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darbuckle21 · 6 months
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Night Night Metal Man
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Tony and I met through Shield when the Avengers were first being formed. I was there from the beginning, I witnessed every scandal, every battle I was by his side. Lady Liberty and Iron Man we were unstoppable. I was there when Pietro died, I held Wanda as she sobbed. I even learned some sign language from Clint during our time undercover. Always by his side, even if it meant betraying my beliefs.
So when someone had to fake the fall for the aftermath of Sokovia that also fell to me. Fury needed a scapegoat. and Tony had too much to lose. So I took the blame and published an official account of what "happened". I lied and said I was reckless and caused most of the damage, though the videos from the battle that was currently all over the media said otherwise. I was the only one who even tried not to leave the city in ruins. I even went back to help rebuild the city, but I didn't even get a thank you. Not from Tony or Fury, not from anybody. So imagine my anger when I am called back from Sokovia to discuss The Sokovia Accords. “ 117 countries want to sign this! 117 Sam and you're just like no it's cool we got it” Rhodey argues while I sit with Steve reading the Accords.
“Tony, you're being uncharacteristically unhyper verbal” Nat voices calmly. “He's already made up his mind” I huff flipping the page. “Boy you know me so well” he rolls his eyes sitting up. “ actually, I’m nursing an electromagnetic headache” he began making himself a cup of coffee. “That's what's going on, it's just pain” I now pause to look up at him. “It's discomfort, who's putting coffee grounds in the disposal! Am I running a bed and breakfast for biker gangs?” reflecting always reflecting, I know him better than most people in this room. I can tell he knows the team is falling apart. He pulls up an image “Oh that's Charles Spencer by the way, he's a great kid, computer, engineering degree 3.6 GPA had a floor-level gig intel plan for the fall. first, you wanna put a few miles on his soul before he parked it behind a desk. See the world, maybe be of service” he pauses and I can see the regret in his eyes. “He didn't want to go to Vagas or Fort Lauderdale, which is what I would do, or Pairs or Amsterdam which sounds fun. He decided to spend his summer building sustainable houses for the poor. Guess where Sokovia”
That's when everyone else finally understands we didn't just ruin buildings and demolish the place. We killed innocent people in gruesome awful ways. In a way, we are no better than the people we fight. I realized this when I went back to help rebuild. You can rebuild a building but you can't rebuild a life. The people there will never be the same. “There's no decision-making process here, we need to be put in check! Whatever that takes I'm game, if we can’t accept limitations we are boundaryless and no better than the bad guys.” I can see everyone is still torn. Then Steve speaks “Tony, someone dies on your watch you don’t give up” he has a point but so does Tony I fall into deep thought as they continue to debate. “If we sign this we forfeit our right to choose” I voice what everyone else is thinking. Steve nods continuing my point “This panel sends us somewherewe didn't think we should go, or there's somewhere we need to go, and they won't let us. We may not be perfect but the safest hands are still our own” I nod looking at everyone else. “If we don't do this now, it's gonna be done to us later, that's the fact. That won't be pretty” he finishes. “You're saying they'll come for me” Wanda voices flatly. “We would protect you” Vision gives Wanda a soft look.
“Maybe Tony is right, if we have one hand on the wheel we can still steer” Nat reasons. “Arnt you the same woman who told the government to kiss her ass a few years ago?” Sam crosses his arms as he makes his point. “We would be puppets” I huff frustrated. “I'm just reading the terrain” I hear Steve’s phone vibrate before he quickly makes his leave. “Look, guys, I'm not gonna sit here and take Steve or Tony's side” I Huff looking up at them. They seem to be confused as to where I'm going with this “I'm done, I quit. I'm tired of being your guy's scapegoat, I'm not your mother. In sick and tired of being the only one trying to hold this team together.” I grew angrier and angrier as I spoke. Nat gives me a sympathetic look along with Wanda “Don't contact me about The Avengers again” I finish as I walk through the door.
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After watching Tony hold Peter as he crumbled into dust. I grew numb, I didn’t care weather I lived or died. Which I guess is a good thing when you’re trapped in the middle of space running out of food and oxygen with no way home. At first Tony was all jokes, trying his best to make things better for others. Classic Tony putting everyone else before himself. I on the other hand locked myself in a small room on the ship and didn’t talk to anyone. Nebula and Tony went to sleep I’d go and check on them. That’s all I did. Till one fateful night I decided I couldn’t avoid Tony forever, it was probably our last night with oxygen so I figured I’d make amends. “Hey Tones” great softly as I struggle my way closer to Tony who looks just about as rough as me. He nods in reply not bothering to look over from the window. “The stars get old after awhile huh?” I ask softly. “Yeah, never thought I’d miss earth” he jokes. “Tony?” I ask looking down at my feet. He looks up at me “yeah?” I take a breath before continuing “are we gonna die tonight?” I ask and he only nods solemnly. “I don’t wanna die alone” I whisper softly it was an unspoken question really. He pats the spot next to him and I take it happily. “I never got to say sorry for what happened after the accords” he mutters and I lean my head on him “your forgiven if you forgive me for switching sides, I’m sorry but I couldn’t sit back and watch” he nods at my words “it okay, I understand, I was never mad” he responds. “I’m getting sleepy now Tony” I whisper my eyes gently closing. A silent tear falls down his cheek “me too” he whisper back. “Night night metal man” this is it, my life is coming to an end. At least I’m not alone and the view is nice besides I’ll be dying in my sleep, I’m getting a peaceful death. There’s a bright light but I don’t have the strength to open my eyes. Tony shakes me gently “hey, wake up- we’re saved wake-” his breath is wheezing and he can barely talk but I don’t have the strength to care I’m so sleepy. I’m barely conscious when I’m carried out the ship. My eyes open briefly looking at Tony as Steve helps him down the stairs. Then I go back to sleep again. The next time my eyes open I’m in the hospital surrounded by machines. Thor is the only other person in the room, he’s sat on a chair a furious look on his face. A nurse rushes in as I rip off the IV and the many other cords I’m hooked up too. She pushed me back down into bed as Thor stood to inform the team I’m awake. “Let me go!” I scream at the nurse. She only shakes her head explaining she’s only here to help, but that doesn’t matter. Nothing matters everyone’s gone, Peter, Sam, Dr Strange, Thanos whipped out half of all living creatures. Why was I lucky? Why not me? “Let me go!” I continue to scream as the nurse places an oxygen mask over my face to help me breathe. I continue to try to fight her off me but my attempts weaken as I give up collapsing against the pillows as Steve walks in the door.
