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#unrequited love trope
anitalenia · 1 year
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━━━ .°˖✧ unrequited love ⋆˙⊹
꒰ঌ definition ໒꒱ 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ below you will find sub genres under this category, as well as some useful pairings for this trope. for educational writing purposes <3
note: several of these can also be used in other tropes as well, just depends on how you write it and interpret it.
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꒰ঌ group one ໒꒱
sisters boyfriend/girlfriend | school crush | sisters husband/wife | childhood love interest except you leave and when you come back they’re with someone else | your best friend and nothing more | your teacher | your coworker | your boss
꒰ঌ group two ໒꒱
love interest doesn’t care to know you | love interest thinks you’re ugly | one of you is gone for a long time and the feelings fade | love interest wasn’t meant for you | love interest destined to be with someone else
꒰ঌ group three ໒꒱
you’re only being used for your body | love interest is asexual / has no interest in romance | love interest rejects your kiss / date | love interest doesn’t want to settle down with anyone | love interest doesn’t want what you want
꒰ঌ group four ໒꒱
love interest is still hung up on their ex | love interest is still hung up on someone who died | love interest doesn’t love you at first but comes around eventually | love interest doesn’t love you at first, then when they do you’re already with someone else
꒰ঌ group five ໒꒱
love interest is actually a jerk whose attention you’ve been trying to get. when you finally do, you realize he’s horrible and reject him when he tries to get you back | love interest is in love with someone else | love interest is in love with your sister / another family member
꒰ঌ group six ໒꒱
love interest is only using you to get back at their ex | you can’t take a hint that they don’t want anything to do with you or vice versa | given an ultimatum and love interest didn’t choose you | trauma bonding
꒰ঌ group seven ໒꒱
love interest had horrible relationships and can’t return affections | love interest has their own problems to deal with before they can be in a relationship | resisting a divorce because you or they are still in love
꒰ঌ group eight ໒꒱
jealousy when seeing love interest with another person | friendzoned | love interest has a terminal illness | tries to sabotage love interests relationships so they can notice you | love interest has a different sexual orientation
꒰ঌ group nine ໒꒱
doesn’t believe in love | can’t commit to anybody or anything | if you love me let me go / love interest can be with the one they really want after you realize they don’t love you | maid of honor x groom
꒰ঌ group ten ໒꒱
your ex is with one of your friends | your ex is dating a family member | your ex is married to a family member so you always see them | life / occupation scares love interest away (criminal aus, biker aus, mafia aus, mobster aus)
꒰ঌ group eleven ໒꒱
love interest has to have their memory wiped away for their own safety | love interest treats you like crap but you take it | love triangle | plucking the flower petals / he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not
꒰ঌ group twelve ໒꒱
only love who you think the person is, not who they actually are | love interest doesnt like romantic gestures / being chased / uncomfortable with romance | rejection turns you evil / insane | love interest is just plain dumb to your affections
꒰ঌ group thirteen ໒꒱
trauma needs you to stay in relationships | in love with the idea of love, not the person | love interest is way out of your league | cocky guy who believes you love him / you really don’t | love interest misinterprets your actions as you being helpful / a good friend | runaway bride | runaway fiancé
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will update when I think of new ones. hope this helps if you’re not sure what story to tell but you want something new <3
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resident-gay-bitch · 1 year
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Sunflower Boy
love comes back around, always
warnings: domestic violence, child neglect, blood, bruises
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This was the worst day of Eddie’s life, ever. 
And no, he wasn’t being dramatic, it actually was. 
Eddie had been left alone in his house for three days - give or take - with no food, no running water, and no air conditioning. 
He was ten. 
A couple of days ago his dad got a job, he was like, a car salesman or something, and apparently it had gone super well, because he called Eddie and told him he was gonna be late. He was going for a beer or two. 
He never came home. 
Eddie’s mum was working too, though, that was more against her will. She would have preferred to be there with her son, however, her dad made sure of otherwise. Eddie didn’t know what his mum did, he just knew she wore really pretty clothes and makeup, would leave the house looking almost sick, and would come home smelling of alcohol, sweat, man, and something else kinda musky Eddie couldn’t exactly pin point. But she had left for a job, her longest one yet, up in Indy five days ago, and she wasn’t scheduled to come home until tomorrow night. 
Eddie was scared, hot, alone, and hungry. 
He didn’t know the way to Wayne’s house, or have his number and they didn’t have a phonebook. His neighbour across the hall, Mrs. Wittleson was a right bitch and hated Eddie and his parents. He couldn’t go to her. His neighbours to the left were scary, their apartment always smelt weird and in the middle of the night, right on the other side of Eddie’s wall, he’d hear screaming and moaning and slapping and sounds of pain. He was pretty sure they killed people or something. His neighbour on the right Mr. Crucks was a creepy man with a weird moustache that always offered him candy and looked at him funny. Eddie’s mum made him promise to never, ever, never talk to the man under any circumstances. Eddie never dared disobey his mum like that. The neighbours across the hall, beside Mrs. Wittleson, were away on holiday, and the other apartment was empty. Mould problem. 
So Eddie was stranded. 
He was worried for his dad, and so he did the only thing he knew to do. 
He called the cops. 
They’d asked him to explain his situation and he had told him how his dad went out to sell cars and never came home after celebrating the deal with a few beers, how his mum had been away all week on business, how the water bill was well overdue and he couldn’t even flush the toilet! He explained that it was so hot, and his mum said he wasn’t allowed to go into the ‘garden’, under the sprinklers for a cool down unless she was there because of that weird old Mr. Crucks. He said he hadn’t eaten since yesterday morning, because his dad was supposed to bring home the money so Eddie could go food shopping the other day, but he hadn’t yet, and he didn’t know how to call his uncle. 
Eddie was just hanging up the phone when his dad walked through the door, “Yes, thank you sir, I will- I can do that. Okay, thank you sir. Goodbye.” 
“Who ya talkin to?” 
“Dad!” Eddie grinned, the phone on the hook, “I was just calling the cop-”
“Whaddya say?” His dad marched over to his son, grabbing him tight by his little wrist, “Cops?” 
Eddie’s eyes were wet, “They… they were helping me find you.” 
“You fuckin- what’d ya tell ‘em?” 
“You hadn’t come home since your sale, and that I had no food, or anything.” 
“Fuckin idiot!” He smacked his son across the face, “You know we don’t call the pigs here.” 
“I didn’t know what to do.” Eddie sobbed, cradling his cheek, “I’m sorry, dad, I- I can-”
“You’re in big fuckin trouble, boy.” His dad shoved him up against the wall, a hand around his neck, “Y’ve fucked it all up, just had to fuck it all up.” 
“I’m sorry.” Eddie gasped, crying, trying to pry his dad’s hand away from his neck. 
“Whaddya fuckin sorry for. Useless little shit. Shoulda left you and your mother on the street”- 
Look, I won’t get too deep into it, but that ‘conversation’ went on for a little longer before they were distracted by red and blue flashing lights lit up the apartment. Eddie was terrified. He thought he was done for. He thought he was gonna get locked up and thrown in the can because he did something wrong. He didn’t know what, didn’t have the slightest idea, but his dad was scaring the shit out of him and Eddie thought he’d turned himself into a criminal by accident. So he did what he was taught to do when those lights flashed a little too brightly. 
He ran. 
He slipped out of his dads grip, right as the officers knocked on the door, and he slipped into the bathroom. He climbed up on the counter, kicked open the little window that always jammed, and wiggled his way out. His dad followed him in, trying to pull Eddie back inside, telling him he needed to face his consequences. But Eddie slipped free, and the window was too small for his dad to follow. 
Eddie fell into the dirt behind his apartment, and he ran. 
He ran for miles. 
