#‘i have died. badly’

[samarecharm]

Ryuji having the worst bi crisis of his fucking life bc his mom just had to fucking ask “oh, whats this young ladys name?” when he showed her a picture of Akira petting Morgana. Like okay yeah Akira is like objectively pretty, hes like the Classic Delicate Pretty Boy just like Yusuke which is like whatever; straight dudes have eyes, and they know what women like to see. But now hes like. Seeing things he likes in girls IN Akira now and he cant make it Stop like its genuinely keeping him up at night 😭

Pretty boy used to be A Face that would come up in his mind when he thought of the term. There was no specifics in mind, just like. Pretty Boy. Pretty boy! You say that and theres like a Face Template that shows up in ur minds eye and hed just attribute that to any dude who was like Vaguely Pretty. But now its Akira 😭 and he finds himself cataloging things that Akira does that he KNOWS he finds cute when girls do it. The hairtuck behind the ears. The headtilt when he mishears a question. The Actually Pretty Doe Eyes. The breathy, nearly inaudible chuckle he does in place of a Real laugh (thats made better by the fact that its so hard to get him to laugh in the first place). He likes cute snacks. He blushes easily. Ryuji is sitting here like ‘theres no fucking way man. Like theres just no way. That shit makes NO sense (a lie)’ lying in bed in the middle of the night looking like this vvvv w his phone in his hands (looking at pictures of akira)

It drives him insane bc like he did Not see any of these things as like inherently girly or whatever. Like thats just akira thats just his bro! And he does OTHER weird shit that cancels all that shit out. Hes like a messy engineer/tinkerer, he rolls out of bed and whatever situation his hair is is everyones problem. He wears that AWFUL gym uniform and doesnt tweak it AT ALL?? He likes baseball?? hes got a whole binder of trading cards that he will show off if u show any moment of weakness. Like hes just Some Dude but also manages to be Some Girl at the same time and Ryuji is like thats not fair. Life sucked ass but at least it made sense before Akira stumbled into it 😭

#persona 5 #pegoryu #akiryu #chattin #long post #THIS one is almost a year old lmao its been in my drafts for a while #i at least tagged it as pegoryu before running away cutely so i think i was finished ??? well now i am throwing it into the world #anyway. akira is the guy ever. and ryuji is exploding #‘i have died. badly’ #i like thinking of akira like this; hes ryujis first exposure to nb ppl and gnc adjacent stuff #even if akira is p masc by most standards hes still got a bit of. aloofness. about his gender stuffs #ryuji is just really into the way akira carries himself #and it takes him a while to go oh. oh i think its cause i like this dude #um. #😳. #also i wanted to clarify #but ryujis mom just doesnt know Who akira is in that picture #and in my head hes like. looking down at mona and petting him (while sitting) #(AND hes with ann and theyre both kind of a distance away from the camera) #so at a quick glance; hes just Some Girl #and even though shes wrong; it kicks off the mental chaos olympics in ryujis head #‘what hes not a girl’ to ‘where would she even get that from’ to ‘well akira said himself he didnt rlly care what ppl thought about it’ #to ‘well. where DID she get that from?’ to lookin at what his homie does a little closer to ‘aw fuck. man.’ #but i love that for him #ALSO. RYU/GORO IN TAGS….. #but ryuji going oh my GOD oh my godddd 😨😓😓😓 when something clicks in his head about goro #his voice is so practiced and naturally softspoken and his public facing persona is very demure #and once he gets past the initial anger over goro being a pompous prick who shittalks about the thieves. hes like. god fucking dammit. #There Is A Pattern and A Type He Has and Its Killing Him To Realize it. #hes literally sitting in his room w his head in his hands

[birbwell]

HEAVY TF2 TUMMY ‼️‼️‼️

reads this ask and blacks out

#birbwelldraws #tf2 #tf2 heavy #normally would be ignoring my asks especially tf2 ones butif i didnt draw tummy i would have died. badly #ill get to all my other asks. eventually. sorray im exhausted

[laurenkmyers]

#kiseki: dear to me #kiseki: dear to me spoilers #ai di x chen yi #aidichenyi #kisekiedit #aidichenyiedit #ai di #chen yi #kisekdeartomeedit #asianlgbtqdramas #i need next week so fucking badly you have no idea

[jakeabel]

something something seasons and people

#i have died. so badly #pw #fob #txt

[fruit-colored-ninja]

I feel like we don’t talk about the fact that in canon the reason ghosts are destroyed by water is because water is constantly changing and never confined to one form, while ghosts are the opposite: unable to change, always remaining the way they were when they died. Genuinely one of ninjago’s best worldbuilding moments imo and also a fantastic way to look at ghosts. Of course you’re going to be angry if you’ve died and can’t move on from the moment of your death and the very thing that’s able to destroy you being the embodiment of change… A++ concept

