#which makes total sense to me!

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads

The Spider And Her Demons

YA Australian urban fantasy/horror

about a Malaysian-Chinese girl who’s half spider-demon, just trying to keep her head down and survive high school

when she accidentally kills and eats a man in front of the most popular girl at school, they strike up a strange friendship and she starts to learn more about herself and the supernatural world

aroacespec/sapphic ish

#The Spider And Her Demons #Sydney Khoo #loveozya #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #you give me a teenage girl with giant hair spider legs who scuttles across her bedroom wall on page 3 #and then eats a man and i am already sold. #also aus books are always so familiar compared to US books :) #and yes sexuality stuff is ambiguous but basically: a bunch of discussion on relationship hierachies (ie friendship equally/more important) #themes of feeling unlovable bc you're different and different forms of love #multiple times the MC says she has no interest in dating or relationships and also is touch (and maybe sex) repulsed #- but of course that Also has to do with the whole Being A Monster thing #and it definitely shows some kind of attraction to dior - ie looking at her lips/bare skin; blushing; etc #and ends on sort of hand kiss / 'is this something??' vibes #I asked the author and they said they see them as QPR / platonic soulmates but are not at the point where they would know what to call it #which makes total sense to me! #the part of me who wants more obvious aroace YA wishes it was a little more specific #but also I DO love ambiguity and I think it wouldn't be true to the characters #who are clearly not even ready to start figuring that stuff out. #and also. aroacespec sapphics is like. also something i want #also like. I think it's reductive to assume just because 'looks at lips' is a common allo attraction trope....doesn't necessarily mean #it has to be that. yknow. #anyway. i loved it a lot. #gross spidergirl (affectionate)...... #also dior is such an interesting and complex character. like another book could have made her nicer or less fucked up

[anemonet]

this bad boy can fit so much sick symbolisms

#disco elysium #harry du bois #hey guys lil doodle cause i got my pen display back and also as proof of life and also im obbsessed with this game! #also it was about time i posted totally indesheirble art that only makes sense to me :) #cause casue he dosent wanna be this kind of animal and theres a HOLE in his head and and #also testing some new brushes so thats fun #anyhow uh yeah hope noone minds soem very unfinsiehd art!!! #song of todaayy isssss noootttt this is why by paramour #it is instead woke up new by the mountain goats which a friend pointed out is a great pre game harry song #spins him around #:)) #my art

[hypewinter]

Jazz wasn't crazy. People might argue that burning her childhood home to the ground with her parents still inside would be an indicator of insanity. But how else was she supposed to react after coming back home from college to find out her parents had brutally killed her brother via vivisection?

Dying her hair blonde wasn't crazy either before anyone asked. Plenty of girls dyed their hair when they needed a change. Besides, she could never live with herself if she kept the same hair color as that vile woman.

Admittedly Jazz would have to secede moving to Gotham had been a little crazy but it was the perfect place to start fresh and blend in despite her "quirks". She had even picked out a nice new identity for herself.

Clearly Jazz was not crazy as she had managed to land a job at Arkham Asylum as a psychiatrist. If she were really insane would they have ever hired her? No they wouldn't have.

Jazz was not crazy. She was very much sane. Just like her precious Mr. J.

#dp x dc #dc x dp #dpxdc #dcxdp #hyper prompts #winter's tales #not sure which one this fits under more #surprise! jazz is harley quinn #do not ask me how my brain concocted this for i truly have no idea #i was merely as vessel for my own crazy thoughts in this case #btw y'all i tried to look up whether harley was a psychologist or a psychiatrist because i couldn't remember #and i got conflicting answers #i think the general consensus is she's a psychiatrist who acts like a psychologist #because most writers don't know the difference #and by general consensus i mean i saw a total of one source that had that opinion #but it makes the most sense to me so i'm running with it #the same source (reddit) as theorized that she's a double major #which also makes sense because even in her origins she's studying psychology #but she's also going to med school!? #hello?? #you don't even need to be an expert or anything #just open a dictionary! #look it up on google! #something! #anywho #her job switches depending on the era comic run writer etc #you know basic comic book shenanigans #sorry for the rant y'all #it was just so mind boggling that it actually became a little funny #so i thought i'd share

[nocreativityfornames]

