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idyllcy · 4 months

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for all time/lovebrush chronicles boys as kisses

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summary: how the lovebrush boys kiss you

Ai Yin / Ayn

Ayn presses his lips to yours like he's waited for you his whole life, his lips are molded to yours as he practically tries to absorb you, his passion bleeding through his hands as he holds you to him desperately. He kisses you like he's lost you in a past life again and again, and he kisses you like he has nothing left but you in this world. He kisses you like he's going to lose you and he's terrified of what's to come when you have to inevitably pull away.

Lu Chen / Alkaid

Alkaid kisses you like a butterfly— his lips brush against yours only once before he pulls away, cheeks warm and neck red, and you have to pull him in again if you want a kiss again. His lips brush yours for a second as if you're something he's not allowed to have, and his lips feel like a heaven in a world far away from you. Alkaid kisses you like he's not allowed to, like the two of you are destined to break as soon as one of you step over the line.

Luo Xia / Lars

Lars kisses you with both hands on your cheek as he leans over you to the best of his ability, the love bleeding from his chest to yours as he presses it to yours, and he kisses you like he's going to spend tomorrow and forever with you. He kisses you like that moment in time is the only thing that matters, even if you're going to leave someday. Yet, he kisses you in the present, a sense of determination that he'll never lose you, and even when he presses his tongue into your mouth for more, he is there, and so are you.

Si Lan / Clarence

Clarence kisses you like he knows there are many more to come. His fingers wrap around your waist gently as he tilts his head to slot his lips against yours better. He kisses you like he knows that you are his destined one in this world, and the way he rests his hand on the back of your head to help you angle is a reminder of how far the two of you have come. He kisses you like he's sure you're the one destined for him, and that you have eternity ahead of the two of you, so there's no rush.

Ye Xuan / Cael

Cael kisses you awkwardly, his fingers curled next to him as he's scared to touch you, worried that if he does, he'd be committing some kind of sin, that he'd break you by kissing you back too hard. He kisses you like he's not supposed to, fingers delicate against your skin as his thumb brushes your cheek and he tucks your hair behind your ear, his eyes half-lidded as he takes in your expression, always worried that some higher deity outside of his control would steal you away at any moment.

#yes I know someone alr wrote smth like this but pls don't complain abt two cakes ☹️#KISSES ANGST?!?!?more likely than you think #cael x reader #ye xuan x reader #si lan x reader #clarence x reader #Luo xia x reader #lars x reader #lu chen x reader #alkaid x reader #ai yin x reader #ayn x reader #lovebrush chronicles x reader #reader insert #lovebrush chronicles #for all time x reader #for all time

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loafyall · 2 months

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"Who did this to you..?"

(CRASHES INTO PART TWO OF "I can't")

Hi!

Okay well I kinda lied that I would write the part two of "I can't" in a day but it took me three days so i apologise for making everyone who read part 1 and were waiting for part two!

I had exams going on and I'm finally free!!

---------------main story..----------------

Summary : Yanqing is found the next morning of the incident, In an abandoned street of the Aurum alley, It's time for jing yuan to find out what happened to Yanqing and jing yuan's about to kill, torture that bastard and he is planning too.

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Yanqing was never this late at coming home and reporting back to jing yuan, Well, Yanqing was always late at coming home, But it was different.

-he wasn't home at all.

It was only until morning that Jing yuan realised that Yanqing hasn't came home yet, Which obviously, Got jing yuan worried, Perhaps he's with dealing with mara-struck? Or already at the training grounds?.

--no, Yanqing would have never woken up before jing yuan, It's unlikely for him to do that.

It's probably around the time for Noon before jing yuan starts slightly panicking as he hasn't seen yanqing in such a while already, Eversince the patrol started last evening, He hasn't been home since. Perhaps he could ask madam Fu or the helm master about yanqing's whereabouts but he already knew their answer would surely be no.

There's loud knocking on the door, It's probably the knights.

And yes it was the knights, Just as jing yuan thought, Why were they here?, That's when the bad news comes in when one cloud knight finally speaks.

"General, There's something you need to see." That cloud knight respectfully speaks, His head bowed down. "It's about lieutenant yanqing." And that's where jing yuan eyes widened at the mention of his (son) retainer.

"Please, Go on." Jing yuan said, Trying his best at remaining calm, But he couldnt.

