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Nodus Tollens | Prologue
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yoongi x reader | pg15 | college au | angst | fluff | swearing | mentions of sex
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nodus tollens: n. the realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore—that although you thought you were following the arc of the story, you keep finding yourself immersed in passages you don’t understand, that don’t even seem to belong in the same genre—which requires you to go back and reread the chapters you had originally skimmed to get to the good parts, only to learn that all along you were supposed to choose your own adventure.
notes: following the series first love from yoongi’s pov
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The room is loud with chatter and laughter. Although the room is rather large, it’s hot with how much heat radiates from the bodies in here. He wants to return to the room, lie down, and forget the bullshit he experienced just hours ago. He’s finally free, free to do what he wants. Free from everyone and everything. Yet, he feels as though their nags and betrayal continue to linger at the back of his mind. Never leaving. As if he isn’t free, just continuing to live the life he was told to live.
What is he supposed to do?
Hoseok is saying something, but the words don’t reach Yoongi. He doesn’t want to be here. All these people chat away like they’re not going to forget each other when they’re allowed to return to their rooms. Yoongi would have preferred to get an apartment somewhere in the city, but Hoseok was so adamant about getting to dorm together that Yoongi felt like he couldn’t tell him “no”. So, here he is, trying to listen to his best friend, but instead, he’s tuning everyone out.
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clouditae · 11 months
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Nodus Tollens | Prologue
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yoongi x reader | pg15 | college au | angst | fluff | swearing | mentions of sex
word: 1.1k
nodus tollens: n. the realization that the plot of your life doesn't make sense to you anymore—that although you thought you were following the arc of the story, you keep finding yourself immersed in passages you don't understand, that don't even seem to belong in the same genre—which requires you to go back and reread the chapters you had originally skimmed to get to the good parts, only to learn that all along you were supposed to choose your own adventure.
notes: following the series first love from yoongi’s pov
chapter index
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The room is loud with chatter and laughter. Although the room is rather large, it’s hot with how much heat radiates from the bodies in here. He wants to return to the room, lie down, and forget the bullshit he experienced just hours ago. He’s finally free, free to do what he wants. Free from everyone and everything. Yet, he feels as though their nags and betrayal continue to linger at the back of his mind. Never leaving. As if he isn’t free, just continuing to live the life he was told to live.
What is he supposed to do?
Hoseok is saying something, but the words don’t reach Yoongi. He doesn’t want to be here. All these people chat away like they’re not going to forget each other when they’re allowed to return to their rooms. Yoongi would have preferred to get an apartment somewhere in the city, but Hoseok was so adamant about getting to dorm together that Yoongi felt like he couldn’t tell him “no”. So, here he is, trying to listen to his best friend, but instead, he’s tuning everyone out.
A hand taps his arm, forcing him to break from thought. Yoongi turns towards Hoseok. “I feel like we’re gonna need a sign or something that tells us not to come in the room when we have “company” over. Don't you think?” he questions, lowering his hands after using air quotes on the word company. 
“You plan to have company over?” Yoongi counters, an eyebrow raised. 
His friend shrugs in response. “You never know, but I was thinking more for you. I don’t wanna come back and see your bare ass, you know?” 
Yoongi’s expression deadpans. “Funny,” he replies.
“Oh! How about a sock?” Hoseok says, ignoring Yoongi’s practical death glare. 
“Texting is perfectly normal.” 
“That’s no fun,” Hoseok replies, frowning. “I want to have one of those moments where I’m walking down the hall and I see a sock. I’m distraught because I’ve had a long day and all I wanna do is lie down and sleep. What do I do? Where do I go?” At this point, Hoseok has the back of his hand against his forehead as if he’s distraught. “The only place I can think of is this room. Lay down on one of these chairs and sleep until my best friend comes to my rescue to inform me that he has finished his deed.” 
Yoongi rolls his eyes, shaking his head as he scans the room. The RAs are talking now. They’re mentioning something about alcohol. No alcohol this no alcohol that. No one is going to listen to them. Within the next hour, someone will be sneaking in a beer or two just to celebrate their freedom from their parents. Yoongi should be celebrating his own freedom from his parents, but there’s no point. He can travel as far away from them as he can, but they’ll always linger in his thoughts. Their words. Their criticism. 
