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chiiyuuvv · 4 months
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this is so random but could you do xikers reaction when you suddenly bite them💀
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• PAIRING — xikers x fem!reader
• GENRE — my attempt at humor, light cursing
• WORD COUNT — 443
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — girlie disappears for like half a week then comes back talking about biting,, okay 💀 dont forget about the valentine's event yall!!
• TAGLIST — @lil-elle , @hyunukitty , @cake1box , @mars101 , @nenede , @soul-is-a-strange-kid , @the-lemon-boy , @yuniniverse , @hunchan444 , @s00buwu , @cherrycolaberry
MASTERLIST! – JOIN THE TAGLIST!
MINJAE ☆
You know that line that sumin raps in koong? It goes like "korean korean you gonna get confused" well erm, trust me, boy is definitely confused. Standing there frozen like "why did the love of my life just bite me?? ...did i do something wrong?" ♡
JUNMIN ☆
He'd deadass sick his dog (forgot its name 😭) on you. Just like "oh, you wanna bite?? I got someone who can bite >:3" but it backfires because his dog likes you.. and would much rather bite junmin instead ♡
SUMIN ☆
He squints his eyes, studying you closely as he ponders to himself, "did she just bite me??" Theres a good 10 seconds of nothing, silence nor movement, until he randomly gets up and starts biting you ♡
JINSIK ☆
"Damnn is it good??" Sends you a little glance while he rubs his finger. Will not stop teasing you for the rest of the day, making sure you get ALL of your meals so you dont randomly bite him again ♡
HYUNWOO ☆
Bro's been through too much today (aka the maknae line was teasing him per usual) and what hes NOT about to do, is let someone bite him. He knows he tastes good so umm.. youre gonna have to pay. Chases you around the house with a plastic spoon ♡
JUNGHOON ☆
Doesnt even react to it, just throws you a sideeye and moves on about his day. But it is until its the late of the day, the sun is down and hes laying comfortably on your lap watching tv, when he finally gets his revenge. Gives you a big 'ol bite on the leg and then flashes you a smile ♡
SEEUN ☆
"This isnt cat and dog but txt, yn" doesnt even give you the reaction you wanted, his chin rested on his fist as he scrolls through his phone on the couch, not even batting you an eye. But he sure does when you throw a pillow at him ♡
YUJUN ☆
His jaw is dropped and hes marching to the door. What is he gonna do?? Hes gonna tell seeun hyung on you. Yeah, i said it. And when seeun comes, hes gonna scold you. Hey, his words not mine 🤷‍♀️ ♡
HUNTER ☆
He was doing something, laundry, for example whe  you randomly bite him. Turns his head in a super slow motion and then you can finally see his face, he was the worlds more confused expression. Honestly reminds me of an episode of the amazing world of gumball ♡
YECHAN ☆
Justs bursts out laughing like "yn, wth are you doing??" While covering his bitten cheek. When you reveal that his face is so squishy and therefore yummy, he can only blush ♡
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shampgyu · 6 months
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EHEHEHEHEHE >:]
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CUTIE
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rafesmuse · 7 months
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always up for requests🫡 kinda soft rafe always saying “it’s the last one i promise” but said it like 5 times ago
oof his voice would sound so sweet while he’s pounding into you at a merciless pace— you’ve lost count of how many times he made you cum tonight and your entire body is shaking from all the overstimulation. “what’s wrong, pretty girl?” he comes to a halt as he affectionately brushes your hair from your face, gazing down at your fucked out face. “‘s too much Rafe, I… I can’t” he lets out a cocky chuckle hearing your whines. “you can take it, baby, I know you can” your hands are gripping rafe’s muscular arms, your nails forming crescent shapes in his skin. “last one baby, I promise” his cock is nudging at the g-spot inside you, eager to continue. “that’s what you said la- fuck!” was all you could utter before he continued his brutal thrusts, bringing you to your next orgasm.
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jaehunnyy · 1 year
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okay it's question time !
Mutual you can always rely on?
Mutual who never misses a post?
Mutual you share the most interests with?
Mutual you were most surprised to become moots with?
Mutual that gives the best advice?
Mutual you have the most in common with?
Mutual who has the best jokes?
Mutual you look up to or admire?
Mutual you'd run away and live in a cottage with?
Mutual you most want to be classmates/friends irl with?
Spouse material mutual?
Mutual with the best personality?
Mutual that never fails to make you laugh?
Mutual with the prettiest theme?
Mutual you'd have a crush on if you knew them irl?
Mutual you absolutely cannot live without?
