#why is it embarrassing to post my issues on here literally no one actually knows me

[trans-ghostboi]

This is literally the most stupid idea I’ve ever had but ig if this post gets like idk 1k notes by April 15 then I’ll stop $hing and tell my therapist so that I can get help

#this is genuinely the most idiot decision I’ve ever made but atp any tiny scrap of motivation and/or care is helpful #it’s like 12:30 am so I’ll probably delete this in the morning but oh well #why is it embarrassing to post my issues on here literally no one actually knows me #$hblr #$h vent #vent post #tw vent #also I have no idea who’s gonna see this but don’t tell me shit about how $h is bad and oh why would you do that love yourself and all that #like I fucking know you’re not doing anything other than making me feel like shit

[therantingsage]

Misc additional observations/notes relating to the implication analysis post that I either forgot to add or omitted for pacing reasons.

This one's embarrassing to admit, but I literally did not remember this until the post was done and posted:

N being bad at keeping things to himself is literally the first thing we learn about him when he starts talking. "Inclusive reflexes" isn't what teaches Uzi this, it's literally the first thing she finds out about his character, so she has no excuse. There is no plausible deniability she knows her boyfriend can't keep secrets.

((Unrelated to anything but since I'm talking about the pilot like. Why does he fan himself here. Dude you don't even have feelings for her yet bro what's this about. Guy who really likes strong personalities I guess))

N's tiny little smile in Promening when Uzi admits to wanting his help. He's like, critically underappreciated by the people around him before this so Uzi reaching out to him here must be so meaningful to him. He wants to be helpful and she's letting him be.

And Uzi, too, despite being stubborn about it. N being so eager to offer help in the first place isn't something she's used to, either. I'm pretty sure the (correct) general consensus is that this is the episode she falls for him, and honestly all the blushing has very little to do with why I think that's the case.

Because, like...no one really bothered even pretending to get along with her. Like, aside from Thad, but that's for like one scene total before N enters the picture, and Uzi's "how do you know my name, people willingly talk to you" implies to me that they didn't have a lot of, if any, meaningful interactions before that point anyway. And then here comes N, who despite how they'd parted, doesn't even seem upset with her. They both spent their time apart terrified of things being bad between them....but it all just melts away when they reunite and the mutual genuine concern shines through. It's great.

N maybe has fragments of memories of life at the manor, not a lot, but he probably has the vague sense that people used to be nicer to him in general. So it's not as foreign to him. Uzi does not have that luxury so having N be so enthusiastically in her corner definitely touches her heart. And it shows through in how she interacts with him in this episode.

There's lots and lots of little moments in Cabin Fever that I like but this tiny sheepish blush is a funny one. Like he just. Alluded to talking about her. And that flusters her for some reason. We have no idea how much time has actually passed since the last episode but its clear from how little it takes for this reaction to happen that her feelings have grown stronger. She likes him and its cute.

This scene is one I want to talk about in more detail, though. Home establishes that V still has faint lingering feelings for N, so it's not that hard to assume that her behavior here is at least partially motivated by jealousy. She's petty and vindictive and jealous...but most importantly she's perceptive.

Uzi has abandonment issues, which I think is easy enough to understand so I'm not going to elaborate on it. But V figured that out, and makes this threat with the knowledge that Uzi is worried about being abandoned. Uzi fears the idea that she wouldn't be missed if she disappeared, and here comes V, claiming that the one person she cares most about wouldn't care either. Hitting her where it hurts, trying to convince her that her fears are justified and inevitable.

It's likely that this moment contributes to her eventually going feral. That the stress overheats her faster.

She's incredibly vulnerable, when she snaps out of it. Shares that specific fear with N, who reassures her. Because this whole scene is him telling her that no, he wouldn't be able to just get over it if she was gone, because their brief time apart in this single episode was already something that scared him. That she's already become important enough to him that her absence was keenly felt.

It's probably around here, or a bit after this point in the nebulous timeskip between this episode and the next, that N falls for her. Scratch that, his whole speech, as I said in the prior post, just...really feels like some kind of romantic-adjacent confession. But I don't think it WAS explicitly them confessing feelings for each other. N figures out he likes her in this episode I'd like to think, but that speech was the closest he could come to admitting that. Cuz. Y'know. Uzi needs reassurance in other ways right now, no point in muddying the issue.

((and also not news to anybody I'm sure but the song that plays during that scene is LITERALLY called 'Falling...for you??' so. y'know. hindsight is 20/20 this is genuinely the moment he realizes his feelings for her are romantic))

And additional thing I like that I think about a lot, but the way he deliberately choses to switch his hands to claws when he pries her wings open. "I'm a monster, leave me be" she says, to which he replies "Hey, look, I am too, see? It's ok". It's great, he's mirroring, trying to make her feel seen. And by the vulnerability of her next line, it works. They really just, understand each other so damn well.

Home stuff. The fact that the first word that comes to mind to describe him is 'cute' is funny enough, but the fact that she even goes so far as to SAY it out loud before hastily correcting herself. Looking at her bf's baby pictures-coded. Has to keep her image up tho, this version doesn't know her so she can't be too weird or open about it.

But she still wants this version to think she's cool cuz she's a dork who likes him. It's unclear how much of this episode is diegetic when you subtract Uzi, but since these are memories and not proper time travel, we don't know to what extent Uzi's trying to avoid affecting the events. She might not care at all. Did the real N even go down to that basement willingly at any point? I doubt it. But we don't know! And also that's not what I'm making this post to talk about.

Funny Solvercam-Uzi body language on display. Delighted he recognizes her finally, spits out something edgy to play it cool (genuinely my favorite Uzi line of all time), sheepishly looks back at him, and shyly averts her gaze when he thanks her before looking back. Had she her regular face I'm sure she'd be smiling and blushing about it. It's cute as hell. It's very open delight, when you think about it. But still awkwardly teenage. It's easy to see this and have it make a whole lotta sense if they were already dating at this point. Got that meaningful eye contact going on. She likes making him happy so she's proud she succeeded.

Him trying to help steady her when they land. She blushes and slaps his hand away like 'dude I'm fine people are LOOKING at us stoooooop >:('

Her tail chewing on him is fine tho because we don't know if she controls it fully or if it does things subconsciously. And also the others aren't actually looking at them in this shot. Neither of them make the tail stop chewing so at the very least N doesn't mind.

Still flustered easily when he shows her he cares tho. Early-relationship 'hehehe he likes meeee' moment, adorable. Still clearly giddy that someone cares about her.

He's so conflicted after 'Tessa' tells him Uzi needs to die. He loves her, he loves her so so much, but Tessa is his oldest friend. All the memories he has of her paint a picture of someone he's supposed to listen to. Someone he can trust. Someone who wouldn't lie to him. He spends the rest of this episode bracing himself for a goodbye he doesn't want to give and its heartbreaking.

And despite his fear...Uzi still manages to comfort him the best way she knows how. And it gets him to smile! Because that's what the two of them are to each other. He's scared...but she's with him, so its less scary.

They've both caught up to the moment. 'Oh. We're still holding hands while the other two can see oh god'. They're both tight-lipped. She bumps him and they let go, maybe N thinks 'oh, right, yeah, not in public' but then they hold hands again but with intent this time.