It was hot, and he was tired, and hungry, but he ran. Hoping to bump into someone or somewhere he knew. 
He didn’t stop running until he realised that the houses flying by were nice. Like, really nice. Fancy and big with tall gates and green gardens. 
He was on the nice side of town, a place where he most certainly wasn’t welcome. Eddie slowed, letting himself wander the nice suburb, trying to find his way out of the maze of pretty houses. He hoped he wasn’t spotted here, no doubt some woman with a pearl necklace would call the cops about it. Then he’d be in even bigger trouble. 
He found a playground, by the woods. It was old and looked pretty rusty. There was another one, a better one on the other side of the field, Eddie could see. But that one had kids on it, over here, he could be alone. 
The sun was hot, the air was warm. 
This was his worst summer ever. 
He sat on the swing, rusty and squeaky, but he didn’t care. He sat on the swing, and poked around his face, feeling for where he was hurt. His vision was a little blurred, though, he wasn’t sure if that was from the black eye he was sporting or the tears. 
Maybe both. 
Eddie sat, and he looked up at the sky, at the sun with squinted eyes, and hoped it burned him. 
“Hi.” a little voice came from beside him. 
Eddie looked over to see a boy standing at the edge of the swingset. He had golden brown hair, rosie cheeks, a warm smile, and a yellow shirt under some overalls that were unevenly cuffed at the ankles. 
Eddie thought he might just be the prettiest boy he’d ever seen. 
“Hi.” Eddie said back, his voice small and quiet, hoarse from crying. 
“Are you okay?” he asked. 
Eddie swallowed and nodded his head. 
“Are you sure?” the boy asked again, “You look hurt.” 
“Just… had an accident.” Eddie offered, “Doesn’t matter.” 
“Okay.” The boy nodded, “Do you have any friends?” 
Eddie looked at him, thought for a moment, and shook his head, “Not really.” 
The boy smiled, “Me either… Well, I have one friend, but he’s kind of mean. We’re only friends because our dads are business partners, so we see each other at all their fancy events. Our mums say they are best friends too, but my mum secretly hates his mum.” 
“Okay.” Eddie had said, and looked back to the bark under his feet. 
“Do you want to be my friend?” 
Eddie looked up at him again, “Why?”
The boy furrowed his brow, “Because you look sad.” he shrugged, “Everyone deserves to have a friend when they are sad.” 
Eddie thought for a moment, letting his eyes droop, “I suppose.” 
The boy smiled, “Well, we can be friends then. I do like your hair, you look like… uh, I don’t know his name, but he sings that song, open your eyes and seee, i’m just a poor boy… la la la meee, easy come easy go… ahh…” he looked around a little awkwardly, hoping Eddie would catch on, “Mamaaa just killed a man….”
“Oh.” Eddie nodded, “I think I know him.” 
“Yeah.” The kind boy smiled. 
Eddie furrowed his brow, “We don’t look the same.” 
“But you both have long hair.” He giggled, “It’s cool. Rockstar.” 
Eddie couldn’t help but grin wide at that, it hurt his face, but he grinned anyway, “Thanks.” 
“No problem.” The boy sighed, “Can I sit next to you?” 
“Sure.” Eddie looked at the rickety swing beside him, “Here, have mine, that one looks broken.” 
“It’s okay-”
“No, it’s okay.” Eddie hopped up, and sat himself down on the broken one before the boy could protest, “You look too fancy to sit on broken things.” 
“I am not fancy.” the boy took a seat, “Hey, you warmed it up for me. Thanks.” 
Eddie giggled, “You have done your hair all nice, and your overalls are clean.” 
“All clothes are supposed to be clean.” 
“These are clean.” Eddie pointed to his jeans, “Got them out the cupboard this morning, but they have a paint stain on them here, and a ketchup stain on them here, and something else here.” 
The boy giggled, “My nanny hates stains.” 
“You have a nanny!” 
“Yeah, don’t you?” 
Maybe if he had a nanny, all of this bullshit would have been avoided and Eddie wouldn’t be a wanted criminal. But, he supposed, he never would have met this boy. 
“No, I don’t have a nanny.” 
“Oh.” the boy furrowed his brow, “It’s probably for the best, my nanny is a butthead.” 
Eddie laughed, “A butthead?” 
“Yeah.” the boy groaned, “She’s always telling me I need to brush my teeth for longer and eat my carrots. I hate carrots!” 
Eddie laughed some more, “You’re so fancy.” 
“Am not.” 
“Y’are.” Eddie smiled, “I only brush my teeth in the mornings, and most of the time, I just have microwave mac ‘n cheese for dinner or spaghettios.”
“Cool!” The boy grinned, “I wish I could have spaghettios for dinner.” 
Eddie sighed, finding himself frowning a little, “Spaghettios are not that good three times a week.” 
The boy pouted, “Maybe we should swap.” 
“I think so.” Eddie grinned, “Though, I’d probably get smacked for not being fancy enough in your house.” 
Steve shrugged, “My nanny doesn’t like smacking.” he sighed, “Mum and dad don’t even notice when I’m bad anymore.” 
“Isn’t that a good thing?” Eddie asked, “I wish my parents didn’t notice when I mess up.” 
The boy huffed, resting his head against the chain on the swing, “I suppose.” 
“So…” Eddie kicked the bark under his feet, “What’s your favourite song?” 
“Uhm,” the boy perked up, seemingly a little cheerier now that parents were not a topic of conversation, “Honey Honey by ABBA.” 
Eddie broke a grin, “That’s one of my mums favourites.” 
“Really?” The boy had wide eyes. 
“Yes.” Eddie nodded, “My favourite is… Immigrant Song by Led Zepp.” 
The boy looked confused. 
“You’ve never heard it, have you?” 
The boy shook his head. 
“Maybe you can listen to it, it’s so metal.” Eddie suggested with a sweet smile, “Maybe you will like Led Zeppelin.”
“Well… you’re cool, and you like them, so probably.” the boy shrugged, his kindness easy. 
Eddie hadn’t gotten such kindness from kids at school before. 
“How old are you?” 
“I’m nine and two quarters.” the boy answered, proudly, Eddie noticed he was missing a tooth. 
Wait, isn’t that just nine and a half? 
“I’m ten, almost twelve.” 
“Poop.” the boy sighed, “Means we won’t have class together.” 
“Oh.” Eddie looked to the ground, but his chest bloomed with warmth at the idea of this boy wanting to have classes with him, “We… never mind.” 
“What?” the boy had asked, eyes wide and sparkling. 
He was very pretty. 
“Maybe we could play at lunchtime.” 
The boy smiled, “Obviously.” he hopped up off the swing and started to climb the tower, “We could play lots of games. Do you like superheroes?” 
“Yeah.” Eddie smiled, following him up the tower, “I love superheroes.” 
“I wish I was superman.” the boy smiled, sitting down at the top of the old metal slide, it was probably burning hot, but he had long pants on. Eddie could see his matching mismatched rainbow socks, “He’s so cool.” 
“Yeah.” Eddie agreed, unable to help the smile he got when the boy slid down, letting out a giggle, “Batman’s cool too though. I like bats.” 
“Ooh, yeah.” the boy smiled, watching Eddie slide down now too, “He’s so cool… Maybe we can go as Batman and Superman to Halloween together.” 
Eddie stopped at the bottom of the slide, looking up at the boy, “You want to go to halloween together?” 
“Yeah.” He nodded, “I know where all the best houses are to get the biggest candy bars, plus, Miss Lorane across the street loves me and always gives me triple.” 
“Cool!” Eddie hopped up, he never got too many treats on halloween, most of them were from his mum. 
The boy rushed over to the seesaw, and Eddie followed, “Do you want to play superheroes now? Or would you like to play something else?” 
