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Hongjoong: *sleep deprived* What if I made coffee with more coffee instead of water?

Seonghwa: *unplugging the coffee pot* What if you didn't?

#tried this once and it didn't taste that bad #don't recommend it tho unless you like bitter stuff #i am pretty addicted to caffeine but that made my whole body buzz #kinda liked it

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My skin is clear, my crops are flourishing , the sun is shining and life is good

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these past four months of my life i've been getting more and more into kpop... i don't really know much about the groups i listen to (some i've really gotten into but others i just like) but the process of me getting into kpop has been really interesting to me and i am going to make some posts talking about that mostly to see if anyone relates but also to get my thoughts out because no one i know irl listens to kpop

...well there is one guy but i don't really know him that much...

#kpop #guess who got into kpop #kpop boys #kpop girls #this blog is all over the place #this was supposed to be an anime fanfiction account #how did we get here #i was writing about erza scarlet and then my life took a turn #now i watch kpop edits and compilations and lose sleep over people i will never be able to meet

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I’ll say it before and I’ll say it again, yes romantica started off in a way that wasn’t ideal and yes it sucked, and Usagi has admitted that, more than once! But Misaki has told him that he didn’t see it that one. Usagi still feels bad about how their relationship started, you can tell, the two have grown so much as a couple and as people! Don’t come onto my blog to shit on them! Thanks!

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ok, but misaki's entire conflict with his brother, being worried about coming out and akihiko being willing to lose his best friend for the man he loves just really ruined me in the best way possible

my queer little heart can't take it

Dude the manga i started reading when i was 12 has finally solved it's major conflict. I'm slighty emotional please don't touch me. 😭

#junjou romantica #usagi x misaki #usami akihiko #takahashi misaki #pure romance #manga #sekaiichi and junjou #i cried so much last night #i still am #my heart cant take this #i love them so much

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i might be weird but sometimes i read posts about ships that i don't ship (which contain people of my ships with other people)

like i would never comment something mean or attack the shippers because they have every right to ship whatever they want but i like seeing their POVs even if i completely disagree with their takes

[don't get me wrong if i see people being toxic and bashing my ships as a way to make their ship look better i will either remove myself or politely ask them to stop - it's never okay to be toxic]

#some of my ships #victuuri #nalu #jerza #gruvia #gajevy #makoharu #reigisa #sourin #yatori #usagi x misaki #zukka #tokka #i actually enjoy most sokka ships #ladynoir #adrienette #marichat #ladrien #klance #mikayuu #ereri #jensen x nathaniel #takato x junta #asheiji #kuroko x kagami #kagakuro #niel x jensen #chuntaka

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so, i finished watching Dive To The Future last night and i found some posts that had spoilers about The Final Stroke, and generally i don't like reading spoilers, but if i like the (previous) ending i don't mind it.

i like how Dive To The Future ends. they are all happy, they all have dreams, they all know what they want to achieve. to me it's an open-for-interpretation ending. maybe kinjou beat the record. maybe rin could keep up with him. maybe ikuya made it. or maybe haru, after all that training, got first place. maybe they didn't. you can choose your ending. so i thought, i'll read the spoilers and see if i want to watch the movie. and i think i do want to.

this will be a look into haru based on those spoilers i've read so this post will be mentioning some things.

i feel for him. i get it. i get why he will blow up in the movie. i get why he will feel lonely. I get it.

what we've been told throughout the series is that haru is amazing when he swims. he is a prodigy. a genius. in the first episode of the first season he was looking forward to becoming ordinary. and then he found a dream that needed him to not be ordinary. and then, he swam against albert... and he saw kinjou and he realized fuck he isn't the only genius.

... that can be stressful, to say the least. to have been told your entire life you are amazing only to realize you aren't (i still think he is pretty amazing but he doesn't)... it can ruin you. it can make you doubt yourself and the people around you. were they lying? when they building you up, were they just being nice? have you been ordinary from the start?

i am a MakoHaru fan at heart, but when i was watching DTTF when haru lost to albert all I kept thinking was "he needs to talk to rin". because rin understands. rin knows what it's like to hit a wall and keep going. to think you are not great and to fight through it. to fail. HE KNOWS.

and he talked to rin. and he talked to makoto. and he kept going, even though after seeing kinjou and losing the 200m he could have just given up.

and then rin gives up?

like what the actual fuck? when i read that in The Final Stroke rin will tell haru that he is giving up and that ikuya will also give up i. got. livid. like hell they are. what do you mean?! after all that he fails once and just gives up? so he doesn't want to take on the world any more because in his first year he didn't get any metals? are you serious?

so far I've only failed at my dream but you aren't seeing me give up. i keep fighting and fighting and fucking fighting because that's my dream.

but alas. he gives up. (though i have a feeling after his fight with haru he will bounce back but whatever).

haru gets angry at rin. and at makoto. let's leave makoto to the side for now, we'll talk about him in a bit. as far as rin goes... from what i gathered haru tells him he will leave haru alone again. and i have to say... i am with haru on this one. like, let's look back into it, rin convinced haru to play as a team, then he left him to become an Olympic athlete, and then he came back to tell haru that he will give up and leave again. leaving haru to think it is his fault. and then he came back. and season one and two happened. and at the end of season two he decided to train in Australia but not before he showed haru how amazing his dream is. and they fought for their dreams and then they failed and instead of fighting again rin decides to give up and leave haru. again.

i don't exactly know what makes rin change his mind and give up and i don't exactly know what haru will tell him, but i am just saying haru being angry at him is... understandable.

as for makoto... i don't know... i have no idea what they fight about so i can't say whether i'm with haru on that one or not, though if it IS about makoto being one of the people that made him think he was extraordinary, i guess i can somewhat understand that...

