#tw armpit

[134340am]

thinking bout being best friends with daichi and being obsessed with the way he smells… all sparkling and warm and a little musky… you have a little stockpile of his old cotton shirts tucked away in a plastic bag at the back of your closet and you hang on to them for dear life when you’re sick or when you miss him… you particularly like the ones that’ve been drenched in sweat because somehow his scent is stronger on them even with multiple washes… he lets you sleep in his bed once and you knock out straightaway cuddling the life out of his pillow… yeah

#i bet he smells soOooOoO GOOOOOD #wanna stuff my face in his armpit and just. sniff #i bet he has sexy armpits too fuck #tw armpit #just in case LOL #tmi tuna

[anthonysperkins]

Bruce Willis as John McClane Die Hard (1988) dir. John McTiernan

#Die Hard #Bruce Willis #John McTiernan #guys #movies #armpits #male pits #* #** #filmedit #brucewillisedit #userksusha #mikaeled #userlet #userlenie #userlenny #holesrus #blood flashing tw #smoking

[r-truth]

#cm punk #flashing tw #noelle's armpit tags incoming <3 #anyway i thought he looked kind of cute with his mouth semi open and the damn lip piearcing #he's sleeping dont worry! he's fine #* #*punk

[fireproofheart]

Christ afuckinglive brennan really does have a way of like making a little speech that makes me absolutely just weep for a full half hour Like kudos to all the d20 homies for keeping their shit together bc I tell ya I woulda had to leave that table and lie down for a bit. Like something about this speech really did it to me

"It's believing that you can put your head up and look for a day where you won't be so tired anymore. Lukas deserves to find that day; he deserves to adventure for it and be curious about where it might be and I deserve to find that day too."

And I think it's just theres something really profound about that kind of recognition that when you're depressed, when you're tired all of the time when everything is such a goddamn struggle that the wish for death is sometimes just a wish for rest. And sometimes the first step to getting better is recognizing that you don't deserve to be shot dead in the street (or field ig) for daring to have a bit of hope, for realizing what you actually need is rest, that what you actually want is the energy to be curious about what comes next. I don't know there's something about hearing the deepest and most profound wish of my life, to be rested, put so clearly into words, and then realizing how important that desire is while also being such a seemingly small and simple thing that really got me

#d20 #burrows end #burrows end spoilers #me #dimension 20 #brennan #quotes #goddamn he got me #I cried so much I got tears in my armpits somehow #im good btwu dont need to @ me #suicide tw #feel free to reblog

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

I wish my hips and boobs were retractable like a cat’s claws

#queer #The chest binder works great 10/10 very flat (amazing; stunning) #The only problem is my ribs are tiny and my hips are wide #so when I find a cute men’s shirt to try on in my size that isn’t super boxy #it just emphasizes how tiny and conical the area under my armpits is and it doesn’t fit over my butt 💀 (horrifying; demoralizing) #dysphoria tw

[birues]

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#there's a painful bump on my armpit im scared hahah #I'll go to doctor soon i hope it's nothing #this combined w how my grandma died and how my aunt in low got cancer recently.. not good #yeah. #cancer tw #delete later #honestly like. can i get one winter break without a soul crushing catastrophe #I'm tired

[moodr1ng]

i dont usually talk about this bc of The Shame but when i was a kid getting abused by my stepmother some of the ways she was fucking me up was that i was essentially not allowed access to the rest of our apartment outside of my bedroom and the bathroom (which i went in when the coast was clear). i was not permitted to eat meals with my family and had to eat in my room. i could not wash my bedsheets or my clothes as i didnt have access to the room in which we had the washing machine. i had piles of dirty dishes in my room bc i had to wait for my dad to take them out and wash them as i didnt go into the kitchen for fear of running into her. and my stepmother took to hiding the body wash and shampoo (presumably in their room?) after she was done showering, so the only thing i had to shower with was gel hand soap. i was sleeping in months old bedsheets that never got washed, on two moldy pieces of foam one could reluctantly call a bed, with bugs in my room, my hair was matted, my clothes smelled, i smelled. whenever i went back to my moms (who didnt know any of this as i was forbidden from talking about my dads home with her) she would yell at me and berate me for how disgusting and lazy i was.

