#well it did at some point... in my head

[countessqin]

So, I was thinking, 'beauty' is such a vast notion, like we all have different understanding of 'beauty' and what each of us will consider as 'beautiful'.

And, if I remember correctly Argenti and other Knights of Beauty didn't 'meet' Idrila in person? But all of them believe that they are alive and some are even looking for them. So what if when Argenti first 'met' or 'saw' Idrila he felt something like peace and warmth (like you know, when you just feel happy, peacefull and are enjoying life? or something like that, or like peacefull ocean?) and during one of his adventures he meets [Name] and when they hang out and idk help people together, Argenti feels the same peace and joy? that he felt when he 'met' Idrila? Like [Name] is Idrila, but at the same time not? Like [Name] is his Idrila? (not necessary in romantic way) Again because we all have different definitions and understandings of 'beauty', we see 'beauty' in different things and Idrila is Aeon of beauty so...

#i just thought about it the other day #I did read Argenti's lore but I don't remember a thing so #if he really saw Idrila then well #my bad i forgot #but like it is kind of a good idea #like you may see something and think that is the most cute/amazing/beautiful thing #while other will see just ordinary thing #if the above written doesn't make sence #well it did at some point... in my head #qin's ramblings~ #legends of trailblazer~ #honkai star rail x reader #argenti x reader

[journey-to-the-attic]

one thing about ik is that she will always reach out

#obey me #art #i had the idea for this and managed to bulldoze through drawing it all without losing motivation halfway through #but Do Not expect me to post art this frequently in future #idk how to do panels so if the middle bit with the text might be laid out weird #i added the stars and feathers and stuff because there was a bunch of empty space around the boxes #obey me satan #jtta ik #(btw the crumbling symbol next to the exploding feather is the wrath symbol from in-game) #(with the pride symbol attached upside down at the bottom) #(not so much symbolism as it is just me whacking you over the head with the point but it looks cool) #i had a lot of fun doing satan's more monstrous design so i might try my hand at some of the other demons later? #i do have some ideas for levi (deep sea creatures are just really fun) #also happy nightbringer release day!! it showed up on my homescreen like half an hour ago and i was like “wait what” #for some reason i thought it wasn't releasing til next week?? #the new genshin patch is today as well so looks like i'll have plenty to do with the rest of my free time for the easter hols #(i promise i'm also working on the next chapter of jtta but i am so stuck on how to get lucifer actually Talking) #anyway. here's a gold star for making it through all my rambling in the tags for anyone who did so: ⭐

[superfallingstars]

I had seven faces Thought I knew which one to wear

Snapetober Day 25: Mask

#i did not intentionally design this to fit nyc by interpol but then it got stuck in my head while i was drawing and. well it fits #also i said i wasn't forgetting about day 22 in the last post. but i have completely neglected day 24: maze lol. i'll do it at some point #my art #snapetober #snapetober 2023 #hp #snape #snape art #snape fanart #severus snape #severus snape art #pro snape #professor snape #snape fandom #snapedom #snape content #snape community #snart #harry potter #hp fanart #is he putting the mask on? or is he taking it off? much to think about…..

[tswwwit]

i’m sooo curious on bill meeting dipper’s parents. i think i remember you mentioning at one point they kinda sucked and treated dip especially bad. i’m sure that’s caused a lot of his long term mental health/self esteem issues and i can’t help but think his husband wouldn’t be too thrilled about that. also they don’t even know he’s married so that’s a whole other thing lol

In the Familiar AU, Dipper's parents shipped him and Mabel off to Grunkle Stan back when they were twelve, actually!

This was initially excused as the twins 'needing to get used to having magic'. Which makes sense! Magical puberty is a heck of a thing, and getting some training's useful to cut down on random magic surges.

But by the end of the summer, they hadn't made any plans for picking the kids up. This when Stan twigged to the real situation.

And by the end of that year, Dipper knew his 'paranoid' assumption was absolutely correct.

So the twins grew up in Gravity Falls, with only very occasional visits back 'home'. Contact's been sporadic, and Mabel's been the one who's clung more to their parent's attention. Dipper hasn't spoken to them unless forced to in years.

So yeah! Bill's not exactly thrilled with the parents - but lucky for them, they haven't met him yet! And they definitely don't know about the marriage. Much less anything else.