Mutual you want to get to know better?
this sounds fun, lets do it!! sorry in advance if i missed anyone i tried to tag everyone you're all amazing 🤍 also this might need a read more cut omg
mutual you can always rely on: all of them really, but i find myself going to @flowerboykun, @sungbeam @honeyhuii, or @theficblog whenever i have a problem
mutual who never misses a post: @shakalakaboomboo
mutual you share the most interests with: maybe @i-luvsang and @polarisjisung
mutual you were most surprised to become moots with: absolutely @flowerboykun as i was a big fan of hers
mutual that gives the best advice: again, all of them whenever i ask for advice, but i think @flowerboykun, @sungbeam, @theficblog, @honeyhuii, @heesnovia, @seolboba and @seungkwan-s
mutual you have the most in common with: @i-luvsang, @lovelyjaem
mutual who has the best jokes: @theficblog, @honeyhuii, @nightfalls-teddy, @justalildumpling
mutual you look up to or admire: absolutely each one of them
mutual you'd run away and live in a cottage with: @flowerjun, @polarisjisung
mutual you most want to be classmates/irl friends with: all of them (though im already irl friends with @shakalakaboomboo 🤭)
spouse material moots: all of them ig? they are all sweeties
mutual with the best personality: all of them
mutual that never fails to make you laugh: @honeyhuii, @theficblog, @shakalakaboomboo, @seolboba, @daegall but again, all of them make me laugh a lot
mutual with the prettiest theme: @koishua, @i-luvsang, @heesnovia but all of them have amazing themes
mutual you'd have a crush on if you knew them irl: i have no idea hahah
mutual you absolutely cannot leave without: all of them
mutual you want to get to know better: all my new ones <3
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ryujnn · 1 year
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Hello from 🍪 anon!
Thank you for being back and writing the best chapter! Not to sound selfish, but I don’t know why you doubt yourself when you have the best writings ever! But I understand, do please take your time. Just want to assure you that I really love Akuma and everything else you put out. ❤️ I was so excited when I saw that you posted!
For Akuma 😮‍💨, I had to compose myself after reding the latest chapters. I am curious about a LOT that will be unveiled in upcoming chapters. Just dumping here (pls ignore if annoying haha) :-
1. What was the deal between Gojo and YN’s mom?
2. Is Gojo not allowed to fall for YN or does he refuse to accept that he’s falling for her?
3. Say YN were to bear Gojo’s child (omg just thinking about it is so cute), will they have the elements as well?
Can’t wait to finally find out 😭 And YN falling for Gojooooo holy 😭😭 I love to see more of this, more of them.
Haha ok this is getting long and boring now, pls skip if u want. Once again, thank u for an amazing chapter, really excited for the next. Pls get some rest ❤️
cookie anon!!!! i missed ya!!! ♡♡ i love reading long asks about akuma, i recommend everyone do that because it helps me want to write it even more,, but let’s dive into your 🍪 thoughts!
1. that’s the million dollar question, right?! what the hell did himari promise gojo and what was their deal 🤨🤨🤨 obviously i won’t tell you (hehehe) but i can say i’m excited to write the readers reaction to it. her mother was her best friend… yet she wasn’t aware of their little ploy. ugh it’s so exciting,,,
2. now this i can answer. the gojo satoru makes it seem like he has no time for love, when the real scare is him loving for the first time. it’s not that he’s not allowed, he’s just scared, and you’ll figure out more to that in the next chapter im sure!!
3. hypothetical questions! my fave! ^^ there is a chance that their child will bear all five elements + gojo’s power OR it’ll just be one or two elements. honestly with the shio clan, it’s like rolling a dice and whatever number it lands on is the amount of elements they get. (but that would be so cute!!!)
YAAAY, i love knowing people are excited for the plot twists & secrets, but also for gojo and the reader. they’re truly the cutest!
🍪 ‘non, i love your long messages, don’t be afraid to send them! you’re not annoying and your kind words are always good to see them pop up in my inbox! i will rest, you rest too, and thank you for chatting with me about akuma!
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sincerelyyoursg · 1 year
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If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! ♡♡
🥺🥺💖💖
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pyromegalomaniac · 1 year
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You can not tell me Wally won’t be a real bro for his friends if he found out reader has a crush on a certain someone.
Like Wally catch reader staring at someone for a long time with a soft smile on their face and Wally like “you like them don’t you”
And right there Wally turning into reader’s and his friend’s wing man
“Hey that friend there , they love home baked goods”
“Oh yeah random fact reader loves this color “
Wally just trying to play matchmaker
Ooooh, anon! This idea!! So very!! I like wingman Wally very much... I hadn't even thought of this!! Just one of the perks of doing these requests, you get so many fan interpretations and headcanons and whatnot... here's your headcanons anon!! Enjoy!!
(♡˙︶˙♡)
Welcome Home x Reader + Wingman/Matchmaker Wally Headcanons🏠☀️🛼🦴🍪🐛📨🦋🍎
Sally☀️
Wally suggesting you be cast as the lead in her plays
Trying to subconsciously convince her to do a romantic play
Setting you up on a stargazing date
Suggesting you write poetry for her
"Hey Sally I think y/n would love to hear you recite what you've been working on"
One day while you three were all outside a sudden burst of rain came down and Wally kinda ran off (he hates getting wet) but he noticed you and Sally still having fun while he was cowering under a tree or something
Julie🛼
Playing games together
Drawing with sidewalk chalk
Wally inviting you both over for a sleepover and rushing off to go do things like make popcorn to leave you alone
Probably brushing each others' hair at said sleepover
"I bet y/n can't beat you in this game"
Barnaby🦴
"Y/n likes x hotdog toppings, don't you, y/n?"
