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imacrowcawcaw · 4 years

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Eyes of Juniper Ch. 1 (A Metallica Fic)

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Author (as known on Various sites): Lady Lover- Rockfic, Luluthechoosingcrow - AO3, theladylovingcrow - Deviantart and Wattpad, @sammy_bluebells - Instagram, @imacrowcawcaw - main Tumblr, @insannywestan - Sanny shipping Tumblr Pairing: Lars Ulrich/James Hetfield, Kirk Hammett/Cliff Burton, Lars/Female Character (briefly), Lars/Male Character (kinda, more just awkward one sided flirting then Lars gets rescued by his knight in a ratty Motorhead shirt) Fandom: Metallica Tags/warnings: Sex-swap AU, early 80s era 'tallica, smut, gay smut, also het smut since the whole gender switch thing, drinking and alcohol, lots of cussing and profanity, should warn that Lars goes into detail about taking a piss cuz ya know it's new to him, Idk I'll add tags per chapter as I think of shit

Notes:

1. Okay, so I spent like months thinking about whether to do this or not. On the one hand, yes this has so much potential to be fun (and I've seen some other sex swap stories i like). On the other hand, a lot of the whole sex/Gender swap thing is really stereotypical gender shit and goes against what I personally believe. But, creative juices won out and I'll try to keep true to character as much as possible while also making this funny and not too misogynistic (if that's possible).

2. This is a work in progress! I started it a year and a half ago, and now a friend is helping me continue

3. This story is inspired by the song 'Jewel of the Summertime' by Audioslave (on their album Revelations) I love this song and it is awesome you should totally go listen to it.

4. The witch-lady is inspired by Aine, Celtic goddess of love, summer, wealth, and sovereignty. I literally just googled 'goddess of love' then scrolled through a list to find someone other than Aphrodite (don't get me wrong I love Greek mythology but it just wasn't right for this fic) and came across this girl. I only did a quick Wikipedia read, I'm not planning on going too heavy into her myth and more just using her for the plot but.... If anybody is more well versed in Celtic mythology and I seem to get something wrong, please feel free to comment and I'll try my best to make it accurate!

5. Woo damn that was a lot of stuff, I don't blame you if you didn't bother reading it. Now, on with the show!

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1984 (Lars' POV)

The first thing I felt when I woke up was this odd sense of.... well, just something being fuckin' off. Like I was missing something, but also like I had gained something? I felt like a brand-new person, although in my gut I was still me.... Man, I must have had WAY too much Jager last night, it's fucking with my head.

I slowly peeled the itchy fleece blanket off of my body and rolled onto the floor, which was about a foot from the bare mattress. We really needed to invest in some sheets, especially if we wanted to keep bringing chicks back to the house. Apparently, most girls are not at all impressed by stained, lumpy mattresses with almost no bedding on them.

Speaking of girls and mattresses, didn't I bring one home last night? I raised my head slightly from its position from the threadbare carpet and looked at the bed, trying to see if Anna (Was that her name?) was still there. Yep, there was a naked hippy still passed out in my bed, sweet!

I groaned quietly as I stood and shuffled my way out the door and down the hall to the bathroom. It was then I noticed that I didn't really have the usual alcohol-and-early-morning-and-piss induced erection, but my bladder was still straining. Huh, weird.

Whatever. I just wanted to pee, get rid of that feeling in my gut, and get that dead possum taste out of my mouth. Pushing open the door and wincing as the creaky hinges screeched through my headache, I pulled down my boxers and reached for my dick.... What the fuck?

WHAT THE FUCK?

WHERE WAS MY MOTHERFUCKIN DICK?!

Trying not to panic, I looked down, squeezing my eyes shut for a moment so I wouldn't have to see right away. But, of course, that kind of defeated the purpose of looking down, so I opened them again. No dick. The hell was going on?

Taking a deep, calming breath, I tried to think through this rationally. My dick, for whatever reason, was not where it was supposed to be. But, my bladder was still full and begging to be released, so obviously my system or whatever was still working. That need to pee was turning into a burning pain, so I tried to come up with a solution. If I don't have a cock, then I can piss through....what, exactly? Is there anything down there at all? What is even going on!?

Pulling in another deep breath through my nose, I let it hiss out between clenched teeth as I slowly, so slowly, touched my fingers to my abdomen and moved them downwards, dreading what I would find. Annnnnd....... Yep, there it was.