That's probably when the other cloud knight tells him, Yanqing was found in some dark abandoned street of the Aurum alley, And that's what Sushang had reported in earlier.

Now jing yuan was worried, Way worried about his retainer, he got up from his seat, As he put his own pen down in which he was signing his paperwork with.

"We'll need to go there immediately, Send a medical party there immediately, You may be dismissed." Jing yuan had said that in an authoritative tone, He was going to kill that bastard who did that horrendous thing to yanqing when he finds out who he is, He's in great trouble.

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"Tch, Can't take the whole thing in one go and had to pass out that early?." That's cloud knight said, That bastard who tried to Do the Ungodly with Yanqing, Yanqing was practically crying and aswell as shaking as he tried to cover his half naked body.

Some bruises and scars were around his hands and back, Few on his legs, His tears soaking into the ground and his clothes, Yanqing's Vision was blurry, And with pouring rain it made it all worse.

Yanqing felt like he's a worthless child who doesn't deserve happiness, The way he's been traumatized is Ungodly, There were bodily fluids, and blood was there, Which could've made Yanqing vomit, Blood was gushing out from the bruise given by that bastard, Yanqing as going to going to pass out soon because of the pressure.

Yanqing's tears didn't come to a stop as he laid there, Motionless, He was unsure of what to do, He wanted to try and get up, But that man who did this to him had him pinned down by his foot on Yanqing's stomach, It was sure that the guy would leave a few more bruises on him before feeling satisfied .

There was a loud scream coming out of yanqing's dry throat when that bastard punched Yanqing on the stomach, Yanqing was tightly gripping on his own stomach, Trying so hard not to cry as he looked at that guy.

And that scream alerted The other cloud knights who were trying to find Yanqing by Jing yuan's order.

"shit." That bastard cursed as he ran away not to be seen by the cloud knights as he put on his knight uniform and that bastard ran away, Leaving Yanqing fully finished and traumatized.

And that's where Jing yuan found Yanqing as he followed the shout.

But Jing yuan immediately came to an abrupt stop when he saw Yanqing.

Covered in bruises, His hair messed up badly, Blood almost everywhere, Yanqing's tear-soaked face as yanqing looked at him, Jing yuan sweared to Aeons that he wouldn't vomit, And then there was a dry, Crying voice coming out of Yanqing.

"G-general?.." That was the only thing yanqing said, Before he Passed out into his exhaustion.

"Yanqing!." Jing yuan couldn't think of this, This was the last thing he wanted to imagine to happen to yanqing, He quickly rushed to the boy, He removed the hair coming on his eyes.

Thank Aeons that boy had just passed out, Or there could be worse casualties than that.

"Knights!, we found him!, Get him back to the Medical institution." Jing yuan ordered as he lifted up Yanqing in his arms.

That boy barely weighed alot, He was fit and all, Although he doesn't eat alot and jing yuan who's knows how many times he has scolded him to eat and not skip his meals.

TIMESKIP

Anger was already boiling inside Jing yuan as he watched Yanqing being operated by the Alchemy commission's healer Lady, Bailu.

The question on jing yuan's head was

'Who and why did they do this to him?.'

Jing yuan litterally would litterally kill the person and make sure they go even worse in the shackling prison, Maybe Jing yuan would but the balls of the guy and choke him with his own hands and feed the remains of the bastard to Mimi.

But for now, He just had to be there for Yanqing.

Slowly, Yanqing opens his eyes, He doesn't seem scared, But more relieved as he's out of that bastard's grasp, He doesn't even realise that Bailu's talking to him.

"heyyy!! Don't ignore me!." Bailu just pouts, As she stared at Yanqing, Yanqing looks at her.

"sorry.." Yanqing sighs.

"Are you okay?." Bailu asks

"...." Yanqing isn't sure how to respond, He doesn't want to worry Bailu, So he simply states "yea, Much better than before." Yanqing just puts on a small smile, Before staring at his hand again.

"Yanqing." there was the same familiar voice, Jing yuan, His eyes were softer, As he say down beside yanqing's bed.

yanqing has the feeling to cry as he say his (father) General, He wanted to tell what that bastard did to him.

"who.. did this to you?." Jing yuan said, As he held yanqing's other hand, Yanqing gulped and looked down, Not wanting to show his tears.

"I-im sorry General, I-i didn't know how to stop him, I know, I'm too weak." Yanqing admitted as tears feel down his eyes.

