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theunchaineddiary · 13 days
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Everything is ok, and will be. Fear not & don't be anxious about tomorrow. Just live today, and live just. God sees our hearts, and he is never blind on our cry. Trust him all the time.
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theunchaineddiary · 22 days
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When I look at the sky, it is ginormous, but it encapsulates us all under its shield, suffice to make my hopes to bet on impossibility. Then, I look at it again, it is ginormous, almost too big, that it gives me misgiving and questions my belief in possibility.
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theunchaineddiary · 25 days
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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
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theunchaineddiary · 29 days
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Letting it go, sometimes, is the shortest path to peace of mind.
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theunchaineddiary · 2 months
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RANDOM THOUGHTS 💭
When we close our eyes, worries come to mind. They flow like rivers in our head. Drastically. Continuously. So, my sincerest prayer is to have our nights and tomorrows get to be always secured and healthy. So, when morning comes, could be the same old boring day, but at least we could live with freedom of hope and dreams.
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theunchaineddiary · 2 months
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Random thoughts
When some people don't know how to differentiate the people to be pitied and people to be admired.
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theunchaineddiary · 3 months
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Random thoughts
You realized that some people you are sick of seeing everyday or may not be caring about the presence about at all, could be the same person that somebody is longing to see even if for only a spur of chance.
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theunchaineddiary · 3 months
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Cast worries away,
For everything is array,
into God's perfect way.
Minding everyday,
how not to make my life stray,
for God's love would stay.
Jesus, let me say,
'I love you, Lord' as I pray
be with us, alway.
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theunchaineddiary · 6 months
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The Unchained
The Divulgence of the Weary
I am waiting for you,
I last saw you, during the season of when daffodils bloom. Everyday for decennial and so, dressing in amethyst and golden gown, holding aster flowers in my hand.
When I look up to the serenity of Selene,
I see it as its gleaming glow disseminates wonders in the night sky, My bonafide hope is that its luster shines through your heart, and fondles you with my fondest prayers.
I'm waiting for you buoyantly, with 'why?'s,
My love for you is like one as a moonflower. It glows in the gaping gloom. It radiates gloriously in the nub of nothingness.
Everyday I wait, everyday I hope,
You're like an aurora, exists day and night, yet arduous to find. Seeing you again is an auspicious grandeur from the standpoint of rarity and stakes.
I care for hope, I care for years,
I've dodged the advent of chances, relinquishing the rest of what's remaining, so I can keep you in my heart.
I keep waiting for you,
I see you from my stance, all along it's well-grounded until it gets blurry, and I see you no more.
I've been here,
sitting on the same pew, my gown is gradually fading between garnet and blue.My asters are now withering after many years of holding on.
I'm still here,
Incandescent playing of 'Nocturne' with my violin. Gawking back to the moon and to Sirius star as they seem are desolate in the ampleness of the night.
I don't ask why anymore,
As I go along with it, I feel like I'm becoming a tree in the land-like 'Tundra.' I feel like being stood by in frigid, for the presence of aurora. I never thought waiting could be tedious until I realized, nothing's eternity in Earth.
I swear you're my "puhon"
It's funny, cause I got comfortable longing for you, couldn't remember when I started to get sober.
Now, I am still waiting,
And waiting
Don't know up until when
But I wanna do
Until I can't bear it no more.
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theunchaineddiary · 6 months
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The unchained
The Confidence of Deuteragonist
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Optical telescope, duffle coats, and ebony night,
I watch your sparkling eyes as it peruse the night sky in awe,
Hissing wind, cozy milieu, and it all come construe in sight,
II
I drive my life along to distinct streets when you came alight,
You stole my steering wheel and maneuvered to yaw,
from dubiety of being a spaceman, whether mine or rite.