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darbuckle21 · 11 months
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Time to myself
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Your steps are as quiet as possible so you don’t wake anyone. You slowly open the front door surprised when the lights are still on and the boys are still up. “Your back” Sodapop sighs in relief as he runs up sweeping you into a hug. You nod your head not understanding why he was so stressed. “You can’t just leave like that you know” Darry snapped from his spot on the couch. You had been staying with your boyfriend Sodapop for a couple months now and you understand why they are so stressed but your stressed too. “I appreciate that you all care so much but, I needed time to think so I went for a walk” you defend yourself quickly. “He’s right you know, you should’ve told us” your boyfriend whispers no longer hugging you but still right in front of you. “I’m not a kid!” You huff angrily. Ponyboys eyes widen in shock your usually very patient you have to be to put up with them. “Look no offense but I’m not gonna get in trouble I know to stay away from the Socs I’m not stupid!” Darry is fuming. “Are you implying that he’s dumb!” He yells standing up and walking over but Soda stands between you two putting a warning hand on his brothers chest. “Whatever” Darry huffs slamming the front door and hopping in his truck. “I wasn’t saying that Ponyboy” you softly whisper looking him in the eyes. “I know you weren’t but Darry just has a temper” he smiles before leaving to head to bed. You turn to your loving boyfriend letting your head fall to his chest. “I’m sorry I scared you I just needed time to myself after Dally” he can tell your on the verge of tears. “I’m not mad” he comforts he could tell that you were worried about that. “I love you” he smiles softly kissing your forehead and dragging you to bed were you cuddled all night. The next day you and Darry sat down and explained yourselves and hugged it out.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Shopping Spree
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TW: Fem!Reader-NSFW
“Honey! Look, it’s Victorias Secret!” I smile tugging the grumpy brunette with me. “This is a serious we need food” he grumbles looking around the vacant mall. “Please? Mr Dixon won’t you take me shopping?” I beg giving him my best pouty face. “Fine” he huffs taking my hand as I lead him farther into the mall. I lead him into the lingerie store smiling at the untouched look. “It’s like it was before” I smile looking around before stopping at the section of bras. I pull out a black laced bra looking at the tag. “Does this look forty bucks worth to you?” I ask handing it to him. He chuckles taking it in his hands “don’t worry I’m payn' ” he says forcing a smile out of me. “Ohh well in that case” I grab his jacket pulling him into the dressing room areas. “Sit” I command pushing him onto the bench with my hand. “Don’t go makin' blush” he whispers kissing my cheek. “I’ll try” I giggle walking into the changing room closing the curtain. I slide my pants down followed by my underwear. I grab the matching underwear to the bra sliding them up. I go to take off my shirt to change into the matching bra. Then I got an idea, “Hey, can you help me get this off?” I ask teasingly. I here him stand slowly setting down his crossbow before slowly opening the curtain. “Your gon' be the death of me” he huffs stepping closer to me. I smile looking down his growing bulge. “Am I? Maybe you should teach me a lesson?” I giggle pulling him close by his belt loop. He smiles leaning in to kiss me softly. He pulls away bringing his hand to my cheek looking me in my eyes. “I love you” he huffs rubbing my cheek. “Then show me?” I huff rubbing my thighs together. He removes his hand from my cheek pulling away to pull off his clothes. Leaving him in only his boxers when I pull away pulling off my top my bra following suit. He exhaled sharply as he looked at me up and down. He steps closer running his hands over my body while he leaves marks all along my neck. He begins to grind into me while he does this, while all I can do is moan as I become more and more desperate for him. “Please?” I plead desperately begging him to do more. “What da' need?” He teases lips parted and slightly swollen. “More” is all I mutter before he’s in action. He slides down my body till he’s on his knees holding me steady against the wall with my thighs on his broad shoulders. He tears off the black lace separating him and me before he begins to eat me out like I’m the only meal he’s got. “Fuck” I moan desperately hands griping his hair like a vice. He grunts in response sending vibrations running through me. Soon enough I’m cumming crushing his head desperately. When I’m done riding out my high he sets me down gently. Still on his knees he looks up at me face glistening. “I love you” he grunts kissing my thigh. “I love you more” I smile running my hands through his messy hair.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Suicide Hotline
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Tw: Mentions of suicide, Depression, PTSD and more!!!!!!
Read at your own risk!!
