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Come one, come all, and see the worlds most cursed person on the planet! That’s me trying to make light of this situation so an update for those who’ve seen my previous post, and apologies for not updating sooner.

I was administered to the hospital after passing out at work about a week ago. Apparently an issue with my iron and blood sugar was very low. Could be part of my mediations but have a follow up in a few days to have testing done. After being sent home, I had a sore throat the following day and the day after I wound up with awful tonsillitis, a sinus infection, and an ear infection. I was having issues breathing and was aspirating a ton trying to sleep, so they prescribed me antibiotics, a steroid and a breathing treatment/inhaler. Well… it just kept getting worse. I started getting profusely sick out of nowhere and couldnt keep food/water/my medication down, and nausea was so bad I was up two nights straight. My friend stopped by to check on me and insisted I go back to the hospital. First they gave me zofran for the nausea (what they give chemo patients) and they had to up me to ciproflaxin (used to treat anthrax because of how strong the antibiotic is) instead of my old one. After 5 days on it, I FINALLY feel better, and today is my first day back at work!

Cherry on top? First time I got profusely sick, while running to the toilet I wound up somehow dropping/chucking my phone and the screen broke and went black entirely. Thankfully I have a work phone and finally got corporate to allow me to download tumblr on here and FINALLY able to update. So with all of that said I cannot WAIT for this year to be over (come on burning goat, burn away all the evil bs for a smoother 2022, yuck).

Lastly, I’m sure many of you know, but my mom and dad died and I have no remaining family. I know it’s so close to Christmas so a lot of you are probably strapped, but if there’s any way you could reblog this or donate even a small amount it all adds up. I desperately need to fix my phone screen as I need that phone to verify myself at work for each application. I also missed 9 days of work so my check is going to be awful. I also will need help with either rent or heart medication and/or my phone bill. before I get paid again since this next check is going to be awful and only have a day and a half on it.

Again I know it’s the holidays, so I’m praying for a Christmas Miracle!!! My PayPal is paypal.me/jpd05, or you can message me on here for my Zelle info or my KoFi info. Of course reblogs are essential and SO appreciated, and again every small amount helps. I desperately need a miracle here. I’ll update as often as I can with any donations

December 20th, 2:45pm EST:

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Favourite Colour (2020)

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Here's a reminder to kill this fucker with no hesitation if you see them!

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This is why fat shaming can have tragic consequences.

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SO COLORFUL

it fascinates me that theres (probably) billions of species left undiscovered

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This Pride, don’t forget about us

ID: “This Pride remember to respect all trans people : Trans women who don’t shave with a drawing of a woman whit a yellow and pink beard, trans men who don’t bind, masculine trans women and feminine trans men with a drawing of a trans woman with short pink hair wearing a yellow baseball T-shirt holding hands with a trans man with a yellow crop top and short curly blue hair, fat trans people with the drawing of a fat trans woman with short white hair, dark skin and a pink cropped top, disabled trans people with a drawing of a wheelchair and a walking cane in the color of the trans flag, neurodivergent trans people with the symbol of the autistic community, trans people who are sex worker with a drawing of blue bra and pink underwear, poor trans people who can’t afford transition, trans people who aren’t out yet with a drawing of a closed door, trans people who don’t plan on transitioning, black trans people with a black fist holding a trans flag, and any trans people who isn’t white with multiple hands of different skin tones, muslim trans people with a drawing of someone wearing a hijab in the color of the trans flag, jewish trans people with a drawing of someone wearing a white shirt and a kippah in the color of the trans flag, non binary people even those who don’t identify as trans with the non binary flag, those whose identity you might not understand with the genderfluid flag, the agender flag, the demi gender flag and the genderqueer flag, trans people who don’t pass and don’t want to with a drawing of a trans woman with a beard and dark skin raising her fist, every pronouns with dialog box in which are different sets of pronouns, trans people of every identity with the gay flag, the lesbian flag, the ace flag, the bi flag, the pan flag and the aro flag, every trans person is beautiful and deserving of so much love so don’t forget the T.” End ID

P.S. : can someone tell me if I did the image description right cuz I have no idea

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yo. not sure who needs to hear this but your sexuality is still valid even if you haven’t dated anyone.