Velvety soft lips, slick, pungent juices; anatomy I knew so well but never, EVER expected to feel on myself. My crisis would have to wait a minute, though, 'cause my bladder was going to explode and no dick be damned I needed to do something about it.

Gingerly sitting my ass down on the toilet (god, so weird sitting down just to piss) I tried to slowly let it out. The feeling was...well there was certainly relief of the pressure, but it also felt strange in a way I couldn't really describe. I could possibly get used to it, not that I'm planning on staying like this or anything.

Cringing as I wiped, I slowly pulled the boxers back up to my hips that I just now noticed were a little wider than usual. And my hands, were they smaller? Softer? My chest too....HOLY SHIT I HAVE BOOBS! That, I might be able to get used to.

I turned to the mirror, and was quite shocked at what I saw. There was a girl standing there, with large, doe-like green eyes staring back at me from underneath brown bangs. She had a nice tan on her upper body, although her breasts were still pale where she clutched at them, small rosy nipples poking through her fingers. A pair of black cotton boxers stretched tight around the small curve of her hips, but hung loose around her milky thighs that almost touched. And this...this chick was me. ME.

Shaking my head, I splashed some water onto my face and rubbed my eyes, hoping it was just a fucked up dream. No such luck.

I was considering hiding in the bathroom forever, because no way in hell could I let the guys see me like this, let alone figure out how to explain, when I heard a scream. It sounded a lot like Kirk's voice, so I pushed my problems to the back of my head and ran into the hallway, stopping dead in my tracks at what I saw.

Anna, or whatever her name was, stood at the top of the stairs, dressed in flowing black robes with green Celtic designs all over them. She had jewels and charms hanging from her waist, wrists, neck, and ears, each tinkling as she tossed some sort of... Powder onto a very shocked looking Kirk. Or at least, I was pretty sure it was Kirk. He (she?) seemed to be in the same boat as me as far as bodies were concerned at the moment.

With a final dusting of powder, witchy-chick turned to me and smirked. "I hope you learn your lesson, I'll be back in a week. And as for you...." She turned to Kirk, "Well, you're just too damn cute! I couldn't resist seeing what a pretty girl you'd make!"

"This is your fault? You bitch! " I yelled. "Why the hell did you do this to us? Who are you? Change us back, then get the fuck out! I don't wanna be a damn girl, and neither does Kirk!" God this was fucking insane, that chick was crazy!

She hissed at me, eyes flashing in a way that could not be human. "Now you listen, GIRL. You'll stay like this for as long as I deem fit. You need to learn some respect for women, and being one is the best way to do that. I suppose you don't remember what you did last night?" She asked, looking bored and ready lo go fuck up someone else's life.

I thought hard, then it came creeping back to me. The bar, the Jager, the flirting with a group of girls, copping a feel and getting slapped, then her changing her mind and coming home with me, talking dirty in her ear, then unworldly sex, her whispering what sounded like a spell in my ear as I came... Holy shit.

"Is this about me grabbing your ass? I'm sorry! Please don't do this!" I begged, finally starting to let the situation sink in and desperation set. This could not be happening.

"Hmph," she snorted, "Begging isn't going to get you anywhere. I've seen humans beg for much less, and they still didn't get it. No, you'll love your life as a woman for a week, both of you, and hopefully you'll come to realize the struggles and terror that comes with it. If you've learned your lessons and are truly sorry, then you will be turned back. If not... Well you'll just have to stay like this until you do."

And just like that, she turned with a flourish and disappeared into thin air. My morning could not get any crazier, I was sure if it. But, because I wasn't actually sure and was suddenly doubting all logical occurrences in the world, I knocked on the wooden railing. That done, I turned towards Kirk.

He (seriously, do I call us he's or she's now? This is so fucked up) was shaking like a leaf, looking like he'd fall over any moment. I went over to grab him, calm him down, something.

"Shh shh, it's all right, Kirk," I muttered in his ear, awkwardly patting his back. I never thought I'd need to, but it really fucking sucks I can't comfort him any better than this. It was like this sour feeling in my chest that nestled in right next to my heart, whispering how awful I was at this and how he's probably mad at me for getting him into this situation.