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You were on your way home stepping into your apartment building. That’s when you hear soft sobs, causing you to turn in the stairwell seeing your boyfriend curled into himself in the corner. “James?” You ask cautiously approaching the sobbing brunette. “Sargent James Barnes, 32557037” he whispers staring down at his hands. “James it’s me, Y/N” you slowly take a seat next to him. He looks around frantically for a couple of seconds before looking at your face. Luckily this seemed to be a less intense PTSD attack than usual. He wipes his tears angrily burring his head into his knees. “Fuck, sorry doll, give me a second” he mutters quickly yet still using a light tone with you. “I’m right here take all the time you need” you comfort softly holding out your hand for him to take when he’s ready. You both sat like that for awhile before he eventually pulled himself up and headed upstairs to your shared apartment. You’d never know but he was close to jumping off the side of that railing. He was over the stupid flashbacks he had seemingly random. His therapist told him to write down when he has what she called an episode and why. He doesn’t get the point of it but if it helped him heal mentally he’d do anything. The following visit to his therapist he told her about his thoughts when running out of your apartment. She recommended him write down a number to call next time he felt this way. It’s called a "suicide hotline" this one specifically was for veterans. He was so ashamed that he hid it from you. He didn’t want you to know just how broken he really is. In his eyes you don’t deserve that, you do t deserve to deal with him or his problems. So that dreadful day when you found it he was so anxious and embarrassed. You comforted him immediately letting him know it’s okay he has those thoughts, and your proud he’s getting help. This of course made him cry harder, "his precious doll"
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Winters coming
Mob! Bucky Barnes X reader
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Crime Family: Avengers
The Don: Tony Stark
The Underboss: James Barnes
The Consigliere: Steve Rogers
The Capos: Natasha Romanoff - Clint Barton -Bruce Banner
The Soldiers:  Wanda Maximoff - Vision - Peter Parker - Sam Wilson -
Info: Y/N is used- Cussing- Fem! Reader- mentions of violence
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His life all dark and bland until he met you. He was out to eat in a restaurant Tony owned. He was there for "business" along with Steve. That’s when he met you, you were the waitress serving them. You had the brightest smile he has ever seen. How did you end up working here? He wonders watching as you set down the food they ordered. “Last but not least the chicken parm for you! May I refill your drink?” You ask smiling as he nods his head. “Bourbon, and may I get some extra sauce?” He asks flashing you a charming smile. You nod your head grabbing his glass. By the time the meeting ends he is tired and annoyed, but at least you were a small light in his boring evening. He couldn’t stop thinking about you the whole time, and eventually decided he would ask to you out. He stuck behind waiting till you came back over asking if he needed anything else. “Is there anything else I can do? Desert?” You offer smiling as you clear away the left over plates. “Yes actually, as you can see I’m very lonely is there anyway you could keep me company?” He questions messing with the ring on his pinky. “Sure I have a couple tables to clean off first then I’ll be right over” he smiles as you walk away quickly finishing picking up. He watches as people leave and it’s just the two of you. Then you return with a big piece of apple pie and two forks. “All we have left right now so I figured we could share, if you don’t mind?” You explain sitting across from him. He smiles taking a fork stabbing the pie and plopping it into his mouth. “So, what’s your name?” You ask mouth full of pie. “James, but my friends call me Bucky” You then introduce yourself and by the time you finish the pie and wash the plate it is well past sun down. “Thanks for the great ending of the night Bucky” You smiles pulling your Jacket closer to your cold body. “Doll, you sure you don’t want me to call an Uber?” He worries as you shake your head. “I don’t live far, I’ll be fine” he shakes his head not believing you. “It’s freezing cold and it’s the middle of the night, I’m walking you home” you can tell by his tone this is not a question it’s a fact. “Here take my coat, that thin Jacket isn’t gonna keep you warm” he takes off his thick warm coat putting it over your shoulders so you can slide your arms through. “So, why’d you move here?” He asks meeting your surprised eyes. “How’d you know I’m not from here” you ask confused and slightly amused. “It’s the middle of winter and all you brought is a small jacket” he laughs kicking a rock. “Wow you must be some kind of all knowing witch” you tease. “Wait wait wait, guess what number I’m thinking!” You shout making eye contact with him trying not to blink. “Hmmm, let’s see your thinking of the number four” he smiles as he plays along. “Nope, guess your not as cool as I thought” you fake a frown. “Don’t frown doll!” He laughs. “Hmm maybe you can make me smile again?” You fake pout crossing your arms. “Would a piggy back ride make you smile again?” You immediately nod your head. He bends slightly so you can climb on. Once on his back you point down the block towards your apartment. “Forward my loyal knight!” To on lookers it looks like two childish friends walking home, but to him? It’s like he’s dreaming, he’s never been happier than in this moment with you. “It’s the one on the corner” you point out as he slowly lets you down. “And the loyal knight dropped off the princess at her castle where he asked her on a date” he smiles as you giggle. “The princess says yes and gives the knight her number” you play along pulling out your phone and showing him your info. He watches as you then walk into your apartment only leaving once you made it inside safe.
“Bucky this place is so cute!” You giggle as you pet the cats circling your legs. He was determined to keep you out of his business life at all costs, and he is going to do this the old fashioned way. “I figured you’d like it” he laughs as a all white cat continues to try to reach you from its spot on a couch. Only to fall off landing on the hard floor of the cat cafe. “Awh poor kitty” you giggle as you pick up the small kitten. “It says her name is Alpine” Bucky smiles petting the cat. The two of you spent about an hour drinking coffee and letting the small kitten you’ve both come to love. Eventually Bucky gives in and adopts the cat. You could not be happier with his decision. After a couple months of dating you guys made it official. Your favorite moments were spent together with the kitten watching movies. Sometimes he would even come to your apartment after work and let you comfort his stress levels with a massage. Bucky’s life was going great till he began to notice familiar faces around your apartment and at your job. He always wrote it off as his paranoia until he saw him talking to you. Zemo stood outside your job sharing a cigarette with you as he laughed at something you had said. All Bucky saw was red, but he practiced self restraint by not killing Zemo on sight. Instead he waited till Zemo stopped at the gas station that night and left him a little "gift".
