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saninthebuilding · 1 year

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"with you"

❤️‍🩹 pairing: jeon jungkook x reader

❤️‍🩹 summary: celebrating your birthday has never been your thing. but with jungkook, it can be pretty amazing. and you realize how much he means to you as your special day comes to a close.

❤️‍🩹 word count: tba

❤️‍🩹 genre: boyfriend!jungkook au, fluff, domestic vibes

❤️‍🩹 trope: pre-established relationship

❤️‍🩹 warnings: mentions of sleep, mentions of teary eyes, mentions of food, birthday, jungkook being an absolute sweetheart

❤️‍🩹 a/n: lil self-indulgent drabble all for myself. :]

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"you're really tired huh?" i hear his grin before i see it, forcing my eyes open just enough to see a teasing smile playing on jungkook's lips.

"mm, very" i mumble tiredly, before shifting closer to him.

he pulls the covers back as he pulls me towards him, making room for me in his arms.

the two of us were currently piled up together in bed, the exhaustion of a busy day having long-since worn us both down to the bone. it had been my birthday today, and jungkook had made it his mission to ensure i enjoyed it to the fullest.

i wasn't really big on my birthday- it just wasn't that important to me. after all, it's only the day i was born. what's so special about that?

but jungkook was having none of that today. he'd woken me up early, practically dragging me out of bed and forcing me to get ready. then he'd taken me out for brunch, before driving the both of us down to the amusement park i had briefly mentioned 3 weeks earlier. then after spending the entire afternoon enjoying all the rides he brought me home, where the other members had set up a mini party with just the 8 of us. and finally, when everyone left, he had taken me out to see the night sky, and then given me the gifts he'd bought me, plus a little something he'd made for me himself.

it had warmed my heart at how jungkook had planned the day so carefully, even remembering the little things i had talked about or mentioned liking. the amusement park, how my favourite flavour was chocolate, how i would love to go star-gazing with him someday.

he'd made so many of my wishes come true in only 24 hours, and it had all only reminded me of how lucky i was to have him by my side.

feeling a new wave of gratefulness, i pressed myself into his side, burying my face in his neck. he let out quiet chuckle, before wrapping his arms around my waist.

"you should sleep, baby" jungkook whispers, "we had a long day and i know you're tired."

i hum in agreement, but made no move to try and close my eyes. instead, i pressed my nose to his skin, marvelling at the scent of lavender and chamomile that seemed to follow him everywhere he went. leaning back just a bit, i tilt my head up to look at him, chin resting against his chest.

"thank you jungkook" i whisper, giving him a sleepy smile as i meet his soft gaze with drowsy eyes. "i loved today, it was absolutely wonderful. not because you bought me a bunch of stuff though-"

he lets out a giggle, nose scrunching up as his bunny teeth make an appearance in that smile i know so well, and i laugh with him.

"-but because i was with you. i wouldn't have enjoyed myself as much as i did if you weren't there, but i'm just as sure i'd have enjoyed staying in and doing nothing if it was with you. i got spend my birthday with you, and that was the best gift of all. you are the best gift, jungkook. and i love you so, so, so, so much."

i accentuate each "so" with a kiss: one to his collarbone, one to his neck, one on his cheek, and finally one to his lips.

he holds me there, warm hands coming up to gently cup my jaw as his thumbs brush over my cheeks. his lips are soft against mine, and he tastes like mint as he kisses me back. i let on hand rest on his chest and the other trail up into his hair, carding my fingers through the thick brown strands.

when we break apart i notice his expression has sobered up at my words, and i can see his eyes glistening in the dim moonlight peeking through the curtains.

"i love you" jungkook whispers, his voice thick with emotion. his hands move away from my face, only for him to pull me back into his embrace, letting his actions take over where words fail him.

i understand all the same, pressing a kiss to his chest, before hugging him closer. his warmth seeps through the soft cotton of his t-shirt, the black material stretching thin around his biceps as he holds me close. i let his heat surround me, the feeling of him lying here with me calm my mind and soul until i can feel my eyelids drooping as sleep begins to take over.

it isn't long before i'm fast asleep, and jungkook notices this too, my even breaths echoing in the quiet of our shared room.

smiling to himself as he stares down at me, he adjusts the covers over my shoulders, before pressing a soft kiss to the top of my head.