#answers #In summary: The twins' parents found out their kids were magical and decided they Just Couldn't Deal with that #They're not magical themselves and giving your kids some Magic Training is a good idea #But at some point you need to actually *take them back* #Which they just. Didn't #Dipper abso-friggin-lutely has a whole mess of issues from that #Abandonment's a big one. Being worth something and good at something? Yep that's an issue right there #Not the least of which is that Mabel as a more Talented and Powerful magic user got more attention when they were still there #Then continued to get more attention via phone call when they weren't #Mabel's got some REALLY rose-colored glasses on about the situation #Dipper sees it for the 'well my kids are freaks but at least one of them is a Cool Freak' it is #That's a fact he's been stewing on for *ages*. A fact bomb that he could theoretically drop on his sister but never did #Needless to say he got the brunt of the Issues™ but Mabel's got her own in turn #I'm also betting there's more than a dash of homophobia in their parents considering their reaction just to Magic #So the parents aren't going to be very thrilled about either of their partners #In my head I picture the parents wanting a Totally Picturesque Family #And creating the visual of one is easier if you only have Pictures of the kids instead of them being there and being themselves #In summary: Yeah The Parents Suck #I started a fic for this once and I still intend to write one but that's a later type of project #I gotta have the right start for it to flow well

[stbot]

He didn’t take his sword.

You can’t take anything. Not in there.

#kit tanthalos #willow 2022 #willow #willow spoilers #i really loved these shots #with the lit up entrance as the focal point #and then the shadows of kit's head against the portal/gate/whatever it is #she was so good in this ep they really gave her some good stuff to deliver on #i was gonna work on tanthamore fic but did this instead oops oh well #edit: #i finally got 1080p!!! and like a lunatic am gonna go back and update all my gifs bc i can!! #anywhosie #i think i need a gif tag

[ihateornithologists]

someone needs therapy ig

#elisabeth das musical #kronprinz rudolf #actually it's another dumb personal drama post IM SORRYY #i just feel like if i don't whine at least somewhere my head will fucking explode . #of course it's not exactly Like That irl i just really don't want to hurt any of uhmm people involved #and as a result keep doing more and more stupid shit instead. great job. #..and having random suicidal thoughts ofc #<:) #fun fact at some point when this. idk something. was happening i literally just started talking about rudolf I AM SO NORMAL. #well that's still slightly better than retelling half of wagner's biography WHICH I ALSO DID once. #Maybe i'm waiting for [...] to admit that actually i'm just annoying as fuck (again.) #as far as i can tell she already hates rudolf. as was intended

[archersartcorner]

Wanted to play with Ibis Paints animation tool, so I made a lil Skip with Sloomies (slug zoomies) animation :)

[Video ID: A digitally drawn, short animation of Skip, from Dimension 20: A Starstruck Odyssey. Skip is a little green cerebroslug, and the simple animation shows him crawling around, leaving behind a trail of light green mucus. End ID.]

#my art #described #video #animation #dimension 20 #a starstruck odyssey #skip takamori #my god I have to stop posting at 3 am in the morning #took some melatonin gonna see if that knocks me out good enough #Norman comes back to the console to just see Skip mucus everywhere. puts Skip back in his head and goes ‘hey bud. hey #hey I know you can’t control like. ur slime excretion or whatever. but like look at this.’ nd Skip is just ‘? I don’t see the problem’ WHDV #‘Norman do you not like my slime 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺’ ‘Skip that is an insane question to ask’ ‘…………. is that a no’ #‘look I even left you a heart! … somewhere in here…’ ‘thought that counts?’ ‘… I did actually draw you one it just got lost :(’ ‘well thanks #RAN OUT OF SPACE WHRVEH really just need to write fic at some point instead of leaving all dis in the tags…..

[mattodore]

found you!

#simblr #ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 edit #river dipping #🦇 #alessandria zeferino #delphi sol #blur into you #added a new shader to my preset so here u goooo #had to test it out on some of my ocs ofc #i just went into the last save i made which was the lykos ocs all together for that post i did for tdov #i didn't even change their outfits jdkgjhs #ria is so sexy here as always even tho they're wearing an outfit that honestly isn't them at all sjdngfkjndh #it's one of their formal wear outfits which in my head delphi put together for them and was like hey. babe. wear this #and well when your werewolf soulmate asks you to wear a little outfit for her you wear the damn outfit and do a little spin 🥰 #btw if you point out delphi's weirdly fucked up foot you're lesbophobic

[madamescarlette]

💐

#shocked with myself (maybe pleasantly surprised? is the right phrase) #at actually liking barbie a great deal more than i had prepared myself to #it was just a lot more sincere than i had expected; i was afraid it wouldn't be/be more on the snarky side of cinema lately #but it was strangely so much more heartfelt than that #of course some points felt rushed/too on the nose #but the girls and ryan gosling made me so happy #and her at the end saying (spoilers obvs) that yes YES she does want to take life by the hand and pay the price to live and live #also as a former representative of unrequited love the throughline felt a lot gentler than i was prepared for it to be #it was a lot more about emotion and the joy of growing up and growing old than i expected #i don't necessarily think its heart is as pure as a truly great movie?? #but it didn't laugh AT you. it made you laugh and it also meant what it said #which idk idk in a sea of endless winks at the camera laughing obnoxiously loudly media i appreciated the at least #wanting to live and live well aspect of it all and how it took that seriously #like someone on my dash said. i don't really know if it was a good movie?? but the borders of my mind are stretched #something in me is dreaming because of it. so i think that at least is worth it all #also all the girls in the theater laughing their heads off did something to me!!! #there were countless friends (including mine) decked out in pink and it was so so so sweet to me #(anyway. you didn't need these thoughts and maybe I'll retract it later when I've come down from the high of hugging both my buddies)