"Y/n's favorite kind of joke is x type. You should tell them some of those!"
Lounging around together
Falling asleep in a nice warm pile
Waking up and wondering where Wally went
Oh well... sleeping with Barnaby is cozy and now you have him all to yourself
Poppy🍪
Baking together
Wally telling her how brave you are
"Y/n's favorite type of baked good is x, why don't we make them some?"
Making cookies in cute shapes
Poppy getting anxious about something and Wally suggesting she ask you for advice
Howdy🐛
Hanging out with Wally and he suddenly remembers he's out of something, so he asks to visit the bugdega
Wally asking you to pick something up for him at the bugdega
Howdy mentioning it getting tough to work all day by himself so Wally suggests he ask you for help next time you come in
Eddie📨
Wally sending you mail so Eddie has an excuse to go to your house
Eddie eventually recognizing your handwriting and stamps
"Why don't you write a letter to Eddie"
"Oh, you said you've been to x place, haven't you? Y/n has been there too"
Doing crafts together and Wally purposefully holding back his art skills so Eddie will like yours
Frank🦋
Wally suggesting the same books to you both
"Y/n's favorite bug is x"
Lowkey trying to be annoying so he'll think you're better to hang out with (this may or may not work)
"Y/n had a question about this... why don't you meet them to discuss it?"
Looking at the buggies together (Wally would probably disappear like the Barnaby hcs)
Wally🍎
He'd be the last one to notice you having a crush on him
Thinking you need someone nice to be with and trying out each possibility in his head
Really wondering why no one seems to be a good match (everyone else can see the obvious crush you have)
Eventually you'd tell him or he'd figure it out and be like
"...Oohhhhhhhhh. I like you too y/n!"
Those are the headcanons I came up with! Hope you like them anon, thanks for requesting them!! They were fun to do!! I look forward to doing more in the future!! Much love!!
ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ
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the-spider-cg · 1 month
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sacrifesse · 3 months
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🍰 ⋆˙⟡♡ BAKERY iD PACK 〰️
╰┈┈➤ REQUESTED BY ANON 。
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— NAMES : cake , cakie , berry , strawbette , graham , honey , ambrosia , coco , candy , madeleine , cookie , joy , reese , ruth , charlotte , cherry , blanche , blanchette , blanchesse , clementine , julienne , benedict , madeleine , angel , heath , kit , candie , betty
— PRONOUNS : cake/cakes/cakeself , berry/berries/berryself , strawb/strawberry/strawberryself , strawberry/strawberries/strawberryself , honey/honeys/honeyself , candy/candies/candyself , cookie/cookies/cookieself , cherry/cherries/cherryself , confection/confections/confectionself , bread/breads/breadself
— TiTLES : the baker , the one with sweet cravings , the creator of confections , the taste tester , (pronoun) who bakes , (pronoun) who puts together all the right ingredients (to make the most delicious of desserts)
— GENDERS : boulangender , bakerygender , bakerycoric , chocoaltpanic , cakegender , sweetpuppytreatic , chocolatecakegender , vanillacakegender , strawberrycakegender , lemoncakegender , cakegendercollector , cinnacoffeecakegender , cupfunfettic , weddingcakegender , strawnillacakic , cakecatgender , lemcupcaic , cookiecatgender , cookiegender , sprinkleic , birthdaycakic , rainbowcakegender , cinnamorollcakeic , confetticakegender , layeredcakic/tieredcakic , 🍪emojic , jamcookiegender , cookiescomfic , sugarcookiegender , cookiedoughgender
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pt: bakery id pack
requested by anon /end pt.
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chiiyuuvv · 29 days
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coming out as ot9 roady... pls dont get mad at me but i really dont like sumin and i cant see myself liking him. why is he so gorgeous so cute so hot so funny so talented and he can bite yujun every chance he gets ugh i hate him🙄🙄
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You had me 🤨 and then I look down at the emoji like 🤨🤨🤨🤨 and then I read it and I was like OH 😭😭
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shampgyu · 6 months
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pink it is <^.^>
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cute😭🩷
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cannibal-auntie · 24 days
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Hi there, everyone! I've heard quite a lot about this site, and I thought why not take time to babysit! I do so love little ones, I'd be happy to have you all aboard!
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♡Boundaries: please be kind in general, no disrespecting me or others! I'm quite patient, though, so I can handle a little tantrum here and there!
❢Nicknames I'm gladly alright with: mama, auntie, mommy, Anything else you'd like to call me!