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Need me? Beg
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Info: fem reader-cussing- use of Y/N
“Prisoner 1035 be nice” the guard warns over the intercom. “I’m always nice sir” I smile at the camera In my cell. I hear the door open followed by footsteps. “Took me awhile to find you” Stark teases. “Well as you can see I’m a busy woman” I smile sarcastically waving my hands around my cell. “what do you want Stark” I smile looking him up and down. “Can’t I be here to visit an old friend?” He asks sticking his lip out pouting. “Not anymore, not after last time sorry Stark” back away returning to my previous position. “Is this all you do now? Yoga?” He teases clearly checking me out while I hold my plank. “What do you want?” I growl out annoyed. “I need your help” he mumbles. “What’s in it for me?” I huff still in a plank. “Your release” he smiles holding the key to my cell in hand. “Has it been that long that you’ve forgotten who your talking to?” I stand up walking closer to the bars. I reach into my pants pulling out the same key. “You can do better than that Stark” I tease. “Your really gonna make me say it” he huffs rolling his eyes while I nod. “Please I need you” he pleads. “Okay fine” I smile. ———————————————————————
“who’s she?” The man I recognize as War Machine asks Tony who smiles as he gestures for me to sit at the table full of hero’s. Namely The Black Panther,Vision, Black Widow, and War Machine or also known as the iron patriot. “This is my old friend Y/N also known as Lady Revenge” he explains as I smile coyly at the new faces. “She’s leveled entire hydra bases and killed countless of human traffickers, she was on the run for awhile before being caught by SHEILD and put in the raft” The red haired woman fills in a concerned War machine. “Ah so we fight one criminal with another, you are dumber than you look Stark” Black Panther teased causing me to laugh. I listen intently as Tony explains the plan and what happened before I arrived. The more I listen the more angry I become. He must be desperate if he thinks I would ever choose him over the real victim in this scenario. I bite my tongue though trying to make it less personal. This has nothing to do with me it’s just a favor for a friend. I tell myself as we prep for battle. ———————————————————————
“Wow, it’s so weird how you run into people at the airport, don’t you think that’s weird?” Stark asks the man I’ve come to know as Rhodey who replies with “definitely weird”. I smile as I float down landing on the ground with a wave. “Hear me out, Tony that doctor, the psychiatrist he’s behind all of this” Rodgers reasons as T’Challa jumps down joining us. “Captain” he greats and Rodgers turns replying “your highness”. Tony now impatient continues “anyway, Ross gave me 36 hours to bring you in, that was 24 hours ago. Can you help a brother out?” Captain only responds with “your after the wrong guy”. “Your judgement is askew, your old war buddies killed innocent people yesterday” Tony is now serious. “And there are five more just like him, I can’t let the doctor find him first, Tony. I can’t” he pleads. I bite my tongue as Natasha mutters “Steve, you know what’s about to happen, so you really wanna punch your way outta this one?” She asks pleading with his eyes. I grow more and more irritated by the second, these people don’t get it, maybe it was the fact I had similar things happen to me cause of Hydra. I don’t know whatever it is that separates me from them, it is making more irritated by the second they don’t understand. “God damn it, sorry Tony I really did try but” I smile sadly as I walkover to Rodgers side. “Fine, underoos!” Tony shouts a kid in a red suit webs Rodgers hands together causing the shield to fly in the air. The kid catches it landing on top of the helicopter. “Nice job kid!” Tony smiles. “Thanks, I could’ve stuck the landing a little better it’s just, new suit. Wait! It’s nothing Mr Stark! It’s perfect thank you!” Tony interrupts telling the kid they don’t need a conversation. “Okay, Cap- Captain! Lady Revenge! Big fan, I’m Spider-Man” he waves I smile waving back, poor kid doesn’t deserve to get sucked into all of this. “You’ve been busy” Captain informs dryly. “And you’ve been an idiot dragging in Clint, "rescuing Wanda" and now you have her” Tony scolds. “Look Tony, you don’t get it okay? I’ve been there! I’ve been trapped by them! You think I was born like this? A freak?!” I yell angrily.  Suddenly Captain lifts his tied hands and an arrow flys through then breaking them. Then a man in a metal suit appears out of nowhere grabbing the shield and returning it to Rodger. That’s when the fight breaks out. I have no idea what Captains plan is but I try holding off The spider kid. ———————————————————————“hi! I’m Y/N” I smile reaching back from the passenger seat holding out a hand to the unfamiliar guy in front of me. “James Barnes” he greats I smile. “You know we aren’t on the side of the law with this one?” Steve asks from the drivers side. “What else is new? You’d think they would thank me for what I did? I mean those hydra fuckers deserved it” I smile looking at him. “Where did Stark find you?” Steve asks smiling. “Raft” I giggle turning on the radio. “How do you guys know each other?” James questions. “Me and Tones? He’s Locked me up bunches it’s real fun” now the two men look a little frightened. “What did they do to you?” James sympathizes. “You know what they did, I can see it in your eyes” I reply dryly. “I’ve never been in a quinjet before” I smile to myself. “Steve? I don’t know if I’m worth all of this” the brunette questions. “What you did all of those years… it wasn’t you. You didn’t have a choice.” The blonde comforts. “I know, but I did it” he replies glumly. I turn my seat facing him “I’ve only heard stories from my old cellmate back at the raft about you, he was obsessed with the howling commandos, but from what I’ve heard and from what I’ve seen you are a good guy, I know what it’s like you know? I’m not crazy” I finish the rest of the ride is silent until we get there. ———————————————————————
“how’ed it go?” Sam asks from his cell across from me. “We went to an abandoned Hydra facility long story short Tony showed up Steve and James Fought him but I couldn’t, turns out this mad man named Zemo was behind it all James and Steve ran leaving Tony for dead. I then helped Tony home and caught Zemo and get thrown in here” I finish. “Wow” Clint huffs. “Tell me about it, save the man you love get thrown in raft! At least I get the same cell” I giggle. Just then Tony walks in “if it isn’t Stark? Thought you locked us away and threw away the key?” Clint huffs. I turn away not looking at him, I cant not after what he did. “I’m sorry sweetheart, is that what you want me to say? Huh want me to beg again?” He pleads with me. I shake my head refusing to turn to face him. “No, I get it I understand your anger, he killed your parents, they left you for dead, but I didn’t okay? I love you Tony I always have and all I get back is this” I huff angrily. “I’m gonna get you out of here okay?” He pleads. “We both know they never could contain me” I huff. “I’m sorry, please forgive me?” Tony begs softly “You say that every time, this time Tony, im not listening!” I yell and he backs away before eventually leaving. He didn’t come back again after that no did. Until Steve walks right in breaking the walls of our cells freeing us.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Hello! I hope your day is going well <3
Can I ask you for Slashers (especially Brahms) with an S/O who was a therapist and wants to help them?
Brahms
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“Brahms, I was a therapist before all of this” I plead while he huffs shaking his head. “Brahms I love you, but you need help” I plead kissing his cheek. He eventually gives up giving you a look that says fine. “Yay! I promise you we are both gonna benefit from this, okay?” He doesn’t reply only smiling little do you know he never intends to open up about his past or anything for that matter, but he’ll lie to see you smile.
Vincent Sinclair
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The fact that you were not only willing to stay with him in this little crappy city, but to give up your job as a therapist. He would be a fool to say no, he knew he needed help. Maybe he could even get Bo to talk to you. You were so gentle and kind when you first began asking questions. Eventually he tells you about his childhood and the rude comments people make about his scars. You couldn’t be more understanding but when it came down to it you never approved of the killing.