#ninjago #ninjago possession #i like to think that the cursed realm and the departed realm differ in this way #like the cursed realm is full of such bitter angry souls because the very fact that they were sent there means they are unable to move on #instead they’re just there sitting with their resentment and all the anger and general Bad feelings that they had when they died #bc i also think that there were likely very few souls in the cursed realm who died peacefully #(another add-on but i also like to think that the preeminent likes to seek out people who died badly and have reason to be bitter to make #them a deal. ‘come with me and i will help you get your vengeance’ kind of deal) #anyways in the departed realm it’s more like. you go there specifically to make peace with your death basically. there’s no greater power no #stress just all the time you need to reconnect with the people you knew in life until you’ve accepted your death and are at peace

[starheirxero]

After revisiting your "came back wrong" comic, absolutely wonderful btw, I came to a rather haunting realization.

Because it became true. But instead of Bloodmoon, it's Eclipse. And that's both much worse(for the characters), and much better(for the narrative).

Because both him and Lunar went through the same, and in a way seem to parallel each other, though that's probably me overthinking.

Both of them died. Both of them were blown to smithereens. Both of them came back after several months. Both found themselves in a body not their own. We've seen what they look like in every other universe.

Both of them came back wrong.

Lunar came back numb, quieter than before, with all their energy being a play. He came back running from unknown danger. They died a normal animatronic, and came back being more.

Eclipse is the opposite. He came back louder, erratic, full of madness. Where Lunar is running from unknown danger, he is sprinting towards it, not realizing the consequences until it's to late. Not to forget the star. Eclipse died being somewhat of a god, and came back as nothing more than a plaything, a puppet on a string.

In a twist of fate, they can relate best to each other now, and that might be the worst part for both of them.

Because what is there to do? Even though they understand, even though, one day, they might glance at each other and wonder "Do you feel the same?", they will never be able to confide in each other. Their relationship is beyond repair, and for good reason. Eclipse hurt Lunar, used and ab*sed him, and then blew him up.

This also opens up so much emotional baggage. What will Lunar think? Will he wonder "Do you regret what you did now, knowing how it felt?" Will a part of him feel the smallest bit of satisfaction? Will they ever be able to look at him at all, or will they forever hide away?

What about Eclipse? Will he feel guilty? He seems aware of the damage he has caused the celestial twins, even telling Ruin that he deserves what's coming for him, but he still showed no remorse when he talked to them.

I'm sorry this got so long, I am incredibly emotional about this right now, and I can't even begin to describe, how this makes me feel-

ANON OH MY GHOD /POS

DID YOU KNOW YOU HAVE THE BIGGEST FUCJING BRAIN EVER. DID YOU KNOW YOU'VE CONNECTED THE MOST PERFECT DOTS KNOWN TO MAN. HOLY SHIT.

LUNAR CAME BACK AS MORE AND ECLIPSE CAME BACK AS LESS BUT BOTH CAME BACK WRONG AAIAUAUAYAGAGGGHHHHHH

#asks #anon #other's thoughts and rambles #THIS IS LITERALLY #I'M . OH MY /GHOD./ I CAN'T EVEN LIKE STRING TOGETHER A COHERENT SENTENCE TO TRULY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ABSOLUTELY ADORE YOUR THOUGHTS HERE #UR LIKE ABSOLUTELY CORRECT ON THE PARALLELS BETWEEN THEM OMG. I WAS ACTUALLY LITERALLY TALKING ABT SMTH KINDA SIMILAR 2 MY FRIENDS ABOUT HOW #-ECLIPSE IS PROBABLY TAKING LIFE SO BADLY RN BC—JUST LIKE LUNAR—HE ACTUALLY /REMEMBERS/ DEATH #HE HAS EXPERIENCED LUNAR'S 'DIED AND CAME BACK' SITUATION FOR HIMSELF AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THAT #AOOUUGGGGGHHHHH #/AND UR POINT ABOUT HOW SIMILAR THEY ARE NOW BUT HOW MUCH THEYD HATE THAT/ UUGGGHHHAAAAAAAA #i'm gunna DIEEEE anon your mind is huge. holy shit. oh my ghod #if the world was a kinder place then they would have been closer than ever bc of this but instead they have never been farther apart :(((( #absolutely insane and git wrenching ramble anon ily forever..... #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #sams lunar #sams eclipse #lunar #eclipse #long post

[kieranculkingirl]

you don’t like to fail a test do you siobhan? you don’t like to fail a test do you siobhan? you don’t like to fail a test do you siobhan? you don’t like to fail a test do you siobhan? you don’t like to fail a test do you siobhan?