And once again, it gets N to smile! And a second later Uzi does too! Awkward little moment of intimacy that must be so refreshing for them because there's so much heavy stuff happening but now they get to be distracted thinking about something lower-stakes.

To me, this bit is an interesting parallel to the Cabin Fever falling scene. He tends to be pretty perceptive about Uzi's worries. He's a good listener. Uzi fears abandonment, he fires back with a promise to stay with her.

But here, the thing Uzi fears is that things are being kept from her. That these two are keeping secrets from her. But instead of assuring her that they'll talk later, like they said they would, he instead chooses to use this moment to put his foot down with 'Tessa'. He just lost V maybe, and he's not willing to lose Uzi too, so he's decided she must be wrong about this being the only solution to the problem.

Up until that very moment, she didn't realize hurting her was on the table. It comes out of nowhere, freaks her out, and confirms her fear that she's not being told something. So she runs.

And the guilt he feels for scaring her off is heartbreaking. Half this episode is limb-chopping, genuinely, so the fact that he chooses this bone-saw to cut himself free instead of the litany of other things he has that he knows are quicker can't be a coincidence. He's punishing himself. And, additionally, probably reminding himself of V, hiding things because he worries the truth will hurt. Which makes the V hologram showing up moments later thematically very appropriate.

Can't add anymore pictures to this so maybe I'll make a part three later lol

#Murder Drones #Nuzi #biscuitbites #md N #md Uzi #Uzi Doorman #These aren't as vital to my point last time but I still think about them

[ashesbreadandbutter]

A bit of a rant...

So I posted this new fan art on my TT and why have I already had to block four people because it's either "that's not what he'd do!"

Or just other stupid little comments??

That's the issue too many of you associate blushing with intimacy and it's fucking weird. The headcanon was basically Alastor pleading with Charlie to eat a dead body before Vaggie tells him no because Charlie would definitely fold under the pressure.

I'm just saying this is why the fandom is so fucking exhausting.

Y'all hear bro is asexual and suddenly he can't smile at people or get embarrassed about stuff? Y'all do know it's a spectrum right? One that I AM ALSO ON? It's so annoying having to explain this over and over because people think they understand the spectrum and they don't. Even outside the spectrum literally anyone could react like this?

Lord..

And I don't wanna point any fingers but it's giving 'kiddy'. Like please grow up. Id hate to actually have to list the whole ace spectrum just because people are too lazy to look it up themselves.

Anyway, here's the pic

Mwah 😘

#hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel #hazbin art #hazbin hotel art #alastor fanart #fanart

[miraculouscontent]

Hi, what’s this I’m hearing about Marinette’s trauma? I know of Chat Blanc and the various instances of the world embarrassing Marinette. But I see y’all talking about something to do with the ML bible? What trauma is y’all talking about?

I think it’d be nice to have all the details in one post, so yeah.

Essentially, the MLS5bible states that there’s a reason why Marinette stammers and gets freaked out so much around Adrien (page 4):

[B]ack in eighth grade, Marinette had a crush on Kim. But when she declared herself to him, she suffered a humiliation orchestrated by Chloe. Since then, she hasn’t been able to declare herself to anyone else, too afraid that she might experience the same nightmare again. Of course, she’s not aware of this until episode “Derision”.

Going to the synopsis of the mentioned episode, we can see exactly how bad they decide to make this problem for her (page 111):

Just as it seems like Marinette is finally about to have a normal date with Adrien, she strangely starts suffering from repeated panic attacks. She doesn’t understand why, and it’s starting to jeopardize her relationship with the one she [”””]loves[”””].

(yes I put those airquotes in because I won’t have that drivel on my blog without them)

So, they essentially brought in this plot point to “explain” her inability to be “normal” around Adrien. They also state that, even once she’s aware of this issue, it doesn’t particularly help her anyway (also page 4, literally right after the line I quoted there already):

But even once she knows about her problem, we’ll see that it doesn’t necessarily makes it any easier telling yourself that you love them!

(that’s a direct quote, by the way; the mistakes in it are actually in the bible)

Now, naturally the question then becomes “well, what’s the point of bringing in this plot point that has never been foreshadowed before, and did they really call it trauma?”

It’s explicitly called “trauma” here (page 41) where it describes what actually comes out of this whole thing:

When [Adrien] finds out that Chloe is the cause of Marinette’s trauma, which keeps her from telling Adrien how she feels, he tells Chloe that they will never be friends again.

So let me just break it down for you.

Marinette having crushed on Kim has never before been implied or stated.

The stammering Marinette does around Adrien is tied to actual trauma that’s now even giving her panic attacks.

Adrien “looking good” by telling Chloe that they’ll “never be friends again” (conveniently after he’s affected by Chloe’s actions since he has feelings for Marinette now and Marinette’s trauma is crippling their relationship) seems to be the main takeaway from this whole thing.

And last but not least, 4. This officially establishes that basically all of the jokes and humiliation Marinette has endured concerning Adrien (that the writers expected and intended for you to laugh at) was them mocking a girl who they are now admitting has trauma that caused these embarrassments for her in the first place.

TL;DR: It’s gross.

#category: salt #salt: writing #other: ml spoilers #other: ml leaks #other: MLS5bible #((To add to the ''they definitely didn't plan this in advance'' thing)) #((Kim can be a little mean sometimes so what if Chloe's humiliation of Marinette actually caused Kim to laugh at her)) #((which both killed Marinette's crush on him and added more to her trauma)) #((meaning that Adrien laughing at Marinette in the umbrella scene when the umbrella closes on her)) #((now looks completely wrong compared to the reaction she should be having.))

[writingseaslugs]

Che'nya: Reader Who's Scared of Storms

So I actually wrote this one a while back for an example! The post can be found right here, and it’s just about my process in making several headcanons at a fast pace. So this one was already technically posted, but here it is all by itself.

Disclaimer: All characters in this series are aged up. For more information about my version of this world and the type of reader you can expect, please do a quick read of THIS post.

Che’nya: Scared of Storms

Che'nya finds out you’re scared of storms when he’s managed to sneak into the school one day and was looking for Riddle. It was just about to start raining, and he saw you off in the distance. He was planning on just scaring you when he heard the first crack of thunder. He watched you literally jump and scream, clearly not realizing a storm was about to happen. He then watched as you scurried off into the nearest structure while looking panicked. He investigated and headed over, finding you having a full-blown anxiety attack. He asked to see if you were alright, coming over and startling you. Once you realized who it was, you were embarrassed but explained your issue with storms.

Once Che'nya knows, he’s going to be trying to calm you down through laughter. He’s going to drag you to find Trey and Riddle, messing with them by turning invisible to jump out at them. You’re playing as the distraction. If you prefer being away from others, he’s cool with that too. Besides, he hasn’t seen Ramshackle yet and is excited to drag you there. He’ll be raiding your kitchen, saying that tea is apparently good for calming you down. Then he goes into detail about how he used to be skittish with storms when he was younger to help you feel a bit better.

You’re never going to have to worry about calling him. He always knows when a storm is on its way, like a weird 6th sense. Once he does, he ditches his campus and heads over to Night Raven. He always makes an excuse at his school as to why he’s gone so he can spend the entire night. Expect him to make hot milk and watch some cheesy movies with you. He’s curling you up in his lap and playing with your hair the entire night as well, loving when you let your guard down and fall asleep on him.