III
Black mid-back length hair in pony, doe almond eyes, and cute height,
You're clever, diligent, kind and your tears can thaw,
You're a one vivacious spirited star as Sirius bright,
IV
The asteroid of Erato came in my head short in not so black and white,
for loving you is in any clairvoyance, I could never saw,
You denote end times, yet I'm enamoring you like meteorite,
V
I know, I'll everlastingly be in the periphery of your crosslight,
Cos your heart glistens for a guy you firstly know and love raw,
Incoherent and intrinsic, losing this fight,
VI
I'm sighing melancholy in my room, outside my window, clamors twilight,
Got your text, you're jovial for getting back with you lad, I replied 'yeah'.
I looked outside my window, the bewitching and sympathetic moon greets me, despite,
I smiled, I texted again, 'happy for you,' I typed.
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theunchaineddiary · 7 months
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RANDOM THOUGHTS,
TO THAT STRANGER:
I was on my way home, when I met this woman. She looks pretty typical and safe. She called me, I halted from walking, so she approached me. She then began showing me the bottom corner of her bag that got a long clean slit by, I surmised, a knife. She was quavering while she was telling me how she couldn't go home because she was robbed.., and then she began thanking me profusely as if she was so sure that I would help her. I was about to help her but she made me recollect the faces of bunches of people who used to ruse me in the past. It got the better of me. I ended up fleeing. I turned my head back from where she was standing as I walked away. I saw her conspicuously frowning at me. I didn't mind. I didn't care. As I got on the vehicle, I realized what if she indeed needed it. My guilt started to bob my head. There's the guilt, regrets, doubts that were altogether trying to strike down my introspection. I was deceived, hurt and taken advantage of by numbers of people. I hate the feeling. I hate the agony. I hate to move on from people who live by breaking people's trust and exploiting people's kindness. Now, it showers me so much reluctance and hesitancy to recompense. I know, others decisions, and most apparently those who aren't close to us, aren't for us to meddle, that all we can do is just be available for them as much as plausible, to give a leg up. I was so like that, I didn't care about the repercussions, as long as I could help. I would subjugate my own excuse that 'God is alive anyways, I'm stashing my points in heaven.' I would still love that.., but being lied to incessantly is traumatizing, gruelling and sad. I could be a working-in-progress Christian, and oftentimes I falter, but I know that I'm not a bad human-being. I hope, that God will give me a discerning spirit and a right heart. And I hope, that if that woman was indeed needing that help, she's well and safe now. And I hope if we ever get to meet again, there wouldn't be any need to feel the guilt, ire, fear or lie. I hope you're living with serene, sanity, contentment and joy. If then we ever meet --- please, let's be normal strangers without needing to take account for each other.
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theunchaineddiary · 7 months
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RANDOM THOUGHTS
It nibbled my thoughts for days. It'd made me absurdly plummeting and thoughtless for days.., so I did something impeccably heart- stopping, for me, cause I decided to go in the thrall of my reverberating spirit of cherishing in secrecy. I decided to do a thing that seems rightful and akin to no regrets. It seems right? right? But why does it also seem to be wrong afterwards? and correct at the same time? I threw doubts and questions behind the curtain and went off my own high horse, to seek a chance of not missing the boat forever. Is it okay? Is it acceptable? It's humiliating, yes, but the world is ample and people are diverse. People may or may not care. Whether I did the right thing or not, --- I just strongly want to be right this time.
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theunchaineddiary · 8 months
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Tonight's Prayer 🤲
Jesus..
In this world of full uncertainties.. let you be my serenity and peace. In this world that's not getting better, let you be my token of hope and faith. I don't always understand why people decide to do things that they do, but I understand your will is always to be instilled. Seasons happen according to your reasons, and your intrinsic victory is where our whole hearts stations. There are times that there are no words transpiring, for my head is full of incremental amounts of infinitesimal trash of thoughts. There are habits, demeanor and desires that are difficult to let go in the sea.., but here you are! Bestowing your forgiveness without skipping, loving me genuinely and unconditionally. Jesus, I love you with all my heart, please don't forget about us in every second of ourlives. Amen.