"happy birthday, y/n."

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voxxed · 1 year

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its your birthday?? happy birthday :33 !!!! have anything planned?

ye thank you! for another hour n a half in my timezone at least :3 i had some steak and cake today and had a lil thing yesterday w/ some family (and i also bought myself a preemptive gift of Burnout Paradise Remastered). it was pretty chill and i've had a good time!

#im also going to be doing some shopping for myself soon lololol #idk what i want yet tho! maybe more games. i just have such a backlog #literally has a game hoarding problem looool #asks

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levmada · 2 years

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in good faith of keeping u guys updated on my tattoos...

i moved recently + my old shop closed SO i went to a new one and i was too nervous of being judged to book my levi tattoo this time + partly bc of covid i havent gotten a tattoo in a year so i decided to go with one(s) i already had planned

heres the results!!

tw// some healed scars and a little blood

i decided to get 2 pieces done on my wrists

this lamb?? a breeze. i love it very much

THE CROW!!???? idk if u see (/s) but my skin here is VERY angry and prior to these tattoos i have never bled while getting one (the lamb bled too, but just a little).

as a whole i severely underestimated the toll these would take and completely disregarded proper prep (eating before, sleeping well, bringing WATER) and even tho my artist gave me a couple smoke breaks, by the end of the crow i was more or less going into shock, aka cold sweats, dizziness, ears ringing

it wasnt my artists fault and he was super nice!! someone else bought me orange juice and water and waited till i was ready to keep going. im normally v v good abt the pain, but Man.

what was bad on my artist was he waited until the day of to finish my designs. the shop itself played this old loud grunge music - which i enjoyed a lot but became overwhelming after a couple hours with the pain.

afterwards: i went home, passed the fuck out and woke up feeling achy with a fever. i literally took an at home covid test but little did i know that i had tattoo fever (never had that before either).

ur body/mind WILL treat the tattoo process as trauma and treat it as an injury. i am still (~a week later) a little sore lol. the toll it takes will sometimes make u sick for a day or two, which i was. after more sleep and some fever reducers i was all better and i fucking loved my new art.

then i took off the bandages. in the past my artist had always used a kind of saran wrap, but these were proper breathable adhesive bandages. i didnt take them off properly also my artist didnt tell me so as a result ive been dealing with peeling off this VERY sticky residue b/n regular cleanings and lotion to deal with the itching while they heal

heres a pic i took today:

I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM SM !!! theyve healed rly well, even the raven which i was most worried abt. it's still a process but im happy and im planning to schedule my aot tattoo soon. im thinking a lil birthday gift to myself will be my levi tattoo in late july :3 eee im so excited

anyway if u've read this far then THANKS ik im rambling lol

#tattoos #should i make a tattoo tag? maybe #tattoed

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raleighcarrera · 3 years

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ZOEY has joined your posse!

shoutout to @thamartia for this commission of our girl ❤️

#queen b #playchoices #zoey wade #*#man she looks so good i can't believe it #tysm for this ahhhhh #choices queen b #today's my birthday n i bought myself this lil gift

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beetlebitchywitch · 4 years

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Dissonant Notes, Part 3

Guys, I was messaging @scribblepigeon, and if you know anything about Pidge, it’s that they are FANTASTIC to bounce ideas off of and I literally cannot restrain myself from writing Part 3, despite the fact that I LITERALLY just posted Part 2. I’m a college student who can’t sleep because of caffeine, sue me.

WARNING: LIL SMUTTY. This will have some smut towards the end, but nothign major!

