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nefarioushan · 4 months
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being queer in a kind of accepting, kind of open minded (but not too much, not you-can-talk-about-it-freely much, not Tell Your Aunt, It's Alright much) family, that you love deeply, but just can't forgive some things, can't forget the slurs, the jokes, the Bad Stuff is just completely tearing yourself down and building back up, repeatedly, until there's almost nothing left.
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nefarioushan · 5 months
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Six of Crows is the best grishaverse book, but Crooked Kingdom is the best Crows book
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nefarioushan · 7 months
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maybe life is just noticing things. noticing that girl on the train reading a travel book. noticing the way your shoes are worn out and faded from so many years of using them. noticing the way clouds move when it's gonna rain. noticing the journal you wrote when you were 12 under your childhood bed. noticing the details.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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one thing about life, it will never be enough. No matter if you lived up to 100 or 30, when you see the end coming, your life will always feel incomplete, the to-do list will never be finished, the experiences you missed out on will always haunt you. Life will never be enough, so appreciate every single day. Relax. Live a little without focusing on the milestones on the way. We'd all be happy if we made it to them, anyway.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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with Inej being off at sea and the Crows preparing for the Ice Court Heist I'd love to see a scene in season 3, where Kaz sits in his office and has a flashback of Inej sitting in the window, feeding the birds and laughing. And when Jesper walks into the room to report something, he stops just before leaving and asks "do you miss her sometimes?". And Kaz, without raising his head, asks back " miss who?". And Jesper leaves, sighing.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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I'd love to see some au where everything in soc/ck is exactly the same, except Kaz is a girl and Kanej is this bittersweet lesbian romance.
"we'll be queens, Inej."
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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it's amazing how pretty much EVERY ACTOR on the show is casted perfectly. Jack Wolfe is just Wylan that got here from the grishaverse dimension like someone threw him across the multiverse. Freddie Carter is the only adult Kaz Brekker I can imagine. Kit Young plays himself. Danielle Galligan is exactly what I imagined Nina to be, her face, her movements. Sujaya Dasgupta has the most Zoya-like features and vibe I could ever imagine. And Patrick Gibson has the face of a perfect mix of the funny, confident pirate and a dangerous, clever prince. How did they do this. Did the casting directors just went on a little trip to the books and pulled those people out of there?
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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surprisingly unpopular opinion: Nikolai was the best king Ravka ever had and a far better ruler than Zoya ever could be.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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Wylan literally gave everyone butterflies in their stomachs this season
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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losing a friend I've had for 16 years: 😐
hearing Non-Stop from Hamilton: 😭😭😭😭
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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I want the shadow and bone cast to react to season 2 edits please. No more thirst tweets, just show them those instagram/tik tok edits I'm obsessed with. I wanna see Freddy's face.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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I wanna cut my hair but I'd have to take off my earphones for that. Maybe I'll just cut around them.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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I have a feeling that Kaz is exactly like Tommy Shelby when it comes to visiting his brothers (the Crows, in this case) while they're doing something inappropriate. Wesper and Helnik can be doing the most sinister shit on earth and Kaz would walk into the room, tell them the plan in two shorts sentences, be completely unfazed by their anger, not give a damn if he interrupted, and walked out the room while fixing his gloves.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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if your date doesn't make you feel like that one moment when you're reading fan fiction at night and the otp finally kissed, they're not worth it
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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Kaz Brekker would survive any kind of torture, he'd survive pain and hunger, lack of sleep, verbal abuse, there's only two ways to getting him to break: touch him or touch Inej Ghafa.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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if Jesper's mom lived, she'd love Wylan so much. They would talk about chemicals, materials and inventions. She'd always ask him to play the flute after a long day and he'd always do it. Jesper becomes quite jealous that his own mom likes Wylan more than she likes him. He loves it in secret.
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nefarioushan · 1 year
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thinking about how we don't see Kaz's hands often and how both Jesper and Inej are his Right Hand Men. Where he can't go, they will, and where they can't even start planning, he'll have 10 different ways of escaping. The boy that's terrified of taking off his gloves and the people who are quite literally his hands in the darkness of the Barrel.
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