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theunchaineddiary · 10 months
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These days, I kept thinking about you..
It's not even as if It scares me, but it burns me out to think that you exist. It's like falling from the tower in the depth of your sleep.., I pray that you come at the time of season that bad repercussions aren't anymore maneuvering. I pray that I won't need to see you nor feel your resonance.., not even in my thoughts and dreams. Gosh! I just want to skip your portion of the day, for I hate the clamours being bestowed of your doctrine. I know one day, we somehow, meant to cross but for now, please, step away as furthest as the universe can reach, cause as for me, and the people around me, don't need your hanging with your timeSand.
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theunchaineddiary · 11 months
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RANDOM THOUGHTS 💭💭💭
By: The UNCHAINED
" You sanitized your lies using the rhymes of somber and merry, so you can get kids to celebrate it with tambourine and glory... "
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I love the movie being played on the bus,
but...
today,
I couldn't enjoy it...
for my head is filled with curses for you.
The sky was a vast limpid blue ocean when I looked out downright by my corner of the street outside through my window. On the other hand, just one stoplight away, is almost like a different dimension. Rainfall is colossal and the clouds are swarthy, like it's compelling to despair, thus decided to divulge it to everybody.
And I thought...
You're just predictable as the season... and volatile like a weather. I'm in a land that caresses the ray of summer, walking in all faith, towards the rim of your circle of sturdy rain. I kept opening my heart for you again and again, like a vicious cycle of trauma. You're the sky in spectacle, lying underneath the manifested red of fire. You're blazing yet you're calm, as you strip the city bare. You sanitized your lies using the rhymes of somber and merry, so you can get kids to celebrate it with tambourine and glory.
And now...
I'm screaming at you in my head while I'm on a bus, with words that aren't vindicating, hence would mar feelings just by asserting. I was always shrouded with the clouds of notion, that you'll change for the better. My sincerity is being beheld by the seasons that came. I stood against their predictions, because I believed that you're better than their expectations.
Now here I am...
couldn't enjoy my favorite movie on the bus...
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theunchaineddiary · 11 months
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RANDOM THOUGHTS 🤔 💭
The unchained--
As we sail in the sea of life, inhibitions are as common to cross as as water in the ocean.
It could be both exhilarating and despairing.
It could be both fulfilling and emptying.
It could be felt both special and unexceptional.
As the sail goes along the waves and adversities of the sea, you'll see that the ship could've drowned in so many multiple occasions as it fights upon the vastly enormous sea, but it had always meant to be built strong and durable to face the predicaments of the journey.
There are who won't make it back to the port , as it may be wrecked by the storm, that's why sailing is also meant to be armored by mindful preparations.
Sailing could be both fearing and exciting, for the same reason that the ocean is as giant as the sky, but it offers wonders and learnings that merely meant to be seen as we sail in the sea.
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theunchaineddiary · 1 year
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HORIZON OF LIFE
I'm still finding where I am in this horizon of life. I got a lot of things that I've been wanting to be, to do, and to have, but I'm too weak, too small, and too plain to be, to do and to have the things I've been wanting all my life. I've never been good at anything, never been firm, creative and smart to be noticed.
I won't even want to outshine anyone, I just want my place in this horizon of life, where I could find joy and peace and stability and permanence. The hugest ache in pursuit of it, is I always know what my dreams are, but I've never been strong and good enough to be deserving of it. I'm always finding myself stumbling to square one, over and over and over again. It's like frays of my soul and body in pursuing the enigma of vagueness.
I'm still in a long long journey of finding my stand in this horizon of my life, and I already have scrapes and wounds from recurrent singsong of stumbles, however, I'll get it, for I know I can. Stubborn may it be, even so, I only want something to see through while grasping in the tunnel of life full of certain and uncertainty.
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