Jing yuan couldn't believe what yanqing just said to him, Yanqing was never weak, He is a child, A child with ambition to be the best, But that bastard who did this to him, Needed to be punished In the worst way possible, That guy tried to take Advantage of a Child, A FREAKING 14 YEAR OLD.

"Oh yanqing.." Jing yuan sighed, As he pulled the blonde boy into a hug, "it's not your fault and it was never your fault, you're still 14, I should also be the one to blame here to sending you with that cloud knight." Jing yuan said, As yanqing cried into his arms. "Who did this to you?." Jing yuan asked, As yanqing let out a voice. "A cloud knight named.... Xiun."(Yes I made up a name.)

Now jing yuan was clearly angry and wanted to punish that bitch called Xiun, He sweared if he sees Xiun, He will murder him alive and feed his remains to Mimi, Who would be very happy to Eat the meat.

But for now

He's happy that Yanqing's alright, He needs to recover, Mentally and physically.

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Note : OMG MY HANDS ARE ACHING LITTERALLY FOR WRITING THIS FOR 3 HOURS STRAIGHT AND I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING YET

I hope you enjoyed this part!! Let me know if you want an additional part of Jing yuan ruthlessly murdering that Bastard to did that to Yanqing!!

Sorry for any grammer mistakes and all, I hope you guys liked it! (Btw part 1 is in my Blog, Go read that before you read this!!!)

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celestie0 · 20 days

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omg im trying to make an actual kickoff playlist n it’s 8 hrs long wtf 💀

#just had to pull songs from my old situationship playlists LMFAO #ouch #i had a little TOO many to choose from jeez #yknow its bad when u have to search for happy songs but the sad ones are alr in your library🧍🏻‍♀️#angst just hits harder in songs idk #forever a sad song girlie #kickoff #playlist

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static-kills · 5 months

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After listening to Auf Wiederseh’n Sweetheart, I shall politely ask the Curtwen fic writers to pls pls pls write a piece during Curt’s “grieving period” that’s a collection of times where Owen— the Owen he fell in love with, the one he knew, reunites w/ him in his dream. It’s bittersweet. Owen isn’t angry with him. He forgives Curt. Curt knows he doesn’t deserve it, but he tries cherishing a reality that he’ll never live in. He wakes up in tears after.

And then the last time Curt dreams of Owen. It’s after his actual death. Owen only looks at him in what can only be described as disappointment

#I COULD just write this myself #but then it’ll never get done #so I’m telling y’all about it #or maybe someone’s already written it!#lmk if it’s alr been done before #tin can bros #spies are forever #curtwen #agent curt mega #agent owen carvour #owen carvour #angst

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partlyparchment · 1 year

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as someone whose toxic trait is losing interest after a couple gets together, here are some more thoughts on show! wesper:

let's get this out of the way: i was kinda mad that they used so much of crooked kingdom for what is basically a prequel to soc

i love pining and yearning is delicious, but that's not all wesper are about. pining doesn't make them wesper (cuz everyone in soc is pining).

wylan and jesper are both burnt out gifted children (jesper isn't stupid, he got into a foreign university for saints' sake) with vastly different upbringings that somehow landed in the same place, the bottom of the barrel.

all their life they've been weighed down by the expectations of their (very different) fathers. wylan's disability is a source of shame for his father, so he forces his son to try and fix it, hide it, get rid of it somehow. jesper's father fears jesper's ability. that ability killed his wife, that ability could have his son killed, so it needs to be hidden.

the little scene in the show was about this exact thing.

two boys who are hiding things that have made them suffer. wouldn't it have been better if they were both 'normal'?

but wylan doesn't think jesper needs to hide his ability and jesper doesn't think wylan's disability is something that needs to be hidden. at least not from each other.

they're each other's safe space.

#also i think the angst in soc will top tier if wesper are alr established #shadow and bone #shadow and bone spoilers #shadow and bone season 2 #wesper #wylan van eck #jesper fahey

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minothtime · 3 months

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still at chapter 7 of xenoblade x but man something about Lin feels so deeply sad to me... like she's just 13!! and she's risking her life every single day!! because she wants to be useful!!! she ended up being inseparable from Tatsu, who is ALSO 13, because it's implied he's the first friend her age she's ever had!! she keeps making jokes to make her bleak situation seem a bit less bad than it is!! because it is!!! fucking bad!!!! parents died in an accident, can't even blame anyone about it!!! she was left with nothing to do but help create the very thing that took their lives!! she has to keep proving herself because she thinks she only got on the white whale thanks to his parents!! SHE IS THIRTEEN YEARS OF AGE!!!!! she should be having fun with friends, she should be playing and learning, not fighting for her life and for her spot on a team that views her as the child she is day after day!!! man!!! MAN!!!!!