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#Twisted Wonderland x Reader #TWST #TWST x Reader #TWST Wonderland #Twisted Wonderland Disney #TWST Disney #Che’nya #Che’nya x Reader #Chenya x Reader #TWST Che’nya #Twisted Wonderland Che’nya #TWST Chenya #Twisted Wonderland Chenya

[gregorybacon]

squeezy anon do you have any headcanons you hold dear you haven't talked about on here? i love hearing people's headcanons. i go rabid. i won't steal i promise.

YOU WANT ME TO TALK ABT MY HEADCANONS??!?? FR??? I’LL BE GLAD TO!!!! I already made a post about my infodump of Gregory and Christophe headcanons, but I have some extras that I haven’t posted / recently developed! (Make sure to click the "keep reading" to see all of it)

Gregory HATES theater kids, and he doesn't exactly know why. Maybe it was cause they're full of overly dramatic, ignorant, self absorbed people? (At least in his school and previous experiences) Maybe it's the overly cheesy performances that he likes to scoff at and gets second hand embarrassment... thinking that they don't do as good as the professional musicals and is an insult to them. But anyways, there is one acceptation to why he still attends at watching school plays, and it's cause Christophe IS a theater kid! Gregory thinks that Christophe is the only theater kid he actually respects, cause his performances are more better than others (even if it's overly dramatic sometimes) and he pin points tone and body language almost perfectly. Gregory will rant about how all the other theater kids should be more like him and how Christophe is carrying the success of school plays.

Fun fact I based off of my interpretation of Gregory's personality and nature mostly the same as Peppermint Patty from Peanuts. I just feel like Patty fits how I see Gregory..

I like to think that Gregory's the type to make full on callouts on someone's bullshit by somehow getting evidence of it and throwing it all over their faces, insult them, clowns on them, and then making them cry if they deserve it.

Christophe really loves how fluffy, soft, and curly Gregory's hair is, he's almost jealous of it. But at the same time he doesn't want to properly take care of his hair cause it's too much work and it doesn't matter to him. So instead he likes to walk up to Gregory and ruffles his hair for a bit getting it all messy (which Gregory finds it fun) just to appreciate how nice his hair feels

Whenever it rains, Gregory will literally come over to Christophe's house just to ask if they can play in the rain and dance in it together :] and then have mud fights

Gregory has hand sensory issues, his hands are very picky on textures to the point where it bothers him extremely. This is why he wears gloves! But he has an issue with them where sometimes they get too warm, or if he doesn't need them at that time, he takes it off. Which is my excuse to why in the movie, Gregory's gloves randomly disappear

Christophe does keep small animals as pets, lizards, ducks, frogs, mice, etc.. but an incident happened where Gregory's snakes ate a bunch of the smaller animals Christophe has, and another time where the snakes ate Pocket's rabbits when petsitting them... this is why Christophe is terrified and hates snakes. Gregory deeply regrets that and tried his best to not let that happen again 😭

Ok, now that I got those extras out of the way.. I have some Gary headcanons! Cause I love him and I've been wanting to talk about my headcanons for him for a while

Gary has dyslexia, which in his case fucking sucks! Gary has a passion for reading, and literature in general, so having dyslexia is the worst combination ever while having that hobby, but he tries! (This is coming from an dyslexic person who also likes literature

Speaking of books, Gary has a really big interest in Warrior Cats... I don't know how this thought happened, I just feel like it would be funny

Gary's also obsessed with things relating to stars, or just space in general. He's also a little inpatient and doesn't wait to give an answer about those topics (This is in relation to the episode where he appears in, where he straight up didn't wait to be called to give an answer on the rocket landing question and he just full on yells it out)

Gary loves Hawaiian Pizza.. he doesn't understand why people hate it so much lol

Gary also has a habit of not getting jokes, the punchline flies right over his head unless they're blunt. But he just laughs along even though he fully doesn't get it and just goes along to be friendly

Since Gregory is Gary's cousin, they hang out a bunch. Christophe, Gary, and Gregory is like their own little mini friend group! And since Gary sticks around with Gregory a bunch, sometimes he picks up Gregory's accent and it will randomly show, in which he will immediately correct himself

Gary and Stan are dating in my headcanon ofc, but Gregory and Stan have a huge rivalry going on... Gary gets stuck in the middle of it cause Stan is his boyfriend while Gregory is his cousin, it's a constant back and forth between trying to keep both sides from mauling each other.. poor Gary :[

OK I'm gonna stop it here, I can't remember all of them but these are the ones I can think of so far! Honestly might make more posts about my headcanons for the side characters... Ty anon for letting me go rabid <3

#south park headcanons #headcanons #sp #south park #gregory of yardale #gregory south park #gregory sp #christophe sp #christophe south park #gregory x christophe #gregstophe #ze mole #gary harrison #gary south park #stary south park #stary #pip/gregory talks #inbox

[dumplingsjinson]

Incoming rant because I think I'm overthinking things but I also feel like I'm not; I'm just overall upset and anxious and feeling so embarrassed for myself for being like this.

So cat guy is dry as fuck with his texts after the second date. Like... he doesn't message me as much anymore. He does initiate conversations but it's like, when I reply, he either emoji reacts to it or leaves me on read. He doesn't use as many emojis in his texts as much anymore, either. He used to send random reels and posts but now he rarely does that. I mean, he did send one at like 4am this morning so that's sweet, but would he have sent anything if I didn't initiate the conversation somehow? To be fair, he did send me a message like two hours prior to him sending that post, which was a response to a message I sent. So he kinda like... Did a double text lol. (This is me reading into things, and that's how I try to make myself feel better but it rarely works.)

And I just feel like things are off, y'know?

But I also feel like I'm overthinking things.

I'm reading into things too much now that I actually like him (apparently that's what I do when I like someone. I think I have attachment issues which I absolutely hate. I hate being like this. I hate being overly anxious and an over thinker. I hate being that annoying ass bitch who needs reassurance). I'm wondering if he even actually wants to see me again even though he did say he hopes to see me again soon after the second date, because maybe he's changed his mind. I keep looking back at past messages to see what's changed. I scroll back to the message he sent after the first date and compare it to the message he sent after the second date and am like... Hm. Different wording. Is this a sign of disinterest? Is he lying? Maybe he's lying. Maybe he doesn't want to see me again, but is only doing this to be polite.

I keep wondering if maybe I did something to make him lose interest (I'm assuming he has based purely off of his texts and shit). Is it something I said? Am I at fault here?

I keep obsessing over the little details, whereas I used to not. I keep re-reading old messages to see what's changed. And it just sucks ass if he has lost interest because this is literally a story of "He liked her first, she ended up liking him back, and now he's lost interest".

Granted, he does have work and university but even back then when he was busy, he'd like... Message me in between.

But then again, I can't just act like he's the only one at fault here (maybe he isn't even at fault and it's all in my head). I also feel like I should start to initiate things more. Maybe I'm showing signs of disinterest by delaying my response time whenever he messages me (my brain works in weird ways. Like, when I like someone, I feel like responding right away is gonna scare them off, because I don't wanna be clingy or needy or whatever which is really, really stupid, but I can't help it), and not messaging him first. Maybe he thinks, "Oh God, maybe she's not interested in me?"

Maybe my own messaging pattern has changed and he senses that, because I can tell you I was quicker with responses back then myself.