“Hmm…” Eddie thought superheroes did sound really fun, but he wanted to know what other games the boy had, “maybe.” 
“We could also play… cafe, and pretend to make food with the bark. Or we could play astronauts and climb to the top of the tower like it’s our rocket ship…” the boy hummed, letting his eyes wander, until he got an idea, and he got excited, “or maybe we can play doctors!” 
“Doctors?” Eddie asked, quirking an eyebrow, and his face hurt again. 
“Yeah,” the boy smiled, nodding rather aggressively, “I can make you all better.” 
Oh. 
Eddie felt his heart grow three sizes. 
“Okay.” 
The boy smiled, hopping off of the seesaw before dragging Eddie over to the tower. He sat him down under the shade of it, right by the slide, and got to work doctoring Eddie. He put on a funny voice, pretending to be a doctor of course, acting as if he had a stethoscope and everything. Eddie couldn’t help but smile as he watched the boy. The boy whose smile was as bright as the sun and who’s heart was as big as the sky. He was dressed in a warm yellow t-shirt, and perfectly clean denim overalls, and rainbow matched mismatched socks with stripes and polka dots under his sneakers, and he radiated kindness and warmth. 
Eddie really liked this boy. 
After they finished playing doctors, and Eddie’s face felt a little better, his heart feeling a lot better, they sat on the overgrown grass. They talked and talked and talked about stupid boy things, and picked at the grass and laughed. 
It was nice, Eddie thought, to have a friend like this. 
On the worst day of Eddie’s life, after he’d been abandoned for three days, starved, overheated, beaten, and sent on the run from the cops, he’d been sent this boy. Eddie thought he must have been an angel. He had to be. There was no other explanation about it. 
“Oh! Look over there.” the boy smiled, jumping to his feet and running for the treeline, “Daisies!” 
Eddie raced after him, both of them stopping at the patch of pretty white daisies with centres that matched the kind boy’s shirt, “What about them?” 
“Do you not like flowers?” the boy asked, leaning over to pick one, “My friend doesn’t like them either, says it’s weird for boys to like flowers. But my old nanny taught me all about them, she was so nice, but mum fired her because she always had her boyfriend around and wore shirts that showed too much skin apparently.” 
“Oh.” Eddie swallowed, “No, I just… I’ve never really thought about flowers much before.” 
“Hmm.” the boy smiled, handing his picked flower to Eddie before grabbing another, “Do you like these ones?” 
“I suppose.” Eddie shrugged, “They are pretty.” Not quite as pretty as you, though. 
The boy grinned, “Have you ever made a daisy chain?” 
Eddie shook his head, “I don’t even know what that is.” 
The boy gasped, squatting down to pick basically all of them, “You’re crazy, weirdo.” 
Eddie felt his stomach drop. Of course he’d fuck it up. He always fucked shit up. 
“I have to teach you.” The boy handed Eddie a bunch of flowers and went back to picking more, “Only weirdo crazy people don’t know about daisy chains, and we can’t have you being one of those any longer. You’re too cool for that.” 
Eddie smiled, all warm and fuzzy inside. 
Eddie couldn’t make daisy chains. 
His hands trembled too much, and he just couldn’t get it. He gave up after a while, happy to just watch Steve make his. He picked the petals of a couple of flowers he’d fucked up. 
“What’s your favourite flower then?” Eddie had asked, curious to learn more about this sunray of a boy. 
“Hmmm.” he had hummed, “I think… sunflowers.” 
“Why?” Eddie asked. 
“Well, I do like yellow the best. It’s so happy and bright.” the boy fiddled with the flowers in his hands, “And, did you know that sunflowers will follow the sun? They actually turn to look at the sun throughout the day, so they’ll always be in the light.” 
Eddie thought that was perfect. Sunflowers for this sunshine boy. Sunflower boy. 
“How about you, what flowers are your favourite, do you think?” 
“Uh…” Eddie wasn’t sure at all, other than sunflowers now, but he couldn’t very well say that, “I’m not sure.” 
“We’ll find you a favourite flower.” he smiled, lifting his daisy chain up to the sky to look at it, “I’m all done.” 
“Wow.” Eddie inspected it, the perfect circle of pretty white flowers with yellow centres, “It’s wonderful… how did you do it?” 
The boy laughed, “Magic.” 
“You’re so cool.” 
The boy smiled, cheeks tinted pinker, “It’s for you.” 
Eddie felt his heart jump into his throat, his eyes widened and he looked at the boy, “What?” 
“I made it…” the boy offered, both hands holding the crown out, “for you. I thought it would look nice in your hair.” 
Eddie’s chest felt impossibly tighter, “Do you think?” 
The boy smiled, and giggled in a honey sweet way, and leant forward on his knees to plant the chain on Eddie’s head, fixing it into place to make a crown, “Hey, it looks so pretty on you.” 
Eddie felt his cheeks go pink, “Really?” 
The boy nodded, “It suits you.” 
Eddie grabbed all the daisies from his lap and the ground around them, gathered them into a bunch and shoved them into the Sunflower boy’s chest (nicely of course). The boy giggled, and Eddie was infatuated with him. 
“What?” he had asked, holding the bunch of flowers, some of them facing the wrong direction. 
“For you.” Eddie had said, picking up the few flowers that dropped and handed them over as well, “Thank you.” 
The boy giggled, “You don’t have to give me these!” 
Eddie plucked one, the prettiest one he could see, and stuck it behind the boy’s ear, “There, now… pretty.” 
The boy bloomed pink, “You think I’m pretty?” 
Eddie nodded, “You’re prettier than all of these flowers and more.” 
Okay, so apparently Eddie was a little romantic. 
Sunflower boy turned pinker and dipped his head. 
“I think my favourite flower is a daisy.” Eddie had smiled. 
The boy looked up at him with soft eyes and a kind smile, “Perfect.” 
They both laid back on the grass, the bunch of daisies clutched in the boy’s hand, resting on his chest. They watched as the sky turned from blue to dusky orange and pink. Their pinkies intertwined between them, only a few sweet words said. 
Eddie thought he might be in love. 
“I have to go home.” his Sunflower boy had said, voice quiet and calm, “I’m not allowed to be out after dark.” 
Eddie frowned, “Okay.” 
“We can play at school though.” The boy smiled. 
Eddie felt a pang through his chest, “Do you mean that?” he’d asked, his eyes wide and pleading, “Not many people like me at school.” 
The boy smiled wider and held up his pinky, “I pinky promise to play with you every day at school.” 
This was definitely love, “Really?” 
“Of course,” he waggled his finger, “you’re my best friend.” 
Eddie locked his finger around his Sunflowers, offering his warmest, most genuine smile. 
There was silence for a moment, before Sunflower spoke again, “Would you like to come for dinner? You can eat my carrots.”
Eddie positively lit up, “Yes please.” 
The boy grabbed his hand and they ran. They ran through the field and down the streets, watching the sky disappear to darkness and the street lights switch on. Eddie held the crown atop his head and the boy clutched the daisy bunch tight. They laughed as they ran, or more so, giggled. 
Eddie wanted to hold his Sunflower boy’s hand forever. 
He was going to marry this boy. 
In the distance, Eddie heard the faint echo of a siren. His heart dropped. He stopped in the middle of the street, the boy stopped with him. Eddie looked around, frantic. 
“You okay?” the boy had asked, his hand holding Eddie’s a little tighter now. 
“Uh… yeah.” Eddie had said, right before his eyes fixed on a cop car down the road, “I need to go.” 
“What?” the boy had asked. 
Eddie turned to face him. He didn’t want to leave the boy. He didn’t ever want to say goodbye to this boy. Sunflower boy was his entire world and Eddie knew he loved him. He was positive. He’d never felt anything like this. 