Part 1 Part 2

It’d been 3 months since that first night with Dewey, and you couldn’t imagine being any happier. Your relationship has been a major source of light in your life, and your students have noticed- you’re happier in class because you get to see Dewey every day, sharing hidden kisses in abandoned corridors, holding hands during lunch, and, on occasion, letting Dewey serenade you in the music room, his performances always as outlandish as he is and never failing to make you laugh. You could not be more grateful for Dewey and how much fun and love he’s brought into your life.

You could, however, stand to show him a little more.

And so, you got to work. You spent late night after late night practicing, praying, and debating selling your soul to the Devil in order to be ready for him. You wanted him to know how much you appreciated him, and you couldn’t see any better way to do it.

Your weekly Friday Date Night arrived sooner than you thought it would, and with it, all the nerves that had been building were about to boil over. Fuck, you couldn’t do this, you were just gonna fuck it up and Dewey would laugh at you and-

No. You stopped yourself before you prattled on, taking a deep, steadying breath. Even if you’re awful, Dewey won’t mind. You were awful before, and he’s still here. This is for Dewey- focus on him.

When the tell-tale knock rang through your apartment, your nerves had been sufficiently calmed, though seeing his smiling face made butterflies swarm in your stomach. Without a word, Dewey swept into your apartment and took you in his arms, dipping you and planting a long, slow kiss on your lips.

“Woah there, Casanova,” you chuckled as he brought you back onto your feet. “What was that all about?”

“You just looked exceptionally gorgeous today,” he answered with a shrug.

“You said that yesterday.”

“Your point?”

You snorted, taking him by the hand to drag him to the couch, resting your legs over his lap.

“How was the rest of your day, babe?” you asked, hoping a bit of small talk would distract you from your growing nervousness.

“Oh it was alright, the kids and I were working on a new song and Katie was having some issues with her part, not to mention Zack broke a string on his accoustic aaaaaand I’m rambling,” he laughed, shaking his head. “How about you, what’ve you been up to on your day off?”

“Well...funny you should mention that,” you said shyly, leaning down to pick up the guitar Dewey bought you for you birthday from under the couch. In case you ever need an emergency guitar! he’d said, not at all explaining what need anyone would have for an “emergency guitar”. Still, you appreciated the gift all the same, especially now. “I’ve been working on something. Care to hear it?”

Looking at you curiously, Dewey nodded, moving to a cross-legged position so he could face you. You took a deep breath, sending him a small smile before you began to play.

You’d come a long way from the first time you’d ever even touched a guitar. That whining, dissonant noise has been replaced with a fairly pleasant chord progression. You stumbled, of course, as you always do, a few chords coming out wonky, but you simply focused on getting your fingers where they were supposed to be. This was for Dewey- you could do this.

You wouldn’t dare look at Dewey lest you mess up your finger placement, so you didn’t get to see the look on his face as you began to sing.

Your love is my turning page...only the sweetest words remain...

Every kiss is a cursive line...every touch is a redefining phrase...

You heard a sharp intake of breath, but didn’t let it distract you from your song. Your voice was soft, a bit breathy if you were being honest, but not at all unpleasant. By the end of the song, your throat hurt a bit, and your fingers were sore from strumming, but your feelings for Dewey swelled in your heart and kept you going to the very end. You ended your song with one final strum, your final chord coming out just a bit wrong, causing you to curse under your breath. Your face was burning red and you couldn’t even look at him- you’d messed up so many times and you couldn’t even get that last chord right, and you were so embarrassed that you’d done it all in front of your rock star boyfriend.

“Dammit, I’m sorry Dew. That chord really doesn’t like me, I’ve tried so hard but I just can’t get the finger placement righ-mmph!” Your spiel was interrupted by Dewey’s insistent kiss, his hands pushing your guitar off to the side before wrapping around your waist and pulling you close. His lips were firm and warm against yours, as were his hands at your hips, and you felt yourself melt into his arms as you returned his kiss. He pulled away with a pop, his eyes sparkling as he looked at you in wonder. “Dew what was tha-?”

“That was so hot, oh my God,” he groaned, leaning in for another hard kiss. “You worked so hard and you sounded so gorgeous Jesus Christ I fucking love you.”