Before I could ask him if he wanted to punt me out of a window, though, I heard some shuffling and talking coming from downstairs. James and Cliff were headed up here. As much as I wanted to hide for a week until my fuckin' "lesson" was up, I couldn't exactly drag Kirk into the hall closet in his current state, so I stood my ground.

"Hey, ladies, we do appreciate the service you've done our ugly ass friends, but could you keep the cat fight down until you've left the house?"

Ah, James, the man still didn't know how to talk to women after all this time. He was either too shy to form a sentence, or he put on this macho bravado that turned him into a drink asshole. Either way, this lady was not pleased.

By now I guess the guys had reached the landing Kirk and I were at and saw me hugging him, because Cliff chimed in, "Aww, they've made up! Good! Now, can I ask what exactly you two were telling about so loudly that it woke me and my boy James up? Did Lars do something?"

My back straightened at that, and I turned my head to him indignantly. "I did fucking not!" I retorted, even though apparently this whole situation was my fault. No need for them to know that, though.

"Holy shit, Lars!?!" James screamed.

I sighed. "Hi, Jamie."

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Chapter 2

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ladywinchester1967 · 5 years

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Double the Fun: Part 4

Title: Double the Fun Part 4

Links: AO3 & WattPad

Square Filled: Free Space

Rating: E for Explicit

Tags: Time jump, birthday smut, threesome (no J2 action), angst, fluff. Unbeta’d, all mistakes are mine.

Created for: @spnkinkbingo

1 year later.....

When my eyes fluttered open, I found that my gigantic bed was empty, which was unusual. Normally, I had two living, breathing furnaces on either side of me, but they were absent. I was just stretching when I heard the door open. I saw Jensen’s head poke through and he looked back over his shoulder.

“She’s awake.” He said and the door swung open wide. Both Jared and Jensen were there; Jensen holding a tray full of food and Jared holding a small pile of presents with balloons taped to them.

“Happy Birthday!” They said in unison and came through the door.

“Oh my god.” I said sleepily as I sat up and the boys walked into the room. Jensen sat the tray down in front of me which had an omelet, a bowl full of berries and coffee on it, prepared just the way I liked. “You didn’t have to bring me breakfast in bed!” I exclaimed when I saw everything. Jared put the presents to the side as they both sat on the bed with me.

“It’s your birthday,” Jared told me “and the best girl in the world deserves the best birthday.”

I was nearly in tears at his sweet words. I wiped my eyes and took a sip of my coffee; it tasted perfect, in fact the whole meal was perfect. They’d both pitched in and made my omelet with tomatoes, spinach and cheese. Once I was done eating and Jensen had refreshed my coffee, they insisted that I open my presents. They’d each gotten me some books and a couple of makeup pallets I’d had my eye on. The last one was a bag that said “from J2” on it. I laughed and pushed the scarlet red paper aside and pulled out a matching red box with the word “Cartier” stamped across it.

“Jesus fucking Christ!” I exclaimed as I looked at it. I opened the box and inside was another scarlet red box with gold motifs on the lid. “What the ever loving fuck is this?” I asked, nearly in tears.

“Open it.” Jared said with a smile on his face.

I nervously opened the gold latch and inside, nestled in plush black velvet was a 3 banded ring. Two of the bands were white gold, one inlaid with diamonds while the other was plain and the final band was black. I gasped and clapped my hand over my mouth, totally incapable of believing what I was seeing in front of me.

“This, this is,” I struggled to say as I moved my hand, my eyes welling with tears “I can’t like-wait a second.” I stopped suddenly “What kind of ring is this?”

“It’s a ring with diamonds on it,” Jared said “not a diamond ring.”

“Oh.” I said, relieved. I wasn’t sure how marriage would work in our situation and the subject had only been broached a couple of times. “Okay. I’m still just still,” I took a deep breath “wow. This is just WAY too nice for me.”

They looked confused as I held the box with shaking hands.

“Why would this be too nice for you?” Jensen asked.

“Because it’s Cartier number one,” I told him as I stared at the ring “and number two,” I looked up at them “I’ve never owned anything this nice aside from my car.”

“We know,” Jared said “but we haven’t gotten to the next part yet.”

“What’s better than this?” I asked “The moon?”

“Why? Did you want that?” Jared teased, making both Jensen and I chuckle. They both held out their right hands and around Jared’s middle finger and Jensen’s ring finger were two matching white gold bands.