Maybe I'm the one who needs to do better (I know I should do better, honestly), so I'm thinking of asking him out on the picnic date we talked about; see if he's still up for it and gauge his interest that way. Am I worried about being rejected? Yeah, because damn, I like him, so that's gonna sting more if he isn't really interested anymore. We'll see if I'm actually gonna do that, knowing how much of a coward I am. This bitch can kiss someone but can't ask someone out lmfao.

I've just been moping about it for the past few days and spiralling about it and that's why I hate liking someone because this is what my overanxious brain decides to do whenever I like someone: overthink.

And like - I need to do something about it, and if it means I get the closure/answer I need then so be it.

Maybe these seven months of trying to find someone has taken its toll on me and if this falls through then I'll just... You know. Fucking sit back and stop finding someone and maybe hope for a meet cute in real life because I'm sick and tired of this shit. (I probably won't, I'm still holding out hope at this point.)

Maybe I'm just burnt the fuck out, you know?

I get over someone (who I've liked for seven fucking months, but they turn out to be a complete red flag) by liking someone else, but at what cost? My emotional well being, that's what.

My emotions are all over the place, my monthly visitor is here so maybe that's fucking me up even more, and I just want someone to hold so I can cry into their shirt or something because I'm SO DONE.

I just want someone to call mine but apparently that's a very hard ask, and seeing people holding hands and being cute on the streets... Like damn bitch, I want that too. And it feels like I'll never get that.

And also, most importantly, I also need to invest in a therapist because God knows I need one after everything.

#long post #love life rambles #rant #personal #vent #cat guy chronicles

[kissitbttr]

TJANK FUCKING GOD YOURE TALKING ABOUT THE R@PE SHIT IN THIS FANDOM. I'm actually in disbelief of how often it's being written. And I get the whole 'dont like, then scroll' and whatever, but when I open up my dash/tags and the first FIVE FUCKING FICS are r@pe fics???? And there's more every day, by the same, but also newer writers??? Wanna know what that is? Normalization. There's one blog on here that's so so so bad for it. And honestly, I get darker content, and I get the interest in rape from a psychological and conditional aspect, but that is when it's being taken seriously. These writers on here? Yeah, they're not fucking taking it seriously. If I see one more '💕🌷🎀' on a r@pe fic, I'm going to fucking lose it.

I can't imagine showing a survivor of SA one of these fics and telling them there is more like it. Like... How embarrassing. But the excuse is that the writers were SA'd and that this is the way they can work through their trauma. Personally, that literally does not add up to me. But! I'm not a psychologist so I can't dictate how someone works through their trauma. But, I can have an opinion on what they put on a public domain. And that's where the whole COD fandom issue lies. There is literally no healthy discourse. If you ask someone why they write about r@pe, they either block you, publicly slander you like you're the idiot for asking about a r@pe fic (???), or tell you to fuck off or something. Like... Why can't we just have a healthy discussion about it?? ESPECIALLY in a fandom with a pretty large female following. We SHOULD be talking about this not being hostile to each other, writers and readers alike.

Idk, sorry for the word dump. I spent four hours talking to a friend about this (who doesn't have Tumblr) and the general consensus was the same. I wish people could just think a little more critically. Just because you have a kink, or think somethings hot, doesn't always mean it's okay. And when you're consistently writing about it as a way to work through it, and posting it online, that just might be a sign that you should talk to a professional, cause there's nothing wrong with getting a second opinion.

took the fucking words outta my mouth babe. you are so RIGHT

tbh i never seen someone actively open about their trauma and say that they write the r*** fics as a way for them to cope. that’s definitely new to me. i mean, i’m no expert too and i can’t exactly say and tell them how to feel but yea that’s a little… bizarre. whether or not they’re using that as an excuse so they can write it i have nothing to say abt that. but if it’s a lie then they can go fuck themselves.

it’s not only this fandom i believe, right? there’s gotta be more and that’s the most fucked up thing about it. like i do not need to know you’re some mentally fucked individual who enjoys writing and reading about r*** content, u keep that shit to yourself. do not bring that bullshit here.

it’s pretty saddening to know that telling ppl to fuck off is their only response. which makes me realized that they are only good for one thing. how could you not have any ounce of decency in you to actually be aware of those things and realize that r*** is not okay and will never be okay?? I don’t care what’s the excuse or whatever reasons u want to bring to the table. if u don’t wanna talk about how r*** takes the joy out of a SA victim and leave a permanent scar in which they have to live with everyday, then there is no point in writing them at all.

and also, you know what saddens me more? the blogs that normally write them comes from women. because, man… you should’ve known better… you should’ve known that no woman on earth could ever live in peace knowing that one exact fear is the reason why we are so terrified of going out alone. why we are so terrified of men. why would you ever go out your way and change these beautiful characters to be some sort of evil spawn ?? weird ass bitches.

don’t be sorry for the word dump!! because i’m glad that some of you came into my inbox and expressed your thoughts about this particular bullshit.

they do need to get some help. and i mean this in the most nicest and disrespectful way possible tbh.

#anon #answered #also… which blog u talking abt cause i need to block em

[saintsenara]

18, 22, 42 for the Snape asks!

thank you for the ask, anon!

18. your favourite physical feature of snape's?

his curtains. he literally has the nineties’ most fashionable haircut, so i don’t know what harry’s giving out about. probably just jealousy that petunia would never have permitted such a fly look in her house.

22. do you think that lily was a good friend to snape?

answered here - with a spirited defence not only of lily evans but of actually paying attention to narratological conventions.

42. do you think snape cried often?

yes and no.

i personally read snape as the sort of person who cries frequently as a response to feeling angry, embarrassed, frustrated etc. - and, therefore, as the sort of person who gets a bit teary-eyed when arguing with someone (hence the endurance of the snivellus nickname…).

this fits with his canonical temper, his tendency to become incoherent with rage when he’s angry with other people, and also with his tendency to regard all interpersonal interactions through a win-lose lens. one issue with crying very easily - speaking, to announce my own biases, as someone who doesn’t cry easily at all - is not that it makes the crier be perceived as weak but that it makes them be perceived as manipulative/as turning on the waterworks because they’re losing. snape, whose genuine emotions are often invalidated by the people he’s talking to and who is simultaneously often being deliberately vindictive is the perfect candidate for someone who cries easily because his very real frustration and shame isn’t taken seriously but is, instead, always mistaken as being someone who’s only in tears after finding out post-fucking-around.

but in terms of proper letting-it-all-out anguish? no.

i think the way we’re supposed to interpret the scene in deathly hallows of snape sobbing over lily’s letter to sirius is that his sorrow in the aftermath of dumbledore’s death is the first time he’s allowed himself to feel such profound grief since lily died, as he can no longer run from the way the script which has set out his adult life is guaranteed to end.

and why shouldn’t he be allowed a little sob then? as a treat.

#snape ask game #severus snape #asks answered

[spurgie-cousin]

ok I'm watching Alyssa & Katie's pregnancy Q&A here's what stuck out or what I just want to bitch about:

1. Weirdest craving: Alyssa's was bbq chips on a sandwich, which Katie said 'ew', and her's was spicy 'Ray-man' (Ramen) noodles with peanut butter M&Ms (way grosser imho than chip sandwiches, which actually sound good). In a later question they say they both have been craving Little Cesar's pizza and crazy bread.