#xenoblade chronicles #xenoblade chronicles x #xenoblade x #lin lee koo #another case of me overthinking the xenoblade character YIPEEEEE #lin can now join mythra and minoth in the ranks of characters i love to angst over #as i said still in ch7 of x so please don't spoil me (i alr know no lao after ch9) but this game is SO MUCH FUN.....

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1-800-whatwouldbillydo · 1 year

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Lyrics from “Smother” by Daughter

@flashwaves @ashyyboyy @shieldofiron @hargrove-mayfields @aryana-56 @anarcha-queer-horror @talesfrom-theupsidedown @thecrabnebula @femmebilly @gracethieved @thebussynotes @thatgirlwithasquid @suometar @dragonflylady77 @jad3w1ngs @billyhargr-a-ve @usaqaix

#tw pills #billy hargrove #ch: billy hargrove #max mayfield #steve harrington #i blame spotify for this #im not suffering alone alr #late night posting #neil hargrove #angst posting

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nkogneatho · 4 months

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should i talk about perv men today??

#i alr gave y'all too much angst. time for smtg filthy #pasi.txt

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stormyrainyday · 4 months

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i want to write more baizhu angst (my own chronic illness is flaring)

#man i hate having ibd #its such a nasty disease to talk about #i dont want to tell people abt my shits #the other symptoms are at least more acceptable to talk about #pain nausea fatigue joint pains the works #but idk shitting also sucks #anyway #i just wanna project on my faves #i alr have 2 angst fics #sorry baizhu if i have to suffer so do you #baizhu #chronic illness #ibd #crohns disease

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scruncheduppaper · 9 months

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how it feels to see speedingbullet art on my timeline thats objectively good but i see them as having a brotherly dynamic and Damn is it hard to find content of that instead

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #idk… i have nothing against the ship #but man #the art is still very good tho #i just want to see them have more fun platonicallt #playing baseball or some shit #idk #other people are more creative than me #im sure they can come up with something better #Alr #also im not really an avid sniperspy guy anymore #i still like them #its just that heavymedic has taken over my brain #and i cant really stomach angst or violent stuff anymore #which is what i liked abt sniperspy #so #erm

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minty-and-fresh · 1 year

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Realizing I actually have quite a bit to be sad about

#mintyfresh's art stuff #rottmnt #save rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise raph #raphael hamato #rottmnt art #rottmnt angst #You guys his shell being the wrong color was totally not an accident alr? Alr

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azaleadynasty · 2 years

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i got bored and made a 5x05 byler script concept, the quality got messed up and i am in no means a script writer or writer at all, os don’t judge 😭

#byler #i actually wouldn’t mind criticism because uh i want to write more scripts in the future 🫶🫶🫶#ignore any typos #i took some inspo from different st scripts alr published on their twitter (if you couldn’t tell)#will byers #mike wheeler #byler angst #maybe angst idk

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red-might-be-dead · 6 months

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guys im actually so sleepy guys hahaha guys im actively falling alseep guys look guys im sleeping ahaha guys where where are you? guys? hello? where did you go? guys? hello?

#im actually sleepy though no joke #probably gonna go to bed now ripp #isnt it so silly how i can barely make one post without making it slightly about horror or angst #isnt that just so funny #alr gn guys

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hsyvers · 10 months

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love your spiderwoman yunjin !! make more pls

HAIIII THANK U SO MUCH AND I PROMISE I THINK ABT IT ALL THE TIME IVE JS BEEN BUSY 😭

#spidey yunjin is still alive and otw back guys #in the meantime i have a short zuha fluff i wanted to post since last week 🥹#lets js say it involves cats #rin replies ^_^#spider yunyn is so insane 2 me theyre so angst and fluff and soulmatism it drives me crazy thinking abt their dynamic #but then again my brain feels so slow this week i blame chemistry 😒#if yall have rqs (other than spidey yunjin bc i alr have ideas 4 that) pls send them in so i can brainrot <3

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c0zyasc0ffe3 · 8 months

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