[09lover]

my reaction after ()’s attempt to gaslight me for the uncountable time into trying to repair this broken relationship that they ruined

#es talks #no because why………… #you ended it i didnt do… anything…. (head in hands in disappointment) #story time here.. click for more if u wanna read..? #ill call them (). one day they texted me about our friend who ill call koru who unfollowed(?) them on twt because they kept #commenting (more of in a critical way..) about how their art was missing fingers despite it being drawn correctly. so they tried to somewhat #force me to stop talking to koru and shit talks about them to me…. which i still remained in contact with koru and told them everything #so we stayed as besties and eventually () came by to visit me and eventually found out i was still friends with koru then decided to throw a #temper tantrum and ignore me to the point their mother had to get involved… which still didnt work out after their mother helping us 3 times #then our … like 4 years or longer relationship just went down the drain… all because of that. #unfriended me and also started shit talking me to their friends then just yesterday which i found out today #<- discord btw -> she then sent me multiple messages in some gcs we were in… calling me disgusting & said i shouldnt ignore wtf i did in #an attempt to gaslight me thinking what i did was gen wrong and also guilt tripping me to crawl back to her to beg and apologize as i always #do… but i just had enough ehfjejdje #well ill most likely delete this later just needed to get this out of my system!

[beneaththegildedmoon]

Look, maybe if I had read it by itself and not interleaved with the other books im reading atm it would have fared better, but y'all had me convinced The Secret History was some modern classic and I will not forgive you for it

#i know babel was published long afterwards but i just keep reading sections and thinking “Babel did this so much better” #its giving Catcher in the Rye if the pov character was even more insufferable #its giving the Steven Moffat school of writing intelligent characters #and honestly worse than the piss-poor attempt at some kind of commentary is that its so fucking BORING #a solid 70% of the book is just richard & the gang talking inanely about classics with the air of people who have literally never read them #and the other 30% is stilted dialogue about how woefully difficult it is to cover up the murders they did #and i understand that their insufferability is part of the loosely-defined point but thats not made well enough to justify all this #your characters can be boring assholes or your plot can move at a snail's pace but for the love of all the gods dont do both #the only thing running through my head the whole time is how little investment i have in anything thats happening in this stupid book #how did *this* become the inciting incident for the dark academia aesthetic/subculture?? #how did this jumble of meandering run-on sentences masquerading as a novel become such a Tumblr darling that dozens of you recommended it?? #i feel cheated tbh #cant believe i wasted so much time on this but i genuinely believed it must get good at some point

[arsonist-chicken]

I think my university should pay me for emotional damages for having to write a thesis exposé. To the amount of whatever I need to go on a short trip to Helsinki to recharge from this bs and to get a tattoo and a coffin full of Fazer chocolates.

#i've been in the library since 6pm or so and have not gotten a single letter done #because i genuinely Do Not Know what to write about this #i don't WANT to write a thesis; having to write a thesis will be my last straw to a break-down if that terminography seminar doesn't do it #and i don't get the point of a thesis anyway. no one but me and my advisor and maybe two examinors will read it #i'll not bring forth any important new knowledge to use #even if i did magically discover some groundbreaking new way to teach second languages - which is not the focus of my paper #like i wanted because the head of institute said no - it would still mean nothing because no one's gonna read it anyway #i'm literally just some rando with subpar grades and papers and motivation and dedication to my studies except for the classes i like #and feel like i'm actually learning something important #which is another point: I'm studying translation and interpreting. I'll do a final translation exam in both language directions. #why is that not enough for a degree? it's literally what I study. i couldn't give less of a shit about scientific theories about translatio #yes you should hear about them sometime and it can be useful. but i don't give a single fuck about research etc. #i want to translate and subtitle and maybe at some point interpret. and add a second language besides english because well #the job market but also very importantly my own interests #can't take the swedish course because it interferes with another class; can take a ukrainian class but it's very low-level #can't take a polish or bosnian or serbian or croatian class because they only have higher levels right now #could take a chinese or japanese class but it's... a lecture? with 40+ people in it? how are you supposed to learn a language from a lectur #tried a portuguese class once but the teacher was absolutely awful. nice but so bad at teaching. #and every now and then i think maybe i should learn how to teach a language to someone because oh my GOD would i love to help people #coming here to learn german in ways they'll actually use and see them improve and help them be excited about learning! #or go somewhere else and teach german maybe while also learning the language of the country i'm in #and i thought maybe writing a thesis about second language acquisition and teaching would be a nice way to find out how interested #i am in that actually. but no. my topic now is... hold on. hmmm. #man i'M not even sure. i submitted something and my advisor wrote me an email with a different suggestion for the title #and idk what i'm supposed to write about. not saying the depression isn't playing a role too but damn am i not excited about this #which is. a great start to writing a thesis when 90% of your work ethic comes from being excited about something or interested init #'The preparation of translation-oriented language competence at school using the example of English lessons at Austrian High Schools' #ah yes. someone help me write an exposé about that. #i don't know how and what to include and I don't want to either #come onnnnnn two days ago being at the library helped at least a little bit but now i've been here 3+ hours and i've got nothing

