i love him
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Happy universal Fem!Shuyuma week
Be aware of your local lesbiansπ¦ππ³οΈβπ
please reblog, it helps with the algorhytm!!
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Can you make Kanato's reaction to being called 'babydoll' by his girlfriend? Pleaseeeee? Luv your blog and you, honey <333
Oh, I'm so glad you like my blog. It means a lot to me and motivates me to continue working.
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I? Babydoll? Please don't call me that. Just because I have this style doesn't mean I'm a doll.
But as for you, you can call yourself fufu~ Babydoll
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not really sure what this is, started out as pose practice, looked like a shu pose, then just gave up and coloured it using methods i've seen online lolol
so ya, if anatomy is a bit awkward, it's because i gave up bc i wanted to colour it hehe
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This is an old draft I didnβt post 4some reason
But this is all I got cuz I have an art block rn Iβm sorry :,)
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Hiya!! :)) Do you think you could please make Shuu's reaction to Reiji coming to him at an ungodly hour with tear stains on his face because he wants to have a better relationship with him finally? And he's like, apologizing for everything like crazy and taking all the blame, he just seems really broken. T-T (Can you tell I live for angst? lol Have a wonderful day!)
((Oh my goodness- ....Darling I LOVE ANGST I WILL DO THIS FOR YA HEHEHE ππππ))
Title: I Forgive You
Contains:Angst and a wholesome ending
Trigger Warning: mention of abuse and death
(THIS IS NOT A SHIP)
It's was around midnight , Shu would be sleeping as always, not showing interest in the world right now it was peaceful..until he was awaken by what sounded like a familiar man crying, it was a suprise for Shu to realise that the foe who was crying was...his brother Reiji?.
Reiji was staring at his brother with what looked like was red, swollen eyes filled with tears..this was odd enough already but..why was he crying? Shu wondered and was about to ask but that's when the black haired make broke down covering his face, he hated showing how 'weak' he is. "I-im sorry shu..I'm sorry for everything I've done to you I'm sorry for always treating you like a nobody I'm sorry for insulting you I'm sorry for killing your best friend I just wanted mother to finally notice me but that's no excuse!! It's my fault he can't remember you now I've ruined your life and yet you've never showed me any callous or any sort of hatred even though you should- I just!-" He broke down even more, he was trembling while holding himself.
Shu never stopped reiji to speak but...somehow..it was refreshing to hear those words from him 'I'm Sorry' that's all shu wanted to hear for over several years, he hated seeing his brother so upset..he hated most of them upset but reiji just made his heart shatter. He'd get up and walk over to reiji quietly and...he embraced him...for the first time in a long time, Reiji honestly expected Shu to just tell him to get out but as soon as he was wrapped in shus arms...he sank into the embrace holding shu for dear life and sobbed on his shoulder. Shu smiled slightly, rubbing his younger brothers back..even he was tearing up a bit "..I forgive you Reiji...I just wish you came earlier...but I'm happy either way, now cone on..you can sleep in here tonight" he said softly, Reiji nodded trying to wipe his tears away.
By the end of the tears, Shu was cuddled up with Reiji like they used to as babies..both listening to music.
((I cried so much writing this @bubblespalace thanks lmao ππππ)
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Hi! Could you possibly write smth about Reiji helping an s/o (gender neutral) who has OCD? Like what he would do to help them w/ their intrusive thoughts? Thank you!!
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Reiji with an S/O with OCD HCβs
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Word Count: 965
TW!! GRAPHIC IMAGERY
πΒ Initially, heβd find some sort of relatability with them.Β
πΒ Iβd like to think or headcanon that Reiji also has a form of OCD.Β
πΒ However he does a lot to ensure it isnβt as noticeable.Β
πΒ (Unfortunate for him that Shuu knows, however doesnβt make an attempt to do anything from the outside. He knows how much Reiji loathes his beingβ and him acting as a potential trigger makes it all the harder.)
πΒ Like whenever he has impulses, that being of bodily harm (mainly,) heβd exercise it on himself.Β
πΒ This of course, is an unhealthy coping mechanism.Β
πΒ One that he wouldnβt want his S/O to entertain.Β
πΒ Heβd want his S/O to be better than him in this front. A part of Reiji wouldnβt know how to feel if he let someone else down, or didnβt prove his worth to the one he loves.Β
πΒ S/O would find out the reason why Reiji wears his gloves prominently.Β
πΒ TW!! (Itβs due to him scratching at his skin, clawing deep with his nails in an attempt to find bone. In fact, on his left hand he often finds himself having to wrap a bandage before putting on his glove. This is because of the obviousβ heβd craved himself a small patchy hole that displayed bone.)