i still feel dirty. i think ill feel dirty for the rest of my life. in my mind i am covered in some invisible layer of grime and stink that i never can really wash off. no amount of scrubbing can ever make me clean again. my relationship to hygiene has never healed from the abuse. i have entirely integrated the idea that i am a fundamentally dirty, lazy slob and that everyone can tell, everyone can smell and feel it on me and is just too polite to point out how disgusting they think i am.

i say this cause i really want to make it explicit where i stand on shaming people for their personal hygiene. at points in my life even when i had the opportunity to shower comfortably and regularly i didnt, bc after years of miserable conditions it felt so fucking daunting. id have to get in the shower and scrub myself until my skin was raw and stung under the water to even feel like the washing was actually doing anything. and the second i stepped out of the shower and started to dry myself i felt like the invisible film of dirt was building back up, like it was oozing out of me constantly and the only time i could hold it in was when i was actively cleaning it. pair that with the long despondent depressive phases of bipolar disorder and, yeah, i havent always showered regularly even when i technically could.

i dont fucking want to hear about how disgusting and gross you think i am/was or people who have similar issues are. so if youre gonna reblog a random ass poll i made keep your shit off my post. do not say anything about how disgusting you think people are if they dont wash themselves to your standards. just shut up ok.

#97 #child abuse tw #personal #long post #? #like there are harmless things in polls people are going 'lol you guys are weird' #about* #and then theres shit which you oughta know is so deeply linked to mental illness and/or disability. #i was in the psych ward w a girl w hygiene ocd who spent every minute of every day w her arms held above her head #bc she could not have her arms by her sides in case her armpits got sweaty. #yknow? hygiene and cleanliness and the fear of dirtiness is so visceral in mental health. #i know so many ppl who have struggled w this and it seems inane to me that ppl are not aware of how this affects ppl w mental health issues #and trauma regarding hygiene. which btw is also the reason my mom has always been very weird abt hygiene in the first place lol. #bc HER conditions were gross growing up and that was so traumatizing.

[mogai-sunflowers]

if you say “be gay do crime” but you support the war on drugs, view public property as more important than human rights, think protesting should only be peaceful, are against prison abolition, think cops should continue to be funded, disagree with punching nazis, think shoplifting from corporations isn’t okay, believe things like weed should be criminalized, support the psychiatric institution as a whole, or think cops belong at pride if they’re queer, then you’re missing the whole-ass point and I wish you a very shut up

#the way some (white) gays will be like OMG HAHA BE GAY DO CRIME #but then they’ll call antifa terrorist and it’s like #i used to be like them I’m so glad I grew brain cells #but seriously you can’t say be gay do crime and then be like OH WEED SHOULDNT BE LEGAL HAHA #if ur like that I’m currently poking your armpits with knives pls shut up #tw drugs #nazi mention #tw nazi #tw police #and before anyone tells me I shouldn’t be saying this because of my white privilege #i get where you’re coming from and I try to stay in my lane but tbh this is just common sense #like I’m speaking from a place of experience having had that mindset #I’m not trying to be like omg look at me I’m better than OTHER whites #I’m just trying to get across an important point about performativity among white queers

[iscariotapologist]

to be quite honest i'm not entirely over having my teenage body scrutinized and deemed overly scandalous and inappropriate at various times by insane staff and faculty in evangelical high school for existing in leggings or a dress. just things i'm thinking upon and getting enraged over this nye. imagine having a normal body image