Which is exactly why Eddie had to leave. 
He was wanted for crimes he didn’t know if he committed, he was in trouble, bound to get locked up. His dad had told him he was in big trouble, that he had consequences to face. Eddie just hoped they had a separate jail for kids. And this boy, his Sunflower boy, sweet and soft with a smile Eddie wanted to kiss away. Well, he was too good for a delinquent like Eddie. He was more deserving. Eddie wanted to keep him safe, to protect him from his rotten life. He wanted to keep his Sunflower blooming, facing the sun, and keep him in the light. If he’d stayed, and the cops found Eddie, they’d take his sunflower boy too no doubt. Lock him up for being Eddie’s accomplice or something. Cops were pigs, as his dad would say, always making up bullshit, looking to lock anyone a little rough or different up. 
Eddie couldn’t risk his flower being hidden from the sun. 
“I just… I have to go.” Eddie had said again, trying to pull away. 
But the boy didn’t let him go, just held him a little tighter, “Why? I don’t want you to go. I thought we were friends.” 
“We are…” Eddie said, “But I have to leave.”
“But why?” he’d asked again, eyes pleading for him to stay. 
“I just… I can’t explain it.” Eddie tried to pull away.
“I want you to stay.” His voice was wet, higher pitched, like a wine but sadder, “I’ll make you another daisy chain, if you’d like, or… we can have dessert. Anything you want. You can sleepover, if you like!”  
Eddie frowned, “I-” he heard the siren much closer, “I can’t.” 
“Please.” He’d pouted, and it broke Eddie’s heart. 
“I need to-” he saw the cop car come up the street, and Eddie’s heart jumped out of his throat, “No, this is weird! Yo- you’re… weird. I need to go.” he yanked his hand away, and he ran, daisy chain clutched to his chest. 
*
Eddie hugged his knees, looking down at the grass by his feet. He didn’t feel much, not really. Just… emptiness. Emptiness and content, almost. 
He had a few things to cross off his bucket list still. He thought he’d have a good few years to get through them, and under much different circumstances. But, he’d just have to make do with what he could. 
Eddie looked back over his shoulder at Steve and Robin, sitting, talking with Dustin and Erica. He could cross a couple things off now, with that lot, if he wanted. Just little things, fun things, meaningful things. 
But he thought he’d start with the big two; do something brave and a little stupid without running from the consequences, and tell someone special the story he’d never told anyone before. 
“Hey, Steve?” He’d called out, forcing himself to before he backed out again. 
“Yeah, you okay?” He’d replied. 
“Yeah.” Eddie nodded, waving his hand out, “Can you c’mere for a sec?” 
Steve nodded his head, saying a quick something to Robin before making his way over to Eddie. Steve sat down in the grass beside him, in the field, looking up at the bright blue sky. It was calm out. The world felt warm. 
“What’s up?” Steve asked, bumping his knee into Eddie’s. 
Eddie took a deep breath, “I just… I wanted to cross a few things off the list before I kicked it.” 
“Ed-”
“Okay, I know, talk positive.” Eddie sighed, “Just… let’s be real for a second Steve, I’m either dying down there, or getting locked up for life which is just as bad. I don’t wanna die, I really don’t, but I’m being realistic, okay?” 
Steve huffed, “Stay alive, we can get your charges dropped.” 
“Yeah.” Eddie nodded, “Maybe.” 
“We’ll try- Dustin will try.”
Eddie smiled, “True.” he shrugged, “But still, just in case, I wanna cross a couple of things off.” 
“Eddie-”
“Humour me, Steve.” he looked at Steve, eyes pleading, “C’mon.” 
Steve sighed, “Okay.” 
Eddie smiled, “I… I wanna do something bold and brave. Something that’s probably a little dumb and might get me hurt, even though it’s right, and I won’t run from the consequences of that.” 
I want to come out to you, a well known queer puncher. 
“And I wanna tell you something…” Eddie swallowed, “I wanna tell you a story, something that happened to me when I was a kid. Something I’ve never told anyone, ever, and that I was saving for a special someone.” 
“Ah…” Steve glanced at him, “I- I’m your-”
Eddie glared at him, “No.” yes, “But out of everyone here, you’re probably the specialist.” Eddie shrugged, “A fallen king, hanging out with a bunch of nerds, fighting interdimensional monsters whilst maintaining glorious hair… That’s special, Steve.” 
Steve laughed, “Okay, yeah.” he nodded, “Go on then.” 
“Okay,” Eddie sighed, “So, when I was-”
“Wait, what’s the brave thing?” Steve asked. 
“It’s in the story.” Eddie nodded, “You’ll have to wait to find out… but you’ll know.” 
“Okay.” Steve smiled. 
Eddie took a deep breath, “When I was a kid… about ten, I had, what I thought was, the worst day of my life. Now, it was pretty fuckin bad, I’ll give you that, but I think I’ve had worse now.” 
Steve shrugged, “Probably.” 
“Now, Stevie, I’m trusting you with this story, yeah?” Eddie raised an eyebrow, “I’ve never told a soul this, and I don’t plan on telling anyone else, okay? Not even Wayne. It’s special.” 
“Yeah, okay.” Steve smiled, lifting his little finger, “Pinkie promise.” 
Eddie felt his chest tighten. 
“God.” Eddie groaned, linking his pinkie with Steves, “Add that to the list of things that make you special.”
Steve laughed. 
“So, I didn’t know this at the time really, but my dad stole cars and shit for a living. I mean… you know… he taught me how to hotwire and… but anyway, he stole cars and then sold them for drug runs. A few days prior to this stories beginning, my dad worked a job and got paid really fucking well, so he decided to go on a three day bender down the pub.” Eddie shrugged, scratching his chin, “My mum, I really didn’t know this at the time, was a sex worker. She didn’t wanna be, she worked as an escort, she was kinda forced into it. My dad owed a bunch of people a bunch of money and so they kinda just… used my mum as collateral. Five or so days prior to my tale, she went up to Indy on a ‘business trip’. Basically, she was keeping this one guy company because dad owed him fuckin buckets and she was forced to. So this left me alone for three days. The water stopped working, it was hot, I didn’t have food or money to get some… I was stranded, alone for three days. And, my dad, he got this payout, but spent it all on drink rather than his kid, or to get his fucking wife out of the situation she was forced into because of him.” 
Eddie rubbed his eyes, and Steve listened carefully, taking in every word. He rubbed his hand up and down Eddie’s back, over the smooth cool leather. It made Eddie feel a little safer. 
“I was worried. I was hungry. I was alone.” Eddie sighed, “So I called the cops, asked them to help me find my dad. Right? It’s what kids are taught to do.” 
“Right.” Steve nodded. 
“So I hang up, right as my dad get’s home. I told him I just talked to the cops, and he… he was not impressed.” Eddie took a deep breath, “We had a strict no cops rule in our apartment, but I didn’t know what else to do. Dad started yelling, telling me off, he… he beat me.” 
“Oh, Eddie.” Steve hummed, his hand on Eddie’s forearm. 
“The worst he’d ever done, at that point.” Eddie said, “We saw the cops pull up, and I thought… I thought they were gonna arrest me, because I’d done the wrong thing by calling them. And so I ran. I duct out the bathroom window and ran for miles, not looking back once.” 
“Sounds freeing.” Steve looked out to the sky, “I wish I could run like that.” 
“Yeah.” Eddie looked out with him, both of them taking in the feel of the wind for a moment. 
“Is that it?” Steve asked, voice gentle. 
“No.” Eddie shook his head. 
“Okay.” Steve smiled softly, “Take your time, Ed’s.” 