Stu Matcher
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“Stu, Stu, Stu” you hum into the phone looking at him through the glass of separating the two of you. “Y/N! It’s been years!” He smiles brightly. Of course his crazy and beautiful smile has never changed. “Come to visit your favorite ex?” He asks clearly still in love with you. “No I came, because I want you to get help Stu, I knew you before Billy roped you into his crazy plan” he shakes his head. “It was stupid huh?” He giggles amused. “I cried for months after that night, I lost everyone I loved that night Stu, and I knew you before all of that, you were a sweet, loving guy, I don’t know what he did but you need help” you finish standing up waiting for the guards to open the door back up.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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hi! (You DONT have to do this tonight, I just get ideas :) )
okay! Brahms, Vincent, And Ghosties x reader who is very shy? And they have a crush on them, like non-binary reader? And they are curvy? And they are just friends, but they end up just going to them saying that they had a nightmare and their reaction? Like friends to lovers?
-your favorite, ziggy <3
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Yes ofc!!!!!!! Thanks so much Ziggy for all of your support💕💕💕💕
Info: I made sure to include alternate style in Brahms as a little treat for to you Ziggy!
Brahms
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To Brahms you are his best friend. His favorite person on the planet, sure he doesn’t have much to compare it to but he loves you platonically of course. He loves how shy you are especially because you don’t enjoy talking to most people. In his eyes you are this way because you are his. He doesn’t realize the feeling he has are slowly turning less and less platonic. It started off as liking at your pants, they were black with a studded belt. He loves the way you dress the most cause he knows you are a sweetheart on the inside even if you wear a lot of black. In his eyes it’s like dressing up the sweatiest candy in a skull wrapper. Then he begins to notice how beautifully curvy you are. He loves to watch your hips sway when you walk or do dishes. He doesn’t realize he’s staring until you turn scolding him for staring lightheartedly of course. One night he wakes to you crawling into his bed tears streaming down your face. His mind immediately goes to worst case scenario. Who made his baby cry? “Brahms? I’m sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up I just had a bad dream, I’m sorry I’ll go back to my room if you want” you cry wiping your tears. He shakes his head opening his arms so you can crawl into them. He doesn’t even realize he’s not wearing his mask. It doesn’t matter all he cares about is making making you feel better. He is fully prepared to kill whoever made his sweet baby cry. That’s when it clicks for him, his sweet baby? He truly loves you and he now realizes it’s always been that way. He looks down at you to find your staring at him with the most beautiful loving expression he’s ever seen. He looks at your lips as if asking before he leans in halfway letting you meet him in the middle. His heart flutters when you finally kiss. He pulls you closer cuddling into you protectively. Yeah there’s no leaving now.
Vincent Sinclair
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Vince isn’t used to gentle people, or even quiet people. He’s always been the quiet one, in fact he barely talks. It’s not that he can’t it’s just hard when your brothers always calling you a freak. So when you ever so kindly asked for help on your car even Bo was surprised. He found you to sweet to kill. He didn’t like it when you found the town charming and chose to stay. Vincent however could not be happier. Your friendship started with you watching him work on his sculptures. You of course did not know what was beneath the wax. He made sure to hide that side of himself from you. He couldn’t even imagine life without you and that would surely scare you off. You never pestered him to show his face in fact when he decided to show you, you kept repeating “you don’t have to if you don’t want”. He slept in the basement most nights so when you come downstairs to shake him awake making sure he’s okay he was confused. “Sorry, I just had a nightmare where you where killed by a melting wax building and I wanted to make sure your okay” you whisper nervously. His heart melted at your words, you are too sweat for your own good. He scoots back in his bed making room for you. He loves you, it all started that day he showed you his face. He never thought he deserved you though. Why would someone like you ever like someone like him? The world is twisted that way. “Sorry to bother you” you apologize looking at him in his eyes. You look at him like someone would look at an angel. “You are the most genuine human I have ever met Vince, and the most caring and sensitive. Not to mention handsome” you smile lovingly. He leans In slowly whispering in his unused gravely voice “Kiss?”.
Ghost boys 💕
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Stu loves your curves and he will never let you forget it. He loves bragging about you and how beautiful you are. Billy isn’t as vocal about his opinions but he won’t ever let you question whether he loves your curves. Unlike Stu he likes your personality more. You Shyness made you all the more fun to tease. The man loves to watch your face get all red. It wasn’t always this way though. You and Billy met each other after his parents split up. In fact you helped him though a lot of his anger against his dad after. Stu introduced you too actually, at a party when he was with Casey. You and Stu grew up best friends. You too started dating Stu first then Billy joined making it a throuple later on. They loved you and cared deeply, they wouldn’t ever put you in harms way. So when they threw the party they didn’t invite you of course it wasn’t anything new since you didn’t like party’s much anyways you were just glad Stu didn’t drag you to one again. The next morning when yo I saw the news of the party you were devastated immediately rushing to the hospital where your boyfriends recovered. You couldn’t believe Sydney’s dad would do something like that, but then again no one ever expects these things. After the incident you had nightmares all the time of your boyfriends dying. Oddly enough they didn’t or maybe they just didn’t tell you. You don’t care as long as they held you close wiping your tears as you cried explaining your dream. They feel bad putting you through the stress they did. Stu even wishes he could go back and change what happened for your sake.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Babes ya okay?