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jaehunnyy · 2 years
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ok but can u tell me more about that Hyunjin fic cuz I'm interested 👀🍪
hi cookiee
okay so like, i was planning to make a fic where Hyunjin is a bit of a simp over reader but like, they don't really know each other but he'll get bold enough to approach them 😌 i just love college!aus, so i'm planning to make this one a college au oRR MAYBE A BOY NEXT DOOR THING NOW THAT I'M THINKING ABOUT iT, neighbours and then lOVERS <3 sounds cool? :>
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ryujnn · 1 year
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hewwo from 🍪 anon !
just had time to read chap 3 that lifted my mood after a tired week.
Why did Himari have to die??? 😭😭😭😭😭 I know that is part of the plot but losing your mother, not to mention your only companion on your wedding has got to be devastating!
I love this chapter and felt like this showed YN on an outsider(?) point of view especially during the wedding haha dk if I’m making sense
Can’t wait to see the Gojo and YN’s interactions later on and i know it’s gonna be 🥲. Do they have banters with each other? Do they ignore each other? Looks like I’ll have to find out in Chap 4
Anyways, this chapter was such a great read again! Again, your writing is amazing and I’m looking forward to this story so much 😊
Thank u for writing this masterpiece and make sure u have a good rest!
cookie anon , cookie anon! hi babes!
it definitely did show her a different pov. i think she viewed her own wedding as if she wasn’t even in it and a spectator, which isn’t only heartbreaking but it’ll be great for her development!
what i can spill is that they are quite the bicker couple. you’ll see soon, they’re back and forth, but when it’s time to band together — they will!
thank you for telling me your thoughts 🍪!! i love ya, sleep and eat well please! i know this is late but i hope you enjoy the next chapter!
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lunathebee · 1 year
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Hiya ✨ how's everything Luna?
I kind of have a weird request if you're interested, I have been feeling a little down lately, how do you think the moon boys would react to you saying that you don't see yourself or feel yourself as someone beautiful?
Thank you if you can get to it and have delicious cookie 🍪.
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THE MOON BOYS REACTING TO THEIR S/O HAVING LOW SELF-ESTEEM
Warning: none just fluff
A/n: I hope this hc make you feel better anon, remember you're more than the beauty standard hun ♡  (thannks for the cookie too!)
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🍓 Steven Grant 🍓
He is...baffled
How can you feel that about yourself?
You make his heart beat like crazy and his hands feel sweaty whenever he's near you.
Steven thinks he is lucky that you would even date him.
"I- no- how? Darling, you can't be serious?"
Is looking into his lovesick eyes not enough to tell you how beautiful you are? When he stumble over his words when you look at him? No clue?
I think Steven would even embarrassed himself talking about you to other people.
He's that kind of person who would bring up their lover the second someone talks to him; he doesn't care about social cues.
"Hello hi, great day innit *long silence when the other person don't reply* I'm bringing flowers to my lover - Y/n... *more long silence* They're amazing and beautiful too do you know that?"
Steven is so sweet to the point its unreal
I believe this is only an "imaginary scenario," because there is no freaking way you will feel bad or don't see yourself as someone beautiful when you're dating Steven
🍓 Marc Spector 🍓
Again, Marc will blame himself.
Like shit, he must be so deep into his stuff that he forgot about you.
Feels guilty for not showing his love more frequently, making you feel so insecure that you don't even try to hide it.
Marcwould give you the moon if you asked for it, but he rarely says "I love you so much" out loud
"I don't know Marc, it's just that feeling I get when I look in the mirror....you'll find someone better than me eventually."
"Stop, baby, what are you talking about? I would never..."
Marc doesn't know what to do, but he will try to show his love more.
Can you imagine a guy who can easily take out ten dudes in hand-to-hand combat blushing when he says "I love you"?
Please never feel insecure about yourself; you are so important to Marc that he would even change himself for you.
🍓 Jake Lockley 🍓
Blank stare at you
Does that mean you are feeling unwell?
He already has a few more "works" to do, but you're more important, so he will cancel them all.
Jake thought you were saying that as in "I changed something about myself, and now I'm not beautiful anymore."
"Mi amor, is it because of that outfit? Or your hair? I do think it needs a bit of fixing, eh?"
When you told him the real reason, he chuckled.
"Did someone tell you that? I would kill him"
"No- NO! Jakey, haha, you can't just joke about it like that!"
"If it makes you smile, then it's worth it."
Cheer up, Y/n. You've got the most powerful and dangerous man wrapped around your finger; do you still think you're not beautiful?
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thecontumacious · 2 years
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halloooo sandrine~! it's me cookie anon ✨
oh wait, is it alright if i call you by your name? :0
anyway,, i kinda have an idea (a bit sad at the start but it has a happy resolution).