You giggled as he pressed tiny kisses all over your face, pulling you all the way into his lap as he lavished you with affection.

“Dewey, I literally fucked up so many times. My stupid hands could barely get the chords right!” you said between laughs, your self-conscious tone still managing to shine through. Dewey groaned and grabbed your hands, pressing even more kisses to your sore fingertips.

“Don’t you dare insult these magical little babies,” he insisted, rubbing your palms with his thumbs. “So fucking beautiful, Y/N, you have no idea-”

He leaned back in for another kiss, this time intent on taking his time. He slowly slid his hands up your back, holding you close as he laved his tongue over your lower lip. You groaned against him, running your hands down his chest to fist them in his sweater. The air around you two was suddenly much warmer, and Dewey was so firm against you, and you were suddenly very aware of a bulge growing harder in his pants and pressing against your ass. You chuckled against his lips, pulling away to shoot him a salacious grin.

“Are those drumsticks in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?” you drawled. He laughed darkly against your lips, using his firm grip on your hips to drag your forward, bucking up against you with a groan.

“You tell me,” he retorted, shooting you a knowing look. “Y/N...Jesus Christ, I want you so bad...”

“Well then...show me.”

And oh, the callback to that first night together was enough to pull a growl from deep in Dewey’s chest as he picked you up and pressed you into the couch cushions, hovering over you with that goddamn smirk pulling at his lips that told you just what kind of night you were in for.

“That, sweetheart, is music to my ears.”

I think that’s it guys! Thank you so much for being interested in this little story, I hope that it was all you guys hoped it would be!

#school of rock #school of rock broadway #dewey finn smut #dewey finn nsft #dewey finn fic #dewey finn fanfic #dewey finn fanfiction #dewey finn x reader #dewey finn/reader #smut #nsft #warning #dewey finn #alex brightman

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the209social · 4 years

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The Dating Game

9.02.2020 10:35pm Lil Peep “Star Shopping” on repeat

I met a guy online named Deante about two weeks ago. We exchanged phone numbers and started to text every day. Physically he’s everything i could have asked for in a man. Tall, tan skin, full lips, lean and built like a greek god, full set of dark brown hair, very little facial hair which is a turn on for me, and he looked middle eastern but i found out he is American Indian. After talking for a full week Deante asked to meet me in person. We had only exchanged pictures and talked and texted on the phone. I had never been on a date with someone i had met online. Usually i meet the person first and then we start talking. This was a bit different for me. So we decided last night that we would meet at Victory Park today to simply get to know each other a bit more.

I was so nervous to meet him. You might think it was because i was scared he wouldn’t like me, but that was not the case. Now that i think back on today i kind of wish he would of taken one look at me and ran for the hills. In all honesty my heart is very confused as to what it wants. I’m in love with my friend (who we will call Luis to protect his identity) and i’m starting to feel confusion as to what my feelings are towards Romeo. Today is also Romeo’s birthday and he has been heavy on my mind. So much so that all week i have dreamt about Romeo. Luis has also been in my dreams all week. When Luis appears in my dreams i feel at home, i feel like it’s something that is meant to be. When Romeo is in my dreams i feel like a piece of me that had been lost has been returned. Yet in my dreams Romeo always introduces me to his girlfriend and i feel so happy for him, but i go back to feeling lonely. Luis on the other hand will ask me to become his boyfriend or to marry him and it feels like a dream come true.

This only added to my confusion when i met up with Deante at the park. I arrived to Victory Park first. I went in my sportswear because i wanted to feel comfortable. Deante called me when he got there because we were having trouble finding each other. As i turned around to look in the direction he was standing i was taken back by the tall figure leaning up agains a tree as if he was posing for a picture. I can’t lie he was even more handsome in person than on the pictures he sent me. He looked my way and said, “Sayd?” I couldn’t help but smile and i’m sure i turned red. “Do you want to go sit on that bench over there?” i said as i pointed to the bench and began walking towards it. He nodded and we walked to the bench. “I stopped at the gas station and bought you a water,” Deante said with a shy tone in his voice as he handed me a bottle of water. “Thank you,” i said with a shy tone in his voice. Deante sat looking forward and i straddled the bench so that i was facing him the whole time. Deante did most of the talking. I kept losing myself in thought. Luis coming to my mind and so did Romeo. As i sat there i actually wondered if Romeo was at the park since i had seen him there several times before in the last month or so. I knew early on that this man could have been gods gift to earth, but my heart was not ready. I didn’t want to be rude so i went along with the date.