“Seriously?” I asked with tears in my eyes “You can’t be fucking serious right now!”

“This is just something for the three of us.” Jensen told me.

“So if you ever get lonely,” Jared said “just look down at your ring and it’ll remind you of us.”

The tears spilled out of my eyes as Jared held my hand and Jensen slipped the ring on to the middle finger of my left hand. I admired it on my finger and couldn’t help but grin.

“You two are so sweet.” I said tearfully and hugged them both.

That night, we went to a local steak house that served some of the best sweet potatoes I’d ever had. We celebrated with drinks and tons of pictures, just the three of us. They even suggested hitting a bar after dinner so we could keep the celebration going. I was beyond excited, it was exactly what I wanted to do.

Once we arrived at the bar and were shown upstairs, I was greeted with a loud shout of “SURPRISE!”

Once the shock of getting screamed at wore off, I realized that my friends were there; people from work and a couple friends I had made locally since moving to Austin.

“OH MY GOD!” I practically screamed as I was mobbed with hugs. The rest of the night was filled with booze, dancing, laughter and more fun than I thought I could have in one night.

When the party was done, we went home. In a drunken stupor, I was kissing both of them as we stumbled through the door. With Jensen behind me and Jared in front of me, they sandwiched me between them as the door was kicked shut as my jacket was removed.

We climbed the stairs, unable to keep our hands to ourselves as we slid into my room and Jared flopped on to the bed, bringing me with him.

“Fucking share dude.” Jensen said as he crawled on the bed and kissed my lips

“Boys, no need to fight.” I hiccuped as I kissed Jensen back. He unzipped my dress as Jared made quick work of my shoes and underwear. In seemingly no time, I was left in just my bra as I ripped the shirts off both of them. I ran both my hands over their chests, scraping my nails down their skin. They groaned almost in unison as I did this, both of them digging their fingers into my skin.

Jared lowered my core on to his face as Jensen’s tongue wound its way into my mouth. He quickly unhooked my bra and tossed it aside, cupping my breasts in his hands as my hands grasped the long locks on the top of his head. Jared spread my thighs wide open as he lapped over my soaked core.

I sighed into Jensen’s mouth as my hips moved of their own accord. Jared’s nose bumped against my clit as Jensen sucked my nipple into his mouth. He moaned as I arched my back, moaning loudly. I tangled each of my hands into both of their hair and squirmed under their touch, a writhing, screaming mess.

“Jensen, Jared,” I cried “Oh fuck, fuck!”

Neither man spoke as they ravaged my body, licking and sucking any and every inch they could get to, their fingers bruising my flesh as I screamed, thrust and twisted between the two of them. The sound of our moans and cries of pleasure filled the room as I felt my peak looming in my belly. I cried out a mix of their names and moaned as the orgasm shot through my system. I shook as they lowered me on to the bed and traded places. Jared licked his lips clean and then kissed me.

“What should we do with you next?” He asked, his tone low.

“I think you know what you want to do.” Jensen said mischievously and I laughed.

“You wanna cum in my ass?” I asked him.

“Only if the birthday girl lets me.” He said with a smirk. To this, I nodded and he reached into the bedside table where I kept the lube.

“On your knees or on your side pretty girl?” Jensen asked as he kissed me.

“Knees.” I told him I slipped my tongue in his mouth.

He moaned in appreciation, his hands digging into my back as I heard Jared close the drawer and pop the plastic cap on the bottle of lube.

“Up on your knees Lo.” Jared said as he bit my shoulder.

I moaned and complied with his command. He gripped my hips and teased my clit while Jensen lined up his cock with my entrance.

“You ready for us baby?” Jensen asked as he nudged his way inside me. I moaned and nodded as Jared’s fingers kept up their firm pace, the head of his cock breaching my tight hole.

“Yes,” I moaned as they each pushed a little further inside me “Please, yes.”

I spread my legs a little wider for them, both of them groaning. Jensen held my face in his hands while Jared held my hip and kept his fingers playing with my clit. Once they were both fully inside me, I let out a long sigh, feeling so full.

“Move,” I finally told them “fuck, please move.”

They did, seemingly in tandem, each of them letting out grunts and moans of pleasure. Jensen moved his hands down my neck and to my breasts, cupping them in his hands and toying with my nipples as Jared’s fingers picked up the pace on my clit, his hips snapping into my back side. I moaned and cried out both their names as my knees turned into jelly from the sheer amount of pleasure, it felt like my body couldn’t take all of it. They took turns murmuring filth into my ears, biting and kissing my neck until I was screaming and raking my nails down their chests.