Not them getting together to take revenge on Mephisto

#I'd like to point out that Diavolo is 100% in on this because even if he HAD heard someone say that Mephisto liked Solomon's cooking #he'd be able to tell that they were lying because he has that lying detector skill/power or whatever #plus he knows Solomon's cooking is shit #so him seeing Mephisto's reaction to eating it and saying “is it really THAT good?!” doesn't make any sense and is in no way honest XD #man is really just pretending to not know what's happening which makes this EVEN FUNNIER #meanwhile Barbatos is just there witnessing his son and guy-his-son-is-totally-not-in-love-with poison this man together lol #obey me #obey me nightbringer #omnb #omnb lesson 30 hard mode #obey me lucifer #obey me diavolo #obey me mephistopheles #obey me barbatos #obey me screenshots #obey me nightbringer spoilers #☙ no creativity for names ✾

[relaxxattack]

every time someone calls moirallegience just an alien qpr i wilt a lil like YEAH thats more or less the CLOSEST human thing but its also Literally Not That. like a qpr is fundanmentally not romantic and thats not even going into moirails whole Actual Purpose of calming ppl down. its just. aughhhhh pisses me off i see the confusion but, as aformentioned, aughhhhh

OH MY GOD THIS HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME TOO.... but i don't want to get petty at the people in my notes always saying "moirails are QPRs!" because in some ways that is the closest human thing so it's hard to be mad...

i think there's definitely some overlap in some ways. but NOT because moirallegiance and qprs are the same at all really, but INSTEAD because both relationships have unconventional boundaries defined by the people within them.

you know... like every relationship.

like the only reason the two have overlap is because they are both partnerships that emotionally care for each other but can choose to not bang (which is true for any romance anyway, even if it's considered abnormal). they're both just romances* that are unconventional to human norms, which makes people view them as the same thing when they're not.

i think the REAL issue here is that humans insist on using human words to understand things that are just, fundamentally, alien. can't we just appreciate alien romance for being... alien romance?

no, it's not platonic, it's romantic. it's just romantic in a way you aren't quite wired to understand, is all.

*in generalization, most QPRs are not romantic, because they are made up of aroaces who are life partners in a non-romantic way. however i want to disagree with you that none of them are romantic, because that is up to the partners in question.

#quadrants #homestuck #moirallegiance #BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS FOR SO LONG OMG THANK YOU FOR THE ASK #its just i USED to think they were the same #and then recently i kept getting pissy when people said they were the same so i was like. okay let's unpack this #what's the overlap here and what's the differences? #and really people THINK theyre the same because they think theyre both like. 'im gonna platonically marry my friend!' ^w^ #(which is obviously not actually what either of them are like. lol) #when REALLY what they have in common is 'hey you're a person i want to have a committed partnership. but potentially not sex or tradition' #and it's not really fair to compare them because they come from totally different places and have totally different standards #QPR was created as an ALTERNATIVE to allonorms. its about saying 'hey lets make up our own rules. my life partner can be platonic if i want #whereas moirallegiance IS a norm and its not counter any culture. it's just 'trolls have biological romantic feelings/needs in This way.' #idk idk how to explain it any further because ive spent a fucking hour on this post and i have a massive headache so feel free to ask me-- #more specific questions if the shit i said here doesnt make any sense (；￣ー￣).. #<- wow haha the troll fictive autism really jumped out with this post huh. whoops #hsmeta #long post #op

[harbingersecho]

grif's surgery but just a little more... obvious?

I actually rly rly ADORE frankengrif but I don't have an in-show reason why he'd have extensive long-term allogeneic skingrafts on his face 😔

#rvb #red vs blue #dexter grif #grif #*24 #mine #art #cw wounds #Look I love biology stuff like this so I like researching what would be at least semi-plausible even if it's just for a dumb halo show that #makes 0 sense where CPR cures a headshot but i cant help it!!! and like the 'lazy' reason for it would be sarge is just crazy like that but #its not a good reason imo. and like the things he lists needing replacement are mostly internal and body parts which makes sense #considering how grif got injured by sheila like I could 100% see that rupturing organs and crushing his hand and there being burns etc #but like nothing points to grif needing any surgery above the neck and i dont think anyone mentions his face being different? i could #make up injuries for him but nothing in the show actually supports that he'd need grafts for anything but his body.. #I'm SOO ready to be convinced otherwise btw like I said I want an obvious frankengrif to be true so bad !! #AGH would it be too insane of me to make like a surgery/injury overview thing for grif just so i can convince myself abt this idea... #i can bend to some fun stuff tho im not a total joykill u know! thats why i give his body the mismatched donor skin look despite allogeneic #grafts not being permanent w/ current tech. like it really doesn't matter if it's realistic or whatever but also Yes It Does. #and like during/after chorus would grey offer to 'fix' it? i imagine the feds could mesh a skin so they could use grif's own skin.. #or like during rats nest when they got reassigned?