2. Most unexpected thing about pregnancy/postpartum: both agree that they had no idea how constipated they'd be from the medications they have to take lol. Katie is so embarrassed admitting this that he ears turn red and says she starts sweating (oh my sweet summer child). Alyssa says for postpartum it was just all the pain and soreness that lingers for so long.

3. One thing that's not talked about that you wish you were prepared for: Katie says she wasn't prepared for so much interrupted sleep during pregnancy, she expected her sleep issues to begin after the baby was born. Alyssa says post partum, she had crazy night sweats that she was not at all anticipating.

4. Hardest thing to give up while pregnant: Alyssa says sex, especially in your first trimester when you're nauseous, she says that's when she has the hardest time doing the deed and misses it. Katie turns bright red and says "I can't believe you said that!", I say hell yea Alyssa for admitting you miss the D. Katie gets too embarrassed to even answer.

5. How to deal with stretch marks: Alyssa says she doesn't worry about it so much because she believes them to be genetic (I'm inclined to agree with her but not sure tbh). Katie says she just rubs herself down with every product she can find every night just in case one of them works lol.

6. Worst part of postpartum: Alyssa again says that she misses getting some on the regular which, kudos to her libido tbh. I mean I get it, those hormone fluctuations have to suck when you can't act on them lol, Katie is again visibly uncomfy of course (on one hand I get why, on the other it's not like Alyssa is going into vivid detail or anything but whatever).

7. (Just for Katie) What has been the most surprising part of pregnancy for you?: Katie literally says that she was surprised pregnancy wasn't more..............glamorous. Which I find to just be an absolutely absurd thing for someone who's known so many pregnant women to say, like do they all really communicate this little about what it's actually like??? She actually says that she thought it was going to be all cute bump photos and outfits and now that she's sick and struggles to put on makeup most mornings she's having a rude awakening like, I'm sorry I know she's young and ignorant but this has to be one of the most completely ignorant things I've heard any of them say. If there's anything these bozos should at least be partial experts on its babies and pregnancy, and none of Katie's sisters have had 'glamorous' pregnancies?? That one got me riled up lol.

8. (For Alyssa) if this is going to be your last pregnancy, how do you plan to prevent other pregnancies in the future?: She isn't sure and says she's still looking into her options for now. She cuts her answer short by saying this question might actually be a little too personal which ??? you just mentioned your (apparently vigorous) sex life not once but twice and I don't get how that's any less personal, especially in your corner of the Christian universe, but ok (I guess maybe baby prevention could really be that much more taboo than even openly talking about sex).

9. A pregnant follower who's afraid of tearing asks Alyssa if she's ever experienced it: Alyssa says yes, esp with her first baby she had to get stitches. Katie says tearing and aftercare are her worst fears along with pooping during birth. Alyssa says she's also afraid of pooping and it's happened to her once so far (don't get me wrong I love that she's being so candid but again how is this less personal than birth control).

10. Is sex weird when you're pregnant?: Alyssa is again the only one that answers, Katie gets red and looks away from the camera (oh c'mon Katie). Alyssa says yes, when you're 9 months pregnant and huge sometimes you gotta get creative (that made me lol).

11. Is it normal for husbands and wives (in their world I'm assuming) to talk about the details of pregnancy?: Alyssa says it depends, and that some guys aren't as interested as others or maybe only overhear stuff that sisters are discussing with each other. Katie says she feels like she can talk openly with Travis about everything so far (which at first I was like great!), Alyssa jokes that Travis can watch this video to help prepare him. Katie says "omg no I'd be too embarrassed!!" and my previous optimism about their open communication deflates lol. At this point I'm like ok, I mean this in the nicest of ways but grow up tf Katie. Alyssa's mentioned MARRIED sex in the *vaguest* of terms and you haven't said anything even remotely scandalous (unless you count poop as scandalous), that shouldn't be embarrassing in front of your hubs of all people girl!!

12. How did you know you were ready to start having kids?: Alyssa says she doesn't know if she ever felt 100% ready and that she's not sure if that's even something that's possible (I agree!). She adds that as long as the circumstances are good, you can afford it, you're in a good place with your partner, and you're otherwise as prepared as you can be, just go for it if you know it's something you want for yourself (Katie doesn't answer but nods).

13. How do you avoid repeating baby names in such a large family?: Both Alyssa and Katie say repeating names or having similar names isn't something the family really worries about, because it's understood that with so many people, you're bound to run into duplicates or similarities at some point. They both seem very nonchalant about it and I wish all the people who think similar-sounding baby names cause big drama in their families could hear that lol.

14. Do you get annoyed when people touch your pregnant belly?: Both say no if it's family or good friends, but that they don't really like being touched by strangers or acquaintances as much and I'm totally with them there. I think it's weird as hell to just touch a stranger's stomach without consent. Katie says she's not comfortable telling people not to touch her though, so when it happens she just kind of stands there with a strained smile (aw).

15. Baby item that you don't think is useful or is silly: Alyssa says baby wipe warmer lol, which is always something I've thought is silly so it's good to have that confirmation. She says you're grabbing wipes on the run so much that it's not worth it to get your kids used to warm wipes bc they'll just freak out when they have to be changed elsewhere with cold ones. Katie says she has one on her registry and shopped for a long time to find the exact right one 😂

Overall I thought the video was super cute and entertaining, I love the dynamic between Alyssa and Katie where they're kind of polar opposites but really good friends. I really appreciated Alyssa's answers more than I expected, I think she's just gotten to that phase of life where she realizes it's silly to be uptight about things that are just facts of life and I can appreciate that.

Katie mentions being uncomfortable again in their sign-off and says that she talked about things in this video that she usually doesn't even talk to her sisters about, which again makes me a little sad bc I really hoped they'd be closer and more open than that (hopefully she's just saying for youtube because she's embarrassed and shy). I just think if that's true and she can't talk to her sisters about sex or bodily functions or pregnancy who can she talk to about that stuff, ya know? Travis I would hope, but she kinda kibosh'd that as well. They end with Alyssa promising they'll do it again, and that Katie won't be so bashful next time 😂

#im not shitting on katie for being shy btw i get why she is #my 31 y/o oversharing self kind of rolls my eyes at it but more than anything i just really hope its not true that she doesnt have anyone t #to talk to about the most intimate or private things in life #again i hope she was just saying things bc she was on youtube and feeling shy and that she actually can go to travis or her sisters about #sensitive stuff. bc i dont know how you function without someone for that its so important #if anything just to know someone gets you and youre not the only one whos experienced something yaknow #fundie youtube #alyssa webster #katie clark #the bates family

[maximotts]

So you rather have us not be anon and be doxxed/harassed by you guys than be anonymous? Lmao y’all are tripping seriously. Do you guys know it’s the internet right? Meaning the internet is filled with all kinds of people with different types of views so getting mad at me and other wlw folks that has the same views as me is hella funny knowing we don’t care for you’re guy’s opinion on calling us terfs.

