothe him of his concerns for the worldโ€™s condition
yoongi cannot comprehend how sour solitude blossomed into a sultry summer by the acceleration of a global pandemic
he owns the privilege to spend infinite days in quarantine, butterflies and white lace upon his heart as he wakes up to the sight of your face, yet again
he watches as stars and planets melt together as your galaxies collide, relishing in the feverish sensation of eternal divinity
and during this pandemic, yoongiโ€™s tendencies flourish as his dependence, neediness and loyal compliance intensify
heโ€™ll go out of his way and purchase all of the necessities you could ever crave, the revelation of his health at stake left unbothered
it is challenging to find entertainment throughout quarantine, but fortunately for you, your hero (missing his cape) uses his rent money to find you whatever it is you've deemed vital
youโ€™ll go and welcome your lover after he returned to your residence from getting groceries and discover a variety of board games to play, a nintendo switch (with animal crossing, obviously), and an espresso machine that he bought with intentions on teaching you how to make drinks like he does (even though there will never be a day where he won't brew one for you)
despite fear painting every street in the world, yoongi touches aphroditeโ€™s reminiscence as he skates beyond a rainbowโ€™s arch
he has found sunlit honey in the mornings where he can cling onto your form like a lifeline and smother you with his coffee-stained kisses and overwhelming fascination
finally, days are heavenly with you by his side every. waking. second
the bullets have faded, the storms have abolished, the tears have shattered and all thatโ€™s left is your french perfume and cherry lips
oh, you should expect suffocating love during this quarantine season because youโ€™ll never escape from yoongi
not now, not ever.
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due to covid outbreak, hoseok feels his body tremble with fear beneath his covers as if the virus was a monster underneath his bed
behind the exquisite light of his sanity is winter, where terror sits like snow against naked trees
only then, you waltz into his tunnel of vision, your silver armor glistening under the amber light of his bedroom
finally, with you by his side, he can savor the taste of the sun as it peaks through the leaves of summer
y/n, the sweetest apparition, the aurora of jasmine, stardust in a mason jar
you are the bones of ecstasy and hoseok feels the horror racing through his veins melt into a daze of tulips and passion
and it took him days to recover from the lemon-flavored euphoria that dreams of you in a hallucinatory lucidity
but, even then, the heart of his infatuation still holds cunning ways of creeping up behind him
despite being locked inside, hoseok still relies on you to protect him
youโ€™re his knight in shining armor, his life preserver in an empty sea
he needs you to wrap your wings around his form and shield him from the demons that lurk in the shadows of your home
god, does he need you
but, when the sun is high and both of you are trapped in the walls of your home, his soul ascends as if he had listened to his favorite part of a song for the very first time
your lover then insists on creating a fort, the light of purity heavy in his opalescent irises
that childlike innocence within him, you always adored it
youโ€™ll both make a mess of your living room with couch cushions and chairs, certainly to receive a scolding from your parents
there are fairy lights strung upon quilts with its heavenly glow and tender pillows that are painted with last years midsummer night-dew
and with scarlet ribbons and a huff of contentment, your masterpiece is complete
now, you will lie in the fort that is shielded with a password, lover in your lap as he runs upon his little rants
a disney movie you canโ€™t recall the name of is left abandoned to play on its own as hoseok works you through the timeline of the pixar theory, hope, and exuberance within his expression
he always admired conspiracy theories, but not the ones that are too frightening
you, aphroditeโ€™s rose and summerโ€™s sweet fruits, are there for hoseok to love and to embrace
and heโ€™d swim all the oceans and waltz through the depths hellfire to prove to you just how enamored he truly is
that is until he longs for his childhood stuffed animal that he makes you go into the attic to get because heโ€™s too afraid of the dark.