[mudzdale]

impulsively threw together a mockup of some sort of Lil’ Habby marketable plushie huggable plush edition, since, in my experience, real working puppets are not so nice to hug, what with the foam structuring and hard mouthplate and so on.

he is VERY messy and there are some changes i’d definitely like to make for a final version... and i SWEAR his head does not look that horrifically huge in the real. he is not as primed for camera work as his performing counterpart. ): but you know what he is primed for? easy-access huggin (:<

#i would LIKE to make a final version with the real colors at some point. but frankly at this point in my life chances are that wont be #happening anytime soon. so if anyone wants to beat me to it (or has improvements in mind) PLEASE lmk and i will share my pattern #(well... '''pattern'''. its very amateur) with u (: #this project was very challenging and frustrating and naturally did not turn out as nice as i had envisioned in my head... but of course #also very fun and rewarding :D #gollydraws #sfm #smile for me #pabit

[sysig]

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#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Crackship #Teisel #Meme #I am on a roll with these lol #I knew adding Teisel to my list was only a matter of time #I am a weakwilled individual with one fatal flaw #Anyway (lol) #ZEX really has his work cut out for him with Teisel haha - it's very fortunate he's so determined and enjoys a challenge 'cause otherwise! #Teisel is hard to pin down - I mean Other Than That lol - he's an interesting guy :0 #Rough around the edges and a family man ♪ And if I get to draw long hair and big muscles then all the better hehe #And he has a cute nose! He has the bridge of the nose thing that I like so much!! Yes!! #As for the rest of him - hm! I've only had passing thoughts up to this point and getting into his head is...Something lol #It's well done to be certain it definitely Makes Me Feel it's just hard to ascribe a name to that Feeling just yet #Needs a bit more time to tumble smooth I suppose lol #One thing I know I like because it makes me sad - lol - is ZEX projecting some of his feelings about DAX onto Teisel - unexpected! #It's extremely interesting how despite his deep abiding love and fascination with Otherness he's gotten increasingly homesick #Finding things charming about humans that remind him of VUX! You can tell he's a bit desperate for the familiar :'0 #So isolated from even himself ah 💔 Hang in there ZEX! #At least he has some fun distractions hehe ♪ New things to learn and consider! Teisel keeps throwing him curveballs! #Both of them circling each other like ''? Isn't it your turn?'' lol #They both come off as aggressive in their own way and then swing-and-a-miss lol #And then there's how Teisel frames him as far as age goes - or really how everyone does pffft #It is So funny to me every time anyone refer to ZEX as ''old'' now that his age has been more or less established - at least pointed at #The fact that he might not even be in his human-equivalent 50s what is this who this lol he's not old! And Max /definitely/ isn't haha #He is the slightest itty-bittiest willowiest little twink y'ever did see pfft #I have been waiting to use that meme template for someone for ages I am so glad that I finally got the chance ♪

[bibiana112]

I should get a Rika keychain <- Guy who hasn't read past the first arc of Higurashi yet

#I have Every Sigle spoiler I could possibly have though and I am. Obsessed. with Saikoroshi #I also just looked at my keychain and thought she would look really cute with the pixel artstyle from the friend who made my current one #idk if I'd get anyone from umi in that style even if it would make more sense oh maybe zepar and furfur lol I like'em could be double sided #and also I was already thinking of commissioning her with Someone from ze Probably Akane but I haven't put any real thought into it #The specific thought of Rika keychain really just popped into my head I spent so long talking about her to my roomie tuesday #oh well that and every other hyperfixation of mine really I kid you not it was a full bingo I just did not shut up at all that day #we also talked about childhood stuff at some point and both cried because of the power of friendship but that's besides the point #all that while drinking pink lemonade soda on the kitchen counter lol #Void fala aí