Trinity’s statement about UF
these are kinda meh but i liked the color scheme. wrote these in chem 1 last fall, so i was still learning & notes from this time are a bit rough haha
Journal entry #141-142📝
Amount of water (cups):10
Today’s talk: I have to combine Friday and today because they are basically the same day. Hanging out with Dylan, Tess, and Sarah was so much fucking fun. We played games, watched Netflix, they drank, and we had hours of laughing and screaming. I feel bad for Dylan’s neighbors. We stayed up until 3 am this morning and made cookies at like 1. We all were awake by 10:30, got breakfast at Waffle House, and watched Mulan and Zootopia. At around 5, Dylan nicely kicked us out and the three of us went to go get Boba tea before heading home. Rest of the day went by quick and it is suddenly 11 pm. It was such a fun weekend and was definitely needed.
i ~hate~ acid base rxns
The photos from my mental health awareness month photoshoot. If you’ve been keeping up with my blog, you will know I struggle with depression, an eating disorder, and body dysmorphia. To talk about it with other people, I decided to do it the best way i could and that was through photography
here’s some chem 2 notes!
i like this color scheme :)
Journal entry #129📝
Today’s mood: 😬
Amount of water (cups):12
Today’s talk: A pretty average day. Just laid around and watched YouTube/Netflix. Still binging on Criminal Minds. Scheduled by PT appointment for next week and trying to reschedule my dentist appointment but my dentist is really bad about answering/returning calls. Other than that, uneventful day.
Mental health is going down again. Already been down but dropping lower. Don’t want to hurt my knees anymore before my first PT appointment so I’ve only been stretching, yoga to help my posture, and the exercises the doctor already gave me but it doesn’t feel enough.
Journal entry #121-128📝
Amount of water (cups):8
Today’s talk: So despite being in quarantine and having all the time in the day, I keep forgetting to do these updates or find the energy to do them. Anyway, Happy May and belated May the 4th be with you. On Monday, went to the doctor for my finger. Bone has healed completely and first round of nail growth is almost done. Will take a couple of rounds for the nail to look completely normal but the doctor said it should look like I never even had the incident. I also started the blogilates 7 day ab challenge and it was difficult. On Tuesday and Wednesday, I had to cut it down to only two rounds. My arms couldn’t handle Tuesday and didn’t have a lot of time while my hips and knees were the problem on Wednesday.
Today was a fun day. Woke up real early to go to a walk in clinic that changed their hours, went back to bed, went to the doctor, and got told the same diagnosis from September. My knees haven’t gotten better but thankfully they haven’t gotten worse. I got physical therapy again so that should help. However, that means my regular workouts are on pause because my knees and hips can’t handle them. It will just be stretching, light yoga, and my PT exercises for right now.
Journal entry #116📝
Amount of water (cups): 10
Today’s talk: Today was a chill day. Woke up at 7:15 for my exam which was pretty easy. Have to wait for my teacher to grade the free response but my public speaking class is done. I warned by groupchat about some things and went back to sleep. Slept in until about 11:30 and had toast for breakfast. About mid afternoon, my dad and I went to Home Depot to get materials to fix my ceiling. About 8 years ago, I got water damage on my ceiling from our roof leaking. We cut out the bad sheetrock a while ago but that means I have a large square hole in my ceiling that’s covered with a trash bag. Got the wood, insulation, and screws for it.
Back home, I took my media class exam and got a 90 on it. That class is done. Rest of the day I watched Youtube in my room.
This playlist plays popular music from 1958-1959, during the time that the Johns Committee was doing their investigations at the University of Florida.
James Fernandez, Mixed Media, March 30, 2020
The man in this photo is Art Copleston, University of Florida Class of 1958, was subjected to the Johns Committee interrogation and intimidation from the investigators and also his own classmates.
Books on the Johns Committee in Florida and the Lavender Scare
These were the books that gave me the further research and access of understanding how the Johns Committee came about. Very highly resourceful of understanding the homosexual purges that occurred at UF.
Journal entry #115📝
Amount of water (cups):4
Today’s talk: Today was fucking stressful. Was woken up early to take my mom to work since I needed mt car while she was at work. Once back home, I made breakfast and started watching a minecraft stream. After breakfast, immediately started on homework. I have two exams tomorrow so two study guides to finish and my group project is due tonight. Started my public speaking review since we were given that on Wednesday. Wrote everything out and then made a quizlet for it. Sent that to the group chat I have for that class so they can use it. One of the members of my group project messaged and said they added some to the paper so I went to take a look at that. Did some good work on our analysis but it wasn’t complete. Put all her ideas together (another person making three sentence paragraph) since all her paragraphs were about different biases. I got to work on adding to the analysis, did our conclusion, fixed all our formatting, and made our PowerPoint. Basically, I’m the reason we are going to get a good grade. Asked them all to look it through and left to take my dog to the vet. Power of bang energy I guess.
His appointment was at 4, they got him at 4:30 due to being backed up, and got him back about 5. Went to pick up my mom from work, went back home, finished my media study guide, and tried to get my group to look at the stuff. One of the girls, one that did the analysis with me, went through the entire paper to fix any grammatical or spelling errors and fix my working to make it sound better. Some of the rest finally looked it over, one girl never responded about whether it was good to submit, but 4 out of 5 said it was good so we submitted our group project. I watched jeopardy with my dad, the episode of the masked singer we missed on Wednesday due to the weather, and studied for my public speaking exam.
It is almost midnight now and my exam is at 7:30. I went through the flashcards about 4 times and I need to go to bed. Good thing I’m not taking this exam on campus so I can wake up 10 minutes before it.
Journal entry #106📝
Amount of water (cups):3
Today’s talk: So sore and tired today. Laid in bed for class which I got disconnected from twice because it was storming. Continued to lay in bed and just watch YouTube. Only got out of bed for drinks, food, and to do my videos for class. After my videos, I tried to unpack some more. Only got a few electronics set up like my salt rock lamp and my Alexa. Watched the masked singer with my family (a waste of an episode in my opinion) and then went back to my room to lay down for the rest of the night. Been here for a couple of hours now and Youtube is buffering so guess it’s time for bed.