[romansmartini]

#disco elysium #im literally bumping ecstatic vibrations totally transcendent right now #this should be for sea power a little but i love egg head okay. #he gets me #fun fact by the way that a sea power song is once featured as the weather in welcome to night vale. which makes a lot of sense #sorry for fundamentally changing the format of this meme btw but you guys have phds in meme so i know it’ll be fine

[another-clive-blog]

HOW HAVE I NEVER NOTICED THIS

LAYTON USES TU FOR FUTURE LUKE BUT SWITCHES TO VOUS THE SECOND CLIVE'S IDENTITY IS REVEALED.

Tu and vous both mean you but Tu implies closeness : in the entirety of Unwound Future, Layton only ever uses Tu with Flora, the Lukes and Claire

#I'm shaking crying throwing up #WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. #He immediately uses tu for Future Luke which is A LOT #In real life we often stumble trying to know which one to use because vous is distance but also respect like for a boss or teacher #(Everyone except Claire uses vous for Layton because he's a highly educated adult and a gentleman) #Layton must really appreciate and trust Luke. He immediately went 'Oh that's a Luke of course he's a close one' #And it makes sense that he would discard the tu when he finds out that nope this is a total stranger manipulating us all #But also normal people would go from tu (affectionate) to tu (derogatory). Of course Layton doesn't as a gentleman but. Ouch #And he never goes back to tu not even after finding out Clive is the orphan he saved #I'm crying why are you doing that to me. It's so subtle I had NEVER noticed but it's there #Maybe the vous will go back to respect or pleasant distance one day but Clive isn't deserving of a tu. He's not Luke. He's a stranger #I HAVE to do a complete pronoun analysis one day. I've talked about it here and there but I need to do a big analysis #Professeur layton et le destin perdu #Professeur layton #hershel layton #clive dove #Been posting a lot of angst lately oops #Professor layton and the unwound Future #Professor layton and the lost future #Unwound Future spoilers #Lost Future spoilers

[prettyboykatsuki]

okay so. does rin know isagi and fujoneet reader have done it? does isagi tease rin about it bc he knows rin's a sick freak that needs a little prodding? does rin jack it to the thought of them together? or maybe just her? does f

rin knows because isagi tells him LOL. isagi sucks but he gets off on pissing rin off and rin in this context uses isagi as like. a buffer for his own lust towards you. its soooo weird LMAO. rin jacks it to the thought of readers pleasure specific and feels such crazy shame. they are so prime for cucking

but really in this universe it's like ohh. reader is so inexperienced and rin knows it though he doesn't do anything about himself just yet. and he just. nonstop thinks about her. thinks about her with a hand in her torn-up shorts and her face buried in pillows while isagi is plowing her, how good she must feel, how sensitive and uselessly wet she is. and it makes him angry but the thought of it makes him so hard

i think isagis torment is probably because he can tell how much rin seems to refuse to acknowledge his obvious want for her. fujoneet reader is really oblivious but isagi knows rin veryyy well and he knows all that bully is like a shoddy coverup to his desire about her. rin does jack off to the thought of them but it also makes him so viscerally angry to think of her weeping on anyones cock but his lol

#return to sender #isagi thinks reader is adorable and rin is dumb #he gets to fuck her and fuck with rin but really hes a good guy for helping him out #im not totally set on it but honestly i dont think rin can do a throuple thing with this specific neet reader #which is funny bc rinsagi poly often makes sense to me #but i think he is tooo possesive and this specific thing drives him to the brink of insanity . poor guy lol #fujoverse

[miahasahardname]

god bless trodmerica

#now. you might be thinking. #‘what the fuck?’ #and i say. #‘yeah that’s perfectly reasonable.’ #which i don’t think quite makes sense as a response to that but like. what bout me makes sense? #this is the official flag for the trody nation! (not really) #instead of tone indicators i’m just going to add stuff in brackets #td trent #td cody #trody #total drama #td #shitpost #do you ever regret making something?