“I’m gonna fucking-AH!” I cried, I couldn’t handle it any more, the knot in my stomach was too tight, my body too full. They both slammed into me, chasing their release.

“That’s it, come on.” Jensen growled, his thumbs flicking over my nipples.

“Come for us.” Jared said as he rubbed my clit hard.

I let go, my body shattering between them as I screamed and my knees gave way and I slumped between them as they both finished deep in me, filling me with their seed.

After being given a few minutes to get myself back together, I took a quick shower to clean up while the boys tidied up my room and themselves. Once I was done, I jumped into the bed, sliding between them. I laid my back against Jared’s chest with Jensen’s head in my lap.

“Did you have a good birthday baby?” Jensen asked as he traced nonsensical patterns on my thigh.

“It was perfect thanks to you two.” I said with a sigh as Jared kissed my temple.

“What did I say this morning?” He asked “The best girl in the world deserves the best birthday in the world.”

“It was beyond the best.” I told them and looked down at the ring they’d given me. I smiled as the diamonds glittered in the low light.

“Someone’s admiring her present.” Jared teased as Jensen looked up, a smile on his face.

“This is coming from the girl who said it was too nice for her remember?” Jensen asked and I laughed.

“I still think it’s too nice,” I said “but I do love looking at a nice piece of jewelry.”

They both chuckled as I laid down, Jared spooned me while Jensen cut the light off. Once he was settled, he threaded his fingers through mine and kissed me good night.

The next day, I found an email from my Mom asking when would be a good time to have a celebration for my birthday. I checked mine and the boys calendars and saw that two weeks from the present day would be plenty of time for us to take a trip to Florida. I immediately called home and started chatting with my Mom. After we caught up, the discussion turned to my birthday and I told her when my schedule was free.

“Mom?” I asked into the phone.

“Yes?” My Mom answered

“Is it okay if I bring Jared and Jensen to my birthday party?” I asked.

After over a year of being with both boys and having met their families, it was past due for them to meet mine. I’d largely kept them away because only my Mom knew about the circumstances of my relationship with both guys and I’d preferred to keep it that way. However, I couldn’t imagine having my birthday party and them NOT being there.

“Of course! Bring them along!” My Mom exclaimed “I can’t wait to finally meet them.”

“But just so we’re clear,” I cautioned my mom “they are my FRIENDS okay? And I’m inviting my FRIENDS to my birthday party.”

“I’ve kept my mouth shut this long,” Mom reminded me “I can keep on shutting it.”

The day of the party finally arrived and I was practically dancing in my seat with nerves.

“It’s gonna be fine,” Jensen assured me as he pulled up in front of my parent’s house “we’re gonna be fine.”

“And as far as anyone knows, we’re all best friends.” Jared reminded me as he squeezed my shoulder.

“I know,” I said as I let out a shaky breath “let’s just go.”

My parents had quite the spread going when we walked in, there was barbecue with all the sides and plenty of drinks to go around. I introduced Jared and Jensen as my best friends to my family who seemed disappointed to hear that I wasn’t dating either of them.

“Oh if they only knew.” I thought as Jensen and my Dad swapped terrible Dad jokes.

I was holding my older sister’s new baby when Jared found me a little later.

“Aw, who is this?” He asked when he saw the baby in my arms.

“This is baby Colette.” I told him as I showed him the baby.

“Hello there Colette.” he said sweetly and the baby smiled at him.

“She LOVES men with beards.” My sister, Isabella, or Izzy as we called her, told Jared.

True to form, baby Colette was grinning, kicking and cooing as she stared at Jared. He smiled back at the baby and cooed back at her, making her laugh.

“You look good with a baby in your arms.” He murmured to me. I looked up at him, my cheeks flushed.

“You think so?” I asked and he nodded.

“I know so.” He said with a smile, his fingertips just skimming the small of my back. I grinned up at him and then looked back at the baby as my sister caught my eye. I looked in her direction and she was giving me a look. Her eyebrows were raised and she was smiling. I suddenly became very aware of Jared’s arm around my back and the blush on my cheeks deepened as my eyes widened. Izzy gave me a knowing look and then stood up

“Lo, can you watch her for a second while I go to the bathroom?” She asked.