• you can totally skip this if you don't feel like doing it •
i was thinking if it'd be alright to request for shu this time because i learned that he was supposed to be part of the offline collab but wasn't able to due to conflicting schedules... ; - ;
so like, what if since he wasn't able to meet up with nijimilo...y/n surprises him with an offline collab of their own instead so he won't feel sad/lonely/left out ; w ;
no sad shubert, only happi shubert bc shu deserves all the happiness in the world ♡
(aka: cookie anon shu brainrot hours lmao)
thank you as always o7
- cookie anon 🍪✨
(Not) Alone
pairing: Shu Yamino x Streamer!GN!reader a/n: yes u may call me sandrine hehe ALSO FIRST TIME I READ THIS I JUST KNEW THIS AWE MAN POOR SHU :( i hope he can finally have some time to go to an offcollab with everyone as luxiem! while we wait for that, here's something to fill in that gap ;)
warning ahead: this is 4.3k words just so you know that this is not a quick read ^^
reminder that all my work and others in the fandom are purely fiction and intended to entertain, not to be projected irl. 
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Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN]: sorry guys i can't come this time, schedules and all that :/ Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: aweee that sucks a lot Mysta Rias [NIJISANJI EN]: NOOO BROTHER Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: luca can't come and shu too? Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: ahhh that's such a shame Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i'm sorry to hear that you guys:(
and you knew from how shu had been talking to you privately how excited he was to see if he could fit himself between his schedules to meet up with everyone as nina had planned
you of course couldn't come just yet, but with shu being part of luxiem, it was really crucial that he came
the moment he came for his daily discord call with you that day, you can tell from his deflated voice that he was so disappointed
you sigh, leaning a bit closer to the mic, "it's okay, shu. next time, alright? there will definitely be a time where you can finally go. all as one team as luxiem!"
he chuckles, but the joy supposedly associated with the gesture was very faint. seemed like the sorcerer wasn't in his right spirits.
"i hope so. i was really looking forward to it too," shu mumbles
"hey come on, don't be so down. if you're so down, everyone else will be too. look at the bright side, shu! the longer they wait, the more exciting it'll become when you actually do come, right?" you attempt, however once more, that comes fruitless
shu sighs in response. "i guess so, and thank you, y/n, for trying to cheer me up. but i think i just... i need some time. that okay with you?"
hearing his breaking heart made your own shatter to pieces. shu was such a kind and talented person, there's nothing in this world he didn't deserve
at least that's what your biased heart would say
you nod, "mhm, totally fine. you go get some rest and try to take your mind off of it, alright?"
shu bids you goodbye for the day and you're left to your own devices, forced to get back to work and get some stream related things done
continuation utc!
it's pretty obvious how you and shu met
being under the same v-tuber brand, it was easy to meet up with yamino and because of your job, you guys met up often and there was no shortage of you collabing together on each other's channels
the fandom adores you two so much and luxiem loved your company, so it was as if written by fate that you two would connect
initially, you thought shu yamino was pretty cool. and he is!
but then it wasn't just a first impression thing. it was for all the impressions after.
he was humorous, intelligent and witty, absolutely kind and there are times where you just feel like putting your hands on the screen to pinch his cheeks from how cute he is
especially the times where he gets flustered or teased by the chat
did i mention you're the only one who lets you call him nerd without getting mad?
chat usually (jokingly) attacks you for getting that kind of privilege, but it becomes fuel to their fire of adoring you two
"it's just a crush. he's a coworker," you told yourself, catching yourself daydreaming about shu the nth time that week.
but again, like how the stars had scribbled it for you on the pages of your fate, they don't plan on letting you just to have a crush on the sorcerer
as times passes by, more frequent calls, more collabs, you can't help but just ache when shu excuses himself for the day, wishing you goodbye
though most times you dismiss him after that, you'd be lying if you said you wish you could stop him from disconnecting
when days were bad, you find yourself calling out to shu and it doesn't help that he immediately comes to your side without fail
shu became a safe space for you, one you didn't dare let go
a working wifi connection and a device was literally the only way to keep you interacting with shu
would anything change if you were physically there with shu...?
you hoped it would
what would it be like to hold his hand? did he have soft hands or more calloused? probably the former...
you slap yourself on the head, "stop it, y/n. he's your friend and co worker. how could you think like this?"
lady fate says otherwise as she keeps bringing you and shu together.
and today, she's just done it as nina went to private message you.
Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: hey y/n! Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: hey ninaa what's up? Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: i couldn't help but think Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: what if you and shu did an offcollab together? like just you two?
you wished you could kiss nina for that brilliant idea
Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: i thought it was pretty unfair that shu couldn't come and since you and shu are pretty close, i thought i'd pitch that idea in with you if you aren't too bothered by it Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: NINA LEMME KISS YOU THAT'S SUCH A GOOD IDEA! Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i have a bit of work left to do but once that's done, i can probably schedule a bit of time with shu!! Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: oh that's great!! i'm so glad to hear that >w<
you smile upon the thought of meeting up with shu yamino in real life. a dream wasn't it? you imagine all the things you could do with him
probably a lot of streaming together obviously, trying new things, showing each other what they have in your local regions
but then you had a thought
shu was incredibly sad after he said goodbye to you today
what if
you met up with him as a surprise?
you go back onto discord, texting nina
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: ninaur Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: what's up honey Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: do u think management has shu's address? Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: i think so yeah, why? why not just ask him? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i plan to make it a surprise actually Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: OMG OMG OMG THATS SUCH A GOOD IDEA Y/NNNNN GO FOR IT MANAGEMENT HAS IT I THINK GOGOGO ASK
with nina's support, you immediately go contact management and indeed they did have his address. after hearing your request and reason behind it, they are more than happy to give it you and even wished you good luck
after that, you decided to pretty much speedrun your work while planning up your trip to see shu
book tickets, plan stream schedules, accommodation...
it sounds stressful, but to you, all that is shrouded under the idea of meeting up with shu
thinking that it was good idea to consult to his friends within luxiem first, you went to vox for advice
"hello?" he calls out from the other line
you smile, "hey, vox! sorry, do you have time? i have something to talk about with you."
"oh yeah, i'm free. what's up?"
you tell him of your plans and nina's initial involvement, laying out what your basic idea of what you'd been doing
"holy shit, that's such a good idea. and i could definitely tell shu was genuinely super upset he couldn't come with us this time," he agrees. "i'm sure he'd be really happy to see you, y/n. and are you sure you're here to just cheer him up?"
you could hear the mischief in his voice then and you turn a thousand shades red at what he's insinuating
to be exact, vox actually knew that you were emotionally attached to shu. from the way you behave around him, the way you talk to him, the way you treat him
the demon can definitely see that you have some sort of admiration towards the sorcerer
"oh hush, vox. i just want him to cheer up. when i talked to him today on call, he was so so sad. i couldn't bare to see him like that."
and that was true, this applied to vox as well
"you know, i've never seen anyone care so much about shu. of course, we all care about him, but yours is different, y/n. you know that right?" vox points out
you stay quiet, absorbing his words
perhaps he was correct and maybe it was time to admit so
"maybe. i just... want shu to be happy. i sound selfish but if i could do something about it, i would."
vox chuckles softly, "of course you would. and thank you, for continuing to care and worry about him for us in luxiem. also, y/n, would you consider maybe... confessing to him about this?"
huh??
"vox, no! i could never. he probably doesn't feel the same. he doesn't right?"
now you were just denying your heart's own wishes. of course you hoped shu would feel the same, but something else told you that he probably didn't.
and that maybe it was safer to stay quiet about things
you couldn't take such a risk with shu, one of your closest friends
vox hums, "not exactly my place to tell, love, but i have an inkling that it might be mutual."
"stop joking around, you sadist."
he laughs, "i'm a sadist yes, but no, i'm not joking. i seriously think he might have the same feelings. from the times i watched you and shu stream together, there's something so different about him. like, he... laughs more? he looks so much more like himself when he's around you. and i'm 400 years old so i have valid experience with this."
you roll your eyes, "why thank you, milord. anyway, it's still safer for me to say nothing about it."
vox sighs, "alright fine. but consider to do it one day, okay? you guys have been super close for a long time. i thought this one time you get to see him in person would be a good time to do it."
you see his point, you really do. and you would consider confessing to shu about how you feel if only it weren't because of your damned self esteem
days go by and shu has already started to get back up on his feet. the mention of not going to the offcollab tasted bitter on his tongue but he learned how to cope with it
you on the other hand couldn't wait to board that plane and drive up to his house, surprising him for an offcollab together like what he would've had with the luxiem boys and nina
"you know what, y/n? you seem to be in a very excited mood lately. has something happened that i didn't know of, huh?" shu asks you one day, feigning offense like you have been purposely neglecting to tell him something important
you merely giggle, the surprise hidden beneath your tongue, "you're overthinking things, shu. nothing much has happened. i've just been feeling super happy lately is all."
his momentary silence speaks to you in a way you catch that he's not sure to accept your answer
"okay, i'm glad for that..."
you laugh away at his comment, changing the subject quickly to avoid exposing yourself
and that's it!
today's the day you finally get to see shu!
with the rest of the luxiem boys informed of the wonderful surprise (and vox's never ending teases and encouragement), they send you all their support and you're off to see the sorcerer
you'd caught wind beforehand that today shu would be streaming by the time you got to his house, so you planned to show up at the end of his stream
the entire journey there, your stomach was doing flips and you simply couldn't take off the grin on your face
after reaching land, you catch a cab real quick and make yourself over to shu's address. you check your phone and shu is indeed still streaming, nearing the end of his two hour mark.
it felt as though every step you took was lighter, your heart also beat a lot faster the closer you got
phone in hand, you text shu
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yo shu, u still streaming? Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah just about to end Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: good! Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN]: um okay???? why????