[trashcanwithsprinkles]

hydro constructs

no chapter today but soon(tm), i just had to get this out of my head;;

#you can tell i was too lazy to draw his boots #but you also can't tell me he wouldn't train barefoot #morax medium size for comparison #i like to think the size morax was shown in the moonchase festival cutscene is canon #which would imply morax can just change sizes at will #which is perfectly plausible given the man can shapeshift into whatever he wants #so turning into different sizes of his original form for convenience's sake makes sense #hence why the exuvia in-game is so.... small... #bc for those who haven't seen or don't remember moonchase #morax is like... bigger than the harbor.................. #which in hindsight makes total sense given osial was also fucking huge #anyway #last chapter's jellyfish and next chapter's seahorse #along w the classic narwhal #does that count as a spoiler? #i also have skirk's design ready but i kinda put her in the same canvas as someone elese and i think it's best i wait till they show up #ngl since i can never get a clear image of skirk in my head i don't always envision her with the design i made #it only happens with skirk #which is funny and i guess very fitting #so uh #yeah #hope you enjoyed these childes #genshin impact #should prob start actually tagging these things #.png #.png fic #.png cyanide

[florbexter]

Theories oh so many theories about everything! This is from the MV and I will assume that they are in Phayas drawing room or whatever because he is the one with a sketch book and very decent drawing skills.

I have three theories:

Wild paint shenanigans because

1) they had a fight (the few seconds shown seem very desperate and frantic?)

2) Phaya's version of flirting is putting paint on Tharn and Tharn had to retaliate and things escalate

3) Tharn likes to deflect and what is better to evade Phaya's questions than initiating a paint fight

I also assume that it's significant that Phaya will show Tharn this room?

There is a shot in the MV that shows them from above and the room seems big so bonus points for a huge portrait of Tharn somewhere because Phaya is that extra.

#the sign the series #the sign spoilers #a friend told me that red in Thailand means love #desire and passion #which you know makes sense in that context #i cannot stop thinking about this show #total brain rot

[golden-girl-daisy]

She was terrified of doggy day care and hid in a corner of the room the whole time. The workers said she was really sweet to all of them just afraid of everything.

#which makes sense cause the last time I dropped her off somewhere she was spayed #I’m gonna try one more time maybe in a few weeks with honey with her #because honey loves literally every dog and should help her not be so afraid #leia organa #dog #puppy #shiba inu #so sleep #it was so sad they had to carry her to me at pick up because she was afraid to follow them anywhere #I don’t know if it’s more of separation anxiety or just fear of being at a totally new place alone #either way I guess some training is in order before we go back

[butchfeelings]

I desperately want to hear a butch groan with their cock in my mouth. Gently pumping in and out with their hands in my hair. Letting me worship them as they deserve. I want to taste them, on my knees, with my hands roaming their thighs. feeling their muscles and moaning with a mouthful of cock because I’m so obsessed with their body. They feel so good, they taste so good, they look soo good. I want to sink into sub space adoring their body.

I want to feel them getting rougher. Feel their hands tighten in my hair. A firm grip at the back of my head putting me right where they want me. Hear them chuckle when I make cute little noises trying to adjust to the sudden change. I want to feel myself sink deeper into sub space as they use my throat just how they want. I want to taste them cumming in my mouth look up and see their face twisted in pleasure and know I was useful for them 😳

#p #uuhhhhfhdhdhxhehdhjejdhdhdhwgsgdgdhdnjrhfhdhd #hhhh 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #when will my butches strap get here is the fucking question #when will he feel better is also the other question 🧡🧡🧡🧡 love him so much I can’t wait until he’s feeling better physically #he says that mentally he’s there but his body literally won’t let him which totally makes sense with what’s going on #anyway I’m poly tho so butches need to interact with me before I die sjdhdhhdhd

[amoebacore]

name moodboard for Zoe (anon)

#amoeba.jpg #okay! so! i didnt see the ë at first and the name zoe made so much like colorful sense to me i was like #well they were so nice ill do theirs rly quick before bed! #and then i finished it and went to post it and saw the ë which makes it vibe different to me so.. zoë im gonna do another KBDSKB #zoë is a totally different vibe than zoe so.. have two kind of!! KBDKS #name moodboard #name moodboards #aesthetic moodboard #moodboard #name aesthetic

[dykefaggotry]

the way tumblr doesn't count being mutuals w a sideblog as being mutuals is so frustrating bc u will sit there trying to remember if someone that has "following" next to their name always said that and ur mutuals anyway or if they unfollowed u recently

#not that being mutuals Matter like I follow ppl who have never followed me back #but I do get embarrassed still following ppl that have broken mutuals if that makes sense #bc my rsd says it's bc they deeply dislike me or smth I've posted in which case #I don't want to be following them yk? #but if we were Never mutuals it's totally fine idc #but the way tumblrs lil badges work stress me out lmaoooo