#we love that for me :')

[acciohanbrough]

Arthur: Were you born a witch or was that by choice ?

Merlin : Were you born a prick or was that a choice ?

#bbc merthur #bbc merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #bbc arthur #merlin #king arthur #source : shadow and bone #incorrect merlin quotes #incorrect merthur quote #merlin x arthur #helnik are merthur reincarnated #helnik 🤝 merthur : same shit bitch different shape #when your otp is a person that was raised to hate witches all his life and his witch s/o #we love that for me

[toxicrevolver]

Happy Holidays :>

Happy Holidays to you as well!!!

I hope you have a good day and make sure to drink some water! (I always forget to do that)

~ Very random story but the picture triggered a thought. I bought a really nice loaf of sourdough bread at the store a few weeks ago and I only got to eat maybe 3 pieces of it bcs it molded in like 3 days. I was very sad ~

#asks #hi my bread friend!!! #I’ve been awake for all of like ten minutes and nice messages are always the best #also just to show how fucked my sleep schedule is it’s 5pm where I am. I went to bed around 8am. #we love that for me

[jokest3r]

The real cod lobbies are art discords

#ppl are genuinely so rude most of the time or support ai art its just like #ok #i already had to mute one person becos they wouldnt stop calling me its lowkey bad #we love that for me

[creativesplat]

I'm so excited for MiphLink week 2023, but like, the general theme of the stuff I've done is: "Who's motivation, I don't know her" and "Welp... it's good enough..." because this splat ran out of time and she's sorry ✌️

#creativesplat rambles #will delete later #just thought I'd let y'all know! #also a good chunk of the drawings I posted as like a 'hey this is for mlweek' are not done and therefore not being posted because #I'm bad at time management! #we love that for me #anyway I'm still super excited even though I've gone for quantity of stuff over quality #and that is fine because it's a hobby and all that

[happy74827]

#literally my situation rn #instead of studying for my anatomy test #I’m currently half-writing fics that’ll be shoved aside come morning #we love that for me #at least im self aware

[sweetest-honeybee]

Guess who fucked up her drawing wrist :D 👉🏻👉🏻

#it’s been screwed up for s few days now actually but LORD #I don’t know *how* exactly though like definitely strained #but it’s one hella persistent pain #small tasks and drawing itself doesn’t necessarily hurt but anything involving the wrist bending back and forth is just nope #whole back of the hand and index fingers just done half the time lmao #we love that for me

[fruit-1oops]

Ain’t it fun when you have a heart rate of 121+ while you’re literally just sitting there playing piano

#I had a bpm of 121-127 #we love that for me #my heart don’t work well #POTS #posturaltachycardiasyndrome #physical disability #disabled #chronic illness #chronically ill

[squishwashere]

gun

#comic #discord #digital art #artists on tumblr #meme #do i get to tag vampire by virtue of me having sharp teeth irl? #my art #this happened and i immediately rushed to draw it #and then proceeded to leave it for approximately 5 months before completing it #we love that for me

[dani-ya-dig]

Ughhh I’m seeing posts about the new Geordi audio and now I’m scaredddddd

#I don’t handle conflict well at all #like it makes me really upset #but I still wanna listen to the audio #bc I love Geordi #and his audios are a lot of fun #but I’m ngl I’m really scared #like I feel I should also share #I have no clue what the audio is abt #I just know it’s bad #and that makes me really upset #and now I’ve gone on a whole rant in the tags #we love that for me #ok I’m done now #redacted asmr #redacted geordi

[marc-spectorr]

uhh so i did a little oopsie and deleted today’s birthday/anniversary fic that i promised from my drafts last night 🙂 since i’m still out of town, i’ll just post it when i get back!

#btw ya girl turns 24 today and woke up with back pain 🤩 #we love that for me #me.txt

[cringefailnarwhal]

breakfast because my uterus is killing me

#we love that for me

[sarahscribbles]

I got a half baked idea for a fic at work help me 🙃🙃

#probs gonna forget by the time I get home #we love that for me

[happyheidi]

𝖠𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝖠𝗇𝗇𝖺-𝖫𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖲𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖺𝗇 | 𝖨𝖦: 𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺_𝖺𝗋𝗍

#this has to be one of my favorite little comic ever cus YEEEES #I love me a good rain lighting thunder trio <3 #ESP while laying in bed with a good book #had to share #cottagecore #comics #art #cute #drawing #rain aesthetic #cozycore #cosycore #reading #comfycore #wholesome #we had MASSIVE rain here today and some lovely lightning & thunder . so this was basically my just switch night to say and bed to couch

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Hey now, Let her cook!

#dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #senshi #laios touden #marcille donato #izutsumi #oyasumi punpun #<- In case you are wondering what the source for the little bird guy is. #Yeah that's right. I'm back to my extremely obscure crossover BS. #Punpun is one of those series that falls under the category of 'Good! but I cannot responsibly recommend this to anyone." #If Dungeon Meshi is like a friend asking you to go on a quick errand and you accidently go on a life changing roadtrip - #Punpun is your friend asking to go on a quick errand and they pull up to the vet and tell you your dog is being put down. #Then they explode into sludge. Melting your car. You hitchhike back but the person who picked you up is an axe murderer. #I could not finish it. My friends who did say it was good. But agree it was for the best I did not finish it. #Hey speaking of tone twists...We are one episode away from one of my favourite chapters being animated! #WHO'S READY FOR THE SENSHI BACKSTORY! WHO IS READY TO CRY! #ME! I AM! I spooked my flatmate with how energetic I was this morning. I'm vibrating with energy I was not designed to contain. #I should talk about today's episode here: It was very good. I love how they animated the familiars. #And!!! Anime only people now are in the loop on the Chilchuck lore. Part 1 of many. He still contains multitudes. #They all do to be honest! If this episode told us anything it was that we still don't know these characters as well as we think! #See you guys next week. I'll be inconsolable.

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[koyuxim]

" Care to stay for a drink? " 🥂✨

#posting the full piece #he has me in a chokehold #wish we saw him wearing his sunglasses more ngl #aventurine #hsr aventurine #hsr #honkai star rail #koyuart #my sweet boy i love him