“I hate you.” I mouthed to her. She shook her head as she walked away and I let out a sigh.

“What’s wrong?” Jared asked

“I think we’re busted.” I quietly told him as I nodded at my sister.

A little later, Jensen pulled me into one of the bedrooms and hugged me tightly.

“I had to get that in,” he said “I hate not being able to touch you.”

“I know, it sucks.” I told him “Jared doesn’t like it either if that makes you feel better.”

“I don’t know, you two looked pretty cozy on the couch.” He said and kissed my forehead “How much longer?”

“Not much,” I assured him, my hands on his hips. “I just have to survive the family pictures and then we’re home free.”

He grinned and hugged me again.

“So, you and a baby huh?” He said and pulled back. Now I was the one smiling.

“Apparently I look good with a baby in my arms.” I told him.

He laughed and nodded

“Yeah you do.” He said and tenderly kissed me. I was so caught up in Jensen’s kiss and touch that I barely heard someone clear their throat. With the spell broken, we looked in shock and saw my Dad looking at us.

“Um,” I said as I untangled myself from Jensen, who looked just as surprised as I was.

A smirk settled over my Dad’s face and he said

“It’s about time.”

With our faces ashen, we left the bedroom. Once Jared caught sight of both of us, he was immediately still. He seemed to regain his sense and met us in the middle.

“What’s wrong?” He asked

“Come outside, we have a fucking issue.” I hissed to Jared.

The three of us walked out to the car and we told Jared what happened. He looked amused and then raked a hand through his hair.

“It was gonna come out sooner or later.” He said with a shrug.

“How’re you so laid back about this?” I asked, outraged.

Jensen looked from me to Jared and back again and then let out a sigh.

“He’s right.” Jensen finally said “Not like we can keep it a secret forever.”

“This is NOT how this was supposed to happen.” I told them “This wasn’t supposed to happen at all!”

Anxiety rose in my chest and found it hard to breathe as I faced the car.

“Lo,” Jared said gently “we can leave, it’s okay.”

I couldn’t get myself together long enough to answer him.

“Lorelei!” Izzy yelled from the front door “They need you for presents and the picture!”

“Be there in a second Iz!” I yelled back and she shut the door. “I’m gonna tell them we have somewhere we need to be. One of you got a call and since we came together, we have to leave together. I’m gonna try and move this along and quick.”

Jared and Jensen looked hesitant, but they nodded.

“What’s wrong?” I asked as I looked at them.

“We’re having a good time, that’s all.” Jared said “Your family is honestly really nice.”

“I know they are,” I told him “but they’ll never understand or accept the three of us and I hate that.”

“So what?” Jensen asked “Your Mom knows and doesn’t care so what does it really matter what anyone else thinks?”

I hadn’t really thought about it that way honestly.

Once we were back inside and all the presents had been unwrapped, we gathered for the family picture when I saw my Dad and Izzy talking. They both looked confused and when they caught sight of me and the boys they both looked angry.

“Oh fuck.” I thought.

When the picture was done, I told my Mom we had to leave and she looked disappointed.

“Sorry Mom,” I said “it’s just we rode together and everything.”

“Yeah, I understand,” Mom said and gave me a hug “be careful please.”

“What’s going on?” I heard Dad ask. I turned around, but couldn’t look him in the eye.

“Um, we’ve gotta get going, I have an early call time and so do the guys and we still gotta-“

“You’re not going anywhere, neither are they.” Dad said, I could feel his eyes burning into me.

Once the family had left, it was just Jared, Jensen and I sitting on the couch like three crows on an electrical line. Mom, Dad and Izzy sat in front of us as Dad placed his elbows on his knees.

“Anything you want to tell us?” He asked, looking at me.

I looked down at my shoes, up at the ceiling, anywhere but his face.

“Not really.” I said in a short tone.

“So you wanna explain to us why your sister saw your flirting with Jared and I caught you kissing Jensen?” Dad asked, he sounded angry.

“No,” I answered “I mean not really.”

“Oh my god,” Mom said and I looked up at her “just come clean, they all ready know.”

“MOM!” I exclaimed “You told them?!”

“Hey!” Mom shot back “I didn’t say anything to anyone, you three just suck at keeping your hands to yourselves.”