πΒ (Of course, his vampiric healing couldnβt repair all the damages, so a prominent gap located a few spots above the wrist, where the prominent Flexor Carpi Radialis Muscle and Radial Artery are found.)
πΒ (Specifics on where itβs locatedβ the vein and placement of the connecting wrist to the arm that is mainly used for blood samples. The FCR Muscle is also used as a tendon of sorts which stabilizes the carpus. The Radial Artery is just one of the arteries that deliver blood back to the heart.)
πΒ Itβs good to note that Reiji understands. More than most. Especially with the impulsive and intrusive thoughts and how it tends to keep one up at night.Β
πΒ He knows it does for him.Β
πΒ So also having an S/O who struggles with the same thing feels less scary.Β
πΒ He feels less alone in the matter, and thus would ensure the both of them work together as a unit.Β
πΒ Heβs highly educated on these sort of topics, and it isnβt shocking for him to have come into contact with others in the past whoβve had OCD.
πΒ So Reiji would have some experience.Β
πΒ Heβd make it a point to have a conversation about their OCD, more specifically address what it is he can do to support them.
πΒ However, heβd find himself drifted when bringing it up.Β
πΒ Even in light meaningless conversation, something about being labeled as βmentally-illβ (in his standards) or having to need more accommodation for his needs makes him feel less worthy.Β
πΒ Reiji is a firm believer of βno weakness.β Anything that seems close to it would send him into a frenzy.Β
πΒ So whenever he attempts to help his S/O a small lingering feeling would be present, as if he was looking down on the both of them for their shared weakness.Β
πΒ Despite it all, heβd do his best to understand what exactly triggers them.Β
πΒ For exampleβ he finds that the constant reminder of Shuu outdoing him is a trigger.Β
πΒ More so in the sense that he wants to actively tear him apart, limb by limb. It gets aggressively worse for the amount of time he looks at the blond.Β
πΒ TW!! Specifically around 8 seconds, where he finds himself in deep thought, unable to tear apart his gaze. The way he wants to consume Shuu is a problem. In too many ways. As if he can feel the blondβs skin in between his teeth, gnawing and grazing it.Β
πΒ Either metaphorically and literally, Reiji canβt seem to decide whatβll be better to remedy his aching mind.
πΒ It haunts him, just as much as his need to be rid of these impulses along with these triggers.Β
πΒ TW!! And for that heβd forcefully brush his teeth before his gums started to bleed, reveling in the taste of his sin.Β
πΒ TW!! Itβs a trigger that mainly forces him to slam his fingers into the door, let the hinges dig into the tender flesh before he hears a familiar, yet soothing crack.
πΒ TW!! Heβd continue this until he feels 80 surges of pain. It can be a throb, but hopefully enough for skin to break and blood to come rushing out his fingernails, turning his lithe fingers blue and purple.Β
πΒ Something about the number 80 calms him. More so the number 8. Considering itβs the only perfectly symmetrical number, being able to be cut both horizontally and vertically, he finds solace in it.Β
πΒ Itβs gotten quite bad to the point where some of the maids would have to stop Reiji, this resulting in an upend of shame.Β
πΒ Point is, Reiji has had his fair share and would do anything to ensure his S/O knows that he cares. In his own, semi-controlling way, of course.Β
πΒ Heβd most likely make them soothing teas and run comforting baths to ensure they arenβt losing their mind.Β
πΒ Heβd even go as far as to encourage other remedies.Β
πΒ That being therapy or anything of the sort.Β
πΒ Especially if he finds that he cannot provide the correct treatment as a professional.Β
πΒ On the off chance they do take therapy, perhaps Reiji would attempt it himself.Β
πΒ That would take some time, however.Β
πΒ But Reiji has faith that theyβll get over it together, one step at a time.
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discord plsssss π«Άπ«Ά
https://discord.com/invite/u4bwWDYq
Excited to meet you.
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My Original Character in Diabolik Lovers//ππ€ποΈ
TW// mentions of not having enough food or rest.
π©ΈName: Bella Wayland
π₯Race: Nephilm: Half angel, Half human.