#i swear i love rin #i just think he is a little stupid #free! movie #free! #haruka nanase #rin matsuoka #makoto tachinaba #makoharu #free! dive to the future #free! iwatobi swim club #free! the final stroke

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alright, so small little rant, but i first watched free! when i was getting into anime back in 2016. i watched the first two seasons and i think one of the movies, fell in love with it (Makoto Tachibana stole my heart and i will never get it back) but then life got in the way and school and studies and mental health and i kinda stopped thinking about it... well i kinda fell out of most anime/TV series that i loved...

but i've been getting my love for back and just yesterday i felt like watching some anime and i remembered free! and i rewatched all that I had seen and then I realized.... there was a third season.... and mOrE mOvIeS and now i see this and i am slightly losing my mind...

THIS BLOG IS COMING BACK FROM THE DEAD BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN EXCITED FOR THIS.

The story we all know and love it's finally coming to an end and although it's sad to say goodbye I can't wait to know what's the next step for the characters and story that I've loved for years.

The last Free!! Movie: Free!! The last stroke It's almost here and I couldn't be happier. It's going to be a two-part movie.

The first part it's supposed to premiere on September 27th 2021

The second part would premiere on April 22nd 2022

We'll just have to wait. Also we are coming closer to the 8th anniversary of Free!! I'll make sure to keep you updated about it.

#haruka nanase #free #makoto tachinaba #makoharu #free! #free! movie #free! iwatobi gay club #rin matsuoka #yamazaki sousuke #hazuki nagisa #rei ryuugasaki #Free! the last stroke #what have I come back to #I wasn't expecting this but I am thoroughly enjoying it #so much stuff to watch and enjoy #Makoto Tachibana has stolen my heart

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broke: makoharu isn’t canon

woke: makoharu isn’t canon, but i know they’re in love

bespoke: the interpretation that makoto and haru have romantic feelings for each other and are some way involved is not only valid, but also the actual canonical interpretation, given the textual and meta-textual evidence that distinctly pushes for this reading; the need for so-called “canon confirmation” in the form of a kiss or a “koibito” referral is a result of the homophobic rhetoric that we have internalized in fandoms that asks us to hold queer relationships to a higher standard than m/f relationships. in this essay i will

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I couldn't agree more! I remember back when I was first watching free! I used to get so frustrated and confused by RinHaru as a ship.

I mean, don't get me wrong, you can ship whatever you want if you like RinHaru as a ship better than MakoHaru that's fine, but is rivalry the best thing to have in a relationship? no. would it be fun in the bedroom? maybe. but having someone who constantly challenges you is so tiring and at the end of the day... not fun.

isn't someone who you are comfortable enough to be vulnerable so much better?

I saw a post (I think it was a tweet?) where someone said RinHaru is superior because only Rin can get an emotional reaction out of Haru

First of all, not true. Idk about you but I think Haru's reaction when Makoto told him he was going to Tokyo was pretty emotional [edit: I mean the whole fight before Makoto said it, after that it was just staring and fireworks]

Second of all, as much as I love intense rivalry and stuff, I also really love when characters who seem cold or rude get all soft around someone

For Haru, this usually happens with Makoto

For Rin, it's Sousuke

And I think being with someone who makes you feel safe enough to be soft and vulnerable is much healthier that being with your rival/friend who, as much as you love them, makes your blood boil

Just my personal opinion but I felt like I had to share it

#makoharu #free! #sourin #childhood friends to lovers is superior

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quarantine naps 🤍

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🤍twitter: @chiblnes

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natsu.exe has stopped working-

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twitter: @/chiblnes

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these two gives me so many feelings

♥️ Parallels ♥️

#im not crying you are #fairy tail #fairy tail manga #fairy tail anime #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #ft nalu #nalu #feelings #one of my otps #yes I have many #shipping

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Gajeel: Any tree can be a Christmas tree if you yell at your family around it

#me last Christmas as I was fixing up the tree with every member of my family arguing around me and my dog trying to give me kisses #gajeel continues to be a mood #fairy tail #fairy tail incorrect quotes #incorrect quotes #Gajeel Redfox #incorrect fairy tail quotes

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Gajeel: Is letting someone win at chess sapiosexual bottoming

Carla: Does anyone in this godforsaken guild ever think before they speak

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i got a little fanfictions notebook i'm like crazy with notebooks don't mind me and i was bored yesterday as i was outlining a fic and did this little chibi Erza

not really my best work but i haven't drawn in a while and i thought it was cute and wanted to share

#fairy tail #fairy tail jerza #anime #erza scarlet #jellal fernandes #erza x jellal #fairytail #fanfiction #fanart #cute chibi #cute erza is being cute #ft jerza #jerza #writer #fanfiction writer #fairytail fanfiction #fairytail fanart