#couldn't wear leggings or tight pants in the cult school and once was pulled aside by a male teacher who told me my shirt was too low #(the shirt had literally been given to me by the dorm dean) full offense but i hope he dies painfully #and then at the next (liberal by adventist standards) school had dress check every fri night and sat morning to go to mandatory church #in last two years had a fully evil head dean who pulled me aside on my way to sunday breakfast to look at my ass and tell me no one wanted #to see that and when we had (also mandatory) 'banquets' instead of prom she told me at the (mandatory) dress precheck that the dress i #borrowed was too tight around the armpits (?) and i needed to fix it (i just hiked it up higher when i had to walk past her to leave and #she didnt notice) i dont even remember what kind of dress it was #this woman was so cartoonishly evil. people whose skin i would rip off and burn in front of them #also if i were skinny u know none of these evil motherfuckers would have looked twice #i literally will never be able to afford enough therapy to fix the damage these people + my mother did to my self image....anyway #oh plus purity culture..........wow its crazy how my eating habits are abnormal idk why #i hate adventists sm #wait im not done. this woman also put up a sign on the front doors of the dorm about how us girls have to 'protect the men of our campus' #by not wearing leggings etc. die in a fire. ok im done #me #ed tw #(?) just in case #ex sda

[anthonysperkins]

(Are you all right?) "Yeah. It's laundry day."

Bruce Willis as John McClane Die Hard with a Vengeance (1995) dir. John McTiernan

#Die Hard with a Vengeance #Bruce Willis #John McTiernan #guys #movies #men in uniform #armpits #male pits #* #** #filmedit #brucewillisedit #userksusha #mikaeled #userlenie #userlenny #holesrus #blood tw

[nyanggk]

YANG JUNGWON you are fucking insane for this

#thank you for blessing us with your armpit 🙏🤲 #tw. mirai is talking #enhypen jungwon #enhypen #yang jungwon

[ralaferin]

I still have no idea how to really even go about identifying what makes me flare up and there’s a monster of a boil in my thigh crease that’s got me laid out like a dissected frog rn

every time someone with fantastic skin gives “””helpful”” unsolicited advice about it I want to bite them. leave me ALONE dude

#hidradenitis suppurativa #me tag #I’m really lucky that I got diagnosed pretty easily because my dermatologist recognised it straight away #but all my really bad lesions and skin tunneling is on my groin :) #it’s starting in my armpits too but hasn’t gotten too bad yet #so it’s my hope that I can prevent it from worsening #somehow. #medical tw

[viovio]

insane how much your parents could get away with stuff like what would you get if you called them out on being emotionally abusive and manipulating you? they tell you to get off your damn phone

#also no THANK YOU am i ever saying that #speak iza #vent tw #man or the mixture of youre making things up blah blah #my moms so misogynistic she did a full 180 in her mood when i wore something sleeveless and she saw i had armpit hair #she legit told me mt refusal to shave was a pipeline to being a terrorist and that girls have to be hygenic compared to men #pack it upppp. and you get dumbasses saying gender essentialism isnt harmful #literally drives you nuts when your mother sees herself in you and also hasnt gone to therapy

[narutomaki]

I think the main reason I'm not into armpits is bcus I have tasted deodorant more than twice in my life, and ended up making myself throw up once bcus of the things I was doing to my mouth to try and get ride of the feeling and taste of it.

not pleasant.

#i could see myself being okay with it if there was minimal chances of lingering deodorant but #like. what if my brain convinces me i taste deodorant any way and i end uo throwing up on you in a non sexy way. #then i just did 2 things i hate #was abt yo be like so proud of myself havent thrown up at all since HS anf then remembered i have in fact relapsed more than once since than #and the last time was within the last 2 years but thankfully only for a couple months (not of throwing up but of dedicated ED dysfunction) #ed m #tw disordered eating #any way people into armpits how do i avoid this? with feet its easier bcus i am into body worship and thats part of the body #armpits are too but there isnt deodorant on feet. generally.... #hm.... #any way. hows everyone doing

[pogasm]

my boyfriends

#tw bts #yes yoongi is there twice. that’s bc i love him twice as much #also these pics are from a bts armpit thread on twitter….💀 #except the last one. obvi. #that one’s from my spank bank #<- joke. i do not have a spank bank. bts is not in it. i don’t spank my wank to bts pics

[seakicker]

how it feels to have an armpit fetish in biden’s america in 2022

#i need to sniff sweaty man armpit okay… #seakicker speaks #tw guns