he feels like he's going to throw up. the moments he'd always sought out, however unconsciously, make him anxious now, where guilt and fear mingle in the difficulty he feels swallowing whenever it's around now-a-days. he doesn't want this, the distance he's started creating between himself and fires. ten years he'd slowly braved a slow crawl to its side, not entirely willfully, where it had taken an interest itself. and now... for what? why had he done this? he should have never had plagues intercept its letter. he should've never reminded it of cassius.
"i'm sorry." he listlessly picks at strings coming off the grandiose cloak he oft adorns when in public, far too uppity in appearance for a mere londoner. if only it'd known from the beginning. maybe he'd have been killed by it ... but maybe it would've hurt less, back then, when he hadn't had time to fall in love with his enemy turned star-crossed lover proper. "i don't mean to offend you, mr fires. i'm just ... busy today." the book shop behind him is dead. there isn't a single customer. it isn't even open... "ah, that is ... i'm busy ... lately." he had rejected its invitations for nearly a month now, since the festive season, where he never has before.
he's breaking his own heart, but one of them would've had to do it, eventually. he doesn't know how to address the letters, yet. the truth. maybe he should've run earlier than this. stupid, stupid, lovestruck boy.
he can't look up at it. all these years begging it notice how in love with it he was ... and only now he's scared of it?
"please forgive me."
@londonfallen / mr fires
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i appreciate that alisaie’s opinions on alphinaud go between ur so gross why are u so doting it’s disgusting to common and casual sibling smackdown 9000 to if anyone touches him i will kill them with my own two bare hands bc he is my brother and i adore him and they constantly cycle through these emotions multiple times a day
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the thing is i know im sad and talking to other people would fix me cause i've been in my apartment for too long but i cannot go out and talk to people cause the reason i've been inside is cause i have covid
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Do you guys think the reason Scar always got tasks that made him a villain and prevented him from teaming up with people was because Grian let him reroll when he failed and then got others to help him complete his hard task?
Like a prove your worth situation or something. Prove you can succeed without the help of others as you were meant to.
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Happy 15 year anniversary to FMAB I definitely knew that was today
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hii forgot to say this yesterday but I sadly won't be on tumblr much for a few days, might reblog stuff from time to time but that's it. Heheefegehe cousins here
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