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hi

cw : 38 kg

lw : 37 kg

ugw : idk

my mind is fucking with me sm

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yeah ig the ed won bc im not a dude rn ima girl, boo yea man boring right

my ed makes me think i need to be a pretty skinny bony girl but im a trans guy so my dysphoria and dysmorphia is fighting in my brain constantly and its killing me

#edtwt #eating disoder things #eating disoder mention #weightloss #ed stats #calorie count #dysphoric #body dysmorphia #trans ed #tw weight #low cal ana #anarexique

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umm hey guys its been about 6 months and even tho i gave up on life and couldnt even care what i ate, wore, said or did. kinda recovered (im 39 kg rn) but im shitting bricks i feel like im gonna relapse soon :o

#eating disoder things #eating disoder thoughts #edtwt #tw ed content #th11nspo #low cal ana #anareksea #anorekcia #anorecsick #eating problems #weigthloss #weight

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120 cals burned in 25 mins!!! i need a shower sb

#notprojusttags #not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #anorekic #tw eating mention #meanspp #eating disoder mention #anareksea #ana #ana exercise #low cal ana #th11nspo #tw weight #edtwt #ed stats #sk1p d1nner wake up th1nner #skip dinner get thinner #weightloss #exercise ana #calories #calories burned #burning calories #anorekcia #anorexik #ftm ana

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man fml just when i lose weight my mom says im going to get a check up at the hospital next week, so theyre going to look at me generally, take my blood and weight me, im so fucked

#notprojusttags #not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #anorekic #tw eating mention #tw weight #th11nspo #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #sk1p d1nner wake up th1nner #edtwt #ed stats #ed #weight #weightloss #lose weight #anorecik #anorexik #anareksea #anarexique #ana #low cal ana #i dont like hospitals #eating disoder things #eating disorder #skip dinner get thinner #i want to be skiny

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i have finally fucking seen 37 kilos on the scale this morning, it was so long ago since i smiled for real :D

#notprojusttags #not pr0 just using tags #weightloss #wl #edtwt #ed stats #ed #cw disordered eating #anorekic #anorexik #anorecsick #anorekcia #anorecik #eating disoder things #eating disorder #low cal ana #anareksea #anarexique #ana #skip dinner get thinner #th11nspo #eating disoder mention #body dysmorphia #body chex #ugw #ana goals #scale #bmi mention

[stranger-than-a-stranger]

just had cigarettes for dinner with my friend

#not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #anorekic #tw eating mention #meanspp #tw weight #th11nspo #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #i want to be skiny #to the bone #cigarettes for dinner #cigarettes #eating disorder #ed #edtwt #ed stats #eating disoder things #sk1p d1nner wake up th1nner #bmi mention

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love feeling hungry its like im winning

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beautiful disorder

Bulimia isn’t a pretty girl, hanging over the toilet bowl with her hair nicely tied back. It is a swollen face with vomit dripping down the chin and permanent nosebleeds.

Anorexia isn't  a skinny, shy girl that refuses some Food. It is disguisting hair appearing on deadly cold skin. It is the extreme pain from an empty stomach.

Depression isn’t a model with some smudged Mascara, which sadly looks out a window at a sunset. It is lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, because there is no motivation left to close the eyes. It is bitter lonliness.

Selfharm isn’t a beautiful boy, kissing your scars and telling you, you are beautiful anyway. It is the pain when the water in the shower hits the wounds. It is scars that will never disappear.

Mental disorders aren’t any kind of aesthetic. They are dying little by little, everyday.

[stranger-than-a-stranger]

im so tired

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we just told each other we had eds with my friend, i love the amount mental illness we have in our friendship

#not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #anorekic #tw eating mention #binge #bulimik #meanspp #tw weight #th11nspo #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #i want to be skiny #mental illness #scale #sk1p d1nner wake up th1nner #edtwt #ed stats #tw ed mention #tw ed stuff #purge mention

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when my friends eat without looking at the calories;

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To the Bone (2017) directed by Marti Noxon

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i want to eat a whole ass pizza rn but its 1 am i cant

#not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #tw eating mention #anorekic #meanspp #tw weight #th11nspo #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #i want to be skiny #binge #anorexik #ed stats #edtwt #ed #eating disorder #sk1p d1nner wake up th1nner

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i hate the feeling after not being able to vomit and your body is just dumb, yk?

#not pr0 just using tags #cw disordered eating #anorekic #tw eating mention #meanspp #tw weight #th11nspo #eating disoder mention #tw ed talk #i want to be skiny #sk1p d1nner wake up th1nner #vomit warning #i want to puke #puke mention #vomit #ed #edtwt #ed stats #tw ed mention #tw ed stuff #anorexik #ana #anarexique #th1nsp1rat1on #thinsp0 #weigthloss #calorie count #calories

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inner thigh workout