ποΈAge:19
π¬οΈAppearance: Bella has super long, curly black hair. She's always super pale and thin because she doesn't have time to eat. She wears a black dress, fit for battle and is always carrying knifes and daggers on her that are marked with runes to help her kill demons. She's tall, 5'9, which makes her intimidating. She has golden eyes, that shine in the light. Strong Italian accent, and speaks Italian and English.
π€Personality: Calm, Intelligent, Powerful, Cocky, Flirty, Focused, and Caring all at once. She really is good at matching other people's energy. She's an ambivert. She's very closed off around people and doesn't trust easily.
π€What she calls the diaboys: Shu-Golden Boy/Shoe, Reiji-Four Eyes/Smartie, Ayato-Christmas Eve, Kanato-Puppeteer/Kid, Laito-Christmas, Subaru-Car/Emo
πΉAbout/Backround: Bella was raised in the beautiful city of Idris until the Circle attacked the Nephilms leaders, The Clave. Her parents died in the battle and she was taken in by a man, who started her harsh training her when she was only two years old. However, her father was a bad man, he was the Leader of The Circle, Valentine Morganstern. She changed her last name to Wayland to separate herself from him.
-Bella and John, her mentor, moved to Milan. She lives in the Milan Institute for Shadowhunters when she is not battling demons. She is one of the strongest Shadowhunters to exist, due to the fact that she has extra angel blood.
-Due to this, she is severely overworked by The Clave. She is used to only getting a meal a week and not getting a lot of sleep. She doesn't know what a lot of things for leisure are, like movies and TV shows. But she knows music because she has had to go to an opera undercover more than once.
-She's been fighting almost all her life. She's very hardcore and doesn't really even know the definition of the word "relax".
-Because she has strong angel blood, her blood is some of the best tasting on Earth. It can also give vampires special abilities, like being able to use runes. It can also enhance the abilities they already have. That's why she is weary of vampires. She doesn't want them to drink her blood and go power-crazy.
-Men fall for her left and right because of her mysterious ways. She's used to having to deal with simps.
πHow she met The Sakamaki Brothers.
-Bella was on a mission in Japan, trying to kill a wanted demon, when she stumbled onto their property accidentally. She ran into Kanato, who smelt her blood quickly and knew just what she was.
"Ah, Teddy? Do you smell how sweet her blood is? I'm quite tempted to take a bite... But then I would ruin her porcelain skin... Fufu... What a shame, I might just have to drain you first, then make you into my new doll."
-It was then that Bella realized he was a vampire. Bella fought Kanato off well until Subaru walked out of his rose garden to see what all the yelling was about.
"Tch, found a new prey, haven't you Kanato-kun? She looks like a Nephilim... She better taste good."
-Bella was malnourished at the time. She may have been strong enough to fight Kanato, but Subaru knocked her out in 30 seconds flat. They dragged her inside and brought her to the living room. Shu, who was lying on the couch as always, opened one eye and glanced at her and the other two men. He seemed almost shocked by how pretty she was. He closed his eyes again.
"As long as she's not noisy, but Reiji might take an interest in her, he's always wanted to experiment on a Shadowhunter before."
-Then, Ayato and Laito walked in, probably on their way back from Yui's room. Laito looked at the passed-out woman in Subaru's arms.
"Fufu, she's quite pretty Subaru-kun~ I might just steal her from you~ Her blood smells delicious."
-Subaru blushed and studdered out his tsundere response. and set her down in the other armchair. Ayato looked at her closely, smirking.
"Tch, she isn't flat like Chichinashi, that's for sure. She's at least a C."
-Reiji walked out of the shadows, looking annoyed because of another unannounced guest, but he perked up when he realized she was of angel blood.
"Although she is trespassing, I suppose we can keep her, but she will be on thin ice."
Bella soon learns that these are The Sakamaki Brothers. When she does, she knows better than to run for it quickly. She's buying her time, when she sees the right moment, she will escape.
She makes friends with Yui, who becomes like a little sister to her, she always directs the boys away from her when she can. However, she may start falling for the six vampires in the process, and they might start falling for her.
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Poolside Ruki
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Happy birthday Shin ππΊ
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Mukamis Defend Their S/O From Bullying.
Bonds that start off strong tend to continue like that β when nurtured.
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βWhyβ¦ are you doing this?β
He stands by your side, fearless. Even when his voice isn't as loud and proud as he wants to, Azusa will defend you. He's always right there, holding your hand, wanting to be beside you.