Yes I’m fine my inbox has been glitching I just now fixed it I’m sorry for those I never replied to thanks for asking
I’m super sorry I’m glad I finally fixed it so expect all requests to be answered
Lots of love💕 - Darbey
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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PR with Mister Stark
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Info: use of Y/N- Angry Tony- Cussing- actress Y/N- Fem pronouns used
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“Welcome back to The Tonight Show! We are going to play a very fun game, but I can’t do all by myself so joining me is a amazing actress who stars in many movies! Please welcome Y/N Stark!” He yells pointing at me across the table. I smile waving at the camera and audience. “Here’s how this works okay? We have nine mysterious boxes containing objects no one has ever seen before, on your turn you pick a box take out the object, describe it to your opponent then they have to guess if your lying or telling the truth, y/n you pick the first box” he finishes giving me a smile. I stand up next to the boxes asking the crowed which one I should choose. They all scream box number four, so I gently grab the box setting it down on the table. I slowly open the box bringing it out slowly revealing a framed picture of Bucky holding his cat alpine with me photobombing him. On the frame it has puff balls in pink and purple with the phrase Best Buddies in green glitter glue. I have to restrain myself from smiling keeping a neutral face before looking up at him. “I’m gonna honest Jimmy, I want to take this home” he let’s out an amused giggle before saying “ohh, so whatever this is your looking at you want to take home” I nod before he continues. “Describe it” he giggles. “Well it’s a picture of a close acquaintance of ours” I smile looking back up at him as he rubs his chin thinking. “Hmmm, is it framed?” He questions. “Yes it is pink and purple” I nod. “What is our close acquaintance of ours doing in this picture. “He is on the beach holding a doll of you while petting a dog” I lie making eye contact with him. “Hmm who is it?” He asks never breaking eye contact. “It’s my husband Tony” I reply while we make eye contact. “Hmmm, I don’t know if I believe you” he smiles. “Believe what you want jimmy” I reply. “Okay okay, I think your telling the truth” he shouts. I laugh before looking down at the picture once more. “I am not” I giggle handing him the picture. “Awhhhh this is adorable” he laughs handing it back to me. he stand up grabbing box number five slowly opening it before showing the crowd who all let out a laugh. ———————————————————————“Hey beautiful” Tony smiles as I walk through the door. “Hi” I smile brightly kissing his cheek. “You did great out there” he whispers pressing kissing down my neck before his phone rings. “Damn it” his huffs giving me one last kiss before stepping away. “I was about to make love to my lovely wife what do you want Rodgers?” He angrily huffs. He passes back in fourth while he listens. “No, I told you! Not after last time!” He stops pacing plopping down onto the chair. “No I already told you! Call again and I’m blocking your number” he hangs up throwing his phone breaking it into pieces. “Sorry sweetheart” he whispers rubbing his temples. “It’s okay, want me to run a bath?” I ask pressing a kiss into his hair.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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No not dearer than you
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“We need help, so I called in an old friend, and you're not gonna like who it is” Sam informs Bucky dryly while patting his back while knocking on my apartment door. I walk over, opening the door “hey” I smile awkwardly looking at Bucky who gives me a harsh look before turning and looking away. “Seriously, her! Shes already done enough damage” Bucky shouts angrily. “Look, we need her” Sam argues back while I hang my head sadly. “Look it’s either here or the streets” Sam finally huffs.
“Want a drink?” I ask holding up a bear staring at Bucky. “How should I now you didn’t poison it?” He questions glaring harshly. “I did what I had to do James” I sigh desperate for him to understand. “Oh so siding with Thanos wasn’t your choice?” He adds harshly. “It wasn’t but clearly you wouldn’t understand” I reply causing him to laugh angrily “me not understand not having a choice?” He huffs. “I did it to save you James!” I shout slamming the fridge shut. His eyebrows raise confused “what do you mean?”. “He told me it was my loyalty or my love, and James I’ll pick you every time. Even if that means being forced to kill Loki and being his servant” I finish tearfully. “I know you loved me and trusted me and I stomped all over that but understand it was not by choice for fun” I huff turning to leave for my room. “Why didn’t you tell me?” He begs rushing to follow me. “You would have slaughtered everyone involved with him, and it would have destroyed you in the end, I couldn’t do that to you” I smile through my tears. “Oh doll, oh no, I’m sorry forgive me” he cry’s pulling me into his chest for a hug.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Second Choice
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Info: inspired by little woman
Tw: cussing and yelling!
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“We do need to talk though” he laughs pulling away from me. “Yeah about what?” I giggle kissing down his collarbone. “You know what I’m doing tomorrow right?” He asks and I continue. “Yes, are you nervous? It’s okay if you are” I smiles kissing his nose. “I’m a little nervous yeah” he smiles. “Awh sweetheart” I smile kissing all over his face. He smile leaning away before picking me up and setting me on top of the counter. “My lovely little angel” he smiles kissing my cheek. “You are the best thing to happen to me” he whispers in my ear causing me to giggle. “I want you to come with me tomorrow so you can see me off” he says with a sad tone. “Why you’ll be right back?” I mutter confused. “That’s what I wanted to talk about. I just, lately since we found out about time travel, I’ve been thinking about Peggy again” he whispers shamefully. “She’s been my waking thought for days now, and I think it’s trying to tell me that I finally have a chance” he explains. “No” I shake my head confused pulling myself off the counter and pushing him away. “Yes” he replies sadly putting his hands in his pockets leaning against the cabinets behind him. “Steve?” I ask become more and more angry. “What?”he asks calmly. “Your being mean” I mutter as he walks closer I back away. “How am I being mean?” He questions. “I have been second to her my whole life, and I will not be someone you settled for before you got her back” he comes closer trying to comfort me. “No, I won’t do it! Not when I’ve spent this whole time loving you! And all you’ve done is compare me to that little bitch! Oh this is good but Peggy used to bring me these amazing muffins you should try to make them! Or I love that dress Peggy used to wear blue all the time!” I shout shoving at him halfheartedly. “Why would you say that?! She wasn’t a bitch she was nice! Nicer than you!” He shouts. “Clearly not! She moved on Steve! She had kids and a husband after you got trapped! I bet she didn’t even cry!” I yell as he gets into my face screaming “what the fuck! What the fuck is wrong with you, huh!”. “She has a life and your gonna what show up and expect her to stop everything for you? You know what if you really believe that then go, don’t be mad when you realize she’ll never love you like me!” I finish pushing him all the way till he’s at the front door. “Get out of my house!” I yell shoving him out locking the door.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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I’m always by her side