but you purposely don't answer him, leaving him confused and even on stream the last you checked it. it left you giggling and when you reach the destination the driver informed you of, you get off quickly
you then ring the doorbell
from the inside of the house, you don't really hear anyone. but after a few minutes, you hear some shuffling and rushed steps towards the door
just like the fast pace of their footsteps, your heart too thumps just as rapidly
there are a few clicks sounding from the door then it swings open
you see pale skin, dark hair adorned with its trademark yellow highlight at the top of his head
and then his purple eyes
you thought they were pretty online, never thought they were mesmerizing in real life though
"y-y/n?????" is the first thing shu says, seeing who it is at the door who dare disturb him during his work. his pointy mouth drops open and for a full minute he doesn't believe what his eyes are perceiving
you wave with the biggest grin on your face, "are you gonna say something, shu?"
he shakes his head out of his trance and without much to say, he lunges forward and squeezes you with all his might
you laugh out loud and hug him back, you were about to let him go when you realize that shu isn't letting go just yet
he keeps holding you and there was not a single opening where he was going to ease the pressure of his embrace
but you weren't complaining either
it was a full few minutes before you feel shu shift, "sorry, i was just... super happy you're here. you of all people."
wh-what did he mean by that?
you giggle nervously, patting his back, "i'm glad. i thought you were so upset you couldn't join the boys for the offcollab so, here i am. actually no, nina came up with idea. i couldn't leave you to be alone, could i?"
shu pulls away and gives you a smile you've never seen on him. or was it because you had never seen him smile in real life...?
whatever it was, the look in his eyes was just so gentle. like you were touching the soft fur of an animal. it brings you warmth. and safety.
"all that matters is that you're here now. thank you for making the time to come," his hold on you lingers, like he was reluctantly letting you go (or you wished it to be). shu gestures towards the inside of his house, "come in! i'll get you a drink. your trip was probably exhausting. you can sit on the sofa."
you nod and make yourself comfortable while shu sees to your beverage done
wow
shu yamino in the flesh
his warm hug from earlier left a pleasant burn on you. you wanted to feel it all over again
later, shu comes in with two glasses of iced water. he places one near you and the other near where he sits.
"man, it's so, so good to see you! you're shorter in real life," he grins
you slap his arm, "oh shut up. i'm not that different."
"hmm, nah."
"shu yamino! is this how you welcome a coworker who's gone overseas for you?"
he shakes his head while laughing, "that was your choice, y/n!"
the teasing aside, you were genuinely having a lovely time with shu around, the unnecessary butterflies flapping about in your stomach. but you didn't mind it this time.
you just had to make sure you'd never feel like this around shu, for his sake. even despite vox's encouragement.
...maybe
"look, i haven't set up next week's schedule yet but i kinda wanna plan our offcollabs together now. you okay with that?" the sorcerer grins, looking at you expectantly. you giggle as you nod. he smiles, "cool! so, where are you staying? a hotel?"
"yeah, it's not too far from here. actually, i should probably go check in--"
as you stood to grab your phone, shu suddenly grabs your wrist. your heart stops for the faintest second
almost as if not realizing what he had just done, he slowly lets go of your hand and looks away.
"sh-shu?" you call out
he clears his throat and offers you a courteous beam, "so-sorry! it's just that um... i thought you could just stay here in the guest room. hotels can be pricey, you know?"
he-
you internally inhale, looking away as your ears turn red.
why did he have to be so kind?
"we-well, i can just cancel my booking then, if you don't mind me staying here."
shu shakes his head rapidly. "no, of course not! i offered after all."
way, way too kind. no, wait he's just being polite... right?
after settling in, your stuff already organized and with shu loyally by your side to make sure you have everything ready. he asked if you needed more towels, any extra chargers, toothbrushes and the like...
your heart simply couldn't take it when he continued to fuss if you had everything you needed
"shu, i'm good. i promise. i properly packed my things," you touch shu's shoulder, giving him a reassuring smile in hopes he could finally calm down
he laughs, rubbing a spot at the back of his head, embarrassed. "sorry, it's just that it's been a while since i had someone over to stay. and it's you no less."
every time he said that like you were some special vip coming to his house made you feel like one, as much as your little crush on him said.
the first night at shu's house was mostly just staying in. with shu even cooking dinner for you
you never figured he was a decent cook, mentioning once that his go-to meal was instant noodles
that night, he also invited you to play together for the first time
sure, you two played a lot online but it's always different when you play games together in real life. as shu's eyes focus on the screen with much intensity, you couldn't help but giggle to yourself, catching his attention immediately
he raises an eyebrow at you, "hm? what's up with you?"
you pause, closing your mouth with your hands. it doesn't help that your face is bright red
well, shu just caught you giggling to yourself looking at him. why wouldn't you?