“So which one are you fooling around on?” Izzy asked

“It’s not like that okay?” I asked “I’m not fooling around on anyone.”

Dad and Izzy stared at me wide eyed.

“So what IS going on then?” Izzy asked

I took a deep breath “Both of them.” I finally said “I’m with both of them and they know.”

Dad exploded and stood up

“What in the hell are you thinking Lorelei Marie Stephenson?!” I flinched at the sound of my full name; I knew I was in deep shit. “How did you think that was going to work out?”

My heart pounded and I finally spoke up

“I really hadn’t given it much thought until this came up.” I said

“You didn’t think?!” He asked, “of course you didn’t think! That’s why you’re in this situation to start with!”

“I’m not in a SITUATION!” I shouted, finally finding my voice.

“Oh trust me, this IS a fucking situation!” Dad said “So you mean to tell me you have not one, but TWO boyfriends?!”

“Yes!” I exclaimed “And I’m finally fucking happy which, last time I checked, was what you wanted for me!”

“I meant buy a house and settle down, not THIS!” Dad yelled.

He and I stared each other down, if felt like a clash of the titans was coming, neither one of us would back down.

“Hey,” Mom finally spoke up “I think it’s time that we take a step back and a couple of breaths. Let’s have some drinks and talk about this calmly.”

Dad huffed and walked to the fridge while Mom followed behind him into the kitchen.

Everyone was silent as drinks were poured. I got Jared and Jensen beers and poured myself and Izzy large glasses of wine. Mom made herself a margarita while Dad grabbed a beer. Eventually, the TV was turned on and Dad put it on the Dolphins game. The tension in the house was so thick it could’ve been cut with a knife as I sat between Jared and Jensen sipping my wine while my Dad seethed from his seat.

At half time, Mom put the TV on mute, much to my Dad’s annoyance, and asked

“Are we ready to talk like adults here?”

“I just don’t understand,” Dad said “why do you need two boyfriends? One isn’t enough for you or something?”

Jensen cleared his throat

“With all due respect Mr. Stephenson,” He said “none of us ever even thought of this until it came down to the simple fact that neither Jared nor I wanted to be without Lorelei.”

“You two raised an amazing daughter,” Jared chimed in, looking at my parents “now that she’s in our lives, I can’t imagine it without her.”

My heart rose.

“I love them,” I told my Dad “and they love me. That’s what it boils down to.”

Dad rolled his eyes and took a sip of his drink.

“Matt,” Mom said, looking at Dad “I don’t understand it either, but all we’ve ever wanted is for her to be happy and she is. She’s an adult and has to make her own decisions, even if we don’t like or approve of them.”

“It’s stupid,” Izzy said “it’s stupid and it’s going to blow up in your face.”

“Ouch Iz, harsh much?” I asked and she shrugged.

“I’m just saying, when it finally blows up, I don’t want to hear about it because I’ll say I told you so.”

After the confrontation with my family, I gave them all hugs as Jared, Jensen and I left to go back to our hotel room. I was quiet the whole way back as the argument replayed over and over in my head, bringing tears to my eyes.

When we reached the hotel, the three of us went upstairs and once we were safely in our room, Jared and Jensen both held me as I sobbed. Jared has his arms around my neck while Jensen has his around my middle, his face against my shoulders.

“Just get it out,” he said “it’s okay baby.”

I cried for a long time before they were able to get me to calm down. By that point, all I wanted to do was sleep. I got ready for bed, washing off what little of my makeup was left on and changed into my pajamas. Jared and Jensen had changed into their pajamas and well and brushed their teeth when I left the bathroom. When they joined me in bed, I laid my head on Jensen’s shoulder while Jared spooned me.

“I don’t know why I thought this would go differently.” I said sadly.

“Hey,” Jared said gently and rolled me on to my back “not everyone is going to accept us and that’s just a fact that we have to deal with.”

“Not everyone is as understanding as your Mom,” Jensen reminded me “which is why only a few people know. Your sister and your Dad finding out was an accident.”

“A really big fucking accident.” I said, making the boys chuckle.

“It’s gonna be fine.” Jared assured me “we’re gonna be fine.”

I looked from one to the other and realized that they were right. I had them, they loved me and cared for me as much as I loved and cared for them. As long as I had them and the three of us had the love between us, we’d be okay.

We’d always be okay.

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