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Tw: Fem! Reader and the term Y/N-kind of sad- inspired by If we have each other- Alex Benjamin
“Is there anything that’s helped you with the change from an assassin to a hero?” The interviewer asks smiling. “Yes, Wakanda helped me heal mentally, as well as my therapist but most of all my lovely girlfriend Y/N” he smiles into the camera. “Oh the lovely Y/N! She really is a blessing, so nice!” The lady’s smile never falters. “Yeah, actually I wrote something awhile ago I was planing to read it at the next party Tony’s hosting, but I’d be glad to read it now” he flashes a charming smile. “Yes please do!” He clears his throat looking directly into the camera. “I’m 106, and I know I don’t have forever so I’m thankful for Sam even though sometimes we fight, when life wasn’t easy he’s the reason I survived, and Y/N the worlds not perfect but it’s not that bad if we got each other and that’s all we have I will be your lover and I’ll hold your hand, you should know I’ll be there for you” he finishes looking at the lady who’s tearing up “oh my, that was so heartfelt!” She beams.“Tell us more about your lovely Y/N” she asks dabbing at the tears. “Well, Her favorite avenger is actually IronMan and she’s never seen the notebook even though she lies and says she has. Everyday she wakes up and texts me good morning with a random fact she’s learned even though we live together and she hates pancakes she much prefers waffles, and she is my favorite person”
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Menace to society
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It all started September 28th 1995 when Maureen Prescott was found murdered in her home. I’ll never forget the look on Sydney’s face when her dad came to pick her up and deliver the news. I was an office volunteer organizing files during 5th period. I remember his tear stained face puffy and red as he asked to pick up his daughter. She took off a month of school that year though no one could blame her. We became close over the upcoming months after her mothers death becoming close friends. That’s when I met Tatum we were like three peas in a pod. That summer I met Randy at the video store I had seen him around school he was kinda dorky and nerdy but he was nice. When school came around I began to hangout with Sydney and her friends. Tatum had been talking about Stu non-stop over the summer and how cute he was though I always rolled my eyes until I met him at school and I started to like him as well, maybe it was his eyes or his dimples, or even his awful jokes that walked a fine line between sweat and rude. I tried not to let this develop into a crush but could you blame me? Then Tatum ran up to my locker informing me her and Stu are official, my heart sank a little. It didn’t matter though I was happy for her but I couldn’t help the way my heart fluttered at his smile. “Come on! It will be fun!” Tatum begged me to come to the party. “Okay, okay fine! I’ll go but you owe me” I huff putting away my folder waiting for the dismissal bell to ring. She drags me out of class as soon as the bell rings. “It’s different Tatum I know it’s him” Sydney says I shrug agreeing with her. Then Stu runs up “kizu in kizu is in the kizhouse, I don’t know what you did Sydney but I’m happy, on behalf of the student body we say thank you” he smiles handing each of up a daisy he picked from the grass. “Hello Stuart” I greet rolling my eyes as he smiles at the silly nickname. I block them all out as Stu picks Tatum up showing her over his shoulder and being over all clingy. I’m not jealous I’m just a little mad he is having a party after our friend was attacked. “I don’t know if the party’s a good idea guys, Syd?” I ask turning towards her she just shrugs as Stu messes around with Tatum. “I’m like so totally buff I got you girl” he deepens his voice jokingly. “Okay whatever” she says as Tatum ignores Stu’s kissing her neck. “Yeah? Niceeee” he smiles wide turning to leave us to walk home. I look back watching him do an air guitar gesture.
“your lucky I was able to sneak out tonight, Stuart” I tease greeting Stu at the his door. “Your the lucky one tonight” he winks raising his brows at me. “Where’s Sydney and Tatum?” I ask changing the topic. “Inside with the Tv chick and Tatum’s idiot brother” he answers rolling his eyes. He grabs my hand tugging me inside plopping me down on the couch. “Hey, I thought you had work tonight?” I smile at Randy. “I got off early” he replies before getting excited about the horror movie playing from the tv. I lean my head back looking for Sydney and Stu. “What is Billy doing here?!” I huff marching over to drag Sydney away from this place. We didn’t even want to come Tatum wanted us to. “What’s leatherface doing here?!” I huff watching them walk upstairs. Stu puts his arm around me “they’re making up!” He smiles punching Randy who mumbling about his chance with Syd. We all go back to the movie letting them have a moment to talk. “The bloods to red” Randy complains. “You know if I didn’t know any better I’d say your the killer Randy” I smile smacking him gently as Stu watches grinning with an odd look in his eyes. “Where’s her tits?” Stu groans. “They don’t come out till the chase seen, when she outruns the killer, only virgins can do that stuff, don’t you know the rules?!” He huffs pausing the movie standing to make his point. “There are curtain rules to survive a horror movie, for instance you can never have sex!” Everyone groans booing him as Stu leans in whispering “I’d be dead, you?” I turn eyeing him before he makes a surprised face before shaking his head no leaning in to kiss my neck. “Number two never get drunk or do drugs, it’s the sin, it’s the extension of them, and number three never ever ever say you’ll be right back cause you won’t be right back” he continues but I’m distracted by Stu kissing up my neck. “I’m gonna get another bear you want one?” He asks Randy who nods. “I’ll be right back!” He smiles as he backs away closing the door behind him. “See, you push the laws and you end up dead, okay I’ll see you in the kitchen with a knife”
I was never prepared for how right he was. That night after everyone left leaving Me, Stu , Randy , and Sydney. I didn’t know Tatum was dead in the garage hanging from the pet door while I was in the bathroom regretting ever coming to this party and fighting my dizzy head. Stu comes in gently closing the door behind him “are you okay?” He asks gently setting next to me. I shake my head as his hands come to rest on my cheeks. “Im sorry darling” he replies kissing my forehead. My vision fade to black.
When I regain consciousness and I’m in Stu’s room. I hear yelling and crashing downstairs. Confused I slowly make my way down to see Billy shoot Randy while Sydney rushes to his Side Stu walks in. I try to call out but It comes out strained and slurred. “Stu runs” I mumble leaning on the wall for support. Sydney runs into Stu begging him to help her as he sits there and does nothing before pulling a voice changer out of his pocket. “Surprise Sydney” he smiles as they back into the kitchen. I strain to see them without falling down the stairs. “What’s the matter Sydney you look like you’ve seen a ghost?” Billy smiles walking into the kitchen out of my view. Loosing my strength I slowly slide down the wall. What’s happening? I question. It all fades again and all I can think of is why.