Eddie ignored how the nickname squeezed at his heart, “I found myself in unknown territory, sat myself down on a broken playground.” Eddie couldn’t help but smile at the memory, “I hated everything in the world. I was ready to run away and never face anyone ever again. But then this… boy just appeared out of nowhere. He appeared and he made everything better.” 
Eddie laid back into the grass, looking up at the soft sky as it began to set. Steve laid back with him, both of them taking in the feel of the world around them. 
“He had a sweet smile, and he wore the cleanest overalls I’d ever seen. I don’t remember much about him, my brain blocked out most of that week. But I remember him.” Eddie nodded, “He… he asked me if I was okay, if I wanted a friend. And we played. He made me a daisy chain and I thought he was the most perfect boy in the whole world. His favourite flowers are sunflowers, you know. That’s how I know him, call him my Sunflower boy.”
Eddie chuckled to himself, feeling happy with the memory, “He was so kind. Too kind, even. I thought my brain had made him up entirely. He’d just come to me on my worst day and fixed it all. He wore bright yellow and smiled warm and made me a fuckin daisy chain, Steve.” Eddie turned his head to look at him, “He was my first love.” 
Steve’s eyes widened a little, “You…” he blinked a few times, “You’re gay?” 
“Please don’t punch me.” Eddie muttered. 
“Why would I-” Steve swallowed, “I promise, I won’t.”
Eddie smiled, “Thanks.” 
“Keep talking.” Steve said low.
Eddie felt his spine tingle, “He invited me back to his house, for dinner. I wanted to go. I did, I loved him, I knew it. I never wanted to let this boy go again. And he was beautiful. I remember… we were in the middle of the road, and he had daisies in his hands and hair and… I loved him.” Eddie looked back up at the sky, “But I heard a cop car down the street, and they were looking for me. I thought they were going to arrest me, lock me up, and I didn’t wanna risk my Sunflower boy. I promised myself I’d make sure he always got to see the sun. Didn’t want him getting in trouble just for being nice to me… a supposed criminal.” Eddie chuckled, “Funny how things come back around.” 
Steve smiled, “Maybe you’re not as innocent as we thought, Eddie.” 
Eddie couldn’t help but blush, “I told him he was weird, because he didn’t want me to go. I told him… I was mean to him, Steve. But I didn’t know what else to say to make him let me go. I didn’t want him to know I was a criminal. I wanted him to remember me as the boy who liked daisies because they looked pretty on my Sunflower.” Eddie sighed, “I just hope he’s doing okay. I think about him every day, you know?” 
“You do?” Steve asked. 
“Yeah.” Eddie nodded, “He helps me through my hardest times. When things are shit, I just remember his sweet little voice saying hi.” 
“That's… cute.” 
“Mhm.” Eddie smiled, “After all was resolved, and mum got home, the daisy chain started to wilt. I went to mum with it, crying. Didn’t tell her why I didn’t want it to die, just that it was very important to me and that I needed to keep it forever and ever. She helped me pick the biggest, prettiest, most alive flower from it, and we preserved it.” 
“What?” Steve looked at him. 
“Yeah.” Eddie nodded, “We pressed it, then she turned it into a pin for me, put resin or some shit over it and a safety pin on the back.” Eddie opened up his leather jacket on his left, showing Steve the inside, “I keep it over my heart, so he’s always close to me.” 
“That’s beautiful.” Steve managed to say after a moment of silence. 
“Mhm.” Eddie closed his jacket, pressing a hand over his heart, “Just hope he’s got someone there for him now, like he was for me. Hope I didn’t shove him into the closet or whatever. Everyone deserves a Sunflower, especially my boy.”
“Your…” Steve trailed off with a whisper, “I think he does, Eddie.” 
“Really?” 
Steve nodded, “He’s got you, keeping him close.” 
Eddie frowned, “He probably hates me.” 
“I think he’d understand, if you explained it to him.” 
“I hope so.” Eddie sighed. 
“What would you say…” Steve wondered, “if you ever met him again?” 
Eddie chuckled, “I’d probably plant one on him.” 
Steve laughed, “What?” 
“Yeah!” Eddie nodded, “I’d give him a kiss. That’s all, just a kiss, thank him for keeping me sane all these years. Let him go on his way.” 
Steve sighed, “You’re wonderful, Eddie.” he smiled, hooking his pinkie with Eddies, “Promise I’ll never tell.” 
*
Oh god, it hurts. 
Everything really hurt. 
His body felt like fire and his blood was cold. 
Death wasn’t what he thought it would be. 
“Love you, man.” He managed to choke out, holding Dustin’s hand dearly. 
“Love you too.” The younger boy had managed to splutter out. 
Eddie’s face was sprinkled with tears and slobber and probably snot, but he was too close to death to care. 
“No, no, no, no!” He’d heard a voice shout from afar, “You idiot!” 
“I’m sorry.” Eddie whispered, but only Dustin had heard him. 
“Oh my god.” Nancy pressed a hand over her mouth, turning away, “Dustin-” she grabbed the boy, pulling him into her chest and stroking his hair, “Shh, it’ll be okay. It will be okay-” 
“No.” Steve whined again, this time he was on his knees, beside Eddie, holding his limp body, “Eddie…” 
Eddie smiled up at him with reddened teeth, “Hi, Steve.” 
“What did you do?” 
“I played hero.” Eddie managed to choke out, “I never liked… listening to peoples… rules.” 
Steve squeezed Eddie a little, “Idiot. I fucking hate you.” he cried a little harder, “Why… you said you’d live. We… we’d get you- I’ll get you out.” 
Eddie shook his head, “No-”
“I’m getting you out, Eddie.” Steve readied himself to stand, pulling Eddie with him. 
But Eddie groaned, let out a piercing cry of new found pain, more blood leaving his body. Steve put him back down, crying more. He couldn’t save him. 
Eddie smiled again, and it broke all of their hearts, “Thanks for listening, Steve.” He moved his frail hand around until it found Steves, and he squeezed with all his might, “Before… in the clear…ing. Thank you.” 
Steve shook his head, “You… you-” Steve sobbed, his hand wiped the blood from Eddie’s cheek, “I needa tell you something too.” 
Eddie nodded, “Course.” 
Steve forced himself to smile through the tears, “He’s me.” 
Eddie didn’t quite catch on. 
Steve wove his hand under Eddie’s jacket until he found the daisy pin, “Sunflower. He’s me.”
Eddie’s eyes widened, “I-” he smiled softly then, “Makes sense. You both had… lovely hair.” 
Steve laughed, “I always remembered you, Eddie. Always.” 
“Trying to make me feel bad?” Eddie joked, but his frail voice made laughing harder, “I’m dying here.”
Steve cradled him a little closer, “I remembered because you were the only boy in Hawkins with hair that long. And on that day, you were wearing a Garfeild shirt, and you wore it on the first day back at school.” Steve wiped his cheeks with his shoulders, “I didn’t talk to you because I thought you hated me.” 
Eddie’s eyebrows creased, “No…” he sounded so broken, his hand squeezed Steves again, “No… no, I loved you.” 
Steve nodded, “I know. I know now.” 
Eddie coughed and sputtered up some blood. 
“Shh.” Steve soothed, “Relax, Daisy boy.” 
Eddie smiled. 
“You broke my heart, that day, Ed’s.” Steve smiled, “My first heartache. I loved you too.” 
Eddie’s smile grew a lot sadder, “You broke mine too.”
“How?” Steve scoffed, “You did that to yourself.” 
“I know.” Eddie chuckled softly, ignoring the pain it caused, “But later. In your freshman year, you were so kind, at first.” he took a moment to breathe, “So pretty. Y- you were a slut, you know?” 
Steve laughed, “Yeah.” 
Eddie nodded, “Always made me… jealous.” 