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namjoon will love you until the end of eternity
heโ€™ll love you until the moon swims the seven seas, heโ€™ll love you until fate eradicates into liberty, heโ€™ll love you until white jasmines accelerate into poppies
heโ€™ll love you until our solar system melts into prismatic ash
and this epiphany flourishes as the night sings with you nestled against his chest, your lover refusing to let you go even when the sun is high in the sky
with locks of hair rested upon the crevice of his neck and latin poetry heโ€™s too tired to translate parting his lips, he has found ecstasy in the purple rain that enveloped him
he has found the hidden nymphs of his life nestled under leaves; he has found his light in a sea of dead stars
and namjoon canโ€™t imagine a day where he wouldnโ€™t bleed himself dry to protect the one thing that matters most to him
due to the spread of this virus, letโ€™s just say that his paranoia has gotten the best of him
youโ€™ve never seen so much fear within his eyes from just a simple cough
youโ€™ll be forced to stay within the lavish bedroom of his as all possible necessities are delivered to your door
and any excuse for you to leave, he has another to dismiss it
youโ€™re hungry? great, a full-course gourmet meal made by our personal chefs is on its way!
youโ€™re thirsty? would you like water? tea? wine? weโ€™ll have the housekeeper deliver it in a jiffy!
youโ€™re bored? we have board games, puzzles, movies, video games, whatever your little heart desires!
you feel trapped? ok, fineโ€ฆ well, i guess we can go take a walk in the garden
and you felt such a rush of elation to take sight upon the lustrous tulips possessing a variety of colors and to inhale the fragrance of summer as it stains your consciousness
oh, to feel sunbeams heavy against your longing skin and to trace your fingers down the juts and crevices of your favorite flowers
this is euphoria tied with a silk bow
that is until you were aggressively yanked behind namjoon as he saw the gardener wasnโ€™t 6 feet away from you
he spat out threats to the poor man just trying to water the poppies you infatuated yourself with
but hey, at least you got a taste of the sun though, right?
oh, well, the tiffany and louis in your expensive bedroom will suffice, anyways.
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soโ€ฆ this is love
to caress the sugar-scented tulips on the riverside, to taste summer as worries melt like honey against your tongue
to lose yourself in the lustrous daze as camellia flowers fall like pink rain
soโ€ฆ this is love
and god, jimin has never felt so alive
like a dove at dawn, iridescent feathers, and misty eyes
you descended into his field of vision and robbed him of his heart right then and there
and now, as the sun glistens and the moon shimmers, day-by-day, he holds the privilege of calling himself yours
especially being locked within the walls of your home, infatuation seethes like dust in the attic above
itโ€™s far too dangerous for you to leave, anyway
with disease, sorrow, and pain staining the air of the world, itโ€™s only best is you stay indoorsโ€ฆ only by his side, for every waking second
and you swear, youโ€™ve lost count of how many times youโ€™ve awoken to the sight of your lover with his chin rested against his palm, hearts swimming in his eyes as he chirps, โ€œgood morning, bumblebee!โ€
but, you have to realize, he just canโ€™t help it
thereโ€™s moondust in your lungs, sunbeams bathing within your veins, the rings of saturn enveloping your locks of hair, stars nestled beneath the crevice of your heart
thereโ€™s a universe inside of you, and luckily for jimin, it is all his
only his
as the morning is set into motion, your boyfriend has a variety of activities for you to indulge yourself with
days are spent reading you through all several journals he reserved just for you, pages filled with cheesy poems, songs, or your name written obsessively over and over and over and over again
heโ€™ll giggle like a young schoolgirl at your reactions, drown you in butterfly kisses or gaze at you for hours as you read, oblivious to his creepy admiring stare
and god forbid you drink water and it goes down the wrong tube
youโ€™ll cough once and heโ€™ll begin to pamper you as if you were a sick orphan child
thatโ€™s who he is, though
dedicating his entire life to the sun itself; dedicating his existence to the child of aphrodite in full bloom
godโ€ฆ he has found love
and nothing is more euphoric than this
and you had absolutely no idea a worldwide pandemic could make this man the happiest boy on planet earth.