Deante was everything i could have asked for in a man. He had a bachelors in Psychology, several homes, cars, his physical looks, and from the outside looking in, was the perfect man. He was very masculine, and to top it off he was out of the closet and his friends and family knew about his sexual orientation. By the way he’s bisexual. I sat there trying to force myself to believe that giving this man a chance would be the solution to my broken heart. After all he was the full package. Then it dawned on me. There was nothing i could possibly encourage this man to do anymore. He had done it all for himself already. How can i grow with a man who’s so far ahead of the race already? My goals are much farther behind from his that he would probably not want to invest the time to see me grow like he has. Another thing i noticed off the bat was that he talked about himself a lot. In a very narcissistic manner. He seemed to be the greatest at everything. He had done it all, solved it all, traveled it all, and experienced it all. That right there was a big turn-off.

Once Deante had taken a break from telling me how amazing he was... lol... He actually took the time to ask me, “Where do you go when you want to clear your mind and simply get away?” I told him i liked to go hiking, which in return he said he hated, but he wanted to know where i went here in town to get away from it all. I told him that i find tranquility when i’m at the levy. So of course he new the perfect spot and suggested we go there. I just wanted to do something different so i agreed. He guided me a spot he knew at the levy. When i got there i immediately recognized the levy i was at. Luis had taken me to that same Levy for the first time last year when he would randomly call me to hang out. I remembered how full the moon was that night and how it glistened off the water. I remember listening to music in his car and laughing that night away. But what i remember the most was how safe Luis made me feel. When Deante and i got to the levy i got out of my car and leaned up against the my door looking out at he water. It was windy by the water. The warm wind was so intense that i didn’t even bother fixing my hair as it moved in the wind and out of place. I stood there watching the sun go down and fade into nothing. I admired the beautiful sunset colors that painted the sky in pink, orange, red and purple colors. Deante came around the car and stood almost directly in front of me, but not quite blocking my view. The wind had blown some hair in my face and he gently moved my hair away from my face with the tip of his fingers. I slowly looked up at him but without turning my face and looked back to admire the colors in the sky. He moved and leaned up against my car next to me and also looked out. “Isn’t it so pretty?” he whispered. In my head all i could think about was how much i wanted to share that moment with Luis or even Romeo, but not with Deante. Deante attempted to hold my hand but i gently pulled away.

There was nothing special about that moment at the levy for me because i had already experienced it with Luis. That energy and magic that we carried had been left there already and there was no way to replace it. I told Deante i was hungry and suggested we go to a really good taco truck i knew of, but he was very picky with his food. Thats was another turn-off. I like a guy that is willing to try new foods. We ended up at IN-N-OUT, (how original) where Deante told me more about how perfect he was. I also made sure to pay for the food because i didn’t want to feel obligated to be on a second date with him because he had paid. By the end of the night i could care less if he was the most attractive man on earth. All i wanted to do was go home. So i turned on my car and started to head back to the park where Deante had left his car and i dropped him off. I got out of my car and gave him a hug and thanked him for a “good time.” It was at this point that Deante grabbed me by my waist and attempted to pull me in for a kiss. I moved and gave him another hug... lol. I let go and got back into my car and drove off.

After this experience i have decided that dating is just not for me at the moment. If i do meet someone in person and we click then maybe i will give them the opportunity to be more than friends, but at the moment i just want to give myself time to heal this broken heart a bit more. Moral of the story is, don’t force yourself to move on just because we think we need someone by our side when in reality we need to work on ourselves before we bring anyone else in to our emotionally hectic lives. Also if we do find someone that is willing to bend backwards for us, we should learn to keep them in our lives and never let them go. People like that are rare and don’t come around twice in a lifetime.