“You had a thing for me in highschool?” Steve asked. 
Eddie nodded again, “You were such a dick, but I loved you.” Eddie turned his head towards the three huddled beside him, “Hated you, N- Nancy.”
Nancy laughed, “Yeah?” 
Eddie smiled, “You sucked… took him.” 
Steve genty took Eddie’s cheek, turning him back, “You hated me in highschool.” 
“I hated… King Steve.” Eddie smiled, lifting a hand to press on Steve’s heart, “Not you.” 
Steve sobbed some more. 
“Broke my heart… with every girl.” Eddie swallowed, he didn’t like the taste of blood much, “Guess we’re even.” 
Steve nodded, “Yeah, guess we are.” he looked down at him for a moment, shaking his head, “Fuck, Ed’s. Why’d you do it?” 
“Didn’t wanna run.” He pushed out. 
“I hate you.” Steve sobbed. 
“I know.” Eddie whispered, cupping Steve’s cheek, “I know, Sunflower.” 
Steve cried a whole lot harder, “You did shove me in the closet, you know?” 
Eddie felt his heart breaking, “I did?” 
“So far.” Steve nodded. 
“I’m sorry.” he couldn’t control the tear that slipped out, “Stevie, I’m sorry.” 
Steve chuckled, “Doesn’t matter now.” he stroked Eddie’s hair, “But maybe, if we’d known better back then, things could have been different.” 
“You think?” Eddie asked, eyes close to closing. 
“I know.” Steve leant down, pressing his forehead to Eddies, “Woulda been loving you much longer.”
Eddie hummed, eyes closing to feel Steve better, “Sunflower.” he’d whispered. 
He felt Steve’s body shake, “I hate you, Eddie.” his voice was so broken, “Why’d you have to do it? Why’d you have to play hero?” 
“I’m sorry.” Eddie opened his eyes. 
“No.” Steve sat up again, teeth gritted, “No you don’t… you don’t get to do that! You can’t do this to me, Eddie.” 
“I’m so sorry.” Eddie felt his body shake too, more tears falling, “I don’t want to die, Stevie, don’t let me die. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” 
Steve couldn’t see much, just red, “I love you.” 
Eddie tried to speak, but the crying shook his lungs and forced up more blood. 
“I don’t know what to do, Eddie. I don’t know what to do.” 
Eddie looked at him weakly, his hand slowly moving to hover over his heart, “T- take it.” 
Steve shook his head, “Take what?”
“M-my hea…rt, Stevie.” Eddie smiled, “‘Nd the d- daisy.” 
Steve closed his eyes, and nodded his head, “I’ll wear it every day.” 
Eddie smiled, “Love… you… Sunflower.” 
“No.” Steve shook Eddie’s body, “C’mon, no… please! Just need a little longer, Eddie, I’ll get you out of here.” 
Eddie smiled softly, “M’okay, baby.” he was barely whispering, “M’okay here.” 
“No.” Steve whispered back. 
“You’ve got me, Sunflower.” Eddie let his eyes close, “S’all that matters.” 
“I can’t let you go, Eddie. We need more time.” 
“Give me a kiss, Steve?” Eddie smiled, eyes unable to open again. 
Steve leant over, tears slipping off the end of his nose and onto Eddie’s. He pressed his lips to his Daisy boys and kissed him. He cried, so hard, and Eddie couldn’t kiss back, not really. It wasn’t anything like it should have been, but it was theirs, and that’s all that mattered. When Steve sat back up his mouth was red with Eddie’s blood, and Eddie had stopped moving. 
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thesoulesscollection · 5 months
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Unrequited love and PWP for the trope rating?
Warning mild NSFW-ish for the second one. 
No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know |
For my favorite pairing, I enjoy them being unaware of the mutual pining so at first, they think it's unrequited until they realize it isn't. It's like an ‘Oh’ moment that I live for. 
But at the same time I love it equally or more when it remains unrequited to the point it becomes emotionally agonizing and you can see the pain in the one who is dealing with the problem. 
No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know |
Smut is okay. Although being AroAce I do kinda get winded out reading if it doesn't capture my attention 🤷‍♂️. Especially if it's not greatly written or it doesn't make too much sense and it just drags on.
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thereforepizza · 2 years
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Ignorant of His Beauty
Pairing: Clone x reader
Summary: y/n is in love with him, but he doesn’t feel the same.
Warnings: none, really
Word count: 400
   The way the golden light danced in the irises of his soft eyes had your heart longing for something you knew it might never obtain.  In an instant you were stolen.  Completely lost.  Your gaze fell with the beat of your heart and raised back to him with the filling of your lungs.  He would live in blissful ignorance of his beauty.  
   His brows ever-so-slightly arched downward as his lips twitched into a little smile.  Your heart raced with heat that etched onto your cheeks.  You looked away.  His grin grew a little bit—you could see through your peripherals.  Chin tilted downward, you loosed a breathy chuckle.
   In a dream of better days and of a universe so renewed and peaceful, you could imagine that he would feel the same for you.  But oh in the way that the galaxy breathed each idea into motion and conjured every star to shine just right, perfectly timed with the flicker of every street light while echoing in harmony with the song of the Force—you knew he wouldn’t love you, but the warmth in your heart told you that that was okay.  He didn’t need to.  Not if that would cause him any dismay.
   But you loved him with the very being that was yours.  In every breath was a cry to his beauty and his loyalty.  You worshipped him not as a deity, but as a man whom you might trust to keep your mind safe from any harm that the evils of a war-torn existence could befall you.  Though he did not feel this way, you could see in the gaze that met yours in any moment that he would do whatever one might require to ensure your well-being.  That was his character, as was his morals.
   So as you pondered your heart and his soul, you reminded yourself to never let him go.  For a man who doesn’t change his standards to be with one who cherishes him so is a man to follow and hold fast to whatever may come.  And this was your friend—the friend who would never be more than this.
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thewonderofanime · 1 year
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The One Who Loves More: How BJ Alex Changed My Mind on Love Dynamics
Note: This essay contains spoilers for the manhwa BJ Alex. Read at your own discretion. I am no stranger to emotions. I’ve essentially made it my brand to talk about my feelings: how people and things make me feel. I’ve cried in dozens of my videos over fictional characters and their situations. All this to say, I am very comfortable with expressing my feelings and receiving feelings. I…
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overheard a lady behind me comfort her friend who had a one sided crush on someone that even though it was one sided, she and that guy would’ve still gotten the slash tag if someone were to write a fic about them on ao3. and hey! who cared if it was unrequited? ITS STILL SLASH TAG ON AO3! and honestly, it’s one of the most motivating things I’ve heard in so long
gonna start telling myself this whenever I have a one sided crush on someone from now on
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ck2k18 · 1 year
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"I physically injure my blorbos" "I give them more trauma" "i kill their parents" all basic. Wanna talk about REAL torture? I make them gay and in love with their best friend.
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carveus · 3 months
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Eternally quietly fuming that the accepted meaning of Hanahaki Disease got turned into unrequieted love from the original of unadmitted love.
Because oh my god the beautiful metaphor of having to try and keep everything locked inside only for your body to physically turn those feelings into beauty that slowly choke you to death?
Fucking Sublime.
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butterflysonnets · 4 months
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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pendarling · 7 months
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Winter Boots
Last year, when winter hit the city, Hero thought it was best to prepare for the weather with a quick adjustment to their attire. A little extra fur with a couple of layers did their suit justice. It maintained style while providing the warmth they needed when running outside.
This year, they planned on keeping the colour and style the same as they always did. Except, there would be a minor adjustment: their fine, long over the knee-length boots would be shortened to only their ankles. It wasn't as if the efficiency of the newer shoes was heightened, only that it was a style preference. They had debated it back and forth over a few weeks, and it wasn't like they would lose anything either.