Unless you guys are paying our bills, don’t get your panties in a twist just cause a stranger on the INTERNET has a different viewpoint than you do. We’re humans too and because of a different viewpoint from yours, we don’t deserve the harassment. Y’all started this “drama” just cause one you, your fellow mutuals, or followers wanted to be a stalker on someone else’s account. Pls be fr. You guys are seriously not giving hope for our generation

If you don’t care then why are you here on my blog lmao this is big embarrassing for you. I reblog like what, two posts about this issue and you’re here to say I started drama. Also if your likes are public, that’s on you, it’s not stalking? 💀

My point is that it’s telling that you’re supposedly SO for this transphobic rhetoric and yet you won’t show yourself to back your claim. I’d rather get asks like yours every day for the rest of my life and continue to support trans people, making sure that my blog is ACTUALLY a safe space for trans people and actively against transphobia than be some faceless anon who doesn’t have the spine to have face to face discourse.

Yes it’s the internet but like you said, all types of people exist on the internet and subsequently deserve to feel safe/know if someone in their community LITERALLY doesn’t think they’re real/their identity is valid/thinks their very existence is some plight upon the earth. One day you’ll be old enough to realize that things like pineapple on pizza is a different viewpoint, not whether a literal human’s existence is real to you or not.

Idk who this “we” is that’s getting harassed, especially since you’re on anon so? but I certainly have nothing to do with that nor have I perpetuated that behavior so you can go deal with that on whatever your blog is. My advice would be to turn off anon or stop engaging with any anons you don’t want to answer.

Anyways yes I do really think it gives hope for our generation for people in a community to prioritize safety and security of trans people over their platform and fear of discourse.

#reblogging posts = tripping now y’all lmao make me laugh harder #I think the best thing is when people think anyone caring about something is being Too Much #anon asks. #answered.

[carriesthewind]

would you be willing to produce a version of your post about the IA issue that doesn't contain a targeted guilt trip of any tumblr users who were taken in by the initial statement / didn't fully understand what was going on and were just worried about losing IA as a resource? It seems like a good and valuable analysis, but I have a firm policy of not sharing posts that contain meanspirited yelling at innocent bystanders whose only crime is not understanding the issues as well as you do.

Hello! Thank you (very genuinely) for asking.

But no.

I don't blame you or anyone for not sharing the post(s) I have made about the IA situation. I don't believe anyone has any obligation to share any post, period. And even beyond that, I 100% understand not sharing a post, even if it contains good or valuable information, just because you don't like some aspect of the tone or language and don't want it on your blog - I do that myself all the time!

And I understand any discomfort with the specific passage you are referring to. I normally try to write my posts assuming as much good faith as possible and would not include a passage like that. But I did include it, and now that it's out there, I'm happy that I did; and I will not produce a version with it removed.

And here's why. Quoting the part you are objecting to:

And bluntly? If you - not IA, YOU, tumblr user reading this - if you shared this bullcrap statement and told people to donate money to the IA because of this? If you told people they should steal more books in response (because it's the publishers fault, ignore the real authors who are actually harmed)? How DARE you. How DARE you pretend to be on the side of authors and writers.

As you say, this is targeted. Specifically, it is targeted at two (overlapping) groups of people:

People who shared the IA's statement AND told people to donate money to the IA because of the court case.

People who told others to steal more books in response to the ruling.

I don't think individuals in those groups are bad people. But I do think they did something harmful to real authors (who are also people), and they should feel whatever degree of shame or embarrassment necessary to make them stop doing it, and try to not do it again.

The harm of the people telling others to steal more from authors should be obvious. You don't need to understand the situation to know that's a shitty thing to do.

As for the other group, there is a reason I specifically targeted it to people who shared the IA's statement. There is a difference between sharing a post or article that contains misinformation, and sharing an extremely short statement with a line like, "It hurts authors by saying that unfair licensing models are the only way their books can be read online." Because that line is a massive warning flag. You don't need to know anything else about the situation to say, hey wait. This line seems like some real "for exposure" level b.s, focusing on how "their books can be read" rather than 'how authors can publish'. And if it's genuine, it seems to be saying that this case means that it's literally illegal for anyone to publish anything digitally unless they license with a publisher. If true, that's an astonishingly huge story - maybe I should check this out more.

If someone read that line and it didn't raise warning flags for them - or if they didn't bother to read the statement at all before re-blogging it - then yes, they messed up.

And here's the harm that mistake caused: not only did it spread further misinformation, it continued, however indirectly, the harm against the IA's victims.

Imagine, for a moment, that you are one of the authors whose works were stolen by the IA for their "Emergency Library." Maybe you spoke out at the time against the Emergency Library, maybe you saw the harassment others were receiving and decided not to. (And maybe you were harassed anyway.) Statistically speaking, you are not rich. Statistically speaking, you struggled financially due to COVID too.

And then you saw this decision come down. And then you saw this statement. This statement from the same organization that stole from you, that ignored pleas from you (or other authors like you) to stop stealing your work, that spread and encouraged the misinformation that caused people to harass you (or other authors like you). And this statement pretends that the organization is really on your side and fighting for your rights. (Not your right to be paid for your labor. Not your rights to your intellectual property. Just your "right" to be distributed for free by the IA (regardless of your wishes on the matter.)

And you see people (lots and lots of people) sharing that statement. And you see them telling people to give the IA money. (And they do give it money.) You see the same organization that stole your work raise money, quite literally, on the basis of the work they stole from you and their fight for the right to continue stealing your work. (And meanwhile, harassment against authors, even authors who publicly state they support IA, picks up again.)

Imagine how it must feel to be an author in that position.

I don't think anyone who shared that statement and told people to donate to the IA intended to spread information, or to harm authors. But they did. They were not innocent bystanders. I understand making mistakes and accidentally spreading misinformation. It doesn't make someone a bad person. And in this case, part of the reason I'm so angry with the IA and their supporters is that they've been spreading misinformation in a way specifically designed to cause worry and panic, and thus work to override people's critical thinking. But accidental harm, negligent harm, is still harm.

And my rage was and is not rage to hurt them (and I am sorry for their pain if I did hurt them, for more pain is never something to celebrate), but rage on behalf of the authors. Because what happened (is happening) to them is wrong, and I believe it is right to rage against it. And I will not rewrite my post to remove that rage.

#libraries #internet archive #author's rights #ask #anonymous

[incarnateirony]

Of course you can have other hobbies, but I think it's very telling that you are all cricket noise about TW the very moment the show is cancelled, which actually proves you have been wrong all along

OH LOOK, I'll answer you. You, nonnie, are the million dollar winner of being THEE MOST EXAMPLE DUMBASS, without actually having to post pages of you whining.

No, your bad faith ignorance won't stop our HBO max exclusive placement. The only thing that could is Amazon bidding in the 5m/ep area. Enjoy rotting on a budget cut CW show for 13 more episodes, the end. Get used to it. Nobody has to spar with your fake noise. Stop playing with your invisible friends, stop trying to fill your social gaps with tumblr anons, and go fucking get a hobby you lifeless weirdo.

I've been NOT POSTING about this shit for MONTHS, stop doing so much cocaine, you're the ones bugging me since January, and since March when I TOLD YOU I HAD TO STOP POSTING FOR NDA REASONS, YOU BUFFOON. Half of fucking Atlanta WB is monitoring my blog for compliance you useless piece of shit. Me or my friends' livelihoods by the literal dozens are not as important as fighting about literally irrelevant garbage made up by morons like you that will be embarrassed soon anyway.

