´´ So you said before, that you don´t think i´m ready. The truth is, i don´t know what i´m ready for, but i am ready for something. And i think maybe that something could be with you. ´´
I've actually been— been thinking a lot about what you said in our last session and how I hide my true feelings from others. I'm starting to think you might be right.
And it was true because nobody cared about them. Until Eddie shows up and looked at them, even if he wasn’t put the puzzle togheter at the time but he was looking at them
And Buck felt uncomfortable because he didn’t want to be watch at his first date with a man
Then in the promo we see EVERYONE is looking at Buck and Eddie but they both don't care and just live in their own bubble drinking, singing, dancing, dj with drag queens, loosing Chimney lol
And as we saw Buck isn’t uncomfortable. Instead he's living the best night of his life as Eddie 🥹❤️
the scene where buck comes out to maddie is actually the scene that’s hitting me the hardest rn bc i KNOW EXACTLY what buck is feeling there
i was 12 and very much getting into lgbt activism when i realised i wasn’t straight, and i distinctly remember sitting in the car with my mum, SO close to telling her, when i completely dodged it and started talking about how my “friend” was gay instead.
that instant fear and dread that makes u lie instinctively to avoid coming out to loved ones despite being SURE that they’d be fine with it but that slither of doubt being enough to throw you off is such a unique part of the queer experience i’ve never seen on tv before
obsessed with the way Eddie is about to look back down on his phone but in a split second recognises from Buck’s face that something very serious is happening and immediately gives him his whole attention.
it literally took less than a second for Eddie to read Buck and he immediately responded accordingly. it was so fast, blink and you’d miss it.
i’ve said it way to many times before and i’ll say it again: they’re soulmates in the most beautiful way. idc about “romantic” a “platonic” how about written in the stars