So when Villain tilted their head and squinted their eyes during their routine battle, they felt nervous about their decision.
"It looks cute on you." They motioned with their hands at their suit.
Hero had to restrain a smile from escaping their lips. They wouldn't let Villain court them. However, the compliment made them feel much warmer, just enough to forget the snow surrounding them.
"You should focus on the fight, Villain." Their hands tightened into a fist, and their posture resumed its usual stance.
There were a few more seconds of an empty pause as the winds clashed against the frosted buildings around them. Villain looked to be in deep thought as they grappled in their mind on what to say next. "Although you make everything look good, I deeply miss the old boots. They had…" They looked to the sky for words, "an appeal to them."
Hero pulled their gaze away from Villain for a few seconds and fixated their focus back on their boots before staring at them again with a stern glare, "I don't need your opinion, Villain."
"I'm not saying you have to take it to heart." They shrugged.
Hero lunged at them again, their fists aiming to hurt Villain just enough to reassure them of their strength. Hero sent a kick to their left and another to the right, only for Villain to grab hold of their foot.
Hero gasped as they almost slipped on the pile of snow beneath them. "Ah!-- You better let go of me!" Their body was tiled, and Hero looked for something to hold as they tried to maneuver their way out.
"Hold still now, love, I want to show you something." They slightly pinched at their calf, "See this here," Hero stifled a laugh; now was not the time to feel ticklish. This new position was too embarrassing to be in.
They tried yanking their leg away again before feeling weakened against their grip. "I had always admired these nice legs of yours. Have I ever told you that?" They teasingly smiled and waited for a reaction.
Hero blushed and shook their head fiercely to shake away the feeling growing in them. "You're unbeliveable, Villain. Can't you just stay professional for once?"
Villain ignored their comment and pulled their leg closer with a firm grip until it rested on their shoulder. "Relax, I just wanted to help you see this from my perspective-"
"You pull me any closer to you and I'm going to pull a hamstring!"
"The boots, the ones that you used to wear, they just had a way of defining these legs better." They watched as Villain's fingers ran smoothly up and down their leg. "Do you see where I'm getting at?" they winked cooly.
Hero slipped their foot out of their grip and jumped a few meters back, slightly tumbling.
Did their nemesis seriously just ask them to wear the older boots for their pleasure? Had they been paying that much attention to their legs all this time?
Their eyes flickered back and forth with confusion and anxiousness. It shouldn't be this big deal, yet Hero knew they were over the moon with all of Villain's alert comments. It wasn't as if they had intentionally thought of what their rival would think, but hearing their admiration for it made their heart jump.
Hero pulled down the fur coat to cover whatever they could, "You're just saying that to distract me."
"Oh, I can assure you the only person here doing the distracting is you."
They bit their lip to counter the growing heat spreading across their cheeks, hoping that Villain had mistaken it for a reaction to the cold. They couldn't help themselves when they responded this way; it looked like for Villain, it would be their victory for now. Hero decided to leave the conversation hanging and sprint away instead, a relatively common behaviour they developed when Villain's advancements started getting to their head.
They shouldn't be feeling this way. It wasn't very honourable of them, especially since their sole job was to defeat Villain and protect whatever version of justice they saw as true. Yet, their heart still lingered in the air, searching for Villain's words even in the comfort of their own home.
Hero, now in their regular civilian clothes, retired to bed early. Only knowing whatever was ahead of them would only strengthen Villain's infatuation for them.
In the dark of the night, they lay in bed still contemplating Villain's words. Did their legs really look that presentable?
They lifted up their thigh and stretched out their sore muscles. It didn't look significant to them… Maybe it was all empty words, something to keep their mind at bay and to let Villain win.
Their heart paced rapidly as their eyes landed on the soft fabrics of their suit and the small boots sitting neatly inside their closet, hidden from any prying eyes.
Hero sat up and walked gently with soft feet; their cheeks still flushed from hours earlier. Behind the endless piles of clothes were their older boots. They never found them central to their uniform, but Villain did.
Carefully, they slipped them on and stood in front of a mirror. Their own eyes scan the change in their appearance. It was slightly attractive now that they thought about it for a bit.
Their heart nearly escaped their chest with the thought of returning to fight Villain and having them notice the obvious switch they've made.
In their head, Hero could already see it. The slight curvy smile and knowing eyes when they've only just arrived at the scene. They would rather die than imagine a scenario at all, even if their mind started to race with many other wonderfully intimate ideas that had them worked up.
"Deep breath." They sucked in some air and blew it back out to calm their nerves. Their hands were shaking. What was wrong with them? They didn't care about how their body appeared to anyone. Not even for Villain.
That's right.
They're only switching back because they always knew they wouldn't like their new boots anyway.
When it reached the time to make their first debut in their readjusted uniform, Hero had to run a series of conversations with themselves to push them into the spotlight. It wasn't a pleasant morning, but it wasn't a reason time to complain. The news did warn of heavy snow and sleet. It wouldn't get any better either as the season made its way deeper and deeper into winter.
Hero watched with eagerness as a familiar figure emerged from the heavy fog and walked effortlessly to their place.
The crunch of snow below their feet drew closer until they could hear their rival's voice between the whisps of the winds. "Lovely weather we're having, hm?" Their eyes pierced straight into their own and sent chills down their back. Hero was here for one thing: to stop Villain's advancement on the day's mission; they always caused chaos for whatever corruptable plan they'd conjured up for months before. There was also reason number two, but they weren't sure if they even wanted to admit to it yet.
Before they could get the chance to even mention or even hint at the change, Villain's gaze already coursed their way down their body and to their sleek boots.
They heard a short hum of approval, and as expected, a sly smirk worked its way up their face.
With their mind already set on formulating an excuse, Hero blurted out their thoughts, "I didn't do it for you, alright?"
"Okay…" Their irritating grin remained planted, unwilling to leave them alone. "Whatever you say, my love."
"I didn't!" They stomped their foot onto the ground as if mimicking a child. Their face felt like it was going to burst into flames.
"I believe you, Hero. There's no need to defend yourself." Even as they said that, they caught a small laugh at the end of their sentence, playing with them, "Just think it's a funny coincidence…" They pushed.
They pouted in response, their voice already too nervous to do all the talking, leaving it to their expressions.
"You look beautiful either way though, just so you know." They chuckled.
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anitalenia · 1 year
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━━━ .°˖✧ fake relationship ⋆˙⊹
꒰ঌ definition ໒꒱ 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ below you will find sub genres under this category, as well as some useful pairings for this trope. for educational writing purposes <3
note: several of these can also be used in other tropes as well, just depends on how you write it and interpret it.
╰₊✧ ゚OTHER LINKS . ྀི ⊹ masterlist | romance tropes |
taglist | prompt list | symbol packs | dividers page
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꒰ঌ group one ໒꒱
escort au / hire a sex worker to be your fake boyfriend or girlfriend | celebrities being together for publicity / marketing strategy | a character is trying to appear straight / this can be because family or friends don’t approve of sexuality | a character is trying to become a US citizen
꒰ঌ group two ໒꒱
a character is trying not to be deported | a character is showing up to a high school reunion and doesn’t want to look like a failure | a character wants to appear taken to discourage other people from making romantic gestures | a character wants to get overbearing family off their back about their love life
꒰ঌ group three ໒꒱
a character wants to make their real love interest jealous | a guy is saving a girl from being harassed in public by posing as her boyfriend | one person doesn’t want to go to a wedding alone | your friend already said you’d be their date without asking
꒰ঌ group four ໒꒱
each of them want to make their exes jealous | they’re playing a prank on other people | only dating a person because they want attention | a girl dating a guy her father doesn’t approve of | paying them to date you because you want to be popular too
꒰ঌ group five ໒꒱
fake dating as a disguise | two spies having to be pretend married at a party | two strangers under witness protection that are together | a peasant being the royals date to a ball | getting married with no real love between each other for the benefits (insurance, money, inheritances)
꒰ঌ group six ໒꒱
going to a family reunion and nobody knows you broke with your actual partner so you bring someone to play along as them | you’re not ready to tell family or friends that you two broke up so you fake it
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will update when I think of new ones. hope this helps if you’re not sure what story to tell but you want something new <3
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marragurl · 3 months
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Listen. I love Jing Yuan x Dan Heng. Jingheng, hengjing, I adore them all.