THEE MOST DUMBASS here is such a gold star piece of self absorbed ignorant hallucinating heavy drug dealing reality-distorting short-term-gain-sighted moron example that it gets pinned. Fuck off, you losers, nobody real in this has time for your noise. That's why the CW started tweeting about noise, when I told you to knock off the noise, holy shit. Get a clue. I tweeted the joke for a solid month nonstop before getting bored because you're too dense to even compute how you're being laughed at, jesus christ. If you wanna be embarrassed in retrograde, check the timing and content of my posts through March. There you go. Wow, yeah, don't you look like a hilarious pants shitting fool.

The reality here is the CW (or, specifically, TW, Berlanti Properties Currently Airing On) has been subtweeting yall since MARCH when I told you in MARCH to stop bothering me, and TWO MONTHS LATER, you still HAVEN'T, because you seem to be suffering some psychotic condition that has detached your scope of reality for a digital fakespace, and after TWO MONTHS of me telling you all to fuck off and that you're beneath me, you're going "HAHA!!! SUDDENLY, NOW!!!!" no man. It's just that it isn't worth talking about if you have two braincells to rub together, it has to get cancelled on CW for pickup elsewhere you floating fat turds.

Just because you wanna fight about it doesn't mean it's not real. It just means you're dumb as a brick, and we're done wasting time on ignorant asshats. We got what we wanted. It's over. You lost. Go home. There's nothing for me to fight anymore. You don't keep fighting when you win, that's what pressed asshats like you do trying to squeeze out anything that feels like a win for a breath of a second. My energy is best invested elsewhere.

Nobody cares that a hoard of single digit IQ harpies feels accomplished for a whole few weeks just to look like assclowns again, in this timeless fibonacci toilet bowl of made up horse shit called SPN fandom.

You need to catch a clue at my flatass lack of a need to prove shit to you, and the collective patterns of my blog the last six months and the context and meaning of those, and WHY I literally. do not care. what you believe. It is your own self importance and/or internal issues realizing the truth and wanting to convince yourself otherwise that convinces you anyone that knows HAS to tell you what's going on, or beat it into the dirt for bad faith actors like you when the truth is gonna come around shortly anyway. HBO just isn't announcing most of their orders until the strike has some potential visible ending, but we're fine. Sorry to disappoint you.

You absolute assclowns didn't even notice Max hasn't announced their series yet before you gloated, did you? Their round of that was in February, you scrub, we're next wave, probably post- or late-strike. it's not rocket science you insufferable, lonely, diseased cunts.

Yeah, it SHOULD be telling that I stopped arguing with you knuckleheads, after 6 years of combat. If I was ashamed of anything I'd delete my blog or some shit, rather than sitting here waiting for the boomerang to knock your ass over while rolling dice with gay lizards. Figure it out shithead, your game is over, I'm playing a new one, because I won the last, what's not fucking clicking?

The point was never winning YOU over beyond the public opinion needed at certain business pressure points, and that's 2 years past, you can't stop it. I literally don't need any of you. Those that are interested in me as a person can stay around. It was about winning the show, about winning representation, about platform winning. We won guys. cope. I won, I moved on, why is this so fucking complicated for you to accept? Have you never lost at something before? I'm happy to be your first teaching experience.

[satansaidmyturnintheh3llscape]

Everything Right/Wrong with Ninjago “Rise of the Serpentine” E1: Rise of the Snakes

Sorry it’s late but here’s the next part! Remember to comment/like/reblog if you read (I always read your comments, even if I don’t always reply lol). If you need a refresher, you can view disclaimers here: https://satansaidmyturnintheh3llscape.tumblr.com/post/683453955504816129/everything-rightwrong-with-ninjago

Part is below the cut!

- “Ninjago was created by the First Spinjitzu Master…” No it wasn’t. The show has been lying to our faces for like a decade ❌

- I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again; Ninjago has one of the BEST tv show intro sequence/theme songs in tv history ✅

- I’m sorry but why does Nya’s title card look so lame compared to the others 😭 ❌

- Kai astral projects his voice through Cole’s body simply to remind you that he’s the main character ❌

- “It is I! Lloyd Garmadon!” Ya ever just hear a character’s introductory line and just know “oh yeah, you’re gonna be my comfort character aren’t you” ✅

- LORD Garmadon names his son LLOYD Garmadon ❌

- One of my favorite details about Lloyd’s design here is that you can see he painted the rib cage design onto his hoodie. Green Bean DIY’d his clothes in order to cosplay his own father ✅

- “Lloyd Garmadon? I thought we were gonna face Lord Garmadon?” “It’s his son! Looks like he escaped his boarding school for bad boys again…” sometimes the implication that Cole has had run-ins with Lloyd in the past is literally what keeps me going ✅

- Also, Darkley’s Boarding School for Bad Boys is a title that I have been able to go YEARS without actually having to say out loud and I plan to keep to that pattern ❌

- The Serpentine War was a massive part of Ninjago history, and it only took place 40 years ago, so how can Kai possibly think it’s a myth?? ❌

- Four random teenagers in fruit-colored pajamas kidnap an 8 year-old who is convinced his dad is an evil warlord and carry him away whilst ensuring people that there’s “nothing to see here” and no one has any issue with this ❌

- The ninja strand an orphaned 8-year old on top of a building and then continue to mock and laugh at him alongside an entire town of grown adults, and then just LEAVE him there. Our heroes! ❌

- “It’s a scroll, windbag.” Angry that Kai would dare astral project his voice into Cole earlier, Cole decides to do the same to Kai ❌

- And then they both do the same thing again! Fellas, I think this just became a war ❌

- In a fit of rage and embarrassment, 8 year-old child walks all the way from this random, somewhat snow-covered mountain to f*cking Antarctica ❌

- This tomb was way too easy to find ❌

- 8 year old defeats ancient serpentine general by slipping on ice ❌

- Sl@very ❌

- Then again, an immature, whiney little brat is the most accurate representation I’ve ever seen of a r@cist so ✅

- *As Kai and Jay are fighting* Gee, OG Ninjago sure had some intense fight scenes, didn’t it /s ❌

- “WHAT are you doing?!!” Training, like you told them to?? ❌

- “The serpentine? They’re reAL-“ Annoying audio cut ❌

- “When you hear them rattle their tails, DONT look em in the eyes!” This would be great advice, Nya… if it wasn’t for the fact that only one of them has a tail ❌

- “If we can get the staff from him, it holds the anti-venom…” How and when does she figure this out?? ❌

- “Oh and Nya; you can be our honorary member.” Let’s just say feminism isn’t the shows forte’ quite yet ❌

- “We should’ve dealt with you the first time around.” You did deal with him. You just did so like a group of middle school bullies❌

- “Look into my eyes…” Cole had plenty of reaction time before Skales actually started hypnotizing him ❌

- “If we had dealt with Lloyd before he became a problem…” Ya know, disturbing the peace is still a problem, Kai ❌

- “There is much to teach” Which is why you will see me teach you practically nothing. And anytime I do teach you something, it will be at a detrimental moment where you will be required to figure it out in a matter of seconds. And that other time it was about rumors ❌

- “When am I gonna get my own dragon?” “Patience, Nya. Your time will come.” Wu read so many pages ahead in the script that he read beyond the point that the show was originally supposed to end! ❌

- Cole. Was standing. INSIDE. The fountain! ❌

Sentence: Lloyd is best character

#ninjago sins/wins #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago lloyd #ninjago kai #ninjago jay #ninjago nya #ninjago zane #ninjago cole #ninjago fandom #ninjago memes #ninjago wu #lloyd garmadon #ninjago incorrect quotes

[aemiron-main]

You’re aware that finalboysbyers does not, at all, ship HenWill? They’re an anti and they blocked me because I ship them. And the Twitter account you think is then is not them at all. It’s my mutual who has another Tumblr account. Just leave us alone. Just because you have beef with a Tumblr user who doesn’t even like HenWill doesn’t mean you can just go stalk us when we didn’t do anything. We’re just living in our bubbles shipping calmly in our corner and now there’s drama over nothing…

Are you sure that’s not their twitter, anon? I didn’t make that post, as I’ve only recently been made aware of their twt, but looking through it, the evidence is certainly stacked against them.