#i have died badly #succession #em.txt

[crossedwithblue]

random thought bc I've been listening to Six on repeat: the queens claim that the only reason they're remembered is because of Henry, but would Henry be one of the most iconic and well-known English monarchs if not for them?

#like his defining trait is sorta 'bloke who had six wives who he treated pretty badly all told' plus the whole church of england thing #which arguably would have happened anyway in some sense since protestantism was sweeping europe but is generally credited to him wanting #a divorce whether thats accurate or not #yes he was quite charismatic etc but there were plenty of others who were too or at least interesting #like nobody talks about the guy who was Probably murdered in a framed hunting accident #or the one who was executed by having a red hot poker rammed up his arse #or the one who dies after gorging himself on strawberries and eel pie iirc #ok fine maybe i only remember the memorable daeths but you get the point #the six wives are what made henry viii significant is what i'm saying #via shitposts #six #six the musical #tudors #tudor queens #catherine of aragon #anne boleyn #jane seymour #anne of cleves #katherine howard #catherine parr #henry viii

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

haii ^_^

GABRIEL BOMB GO! !! !

Haii OHh shit I-

#*tries to parry and fails miserably* #i have died. badly #ask #asks #non voice post #unrelated to this post: everyone else who sent anons I saw em #but i prob won’t post em. no one said anything offensive or bad it’s just not very fitting for this acc which i try to keep mostly silly #hope u understand :3

[tricoufamily]

added tattoos and some skin details :)

#hinnry pulled off the commune just having a rocking twink body is so funny to me. he should have been at the CLUB #he's a lot softer here bc this is toward the end of the Events but his hands are actually really rough and cut up and scraped #this skin actually had hands like that and i never noticed???? i just changed the stomach and gave him back dimples and he's golden #anyway ilya tattoos. the roman numerals are when his dad died then the squirrel skeleton bc yknow #the bird thing on his back thigh is because he does taxidermy. badly. and the rest he just thought looked cool #and yeah that's ilya's handwriting on his name he did that one at home. as their relationship was deteriorating rapidly! :) #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 render #the sims 4 #hinnry #ilya #two-headed lamb

[ask--invaderzim]

Zim do you know that your “mission “ is a lie? Ask your tallest and watch then try to dodge answering.

#invader zim #ask characters #character ask #iz fanart #zim #[ ask: zim ] #sorry for disappearing like that. i have died. badly /j (was busy -> energy ran out Completely)

[marzipan-alligator]

Free cup of hot chocolate for all Alien Stage round 6 survivors

#WHAT THE HELL I WAS SO SURE TILL WAS GONNA DIE #WHAT IF I KISSED YOU AS I DIED BECAUSE I WANTED YOU TO HATE ME AND HAVE THE STRENGTH TO KEEP FIGHTING #WHAT IF YOU WERE MY WORLD BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SAW ME UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE #AAAAAAAAGHHDHFGR #(coping badly) #alien stage #ivan alien stage #till alien stage #ivantill

[babbybones]

felt obligated to share mine ^_^

#despite having died. Badly (Deseaced) #well you know what that means. hathy and i are married now =) #utdr newsletter #spamton #papyrus #hathy #this is some magical destiny shit to me. im literally so teehee right now #deltarune #undertale

[a-heart-of-kyber]

I mean this in the kindest way I can say it; if Klaus dies for real and they try to pull the "It's ok, he's with Dave now." I'm gonna be so pissed.

I've seen it suggested and like...look Klave is cute af, but ffs let Klaus live and move forward and find someone new. Dave was and will always be the first person who showed Klaus that he is worthy of being loved, but he shouldn't be the last.

Klaus deserves to live a life and have a future filled with possibility.

If they're determined to stick with Klave, the only way I'll accept it is if Dave is somehow resurrected. I'm cool with that. I'm not cool with Klaus 'dying for real' and it being justified because of a ship.

#klaus hargreeves #tua #the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy s4 #tua season four #tua s4 #the umbrella academy season 4 #look i have 1 ship where I'm like #yeah that person who died was it for the living partner #and that's because the living partner never wanted a relationship in the first place #she just happened to fall in love against her better judgment and it ended BADLY #i do not want klaus dying to be with dave its been years?!?!! let him move on

[trainingdummyrabbit]

no no buddy try again youll get her with the next one for sure

#how r u so small. how is he so small. how r u so sm #pikart #projmoon #iam not immune . to Awful Woman Very Funny #[kromer vc] Attention All. I Have Died. Badly

[sanctus-ingenium]

#one hell of a follower milestone. hi guys #unfortunately i have died (badly) and can't draw