And I like the narrative that most agree on that Jing Yuan adored Dan Feng and fell in love all over again when he meets Dan Heng and now loves Dan Heng for being him and not Dan Feng.
Or like Jing Yuan loves Dan Feng but doesn’t act on it since Dan Feng and Yingxing have their whole thing going on and then there’s the angst of Dan Heng thinking Jing Yuan only loves him due to Dan Feng but Jing Yuan having to reassure/prove he loves Dan Heng even with his past feelings for Dan Feng.
BUT-
I am a SUCKER for the idea that Jing Yuan had no romantic feelings at all for Dan Feng.
Like picture it-
The first thing Dan Heng sees is Jing Yuan freeing him and “saving” him. My boy is down bad. This man has been researching the Luofu and by extent Jing Yuan constantly while he was running across the universe.
And then he actaully starts learning about the HQC and the drama of that whole friend group- including Jing Yuan and Dan Feng
Dan Heng constantly hearing/having dreams that seem to imply that Jing Yuan and Dan Feng had something going on (throw in Yingxing, it’s a three-way situation, make it more funny- tragic ). Blade doesn’t help this situation and Dan Feng’s shadow just grows insanely more and more over Dan Heng. Jingliu says some comments during her life changing field trip with Yanqing and now the Jing Yuan and Dan Feng relationship spirals into the cloud knights rumor mill as well aka Sushang def makes some comments when she meets up with Dan Heng later.
Throw in the fanfiction they seem to have on the Luofu and Dan Heng feels like he has no chance at all.
BUT ON THE OTHER HAND-
Jing Yuan has no idea that this has been happening.
That man was a goner as soon as he laid eyes on Dan Heng at Scalesgorge waterscape.
Like, Jing Yuan x Dan Feng was nothing more than a nice friendship and maybe something bro like. Maybe if they had more time (and Yingxing didn’t come rizzing up DF) they could have developed romance. All the rumors and events are blatant misunderstandings that have snowballed and spiraled way out of control and Jing Yuan has been busy mourning his BFFs and trying to lead the Luofu for the last who knows how many years to take care of his romance rumor mill.
But Dan Heng?
Jing Yuan is GONE
Dan Heng fell first but damn did Jing Yuan fall harder.
My man saw Dan Heng IL form, had a gay panic, reeled it in to go kick Phantylia’s ass, got princess carried, was nursed to health, saw Dan Heng and Bailu bond and saved their asses, AND saw Dan Heng base form, and went “yup. That’s the one. I will die for him. I will adore him. There is no one else. No discussion or argument.”
He’s the only one who constantly calls him by his current name, outside of that tense moment in Scalesgorge, Dan Feng is rarely mentioned, he does everything to make Dan Heng comfortable, I AM A SUCKER FOR JING YUAN NUMBER 1 DAN HENG LOVER
whenever someone or Dan Heng tries to bring up Dan Feng and their past relationship Jing Yuan just goes “??? Dan Heng is amazing, why are we talking about Dan Feng?”
Like there’s nothing else. Dan Heng is his first and only and Jing Yuan has no idea how to handle ANY of it.
Idk where I’m going with this, there’s just something so insane to me about the idea of Jing Yuan truly knowing both Dan Feng and Dan Heng but ONLY falling in love with Dan Heng. Just giving more food to thought about the Vidyadhara reincarnation system, a more concrete form of just how different Dan Heng and Dan Feng are from each other that someone who knows both fell in love with only one of them.
I just want the most blatant confirmation for Dan Heng that Jing Yuan truly only sees him and loves him for him, not because of Dan Feng.
I’ve been thinking about this for a while, is it obvious?
I think this has been marinating in my mind since that one side quest back in 1.3? Maybe 1.2? The one where the Vidyadhara guy is trying to woo the Xianzhou native girl and how he keeps falling in love with her in every life but she only liked the first few versions of him?
Anyways, something about that really got me thinking about long life, immortality, and how the whole point of reincarnation is that you’re a different person from the past and how the same person who’s known you each time will form different opinions and thoughts based on each new person.
Because that’s the whole point isn’t it? To be a whole new person?
I got way too philosophical for a post about me ranting about the complexities of Jing Yuan and Dan Heng falling in love
I am FERAL
(ALSO THE ANISHORT HNNNN WE WON BOIS)
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kaeyapilled · 1 year
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i love the hanahaki disease trope yet i can't bear to see the love be genuinely unrequited. do not question it
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recycledraccoon · 23 days
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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Dimension 20 (Web Series) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Adaine Abernant/Oisin Hakinvar, Adaine Abernant & Oisin Hakinvar Characters: Adaine Abernant, Oisin Hakinvar, Lucy Frostblade, The Bad Kids (Dimension 20), The Rat Grinders (Dimension 20) Additional Tags: most of these are mentions - Freeform, no beta's we die like lucy frostblade, Pre-Relationship, Pining, Possibly Unrequited Love, POV Second Person, Colored Text Summary:
Imagine you're a skinny little dragonborn wizard, in a class with a cute elven girl. You don't talk to her, but one of your adventuring party members is pissed thinking that party is getting preferential treatment, so you KNOW about her. You watch from the corner of your eye or from a spot on the back of the class whenever she's actually there.
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whorefordean · 1 year
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unrequited love prompts
1. “i thought i could learn to love you.”
2. “it’s tiring. loving you while you love her.”
3. “i’ll spend an entire lifetime trying to convince you we deserve this.” “I just don’t think i want it with you.”
4. “lie to me. tell me you love me. just this once.”
5. “i love you.” “well don’t.”
6. “if i waited could that maybe help.” “patience won’t change how i feel.”
7. “it was nice loving you when you didn’t know it. it was easier to imagine you loving me back.”
8. “i’ll wait for you.” “you shouldn’t have to.”
9. “i can’t keep watching you be in love with me. it makes me feel like a dick.”
10. “do you realize how in love with you i am?” “I wasn’t gonna mention it.”
11. “it’s embarrassing being this devoted to someone who can’t even entertain the thought.”
12. “it was so easy for you to leave.”
13. “i didn’t mean to lead you on.”
14. “it’ll take me a lifetime to get over you.”
15. “i’m so sorry…” “please don’t apologize! it’s not your fault i misunderstood.”
16. “i thought being friends would be enough, but i just can’t do it anymore. i’m sorry.”
17. “the heart wants what it wants even when it knows it can’t have it.”
18. “i know you’ll never feel the same way, but you don’t have to be a dick about it.”
19. “i read that completely wrong.”
20. “did you ever love me?” “…i tried to.”
21. “i’m seeing someone.” “oh…”
22. “maybe in another life.”
23. “we’re not dating. we’re just friends.” “maybe you should tell them that.”
24. “we want different things.” “i just want you.” “i know…”
25. “I knew from the first time i met you that I’d always love you.” “I don’t even remember meeting you, honestly.”
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mrsmiagreer · 11 months
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Patiently waiting for Erik to break my heart with a Character who’s in love with listener, but listener is in love with someone else (or the other way around)
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