“Does anyone have any questions?” 
Yoongi’s brought back from his thoughts once again. He looks toward the RAs at the back of the room, standing on a small stage where they are able to see almost everyone’s face. Their eyes scan the crowded room, looking to see if anyone is going to raise their hand or even look like they’re about to ask something. 
His own eyes scan the people around him. Many people are looking at anything but the RAs on the stage. It’s like they’re avoiding the eyes of their teacher who asked a question they do not know the answer to and do not want to be called on. There are slight whispers among the students as the RAs wait in silence. 
“I don’t understand why they decide to have this meeting separately from the meeting they gave yesterday. They should have said everything together in one meeting so that we don’t have to drag our asses all the way down here for something as boring as this,” Hoseok mutters, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. “I’m hungry as hell.” His eyes shift to Yoongi. “I’m probably going to head to buy some burgers. Want one?”
Yoongi nods his head towards the double doors that lead out of the MPR. Hoseok walks alongside Yoongi, the two walking past a few people leaving the room as well. “I can go for a burger,” Yoongi answers, his eyes scanning the room one last time. 
He’ll be spending four years living with these people. Some will stay in this building, others will move elsewhere so that they don’t live in the chaos that this dorm will bring. Friendships will be made. Relationships will begin but for Yoongi, nothing will happen. His friendship with Hoseok is all he needs. 
A brunette meets his gaze. A flirtatious smile graces her lips. His eyes scan her up and down. She’s wearing a sleeveless, turtleneck yellow crop top with black shorts. If she’s in the mood, maybe they both can fulfill their needs sometime this week. 
His eyes look ahead of him as he follows Hoseok out of the room. The two make their way up the flight of stairs towards the third floor. As he reaches the second floor, making his way toward the next flight of stairs, before continuing up, he glances down the hall where two people are standing halfway down the hall talking to one another. A girl with strawberry blonde hair is talking enthusiastically as if she’s telling the best story of her life. But it’s not her that is catching Yoongi’s attention. It’s the person next to her. The quiet girl nodding her head at the words her friend is telling her. 
He saw her yesterday in the MPR. He was looking around the room before his eyes landed on her. She looked flustered as the same strawberry-blonde friend laughed at her. The RAs begin the meeting and everyone’s attention is on them. Except for Yoongi’s. His eyes remain on the girl across the room. He doesn’t know why he can’t take his eyes off her, but there’s something telling him to not look away. It’s when she looks his way that he feels something unfamiliar in his chest. She looked away just as quickly when she glanced his way. He wants her to keep looking at him, yet he doesn’t know why. 
“You coming or what?” Hoseok interrupts Yoongi’s thoughts. He nods toward his friend, giving her one last glance before continuing up the steps. 
His story is already set and stone. No one can change it. Not even him. She will be nothing more than a background character for his shitty life. Maybe she’ll be a small distraction when he needs it.
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clouditae · 11 months
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True Love’s Kiss Chapter Index
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the entire series is pg15 please read each warning at your own discretion
last updated: 10/14/2021
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Prologue | mentions of death
01 | swearing 
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clouditae · 11 months
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it’s a very special day! we would like to wish one of our very own pollinators a super duper happy birthday! we hope you have a buzz worthy time ivory @clouditae 🐝 🍯 thanks for being a part of our hive!
~ from all of us at bts honey hive
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clouditae · 1 year
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taegi with 4oe
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clouditae · 1 year
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Who would win: SVT’s 98z or one (1) moth?
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clouditae · 1 year
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he’s so precious ♡
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clouditae · 1 year
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not jungkook literally laughing when someone asked him if he got “scolded” by the company 😆(trans. cr.jjk_times and vmination)
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clouditae · 1 year
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First Love is such an amazing series!!❤️ Did Yoongi tell his ex gf to never contact him again when Oc caught them because she had kissed him?😱 So happy Oc put her in her place😏😌
As to what yoongi said to Sam, it's up to your imagination. I like to imagine he cussed her out a lil for doing what she did or something lol.