"no-nothing! just thought of something funny is all," you lie through your teeth. but knowing shu, he probably saw right through you
he stares at you head on and you start to feel antsy
"shu...?"
now it's his turn to change red?
stop beating so fast, heart.
for a full minute, you and shu swapped no words with each other, broken only by an incoming discord message from your phone
you look down and see it's from vox
Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hey love how's it going with shu? met up with him okay?
you gulp, stealing a glance at the still red shu before deciding to message vox back
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah! he let me crash at his guest room instead of a hotel Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: oh he did, did he? i see:) Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: shut up vox he's in the same room as me rn Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: OH HE IS, IS HE? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: y/n my dear do u kno how proud i am of you for progressing so far? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: VOX U BETTER SHUT UP BEFORE I BLOCK U Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hey now no need to play dirty with your long time buddy vox eh? anyway Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: have you finally considered actually confessing to him soon?
you blink and bite your lip.
the idea was scary, intimidating. all for the right reasons.
shu was your closest friend and one you wouldn't want to lose all because of your silly little crush on him.
okay not little but still
then again, if he was a good friend, he'd just gently reject you and still be friends anyway right? there was no way shu would slowly distance himself from you because of all that
"y/n?" the said man calls out to you, finally breaking the terribly uncomfortable silence. you hum, looking up at him. "you sort of just... zoned out there. you good?"
remembering again that you were still there with shu, you shake your head and slowly stood
"i'm alright, i promise," you reassure him, holding your phone to your stomach. "i'll be back in a minute okay? i gotta respond to this real quick."
without rly waiting for his response, you rush out of the room and into the far end of the hallway
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: sorry i needed to get out of the room for a sec Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: and here i thought u actually confessed Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: vox istg Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: u kno what nvm serious talk Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: what would happen if he rejects me? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hmmm idk for sure but y/n i feel like he's gonna accept you. he probably has a crush on you too you know Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: like i said a few weeks back, i see the signs on him Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: just answer the question will you? i just wanna be sure Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: alright finee Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: in my opinion shu wouldn't be the type to suddenly not be friends with you anymore Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: he's a pretty chill guy and would never want to hurt anyone, especially you Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: you rly think so? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: yep that's what i think
so, maybe... maybe it was actually okay to confess to him soon?
in the end, you were only afraid that you'd lose shu as a friend if things went awry
knowing that he'd still be there for you like before even after the confession made it seem less daunting
if only by a bit
you sigh, your head starting to feel heavy
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: alright fine i'll think about it Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: for real?? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah just not today Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: okay if u say so love, take it easy Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: i believe in you and shu Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: thanks vox that means a lot
and you really did think about it for the next few days
when you went to bed the first night, your hands were sweaty at the thought of confessing to shu about how you feel
in the morning, your head pounded because of the lack of sleep but it soon washed away when you saw shu with a slight bedhead and only in his pajamas
it made you smile and your teeth rotten at the sweet sight
but this reminds you of what vox told you last night, thus now your head is filled with nothing but that
the first few streams went successful too! the yaminions and your own fandom were thrilled to see you having an offcollab as the other luxiem members had their own
to the chat, it seemed not too different from how you and shu would collab online
but to you?
you wished it could be like this for as long as the world let you
his smile, his jokes, his voice, the way sometimes his hand would brush against yours, the way he taught you patiently about a game you could not get the hang of
geez
it all toppled over inside you, your feelings
until you simply couldn't handle it anymore
shu noticed this unfortunately, touching your shoulder to catch your attention as you two sit casually to rest after a stream
you turn to him. "yeah?"
"you seem to be distracted lately. are you actually okay?" his brows furrow with concern and the beating of your heart quickens more than usual
it felt like vox's words were tugging at you, urging you to tell shu how much you wish you could be more than friends, how you wish you could protect his smile and be the selfish reason you make him so happy
if shu wasn't here, it would honestly make you cry at the reality those were not real
you take a long deep breath in and take shu's hand off your shoulder, your fingers enjoying the momentary smooth skin of shu (a quality of his you had discovered yesterday) before placing it down on his lap.
you smile and began, "shu, i have to tell you something."
sensing this was no joke, shu put away his phone and properly faced you.
he returns your smile, nodding at you expectantly
"okay," you whisper to yourself. then you look him in the eye, "shu yamino. i... i've been crushing on you for a long time."
then the smile on the sorcerer falters
confidence -1
but you decide to pull through. "si-since a few months after we met. i thought it was just admiration. i tried to control it because you were a coworker. but i just couldn't. i kept falling and it wasn't until a couple weeks before i left to come here that vox encouraged me to confess."
shu still wasn't saying anything.
confidence -5
"on the first night staying here, vox actually texted me about it. that's when i thought, 'fine, i'll do it.' so... yeah, here i am," you squeeze your eyes shut for a bit, then open them back while hoping that shu was finally going to say something
but still, much to your heart's dismay, his lips are sealed shut
honestly, you didn't know what else to say either
sh-should you just give him time to find an answer?
you gulp, reaching out to shu, "hey--"
"sorry."
you pause
"i-i don't think i feel the same."
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