I open my eyes again this time Dewey is helping me down the stairs. My vision is blurry but I’ll always recognize him anywhere even if he has his tv caved in by a tv. “Stu?!” I cry out whispering as Dewey tries to pull me away but I use my remaining strength to collapse next to him crying into his chest. “Stu? Stu! Please” I beg as Dewey pulls me up helping me outside again that when I see Tatum hanging from the pet door on the garage door. I burry my face in Dewey’s shoulder.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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The note
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Tw: mentions of suicide, suicide notes, overdose, cussing, Fem! Reader
I hum along to the soft melody emitting from my phone laundry basket on one hip. My feet hit the cold wood as I make my way to me and Bucky’s shared room. We have bean together for three years now. I decided to put away his laundry while he’s out with Sam. I pick up his favorite Henley opening his drawer to put it away only to find a mess of clothes All crammed in. I roll my eyes dragging out the clothes to refold them, then I find a note. Confused I pull it out before reading it.
Dear everyone,
If you are reading this I’m probably dead. You see ever since I got out of hydra, I haven’t been the same old James. Sometimes it feels as if I’m a guest in my own body, I haven’t bean fully in control in a long time. This time it’s not those words, I simply feel like I exist but I don’t live. Lately I’ve pondered the idea of ending it, just finally being at peace with myself and with those who wish I would. Sometimes it’s too much to think about so I don’t, I don’t think. Instead I sleep or pick up extra missions. It makes me feel like I’m worth something. Other times that doesn’t work either, I used to go to Steve, or even Nat, but I can’t anymore. All I have left is Y/N and I can’t let her see me like this. She can’t know I’m broken, I just hope she’s not the one who found me, found this. Yours truly, Bucky
My tears fall onto the already tear stained paper. I don’t know what to do, or say. So I just sit, I sit on the bed the mess of clothes on the floor laundry abandoned on top of the dresser. I just sit and think. I hear the door open and the familiar creak of the floor boards. “Doll, I’m back, you’ll never believe what happened..” he shouts through out or small apartment. He eventually finds me opening the door. “Doll? What’s wrong” he asks gently approaching me. I don’t respond staring at the note. His eyes eventually trail down to where mine were. “Shit! Doll, look at me? Please?” He begs now on his knees in front of me removing the note from me. My teary eyes can barely stand see straight as he raises his hand to cradle my face. “Doll?” He begs again staring at me with watery eyes. Just then Sam walks into the room “hey y’all I don’t mean to interrupt but,” he then sees the scene in front of him before leaving to the front room. After I finally processed what I read i collapse off the bed in front of him cradling his head to my chest. “Oh baby, I’m sorry” I sob pressing wet kisses into his hair. We sit like that holding each other as close as possible. Eventually my hiccups die down and our tears have dried. “I wrote it last year when we first moved here, it- it was just to much to handle without him, you know? So I decided there was one way out of it, I downed a bunch of pills and chased it with some whisky while you were on a mission. I forgot Sam was supposed to stop by to drop off some things and he found me unresponsive. I was rushed to the hospital were they were able to save me by pumping my stomach, but I’m okay now I’ve been in therapy and it’s been tough but I’m better” he explained stoking my hair. I pause “wait, Sam knew?” He nods and I stand up running into the front room seeing Sam in the couch watching tv while he waited. “How could you!? Why didn’t you tell me he needed help? You didn’t even call! What if- what if he died?!” I scream pinning him against the couch by his throat Bucky rushing in to pull me off. “Woah, woah, I’m sorry but it wasn’t my place to share” he explained his hands up surrendering.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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Girl Crush
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Summary: your boyfriend Steve Rodgers says his goodbyes
I walk over taking a seat next to my loving boyfriend Steve Rogers. “What's with the face?” I ask kissing his cheek. “You know I love you, right?” he asks still frowning. I of course smile nodding before speaking “it's her isn't it?” I whisper no longer looking at him opting to look at the trees instead. He turns tears spilling out of his eyes pulling me to him as I fight out of his grasp. “Get off me” I cry out standing up and walking away. He doesn't follow sitting there till the machine is ready. I stood next to Bucky as he waves everyone bye for what would be the last time. I started crying as the minutes went by soon everyone realized why. I turn walking over to the bench where the much older Steve sat. I sit next to him tears still streaming down my face. He turns face falling as he looks at my face. He pulls me into a hug comforting me. “Was she worth it?” I ask pulling away from the embrace. He shakes his head “I didn’t even get to her from door before I realized, she was happily married” he replies solemnly. “I should’ve stayed” he doesn’t look at me. “Why not come back then?” I ask sobbing. “I promised myself I wouldn’t do that to you, your not her, you don’t deserve that” tears of his own fall. “You need to talk to Bucky, I may not be her, but he didn’t deserve to loose his best friend Steve” I stand wiping my tears as I make a quick retreat.
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darbuckle21 · 1 year
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First Vs Last
“Come on dear, they are waiting” she gently coaxes me trying to calm my panic. “No, no, I can’t do this it doesn’t feel right” I panic turning towards my mother. “It’s supposed to feel right! It’s all wrong!” I shout collapsing onto the floor cushioned by the many layers of white. “It’s supposed to be a fall wedding with leaves not winter and- and the flowers are all wrong- this dress is to tight!” I shout shoving the maids swarming around to help me off. I hear the door open and slam shut. “There’s so much fabric I can’t breath, it- it’s all wrong!” I sob yanking at the skirt. “Give her space!” A familiar voice demands. “Loki! Help! It’s all wrong! It- I’m supposed to be happy and I can’t stop thinking about walking down that isle and the rings and it’s all wrong!” I cry out reaching for my best friend of many years. “Shh, flowers don’t weep” he comforts patting my back as he holds be tight to his chest. “What can I do? What will make you feel better?” He questions running soothing circles on my back. “It’s too tight” I plead attempting to break for if the prison like dress I was in. He nods grabbing the fabric of my skirt and yanking off layer after layer till only one remained. “Loki?” I ask looking up at him from his chest“Yes my love?”. I look into this beautiful green eyes that read me like an open book. “Get me out of here?” I plead clinging to him. He picks me up delicately as possible before storming out of the room. “I’m sorry, I thought he was the one you know? He was my first love” Loki smiles looking down at me while he continues walking through the halls. “It’s okay he was your first love, I’m going to be your last” his charming smile causes me to smile as well. “I hope so, they don’t deserve you Loki” I finish smiling as he sets me down on my bed.
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