And yes, I'm happy she did put Sam in her place 😌
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clouditae · 1 year
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Hello, I just wanted to know if you were planning on writing some drabbles about the First Love couple, no pressure of course, I’m just asking if you ever thought about it 👀
Hello! I haven't thought about drabbles for the series, but I'll keep it in mind. As of right now, I don't have anything planned for the series.
But thank you for the idea!
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clouditae · 1 year
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i had a dream about bang yongguk. best dream of my life.
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clouditae · 1 year
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jimin knows what he’s doing and hobi is excited about it (cr. @jung-koook)
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clouditae · 1 year
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221106 - yoongi on instagram: 🙃
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clouditae · 2 years
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Slow. Dirty. Wet.
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Seokjin x reader | 18+ | oneshot | collab | friends to lovers | college au | fraternity | carwash | smut | fluff | oral sex | unprotected sex | dirty talk | bondage | blindfold | choking | dom | sub | cursing
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part of the hot boy summer collab
When Seokjin stops by your convenience store to buy his typical snacks, he’s such a friendly and funny person. When you stop by the beta tau sigma’s car wash, he’s a completely different person, and inside the office of that car wash, he shows you how different he really is
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“Good morning, Y/N,” Seokjin says, the bell ringing as he opens the door, the bell ringing once more as the door closes behind him. “Having a good morning I hope,” he adds, smiling his typical huge smile as he walks down the second aisle where his favorite bag of chips will be. He usually stands in front of the variety of chips looking, as if he’s deciding on which one he wants the most when he always chooses the same one. 
You check the time on the computer screen in front of you; fifteen past eleven. “Good morning,” you reply, eyes traveling back to him as he makes his way to the back of the store for his Sprite. 
He makes his way over towards you at the front, eyes scanning other foods he might want to buy as well. As usual, he takes nothing and stops in front of the counter, placing his items in front of you. You grab the chips first, showing the barcode to the scanner, hearing a beep before going for the Sprite. 
“Easy day?” he asks, fishing in his pocket for his wallet most likely. 
“So far,” you answer, handing him back his snacks for the day. You tell him the price and add, “Heading to class?”
He gives a happy smile as he replies, “Got canceled, so I’m heading towards the carwash.”
You frown in confusion, opening the cash register to put the money in. “Carwash?”
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clouditae · 2 years
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First Love | Epilogue
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Yoongi x reader | 18+ | college au | tattoo artist au | fluff | mild undressing
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You first saw him in the multi-purpose room. Later learn his name, and on your third year, as he becomes your neighbor, you discover his lifestyle. Knowing your crush on him was nothing but that, you wanted to find the courage to look for love. Asking your friend for help, you’re pointed in the direction of the expert. Your neighbor, Min Yoongi
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couldn’t finish this without an epilogue :)
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“How much further?” you can’t help but ask for what seems like the thousandth time. You can’t help it, you haven’t been home in a year, and you feel all sorts of emotions every time you pass a street sign you think is the one you’re going down. You’re always proven wrong.
“Almost there, Miss,” the driver says, a smile displaying on his chapped lips. You watch him as he glances at you in the rearview mirror. “You seem nervous,” he laughs, making a right turn onto another street. 
“It’s obvious?” You can’t help but feel embarrassed. 
The man chuckles. “Very…” he trails off, waiting for you to give him your name, you assume.
“Oh, uh Y/N,” you tell him, giving a polite smile as he turns left on to another street. As you stare out the window, looking out at the cold December night, you notice how much the buildings look like they should be in a mushy romantic movie. Snow falling and the lights shining brightly.
“Well, Y/N,” he begins, letting go of the wheel with one hand to scratch the back of his head, “it’s understandable to be nervous, but there is always a bright side.” 
“And what might that be?” you question, your hands smoothing over your jeans.
“You’re home,” is all he says. You laugh quietly as you feel your body relax a bit more.
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clouditae · 2 years
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Butter Motion Clip | cr: namuspromised  
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clouditae · 2 years
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the perfect ariel💜💜
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