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you canโ€™t recall how long itโ€™s been since you were abducted
days have melted into candy, hours turn to honey, seconds are everlasting grace
youโ€™ve been treated like royalty ever since pages of your face with a loud โ€˜MISSINGโ€™ on top had been scattered across town
your kidnapper lover will bake you cherry pies, boxy smile threaded on his face. heโ€™ll draw a bath adorned with rose petals raw from the garden, eyes flickering with hopes and exuberance
taehyung will give you just about every pleasure a human could ask for, all in the name of seeing that candied smile that sedates his mind and turns his knees to jelly
he wouldnโ€™t be shocked if he looked down and saw a puddle of his drool, to be honest
and because of the uproar of the virus, taehyung finds in his best power to simply not tell you
to protect you from your worries, to shield you from this world
he would rather die than risk losing his glimmering evening to the arms of the earth
this revelation strikes coldly as you sit beneath a willow tree, sugary pastries and treats varied around you as your lover sits with his canvas
to blend the opalescent tones of your face, then the loud devotion of your skin and the feverishly irradiated hues of your iris
oh, to sit here and paint his dearโ€ฆ itโ€™s pure bliss!
days spent deprived of the burden of technology, heaven has reached the recesses of this horrid planet
after lunch beneath the sun, you and taehyung will take canoe rides throughout the lake just outside your little cottage on the hillside
and watching as you graze your fingertips upon the lakeโ€™s surface like youโ€™re made of something magic and blessing the water with your enigmatic essence was practically holy to see
heโ€™s been puzzled stupid in times like these
where the sun is high and heavy, golden embers kiss upon the land, his lover sat with a goddesses caress
itโ€™s euphoric how you breathe and strip taehyung of every logical thought within his mind
yes, you are captive, but there is simply no denying this man's devotion to you
you shall not worry about the worldwide pandemic and should rather fall into a deep slumber within the faded-red canoe
when itโ€™s only the two of you, a virus is but a speck of dust left upon the highest shelf
no matter what this world comes to, you are safe with taehyung
and nothing will take you away from him.
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jungkook thinks of you more often than he should
those fleeting moments where your dulcet laugher reflects and his eyes are practically glued to you; those moments where your โ€œi love youโ€โ€™s are unadulterated and his entire chest collapses
heโ€™d do anything and everything to keep his light forever home
fortunately for him, this global pandemic may have gifted him that opportunity laced with a velvet bow
but this boy is paranoid, you see. so paranoid that the intensity of his concern comes out in an opalescent pandemonium
itโ€™s as if saltwater swells in his lungs and kisses him with itโ€™s strangling embrace; as if his worst sins have been placed on a silver platter, left for the world to laugh and gape at
but, through the haze of his purgatory, thereโ€™s you, joyous and alive
and itโ€™s like a potion mixed with rosewater, vanilla and a doveโ€™s feathers heavy on his tongue whenever he drinks in the sight of you
itโ€™s like the essence of his infatuation dancing like a ballerina beyond the recesses of his mind; his sanity itโ€™s ballroom
to spend days in quarantine bathing within his bewitchment is euphoric, but there are the days of terror that creep upon him
and you donโ€™t think youโ€™ll ever forget the time where you had complained to your lover about your headache and observed as the planets swimming in his irises abruptly fade to utter horror
he always over-exaggerated his worry, which you were used to, but this
youโ€™ve never seen true fear like this
you were given a cold towel to place upon your forehead and kisses to soothe you of your distress
the worry he possessed only snowballed into something much more cynical and evil, though, as the prophecy of the virus taking you away from him shook him to his very core
you eventually fell into a deep slumber by dusk, most likely by the fault of the medicine
though, as the moon was high and the bedside clock read 2:38 AM in itโ€™s fluorescent, neon green hues, you were awoken by the hushed sounds of weeping
blinking your mind back into reality, you found jungkook on the bedside, shoulders shaking violently from the sobs that shook his entire body
you watched as he incoherently wailed into the phone, only to finally decipher the person on the other line was a 911 operator
you then handled the situation safely and maturely, reassuring the poor operator that you were perfectly healthy and safe and thus proceeding to care for your puppy-dog of a boyfriend who worried over every breathe you took for the following several weeks
oh, what a time this quarantine will be
but, hey! you werenโ€™t sick! soโ€ฆyay!
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