11:29pm

#gay dating #the dating game #date night

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heckyeahsurveys · 7 years

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#254

”Last” survey

Last text message received and who it was from: “quite a bit later” off liz

Text message sent and who it was to: "ok, do u know what time tho or??” to liz

Phone call: liz

Commercial you saw: i don’t remember

TV show you watched: sense8

Song you sang: courteeners - what took you so long?

Book you read aloud: haven’t read a book for years so fuck knows

Magazine you read: one again fuck knows

Drink: water

Food eaten: chocolate

Website visited: fb

App used: spotify

Thing you said: idk

Outfit you wore: been in my pyjamas all day lol

Boyfriend/girlfriend you had: kt lol

Friend you hung out with: kt bc she came to care for me in my highness earlier <3

Thing you smoked: a cig

Place you went: in my back yard, that’s the only place i’ve been today

Place you slept: my bed

Reason you got pulled over by the police: never.

Board game you played: idk man

Computer game you played: also idk

Console game you played: tomb raider legend on ps2 lmao

Card game you played: idk

Meal you cooked: made me n kt ramen earlier so that :))

Dessert you ate: dessert doesnt look like the right spelling. n idk i don’t rly eat dessert, think it was a custard cream last week. wait no what’re they called??? a custard tart? lol just googled it i meant egg custard!!!! what a mess (keeping this bc it’s funny what Am i )

Alcohol you drank: cider i think

Movie you saw in theaters: guardians of the galaxy 2

Movie you watched at home: idk

Thing you saw on Netflix: sense8

Video you watched on YouTube: markiplier “LITERALLY RAINING BLOOD!! | Outlast 2 - Part 7”

Person you messaged on Facebook: jack

Present you received: a lil gift thing w/ a mug n pens n stuff in from the re teachers <3

Present you bought: idk don’t remember

Person you kissed, non-romantically: what so like my dad?

Person you kissed, romantically: jack

Person you made out with: jack

Person you had sex with: no one :((

Song you danced to: dno

Class you took: geography?? no history

Grade you got: idk

Shoes you wore: docs?? i don’t remember tbhhh

Article you read: also don’t remember

Kid you saw: liz xxx

Place you spent the night that wasn’t your own home: katie’s??

Drug you took: codeine (sidenote thank god for autocorrect bc i spelt that v v wrong) (sidenote sidenote also thank god for codeine it’s Great :))))) )

Car you rode in: my dad;s

Bad decision you made: idk all of them

Ex you saw: katie

Dream you had: i don’t remember it specifically i just remember it was about jack hahaahaha ://

Song you heard: the 1975 - girls

Holiday you celebrated: xmas????

Birthday you celebrated: idk cerys’?

Time you got dressed up: college party whenever that was

Animal you saw: idk

Meat you ate: idk i haven’t eaten it for over two and a half years

Piece of jewelry you wore: do my earrings count???

Person you snuggled/cuddled with: idk :(

Reason you cried: just in pain init, think i’ve got a broken or badly bruised rib so that’s rly fun x just love being alive TB H hahahaha

Reason you last laughed: probs jack

School you attended: well i’m not saying that here am i? :///

Time you went to work: never lol

Friend you reunited with: idk none?

Nickname someone called you: ell

Notification you received on Facebook: think it was jack tagging me in smth

Type of weather you hate: windy and rainy

Reason you went to the hospital: hahahaha that would be after the incident when i fell through a picnic bench and whacked my head. might be going again tomorrow if i need an xray lol fun tIMES x

Article of clothing you purchased: a bodysuit and skirt i think

Photo you uploaded to Facebook or Instagram: haven’t uploaded to fb in time so fuck knows and i don’t post on ig

Email you sent: think i was sending myself an essay

Album you downloaded/bought: i don’t download or buy albums, just use spotify so idk

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