It’s funny to me that you don’t actually name the twitter account in question, and instead, just say “the twitter account you think is them,” and it’s funny because until, like, TODAY, in a reply & not even in a proper post, I haven’t named the twitter account in question- and the fact that you didn’t name it either tells me that this ask is a load of shit and that you’re more than likely finalboybyers/someone close to them who’s trying to cover their ass but can only use “the twitter account you think is them” because you don’t know what twitter account I think it is.

And if the account in question doesn’t belong to finalb*ybyers, then why did the twt account block me the other day right after I started having discourse with FBB? Despite me never having mentioned the twitter account by name at that point, nor having ever interacted with it on twt (and it blocked both my art account and my st account)- if that twt is just your innocent bystander friend, then why’d they suddenly go out of their way to block me (somebody who would be a random stranger to them) once I started mentioning FBB’s twitter? Is it all just a Big Coincidence??

It’s your mutual who has another tumblr account huh, anon?? Did you meet them the same way that you met your Girlfriend Who Goes To Another School? Like, cmon, you can’t name the twt account in question or the supposed other tumblr account, and I’m supposed to take you seriously?

Also, STALKING??? Again, this whole thing reads poorly like FBB or one of their buddies trying to cover for them, because they’ve been constantly accusing me of stalking when in reality, I only found out that FBB’s tumblr even existed because they were shittalking me/bitching about my posts/stalking me. They’d shittalked me repeatedly & constantly vagued my posts by the time I even found out they existed- so how does that make me the stalker?

At the end of the day, anon, I just want to be left alone. Like, I genuinely don’t have any desire or energy to start drama with henwill shippers, and the henwill shipping was only brought up because it’s a.) imo, a testament of them not understanding Henry’s character and b.) the fact that they were accusing me and James of being weird/embarrassing for posting Edward theories, and yet they’re out here posting extra-weird stuff on twt. Hell, I wouldnt have even known about their henwill stuff/their twt if a mutual hadnt mentioned it to me.

And hell, I don’t even have any desire to continue having issues with finalboybyers. I literally just want them to leave me alone, which is what I’ve said repeatedly. They’ve been the one constantly shittalking and stalking and insulting me, and hell, it’s their blog they can do what they want, but it’s not like I was the one that started conflict with them, THEY started it with ME/like I said, my ideal would be for them to simply stop with the absolutely constant hateposting about me & stop spreading outright lies about me.

Again, quit acting like I’m out here on some witchhunt for henwill shippers (as much as I don’t like henwill, I tend to Mind My Business/not go around chasing random people down for it because I just don’t have that time or energy) because the reality is that I just want this FBB person to a.) leave me alone and b.) quit being a hypocrite. I didn’t start anything with them, they had SUCH an issue with my posts before I even knew they existed & seemingly have been stalking me ever since they found my page.

Literally like. As long as finalboybyers starts leaving me alone, I’ll leave them alone. Hell, I havent even argued back with them NEARLY as much as they’ve bitched about me. Like. I straight up just want them to leave me alone, I didn’t have a damn thing to say about them until they started shittalking me.

#em’s beef

[jekyll2life]

Jester Comments on MH: Boo York! Boo York!

Some of you may know and some of you may not, but I’m actually pretty new to Monster High (having only started getting into it around July of this year). So I’m not familiar with all the material of G1 Monster High yet, including the movies. Prior to today, I had only seen Ghouls Rule, Scaris City of Frights, and Friday Night Frights. 

Well today, one of my IRL friends, who’s a bit more of a Monster High veteran, decided to sit me down and watch Boo York! Boo York! for the very first time today. Here are some of my initial thoughts/first impressions (click the read more!):

The fashion in this movie SLAYS! Everyone looks great. I think if I had to boil it down to my favorite looks though, Cleo’s outfit (the one she wears for most of the movie and that got a doll) and Luna Mothews’ gala outfit take the cake. 

All of the songs in this movie are bops. Top 3 hits go to Empire, Steal the Show, and Fright Lights, Big City

Before seeing this movie, I first heard Empire as a sound on TikTok and assumed it was a regular pop song by an artist I’ve never heard of. So when I heard the full version for the first time in this movie, I kind of lost my shit. XD

It kind of surprised me how much of a minor role the other ghouls played in this movie. Like, I feel like if Operetta, Draculaura, and Abbey were removed from this movie nothing would change. I’m not complaining, it’s more just an observation that stood out to me. In the other movies I’ve seen so far, I feel like even if the main plot centered an a few core characters, the other characters still played plot relevant roles. 

I can definitely understand why some people take issue with Deuce’s characterization in this movie (the brunch scene gave my second hand embarrassment), but personally it didn’t bother me that much. But maybe that’s just because Deuce being a dumbass is one of my favorite things about his character. 

While on that note, I really like how Cleo was characterized in this movie. She still keeps her pride, yet still holds herself up to the standard of a leader, willing to put aside her wants if she believes it’s what’s best for the people around her. I enjoy watching Cleo struggle between her family’s expectations and wanting forge her own path, and I wish that aspect of her character would have been explored more outside of just her relationship with Deuce. Either way though, I enjoy when she’s written as being more than just a diva. 

In terms of the new characters, I really liked Luna Mothews! She has a really cute design and just has a very charming personality. Mouscedes was pretty cute too. I didn’t really care for Elle Eedee (though I do have to admit her name is pretty clever), but since she’s a DJ, I wish she got to meet Holt :(

It is a crime that Pharaoh never got a doll. They gave him that fine character design and for WHAT!? Not even a 2 pack with Catty!? That would’ve been so cute! 😭 Pharaoh never getting a doll is going to bother me forever now. 

On that note, I also think that it was a crime that Holt Hyde was not in this movie. He’s a DJ and loves music too. If Operetta can be in this movie and barely do much, than so should Holt dang it. 

The boys all thinking that Ghoulia trying to stop a literal meteor from hitting the Earth was just a videogame is, while dumb, also very funny. 

Mr. Rotter in this movie reminds me of one of my old high school teachers who hosted secret Smash Bros tournaments in his classroom during lunch hour lol

Also who was gonna tell me that there was an Ever After High reference in the post-credit scene!? I’m guessing that since the crossover movie got cancelled, this would probably never get explained. But it’s still pretty cool. 

Anyway, 10/10 movie, would definitely watch again. Boo York has definitely rocketed its way to 2nd place on my favorite MH movie list. 

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