βComeβ¦ we shouldβ¦ go to another place.β
Gently pulling on your hand, wanting to lead you away from this mess. Even if he believes that pain is inevitable, something irks him about the way you're treated.
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βThey're a bunch oβ air heads! That's what they are, sow.β
This is not going to fly with Yuma. He's big, muscular, and as soon as someone he cares about gets bullied or intimidated, he'll proudly stand in front of them like a meat shield, pushing the bully back.
βWho do ya think ya are, huh?! I'm gonna kick your ass next time I catch you slacking!β
He's more than ready to throw fists, regardless if this gets him in trouble with Ruki. No one talks crap about you in his presence.
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βIβm sorry, I believe I misheard you?β
It may seem like he wouldn't get out of hand, and you're right, he probably won't. He will give the bullies the option to backtrack. And if they don't⦠he has the ability to insult someone deeply to the point they'll be left without words, and Ruki doesn't even have to swear. An advanced vocabulary is probably his biggest weapon.
βLet us go and you shall face no problems. I can't say what happens If you don't, though.β
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βEh, girlsβ¦ don't be so mean.β
A part of him is amused at the whole ordeal. He likes seeing the way you react to them, knowing the reason they're probably picking a fight with you in the first place is because they got jealous of him. So he embraces you from behind in front of them, a cheeky grin on his face.
βYou wouldn't want to upset your idol, no? β₯β
And heβll definitely want something in return for his kindness, as itβs expected.
(shameless redesign of my Instagram post on not_so_diabolik_lovers)
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Kanna Origins Part 4
Sorry this one took longer than the others, but college assignments have been hectic, and on top of that Iβve been suffering from writers blockβ¦ But Here It Is!!!
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Sakamakis Defend Their S/O From Bullying.
Whatever may have happened, they're here for you. Kind of.
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βOi, chichinashi, where ya think you're going?β
Heβs probably the one who started it, being someone who likes to make fun of others. But he realizes it went too far when others joined and you left the room without saying anything. He'd try to go after you and say sorry.
βYβknow, if it bothers you that much I won't do it again. Only if you're asking for it. I'll take care of whoever tries to go too far with you...β
"I'll take care" translates to "nose punching".
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βNfu, you make such a kawaii face when you're upset.β
He's taking advantage of the fact you're vulnerable to slide his arms around you, mess with your hair and tease, most likely trying to distract and make you pay attention to >him<. The only difference from Laitoβs usual behavior is that, actually, he takes this more seriously than he's letting on.
Out of nowhere, it appears that one of the people who made fun of you all of a sudden had a super dirty secret released to the public!
βEh? I wonder who did thatβ¦ βͺβ
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Oh. These people don't know who they're messing with. They can feel Kanatoβs stare piercing through their souls, but most likely will only whisper something about him being weird. Once given the chance, he'll pull you closer and suck your blood pretty aggressively β heβs incredibly upset.
βHow dare they talk like this?! You're my doll. Can't they see it?β
He'll need a lot to calm down. If something like that happens again, you can expect him throwing around your bullyβs stuff and screaming a lot.
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βHaaβ¦ have you all ran out of better things to do?β
He's usually so quiet, so when he suddenly opens his eyes and starts defending you, it isn't a surprise to find out everyone goes silent. He wouldn't bring up the subject again, but if you did talk to him about it, heβd smile a bit teasingly.
βWhat? I simply decided to respond since you weren't doing anything. Don't mistake it for kindness. I'm a vampire after all. If you want to pay me back, maybe give me a sip of your blood.β
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β... Shut up!β
A straight punch to their face and Subaru is now in detention and/or receiving a scolding from Reiji. He didn't think nor hesitate as soon as everyone started laughing and you were left keeping your head down. Of course, he'll still blatantly deny that he cares about you, but itβs getting clearer.
βDonβt get the wrong idea! They were asking for a punch on their face anyway. I-itβs not about you, so donβt be so damn selfish!β
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βI believe some students are in need of serious reprimand.β
Normally, he wouldn't care much about bullying, but he will intervene if it's getting more common and out of hand. Reiji has a lot of influence in Ryoutei Academy. He builds his image around being proactive and serious, so if he tells something should stop, it will stop. A lot of people respect or fear him by his attitude alone.
βDon't worry, it won't happen again. But I suppose that if such a pattern repeats itself, we might have some students expelled very soon.β
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