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Also gonna show off the last couple sets of pride stickers I made in case they’re more your speed THey’re all avaible in stickers and other products on my redbubble Here (potions) and here (blobs)

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I made some Gallifreyan pride icons :)

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People on here are so deranged like you’re always talking about a vampire or goth butch girlfriend but never about mermaids like. Pull your head out of your ass and get realistic about things ok? Remember fairies and lily pads? Yeah. Didn’t think so.

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Ello just passing spreading love ❤️🍓💋

This is so sweet omg

#anon asks

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so fucked up that like actually going to bed earlier and exercising and eating well and being kind to urself does actually make u feel a bit better. that is so messed up

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THIS I don't want Neo to talk. She’s disabled. She’s my favorite character bc she's so expressive and interesting. I think if they did have her communicate, it could be through ASL, but I far prefer her how she is bc there's nothing that needs to be "fixed." I like how she communicates through her illusions a hell of a lot more honestly

listen

A theory where Neo can talk is honestly upsetting me. It’s not because it will ruin her personality or character, but because I find it hella ableist. Neo talking is just for the sake of shock value and I don’t want that. Rwby is known to treat disabled characters more than just, “Oh look at me! I have a robotic arm, don’t you think it’s cool?”

People will say that Neo is not struggling, but that doesn’t mean she’s not disabled. Another example of disabled characters are Blake, Winter, Qrow and possibly others. 

So just hoping that they won’t go with that route where she talks, otherwise I’ll be mad.

#neo politan #rwby #rwby8 #blake belladonna #winter schnee #qrow branwen #rwby neo

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Date a cutie who is D/deaf

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I JUST FINSIHED THE RWBY FINALE SO HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS

-WHAT THE FUCK

-WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

-HJFAKLHGA

-PENNY BEING OFFED TWICE WAS NOT ON MY BINGO CARD, LET ALONE J A U N E BEING THE ONE TO DO IT. WE JUST GOT HER BACK I AM UPSET

-HOLY SHIT I knew there was gonna be a betrayal between Cinder and Neo, but I thought it was gonna be Neo double-crossing Cinder, not Cinder pulling  some Scar-esque “Long-live the king” shit. And Ruby pulled Neo down with her. I have an idea of where this will end up going

-They’ll probably have to work together to get out of the Abyss

-So much screaming from everyone. Ouch

-Fuck Harriet. I hate her entire character. She is entirely at fault for Zeki’s death due to her own damn stubbornness

-Was not expecting Jaune to fall as well, but this seems like it’s leading into the rest of the Achilles’ story, so I’m still on the “we’ll see Pyrrha again” train, even if it’s just her soul/aura. There’s so much potential

-I’m really not entirely convinced Cinder was the one who said “Jinn” last episode, because Neo never gave her the password, unless she texted it off screen, but Neo is canonically mute and according to the trivia “may or may not be capable of speaking,” but we’ve never heard her speak and that would be kind of an odd thing to have her speak and then go right back to muteness the next episode.

-Winter being the new maiden was a given, but now I’m worried she’s next on the execution list due to the “team RWBY ends up as the four maidens” theory

-Can Ironwood just fucking die already? Jesus Christ

-Cinder lied to Salem. This is definitely going to bite her in the ass. Just when I was starting to enjoy her character being given more depth. What the fuck does she think is going to happen?? Also her calling Salem “master” was really off-putting to me bc I think that’s the first time she’s done it, and I’m almost positive it’s a callback to her backstory episode

-I thought I was starting to like Cinder’s character but now I simply want her dead. Preferably with her own arrows

#rwby fandom #rwby spoilers #rwbyv8 spoilers #rwby volume 8 spoilers #cinder fall #rwby pyrrha #pyrrha nikos #jaune ark #rwby neo #neopolitan #team rwby #pennypolendina #penny polendina #winter schnee #weiss schnee #ruby rose #yang xiao long #Blake Belladonna

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IM IN SO MUCH PAIN AND IT'S ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH THE EPISODE

#rwby #rwby spoilers #rwbyv8 spoilers #rwby penny #winter schnee #penny polendina #rwby volume 8 spoilers #jaune ark

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Signed up for Rooster Teeth's free trial on First specifically to watch the finale bc I Cannot take the spoilers. I am ready to be destroyed.

#no i'm not #rwby #rwby spoilers #rwby fandom #rwby8 #rwby vol 8 spoilers #rwby penny